#Triggering Topics

[chaostroid]

mouthwashing … save me mouthwashign…

( this is another spoiler filled yapfest from yours truly )

on gang IF YOU DONT FW SWANSEA I DONT FW YOU!!!! everyone in that game was so awesome except for jimmy I WILL NOT SURVIVE IF EVERYONE JUST LOVES ANYA AND CURLY

i heart them the most too but daisuke.. swansea… .. lore…

alsoalso also

fanart incomjng

i like drawing weird and creepy shit #im drawing curly for a pfp

RAHHHH

curly had so much time to reflect on jimmy whilst immobile. DUDE im so

im☹️

i saw someone say something like “curly deserved it” or something. guys i have a hard pill for you to swallow. (pun intended)

Curly, after finding out Jimmy raped Anya, obviously didn’t go and hurt him?? TRUST ME i know rape is super super traumatic and bad and a felony but Curly had to ensure EVERYONE was safe at all times. They are confined to a fucking space ship bro. Curly, who has worked hard to get his position, is not throwing his life out the window trying to kill a rapist, whom on landing will be arrested if he reports it !!!!!!! and better yet - ANYA REPORTS IT !!!

Curly was an incredible captain in my opinion.

He stayed incomprehensibly calm, was able to keep everyone (before the crash) at bay, likely resolving quarrels and such between coworkers. As much as we all love seeing it, Curly could not have taken the risk of killing a rapist. everyone except for daisuke (it seems) knows that jimmy is a terrible person, based on how they act around him.

Curly wanted to keep everyone safe, and if jimmy is able to break into the dormitory of, and rape his coworker, what else is he capable of?

However, despite all that, i do want to note:

Tulpar was going to arrive like day of the crash or at least in that time period if i remember correctly - if they were going to spend years together in that ship, that’s when killing jimmy became an option. Even just months, or a month. Punishment by death is what i’m presuming they’d have to do.

Mostly because any other punishment might send Jimmy into a tailspin and someone else will get hurt.

so anyway tldr curly was just professional and a generally good person and anya deserved better i love her so much.,., i loaf daisuke.., swansea..,.,,… c ..,. curly..,.,,

[alteriivik]

I want to quickly say this before delving more into the topic: this covers very triggering topics, especially towards minors

Heyyyy omg I'm so sorry I hate to be this person, but are you aware of @/sugarycotton??

I don't have a big platform (none at all, I'm just a reader and lurker), but i was wondering if it's okay if you could help bring attention to how problematic their account is.

I understand that people have dark blogs, but they're straight up writing r@pe inc3st, b3@si@lity, eroguro with minors, p3d0philia (up to as young as 7, but i didnt want to delve too deep cuz.. well i think it speaks for itself), and romanticizing abuse and gr00ming sh behaviors towards minors.

I'm worried about people in the top!reader and dark blog writing community to stumble upon their account/posts because this can be incredibly triggering to many. Yes, dark blogs cover triggering content, but i feel this blog goes waaaaaaayyy over the line.

Once again, I'm so so so sorry to just spring this out of nowhere, but if you or someone you know can help bring awareness to this blog, i would be incredibly grateful.

hellooo, i was not aware of this person beforehand but you dont need to apologize for wanting to spread awareness for something as serious as this!!

i’ve actually took it upon myself to look for their account and wow, this blog does go WAY over the line, as you said. like way way over the line, they’re burning it. the shit they said in just the first few posts (the very first one actually) was fucking horrid and disgusting. i didn’t want to scroll to far because in just a few posts, i’ve already got the gist on what they say. and you’ve practically outlined the things they do so…

i’d like to thank you for your concern for others. thank you for bringing this to my attention (even tho im a small writer) and for speaking up abt this matter bcs im still astounded on how fucked up this person’s blog is.

to whoever is reading this, pls guys report this dumpster-fire of a blog or just warn people abt them cuz wtf

[gl1tt3r-gutz-and-r0b0tz-sl]

So, Megastar is one of those ships I cannot get behind. Cause I really don't see it, for me to ship something it has to have atleast the characters seeing eachother as equals, which doesn't happen with Megastar in most continuities.

I do ship crack stuff from time to time but Megastar doesn't work for me :/

Also, some megastar shippers can be the worst about their ship. I will always think that shipping wars are dumb, regardless the ship in question.

But that's just my opinion, feel free to disagree.

Well, the thing is, I agree with you to an extent. Don't get me wrong, I love my angst and toxic ships, but to the extent some things happen is a little insane. I mean, I vent my feelings and experiences through characters too, but, to threaten, harass, or pitch a fit over a fictional ship is wild. (I'm talking about the shippers when I said that btw.)

I don't mind their dynamic in their shows or even the ship itself. It's the fact that proship correlates with much MUCH worse things, and so when that person put it unironically in their tags, it gave me the ickiest of icks. I mean, using the excuse that fictional abuse is okay because it's fictional is like saying, "Oh, that child got molested. But it's okay, they ain't real."

Abusive themes are supposed to disgust the viewer, to let them know that it isn't good or okay. I'm not talking about kinks or anything, I'm talking full-on bash head into the ground abuse. If a plot romantizes an abusive relationship, it was either written poorly or as a way to vent.

I mean, Arcee gets her cooch ripped out in my au. Themes dark like this are meant to disgust people, to disturb them.

So, for any fucking fit throwers seeing this, I'm not calling your ship the antichrist. Just cool the fuck down and stop grouping it with weird ass pedo tags. Like, fr.

I'm fucking weird too, but not a creeper! Enjoy your toxic homoerotic robot ship all you want! Just. Don't. Tag. It. Like. That!

If it makes you happy, and it isn't illegal or morally corrupt, please do it, consume the media you like. I'm part Austrian and German, but that doesn't mean I'm a ship-killing Nazi or some shit.

[rangikuxmatsumoto]

It’s already been said, but god, are we fucked.

My string of consciousness from behind tears in under the cut. It is heavy, so if you aren’t of the right mindset right now, please don’t read but I need to get these thoughts off my mind.

Yesterday morning, I cried – a mix of anxious fear and also of hope. I’m 35 years old, my first presidential election that I could vote in was in 2008, Obama’s first term. I still remember the hope.

I remember 2012, and 2016. I wish I didn’t remember 2016. How disappointed I was in the people of this country then. I remember the anger and the rage felt by my fellow democrats, by my fellow women. I told myself I’d fight, I’d always fight, but I was 27 then, younger, not yet worn down from years that were to follow.

Then there was 2020. I thought we saw the light, learned from our mistake. I remember the joy, watching people dance in fountains and pop bottles of champagne on Tiktok in Chicago and New York.

Then came January 6th. My sister messaged me over chat during work “Go turn on your TV”, I watched in real time to events of January 6th. How could our country come to this? Believe me, I’ve never been a “USA USA” chanting type person, outside of the Olympics, this country has flaws, we aren’t perfect. But we have been a beacon of hope to the world – I’m afraid we’re now a beacon of the end. I always believed the notion of “Those who do not learn history are damned to repeat it” and clearly y’all missed a lot of history classes.

Yesterday, I cried.

I cried when I went to bed at around 10:30 PM EST, I wasn’t trying to look at the election results. I couldn’t, because I felt sick to my stomach. I always know the South is going to go red, there’s no helping those shithole states – I say this living in North Carolina, the first swing state to fall red. On the bright side, we did keep a democratic governor and attorney general. Still, I once had hope that North Carolina would fall blue even by the slimmest of margins, that Georgia would stay blue. But no.

I woke up around 1:11 AM, the results hadn’t been called yet, but one story was on my phone “Harris won’t address supporters” and with it a picture of a grown man, face buried in his palms, crying. The blurry faces behind him, all in tears.

I cried then as well. Face buried in my pillow, trying to stay quiet.

Some might say “It’s just 4 years” it’s not. The ramifications of what happens in these next four years are far reaching, two potential Supreme Court seats may open and with a super conservative majority. The average length of a SCOTUS position, 22.7 years. So, it’s not 4 years. Meaning that the rest of my life, I can be affected by those rules – and they will come.

I cried this morning. They aren’t the body wrecking sobs that I feel because I’m just so tired of this shit. God, not to go on the Millennial rant here but can I stop having to face these world shifting events? We lived through 9/11, The Iraq War, the Great Recession, the list goes on and on – I’m fucking tired of it.

And today, I having to come to terms with what the next four plus years will be. What I stand to lose, and I’ve already lost.

The worst part of this is the one thought that has stuck with me. It wasn’t “I need to keep fighting” it’s I’m too tired to fight. I guess, it’s best said, “They’ll never take me alive” because all I thought about was killing myself. Ending it. I’ve never had these thoughts before, not seriously. Sure I’ve been depressed before, but not to the point I haven’t been able to push away the “I want to die” thought.

It might be better if I did. I know it’s just the depression speaking, that I’ll wake up tomorrow still depressed but not wanting to die. And in a couple days, I’ll still be depressed but the anger will set it. It’s different stages of grief, maybe not in the right order and I don’t think I’ll ever come to acceptance but I’ll get somewhere.

There is another thought that is lingering behind that “I wanna kill myself” one, of “fuck around and find out” – you see, I may be fine in 4 years, certainly won’t be better but I could be fine. But those stupid fucks that voted Republican that are single incomes, living paycheck to paycheck, ohhhh they’re about to get a rude fucking awakening. And I’m going to fucking love to see it.

But for now, I need some space, some time, I’m going to cry a lot. I may not be too talkative on Discord or here.

[d0n--tr0n]

more vent art‼️‼️ big ol TW for just like. the whole shebang

dont mind silly billy i ddrew him before anything happened

[life-after-laughter]

Talking to someone after only reading about them in the headlines is a trip. It feels like we "know" you, but the person we know doesn't actually exist. Was any of it true? The tights, the glitter, the beanbag gun? They paint you as a manic pixie dreamer but you seem so down to earth here.

Yeah, some good therapy will do that to a girl, heh.

Might as well address the giggling elephant in the room on my own terms while I got the chance.

So my ex, he was a real funny guy. Had a knack for makin' folks feel awful small. Useless. Like they'd never be anything without him. Like if they walked away, the world would end. And when a girl feels powerless, next to a monster, she'll do just about anything to make sure that monster doesn't notice how helpless she is.

So I tried to be funny. Cuz when my ex was in a good mood, he'd prop up everyone around 'im while he was preenin', took everyone with 'im to the top of the world. So yeah, the whole manic pixie maniac gig, that was all me, and it was me playin' the fool to make an even bigger fool happy.

Cuz, see, thing is, he hated bein' upstaged. And when he was in a bad mood, he'd lash out at whoever was closest, and he lashed out mean, and I tended to be within arm's reach more often than not.

He tried to kill me eight times. Almost succeeded, thrice, if it wasn't for Jonny patchin' me up, I don't think I'd be here.

But, there's been a lotta therapy between then and now. The world didn't end when my ex died, and neither did I. And I'm a li'l bit less manic for havin' to play second fiddle to his moods - I think I'm better for it. Spandex's junk at heat retention anyways.

[zombolouge]

I appreciate it when people understand that declaring something a "triggering" subject does not mean it should never be depicted.

Had some great conversations lately about depicting different types of trauma and whatnot in media, or even joking about darker subjects, and it just makes me deeply, deeply appreciate folks that can look at something in a media, realize it's harming them psychically, but not then insist that's a fault in the media. Or an ill of society. Or a sin we should banish. To simply accept that they're not in a place to absorb it while still respecting the right of other's to explore it more. That right there is king shit.

I think understanding sensitive topics and triggers, and how they can be damaging if not properly labeled or considered, is a GREAT improvement on media literacy, but there's definitely a subset of fandom that conflates that with forbidden. If it's a trigger, it should be avoided, banned, or that only a perpetrator would want to depict it, or that it MUST be depicted in a specific way or else it's not okay.

But as someone with CPTSD that has had clinical trauma triggers, triggers SHOULD be explored. At your own pace and when you're ready.

Fucked up topics SHOULD be studied and twisted around fictional people and scenarios, giving us low-stakes ways to engage with high-stakes psychological concepts. We SHOULD see all kinds of takes on the subject and be able to look at them critically, whether the depiction is "good" or "bad". People can fuck up the portrayal and then we should discuss what makes us uncomfortable about it. People can nail the portrayal and we should find catharsis in seeing ourselves - or seeing others we know. And everything in between. All without assuming the author/creator set out to punish you and people like you in the process (half the time even the worst portrayals are just idiocy moving at high speeds anyways lol).

We've all got a right to say "oh, this is not doing me good to interact with right now", or "I can't find the humor in this topic", and I just wanna spread some love to the people that can also say, "but I hope everyone else can get something out of it" and go about their business.

[atinylittlediary]

I wonder if he ever fantasizes about what he took from me,

If he still takes pleasure in my suffering,

If he revels in it.

[laurentlemonke]

I forgot to mention that I post about mental health sometimes and I vent, so beware of that. If you're not comfortable with talks of psychosis/delusions/paranoia, maybe look away. I don't think that's related to age though so even if you're a minor, if you can handle those topics, you're free to view my blog👌

[adriendacat-vent-blog]

⚠️TO PEOPLE WHO COME ACROSS THIS BLOG⚠️

PLEASE Respectfully BLOCK this blog if you're easily trigger by and/or dislike the following:

●NSFW

○Violence

○Sexual Content

○Explicit Marterial

○Profanity

○Disturbing Content

●TRIGGERING TOPICS

○Self Harm

○Suicidal Actions

○Downgrading

○Violecne/Gore

○Bullying

○Mental Health

○Physical Health

○Medical Problems

○Religion

○Homo/Transphobia

○Deaths

Of course, I HAVE NOT named all of the triggering topics, there are far more. But if one that is NOT listed WILL be added if a post containinf that is made.

I WILL mark whether a post has certain triggering topics.

IF YOU get triggered after fair WARNING I will NOT take responsibility. If I forget to add a TW, then yes I WILL take my responsibility and apologize privately.

Please take note that Messages/Chats for this blog are open for venting.

If you feel like you need to vent or get something off of your chest, Ask Box is open!

Anonymous vents are ALLOWED!

I want everyone to feel safe and comfortable but also be aware of possible negative triggers, etc.

[directactionforhope]

By the way, even if you fully plan to vote for Biden in November (because Trump would be worse and has declared that if elected he would ban Palestinians from entering the US x, x, x, x)...

You can and I would argue should call or email Biden or whatever other Democrats represent you and just straight up lie about it. Tell them "I'm a constituent, and I've voted for you in x number of elections, and thanks to your support for the genocide of the Palestinian people, I will never, ever vote for you again."

Politicians, Democrats, and especially Biden need a fire lit under their asses, because the vast majority of them clearly aren't going to do shit without one. Or, worse, be like Biden and actively be the reason that Israel can continue its genocide on a political, monetary, and military level.

Tell Biden and other politicians that you will never vote for them again. It doesn't matter if it's true. It will help pressure US politicians to stop this genocide, and therefore it's the right thing to do.

Obviously this also applies to other countries where politicians are supporting Israel's genocide, especially countries that have cut funding to UNRWA (list here).

[ducktracy]

there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

[buggshotz]

i gess he can be happy 😒

[atinylittlediary]

It feels so stupid to say that i wont kill myself because i care about people,

It feels like a cop out,

Like im too chicken,

But who will find me?

Who will have to find my body, how could i do that to them?

Why cant i just disappear,

Why do i have to be remembered?

[pleuvoire]

i am so so tired of people in kink discourse or whatever saying "people are allowed to be uncomfortable" when what they really mean is "people are allowed to come up to you and tell you how uncomfortable they are, demand that you stop posting the things you post on your personal blog, act like you're evil, and call for your social exclusion over how evil you are" stop it!! stop it!!!! stop making me see that dumbass argument!!!! just stop!!!!