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k-martins · 1 year

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Just a reminder for anyone who thinks it's Megumiover.

"When you're at rock bottom, there's only one place to go… Is up!"

#jjk spoilers #jjk #megumi fushiguro #fushiguro megumi #jujutsu kaisen #jjk megumi #jjk fushiguro #jjk231 #jjk231leaks #That's also me consoling myself #I'll pin that thought until Megumi officially comes back #I think that's a quote from Sing?#I remember that koala saying something like that #Megumi will get back on her feet and kick a lot of ass #especially Gojo's #and still say “I've wanted to do this for a long time”#and I'll be there cheering

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panbotter · 4 months

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No because now that it's confirmed that Morph LOVES Logan romantically??????

Guys I will NEVER shut up about this I am never getting over this

When the series started and I found out Morph was nonbinary, I felt such a warmth in my chest bc holy shit!!! There I am!!! Morph is there and they represent me?!! Like I was so excited!?

Then I kept joking about them and Logan clearly being together or in love, but I imagined it'd never happen. Especially not with a NB person and a manly man like Logan. Because that has queer implications!!!!!!!

And then Morph said it.

"She can't say it, but I can. I love you, Logan. Stay with me."

I screamed so loud I couldn't believe my eyes. But I still doubted. They might spin it into "they're just best friends who like being extremely queer"

But then I saw the tweets from DeMayo.

Guys it just makes me want to cry that it feels like this is my first time seeing a nonbinary character (especially an amab/masc leaning one) show romantic interest for another male character on screen

I see myself in Morph so bad, it made me feel so seen. Not to mention I'm so obsessed with Logan guys I swear they wrote this scene for me.

I love Morph so much, they mean the literal world to me, I am so happy to see a nonbinary character on screen and to see and hear other characters acknowledge their identity, using their pronouns, respecting them!?

I wish Morph had more screen time/scenes this season. I hope we get more of them in the second season.

Fanfic writers PLEASEEEEEEE come through I need you all firing on all gears I need to drown in this feeling.

#x men 97 #x men #wolverine #x men 97 spoilers #morph #logan howlett #kevin sydney #morpherine #nonbinary #what am i supposed to do with myself #why can't I have a Logan in my life #also serious gender envy for Morph #morph if he says no just date me instead i swear ill treat u right #i need to be consoled

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twistedappletree · 10 months

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Made myself sad thinking about how fast Jin Ling runs to Jiang Cheng’s side if he even suspects he’s been hurt because he’s lost everyone in his family, everyone who cared about him and was supposed to watch him grow up and all he has left is his jiujiu and he can’t lose anyone else, he just can’t

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wistfulwatcher · 1 year

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Hello, Misty. Hey, Nat.

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sofiaruelle · 2 months

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So....our Dressmaking Batch 97 got to participate in a pagent, Mr & Ms Technowear 2024 for TIIC (Technical Institute of Iloilo City)'s 30th Foundation day.

✨And we got to do 2 lewks, Streetwear and Technowear.✨

While trying to figure out what we were going to do, we raided the fitting room (stockroom) and found a whole bunch of Retazo (hiliganon for scrapped fabric) from previous projects of batches before us. And it just so happens we were asigned the color 💚Green💚 for our team. Green = Nature = lots of fabric flowers. And to make it easier for us, we raided our closets and a few thrift stores for garments to upcycle and ofc every crafter has a few knickknacks to embellish with!!!!

#clothes #recycle #downcycle #upcycle #shout out to the morning and afternoon classes!!!#especially to my mum (who is also my classmate lels) for her quick handstitching #and past me who had a lot clothes for our male contestant to wear #s poil3r: we didnt win #sadly #yes i do feel robbed #objectively we had the most wow factor #smh #but hey we got acknowledged by the judges and out sustainability efforts #so yeah....not dead just burried in fabric and all hyperfocus went to my sewing machine these last few months whahahah #i wish i had more pictures of the making of patches process for the pants #cause i made them and the tita rize from PM class hand stitched everything #karl (male contestant) didnt win anyawards sadly...#amd i gave him the pants in consolation #then again i can make a duplicate for myself and theres still alot of retazo left

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television-overload · 28 days

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Didn't know how much I wanted that job until I got the rejection email 🥲

#i mean. i knew i wanted it #because it's my dream job #i had an internship there a few years ago and loved it #i wasn't sure i was ready to move back closer to home because i really love my job and friends and community where i am #but i do miss my family and i don't want to miss my sister's entire adolescence #i went off to college when she was 3 #she is now 10 #and she needs her sister 🥺#so yeah i'm actually surprised i'm fighting tears at this #i also miss autumn. boy do i miss living somewhere with seasons #could be because a friend recently passed away and like me his family lived far far away #and that puts things in perspective #anyway i'm gonna leave work early and console myself by buying a fall scented candle at target #🥲#i have to remind myself i've only been in the job market for like a year and a half #of course i wasn't the most qualified candidate out of 175 #but i had at least hoped to be referred to a hiring manager #federal jobs are dang near impossible to attain in my field of work #tag rant

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harrowscore · 1 month

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now that i've finished my fist original novel (plus the additional material like the epilogue and the male co-protagonist's letter to the main character, which is a dive into his - very troubled - psyche* and a sign of his atonement...), it'll be difficult to leave it all behind ngl. i grew so fond of the characters, the themes i tried (and probably failed) to explore... i'm going to miss them. thankfully i have other projects to focus on, but still - it'll be hard to turn the page once and for all.

#*as massimo troisi said tiene n'orchestra 'n cap but fr #i have my batb retelling to console me #and i'm also planning another og work - a gothic ghost story with a haunted mansion and themes of mental illness and feminism #which is much more personal than my previous works as you can imagine #though i always put something of myself inside everything i write #anyway unsung (that's the name of this first book) was a very emotionally draining project #(it's about some serious sensitive stuff. which is why i don't want to publish it or make money out of it)#so in a way it's a relief to have it finished it... but still. it's a story that ironically saved me in what's probably been #my darkest days yet #so... yeah i'm going to miss writing about it. tho it's satisfying to have completed it of course #writing life #val speaks #txt

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babymorte · 1 month

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when they cancel plans to help you finish some games you’ve been stuck on for months 😭

#im excited honestly #I need to make room for zombies so I have a tonne of games to get through by october #i finished still wakes the deep last night and it was fucking great #a new face #I’m actually gonna buy it on ps5 I think #it’s literally outlast but make it lovecraftian #and easier cuz it was mad easy 😂#but I finished that #so gears and halo are next to finish #we’re doing halo first cuz I can’t bring myself to watch dom die yet #like seriously if halo reach fucked me up I can’t imagine how I’m getting react when don’s time comes #I’ve already seen it in lore videos #but playing it is so so different #and then I fucked myselfnon infinite and saved over my solo campaign with my co op campaign so that’s really annoying #I literally can’t play with now without co op #UNLESS #I have an idea but I don’t know if it’ll work #I’m gonna try and make a second save file of it so I can have my file back 😂#and THEN if i have time i only have like 3x races left in forza and im golden #but I also really wanted to unlock all the cars #realistically I should delete all my resi games since I have them on other consoles #but I’m stubborn 😁#but also genshin coming to xbox in november #im so fucking stoked #I need to just delete something off my ps5 so I can update it #I watched gamescom onl so now a fire is lit under my bum to finish everything for when new games come out #I swear i don’t have a problem

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theflyingfeeling · 4 months

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yes it's just me whining about the same thing for the billionth time, pls just scroll past nothing new to see here 👋

#i just want to enjoy the summer but i feel like i don't deserve to if i'm not constantly trying to become employed again 😭#''apply for jobs then? problem solved'' uh-huh yes but!! i also hate applying for jobs #job seeking can be so incredibly humiliating #first i have to send them a letter BEGGING to be invited to an interview #and then i have to try and convince them that i am actually competent and good at my job even though you have my cv right there #and then afterwards they call me to tell me they found someone who they liked better than me #(or rather someone who was more competent than me judging by their work history etc.)#it's like ''yes we are hiring but not YOU specifically lol''#like. at school if you take a test you get the grade you deserve based on how you did in the exam.#it's something you can actually directly affect yourself #but if someone who's applying for the same job with me has more work experience or whatever they will get hired over me no matter what i do #(at least that's how it usually works on my field)#in which case it doesn't matter if i do well in the interview or nah. bc the other person was always going to be picked for the job anyway #and yes one could say i can then be satisfied if i did my best but it's little consolation when i'm still unemployed!!#and so every time i apply for a job and get rejected it feels like a personal failure #and to avoid that feeling of failure i want to avoid applying for jobs altogether #so yeah. being active in job seeking is more likely to relieve me from this misery but job seeking is ALSO misery. so 🤷‍♀️#that on top of the fact i don't even _want_ to apply for all the open positions on my field #but i feel obliged to because it's what i have a degree on. and when i'm unemployed i don't have the luxury to choose which ones i apply fo #i can't afford to be picky #I DON'T DREAM OF LABOUR I JUST NEED MONEY TO LIVE BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT TO DO JUST ANY JOB! I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR THAT!#i don't want to come home crying from work every day because i hate every single aspect of my life INCLUDING my job 😭#when this semester i actually HAD a job i didn't mind waking up to every morning 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair #to conclude i don't deserve to enjoy myself in the summer because i'm not doing enough to fix my unemployement situation #(just like i don't deserve to feel sad about being lonely because i don't work hard enough to maintain deep friendships #but that's a crisis for another day! stay tuned ✌️)

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preciousqiqi · 5 months

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guardian ep. 38-39 // when the crying scene is here and you feel like crying for two different reasons at the same time: the touching scene between shen wei and zhao yunlan--and the fake blood makeup on shen wei

#qtalks #oh boyyy do i even feel like crying fr #i know they almost look like didn't try hard enough for the makeup and styling #the color grading when they went to the subterranean also ticked me off #yeah. well... making a fantasy drama is hard #if not bcs of zyl and by amazing performance would i stay though #im not hating on this drama #on the other hand im actually enjoying it #each character around shen wei and zhao yunlan have their own story #but i admit i have to ignore the styling. special effect makeup. cgi and more while watching it #would still recommend it if someone ask #maybe after this i would read the novel #to console myself #lol #guardian #zhen hun #guardian镇魂 #镇魂

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chilapis · 5 months

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Last post before I crash and no-one hears from me until I return from my first final the morrow’s eve (a changed man no doubt) but there’ll never be anything funnier to me than consistently being viewed as a composed and calm saviour by peers while I’m, actively and uncontrollably losing it.

#not said sarcastically or as a vent by the way I genuinely find it so terribly amusing. you think I have it together ? aw <3 you fool.#i’ve been pacing around my room like a starving lion since the past week in whatever free time i’ve had.#and i keep getting people in my messages begging me for last minute help ? which is endearing but. i’m hanging on for dear life myself #helping isn’t foreign to me; i have 4 (?) people in my class who almost exclusively refer to me as ma’am and even refer to me as a teacher.#but helping last minute is so. deeply chaotic.#and I have this issue with me where having others around me makes me immediately drop into a ‘role’ of sorts?#i’ll be freaking out but then someone else starts freaking out around me and my immediate response is to just.#hey. we are going to make it out of this. it’s easy as pie. do you see me worried? no right? <- on the verge of hyperventilating #there’s this one guy in particular who got so excited to find out we have the exact same examination set-up tomorrow.#i gave him like basic pointers and i don’t think i’ve ever been thanked so earnestly and desperately in my life.#i remember during mocks my friends would message me what I wrote in questions and then they’d immediately go oh thank Fuck.#they’d literally just act like they’re absolutely going to pass now just because we had points in common.#as if i’m some sort of fucked up correct answer sheet incarnate.#it’s genuinely really sweet to me though; like i’m not posting this ranting or such.#having so much faith in another to the point that you can put yourself completely at ease says. alot i think.#and i’m glad i can be that person for so many.#and I feel like it helps me in a way too because i become so concerned with others that I forget to drown myself in my worries.#i forget that I’m worried because there are others to care about and console and help. so i suppose they help me in a way as well.#but also who is going to be that person for ME. who is going to console ME. im going fucking neurotic /jest #<- woman with ego issues & control issues who would rather die than accept help.#sigh. oh well. I’m sure we’ll do just fine. cannot wait #🥀🍷 — colloquy.

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diwns · 1 year

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hello friends, this is no longer just a sims blog so do what you want with that information 🫡

#got myself a ps5 :') now i can play more interesting games while not having to think about building a pc & budget & billion other things atm #and i prefer console over pc so it's just a personal preference #yeah it would be nice to have reshade/mod installed i want to take pretty pictures 😭 but we make do #anyway ive been wanting to play assassin's creed for soooo long but couldn't #(not financially just that the switch & ts4 alone cause me enough distraction from being a decent human with responsibility and a life)#first dipped my toes with black flag but it definitely wasn't made with potential consumer in mind #the game literally: ig you've played the other 3 so you know what to do. NO I DONT??#not beginner friendly at all i was overwhelmed 😭#so i restarted with origins since they literally reboot the series and #it was the best decision i've ever made!! reliving my childhood egypt fantasy with the badass medjay bayek of siwa 🫡#also the game!! exploring ancient egypt tomb raiding assassinating rp as bayek a wholesome man at heart #so yeah! im enjoying every second of it!! be it ps5 or the game 😋#dippi.txt

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muirneach · 6 months

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wahhhh guys i have to rip out like two entire sections on my neckwarmer knitting wip and i was ALMOST DONE 😭😭😭 but its just too fucking talllllll :’( photos before i take it out for posterity. first off a little commotion as it slayssss outside of this error. clap and cheer. but anyways i was working on the final motif which are going to be hearts but i need to go back and take out that entire fourth repeat of leaves even tho i did as many as the pattern calls for!! its just so tall like if i keep going it will be like to my forehead when i finish. not ideal! sorry for the garish censoring but just so u get an idea of how tall it is on my face

#andddd i have to take out the top half of the third repeat of leaves because that will become my final repeat ofc #and the last repeat as a slightly different version– see the small heart motif rather than the like.. diamonds i guess?#which isnt that bad but like ugh. yknow #which is funny cause when i was doing the fourth repeat i was like man this is kinda tall should i take it out and redo…. and then i didnt #consoling myself by saying ill have more yarn leftover if i take it out. love to have leftover yarn #most i hate putting stitches back onto needles because theyre always backwards or i drop them or whatever else #but luckilyyyy my nan is coming over tomorrow and i had wanted to be mostly done when she did so she could see it #but my mom says she could help me put them back on the needles. wonderful idea. so hopefully shes good at that #also like yes much of the time i would presumably have it just around my neck not all the way up my face #butttt with all this extra fabric its bunching a lot and its just not as good

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cloudsrust · 2 years

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*Slams hands on desk*

So- wouldn't it be cool if dragon tamers kept their nails long, in a claw-like shape, to be closer to their dragon pokèmon while they train? See it as the tamers trying to establish a connection through similarities with a feature usually common in dragons (and obtainable by humans).

And following that- pianists usually need to keep their nails short to have a better range of movement on the keys right? Since nails easily bump or get caught into them especially when you're playing more complex pieces.

What I'm getting at-.. what if Hassel used to have long, claw-like nails but cut them short the moment he decided to leave the tamer life to pursue his musician dream? Not only to play at the best of his abilities but to also symbolically cut off his old life/family ties to make room for who he truly wanted to become.

And listen- I also just love the image of DragonTamer!Hassel laying his hand atop the piano keys in a moment of reflection, his eyes darting between one and the other.

He is weighting his possibilities and what there is to lose and to gain if he was to run away or stay.

But then one of his clawed fingers presses down a tiny bit too hard and a note escapes the piano, clearing his mind from any doubt.

The Dragon Tamer cannot stay. The claws have to go.

...No, no. I'm fine really, I'm fine- :,>

#the cloud can speak oh boi #pokemon scarlet and violet spoilers #pokemon sv spoilers #pokemon sv #headcanon #it's my headcanon and I can choose how cheesy and random it can be-#This thought was brought by me who was about to draw Hassel with long nails to resemble a dragon #(no wait nevermind it was writing not drawing- force of habit)#but then I remembered they really arent great when you want to play instruments like a piano :D #and do I just back away from the idea? AH- nope. HEADCANON TIME #Yes I love reaching and adding absolute random headcanons to characters I'm obsessed with thank you for noticing <3 dfsfs #also yeah he still trains dragon types- but I'd say he does it more like a regular trainer instead of a tamer #...the loss of the long nails tho- I shall console myself by giving him sharp teeth instead whoop-#Oh and I might be missing some pieces of his lore since I dont have the game and cant investigate for myself soo- yeah;;

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bmpmp3 · 2 months

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and this is old news now but my own perspective on the project sekai miku movie as a mobile game outsider who just likes some of the tunes - all i really hope for is that i'll be able to follow the plot somewhat with my very limited knowledge because it does look like it'll be a fun watch. i know there is like dimensions. the dimensions include: alt rock world. depression world. carnival world? etc. furirn and tomoriru voice characters. i like the trans one in depression world. and the little orange guy in EDM world.

#i also like the one voiced by akina. who i only know because of utaite reasons LOL i like her voice #i also like the voice of the loud blonde boy. i like that hes loud #and the girl with long dark hair from alt rock world has a nice voice too #sorry. this will be my knowledge. im cursed with mobage. i used to be able to handle it #but now even if this game ran on my phone i know i would skip the cutscenes 😔😔😔😔😔#NOT because theyre bad or anything im sure theyre good. but i dunno i straight up do Not have the patience for mobage progression anymore #and i also dont like watching videos of visual novels so watching the stories online is also out. i will only learn the plot if 1)#they release a commercial console port of the game with mobage progression tweaked out OR #2) much more likely it gets a full anime adaptation someday. which i'd be intrigued!#although then we will also reach my other issue. inability to watch a show no matter how much i want to #ITS NOT as dire as my mobage blockage tho like i can push myself. i will have fun. but i am le scared. what if a show kills me. ?#no one suffers more than i. the person who loves big glossy anime idol-y music franchises but cannot play mobage or watch anime.

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noritaro · 1 year

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when I get comments that compliment my art but the person puts themselves down saying their own art sucks

I get the slight temptation to agree with them

#rambles #like I don't want to console someones self deprecation and cynicism when I receive compliments #and it sucks cause it also reminds me of a younger more immature me #where i constantly hated myself so damn

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