#Tobias speaks

[tobiaserin]

i am beside myself with these accusations... hurt. flabbergasted. speechless.

[dawning-games]

Is this still continued?

It is! I have still been making slow progress on my story now and again, but my health has suffered extensively since I suffered from covid and then pneumonia in short order, so I very rarely have the spoons/energy to maintain the blog to report updates. However, the chapter is approaching being finished regardless

I do appreciate anyone who has stayed, and still welcome any asks or questions anyone may have!

[felix-and-karman]

Hey Tobias, do you ever see little glitches in Eve's appearance when she's outside of the screen? What do they usually look like?

*for a moment, he stays silent. He’s mulling over how to respond to this, before he eventually exhales and blinks slowly*

It was. Strange at first seeing her glitch. But, it looked as if she were like. A corrupted file of some sorts. It’s hard to explain, and it was even harder to watch. It definitely makes me worry. I’m scared it hurts her.

T-

[biowarekin-nection]

Just a heads up that this blog is still open and willing to take asks! I have been ill this past week so I apologize for a lack of movement, but if anyone has questions or requests or similar, feel free to send something in

[milkyflock]

I'm sorry.

[ghostdrinkssoup]

why do all the killers in s1 want to date hannibal so bad. he’s the hottest girl in school and they’re all down horrendously bad but he’s obsessed with will, the sad loser in the corner who doesn’t even notice him… what in the high school romcom is this

[copias-juicebox]

[namelessbutters-doodles]

OH MY GOD, NEW PHOTO!?!?

@dedmau​

[hakahakaiprincess]

dgs textpost edit thingies. i can fit so many historical inaccuracies and impossibilities in this thing. pretend its modern au or something

[ghoulymadge]

Brut FR Interview

[aurpiment]

I think if you showed the terror (2018) to the ghosts of the Franklin expedition crew they’d be varying degrees of distressed, even if you emphasized it was intended as a work of fiction. The only man who would unambiguously have a lark of a time would be the historical Cornelius Hickey: “You’re telling me it went wrong partly because I wasn’t there and got replaced by an impostor? Thanks! It’s good to be appreciated.” Maybe the historical Crozier would warm up to it once he got over the invented alcoholism and the supernatural elements. “At least my bastard of a counterpart is doggedly vindicated by the narrative and gets out of it alive,” he’d say. So to really upset him you’d have to open ao3 in another tab.

[tobiaserin]

believe it or not i have actually taken part in smoking that zaza!

[dawning-games]

Similarly, the character of Lichtenberg who is going to be introduced in this upcoming chapter, will later identify with the term gendervague, which is a gender identity influenced by one's neurodivergence. In his case, the autism I am very deliberately and loudly writing him as having!

For those curious, Lichtenberg will still use he/him pronouns and dress in a typically masculine fashion, but this knowledge will help him feel much more at home in himself, as himself.

[atmosghoul]

Dude is a shapeshifter honestly bc wtf is this???

[skullcfusher]

When u tlked about the toby n kate HCs u gave us Kate angst HCs do u have any toby angst HCS I'm obsessed w sibling relationship kate toby its the best 100 percent

Ok I tried typing out a huge thing but it's not letting me post that SOOO you're getting the short version, if anyone is interested in a long version dm me or smth idk BUT here they are

Toby struggles like crazy with masculinity, vulnerability and authority figures, between his father smacking him around and verbally abusing him, the bullies not only at school when he was there but actually trailing to his neighborhood and any time they could find him and all of the neighbors and older folk who saw what was happening but stayed silent, he felt crazy weak, especially when most of the things Frank said to him were always related to him not being man enough in some way, and it didn't help that Toby was a scrawny boy because food was hard to come by, it's not like he was starving by any means but they were kinda just getting by. This follows into his proxy life, always having to be stronger than everyone else in the room, killing people in horrific ways to show his strength and pushing himself to an extent to show that no one should fuck with him. Toby was born into a dog eat dog world but now the point he's at, all of the other dogs aren't hungry but he's still eating even if he's full. No one is trying to hurt him, don't get me wrong not a whole lot of creeps like him all that much but no one is looking to hurt him, but he can't fathom that. He has to fight, no matter how tired he is of fighting, he just doesn't recognize a world outside of that and it scares him. The only being he can't fight is slender, he's horrified of slender because slender has the capability to make that boy feel pain, not in the sense he can just flip the switch and he feels everything now but he can give Toby the most earth shattering, mouth frothing, skin peeling headaches. It's not just some small shit, Toby's feeling throat curdling pain for the first time, if feels like he's burying his own axe into his head. Punishment is bad for all proxies, but this shit is really new to Toby, Tim and Brian usually have to leave when Toby goes under cause they can't stand to hear him when he screams and thrashes he doesn't just fall to the ground and scream either he bites and rips his skin off and throws shit and gets fuckin crazy, Kate tries to stay and comfort but Toby pushes her away, he can't let her take care of him like that he's supposed to be able to handle it how can he not be able to handle something the rest can

Ok that's all for now I think, just cause I'm trying to make it short but if u want more or have any questions or even requests for other creeps I'm SOOOO OPEN I love answering shit

[orphyd]

his new hair was giving very steve harrington so...yeah