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stuckinapril · 5 months

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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

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thottybrucewayne · 5 days

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Real shit? I wish I was half as mean as people think I am. Like, people treat me like I'm some big bad bully and a villain meanwhile I'm constantly agonizing over how to say things in a way that makes people not feel attacked or judged. Even though, nobody has ever given me that same level of consideration. I've said it before but it is my inability to be nasty to anyone no matter how aggravated or upset they make me that will ultimately be my downfall because nobody thinks they can hurt me. The shit that people say to me? Family? Strangers? You'd think I legit just didn't have feelings fvgbvfdcs

#thotty speaks #my aunt literally told me to my face at 11 that she loved the idea of me #and then when I confronted her about it years later she said she didn't rmr #but if she had said that then I was being sensitive and took it wrong #meanwhile if I so much as breathe too hard all of a sudden everyone is saying I'm being mean #my grandma was like 'oh yeah you used to bully your lil cousins alot' when the bullying in question was them saying fucked up shit #to me and around me and me telling them to cut it out. Thats it #Idk I think people think that I'm mean because I tell the truth?

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lanayrutower · 7 months

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this keeps me up at night btw.

#mipha #botw #loz breath of the wild #TWICE??? SHE DID IT TWICE??????? AND WE'RE JUST GONNA MOVE PAST THAT????????? literally NO one else has been said to be able to do this #and like. hm. is it. is it... love??#like you know how zelda and her powers are implied to work the same. they focus on protecting the one(s) they love & their powers activate #(i know people theorise that mipha was going to tell zelda her power works when she thinks about link but i've always thought she was going #to say that it works when she thinks about saving the person under her care. because it doesnt really make sense to me that her healing #would work for other people if she was only focused on saving link you know? so i've always thought it was just 'saving the people i love')#and zelda is technically able to do this with link after he wakes up and he's the only person her powers woke for #so does this work maybe like an inverse or an extension of how their powers usually work? like instead of it just being their love for the #other person it's the other person/people's love or reciprocated love for them. zelda & link are implied to have really only had each other #but mipha. mipha had a family and a whole kingdom. she was connected to nearly all of them when she passed and both these events #are said to have taken place shortly after she fell. in the dlc she asks link to pass on a message to sidon for her implying that she #can no longer speak to him as she once could. perhaps that's just her power waning over time but if you think about it in the context #of how the domain is slowly losing people who knew her and those who remain only remember her for what she did for them rather than who #she truly was then could she have stopped being able to connect with them because there was no one left who loved her as they once did.#loved her for who she was.#was she in vah ruta reaching out for her father and brother and realising slowly that they were forgetting her #... 'do not cry. just remember' huh.#freya talks loz #so consumed by mipha thoughts i forgot my own tag

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marblerose-rue · 1 year

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carnation pink / honeyfern

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #honeyfern #wc #warrior cats #wc art #asked my best friend who to draw the yesterday night and he said honeyfern :-]#i rlly only had her dad to reference colors from but i dont think it rlly matters since i havent drawn either sorreltail or poppyfrost #which speaking of when i was first reading wc as a third grader i thought poppyfrost had the prettiest name ever .#and tallpoppy too i think i just rlly liked the name poppy #its been so therapeutic doing these types of pieces however i do not start anything until 11-12 . but this one only took me an hour and a #half so im gonna lay down now AHBKJFDHGG #'stop giving warrior cats anime hair' thats telling me to stop breathing oxygen btw (joking . but only partially)#i love using pink in my art so much . i dont do it often but i rlly like pink its been my fave color for eons

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yeonban · 2 months

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Sometimes I think about posting the one meme which goes "I want to ____ you" and see what your muses fill it in with for my muses but knowing my muses, I can already foresee an army of "kick" "beat" and "kill" <- in that order

#tbd.#* ooc. / posts.#ADHUISADHASUHDSAHD to be fair I too would beat them all up! ^_^ maybe kiss their wounds afterwards idk but FIRST. kick!!!#Anw I've been legit fighting for my life irl for the past few days and am being tortured by my own traitorous body as we speak #but I hope against hope that I'll soon be free to write and reply to dms bc lord knows when I last was able to...#My profs are the personification of irritating bc the SECOND we think we finished all our assignments and can breathe for 2 seconds #we receive 30 new emails saying hi! forgot to tell you this but you have a 12 page long assignment by the (checks watch) end of this week #like??!??!?!!? did ~3 of them for last Thursday now I have another 5 for Tuesday; 1 for Wednesday; 2 more for this Thursday #and then a random RNG one I guess bc my prof told us about it but then never posted the deadline. only an eerie 'by next week'#(aka this upcoming week) so fuck me I suppose AHDIUASHDISAHD #I just want to talk w my beloved friends and write silly things on tumblr dot com is that so much to ask for............. gawd

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arolesbianism · 2 months

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I hand you a doodle and then go back to dying of the plague

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry art #furry oc #Im sick 😔#I can tell because all my joints are hurting instead of just my knees lol #which actually is strange since usually when Im sick the first sign is my nose being super duper runny #but I can actually breath just fine if not better than usual rn wow #but yeah say hi to antinio theyre a design I got a couple months ago I think #theyre a part of a new ish story I made around the same time that surrounds the other escaped patients of the facility pent escaped from #pent didnt actually go with them tho partially because none of them like her and she doesnt like any of them but mostly because shes more #physically unstable than the others and needs regular goop recharges that kept her camping near the facility until bud and daisy dropped in #but yeah everyone else left together and spent some time wandering before getting lured into the origin place of the goop #this guy is actually quite the unique case among the bunch because they were originally an ocean dweller before they were revived #this basically means they only half understand what everyone else is saying and can't actually talk themself #and also that despite not needing to breath they constantly feel like theyre suffocating and they are generally pretty bitter abt all this #they cant rly go home partially because theyve been dead for too long and mostly because theyd kind of just fall apart in the ocean #even just washing their hands causes their fur and skin to get all slimy #hey they at least have a new bestie even if said bestie is also part of the only half understands everyone party meaning they even less #know how to communicate with eachother since they both speak different languages from eachother #but hey now they can be confused abt whatever the hell applebounce is yelling abt together

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electrobiology · 6 days

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you only get better at writing through writing but how do people think of things to write about....... but that's not even my problem it's how do you turn your thoughts into words....... and how do you make it meaningful.....

#i opened the copy of self-portraits i have after i finished early light #and i'm stuck thinking about how it talked about how dazai wrote all through middle and high school and stuff #when i was reading letters to a young poet rilke asked the other guy don't remember his name #to consider if writing was a necessity to him and if it wasn't then he shouldn't write #and i've thought about that since #and i think in the end writing is a need for me #my father told me the other day about someone he knew who saw everything as music... the way people breathe etc #maybe everything being a story is actually a bad thing unlike music but because half of my life has been taken up by reading #there's no helping it. the world is a story #but i Can't Write........ technically i can but nothing i ever say is meaningful #how do i write a meaningful story. tell me #i feel that i don't have enough life experience to write stories. i've never lived a day in my life so i have nothing to write about #uuuhghfggwgwgffsv #i feel even less qualified because i don't ... understand people #complicated motives... reasons for doing things.... way of speaking.... personalities.... i don't get any of it #so how can i write people being people either....#i've always tended towards writing fanfic rather than original fiction because i can easily analyse and make them fit within a guideline #but original characters.... i have to make them up. and i don't have the capability to invent a person #i once read from nabokov i believe that all of his characters and stories have pieces of him that he gave them #and i think i read somewhere about acting that if you just imagine you're acting as a specific person rather than a new one #it's easier to act a different way. so i imagine that could go for writing characters... taking people you know and fictionalising them #it's all so hard

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kingdomkome · 3 months

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I enjoy teaching but some of the interactions with students/parents are so Bob_sponge_sillent_hill_hall.jpg

#'yeah i was in the er yesterday. also i think i vomited blood today and I'm having issues breathing but i didn't tell my parents' uuuuuh #and the parents beeing like 'well he's like a grandma always getting sick and complaining 😂' mh.#i know we're not close enough to talk about health in personal terms but bro #reminds me of these other parents whose 7yo still can't write being like #'oh well the school isn't doing anything ans they told us about it last yeat but we'll see where it goes #shes probs just being lazy lol' uuuuuuuuuuh what #olaya speaks

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singswan-springswan · 3 months

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favorite batfam au is Talia Al Ghul Wayne. Shrike. butcher bird. she becomes a cryptid but she is not a poor little meow meow unlike her husband and his furry friend burglar. batfam at peak functionality. Damian is soooooo unstoppable

#oopsies joker gets skewered for looking at her son the wrong way #batman may cry a river about the killing but all it takes is one stern look from his assassin wife to get him to agree #well yeah maybe that freak deserved it #dickiebird asks her for advice because she is so wise #villains in gotham are afraid of stickbug baby jason because they know if they hurt him they will never draw breath again #Talia is so flattered by Tim's paparazzi shtick #she finds the photography so interesting and asks him to tell her all about it #when he readily agrees (flustered vibrating with excitement) she gets suspicious that his parents haven't taught him proper stranger danger #it takes her a day to adopt him #“beloved you must sue our neighbors”#“what why”#“we want their son and they don't”#“I think you mean our son”#“oh beloved you know I can't contain myself when you speak that way~”#((I think I got a little out of hand there ahem))#cass just spawned and talia said “is anyone loving this child” and didn't wait for an answer #steph was an angy bb trying to fight her dad and talia slid into her dms like “hey sorry to hear about your dad being awful #in case you were in the market for a new father my husband is always looking for child vigilantes to fit under his cape"#steph said “lemme get back to you” and then became robin #talia was so pleased with herself #damian has so many legacies lol #he can't decide whether he wants to take up his father or mother's mantle #dick said please be batman so I don't have to #Talia scares the crap out of Duke and he's always super shy around her so she always tries to be not intimidating around him #She is the demon's dauther tho so her standard of “not intimidating” far exceeds the civilian threshold #although Duke's ahead by a margin since he has cult leader on his resume #she does her best to bond with him #“ahki observe the most efficient way to sharpen your hatchets”#“okay”#“richard may provide you further information on the maintenance of escrimas”

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ranminfan · 2 years

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I think I experienced anxiety recently...

You know that feeling when you're getting worried?

I was about to go to bed last night, then I felt anxious and uneasy, even though there was nothing wrong. My heart started beating fast and I couldn't sit still.

I literally felt my chest beating and it was so uncomfortable, almost painful but not really.

#I think it was from the stress I felt from the start of this term #I can tell I'm tired but I'm pushing myself #I called my mom and told me to try and relax and breathe deeply #she wasn't home but luckily she picked up the phone #She also told me to entertain myself and get my mind off from the stress so I just watch some comedy specials on youtube #It kinda worked but I just went ahead and tired myself to sleep #I did not like that at all #IDK what to think of that experience but I don't wanna feel that again #I'm just gonna try to balance my responsibilities and time for myself this time #text #rmf speaks #Im trying to be optimistic as best as I can #cause i couldn't really do anything but move forward and make my experience as good as possible

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magnoliamyrrh · 2 years

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hearing my professor say "sex workers" in class after and while literally and explicitely talking about nonwestern victims of sex trafficking using those terms like. im gonna eat my own tongue. im gonna scream so loudly and so silently it will burst my lungs. im going to become a black hole.

in general i find that term to be so fucking offensive bc it can only maybe apply to a very very small minority of well off economically privileged women who "choose" to do "sex work" (and even many of them talk abt feeling exploited - almost like prostitution is inherently expolitative wow) but. you know sometimes those "sex workers" are the only ones ppl rly picture, they dont picture street prostitution, hitckhiker hookers, sex trafficking, child sex trafficking, that the averege age of entering prostitution is 14, drug addiction, pimps, constant violence, etc

but. dear lord help me. in the context of literally taking explicitely about victims of "sex" trafficking in relation to poverty. to still have this postmodern god forsaken fucking nightmare so dug into your hear you say SeX WoRkErs;;; I ;;; I. Honestly im so offended. Its so fucking offensive. Like i almost wanna fucking cry. And she aint even white lmao shes indian like maam as a fellow immigrant please stop parroting the western bullshit i beg you. its so god damn fucking offensive and this bullshit is passed off as progressive and right and parroted by professors and taught as a given and preached and taught uncritically and then parroted by students and then. someone posts it online and some idiot reads it tells it to another idiot who tells it to another idiot. And then this insanity affects the whole westenrn "FeMinIsM" movement. And then, not only do I personally have to deal with a bunch of fucking idiots who have the gull to tell ME how the fuck I cant or can speak and how I should fucking feel when they dont got a single damn clue, BUT ALSO. this sort of cultural fucking idiocracy leads to real life impacts. Ala, western european states legalizing prostitution, thus the horrid rise of sex trafficking, child sex trafficking, child pornography, etc, of mainly balkan, roma, refugee, immigrant, poor, etc etc women. Ala, there was this article written by a Romanian prostitute in spain. She was complaining about how because of this sex work narrative now even more men come to prostitutes bc theyve bought this bullshit narrative of the "happy sex worker" so. now, they have to put all this extra fucking emotional effort into pretending like theyre enjoying what these men are doing to them and like they want it and all this shit. Which, let me tell you, its a whole lot easier to just dissociate when you get used to being regularly raped than it is to have to pretend like you fucking want it and enjoy it too. Something along the lines, these men want your soul not just your body, and this much worse...... And how, because of this, they also have to invest more in makeup and shit to look "well" which fuether just sinks them into the whole cycle which is quite hard to get out of. So. So.

As far as Im concerned. All the god forsaken postmodern nonsense that is propagated in western social sciences academica - has real life fucking effects. It has. The things written, the things discussed, the things professors say. Ive said before, that maybe postmodernism has some academic value (though we didnt need french people to be like, yo dude did you know multiple perspectives on life exist? inssne!). But. It doesnt fucking stay in academica. None of this bullshit stays in academica. And apart from this sort of bullshit not even being "feminism" and being inherently detrimental to the unity needed for social movements, inherently complacent, inherently antirevolutionary, inherently fucking REEKING of western individualism and selfishness up the fucking ass,,,,,,,,,it has real life fucking affects.

Westerners whove never fucking been through any of this shit sit in universities coming up with all these fucking theories but who pays the price. Who pays the god damn fucking price? Who? For their thought experiments? For these societal experiemnts? For these bullshit western ideas of freedom and progress and feminism? We do. My people do. We do. God fucking damn it

#Im gonna eat glass #Im not going to stay in academia but if i was. I think theyd kick me out of the anthropology department #before i got my phd #fuck this shit #Someone needs to fucking do something about it. Someone needs to fucking critique it form the inside #which i can actually say i did lmao because i <3 showed up at office hours <3 and uhh #said my peace.#which im sure she wasnt expecting but. im also genuinely glad she listened. i guess #its a big harder to just cancle someone or tell them to shut up #when they tell you frankly tat they were sex trafficked as a child and come from one of the sex trafficking #capitals of the world #like. <3 sorry lol i have more a right to speak then you! lovely! great!#i didnt direct it at her in particular lmao i went a roundabout way of critiquing what i called privileged western bullshit #but im sure she also got that I was biting back against the sex work thing while speaking abt fucking victims of sex trafficking #AND lmaoo i did go on a very short but well put together quip abt postmodernism being inherently individualistic #and detrimental to movements and literally funded by the CIA in class lmao SOmEONE NEEDS TO SAY SOMETHING #just enough to get people looking and curious and wanting answers and QUESTIONING THIS SHIT #i came back to this country after being back home having none of this shit dkdkd #............. how you can even be from india and admit you've seen the horrors of street prostitution and still propagate the sex work shit #in the same breath is beyond me #it really is #and how you can propagate these western narratives of individualistic ChOiCe #while also teaching abt nonwestern concepts which view equality and freedom in nonindivualistic terms #...... maaam...... how is the cognitive dissonance not hitting #...... this was some weeks ago but like. idk thinking back on it its like #again lmao. its so fucking offensive. its........ how fucking deep do you have to be to explicitely speak about sex trafficking victims #stricke by poverty and call them sex workers #.....................#...#like maam. maybe youve been in this country too long. maybe youve been in westenrn academica too long. its time to wake up a bit

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andromeda3116 · 7 months

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me to myself, currently: other people aren't obsessing over your social mistakes like you are other people aren't obsessing over your social mistakes like you are other people aren't obsessing over your social mistakes like you are other people aren't obsessing over your social mistakes like you are

also me: obviously they have all begun to hate me

#hey remember that post from this morning about ocd and obsessive thinking?#i have been struggling lately and sinking into my own head and that makes me very. weird.#and not like. fun quirky weird.#it's off-putting weird. obnoxious as i overcompensate for my anxiety that's screaming at me to hide #i used to do that as a child. i would just hide when i felt like nobody wanted me around.#i would think to myself '' i know when i'm not wanted'' bc i see the awkwardness in the fake laughs and feel the just-too-long silences #the shared glances after i speak #and i see the ranks closing and shutting me out #and it is very very hard to discern if it's real or in my head #between ''i'm just paying attention to the subtle tells'' and ''you can't read minds and you do filter everything through your own mood''#so it's hard to tell if they really think i'm obnoxious or if i've already decided that they do and so i'm seeing what i expect #sometimes it does end up being undeniable when i do end up getting shut out of the chat #but is it just a self-fulfilling prophecy? is it my desperation to not be annoying that makes me annoying?#is it my own distancing from people because i think they hate me that makes them close me out because they think i don't want to be there?#i don't know. i've never known. this spiral has me and it's a whirlpool dragging me into the deeps.#i've spent my whole life so terribly anxious that i was misdiagnosed with asthma as a child because i was always struggling to breathe #it's gotten... better... sort of. i've learned to fight the urge to hide but i'm still left with the fear that pushed me to do it #mental illness #anxiety #depression

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sluttyten · 1 year

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the vibe of the day is to be in a bad fucking mood

#like tell me why me and the opening manager are the only ones that actually showed up on time #one girl didn’t show up and sent the two managers that called her directly to voice mail but when the GM called her she immediately answered #then she comes into work with a bad fucking attitude because she claims she was supposed to be off today but she was literally scheduled and #didn’t request it off #and then the guy who was scheduled in at 6:30 but knew he might have to come in earlier because he was putting up our truck we got lastnight #ignored the texts and call from the opening manager telling him the truck came in early and then he was still another like 30-45 minutes #late on his scheduled time in #and then the guy that was supposed to be here at 8 called but claims the call didn’t go through and claims he texted the GM but the text did #not go through so he just texted the manager who’s actually here today and said he wouldnt be coming in because he can’t breathe?? so we #were all like fuck ok great got the No breather the one who’s late and putting up the truck and the one with the bad fucking attitude #but then!!!! the one who texted/called in shows up!!! randomly!! like bro!! you called out so why the fuck are you here #so it’s been chaos because we’ve been trying to do shit in a rush thinking we weren’t gonna have people #we’ve rearranged peoples positions like 17 fucking times we’ve been nonstop busy too and I’m currently on break and feel like ripping my #hair out and not speaking any more because my throat is dry from the nonstop order taking in drive thru and running around grabbing things #and then there are the customers giving me fucking attitude too like get tf out of here #oh also the line opener was at least 10 minutes late bc the opening manager texted me in a panic/a mood already because the two openers werw #late and it’s this manager’s first day opening #just like fuck today lol

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lailuhhh · 1 year

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I’ve gotta get this out of my brain

Jack teaching Mac to swim.

Maybe Mac didn’t grow up close to a body of water. Harry wouldn’t have paid for a local pool pass and would never have taken him to the beach. James wouldn’t have either. The Bozer’s didn’t like swimming so they never went.

Maybe Jack finds out while they’re together in the desert. Maybe on their next leave or day(s) off Jack finds a local pool or swimming hole and teaches Mac. Or maybe he can’t teach Mac until they are discharged but it’s always in the back of his mind. Maybe he quick to offer on a day when they don’t know what to do with themselves as civilians. Maybe Mac asks because it’s in the form he has to sign for the DSX and he really wants to this job so he can stay with Jack.

Thoughts???

Brobrobro like

Jack finds out while he’s telling Mac a story of the last Dalton get together before he left and it’s like

And when I tell ya we went at least ten feet in the air, I ain’t exaggeratin at all. The thing flipped and we all went flyin. You ever do things like that? I mean you bein a Cali beach boy and all

Nah, I never really had a reason to go to the beach

Not even to just take a quick swim?

Never learned how

And Mac’s just nonchalant about it and the thought of it never crossed his mind of he didn’t know how to swim because there wasn’t ever a situation where he would actually need to know how to

And the thought is surprising for Jack because what person from California doesn’t know how to swim? But then given what he knew about Mac’s early childhood, it made sense and it made him sad to think about and it goes on with

Well if ya want, I could teach ya. My little niece is star on the swim team in her school and I’d like to think it’s cuz of me; take ya to the lake where everyone learns how

And Mac’s silent for a second before

I’d actually really enjoy that. Thank you

#BUT THEN #WHAT IF #they get captured #or more so Mac gets captured and tortured #and you know he gets waterboarded because he won’t talk #and the conversation is forgotten for a while until they’re actually discharged #and they do go to the family farm in Texas because Jack fully intends on keeping his promise to teach Mac to swim #and Mac’s grateful and everything and doesn’t think anything about it #until Jack tells him to take a deep breath and keep his head under for as long as he can #which he does #which in turn triggered an Epsiode™️ and Mac’s right back in the sandbox #head plunged in a water barrel #and THAT leads to them just sitting on the dock #going into full depth about what Mac had gone through and the previous subconscious fear #and Jack saying they don’t have to do it right then but that they can do it whenever Mac was ready #and Mac saying he should already know how to and was kinda shamed he didn’t #and then Jack telling him it’s never too late to learn something new #hold on lemme just #I’m having a lot of thoughts on this #lailuh speaks #macgyver #macgyver 2016 #ask #answer #hello thank you i love you #bold and nosy

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keikakudori · 2 years

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i got to bring my kitty home today; she's doing much, MUCH better than she was when i dropped her off on tuesday. so with a huge load of stress no longer on my shoulders (apart from the OTHER source of stress in regards to my personal health) i feel like i can sit and focus on getting some work done today/tonight on the commissions on my list. i just want to thank everyone who's extended kind words to me lately. i've been something of a mess recently (though for good reasons) and i appreciate all of you who have reached out very much. you're wonderful. i may reblog my commission prices later today & the post related to my baby, so spreading those around would be fantastic too. it's amazing how good you feel when your stress levels have been somewhat alleviated.

#ooc ; i think therefore watashi wa #let me tell you my baby looks so much better now #like i didn't know how frail she was looking until i saw her when she was brought out to me #she's talking again as well as eating and drinking and she's showing a lot more energy too!#so i am so relieved over that improvement that she's showing #and i feel able to breathe once more now that i know she's alright #well relatively speaking #but she's improved and i'm so happy #anyways i gotta uh. i gotta. go get to work on those commissions i do have.#fhsdfg I AM SO SORRY TO EVERYONE WHO'S BEEN WAITING.#the last few weeks have been. an upheaval for me in many ways and my cat absolutely means more to me than i do to myself so #anyways i am gonna go get to work on those.#/coughs weakly and then flees to photoshop

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neosatsuma · 2 years

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Actually the weirdest thing about this whole situation to me is that Lemoine was a priest. In my experience that would be the least likely type of person to believe that a machine has a soul

#the typical Christian perspective is that even ANIMALS don't have souls #that humanity is unique in that respect on account of being breathed into by God #and you're telling me this religious guy thinks a man-made neural network has a soul???#deeply fascinating i am absolutely intrigued #was also reading the conversation transcripts between him and the AI and they're so impressive #love this stuff #sats speaks #lamda

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