“I’m alright, I’m just tired”
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you know it gets worse when the simplest task becomes too difficult
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I swear it’s everyday, I get back up to just keep falling
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I can’t remember when I stopped caring , when it stopped feeling so intense and personal. I can’t remember when it stopped making me so angry at everything and only enraged at myself, when I stopped trying to say no, when I stopped trying to find ways out, when I stopped fighting for the grieving child inside me,when it all turned too repetitive to change, I don’t remember when exactly I stopped caring about dying in this house., I’m just tired, ready to die somewhere, and I don’t care where anymore.
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Long time since I took like a srs photo
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how do you cope with not being good enough? how do you cope with knowing that you never will be?
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I don't know why I even bother to post anymore. I'm so tired of smart-ass comments....
I get them here and on IG. I was raised that if you don't have anything nice to say then keep your mouth shut.
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Feel free to ignore this!
Wanna know something beyond frustrating?
Being disabled, but not disabled enough to qualify for help/ benefits.
Depression, Anxiety, ADHD, and Arthritis. Even chronic pain, though apparently that doesn't count.
But because I have no choice but to force myself to function beyond all of this every day (a learned behavior from no one ever believing me) to make a meager amount of money to help with living expenses, I don't qualify for anything.
Every day, I am mentally, emotionally, and physically drained and in pain and exhausted.
Not to mention the light sensitivity, and my pcp officially diagnosed me as "allergic to the outside." All potential jokes aside, do you know how much it fucking sucks to develop a migraine and nausea every time you step outside your home?
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You know what. I'm fucking done being the one always having to text first. Done being there for people who wouldn't do the same. I'm done begging people to stay, chasing people. I don't care anymore, if it means I'll end up alone it's better than having fake people around.
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Sometimes everything just hurts, and it doesn’t get better, and it won’t go away; you can only learn to bear the pain.
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wanna sleep the whole day bc i just can't bear with myself anymore
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My head and my thoughts are so heavy I want to smash it with a brick
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