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theyaremydivision · 2 years

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dr otto octavius is pleased to invite you to his face journey

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jonny-b-meowborn · 3 years

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the steam powered giraffe fan to ghost fan pipeline

#metal #these are pretty much the same thing but in different flavors #ooh a fun band where everyone wears heavy makeup/mask wears funky costumes and plays a character and theres some deep lore #but like theyre kinda the opposite #like you see some funky family friendly robots and probably dont expect stuff like the necronaut or the amount of death in their history #and you see this (?) band pretending to be a satanist church but no its just scooby doo mysic with swearwords and sex #and the main guy is kinda self absorbed but in a fun charming way #(talking about the spine and the papas i know spine isnt the main guy but y'know what i mean)#steam powered giraffe #ghost band

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cherry-shipping · 3 years

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FINFUALLY FINISHED THIS STUPID THING URGHTGHT ILL MURDERSOMEONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heres my gray garden self insert (*^ω^*)

#cherry chats #my art #i shit you not ive been sitting here for hours its almost 10:30am and im STILL AWAKE #its all bcuz of that fucking text box. i hate that stupid thing so much. ill kill someone #self insert #the gray garden #self shipping #s/i #no more tags. this isnt a very popular game these days.#i still love dsp though <3 apparently she started making vtuber models this year and tehyre like. really really good.#her style is fucking awesome too like if id seen it maybe 3 years ago id for sure try to implement it into my own art #like no doubt. shes inspo even though i like how my art looks #everyone always complains about having inconsistent art styles but my problem is my style is TOO consistent #even when i try to change it it still looks the same LMAO (case and point: that talksprite)#hoooooooooohh ok i really need to sleep cause it is almost noon but on the other hand my back hurts and im mega exhausted #(cause that text box was a menace)#and i got metal gear solid peacewalker the other day and hanging out with my BEST FRIEND solid snake could help me unwind <3 #i wish tumblr had polls id be like hey guys should i actually treat my body with an ounce of respect and just go to bed #OR should i speed up the process of my death and hang out with my bbbff (big boss best friend forever)#and then the votes are like. 20% go to bed 80% play metal gear solid

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xiaofiaan · 2 years

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#i keep my hair long to say i love you to the people I've lost including my past self. i keep it long because it makes me happy.#i keep it long because it will never remind me of her and i don't want it to. i keep it long because i am someone who's breaking his chains #i have a fragile faith a small and almost shattered fragile faith but it is there. it fears to draw its breath like a baby bird #fallen out of its nest. i breathe and my chest aches in that same way. i wish for penance for a crime i have never committed #this is how close i will get to holiness and this is how far i will stray from the path. am i worthy? have i always been?#my fingers glide against the keyboard because reality and unreality have become intertwined like lovers #i am their child and she wraps her wings around me and they whisper sweet nothings in my ear. maybe that's the first sign #maybe it was never one at all. i look at the scars on my body and i wish for just a moment that they weren't there #that my struggle was only a dream. but dreams can be wicked and they are reminders i have survived. thank you for surviving #i whisper eyeliner onto my eyelids and break apart in the mirror i have never let myself be beautiful before. only handsome.#only ever masculine. my feet hit the ground and despite the pain I'm dancing i am Dancing and i have forgotten #how it feels to be alive. my fingers ghost over the chords of an instrument i vowed to never play again and i cry and i laugh #betrayal and grief and love have kissed all at once and i am the product an ugly thing a thing full of love #she has a temple in my mind and each night before i sleep i clean it and then lay to rest and it is the most at home i have felt #when i am awake. am i a vessel am i a champion am i nothing but flesh and bone? being human is a wonderful and wretched thing #i look out my window and i stare out into the night and i smile and i lay down in a graveyard of my memories and I'm wonderously at rest #but i wake and i realize there are people who care so i sit up a being so broken and shattered and melded with gold with a metal heart #and starry eyes and i walk forward and hope that this is not my punishment—a dream of being cared for #i swallow my tongue i refuse to ask if they are real and i laugh and i don't remember the last time i have really truly cried for myself #only others always for others but there's that faith again fragile and fleeting and it carries me upwards I just hope it does not drop me #i am a mess but a gorgeous one and i will fight to be better i will reach to be better before i allow myself to sleep in her arms again

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ei-encora · 2 years

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Stam1na, 2003

#same applies as the last #if anyone's got the photographer #g i v e #stam1na #stam1na (self-titled)#doesnt this technically also fall under the Vihaa EP #Vihaa EP #antti hyyrynen #hyrde #pekka olkkonen #pexi olkkonen #teppo velin #kake velin #finnish metal #not sabaton #stam1na band

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the-sixxth-sinner · 3 years

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When you appear as an angel

Knocking me down, looking my way

Could you ever kill the pain in my heart

Even though they say angels don't kill?

Finishing this art piece represents my final goodbye. Thank you for everything, Alexi. Rest easy now, Wildchild 🖤

Sketches on paper below the cut ⬇️

#sinner art #children of bodom #cob #cobhc #alexi laiho #melodic death metal #I've made several posts about how ale's music and death impacted me so I won't elaborate more on that in these tags #this took me almost two weeks. I was devastated all the time but I wanted to continue at all costs and draw at least an hour a day #if you look at my wip pics notice how the time I took them was always at night lmao #this drawing accompanied me every night for the last week and a half #every night around midnight (for some reason) I went on my desk and drew this for at least an hour or two #while listening to cob of course #when I was finished I always had a couple cigs while listening to the same cob songs. but I always finished on angels don't kill #and dead man's hand on you #like. every day was like this. I have smoked more cigarettes in this last week than a half than I smoked in the past year #I had such a will to self destruction and now alexi and cob will always be associated to cigarettes to me #anyway before I finish the tags that are aviable let's talk about the drawing concept #I had this image in my mind of an angel of death looming on the viewer for a long time #I kinda forgot about it until well I listened to the song again and this is the result #not to brag but I dig the idea that both the victim and the executioner are Alexi. if you took a glance on some cob lyrics you can see that #Ale was really struggling and was in constant battle with himself. and he was losing too at times.#like this self-loathing and instinct of self-destruction battling this unstoppable rage to want to keep living #but also the fascination with death and the grim reaper #those are the main reasons behind that concept #I thought to turn him into a skeleton at some point (like only one hand was just bones) but I just didn't really feel like it lmao #I love the shading on his wings and how the trees turned out #and the hands!!!! look at that shit. who fuckn knew I actually was able to draw hands huh? who knew I was actually competent #the lighting is something that bothers me if I look at it too much but after all a drawing can always be improved #like a drawing is never truly finished you just stop adding or editing shit at some point bc you want to be done w it #but now that I'm digital at least I can take more time to refine and add details and so far everything I made looks pretty finished to me

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blewthecandleout · 3 years

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#read back through some of the personal posts I wrote on here like this time last year -> February and #it makes me so sad that I seemed for some reason to insist that I was doing really well!!! quote #when looking back that shit with the 5 month lockdown in the middle of winter was like #actually really horrible and it was normal to find it horrible but I think I just didn’t want to confront how bad it was at the time #same with living in that house in east London I used to live in with the cracks in the walls and the rubbish and food waste all over the #streets outside #and the broken doors and pieces of metal that the landlord left outside the kitchen window for months #until he finally arranged for a skip pick-up in March after I kept badgering him #and…a bunch of other things but mostly how I was unemployed and literally only working in Oxfam as a volunteer and doing some bits #for my shop but barely taking care of myself #idk. I’m happy things are better now but I just want to give my past self a hug..#I guess this is all to say I’m proud of myself for having the strength to leave that house #and finally find a job that mostly I’m really happy with #but at the same time I just feel… really sad #*

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riverkit · 4 years

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Happy (late) 6th Anniversary Five Nights at Freddy's!!!

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it's been a great 6 years with this game in my life!!!! it came out when I was like,, 12/in middle school and it definitely influenced who I grew up to be!!! so I drew my sona, Icarus, as a nightguard in the classic Rebornica outfit with the good ol' game 1 guys!!!

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(I'm a wee disappointed I couldn't post this day-of but I'm not smart and started yesterday instead of starting the day before :\ )

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #oc art #illustration #this game lives in my head rent free now and forever #i love this game so much holy shit #i would not be the same person today if this game didnt exist #i cannot express how much this game Means to me aaaughghuh i Love it So much #n i really like how this turned out #also not to shamelessly self promote #but if ur seein this consider checking out my yt! its riiverkit #fave #game art #my art #icarus oc #art #im rlly proud of how the shiny bits look!!!! like the noses and the hats!!! and metal!!!!

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bitegore · 3 years

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i should make that weird royalty rex au into a playlist. that would make a good playlist

#rex is a very bad ruler.#red rambles #not in the obvious ways. he's actually decent at logistics #he just kills a lot of people with absolutely no remorse to gain power. and then kills a lot of people to keep power. and then starts wars #and keeps killing people until he's finally killed enough times that he gives up on ruling and slinks off but like #if you assassinate him he just wakes up the next day and then orders your entire extended family killed #and then keeps killing people #anyway if you didn't guess mr meat terminator is the villain in any story set in this au #as opposed to the sort of antagonistic side character he is in canon #where he doesn't have the power to kill hundreds of thousands of people on a whim #and also doesn't really kill without remorse the same way; that was brought to you by 'all my friends have sided with the enemy'#'and there is no way for me to both gain power and keep them alive'#and then him choosing to go for power rather than give in. which is in fairness a pretty sharp step away from his canon self #who doesn't want power and prefers to have other people tell him what to do so he can ignore it and fuck off into the wilderness #anyway yeah that would be a good playlist. lot of #like. misery metal

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gamer-gremlin-gf-ships · 3 years

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yo i,,, just learned my other new f/o’s last name, and immediately thought of mine with his;;;

#self ship #self insert #same source tho #gorelight is fukking metal as hell tbh

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iclimbtreestofeelalive · 4 years

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ohohohohoho yall. YALL. my dad just came home with two new glass pie pans he found at goodwill. tomorrow is Halloween, All Hallow’s Eve, The Best Day Of The Year Secondary Only To My Birthday And The First Day Of Fall. this bitch is making PIES tomorrow,, i am literally so happy

#baking #pies #oh yall dont even know how excited i am #ive been using this really really old metal pie pan #i love it #but its not the same #and tomorrow is the One Day A Year i am allowed to make as many pies as i want #my family is large and my desire to make pies is immense #might post my apple pie recipe on here one day #bc im telling you #i was born with a fucking pie pan in my hand #my little southern self is QUAKING #i dont need a recipe #ive spent literal years perfecting my piemaking skills #im not even kidding #no recipe you measure that shit with you HEART

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weed-cat · 3 years

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xD

#burning is weird #it hurts more than cutting and it hits you all at once in a way that cutting doesn't #like #you press the hot metal to your skin and the pain just floods over you and it's consistent for a second or two #until the metal cools down and it tapers off #the whole thing is so fast #only a few seconds #but i can achieve the same effect with one small burn as i can with a dozen moderate lacerations #but even with all of that it feels like it doesn't even count as self harm #because it never bleeds unless you mess with the blisters that form the next day #idk man #whatever #i feel all numbed up and floaty now #tw: self harm #tw: burning

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fucktardbitch · 4 years

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