#Very possibly

[himebushou]

Anyway the real tragedy of the timeskip is that the sharky on Kazuki's apron is gone.  I loved that little guy.  He was an integral part of the show, of the family.  The third daddy, if you will.

Somewhere between living in Nakasu and Miri starting high school, Kazuki decided that he didn't need the sharky anymore.  Kurusu Kazuki moved on.

But I haven't.

[thismessymasterpiece]

y’all, i am currently having the worst hyperfixation on finnick odair of my entire life. drop requests <333

[wisteriagoesvroom]

girl lando 🙏🤲

she’s on her way…

in which oscar acts like he’s so cool about her (he’s not at all cool about her)

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Lando waltzes into the McLaren hospitality area and whips off her sunglasses, and everyone knows it’s time to get to work. Oscar wolfs down the rest of his ham sandwich and a bit of stray bread goes flying to the floor.

To Lando’s credit, she just makes a face at him before she passes him a serviette in silence, but doesn’t otherwise say anything about it.

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[kyluxtrashpit]

So I’m having another… let’s call it an internet crisis. A thing that typically happens when I have Big Problems I can’t do fuck all about which means now it’s time to get Really Upset about problems that are comparatively small but do affect my daily routine (sorry again for no cut, I still can’t remember how to do it on mobile and I fucking hate hate hate the desktop post editor as much as someone can hate a piece of code)

It’s… getting harder to use tumblr. This isn’t about the sidebar, I don’t actually hate the sidebar cause we used to have a sidebar on the other side and I’ve missed it every since it left, but it’s about other things. A lot of things, but I won’t get into them all right now. For me, the new post editor is just. Really fucking difficult to use. If you’re just doing an unformatted, unplanned ramble (like this) or a little shitpost, it’s fine, especially if you’re on mobile (somehow the shitty mobile editor is now less shitty than the desktop editor, how tf did that happen), but if you’ve got multiple paragraphs and literally any formatting is needed? Well, you’re fucked, quite frankly, it is the most dense and convoluted post editor I’ve seen in like roughly 2 decades spent online. I’ve never seen anything more counterintuitive and difficult to use

And I’m sitting here with all these twitter posts I want to move. Some are little and would be easy. Others are a lot longer and more complicated and would shove me into that formatting hell I despise so much (and given how much feedback and unanswered asks to wip I’ve sent with no improvements, I’ve given up hope of it ever being made better). Like god I really, really want to save those posts but is it even worth it to do it here? But where else would I do it?

And the secondary layer too is… there’s no fucking posts here. No engagement on posts either most of the time. 90% of my posts come from my archive cause the kylux and Kylo (plus a few others I check less regularly) tags have very few daily posts and there’s hardly anything on my dash anymore. My original posts maybe get 10 notes on average, and these posts are ones that sometimes got near triple digit rts alone on twitter. Just seems there’s exceptionally few people here to enjoy them

And I’m still on twitter. It’s slowly dwindling but it’s still slightly more active than here. I’m on pillowfort and bsky too and they are truly dead (unless you’re a furry, good on the furries for populating every site in existence). There’s just. Nothing anymore. Maybe my fandoms are just dead but it feels like the meme about passing around the same $20 among friends cause capitalism is destroying us except with posts and likes

Idk. I feel like I don’t have an online home anymore. 90% of my socializing is online and 100% of my creativity is expressed through fandom and. I don’t know where to do that anymore. I have friends I chat with on discord and I love them but it’s… it’s not the same as a whole community, you know? And now that our homes are falling apart with every sign pointing towards imminent foreclosure like. What do I do. I know I’ve been through site losses before but. It feels different. Something new and shiny always came along before the end. I fear that’s not coming and we’ll all just be lost

Idk. I don’t have a conclusion. Twitter is doomed. I hate how the new owners are running on tumblr and I’m still posting here more out of a desperate desire to remember what community felt like than any real actual want to do so. The new sites have nothing going on. Idk. I feel lost. And maybe it’s the 15 other problems I have going on right now and hormones and shit but. I just don’t know what to do and I’m scared of what the future looks like for online communities and how alone I’ll be if I lost them (even though in reality I already have lost them aside from a small handful of people)

[sasha-whos-askin-racket]

I've started rewatching New Tricks because I found a way to watch it online and I'm desperately clinging to the comfort media of my childhood and I forgot how much I fucking love this show.

They really stuck three of the most batshit insane, utterly fucked up disastrous annoying old men in England together and put them under the control of an equally disastrous fucked up batshit insane woman who is wholly convinced she's the only normal one on the team despite the fact that in some ways she's actually WORSE.

[amelia-friend]

Went to Charlie and the Chocolate factory tonight, and saw at least one newsies hoodie and two fansies shirts in the audience.

[miscreantahead]

honestly the worst thing is noticing ur not following someone and not knowing if you already followed them and they softblocked you or if you just forgot to follow them

[bloodstained-ballgowns]

i need someone to tell me what it is about taylor swift's cover of riptide by vance joy that makes me want to uncontrollably sob every time i hear it.

[therainyfrutea]

hell-OOOO and see my new scemo sapphic skiju AU drawing i made to cope and forget about my troubles i love them so much.

[figofswords]

Dungeon food. Ahhhh, dungeon food!

[amaura77]

You guys ever just not know what to say online? Like you see everyone commenting something funny and you’re just like ___.

[idunska]

.

[zackprincebooks]

Me waking up: I want to write

Me eating breakfast: I want to write

Me getting ready for work: I want to write

Me at work: I want to write

Me eating lunch: I want to write

Me driving home: I want to write

Me at home, sitting in front of my laptop:

[halorvic]

[turtleblogatlast]

Little Leo watching telenovelas with his dad

Bonus:

[itsdefinitely]

i've noticed a pattern