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#This is going to be a vicious circle
silverfox66 · 1 year
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When you don't pay your bills 🤷‍♀️
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fondfamilies · 2 months
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thinking about how we fear being treated the worst ways we've treated others; thinking about reid being terrified of being sick & committed like his mum; thinking about 'admitting his mother' being the sin his brain gave him to confess to in 'revelations'
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emylilas · 2 months
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“The richest love is that which submits to the arbitration of time."
When fans are hoping this is either about Penelope and Luke or Emily and JJ and it's going to be about Jill and Rossi when NO ONE asked for this (I seem to remember we specifically asked for it not to be a thing) and Rossi does not need any more wives or screen time...
Memes (with 17x08 spoilers) to cope with the situation:
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cigarette-room · 8 months
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I passed 2 out of 3 exams i went on and i feel BAD bad
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machidielontheway · 1 year
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nearly cried today in class cause i could NOT understand what the teacher was telling me. and another student who is super nice tried to explain too and showed me but after some time i said "ok clearly i will not understand cause i am missing some knowledge that i need to understand, so let's carry on i don't want to block the session" but god i was so frustrated
and a bit angry (in a "i feel attacked so i will be angry as a attack-defense) cause there is no reason for us to need to learn that yet it's literally our SECOND CLASS EVER and the ones who have been here for a year (we're beginner class but with truly beginners and year+1 beginners) said they did not learn that last year, with the other teacher, before a while.
we're alternating between two different teacher, and the second one (the one of today) is nice but there was no structure to the class / it was a bit all over the place in the "we don't know if we're supposed to play together or everybody work on their thing" and "we spoke for nearly 10mn about something that could be said in 1mn when we have only 45mn of class (ok to be faire we went over so we did get 1h) and. personally i need a lot of structure for this kind of things to feel like i can go forward / have little goals. i want things to be incremental so i do not loose motivation
i hope it will get better on that side (structure) or i will feel as if we only have two structured / "get forward" class each month instead of four wich would annoy me
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skybluekoneko · 7 months
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I'm so full of anger. I just want to cry or scream or break everything in my vicinity. I guess the anger is mainly frustration deep down, but that doesn't change the fact that I feel so hateful towards myself and the entire world.
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dandyshucks · 7 months
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starting to think maybe i should turn rbs off on that post actually bc im having heart palpitations now fdsjgjkl why is this happening to meeee
#vent //#me when the paranoia is Getting Bad fjkfdsjkl#its stemming from m.oral o.cd i think bc i am mainly worried abt more eyes on my blog and ppl seeing me frolic here#and the brain gophers have been insisting that i am doing smth horribly wrong and not realizing it#and the worry is that someone is going to see that and bypass talking to me abt it and go straight to making a callout post#and i will be sitting here with Zero Idea abt it#and continue hurting ppl by doing the Unknown Wrong Thing#but i also am not sure how that would happen bc i overthink literally Everything i post#if u see me put tags on smth that isn't just a simple ''ough'' or ''hehe yay!!'' i probably sat there for two mins making sure it was okay#running thru the words at every angle i can conceive of to ensure its not going to hurt somebody somehow fdsjkl#and this paranoia has been so bad the past few days. and when it gets bad then i get worried bc maybe i somehow have a guilty conscience#without even knowing !!! just subconsciously having a guilty conscience somehow !!#which ... only makes the paranoia worse fdsgjkl its a very bad vicious circle#anyways. i have been lowkey avoiding being here lately bc of this but i feel like avoidance just makes it worse#so . hrm. i just do not want to have more crying breakdowns bc i tried to figure out what on earth i could possibly be doing so wrong fsdjk#not exactly a fun way to spend time FDSJKL but ... what can ya do i guess#like i can't ask ppl ''hey am i doing smth wrong?'' bc thats. very vague. and subjective. and also i shouldnt rely on other ppl like that#but my brain is so goofed up that i genuinely cannot tell when i get like this sdjfkl bc i feel so sure i must be doing smth wrong somehow#so every tiny thing seems like maybe its wrong in a way i dont understand yet... ough#ANYWAYS SORRY THIS IS . NOT A GOOD POST TO MAKE. LOL. but i feel like this is the only way im going to bust myself out of this cycle#hopefully if i just Say that i've been really worried then if smth IS actually wrong someone will let me know#and if nothing is wrong then !! i can move on from this continual paranoia spiral !! maybe !!#i feel like me posting this is going to be a Wrong Immoral Move but fdsjkl rly trying to just. break out of it rn fsdjkl#dandyshucks
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tidemoonchild · 8 months
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Headcanons & Musing
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After finding out that Maggie joined the X-Men Hank wasn't very happy. To be exact he was angry. This was never something he wanted for his own child. And when he found out it had been Scott Summers and Charles Xavier who had recruited her for the team he was even more mad.
Especially because no one had told him before. He found out during a mission after Maggie arrived at the battlefield. He had to do his best not to lose his calm at this moment. But he was furious and everyone knew it and no one said anything.
What made this even worse is the fact, that Maggie herself doesn't want to fight anymore. That's what she told her father many times how tired she is of running and fighting, how much she hates it. She told him all she want to do is to sit at home in peace. To watch movies, listen to music, play games. To just be a kid, something she couldn't be for such a long time.
But she can't say no, she can't look away and pretend she doesn't know. If someone calls her for help and to fight she will drop everything and get there as fast as she can.
No matter how hard she tries to leave the fight, the fight never leaves her. And she knows that. They know it too and still they chose her, drafted her for their fight. And what makes it even worse for Hank he knows it too.
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weremustelidae · 1 year
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guy who's entire life has been consumed by his fanfic for the last year, desperately trying to stop finding ways to relate literally everything to the fic:
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ch4momile · 2 years
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I don't know how to put it into words very well but the current narrative of "girls who say they're 'not like other girls' just have internalized misogyny and think they're better than others" has been driving me insane... when i was younger i just felt so othered and i wasn't some evil misogynist.. i was mostly sad & confused and genuinely couldn't relate to any "other girls"
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badcountryofficial · 16 days
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Oh well
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hauntingblue · 2 months
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The sims won't open on my shitputer
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plumingpoetree · 5 months
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Something watches my soul Something lingers in the cold Something curls up in the corners And peeks from between the folds Everything heckles my haunts Everything jostles my jaunts Everything casts a shadow That cackles, and croons, and taunts Nothing remains untouched Nothing changes all that much Nothing even prinkles the silence That sutures a bygone grudge Let Go. Be Happy. Life Always Goes On. ⁃ Akanksha Gupta
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myheartxmyman · 6 months
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Right now I feel so old and sad at the same time. Those feelings are so strong I feel paralyzed and slow.
#right now it's all too much#got so many problems and they are going round in circles through my mind-uncontrollably#my mind jumps from one painful thought over to the next and all I currently manage to do is stay calm#endure this vicious cycle of traumatic events#and stop myself from screaming#I am calm I do endure and I suffer#maybe in a bit I will help myself out of this situation I am currently trapped in#right now calming myself down despite of all those things is hard enough#tonight I am drowning in waves of heart wrenching and soul crushing sadness#after a good night of sleep everything is gonna be a bit better I am sure of that#currently I am fighting I am crying I am breaking; but that's alright#when I endure feelings like this now then I don't have to endure them on another time#Life is an up and down#it will get better again#I remember the years when I got so depressed or whatever it was that I felt like everything just got worse and worse and worse#that's one of the things I feel sad about currently I am not doing well at all but nevertheless I KNOW there are gonna be better happier#lighter times#that's a huge step in personal growth and I did it on my own#I am slowly healing myself#I am changing#I am evolving#I am slowly getting better#and it hurt me a lot last year that you didn't acknowledge mile stones I reached all by myself you didn't see me as me#it felt like you looked at me with what you wanted to see and then you blamed me for not being that version of your#as you also mentioned 'dreamwife'#you also put me under pressure with saying things like that it made me feel like I am not good enough#like you are looking down on me#like I've to change and get better so you are getting the 'dreamwife' you perfected in your brain#I mean how old are you?#also you said things that forbid me grieving over the loss of my father and Louis
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yoohyeon · 1 year
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Not the kpop store and the store I buy Pokémon cards having a sale at the same time, with also detective Pikachu being out while I’m BROKE
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klara-rosa · 1 year
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when it' summer and 35° and everyone seems to be on a perfect summer vacation but your holidays are over and you have to come into work everyday with no home office days because all your colleagues are also on their paradise trip and you're constantly hot and sweaty and feeling gross and you have sensory issues to begin with so you feel like screaming at the top of your lungs all the time but you can't because YOU'RE AT WORK and got shit to do 🤡🤡🤡
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