#TRIS ART AHHHHHHHHH

[fall3njesterrr]

Oh! One arrives. Far it walks to find me.

Did it seek my aid? Or did the path carry it by chance to so pertinant a place?

Character Belongs To @the-moth-from-elsewhere / @the-quiet-light

[gentil-minou]

sharing my wangxian phlebotomist!wwx/blood donor!lwj au from twitter here (a summary here if you wanna see)

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The hardest part of the adoption process was supposed to be endless paperwork and screenings and the anxiety of not being good enough to meet high standards of the court.

It wasn't supposed to be A-Yuan's first doctors appointment.

His pitiful screams fill the small doctor's office. He's clinging to Lan Wangji's shoulders like there a lifeline, hiding and all LWJ wants to do is bundle up his son and carry him back to safety.

But these are mandatory vaccines he needs in order to attend pre-k. So he cant.

Nurse: Shots are never fun at this age, huh He would beg to differ; they're never fun at any age But see lwj isnt afraid of the shots themselves. Hes terrified of the sight of blood. His BFF loves horror movies & he watches them with her bravely by staring at the corner of the tv

When lwj gets his blood drawn, he looks closes his eyes and imagines being in a cold pond somewhere. But he's never been afraid of just the shot before.

He's helpless in the face of his son's distress. The nurse sighs, saying theyll have to try again another day.

A-Yuan sniffles into his baba's shirt, exhausted from the crying fit. His eyes are still watery and he looks around the room with such fear in his eyes, before withdrawing back into the safety of his baba's chest.

Lan Wangji has no idea what to do, only cradles him closer

Thankfully, LWJ has someone who can help. His best friend, Jiang Yanli is a child therapist and has been helping him prepare his home for A-Yuan.

If anyone knows what to do, it's Yanli-jie

JYL: Zhanzhan, have you tried showing him its not scary?

LWJ has not, bc he's terrified

JYL is the only one allowed to call him Zhanzhan. In Uni she was the one who mentored him his first week of school. Someone slipped him alcohol and he got deliriously drunk.

Yanli-jie was the one who found him and took him home. This is what they told the cohort but actually…

JYL: seeing his Baba get a shot and be okay might motivate him to be more brave

LWJ certainly doesn't feel brave. He's thinking of the blood flowing from his veins and then LEAVING them to go who knows where. It sounds barbaric

He has the distinct memory of learning what a period is in middle school and promptly passing out

He is not a fan of anything related to blood

But LWJ has learned that Yanli-jie knows what she's doing, so, despite the way he can swear he feels his blood pumping with fear, he agrees...but there's a problem.

LWJ: I am up to date on all my shots. How can I show him it is safe?

JYL: Hmm....I have an idea. My brother is a phlebotomist! He can help.

LWJ is confused. Last he heard, the younger Jiang is a prosecutor who makes a living viciously yelling in a courtroom.

JYL: Not him, Zhanzhan. My adoptive brother, A-Xian. I bet he would be happy to help you. He works at the blood bank at Yiling Clinic! The perfect exposure!

For who?, LWJ wonders. A blood bank sounds like a house of horrors to him. And a person who chooses to stick a needle in people and remove the very force that gives them life? He cannot imagine getting along with this person at all.

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Yiling Clinic is a community clinic in a part of town Lan Wangji has never been to, especially since the Gusu Group has their own private hospital.

But this is where Yanli-jie's phlebotomist little brother works.

A-Yuan clings to the back of his legs as they approach the receptionist, a young man with amazing cat eye makeup named Mo Xuanyu

These two definitely do not fit the bill for their usual patients, with their designer clothing, so he asks with some skepticism: Um, can I help you?

LWJ has spent the last two hours siking himself up for the blood part, he isn't prepared at all for social interactions. He flounders like a fish.

LWJ: …I am…We are here for…

A shout comes from behind them: Ah! A-Yu, is that A-jie's friend? Zhanzhan?

LWJ flinches until he sees a man sprinting towards them. The 1st thing he notices is this man is wearing lilac scrubs with little white rabbits on them.

The 2nd thing he notices is this man has the most enchanting smile he's ever seen. Already, LWJ feels more relaxed.

The man winks at him: You like the scrubs? A-jie said A-Yuan liked bunnies, I figured this would help keep him calm.

LWJ does not blurt I like bunnies too. But only just.

Beside the man is a pediatric nurse named Wen Ning, no relation, who says he's here to help with A-Yuan

Yanli-jie's little brother, the phlebotomist, introduces himself: Ah! Sorry, Lan Zhan. Jiejie always calls you that so it just stuck. I'm Wei Wuxian. You can call me Wei Ying if you wanna make it even.

Strangely, LWJ feels no need to correct him: Lan Zhan is fine, Wei Ying.

WWX smiles so brightly, LWJ feels dizzy with it.

WWX: Now where's the little bunny himself?

A-Yuan has been clinging behind LWJ's pant leg, tilting around just enough to peek with one eye at this strange gege.

WWX: Maybe not a rabbit then, a radish who likes to hide away!

A-Yuan becomes offended: I don't like radishes!

WWX laughs: Me neither! But Qing-jie says they help us grow big and strong, so they can't be all that bad huh?

WWX is crouched in front of A-Yuan, draping both arms across his knees and resting his chin in one hand. He waits.

LWJ admires his patience. The longer WWX waits, crouched and rocking back and forth in front of A-Yuan, smile gently and welcoming, the more A-Yuan's natural curiosity gets the better of him.

Eventually, his son comes out from behind his leg to touch a black bunny on his sleeve

A-Yuan: I like this one. We only have a white bunny at home.

WWX: I like the black bunny too! What's your bunny's name?

A-Yuan: Banana, bc she tries to eat Baba's banana every morning, and you are what you eat.

He recites this with all the solemnity a 4 yo could possess

WWX's laughter echoes through the lobby: Well! You're very right, A-Yuan. Maybe you aren't a radish after all then. Tell me, what do little boys eat?

A-Yuan: I'm not little! I'm 4 and a half!

WWX: Right, right, I sincerely apologize for my mistake. What do big boys eat then?

A-Yuan purses his lips and taps his chin, pondering his question carefully: Hmm… jelly beans?

WWX looks like he wants to laugh more, but instead says: I see, I see. Thank you for your wisdom A-Yuan.

He looks up at LWJ, dark eyes dancing. LWJ's heart rabbits against his chest

WWX: If your baba is ready, we can head down to my cave if you'd like. I have a lot of cool machines I'd love to show you.

A-Yuan's eyes widen into saucers as he gasps: A cave? Wowww

They grin conspiratorially at each other, before turning bright eyes up at LWJ

LWJ feels warm and much more relaxed inside, so he nods: Mn. We may go.

A-Yuan cheers and holds WWX's hand as the head downstairs.

LWJ trails behind making small talk with WN, watching WWX and A-Yuan swing their hands and skip ahead, feeling something warm blossom in his chest.

The hallway to Wei Wuxian's lab isn't anything like Lan Wangji expects.

The rooms at Gusu are all perfectly pristine and sterile, painted white to promote serenity, rest, and healing.

For one thing, he'd raided a Halloween store at some point and hung up all sorts of decorations, mostly vampire themed. There's one that's says "I vant to suck your blood!" except suck is crossed out and replaced with "donate". Wwx and A-yuan giggle together at wwx's fake accent

It's definitely not up to Gusu General's strict standards. For one thing, there're beanbag chairs in the hall outside. Wwx says it's to feel more comfy while others wait, as he's the only phlebotomist on staff and it can take a while. A-Yuan personally tests each one.

His lab is…adequate if far too small. There's a desk that's overrun with stacks of papers and textbooks and a shelf that's filled with even more. The actual space where blood is drawn is, thankfully, sterile and clean. Though he's decorated with demons demanding blood for food

There's a temp controlled room where the blood is stored, with a red door and the words "Blood Pool" written in menacing barely legible font

Despite the…interesting decor, the room is homely and, surprisingly, welcoming. A-Yuan at least is having a very fun time getting a tour

Wwx patiently answers all of A-Yuan’s questions, even the endless why's, with utmost sincerity, even when his answers are purely nonsense.

Lwj can't stop the fond smile from lifting the corner of his lips. A-Yuan had never warmed up to a medical professional so fast.

He's pulled from his musings when A-Yuan grabs his sleeve: Baba! Blood-gege says this machine makes blood spin around!

Wwx burst out laughing: Blood-gege? I love it!

Lwj is enchanted, head repeating those last 3 words again and again as wwx fondly ruffles A-Yuan's fluffy hair

Wwx: alright, now that you're familiar with my beauty Chenqing (referring to his bloody spinny machine lwj does not want to think about), shall we get down to business?

He says this with his bright dark eyes glittering at LWJ. Right. The blood donating part.

Lwj gulps, nodding. A prisoner walking up to the gallows.

TBC

(If you're interested, I'm probably going to continue at least up to the end of the first part before i just make it into one long fic! You can follow it on my twitter!)

[knight-dude]

God I love the internet

This is for any other small artists that get frustrated at this shitty phenomenon, you’re not alone, the irony of this post is that it’ll probably get more likes than my usual stuff AHHHHHHHHH

I’m just kinda pissed because no matter how hard I try or how much of the (very little) free time and energy I have left I put into something I draw usually gets wasted in favour of some dog meme

I used to think that hey maybe if I draw something really really good, like genuinely beautiful then I’ll finally get attention, but I suppose the picture above shows that’s horseshit and it just made me feel like none of my art was good enough no matter how hard I tried (which is also utter horseshite)

Idk what to say anymore to be honest, I feel like this is a bit whiny and childish but idc anymore it’s my blog I say what I want and this is shitty

[theshepherdshound]

Hope you're having a good friday! Anything you wanna ramble about, I am all ears/interested

I am! I ended up doing a very long walk with the puppy and found fire spinners and it was very exciting and apparently they meet ever two weeks so I might get back into fire spinning??? They seemed safe enough (though they only sometimes had a like fire blanket around???) but also seemed like a good thing to train the dog to be chill about (she didn't super care about the fire but did care about being pet, the most exciting thing of all)

I thought about rambling about switch announcement stuff but tbh I am tired already by games discourse cause I had a 3 hour straight meeting about thinking about game industry trends stuff today so AHHHHHHHHH

So instead I am going to think about how ENA: dream BBQ is a very neat game that is free and has some of the coolest stuff I've seen in a long time in terms of animation. And it's free! I'd never heard about it until someone I know played it; they're making a game about dancing and so is like playing every game they can think of that involves dance, but like the embodiment of dance? I find it a deeply fascinating series of games this person has been playing because they're all over the place, the last one they played was jet set radio

And I think right now I've been thinking a lot about dancing, both because I've been enjoying drawing it, conspiring it as a game mechanic, and sitting in calls a bunch talking to this person about it. I'm not good at dancing nor have any rhythm so it's such an interesting concept to me; I tried playing melatonin a long time ago and was terrible at it. Can't play rhythm games at all lololol

But I might draw monsters dancing for them for the next quarterly zine, I haven't been doing much game thoughts writing for it but did have many conversations about katabasis game with folks

Which I don't think I'll get this application in on the 7th which is sad but also the timing is weird with other stuff, might chat with other folks about it, but have been struggling with too many ideas and not enough like... linearly laying out a story. I've been struggling to convey an overarching narrative which makes it difficult to explain to folks. Vibes, tragedy, monsters sometimes in love sometimes murder each other? Everyone I talk to about it tho seems to think the idea is neat, though I largely interact with Sickos™️ be it games or art or monsters so I dunno how the wider everyone would think of it lololol

So I aiming for August deadline instead, it's kind of hard to conceptualize the future rn just like... generally. Focused on other stuff this week so I didn't quite get everything I wanted done so I didn't fully complete a GDD, though I did mostly finish a pitch deck??? Made a budget and a timeline and general market analysis and spent a bunch of time talking to people about how to do those though I didn't stream today for it because like... 3 hour straight meeting brain

Which is all neato- I'm glad a bunch of it got done even if I'm frustrated I couldn't get it all done. But I'd rather a more fully cooked idea comes out of it over applying for something, getting rejected, and then feeling discouraged. Rather be rejected for something I think is well researched and developed

Like 80% is done and that's the hardest bit I find, getting to the mostly done stage of a project cause it's all the scary final bits where you like... have to show it to people and admit it's like A Thing That's Ready To Be Looked At

That's my thought ramble, a bunch of neat stuff happened that I don't know is like worth talking publicly about because tbh alot of public discourse on game dev stuff is spooky to me beyond teaching resources and helping folks learn how to make games

WHICH FOLKS SHOULD, I think everyone should try and make a game and have fun doing silly things

(I hope you are having a nice Friday)

[just-a-carrot]

carrot there is something about your artstyle that I can't name but has grown on me so much. like I looooveee your artstyle it's so expressive and fun and I luv it like it honestly reminds me of some artsyles I had tried emulating in the past and I think your art is so cool and I flipping love your artsyle and it's a really big inspiration to me and seeing your art has made me experiment a little bit with my artsyle. love your artsyle so much I wanna eat it up it's so good

ahhhhhhhhh..........

this is too sweet...💕

thank you, this means a lot

i have struggled a lot with my art over the years, feeling ashamed about it, etc. and i still get comments in places talking about how unappealing it is. though i've grown to love it and will never change it now, i do still feel embarrassed sometimes. so hearing this really touched my heart, thank you. i'm also honored if it can be an inspiration for your own style and art!!

[thequeenoffishburrito]

MEME REDRAW OF RED AND BLUE FROM THIS IS HOW YOU LOSE THE TIME WAR!

SO! We're reading it in my English class, which is great since I've been wanting to read it since bigolas dickolas reccomended it, and for the essay on it my teacher is letting us include a meme at the end of it! SO OBVIOUSLY I need to put my art skills to work and redraw that yugioh meme with these two.

I did struggle a bit when drawing this, but I made the mistake of doing the lienart on photoshop at school since I dont have a 1 to 1 perfect brush equivalent at home so I didn't do any other features on red to look like a cyborg (also cuz idk how. But hey, maybe I'll go back in and eidt it!!). Though I also tried to give them both dysntinct styles (blue softer and red more bold (which is funny, since while yeah blue is from garden and she has a lot of intrest in old poetry, old literature, etc., she's still just as cold/brutal/violent as red. Idk. Just a funny thought!

I also made sure the bg was a sunset and that the blue and red of the sky doesnt touch at all! :'D I even hue shifted red's tears to be less blue and blue's mouth to fall more on a purplish end of pink. (I shouldve probably done it more though... If I go back and edit it I'll def change that (will be hard since I basically duplicated then grouped the layers so I could shrink it and not have 2 groups full of layers (I have a layer hoarding problem) but I can try!)

ANYWAYS YEAH AHHHHHHHHH

I probably shouldn't have put this much effort into this since I have a lot of homework I need to do but rn nothing else matters.

[sleepy-timaeus]

drawtober day 3! rhys strongfork from tales from the borderlands 😏

EDIT: noticed a month later that i spelt his name wrong after playing scrabble with the letters when trying to get the typography as close the the album as possible! *deep breath* ahhhhhHHHH. i did reblog the corrected version, but i dont think enough people will see that, so im just gonna edit my og post!

ramblings, playlist link, & alternate version under the cut :)

i have so many thoughts and feelings about this!! i got the idea for this bc of the attached playlist (love it a lot btw. good job), and i was so excited to do a piece referencing album art. ive like never done any art that does a reinterpretation of another piece of art (theres another word for it that i believe starts with R but im having a brain fart and can't remember, bleh), so this was tons of fun!

u can bet ur bottom dollar i was listening to touch tone telephone for a while as i drew this 💀 it truly gets me hype. and for those unaware, this replication (theres the word!) was based off of the album spirit phone by lemon demon! at some point while going though this playlist i had a Vision ™ for today's drawtober (aka tuesday's, but ive been busy working so) and HAD to execute it 😎

uh, i used a brush i havent really used before for this as well! i tried to be painterly and it was quite fun :3c it's called spectra and it's on procreate for all my ipad babies out there. 10/10 i recommend it. i think i'll be painting with it more when im in the mood for those vibes tbh

so yeah, this is basically my fav so far. like, i enjoy this piece an unreasonable amount. i made it my wallpaper 😭

oct. 6th edit:

​I said id add the alternate version under cut and then never did 😭 my bad yall. here it is, actually under a cut

[fishandships]

and part 2!! I also saw your now deleted posts on your main and I'm so sorry you've had such a rough day. honestly even then I wanted to try and reach out at least in some way? I'm in no way in a spot myself rn where I could give any advice I fear, but I did want to try and do at least *something*, especially since we got to talk/interact a bit more recently. it means a lot to me that you've shown interest in the characters that I like. and I genuinely mean it when I say that I thoroughly enjoy seeing what you're doing on this blog, even without being very familiar with the characters. I know what it means to have characters that are incredibly dear to your heart. so I really hope that I managed to capture rosario and luchino and their dynamic in a way that fits the way you see them, I tried my best to keep in mind how you portray and draw them yourself. and most of all I hope this can give you a little bit of comfort!! I really hope that the next while will be a little kinder to you 💜

ahhhhhhhhh it's THEM oh you captured the Vibe so well i'm really emotional........thank you so much, for the art and for your investment in my creative ventures even tho you don't go here and for your kind words........i'm sorry you had to see those kinda ugly posts i deleted from before......i try to keep myself from posting when i'm in a low spot but sometimes i feel like i have to just......i guess call out for someone to answer? but thank you for your compassionate response despite my lack of grace in the situation

AND for the record i AM interested in your faves too, even tho i don't go there! for the same reasons you mentioned, because they mean a lot to you and i consider you a friend so i care you and therefore i care your fictional dear ones as well 💚

[alex-just-vibing]

UUHHHHHHHH IDK IF IM LATE FOR U (it’s the 12th for me) BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I WAS GOING TO MAKE SOME SILLY LAST-SECOND ART BUT SOMONE ALREADY DID THAT (and the second I stared at my drawing app and tried to draw the Maverick I lost all motivation to do anything ever,, :( )

IT'S STILL THE 12TH HERE DW !!!!!!! AND AHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU !!!!

[artsy-cactus]

Love your art! Can I ask how you came up with Neibolt!Mike's look? (Also Neibolt!Ben as a moth is so good!)

AHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU!! SO MUCH!!! 🩷🩷🩷!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!! !!! !!!!!!! both the non canon neibolt gals where. So Hard. my 300 versions where a WILD ride of “what do I like in a monster design”. the end products where also this. i looked at a few other fan designs for both of them, but the like, ram/sheep design for mike just didn’t super work with me? idk if it was my style at the time, wasn’t feeling the vibe at the moment, not Monstrous enough i have No Idea. i tried a bird vibe (like The Scene from the book) but that ALSO didn’t work without going Full Furry. i kinda went back through the mike vibe and come out with some Ideas of like. what Is the mike fear? i kinda got like, being prey/hunted, being forgotten, being left even though it happens. i tried doing a clock/time passing thing, a corpse thing. and then the What Do I Like To Do hit full blast and i went MMMMM. HOLES. YES. so anyways it’s fear of being left empty and forgotten to forever rot away. yay yippie yayyy!! rule of cool wins out over all!! wooo!!!!

(THANK YOU FOR ASKING. I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS I GENTLY SET INTO EVERYTHING AND GETTING TO TALK ABOUT MY NONSENSE IS SO 🩷🩷🩷🩷)

[cars2-renaissance]

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh my goddddddd😭😭😭😭😭

You have literally painted a scene I have imagined since I was a child! This is so surreal! Omg the amount of emotion in this piece I want to cryyyyy

Inhales

Screeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Okay I’m normal I’m calm

Ahhhhhhh okay I’m so sorry but I need to talk about this now. Yes yes yes that scene when they’re on the train and Mater and Holley are chatting and we see Finn in the background looking at the computers, I’ve always wondered what he was looking at or how he was feeling cause he seems pretty absorbed in it and a little solemn. I don’t think he was watching this clip at that time but he had to have been thinking about it cause right after that is when he drops the famous Finnland line, “friendships can be dangerous in our line of work, Mater.” And you can see it in his eyes that he’s thinking of Leland.

Aghhhhhhhhh then you draw this!!! THIS!!! Omg I headcanon so hard that Finn kept that last transmission from Leland and of course he’s tried to watch it again. Omg what a gut wrenching scene!!! And you’ve captured it so beautifully here!! Ok I’m going to on an art student tangent right here: THE COLOURS!!! Oh your use of colour is so stunning. It perfectly conveys the mood and emotion. The green background frames Finn’s blue paint so well and then makes Leland pop in that contrast of red and the teal highlights framing everything!! Oh and their expressions are heart wrenching!!! You can FEEL the visceral loss on Finns face plus the guilt of not being able to get there in time and you can see it in Leland’s eyes that he knows he’s going to die. Ahhhhhhhhh MY HEARTTTTT the subtle highlights on Finns lower lids which make it almost look like tears are forming, good god this is incredible!!! The way his tires are sitting like he’s physically under the weight of grief!! You have made a CAR show so much emotion it’s unbelievable!!! Oh and the reflections—ugh the little lines of light reflected off Leland are soooo prettyyyyy omg you perfectly captured that pretty Jaguar shape with the swooping headlights HES SO PRETTY—okay I will stop now.

I’ve been a finnland shipper since I was nine years old so this piece is everything to me. Thank you! Thank youuuu!!

the last transmission

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shmol leland as a bonus because yea

[narnianselfships]

So @squips-ship wrote a really cute and fluffy fic for her birthday yesterday about her and her f/o. And I ended up doing a little drawing today(not necessarily from the fic?? But I had it in mind while drawing it??) So.... Happy Belated Birthday??????

[sepulchrate]

Taishiro doodles from twitter! ‘m so WEA K for them help T_T

[frostburn-shoto]

AHHHHHHHHH!! Nayuki looks so good!!!!! I LOVE IT! SHE LOOKS SO GORGEOUS.

I am glad you liked yours! It's nowhere as good as yours but I tried my best. If you ever feel like doing another art trade, just tell me 👍

Sorry that it took me so long to do this! But I am finally done @tokito-dulya20

Hope you like it! While I do take a while to finish art trades I would love to do it another time! I really enjoyed coloring it!

P.s: should I try and make some kind of background? 🤔

[ryoki-ph]

urotsuki at cafe

[kaineillian]

YANDERE DAZAI OSAMU x MALE READER.

🪙 : this is my first ever fan fiction! Reblogs and likes are appreciated! :)

Now playing :

Warning(s) : yandere dazai, murder, manipulation, gaslighting, stalking, suggestive.mention of rape but not really rape(not towards male reader or dazai but an npc)

Dazai never wanted to join the Armed Detective Agency. He never wanted to be a 'good guy' , he views the ADA as idiots. Idiots who tries to protect Yokohama but ends up failing. They promise to protect and defend their country however dazai knows clearly that their promises will be thrown to the trash. If it wasn't for Ranpo, the 'greatest detective' . Their organization would have already fall apart. Casting those nobodies aside.

(male name) . Ohhhhhhh~

His name always shake him to the core, his name makes his knees weak. It makes him drool and too dumb to think anything. Hearing his voice makes him moan.

Dazai's room is filled with (male name) picture, every photo pictures his every move. He haves a box that he kept secretly because it was too precious for him to touch and look at. Oh what fine art (male name) is ~

Oh? You're wondering whats in the box?

Hmmmm.... I suppose i could tell you. But you must promise not to tell anyone. Got it? Good.

Inside the box. Is the precious pictures he had taken of (male name) naked, undressing, half naked, and the most precious of all.... (male reader) masturbating~ what a fine chuck of meat he waits for that day that he gets to choke that big, thick, delicious meat~

Ehem. His words not mine.

The reason why dazai joined that ADA was because of HIS precious (male name). Isn't it dreamy? The first time he step inside the building. He saw (male name) standing besides the other members welcoming him. He swears that he came inside his boxers. Who wouldn't? Those eyes, that body... Ahhhhhhhhh~~ it makes him dumb. But if someone else does that. Ohoho. You already know that dazai will kill them instantly.

He vividly remembered how he killed that disgusting man who seduced (male name). Ugh, he wishes to kill him again and again.

Him and (male name) were given a mission to track down a suspect that blew up the Museum of Guertena. (male name) was too focused to find the suspect while dazai was too busy admiring him. Did i mention that they were inside a club? No? Well, they were inside an underground club. Dazai had to go to the bathroom so he left his beloved alone just.for.a.moment.

When he came back. There it was. The whore who is clinging onto his (male name) what a bitch.

He was infuriated because (male name) was ogoling on the bitchs ass. He noticed that (male name) face was red and he looked tipsy thats when it came to him that he was drugged by that man. And that man clinging on him. Was the suspect. He didn't think twice before pulling the trigger.

When he was asked why he killed him, his reply was. " The man was trying to rape a person and he got a gun poited on their head" the police and the president stupidity believed him. The reason why he killed him was because obviously he was outraged by the mans actions. Plus, (male name) didn't remember a thing because he was drugged. And it was too loud in the club he was using a silencer so it wasn't a problem. No-one saw him kill the man , those people were too horny to care.

After dazai's action (male name) took intrest in him. Dazai was delighted of that! His darling (male name) took intrest on him because of his 'good' deeds! And so, dazai made sure to do something good when (male name) is around to earn his praise and trust.

There was a time when the two were left inside because of their massive paper work that they decided to ignore and chill out (which dazai suggested) . The rain was incredibly strong and they had no umbrella left at that time they hadn't no dorms yet so the president payed them an apparent on where they could stay by partners.

They had to go to their own apartment but it was raining heavily, they have no choice but to run in the rain with (male name) coat as their makeshift umbrella. Dazai offered to him to stay with him for the night, (male name) had no choice but to agree since it was raining heavily he doubt that it would stop. Since there was only one futon they decided to sleep in it together because it was cold as hell.

(male name) sleep peacefully while dazai in the other hand couldn't sleep because of (male name) body with him hugging him, he wrap his arm around his neck and inhaled his scent, dazai held the urged to moan or cum because it might alert his beloved. So instead, he squeeze his head on (male name) neck and sleep because he was planning to make him a little something. (But unfortunately he cant cook so he had to wake up early and buy food for him and (male name) .

Everyday he slowly tries to earn (male name) love and trust so they can be one, together, forever.

Nothing can stop him from loving him.

(male name) is his. And his only.

He will kill those who dares to block his way towards his beloved.

He.

Will.

Be.

Mine.

He doesn't have a choice.