#Wanting to be everyday with your girlfriend also knowing that her crazy ex is on her while you are away is not terrible I PROMISE

[mitsuki91]

If I saw another post that said that Snow was obsessed with Lucy Gray in a stalkerish/crazy/unhealty way I swear...

He was a boy in love. In the honeymoon phase.

And she was too by the way.

[hearts4maddison]

All to much

| Lando Norris x Reader

Paring: Lando Norris x Fem!reader. warnings: Panic attacks,Mentions of ex, gossip accounts, Angst, Fluff. summary: In which already dealing with the long distance the gossip accounts certainly do not help. word count: 4023

Note: This is probably terrible it was a midnight idea and this rushed so it’s not the best! Again my spelling is bloody horrible! also no hate luisa! love her so much!

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You knew The whole Long distance relationship was hard. especially being in a relationship with a Formula 1 driver. You also knew that before getting into a relationship with Lando. And yeah You missed him like crazy even if he’d only been gone for a week. But You told yourself you could do it and that you could handle the time zones.

So everyday at night you found yourself awake at 3o’clock at night Cheering,shouting and jumping up and down every time Lando was about to over take or when he got a podium. And just seeing him enjoying himself was enough.

You found yourself awake curled up in bed scrolling aimlessly through Instagram. Waiting and waiting for a text from Lando or a call from him. The last time you had talked to him was 2days ago he was more likely busy with all the post race interview or the meetings.

You didn’t want to look desperate mostly you didn’t want to look like a “overbearing girlfriend” who keeps blowing her boyfriend’s phone because she’s desperate for atleast one text. Now you just felt kinda ridiculous thinking the whole Long distance and the time zones were easy.

you scrolled and scrolled through people’s story’s until one Particular story had caught your eye Max Fwetrell. It was the normal Clubbing and having fun. Until someone in the back of the video stuck out.

Zooming in closer to the video you realised it was exactly who you thought it was..Lando and clearly by the looks of it he was living his best life drinking. It wasn’t just that he was extremely close to a girl a girl you had seen before but couldn’t exactly remember where.

You tried to shrug it off your really did. It’s not like Lando would just cheat on you without a single care in the world he wouldn’t…would he?

You decided to just leave it alone to just shut your phone and go to bed that would’ve been the best thing to do. But scrolling through multiple gossip accounts Fan accounts who were already posting about it.

| F1DriverGossip!

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Caption: F1 Lando Norris Spotted in Jimmy’z Monte-Carlo With his ex Girlfriend Luisa oliveira could it be the two possibly getting back together? 👀

View all comments:

| Landolover! : Hoping this is true! Missed seeing them! > User982: agreed. >LN4: I thought i was the only one!

| Mclarenforeverr: I thought Lando had a girlfriend? >Oscarlover: Same? i mean she barley even goes to the paddock with him? Maybe he finally got bored? >User 5: Gurl i am his girlfriend 😛

User10: Didn’t know Lando was a player. 🔥 >Pastry16: Tea is piping hot and i’m here for it.

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You couldn’t believe, you didn’t want to believe it. You knew him and luisa stayed good friends after breaking up but this? That look wasn’t the I think of you as a firend it certainly looked like more.

You couldn’t breathe you tried to but you just couldn’t it felt as if a huge weight was suddenly put onto your chest and you couldn’t do anything about it. You felt the hot tears streaming down your cheek as you hugged your knees to your chest.

Did Lando still Love her? how could he just cheat on you in a whole different country!? or did this whole relationship mean nothing?

You hated it,You hated him and you didn’t even think it was possible to hate him. Those stupid gossip accounts! They were so toxic for what? And just because you didn’t go to the paddock all the time? You felt stupid.

You took deep breaths to try and calm down until a low buzzing sound came from next to you picking up the phone.Not bothering to wipe the tears away as you picked up the phone only to be greeted by Lando smiling a face.

“..Hey baby- Hey..hey..what’s going on..” he asked eyes widening taking in your running noes and tear stained cheeks.

“..seriously!…y-you have the audacity..to act clueless..!” You mange to hiccup out breathing.

“..Y/n..Whoa slow down..What’s going on..?” Lando asks his face scrunching up.

“…Slow d-down!? Like..you and Luisa weren’t..cozying up to each other..!” You say breathlessly

“…No..Y/n no..! baby..you have it all wrong..!”

“Really!? Enlighten me then..What were you doing..!” You ask taking deep breathes

“…Luisa came up to me..And we talked! nothing else i swear…We just talked and caught up and she left after that..” he says desperately

“…T-then..how am i supposed to know that..”

“y/n i love you so much..and the thought of even doing that..I can’t even imagine.” he says while sighing.

“..i-i’m..-sorry..” you mange to get out tears welling up.

“..Hey it’s okay..Just breathe my love..breathe” He says taking in deep breathes as you copy his actions finally being able to calm down.

“..You okay?” He says his face softening and the sight of you.

“..yeah” you respond wiping your tears away.

“I love you,You know that..so much?”

“..Love you too..Lando”

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| Lando Norris

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Caption: Haters stay mad. I have the best girlfriend i could’ve ever asked in the whole world and i couldn’t have been more happier with with this beautiful girl in my life. I love her so much and for anyone commenting on our relationship or making up lies = Blocked 😘

| Yourusername: Love yah. 💗 >Lando norris: ❤️😍

[maxverstepponme]

Am I the only one who finds is insane how publicly controlling Kelly is. Max is literally never alone without a watchful eye placed on him by Kelly. She knows she can’t be there to monitor Max in the club so she sends her sister. Because even if they weren’t clubbing together it would be incredibly stupid of Max to try anything with her sister there. When she leaves and he stays home her mother is always magically there for some reason. Also the fact that Jr. is a “close friend” so again he would never try to do anything when he’s out with Jr. and most vacations and things HES GOING OUT WITH JR! There are literally always Piquets around him. Its also crazy how she constantly inserts herself into his life. I know she’s his girlfriend but it is so funny how she seems like she reminding him ✨IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND✨ every 5 seconds. Her putting her and P on his birthday for two years now. Seems like she’s convinced that is she makes all these big invents in Max’s life about her how could he breakup with her. “Max can’t breakup with me because his first world championship would be tainted with his ex girlfriend being in the middle of all the pictures” “Max can’t breakup with because then his 24 and 25 birthday would be tainted by his ex girlfriend and HER child being on the cake” It’s like she inserts herself into the middle of the championship photos and puts herself on his cakes so he will always be reminded of her anytime he thinks of those moments and also he can’t remove any evidence that she was there because she was front and center! I don’t even what to say this because it’s so sad but everyday seems more true that Kelly uses P to make him not leave too. For her to move her 1 year old into a 22 year olds apartment after only months of dating is insanity and now we see the repercussions of that. If Kelly and Max breakup Max most likely would be completely out of P’s life and P her whole conscious life has know Max. It’s so messed up that P is so involved in the logistics of this relationship but she is. Max cant leave Kelly because it’s not just Kelly who he would be kicking out. It’s not just effecting them it would honestly probably have the most effect on P and he knows it. The last thing I want to say is this let’s say the reason Kelly always has eyes on Max is because she has good reason to, he’s done something sketchy in the past and now she feels like she has to constantly be watching him is sad. If you have to monitor your boyfriends every move to make sure he’s not cheating on you THAN LEAVE HIM! That is not a healthy, trusting relationship and it will only get worst because at some point she wouldn’t be able to keep track of him and he’ll actually cheat. So either way their relationship is in the shitter. She’s either manipulative and controlling or he’s a cheater and she can’t trust him to be alone and both options sound miserable.

I saw a tweet today saying she planned this relationship and it keeps making sense 😭

[nepohtism]

“     what’s   up ,     my   name   is   knoxville  oakley  and   this   is   the   ‘  wired   autocomplete   interview .   ’     ”

                                                                 𝒘𝒉𝒐  …

who  is  knoxville  oakley    ?

“     that  would  ultimately  be  me ,    i  guess  ?    though  my  friends  do  call  me  knox .     so  just  call  me  knox  the  next  time  you  see  me ,    okay  ?     other  than  that  cheesy  line ,    i  am  an  actor  i  guess  ?     ”

who  is knoxville  oakley  related  to  ?

“     you  either  know  me  as  my  mothers  only  son ,    who  is  none  other  than   the  famous  actress  ava  ashmore .     or  my  sisters  younger  brother ,     alexee  oakley ,     who  is  also  an  upcoming  actress .     oh ,    and  then  i  guess  there’s  also  my  dad ,     but  he’s  just  some  boring  old  high  ranked  business  man  that  i  doubt  you’ve  ever  heard  of .     sorry  not  sorry  dad .     ”

who  is  knoxville  oakley  favorite  marvel  superhero  ?

“     growing  up ,    it  was  always  spiderman .     so  being  able  to  play  him  is  literally  a  dream  come  true .     i  believe  to  this  day  it  still  is  because  this  kid  has  been  through  so  much  shit  yet  he  still  continues  to  stay  humble  and  wants  to  save  everybody ,     even  the  bad  guys .     spoiler  alert  !     ”

who  is  knoxville  oakley  dating  ?

“     that  would  be  my  beautiful  and  insanely  talented  girlfriend ,      larissa  macedo .     she’s  so  kick  ass  dude ,     like  i  genuinely  mean  it .     she  could  kick  my  ass  and  i  would  thank  her .     that’s  how  amazing  she  is .     ”

                                                                      𝒊𝒔  …

is  knoxville  oakley  playing  peter  parker  ?

“     that  i  am  !     though  by  now  i’m  sure  most  know  that  answer ?     i’m  gonna  guess  this  was  a  frequently  asked  question  when  the  new  spiderman  movie  got  announced .     ”

is  knoxville  oakley  from  new  york  ?

“     i  am  not ,    hence  the  accent .     i’m  actually  from  london ,   lived  there  most  of  my  childhood  and  teen  years  until  my  father’s  time  in  the  military  came  to  a  final  halt  and  we  moved  back  to  the  states .      after  relocating  to  the  states  though ,    new  york  has  been  my  home .    as  well  as  hollywood .     ”

is  knoxville  oakley  currently  shooting  in  la ?

“    i  am  !     9-1-1  got  picked  up  for  another  new  season  so  expect  to  see  your  favorite  buckley  and  oakley  sibling  on  your  screen  once  again  in  the  fall  !     ”

                                                                    𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕  …

what  is  knoxville  oakley  like  in  real  life  ?

”     i   get  compared  to  a  golden  retriever  puppy  a  lot  ?     i  guess  at  times  i  just  have  too  high  of  energy  or  seem  a  little  too  happy  to  people .      which  is  bonkers  by  the  way .     how  can  somebody  be  too  happy ,    yanno  ?     ”

what  color  are  knoxville  oakley’s  eyes  ?

“     blue ,      but  not  like  that  piercing  blue ,     yanno  which  ones  i’m  talking  about  ?     yeah  nah ,     mine  or  more  like  ocean  blue  maybe  ?    definitely  not  sky  blue .     ”

what  is  knoxville  oakley’s  zodiac  sign  ?

”     you  know  i  surprisingly  know  this  one ,     mainly  because  an  ex  of  mine  was  like  crazy  into  the  whole  zodiac  thing .     i  am  a  cancer ,    and  we  are  known  to  be   generous ,     loyal ,     and empathetic .     ”

what  does  knoxville  oakley’s  tattoo  say  ?

”     i’d  have  to  counter  this  with  which  one ,     for  i   have  17 .      but  i’m  gonna  assume  it’s  the  one  on  my  arm  that  everybody  can  see  which  says .     ‘     i  saw  the  angel  in  the  marble  and  carved  until  i  set  him  free .      ’    it’s  from  michelangelo .     ”

                                                                    𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔  …

does  knoxville  oakley  do  yoga  ?

“    i  actually  do  yoga  about  4-5  times  a  week  after  my  heavy  workouts .    helps  soothe  the  mind  and  body  back  down .     i  could  probably  be  better  at  it  though  so  if  anybody  wants  to  teach  me  more  moves  then  hit  me  up .    ”

does  knoxville  oakley  have  a  pet  ?

“     i  do  !   i  actually  have  a  cat  and  a  dog  that  go  together  perfectly ,     but  i  also  have  a  horse  as  well .     i  just  don’t  get  to  see  her  much  unless  i’m  detoxing  from  city  life .     she’s  well  taken  care  of  though ,     we  facetime  everyday .     ”

does  knoxville  oakley  dance  professionally  ?

“     if  tik  tok  dances  count  as  professionally  then  sure .     haha ,   but  no .    but  i  mean  maybe  i  could  if  dancing  with  the  stars  would  reach  out .    that  would  be  fun ,    right  ??     ”

does  knoxville  oakley  have  a  child  ?

“    not  that  i  know  of    ???    now  you  guys  have  me  questioning  whether  i  should  reach  out  to  some  of  my  exes  to  make  sure .     ”

does  knoxville  oakley  have  instagram  ?

“     hell  yeah  i  do ,    it’s  @knoxoakley .     send  me  a  message  after  you  watched  this  and  i’ll  message  you  back ,     might  even  follow  back .    who  knows ,    haha .     ”

                                                                       𝒅𝒊𝒅  …

did  knoxville  oakley  date  juno  choi  ?

“     oh  god  no .   no  offense  or  anything ,    alright  juju  ?    we’ve  just  known  each  other  since  childhood  basically  and  honestly ,    she  probably  knows  me  more  than  i  know  myself  at  times .     that’s  my  best  friend  right  there .     ride  or  die ,    baby .     ”

did  knoxville  oakley  ever  delete  their  social  media  ?

“     no  i  did  not  !     many  people  believed  i  did  but  lari  actually  invited  me  to  go  with  her  to  one  of  her  sights  and  what  was  supposed  to  be  just  a  day  there  and  back  actually  turned  into  us  spending  well  over  two  weeks  there  just  because  it  was  so  beautiful  and  we  needed  a  break  away  from  the  city .     but  with  it  only  originally  being  a  day  there ,     i  didn’t  bring  a  charger  for  my  phone .    it  was  a  nice  break  away  though .     ”

did  knoxville  oakley  have  a  fight  in  public  ?

“     only  with  my  dear  ole  dad ,    i  guess .    wouldn’t  call  it  a  fight .    no  fists  were  swung  or  anything .     it  was  more  of  an  argument  if  i  do  say  so  myself .     ”

                                                          AND  WE’RE  DONE .

“     thank  you  guys  for  watching  and  for  searching ,    i’m  honestly  quite  impressed  on  how  interested  you  guys  are  in  my  life .    thank  you  so  much !     ”

[lifeasatargetedindividual]

As my enemies continue fighting to steal, kill and destroy my voice, I remain expressing myself as I please, just as they do. It's amazing, the great battle of us Targeted Individuals just to be able to live as freely as our enemies. So far this morning, I've been remotely spit on, slapped, kicked in the back, taunted, and insulted, as I journal my thoughts and feelings. The almighty Attention-Whores always fight like hell to gain and keep my attention, as they are quite desperate. Anything that takes my attention away from them, they wage war against as they have nothing better to do than sit around on their asses all day talking crap into ultrasonic microphones and using their DEW's technology to try and batter me. I feel sorry for them. They waste their entire lives away......all to keep my attention 😂🤣 And in their minds, it's the coolest thing ever, when in actuality, it's quite pathetic and utterly cringy, like so unattractive 🤮 They're desperate for power over someone they don't even know, someone who does nothing to them, and they'll say and do anything for their little power-kick while fully expecting me to respect them. Yeah, keep on wishing. Of course I already know the other reason they're doing this is to run me back to my number #1 enemy, Lynn Patrick Brinley. I'm always being told to "give up" and just call him, because he wants me as his "wife." Ha. Yeah, you keep right on wishing, son. It's never going to happen. Never will I ever be with a man who condones having me treated like a piece of crap all day everyday by complete strangers and from time to time, even relatives who've been roped into his little hate campaign. For the second night in a row, I was raped in my sleep by Michael, one of my V2K operators and one of the Backyard Neighbors I've reported on many times before in the past. I have reason to believe now his girlfriend's name is Regina and daughter's name is Annette. I despise their entire family, as they are the ugliest most abusive family I've ever encountered, and I'm eagerly awaiting the day they are dead and suffering in hell for all the torment they are gleefully putting me through. Last night's rape was as realistic as the night before--not just a nightmare. I fully recognized his voice and his girlfriend's as I was held down in the bed. This time it was done vindictively, as I'd spend most of the day before griping over it in shock and trauma mode within my mind. Their motto is the same as Brinley's: the more I complain about it, the more they will do it until I "grow" to accept it. Yet they all expect my full obedience and respect of them. Yeah, keep dreaming. All involved also continue in playing up my ex-girlfriend's lies about me wanting and being with her man in the past. A complete lie, everyone knows it, yet I continue being punished for it as if it's true. They insist its all just a "game" and part of my "schooling" yet are also implying they are very much aware they are tormenting and persecuting me over a sheer lie. All day everyday this lie is pumped up the most via V2K, and occasionally I'm told to blame my ex-girlfriend. The fact the man I once loved has given the greenlight to have this woman's lies beefed up against me shattered any lingering desire to ever be with him. Someone who truly loves you isn't going to join up with your crazy, hellish ex all for the sake of a "game." Lynn Brinley fucked up with that one, majorly. He can keep pumping up the masses with pressuring me into being with him all he likes, it'll never happen, I'm putting down a $2,000 bet on that one right now. Intolerable cruelty. As a Christian, I have to forgive them all, but I don't have to like nor ever join up with their demonic persecution alliance. And I never will. They all got a peek of that in the other part of last night's hellish nightmare experience. What has Light to do with Darkness as the scriptures state? Absolutely nothing. So I never will be one of them. Lynn Brinley and all his troll buddies can kiss my ass.

[yurimother]

The Best Yuri of 2020

2020 was hell in every way, and many of us are looking forward to new possibilities and advances in 2021. However, the year brought us many small moments and gifts worth celebrating. Among these, the explosive growth and change within the Yuri genre are among the most precious and most outstanding achievements. This second century of Yuri opened with a bang, as phenomenal new works, creators, and moments made their mark and helped change the future genre.

This annual list is a celebration of just a handful of the fantastic titles, people, and events in Yuri. There are likely some even greater ones that did not make the list because there is so much content in both English and Japanese that even I cannot keep up. However, among the troves of treasure, these titles stood out as shining examples of Yuri excellence. Some were released this year, others were recently adapted into English, and still, others are established titles that rose to prominence to dominate the conversation and my mind this year, but every one of them is worthy of being on this list and in your heart.

Here is the Best Yuri of 2020!

15: The Curse of Kudan Remastered

Japanese Yuri visual novel developers show no sign of slowing down as they continue to push to new heights and try new ideas. These are the same amazing people who brought us the delightful educational Yuri game The Expression Amrilato and the hilarious and surprisingly queer OshiRabu: Waifus Over Husbando’s. However, this most recent release, The Curse of Kudan Remastered, is their best work yet. Released near Halloween, this game brings a new edge of dark mystery and the occult to Yuri audiences worldwide.

The Curse of Kudan is available on MangaGamer, JAST USA, Denpasoft, and Sekai Project.

14: Adachi and Shimamura

English audiences were finally treated this year to Hitoma Iruma’s long-running and wildly successful Yuri light novel series, Adachi and Shimamura. Although the story struggles to gain traction, dedicated readers’ have their patience rewarded with a sweet tale full of gay pining. Alternatively, you can jump into its stellar anime adaptation, with gorgeous visuals and realized characters you will actually be willing to put up with the annoying Yashiro just to see where the title characters go. The series shows no sign of slowing down either, as the manga adaptation is coming to Western audiences next year.

Adachi and Shimamura is available to stream on Funimation. The light novel series is published by Seven Seas - https://amzn.to/3rTSZTK

Honorable Mention: Happy Go Lucky Days

The OVA adaptation of Fragtime got most of the attention this year. Still, director Takuya Satou and Pony Canyon also gave us this much-overlooked “love is love” anthology movie based on Takako Shimura’s manga (Sweet Blue Flowers, Wandering Son). The first short in the film, “Happy,” is easily the best Yuri anime of the year. It follows the beautiful yet realistic queer love story of two women hooking up at a mutual ex-girlfriend’s wedding, only for the relationship to blossom and warm viewers’ hearts. Sadly, while stylized, the budget demanded the animation cut a few too many corners. Additionally, the subsequent stories are at best tedious and at worst alarmingly problematic, which is why Happy Go Lucky Days only gets an honorable mention.

The OVA is streaming on HIDIVE

13: Mieri Hiranishi

The Yuri scene has many colorful creators with a breadth of different ideas and stories in the genre, yet few have provided as much humor and joy as Mieri. This talented creator spectacularly tumbled into the scene with her manga essay The Moment I Realized I Wasn’t Straight, which embodies the brutal honesty and realism of Nagata Kabi and matches it with exaggerated hilarity. She continues to chronicle her painful struggles of being a butch girl in love with butch girls in the monthly series The Girl that Can’t Get a Girlfriend. Alternatively, you can follow her on Twitter for just as much heart and laughter.

Read The Girl that Can’t get a Girlfriend on Tapas and Webtoon.

12: My Next Life as a Villainess: All Routes Lead to Doom!

My Next Life as a Villainess has what can only be described as volcanic bisexual energy. Every character protagonist Catarina Claes encounters is entirely enthralled by her. Of course, she is far too preoccupied with her quest to avoid doom flags and change her ultimate fate to notice any romantic interest. The series is rewarding and well structured, as views are just as focused on how Catarina plans to avoid certain doom as they are with the various romantic misses her band of companions cooks up. While the “friendship ending” did not capitalize on its Yuri potential, it was perhaps the most satisfying possibility for this crazy harem, at least until season two comes out, which looks, unfortunately, to be significantly less queer.

My Next Life as a Villainess is streaming on Crunchyroll

11: Love Me for Who I Am

Kata Konayama’s manga series is less Yuri than a general LGBT work, but it has a lesbian character and explores her identity and struggles in great detail. Few titles before have captured the exciting and nervous waves of emotions that young people feel as they explore gender and sexual identities and try to find themselves. This heartfelt and extremely queer series rubberbands between cute moe dress up to tragic and gripping backstory, keeping readers on their toes the whole time.

Love me for Who I Am is published by Seven Seas - https://amzn.to/3rTSZTK

10: A Summer’s End – Hong Kong 1986

Oracle and Bone’s debut visual novel, A Summer’s End, is set in a vibrant and electric 1980’s Hong Kong. Drawing inspiration from classic Asian cinema, music, and fashion. The worlds of Michelle, a young office worker, and a free-spirited woman named Same collide. The two struggle to comprehend and accept each other’s feelings just as they struggle against society’s expectations and prejudices. An incredibly thoughtful and touching adventure, the creators incorporated vital contemporary elements include Asian LGBTQ rights and growing political unrest in Hong Kong, into this illustrious game.

The visual novel is available on Steam.

Honorable Mention: Goodbye, My Rose Garden

In the same vein as A Summer’s End, Goodbye, My Rose Garden is a beautiful period piece that incorporates LGBT views into its shattering narrative. The story follows a bright-eyed immigrant, Hanako, wanting to make a new life in England as an author at the dawn of the twentieth century. She takes a job as a maid to noblewoman Alice, but their relationship takes a turn when Alice asks Hanako to kill her. This poignant tale is beautiful and an honest depiction of love and its conflict with responsibility and society.

Goodbye, My Rose Garden is published by Seven Seas Entertainment - https://amzn.to/3hFSyaG

9: Shio Usui

Usui’s hit Shaikaijin Yuri manga Doughnuts Under a Crescent Moon could easily take this spot even though it is not even out in English until February 2021. The manga is already making waves and receiving constant praise. The characters and their journey to discover love and self-acceptance are as charming as they are relatable and grounded. However, it is the creator, Usui, who really deserves acclaim. Not just for their work on Doughnuts, but having a second serialized story, Onna Tomodachi to Kekkon Shitemita, in monthly Yuri magazine Comic Yuri Hime simultaneously. It is even more remarkable when you consider these two iconic stories are Usui’s first long-running works, as they only contributed one-shots before.

8: Bloom Into You: Regarding Saeki Sayaka

Bloom Into You is possibly the most iconic Yuri series in the past decade, and while the manga deserves its own place on this list, the best thing to come out of the series as a whole is easily the light novels. This trilogy by Adachi and Shimamura creator Hitoma Iruma dives deep into supporting cast member Sayaka. Readers are treated to a delightful journey as she discovers her sexuality, experiences heartbreak, and finally finds herself breaking free and falling in love. With the help of gorgeous illustrations by Nakatani Nio herself, Iruma masterfully captures Sayaka’s unique voice and emotions in this wonderful series. Whether a fan of the originals or not, every Yurijin must check out Regarding Saeki Sayaka.

The light novel series is published by Seven Seas - https://amzn.to/3hFSyaG

7: Our Teachers are Dating

The best a Yuri can get. This workplace romance follows two teachers at the start of a new relationship taking nervous yet enthusiastic first steps, including saying I love you, going on their first date, and even sleeping together. It is so heartfelt and salacious that readers will squeal the whole time. Additionally, our heroines are supported in their relationship by everyone they know, their students, colleagues, and even the principal. It is a perfect world for these two lovebirds! Our Teachers are Dating would easily be number one or two in any other year, but the competition is fierce in 2020. So even though this is only number seven, it is still a master class Yuri manga.

The manga is published by Seven Seas Entertainment - https://amzn.to/38XY3O9

6: Amongst Us

Who would have thought that a comedy alternative universe story spinoff of a fantasy action series would be the single best Yuri webcomic this year? Shilin’s astounding artwork illustrations the hilarious and irresistible journey of girlfriends Blackbird and Veloce. These two eccentric young women get into all kinds of everyday mischief that bounces between tender and touching romance, completely outrageous comedy, and downright thirst-inducing sorcery. Seriously, you should buy the first volume for Veloce’s back muscles alone. The storyline skips between time, but both their established relationship and their meeting as teenagers are adorkable and captivating.

Amongst Us is available online free on Webtoon and the comic’s website. The first volume is in paperback on Shilin’s site.

Honorable Mention: Éclair

There are a lot of Yuri anthologies out there, and they have done some beautiful things. Many focus on themes like Syrup. Others collect a series of stories by an author into one bound work. However, out of all of them, Éclair is the most successful. ASCII Media Works took some of the genre’s most extraordinary creators and let them do whatever they wanted, and the results are spectacular. The incredible talent behind Éclair somehow packs a full volume’s worth of story and character into just a few pages with every chapter. While the first volume came overseas a few years ago, Yen Press gave Yurijin a gift this year by releasing the entire rest of the series in which readers can get lost.

The anthology series is published by Yen Press - https://amzn.to/38XY3O9

5: I’m in Love with the Villainess

A small trend of isekai Yuri with villainesses emerged recently, and I honestly had few hopes of I’m in Love with the Villainess. The series is pretty popular, but I often find that this does not denote quality, and with isekai having some institutional issues, I suspected this would fall flat. Then the volume three cover showcased an incredible accomplishment, allowing for a lesbian relationship to blossom into a family with children, and it blew me away. Finally, I read volume one and realized that the series has incredible character, some of the best world-building I have ever seen in a light novel, thoughtful discussions of inequality and societal issues, and most impressively, open and frank discussion of queer identity and life Yuri has ever seen! This one is something special.

The series is published by Seven Seas Entertainment - https://amzn.to/3nedvdZ

4: The Last of Us Part II

Yes, I know this one is not Yuri and that a portion of the population despises this game and will likely be exceptionally angry at me for including it. However, I maintain that it was an incredibly challenging masterpiece. Naughty Dog did not take the easy route out and delivered one of the most devastating media experiences I have ever seen. As I said in my article about the game, playing it changed me, and it sticks with me to this day. The Last of Us Part II earns its spot on this list because it pushed boundaries more with LGBTQ inclusion than any other AAA game. From brave inclusion of LGBTQ themes to queer characters and storylines at its center, the game changes gaming and it will never go back.

The Last of Us Part II is available on PlayStation 4

3: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power

She-Ra feels like the culmination of all the LGBTQ progress western cartoons have made over the past few years. From The Legend of Korra to Steven Universe, young people are finally seeing more LGBTQ people represented on the small screen. This epic fantasy concluded with an amazing and powerful lesbian romance, delivering on its queer promise and revolutionized representation in a trope-defying crescendo.

She-Ra and the Princesses of Power is streaming on Netflix

2:  The Conditions of Paradise

The greatest single Yuri work of all in 2020 was the English release of Akiko Morishima’s breakthrough manga, The Conditions of Paradise. Initially released in 2007, this anthology detailed the love between adult women. It was in every way a manga ahead of its time, and seeing it finally get a small piece of the recognition it deserves overseas is a true gift. The fact that we can own this legendary piece of Yuri history and Morishima’s other anthologies is nothing short of a blessing from the Yuri goddess.

The Conditions of Paradise is published by Seven Seas Entertainment - https://amzn.to/38bh4xq

Honorable Mention: Otherside Picnic

This eerie sci-fi horror series combines the best of pulse-pounding thrillers, complex and intelligent hard science fiction, and exciting Yuri romance. Author Iori Miyazawa spends as much time crafting a well-paced and intriguing narrative about a mysterious world where occult creatures roam as he does establishing two believable and grounded heroes in Sorawo and Toriko. The romance between the two may be slow to start, but their chemistry is undeniable and as the stakes and story build, so too does their relationship. Not only are the light novels incredible, but the series’ manga adaptation is coming soon to the West as well as an upcoming TV anime in early 2021.

Otherside Picnic is streaming on Funimation. The light novels are published by J-Novel Club - https://amzn.to/3niiv1g

1. Yuri subgenres

For a long time, Yuri was not a genre of its own, but elements of romances or bonds between women found in other works. Now, thanks to an increasing library of works, the advent of social media, and a wider audience, Yuri is a genre on its own, with many creators telling different stories in different styles. However, 2020 saw the continued emergence of something extraordinary, subgenres. Yuri is now so vast, we can actually categorize the works within. Depending on their characters, like classic schoolgirl romances or spicy shakaijin office affairs, their world, such as fantasy or isekai series and thrilling science fiction adventures, and even other elements within. One of my personal favorites is the feminist Yuri that emerges from titles like Sexiled, where women celebrate the accomplishments of other women and dismantle power structures stacked against them. Now, no matter what kind of Yurijin you are, there is something for you to love.

I am happy to leave 2020 behind, but I bring with me a renewed love and admiration for Yuri. 2021 looks to be a somehow even better year for the genre, and I am thrilled to experience every minute of it that I can. Yuri has transformed into something far greater than I ever thought it would be, and let us all enjoy its evolution and expansion together in 2021.

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Why? - draco malfoy

hi! this is my first time writing cheating!draco x reader, soo it's going to be a mess. Remember! I'm so so new at writing fanfics so my writing is shit and English is not my native language.

Summary : You have been dating Draco for 6 months and you've been a lot better since Draco came after your parents dead. He has been the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. But nothing this good last forever..

Warnings : negative thoughts, cheating, suic!de, shitty writing (lmk if i miss something. I'm so sorry to the people who is struggling with their mental health.. I feel you and believe me we can do this! I love you <33)

'There he is.. with her.'

Draco Malfoy a.k.a Slytherin Prince, Potter's enemy, an asshole, and your ex boyfriend.

You don't know what the heck he had done to you because you're so in love with him and had been dating him for 6 months.

He's super nice at first. Always on your side, comfort you whenever you felt down, compliment you, support you and being effortlessly romantic. But after 3 months... he started acting weird.

He stopped greet you with kisses on your cheek, he didn't wait for you after classes, he didn't ask you to sleep with him and that drives you crazy.

People might say you're just being 'dramatic' or 'overreacting' but after days like that people start to see the slytherin prince relationship is getting worse.

There is also some people that asked you if you are still dating him and you would be lying if you say your heart didn't break a little. But you just ignored them.

You didn't know where things goes wrong. You've been nothing but good to him. You even do his homework if he forgot about it.

You feel like you're not enough. You thought maybe it's because of your weight so you started eating less. You keep throwing up but you keep saying that 'it's going to be alright'. Little did you know, it will never be alright again.

And when he keeps hanging out with her. You got jealous and your heart shattered when you realized he might chose her over you. He's everything you had. You have no family, not very much friends and he's the very first person you ever gave your heart to.

But of course, Astoria fucking Greengrass will always get what she wants.

Everyone knows she had a crush on your boyfriend. Well shit, even Draco knows.

But still, he still hanging out with her and didn't even realize his own girlfriend always get left behind. He often forgot dates that you planned to spen time with him too.

Draco thoughts:

He love you. Wait, no. He loved you.

Everyday after you guys got official.. He feels like he's the luckiest person ever lived on earth. But after months, he slowly lose feelings...

He started hanging out with Astoria because only now he realized how attractive she was and even though he was still your boyfriend at that time, he felt like Astoria was much more important than you.

So he stopped showing loves for you and start forgetting you.

He often thinking about the decision of leaving you but he always asked himself.. 'is it worth it?'

But of course, after months he gets too frustrated so he decided to just go for it.

Before that day, Astoria already asked him if he likes her back and he said yes.. Astoria was over the moon that time and immediately ask him to broke up with her, so he did.

Narrator pov :

He knocked on your dorm and you opened the door. You were on cloud nine when you saw it's him. He finally came.

But when he didn't greet you and just enter your dorm with no emotion, you can sense something was wrong.

"What's wrong, Draco? Are you alri-" he cut you off.

"I have something to tell you." he said with a stern voice.

"oh okay. What is it?" you asked.

"I-" he hestitated at first knowing that he could lose the best thing that ever happen in his life but when the thought of being with Astoria crossed his mind. He didn't care about you anymore.

"I'm breaking up with you" he finished.

You froze. Stunned as a doll. You couldn't get words out. You just stared at him with wide eyes. And finally spoke.

"W- what? Why? Draco please tell me what did I-"

"I don't love you anymore" he simply cut you off with that sentence.

Your face was pale as a paper when you realized your negative thoughts is becoming real.

"I'm sorry, but you're not enough for me y/l/n"

He used your last name and that's when it hit you. He doesn't love you anymore and that also mean, no one loves you anymore..

You gathered yourself up and wiped the tears that won't stop flowing from your eyes and replied with a simple "Fine."

Draco is so shocked. He didn't expect you would let him go this easily but this is what he wants.. right?

When he snapped out of his thoughts he saw you packing all of his things with your wand and quickly passed it to him in a luggage that he left when he decided that he want to sleep with you sometimes. Well, that 'sometimes' is over now.

"Take it and leave. Now." you said with a wavered voice.

"O-okay" he stuterred, still couldn't believe you handle it like this.

When he closed the doors you immediately fall on you knees, grab your wand and cast a silencing spell. Then, you screamed and crying so loud. Because he's the only person you have and now.. You lost him too.

-4 days later-

Pansy and Blaise are the only one who came visit you after they heard what's happening.

Pansy and Blaise are your only friend and your bestfriend and you're so grateful to have them.

While Draco, made it official with Astoria.

They didn't hang out with Draco after what he did. Apparently, he's been cheating on you. He have slept with her multiple times before he broke up with you and he didn't even regret it.

Pansy and Blaise have forced you to go to clasess and after days they tried to convince you to get out of your room, they succeeded.

You felt so grateful to have them but also hate them for making you do this.

-

The very next day, you guys three walkef into the great hall for breakfast. Even though you dont want to eat, Pansy forced you.

You decided to move on, but after seeing him, with her holding hands and laughing your heart break to million pieces.

-after two weeks-

He got closer to her so fucking fast. Like they are made for each other.. maybe they are.

You ignored them and started to think about more important things..

Where can you go? Your family are not rich, You have no realtives so, how?

Usually Narcissa will took care of you. She would let you stayed at the Malfoy's Manor. Even Lucius gave you permission to do whatever you want..

You always stayed at Hogwarts when it's holiday because you don't want to feel like a burden to them but what were you going to do if school ends?

You came with one the only solution.

Su!cide.

That's the only way you can end all of this suffering. Or so that's what you thought.

So here you are, Astronomy Tower.

This is the place Draco asked you to be his girlfriend.. So, before you end your 'pathetic' life you wrote him a letter and leave it in front of his dorm. Oh how you wish you could turn back time.

Without thinking and wasting time anymore, you jumped, craving to be free again.

When your body is falling you can only think about one thing.

'At least he's happy.'

Then everything you can feel was pain and it started to get dark.

Draco POV :

He's currently patrolling around the hallway hoping to catch some of Potter's friends.

'pathetic gryffindork' he thought.

He's been snapped out of his thought because of the gasping and gathering in front of him. He could see some of the prefects and teachers.

'Bloody hell wtf happened? Even Dumbledore is here?' he thought again.

Everyone looks shocked and some was even crying so he slowly approached the crowd.

And he froze when he sees a dead body laying on the ground with blood pooling around her.

He doesn't noticed it's you until he looks at the face that are covered in blood. He's pale as a paper when he goes down to your hands to see the promise ring that he gave you..

He quickly made his way to your dead body and hesitantly put your head on his lap.

He started to cry and kept mumbling "no no no y/n open your eyes please y/n.."

At this point everyone is shocked because who would have thought The Draco Malfoy still had feelings for this poor girl that he cheated on.

"No no no no no Y/n?? Open your eyes darling please- ope- open your eyes" he stuttered while caressing your cheek.

Proffessor Mcgonagall step forward and asked for other teachers to help her to bring you to St. Mungos.

Your body got carried away from him is enough to make him regretted everything he had ever done to you.

The only thing that he believes is, it's his fault.

If he didn't cheat on you, you wouldn't even think to do this. Everyone know you are a kind and a very joyful girl.

'what have I done? I lost her. My fault. My fucking fault' he scolded himself in his mind.

While the teachers and prefects started to fade away, Draco couldn't move. With your blood on his shirt, he couldn't do anything except crying, screaming and kept blaming himself for everything that happen.

Blaise just arrived and his heart ache to see his best friend like this. Even though he's still mad for what he had done to you, Draco is still his best friend. So he approached him slowly.

"Draco, enough, let's go mate. Let's clean you up." he told him.

"My fault my fault my fault" he kept hitting himself with his covered in blood hands and mumbling the same thing again and again.

"Mate Don't blame yourself. You doesn't even know why she did this.. C'mon man, you are covered in blood."

"No blaise. You- you don't understand. Its my fault! She wouldn't k!ll herself if it's not because of me!" he cried.

"I-I can't.. I love her. I want to apologize to her Blaise. She- she died thinking she didn't matter. SHE DIED THINKING I DON'T LOVE HER" Draco screamed that even make Blaise flinched.

At this point, Blaise ignored what he said and help him to his dorm..

When they got to the common room, Pansy was there, crying.

When it came to gossips things will spread fast at Hogwarts so what make you think when someone died people won't know in the very next day..

Pansy turned herself to Draco and gave him a dissapointed looks before running to her dorm.

Blaise asked him to ignore it but how could he? Even Pansy agreed that it is his fault.

Thank god there's no Astoria when they got to his dorm because Draco didn't think he could handle seeing the girl he chose to be his and let you go. The most precious person to him. He couldn't help but keep replaying every happy memories that he had with you..

Your laugh. Your smile. The way that you will always blushing if he called you sweet name.

After he cleaned himself up. Blaise came in with a letter on his hands.

"I found this in front of your dorm... It's from her"

Draco hesitantly took it and started reading it because he was dying to know what makes you do this shit while Blaise made his way out.

Let's just say that letter make him teared up so bad that he wish he was the one who jumped off the Astronomy Tower because of the last things that were said in that letter was..

'I'm sorry for not being enough, Draco. I tried. I guess I'm not the person who destiny to be with you forever, but you'll always have my heart. Always and Forever.'

-the end-

Damn. This turns out so bad lmaoo. Sorry if this is bad! Oh and I think someone already done this? (maybe) I never read one before but istg i'm not copying anyone.

Have a great life! <3

[mar64ds]

can we hear more abt ur ocs?? i love love love them!!! theyre just such funny little guys............

oooh thank you!! 🥺 I'll share some random facts about a bunch of them!

These two? Found family :) The only ocs that have names so far unfortunely

Primary, the one on the left, their color scheme is formed by the primary colors, red, blue and green. She's pretty much, in-universe, a drawing that came to life, so they can break a lot of laws of physics because of that. He's really fun and energetic, very clever and sarcastic as well, they love messing with people but always in a fun kind of way, she's are not actually mean. Primary is genderfluid, ace and gay :)

Hellmet, the one of the right, they used to be called Beanie, but after their design changed I changed their name as well. They are a very scary monster and they partially love that, but they also don't want to be a REALLY bad person, so they always try to be very nice and polite even if it's always very clumsily. They do love being mean, just not too much. Hellmet is nonbinary (afab!) and aromantic

Important fact: they are both autistic

I really really love this bunny, I think she's always super fun to write or just think about her dialogue. I don't really know how to describe her personality... something similar to Pipimi from Pop Team Epic asdfghjkl down to earth but in a chaotic way. She's a trans aro lesbian :)

Pink otter ^_^ I love love love her. She really loves nerdy stuff and infodumping, she's really sweet and caring to everyone. She is definitely shy, she has her insecurities, but has a lot of supportive friends. She's really positive and kind to everyone, but she's definitely not naive, if someone is being a jerk she's not going to let that slide, sometimes the good nice thing to do is call out someone for being awful, not to 'forgive' them

She met her boyfriend in highschool, they were the kind of nerd/jock couple, but in a really really sweet way, the jock character (a kangaroo guy) is the type of 'i LOVE my girlfriend' kind of character.

She's trans and autistic :)

This muppet-like creature is really mean and evil but they are funny so it's okay. They are incredibly overpowered but it's okay because it's funny. They are mean and evil... kind of. They don't really search for destruction, just for entertainment, they LOVE seeing conflict between people just because it's FUN for them. When you are an immortal overpowered being you get bored, seeing your neighbors fight it's the one fun thing you can find. They create conflict a lot of times, but at some point they get super attached to the otter girl, she's like the only person they learn to truly care about.

There is no gender in this puppet

This guy is the leader of an evil army, he's the boss, he's a Bowser kind of character. This guy is super funny to me

So... he's a super powerful villain, and he's a good villain it's not like he's useless. But he is SO petty. Most of his missions are related to personal stuff: 'Oh my ex's kingdom is better than mine. Okay, I'm going to build this super cool laser in my own kingdom and use it to destroy a bunch of cool stuff from their kingdom'

He's kind of a jerk but he's a really nice boss too. He never treats his army bad and he pays them super well. There is a joke there that a member of his army talks to a hero and asks 'how much do they even pay you?' and the hero replies 'they don't pay me, I do this to help people' and the minion says 'THEY DON'T PAY YOU?! You need another job then, are you crazy?! This is the worst life choice I've ever seen'

He's honestly really nice to everyone at the end, if he captures a hero but no one comes to rescue them for a few days he feels bad for them and treats them like a guest

He's bi by the way

Imagine your typical hero and villain dynamic, that for years fight each other, that's their everyday lives. What if... they end up becoming a found family? What if the villain adopts the hero? What then

The idea of these two was more of a 'two animals in a forest are enemies' but it became way bigger and now the wolf guy is more of an actual supervillain, bird character is still very silly and normal lol

I care a lot about their development, it's meant to make absolute sense that the wolf would end up caring so much about the bird

Bird character is agender, aromantic and autistic+adhd as well. Wolf dad is gay

Thank you so much for asking!! Talking about ocs is a lot of fun!!

[taeescript]

29+1 (Part One)

𝔰𝔶𝔫𝔬𝔭𝔰𝔦𝔰: In which Seokjin is the Devil from The Devil Wears Prada, Taehyung is your work Jesus and Jimin is your handsome successful brother. 

𝔭𝔞𝔦𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: seokjin x reader (taehyung x reader if you squint real hard) 

𝔤𝔢𝔫𝔯𝔢: slice of life; ceo!seokjin (diva!seokjin)

𝔴𝔠: 3.6k

𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: heavy use of alcohol as a coping mechanism, a plethora of sarcasm (please don’t be offended) and a sprinkle of softness (is that a warning?). 

𝔞/𝔫: this sat in my unwritten folder since 2017 no lie. I wrote the premise and a singular paragraph at that time, then just gave up. I opened it a few days ago, got inspired again and this word vomit came out (heavily influenced by a midnight Zoom call with my friends). Ngl this was so much fun to write, and I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did. This will probably be in three parts.  𝔡𝔦𝔰𝔠𝔩𝔞𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔯: I did not know that DailyHive is an actual online news source when writing. This work is purely fictional and has absolutely nothing to do with the real DailyHive. 

part two

Your friends have a saying: After 29, nobody shares their age until they’ve accomplished something. 

In the past, you didn’t understand it. What’s so bad about saying you’re 30 or you’re 32? That’s still a young age! Sure, you’re not exactly in your prime anymore but you’re not old, right?

So, you continue in your own wondrous world of naïveté until that fateful day at your class reunion. You had simply been walking around, minding your own business when you had been stopped by an old colleague.

“Hey, Y/N, right?” she waves you down. 

You smile kindly, not even bothering to try and remember her name (you sucked at names, what could you say). 

“Hey…you!” you chuckle lightly, “How have you been doing?” 

An everyday question leading to catastrophic effects. 

“Oh you know,” she says and rolls her eyes as if you truly did know, “I’ve just been out and about. Did I tell you though? I got married last year!” She holds out her hand in which a giant diamond adorns her finger. “Wow!” you gasp, feigning interest. It’s not that you aren’t happy for her, but you are reminded of just how single you are currently. When was the last time you felt another human’s touch? Does kissing come back as easily as riding a bicycle? “Hey!” she says suddenly, “I’m actually meeting with a couple of friends from our class. You should come join! I’m sure they’d be happy to see you again!” You want to wave her off, but against your better judgment, you find yourself following in her footsteps and listening to her speak about wedding venues and honeymoon destinations.

“Oh my god!” another female voice filters in.

The “couple of friends” this old classmate had mentioned is in fact a fairly impressive size of twenty. This is also the third time the wedding announcement has been made. 

“Last year?” the female continues, “Weren’t you young?”

Yes, you want to respond. Yes she was young. A full 365 days younger than she is now.

Your classmate, Sooyoung (or Kiko as she insists going by now) titters in front of you. “I mean, you can sort of say I’m a late bloomer. I got married when I was 31.”

Her words unintentionally cut into you. Here you are at 29 without a beau in sight. You take a fast swig of your beer and end up hitting the empty glass with a clink to your teeth. Nobody notices.

“Enough about me, however, how about you?”

“I started my own business actually. It’s been doing really well and it’s been a crazy mind. Imagine me, my own boss at only 33!”

You nervously join them when they suddenly laugh together.  

“Hi, can I get another pint please? Actually add a tequila shot to that,” you whisper the last part to the waitress you had just stopped.

And that was how the rest of the night went. People asking one another what they had accomplished. Any moment in time after 30 would not be mentioned until somebody travelled to Uganda to build houses at 31 or another gave birth at the same age. Below 30, anything would be attributed to luck or in your case…

“What are you doing currently?” somebody asks you, “The little baby of our class.”

Swallowing your third tequila shot of the night, you wonder for the umpteenth time how you had become a part of this giant sharing circle. You wonder if it’s a blessing or a curse that you had graduated a little early and thus was younger than most of your peers.

“Well,” you start, “I’m currently working at DailyHive.”

“Ohh!” a man gushes. You recognize him as the once-upon-a-time science partner you used to cheat notes off of. “I use DailyHive nearly as much as Instagram these days. You guys cover everything from news to sports to fashion.”

You shrug. “Yeah. It’s, uh… it’s a pretty big company!”

“What are you doing there?”

Kiko-ex-Sooyoung hits the man teasingly on the shoulder. “Y/N is probably the Director of Marketing or something. Remember how she used to spend all class doodling in her notebook?”

“Or sleeping!” someone quips.

You don’t join in when they all laugh.

“I’m…an intern,” you say with as much pride as you can in a group of established professionals ranging from dermatologists to that one guy who had flown around the world as a TedTalk guest speaker.

A hushed silence befalls everyone.

“That’s…cool!” the same man encourages you, “Interns are totally rad! Everyone wants an intern spot these days.”

His girlfriend pats your arm, almost empathetically. “Yeah. I know a bunch of people who first start off as interns and then they shoot up the ladder quick enough. As long as you’re no longer an intern at 30, you’re golden!”

Once again, the entire group laughs as if she has said the most hilarious of jokes.

She composes herself and says to you, “Because after that, you should have accomplished something.”

Her words still ring in your ears as you sit at your desk this morning.

Yeah…something. All you need to do is accomplish something in the next three months before you are officially, 29 + 1.

Your fingers tap against your thighs silently while you observe the current debate that is occurring in the conference room. You barely have time to sweep the falling hair back behind your ear as your fingers ferociously fly across the keyboard to keep in track with the meeting.

Fei is arguing that the implement of a new search word system would boost users while Daniel says that it is a waste of resources. Instead, everything should be put into updating the entire system as a whole. You have long since lost track of their words as neither pertain to what you do as an intern.

“Enough,” the CEO of DailyHive holds up a hand. His one word causes the entire room to hush over – truly, the words of a god.

And that might as well be what he is. With his hair swept back and a lone tendril curling perfectly above his brow, Kim Seokjin is legitimately a walking god. Off his broad shoulders hang an expensive white linen suit bought with his pocket change and your yearly salary. A pair of sunglasses hangs in the V of the collared shirt dipping low enough to blur the lines between being fashionably professional and just downright sexy.

The snap of his fingers brings you back to the present.

He dramatically rolls his eyes and accepts that you are an incompetent minute-taker.  

“I have to remember that the world just doesn’t move as fast as I do.”  

                                                            - Quote: Rolling Stones 2019 Kim Seokjin.

Now if only he’d remember he had once said that.

He points at each of them with one finger, then swipes to the left. “Both of you, solve this outside. I don’t want to hear your voices any longer. You two from the marketing team, Ungroomed Stache and Acne Chin, create me a report if we are to implement Ms. Song’s idea. The two of you from…” he takes a pause here clearly having forgotten who his employees are, “The two of you do the same thing but for Mr. Hwang.”

The pair from accounting open their mouth to protest that they are in charge of only numbers, but they are ignored.

“All of you out now. Except you,” he points his finger directly at you, “Stay.”

Nobody utters a single word until they have all left and you are left alone with him. Standing before him with your hands folded nicely in front of you, you blink and wait.

He stares right back at you, picks up his coffee mug and drops it. The clatter of ceramic smashing against the ground causes a pause in the loud buzz outside the room. You know everybody’s focus has been shifted into the room.

“Do you want to kill me?” he drawls.

You take a long inhale. “No,” you say.

“No?” he repeats the word, “Well I think you do. Did you check this coffee before you brought it to me? I tasted cinnamon in it. You know how I’m allergic to cinnamon. Get me a new cup. And this mess, get somebody to clean it. I don’t want the smell of coffee in this room when I have my next meeting here in twenty. I’m taking a smoke a break.”

He stands up and brushes past you without saying anything else.

Nobody can be allergic to cinnamon. Besides if he had actually tasted cinnamon and was that sensitive, he would be dead. And good riddance to that.

Of course, you say none of this and wordlessly begin to pick up the broken ceramic pieces of the dead mug. The bustling outside the meeting room has returned back to its normal state of chaos. Seeing the ugly stain of coffee on the once pristine carpet causes you to swear beneath your breath.

“Who the fuck is allergic to cinnamon?” a new voice says, sliding up beside you.  

The second god in DailyHive; the much nicer and evidently preferred Kim; Taehyung takes the mug pieces from you and drops it into the garbage bin.

Blessed with not only intelligence but devilishly model-like features, he is your desk buddy in the small space allotted for interns and your sole friend in the company.

“Tae,” you sigh with exasperation upon seeing your lifesaver, “What am I going to do about this stain? He’s going to return in fifteen and there’s no way I can get a coffee stain out of this expensive-ass carpet.”

Taehyung taps a long finger to his lips, leaves the room briefly, and returns with a roll of Bounty sheets and a can of Febreze. He promptly blots as much of the coffee off from the carpet then proceeds to pull the meeting table.

“C’mon, Y/N, don’t just stand there. Help me! Time is of the essence!”

You laugh and join him in moving the table so that one of the legs cover the stain 80% of the way. Once he is satisfied, he takes the Febreze and sprays until the whole room smells like “Hawaiian Aloha”.

“You’re welcome.” He gives an extravagant bow, the motion popping open the top button of his shirt to expose a surprisingly chiseled chest.

Fei returns back into the room holding a phone to her ear and a clipboard in her left hand. “What the hell? It smells like a Bath & Body Works in here. Intern, aren’t you supposed to be filing or something? Stop standing around and be useful.” She grips Taehyung’s arm and drags him out of the room. “Button up. This is a professional workplace.”

You give him a tiny wave as Taehyung is steered away by his girlfriend and back to the cubicles.

Taehyung may be your saviour at work, but outside, it cannot be denied that your brother is the true Fountain of Life.

A week has passed since the coffee incident (you suspect a cleaning personnel had found the stain and cleaned up after your improv as aforementioned stain can no longer be found), but Jimin still brings it up.

“I still can’t believe that he said he was allergic to cinnamon. I’ve never heard of such bullshit before,” your brother says over the phone. You can practically hear his eyeroll from across the world.

As a renowned ophthalmologist, you have not seen Jimin for close to a year as he has been initiating his new clinic, a flying eye hospital.

“You should hear his Starbucks order. I always feel like I’m ready to launch my next EP whenever I’m at the counter,” you say.

Jimin laughs. There is the muffled sounds of voices as his never-ending flow of patients have arrived for the day.

“I shouldn’t keep you,” you say upon hearing that, “You’re probably really busy.”

“No,” he says, “I’ve got a few minutes if you’ve got a few. I miss talking to my baby sister.”

“I’m not a baby anymore, Jiminie,” you say using the nickname he hated.

“Oh that’s right. Your birthday’s in a little under three months, right? My baby sister is turning the big three-oh.”

“God, don’t remind me.”

“Want me to come visit you?”

You contemplate the idea once, having not seen Jimin in quite a while.

“Only if you have time. But I feel like Mom and Dad would probably want to see you more. Speaking of which, um… How are Mom and Dad?”

“They’re good. I hear Dad is finally going to retire this year. He’s giving his practice to Kibum, you remember him? Mom will probably start pestering us about what to do for his retirement party.”

There is a pause.

“You know, it wouldn’t hurt to say hi to them once in a while.”

You sigh. “And say what? Hey, it’s me. The child that ran away from home at 18? Yeah, I’m not a doctor like everybody else in the family but a 29 year old intern at a popular app company. Whassuuup?”

“Y/N, that’s not what I – ”

“It’s okay, Jimin. I’ve come to accept that not everybody is cut out to be a doctor. I just wish Mom and Dad could realize that.”

Jimin sighs on your behalf. There is the sound of a crying child coming through the earphone. “Well, your contract expires a few weeks after your birthday, right? Who knows, you might be the next Mark Zuckerberg.”

He has never explicitly inquired about your life plan and you know this is as much as he is willing to push without asking, “What’s next after this intern hiccup?” At least he had the decency to compare you to a controversial Internet entrepreneur.

The child is crying much louder now.

“Again with my birthday. But I’ll let you know,” is the only reply you can come up with at the moment. “Okay, brother, go forth and heal the blind. I bless thee in the name of the Holy Spirit, Son and Ghost.”

There is true laughter that rings from Jimin as he ends the call. “It’s Father, Son and Holy Ghost you dweeb. I love you sis.”

“You too.” You hang up first before he can add anything else.

With that, you enter into the 7am Starbucks queue and prepare yourself in running the first single of your long overdue EP.

Seokjin leans back in his chair, watching you from inside his office. Today he has chosen a black turtleneck and a brazen maroon-nearly purple suit jacket to complete the outfit. For once, there is an empty mug of coffee beside him and his morning headache has been appeased.

He knew he had given you an impossible task.

“Compile all the troubleshooting errors we have received since the launch of DailyHive. Organize it in a manner that allows me to identify the most prominent problem. Run it through whomever you please before giving it to me. I don’t need to waste my time correcting your mistakes.”

There is an amused smile that bubbles beneath his otherwise stoic features. He cannot deny that there is, might he dare say, a cute quality about you as you manually scan through the received concerns on your laptop dating back to the initial beta tests – the ones that were lost in a data crash and only backed up with unintelligible scribblings of previous interns.

The moment you had been introduced as the new intern, you had caught his eye. You are exquisitely mundane, and perhaps the reason you had even caught him the first time was due to solely to the fact that you were older than most interns – himself even. Nevertheless, you continue to present him small surprises in your tenacity and capability to tackle challenges.

“Mr. Kim.”

His intercom comes alive with the voice of his secretary.

Seokjin’s eyes do not leave you as he answers.

“Mr. Hwang is on line two. Would you like me to defer him to a later time if you are currently busy?”

Seokjin cannot help but sigh. Hwang Junho, his co-founder, while a genius in international business is also a notorious chatterbox and gossip. There is seldom a reason for Junho to call him except to relay the cover titles of E!Magazine.

“Did he mention a reason for calling?” Seokjin inquires.

His secretary seems to be reading from a note. “He says it’s to do with the company. Something he read from Cosmopolitan this morning.”

So not E! but another sister celebrity gossip blog. He checks his watch and duly notes that he certainly has no meetings scheduled until later in the afternoon where your report would be needed to run a preliminary analysis.

“Sir?”

“Yes, put him through. But tell him I’ve got only five minutes, so he’s better give me the Cliffnotes version,” Seokjin sighs again.

Before he can be connected, Seokjin quickly says, “What’s the name of that intern again?”

“Who?” his secretary asks, “We’ve hired four since the beginning of the year.”

“The one who keeps wanting to poison me.”

“I’m sorry, Sir?” she sounds concerned.

“The one who keeps forgetting that I despise cinnamon.”

There is no response.

“The older one. Spilled coffee a while ago but still has enough coordination to pull together a decent report.”

“Ah,” she says.

He waits patiently as she searches through the database, eventually giving him your name. He gives a slight pause and then says, “Good. Now patch me with Junho.”

There is a momentary buzz as the call becomes connected in which Seokjin turns over the syllables of your name wordlessly.

“Mr. Kim. The man of the hour. How are you, my brother?” Junho’s baritone fills the office in a manner of seconds.

Despite the little annoying quirks, Seokjin cannot help but smile when hearing the voice of his best friend.

“You’ve got three minutes, Junho.”

Junho grumbles. “That’s not my fault. You were the one still on the line with your secretary. Is it still Yerin? ‘Cuz I won’t blame you if that’s the case. Did I catch you doing some naughty phone sex during office hours?”

“Two.”

“Holy hell. Fine. It’s always business with you. That’s why the tabloids are always writing you as an uptight asshole.”

This shifts Seokjin’s attention to the phone. His name is seldomly mentioned except for the features in business columns. He prefers to stay out of the limelight.

“What?”

“Put your name on Google.”

Seokjin does as he is told.

There are millions of results, but the first few pages share the same headline. He clicks on the first one with a grimace.

“Kim Seokjin. Mr. Worldwide Handsome as noted by his fans, has recently sparked Internet outrage.”

A quick skim of the otherwise trashy article brought to the surface a summary: his last dating scandal had ended badly and the repercussions of blowing off a famous celebrity’s daughter had finally caught up with him. The Internet was calling him arrogant, narrow-minded, and even greedy. “The young Chief Executive Officer of booming social media app DailyHive has been accused of using his relationship with actress XYZ to further his own business. Once he gained recognition from aforementioned relationship, he has cold-heartedly cast her away to pursue his next.” “You’re calling me for this bullshit?” Seokjin scoffs. Junho tuts his tongue loudly. “This is not bullshit. It’s affecting the image of your company. Do you think people want to download and support an app that is run by somebody who is being called cruel and dishonest? You’ve got to address this soon before it gets out of control. You’re lucky I have alerts set for these type of things. I caught it for you just in the nick of time.” Seokjin inhales deeply. “You’re also lucky that I’ve got the perfect solution in mind.” “That is?” “The Silver Gala,” Junho references the prestigious event. The Silver Gala is hosted annually and attended by the largest celebrities as well as other wealthy investors and guests. Those in the social circle shared between Seokjin and Junho often yearned for tickets to attend events such as this, as they serve as excellent networking opportunities. Besides the above, such events are circled by reporters and writers of gossip columns to get the exclusive scoop on any eyebrow-raising rumours. “The solution lies in such an event,” Junho continues, “You know how many people will be there. All you’ve got to do is show up with your average girl-next-door type and it’ll show how you’re actually really humble and down to earth. Kim Seokjin is perfectly capable of dating like any regular human being. He doesn’t use “love” or whatever to further his business. Love is the connection between two souls; two individuals who – ” “Beep. Your time has run out Junho. I’ve got another meeting scheduled right this moment,” Seokjin interrupts. “Dude, seriously. Think about it. You could bring Yerin. Everbody loves a good CEO and his secretary affair. And if that’s too juicy for you, I can introduce you to some girls. Or maybe we could go back to our university days and hit a bar, y’know?” Junho tries his best to persuade. “Fuck!” you swear beneath your breath right as you walk into Kim Seokjin’s office. His door had been open and, in your excitement to show your completed report, you had dropped all the loose papers on the ground. Four hours of organization gone, just like that. You hope that at least Seokjin hasn’t heard or noticed you as he had been engrossed in his phone call. Seokjin had in fact noticed you. He can’t help himself but follow the curvature of your bare shoulder as your bangs escape the hold of your scrunchie and sweep across your skin. “Don’t worry, Junho, I’ve just thought about it,” he says with a smile.

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Todoroki, Shinsou and Iida protecting you

Request: Hello can I request todo, shinsou and iida protecting their girlfriend from cat callers or something like that? Basically her being in a really uncomfortable situation and even though she is a fearless hero in the field because of past trauma she freezes up in these situations? Thank you - anonymous

This post might trigger some people since they might have experienced something similar both in the cat calling and past trauma department. I’ve never really written anything so serious and triggering before so this might suck. I’m sorry in advance. So TW beware. Love yaa.💖💖💖

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warnings: trauma, PTSD, semi non-con but not explicit, cat-calling, harassment, ends in fluff

Todoroki Shouto

-Shouto is really protective of you. 

-Not an overbearing type of protective, he just wants you to be safe and sound. 

-Also he knew about your abusive past.

-When he shared his family background you shared your own trauma and history with physical abuse. 

-It hurt him to hear you saying that someone you trusted, someone who used to be in his place, betrayed you like that. 

-If he could find your ex and beat him to a plump because of how he scarred you, he would. 

-But you reassured him that you were alright now, that he showed you what being loved felt like even though he himself didn’t really know how to love and that your past is what pushed you to be a hero. 

-Your relationship lasted even after high school and now, one year into the adult world, you two lived together. 

-It had been a tough day for your boyfriend at work, having to fight three major villain attacks and a mountain of paper work to tackle. 

-Fighting along side you was the highlight of his day. 

-He was the first to arrive at your apartment and had gotten to preparing dinner for you when his phone rang. 

-You smiled back at him from the screen as he accepted the call. 

- “Hey, love. I making so-”

- “Sho someone is following me.”

-He heard the panic in your voice and immediately turned off the stove walking to the door to put on his shoes. 

- “Y/N where are you?”

-You gave him your location and he was out the door in no time. 

-He kept you on the phone, talking to you, trying to restrain your panic. 

- “H-he was outside of the pharmacy near the a-agency.” 

-You never stuttered, oh god he was going to kill the man. 

- “I walked past him and he grabbed my arm a-and pushed me on the w-wall. Shouto he tried to t-touch me.”

-He was running now, his rage making his quirk go crazy as flames rose from his left shoulder. 

- “Baby I’m almost there, go into the convenience store on the corner and wait in there.”

-Your weak okay from the other line pushed him further. 

-He knew how certain acts reminded you of your ex, even after all these years. 

-They would send you into a small panic and even though you were one of the top upcoming heroes , you were still human at the end of the day your own past haunting you. 

-He was always there to chase those fears and memories away, never letting them get to close to you. 

-And now that’s exactly what he has set out to do; chase away the man who tried to hurt you. 

-Rounding the corner he was met with a sight he wished to never ever witness again. 

-It seems that you hadn’t made it into the store when he hang up and he slapped himself for not keeping you on the call for longer. 

-He heard your sobs as the man had you pinned to the wall his hand trying to unzip your jeans. 

-Shouto was fuming. 

-Without a second thought he grabbed the man by his jacket and shoved him to the ground, grabbing your elbows to steady you before pushing you gently behind him as the man stood up. 

- “Want a taste of her too boy?”

- “Get the fuck away from her!”

-Shouto kept one of his arms behind him pressing you onto his back as the other activated his quirk frost forming from his elbow to his palm. 

-He could feel your trembling as you clutched onto his shirt, on of your hands grasping his own squeezing it. 

-The man backed away at the sight of Shouto’s ice raising his hands in the air admitting defeat. 

-Shouto however had other plans. 

-Freezing the man on the spot he growled as he fished his phone out of his pocket and called the police reporting what the man had done and his location.

- “If I ever see you again anywhere near her I’m not going to be this kind got it?”

-And with that you two left as the police sirens sounded in the distance. 

-Back in your apartment, Shouto helped you get undressed and then ran you a bath, wiping away the man’s touch and leaving small kisses were his hands used to be. 

-He helped you get dressed in one of his hoodies and a loose pair of sweatpants before setting you down on the couch and ordering your favorite food.

-He heard your small sniffles and sat down beside you, bringing you on his lap and letting you cry it out, rocking you back and forth as he kisses your hair.

-You calm down after some time but Shouto won’t let you leave his embrace.

- “I won’t let anyone else hurt you ever again. I don’t care where I am you will always call me when something happens. I love you.”

-For the next month or so Shouto was at your beck and call, never leaving your side and even going as far to take some days off to spend as much time with you as possible.

-He kept his promise as he kept you safe for the rest of your lives. 

Shinsou Hitoshi

-Hitoshi was there for you when he found out about how one of you family members had hurt you. 

-He was there when you would wake up with nightmares while sleeping in his dorm. 

-Or when you had panic attacks after someone came at you in a way that seemed all too familiar. 

-He was there every step of the way. 

-Hitoshi was really amazed at how you zoned in on your work and those thoughts never held you back. 

-PTSD was hard to battle and even harder to deal with in a work place such as yours. 

-After high school your panic attacks fell in numbers, leaving you to rest peacefully at night.

-Shinsou was sure he had chased your demons away, that you felt completely safe with him and that he would never see your trembles of fear ever again.

-But he was wrong. 

-You two were out on a date, walking along the beach on a sunny day enjoying each others company. 

-Shinsou went to buy you two ice cream leaving you to wait for him on a bench.

-You were minding your business, checking up with your agency to make sure everything is alright; after all it’s not everyday that your main two heroes are out of commission for the day. 

- “Damn girl where’d ya get all that ass!”

-It came from a group of man behind you who were staring at you like a piece of meat.

-You tried to ignore them switching to your messages ready to text Hitoshi.

- “Those shorts look so tight on you sweetheart.”

- “I bet it’s not the only thing that’s tight about her.”

-You had frozen up at the nickname.

-It brought back everything you and Shinsou had managed to scare off, pushing them down your throat making your insides twist in disgust. 

 -He isn’t here it’s just some awful cat callers, Y/N calm down. 

-You tried to calm yourself down using your common sense, separating the two situations and pointing out the differences, a  technique Shinsou had taught you while you were still in high school.

-You were so lost in thought you hadn’t noticed the three men hovering over you, one of them reaching down to grasp your thigh. 

-That’s when you started to tremble.

- “Aw look at her, she’s so excited..”

- “Let’s go have some fun pretty girl.”

- “We’ll make you feel so good you won’t be able to walk home.”

-You shoved the man’s hand away and went to get up only for an arm to snake around your waist  pulling you back down on the bench. 

- “Now now sweetheart don’t be naughty.”

-You wanted Hitoshi. 

-You wanted your Hitoshi so bad right now.

-And as if you had summoned him, purple hair could be seen above the men’s heads. 

-Shoving them off of you one more time you pushed through hitting Shinsou’s chest as he wrapped an arm around you. 

-He pushed you behind his back before scanning the three men, leveling them with a glare so sharp it could slice right through them. 

- “You better leave my girl alone before I get really angry.”

-The men scrambled to their feet before running off, terrified from Hitoshi’s structure. 

- “Kitten! Kitten are you alright? Did they hurt you? Please kitty talk to me.”

-Tears ran down your cheeks and Shisnou just pulled you gently into his chest before telling you that he was taking you home.

-This man will do everything in the house after that. 

-He undresses you and helps into the shower to clear their touch from your skin, then he dresses you in one of his large hoodies and lays you on the couch. 

-He can see you are still trembling so he comes back and takes you into his arms before going back to doing whatever he had in mind. 

-Now this is a scene to behold. 

-Two of Japan’s strongest heroes are walking around their house cosplaying a panda and its bamboo stick. 

 -He orders take out and then lays on the couch, still having you on his lap drowning your sobs in his chest as he says over and over again how sorry he is for leaving you alone and how much he loves you. 

-He knows you haven’t had an episode in what felt like ages. 

-It really shook him seeing you so helpless and terrified again. 

-He swore he would never see that petrified glint in your eyes. 

-That was his new mission. 

-And he was willing to do anything to accomplish it. 

Iida Tenya 

-Iida is well aware about how your ex had forced you to do certain things with him. 

-He also knew how you believed that what had happened had been your fault. 

-He had reassured you that nothing was your fault,that your ex was to blame and to never see yourself other than the victim in this situation. 

-It hurt him to see you suffer so much. 

-He had provided you with a shoulder to cry on and soon enough you two were together.

-When during your last year of high school, his comfort and words didn’t really cut it he encouraged you to see a therapist. 

-And that helped you a lot. 

-It untangled the parts Iida couldn’t reach on his own and coupled with his support you managed to pull yourself fully out of the whole that your ex had dug. 

-Now Iida knew that somethings still triggered you. 

-He knew what he should and shouldn’t do while you two are being intimate and what he should watch out for. 

-So when you two are taking the train to visit Deku in his agency for his birthday and he feels you squeezed his hand a little too hard he knew something was up. 

-You had buried you face in his shoulder, something he wouldn’t allow if you had asked, squeezing his hand as your breathing became uneven. 

-Iida looked around expecting to see your ex somewhere thinking that he was the reason for your small attack. 

-But he found no one he knew in the crowd. 

-Then his eyes fell back down to you and from the corner of his eye he caught movement under your dress. 

-Following the source of the movement with his eyes he was met with the lustful eyes of a grown ass man, his hand under your skirt groping and squeezing you. 

-He saw his hand trying to separate your thighs and that’s when he fully snapped. 

-Grabbing the man’s hand he shoved it in his chest before placing himself between you and him. 

- “How dare you touch her like that? You should be ashamed of yourself!!”

-The whole train was looking at the man at this point and Iida could see how the vein on his forehead popped. 

- “Being an adult, you should know better.”

-Others chimed in insulting and shaming the man while others asked you if you were alright. 

-At the next stop the person got off a chain of angry comments following him out. 

- “Y/N honey are you alright?”

-You buried your face in his chest and he let you stay there for the rest of the ride. 

-He placed on hand on your back rubbing soft circles over your sweater and talking to you not allowing your thoughts/memories to creep further into your mind. 

-He kept your hand in his for as long as you were away from your apartment. 

-You would squeeze his hand every now and then, grounding yourself. 

-Once at home late that evening he pampered you. 

-He ran you a bubble bath and cooked your favorite food. 

-He made a small pillow fort on your couch while you were in the bath and he waited for you to finish. 

-The rest of your day and night was spent in your boyfriend’s arms never letting you go once. 

-He provided his warmth and comfort. 

-Just like when you were in high  school.

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okay, i’ll admit it. (Spencer Reid x Reader)

Summary: Reader confronts her boyfriend Spencer about her insecurities and his answer wasn’t what she was expecting.

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Reader 

This is my first go at fanfic, so let me know what you think if you choose to read!

CW: Just relationship insecurities, mild angst (with a happy ending), mentions of the deceased Maeve.

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You were ecstatic that you reached this milestone with your boyfriend, Spencer. Together for two whole years, that is something that no one was expecting from the genius who was usually unlucky when it came to romance. You were hopelessly in love with Spencer. I mean, why wouldn’t you be? He was everything that you ever dreamed of. Not that you guys didn’t argue; you were human, of course you did. It was usually about something minor and silly; you using up all of the hot water so that he had to take a cold shower, or him not doing the dishes or helping you clean your shared apartment until you nagged him into it, normal things that long-term couples argue about. Those arguments were ones that were resolved quickly. But for the past week (the week after your anniversary), you had been having deeper arguments that seriously needed resolved. It started Saturday night when he got home from a tough case. A man lost his girlfriend to a female suicidal unsub, which brought back all of his buried feelings about Maeve. You knew what happened with Maeve since Spencer was one of your closest friends before you began dating, but you never understood the severity of how it affected him. You personally didn’t see why it would affect him the way it did. He saw awful things everyday and even though he established a relationship with her, he had only met her once, and all they did was talk on the phone, write letters, and share information on their lives. He thought that he had lost Emily, who he cared for deeply and worked with every day, so it didn’t make much sense that Maeve’s death affected him more than Emily’s ‘death’ did. However, his team had notified you how badly he was hurt, so you made a conscious effort to never talk about Maeve with Spencer. Well, until Saturday.

“I don’t know why you nag me so much when I get home from a tough case, Y/N! I am only human, even though people joke that I must be a robot! I have feelings, and you would think that you of all people would try to tend to them!” Spencer had shouted at you after all you did was approach him several times to ask him to stop reading his book so that you two could cuddle on the couch.

“Spencer, you see terrible things all the time, and I try not to nag you when you get home, ever! I didn’t realize that seeking your attention and affection was such a bother to you!” you retorted.

“I don’t see how you can want my affection when I am so obviously thinking about a woman that I’ve loved and lost before our relationship began.” Spencer said, while not being able to look you in your eyes.

“Well apparently it isn’t that obvious, because I hadn’t known that you were thinking of her.” you said.

“Y/N...,” he began, “I’m reading the book that I told you she gifted to me. I told you about the case when I called you last night, which almost directly mirrors the events that led me to lose Maeve. How could it not be obvious that I’m thinking of her?” he asked.

“I am sorry that you are hurting right now. But the fact of the matter is, I am your girlfriend. Me. And I’m right here, and I’m alive.” you said weakly.

“That was incredibly insensitive, Y/N.”

“HOW?! How was that insensitive, Spencer?! It’s the truth! You met Maeve once! You only talked on the phone or in letters! You didn’t even know her. You knew whatever she told you, but that’s the extent of it. You don’t know what type of person she was. Her ex ‘stalked her,’ so she claimed, but you don’t know if that is entirely true. She may have been crazy or a bad person just manipulating you! You didn’t live with her! You just don’t know! But I am right here, and you know me better than I know myself, or so I thought, and I love you! I’ve bought you books before, too, but you don’t obsess over them the way you obsess over that one! It doesn’t make sense to me, Spencer, am I not good enough for you?” you said as tears fell from your eyes.

“I can’t believe you,” Spencer muttered, totally unmoved by your tears. “I love Maeve more than anything in the world, Y/N. And you weren’t there, you aren’t in my head and you don’t know how I feel. You don’t have the right to question the depth of those feelings. And if you’re done belittling my dead girlfriend, I’m going to bed,” and with that, he went to the bedroom.

You couldn’t help but notice he didn’t assure you that you were good enough. You also noticed that he called Maeve his ‘girlfriend’ rather than his ‘ex.’ You chose to sleep on the couch that night.

The next morning, Spencer refused to be the one to break the silence. He truly thought that you were in the wrong for being so harsh when discussing Maeve, but he didn’t recognize the insecurity and pain that was reflected in your statement. So you spent the remainder of the weekend avoiding each other, and when he left for work on Monday, you decided to give him the cold shoulder just as he was doing to you. You didn’t answer his calls or texts, even though they were few and far between compared to how he normally does. 

They didn’t have a case all week, so they used the opportunity to catch up on the mountain of paperwork that had accumulated at the BAU, but Spencer was home well before dinner each night. On Wednesday night, he looked up from his book to you doing the dishes after a silent dinner, and asked “Are you just never going to talk to me again?” 

Your temper flared and you spit back, “Why would I? You told me that you love Maeve, but yet you haven’t told me that you love me since before you left for the last case. You act like I’m not good enough for you anymore. You said she was your ‘girlfriend,’ when I thought that I had that title. You’re over there reading that stupid book while I’m doing all the damn chores. So what exactly do you want me to say to you?” 

“I meant to say that I loved Maeve, Y/N. And she wasn’t even my girlfriend. That was just the best word I could think of to describe our relationship. And the book is not stupid.” 

“No, Spencer, the best way to describe your relationship would have been EX-girlfriend.” 

“The book isn’t stupid. Maybe you just don’t understand it.” 

“You’re right Spencer. I’m just too stupid to understand it, right?” 

“Y/N I didn’t mean---” 

“Oh don’t try to back track now, Spencer. You said what you felt, right? I’m just your stupid replacement apparently. I’m sorry that I can’t be more like Maeve for you,” and with that, you stormed out of the apartment. You weren’t sure where to go, so you wandered aimlessly, expecting Spencer to follow you. He didn’t. You ended up walking to Emily’s, and told her all about your fight with Spencer. 

“Y/N,” Emily said, “I think that you need to tell him how much it upsets you that he’s still hung up over Maeve. I know you are hurting, but he can’t read your mind.” You thought about her words as she drove you home. When you arrived, Spencer was already in bed. You slept on the couch yet again. 

On Thursday evening, you cooked dinner as usual, and did the dishes, as usual. You were feeling exhausted, so you got comfortable on the couch after the nightly chores were done. Spencer looked up from his desk and said, “Why don’t you sleep in the bedroom?” 

“Are you planning on sleeping out here, then?” you asked. 

“Y/N, we can still sleep in the same bed.” 

“Not if the whole time you’re wishing it was Maeve lying next to you rather than me.” 

Spencer actually closed the book as he looked up to you and spoke, “I have never wished it weren’t you. I just wish you weren’t so dramatic. The world doesn’t revolve around you, Y/N. I’m allowed to have thoughts about others.” 

“Okay, Spencer. You’re right. My feelings don’t matter,” you say through tears as you head toward the bedroom. “Oh, and by the way, Spence, my world DOES revolve around you. And I would never want you to feel this way.”

Spencer joins you in the bedroom after he thinks you’re asleep but he’s on the phone with someone. You try not to be obvious as you listen to the conversation. 

“I know, I know, I just wish she were a little more understanding. I do love her very much, and want a future with her, but it just seems like she’s angry that I had feelings for another woman before her... I hate not talking to her though. She’s my favorite part of the day... I hope she stops being mad at me soon... Okay, see you tomorrow, bye,” he hangs up as he crawls into bed. You feel somewhat guilty because you aren’t necessarily mad at him... You’re just upset. 

On Friday morning, you feel Spencer kiss you goodbye even though it’s obvious he still thinks you’re asleep. That melts your heart, so you decided that you needed to try to resolve things. You had the day off from the hospital, so you headed into the bullpen of the BAU, but as you do, you notice something that throws you off. Spencer was laughing and playfully ‘fighting’ with JJ. You knew that he had had a crush on her, but you thought it was in the past tense. But after what was before your eyes and the events that unfolded over the weekend, you weren’t so sure. He caught your eye and stopped his actions immediately. That only increased your suspicions. You approached him with the lunch you had brought for him and set it on his desk in front of him.

“Hi,” you said shyly.

“Hi. What’s this?” he questioned.

“I thought that I would bring you some lunch today. It’s from that new Thai restaurant. I hope you like it,” and with that, you decided it was best to just head back home.

He opened the bag and discovered that you had written him a letter.

Dear Spencer,

I am sorry about what I said over the past few days. I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings or disrespect Maeve in any way. It’s just that I have been feeling really insecure lately, and I feel like you don’t love me the way that I love you. I know that your job is emotionally and physically exhausting, and I want to support you in any way that I can. But I have emotional needs too. You have barely wanted to even touch me this week, or even talk to me. And I’ve noticed that any time you read the book she gave to you, you seem to resent me or forget that I even exist. I understand that I am not as smart as you or that I’m not as pretty as what you deserve, but I do love you and would do anything to make you happy. I hope that you feel the same.

Guilt washed through Spencer as your words and actions began to make a lot of sense. He pulled out his phone to call you, but you didn’t answer. So he sent a text that read, “Hey sweetheart. I just read your letter. I am so sorry that you are feeling that way. Please come back so that we can have lunch together.”

Your response was simply, “I already ate,” even though that was a lie.

Spencer texted back, “Okay, well let’s go grab coffee or ice cream, or both if you want. :)”

“That’s okay Spencer, take JJ instead.”

He called again, and you quickly pushed decline. A frustrated sigh left his lips, and he pushed ‘call’ one more time.

This time, you answered, “What, Spencer?”

“Are you seriously upset that I was talking to JJ?”

“Not talking Spencer, flirting. You were flirting with JJ, and you know it. You think that I forgot that you were in love with her too? I am sorry that I am not enough for you, but maybe you should just dump me instead, okay?” and with that, you hung up.

He was angry with himself for not realizing why that felt that way. The way you had been acting all week was obviously because you felt insecure. You weren’t trying to hurt him, he realized, you were just hurt yourself. When Spencer came home, he saw you running around the house cleaning and putting away laundry. “Baby, can we talk?”

“Sure,” you replied while you were hanging up his work clothes.

“Do you want me to help with that?” he asked, as he pointed at the laundry basket. 

“I mean, they are YOUR clothes. You never seem to help me around the house though until I ‘nag’ you first, so you don’t have to help if it will be that big of an inconvenience for you.”

“Y/N, I am so sorry that I am hurting you. I guess I didn’t even realize that I was. I am so incredibly sorry.”

“Do you love me? Or do you love Maeve? Or JJ? I honestly can’t handle being a second, or I guess, third, option anymore.”

“There are different levels of love, baby. I used to have feelings for JJ, but I love her as if she were my sister. I did have a crush on her, but I also had a crush on you before I had you. And that’s a crush that never faded like the one with JJ did. And okay, I’ll admit it. I did love Maeve. I saw a future with her that I didn’t dream of before her. I felt like there were so many opportunities that were lost once she was gone. But you are my future now. Sometimes I do wish I could’ve saved her, not because I don’t love you, but because I failed to protect her. It was hard to adjust to life without her, but I did. But on the way home I was thinking about you. If I had lost you the way I lost her, there’s no way I could ever recover. If you had even left me because I’ve been neglecting your needs, I don’t know what I would’ve done. I also love my mom, of course, and I love my team. But, Y/N, I am so unconditionally and irreversibly in love with you. I am so sorry that you’ve been feeling insecure. But honey, you are so much more than enough for me; No woman in this world can hold a candle to you. You are brilliant, beautiful, funny, and so, so, sexy,” he adds as he plants kisses on your neck.

“I love you, Spence,” you say in between panting breaths.

“I love you more than anything, Y/N. And please, tell me what you want me to do and I’ll do it. I don’t want you to feel like this anymore. You want more help around the house? I’ll fold the laundry, I’ll do the dishes, I’ll vacuum. I will never again say no to cuddling after a case. I wanna give you the world, baby.”

“You’ll do ANYTHING?” you ask. Spencer nodded.

“Can we go get that ice cream now?” you asked with a smile.

Spencer gave you a chaste kiss and replied, “I’ll get the keys.”

This was my first time writing fanfic so I’m sorry if it was bad but I got the idea and had to write it down. If you read it let me know what you think!

[letstalkaboutsebbaby]

I Fell

Ransom x you

I had this on my head yesterday...so, it goes to the gorgeous @helenaeisenhower

The first time he told you you are different, you thought it was just a line; something people say when they want their partners to feel special. You like to know Ransom wants to please you and make you feel good with him, but now you also know exactly what he meant by that. After 3 months dating, plus 5 in a serious relationship, this is the first time you visit his family, and it's overwhelming - not in the best way - to see the way they talk to one another. Even though Ransom tries to shield you from the mess, you're not used to anything other than a loving family. The fact that his mother invited his ex, affirming she didn't know they weren't together anymore, cause he's been just so distant...you want to leave, but you also want to show him you're strong and can deal with it.

So, for the last half an hour this skinny perfect blonde woman keeps talking to his mother and looking at you no matter where you go or what you do, it's uncomfortable and the only thing reassuring you is your boyfriend's hand on the small of your back as he keeps an investment talk with his father. You watch him trying to end the talk a couple of times, only to have his father ask something else, as if the only reason for this talk is to keep him from having to interact with the rest of the family. Ransom brings your body closer and slides his hand up to caress the nape of your neck, your head resting against his chest when you see the irritation in his ex's eyes. Is he aware of it? Is he doing it on purpose? You don't know, but when she drinks her wine like a shot and walks away from the living room, you feel some relief.

Between cousins, uncle, parents and 'the help' as you strangely hear Ransom say sometimes, the only person interested in getting to know you is his grandpa - but you're way too intimidated to even look him in the eye. It's Harlan Thrombey! You've always wanted to be a writer, but ended up translating other writers' work to your first language - italian. It was how you and Ramson met, their publishing company was looking for someone to translate a series of books and after a reunion to discuss it, you got a job contract and a dinner invite. Is what you tell the old man when he manages to usher you away from the father/son discussion, bringing you to his library, where you both sit as you try not to look so stupidly amazed by all the books there.

"So it was a nice dinner, then?" Harlan asks with a welcoming smile that makes you open up.

"No, it was horrible. He was...such a pain in the ass! I'm sorry for the language but I don't know how else to say it. He was just an arrogant prick and I told him so." You still remember the way Ransom looked at you, as if you were crazy.

"What changed, then?"

"Him. I was given an office to use as I worked with your company and your grandson would leave a little origami flower at my desk everyday for a month, until I agreed to give him another chance."

"Am I right to assume he made a better impression on the second date?"

"He was a gentleman. A smart, attentive gentleman. We dated - like old fashion lunches and dinners - and got to know each other better for the following 3 months I was there, then he asked me to be his girlfriend."

"Three months dating? No funny business?" He asks surprised, but his eyes were not on you, so you turn your head to see what got his attention. "No funny business" you hear your man saying from the door, he was leaning on it, as if he has been there for a while. You wonder if he heard the conversation. 

"Would you both want something to drink?" "Yes, bring us champagne" He tells Ransom, who leaves to get the beverage. "I've seen my grandson having affairs, partners of some kind...but never a serious girlfriend, and no one like yourself, young lady." He smiles and starts to stand, so you assume the conversation is over "He stopped with the origami flowers?"

"No, never. I have a box full of them." "So, what? 9 months...about 275 flowers?" "A bit more, some days he gives me more than one."

After getting a book from his vast collection, he gives it to you. Opening the old thing, named 'I Fell' you see a lot of pages are missing, almost half of it, and recognize the paper as the same as your flowers. You look back at him, shocked. 

"I've never published this but I'll send you a copy so you won't need to undo the flowers to read it."

"Thank you"

"Thank you for what?" Ransom says, back in the room.

"I'm just praising your girlfriends' beauty and intelligence" Harlam compliments.

"Fair." He looks at you with a soft smile, giving you the flute of champagne. "The dinner will be served in 10 minutes."

"I'll let you enjoy the silence for a bit." The old man excuses himself from the library, giving Ransom a pat in the back before going out.

"Is everything okay?" he says sitting at the big chair his grandpa was using before

"Yes, I like him." you tell him, taking the hand he offers to sit on his lap.

"Good, I'm sorry for the others, though"

"It's okay..."

"I know it's not what you're used to"

"I'm sorry that it's what you are used to" and you really do. You know the arrogant prick you first met is the result of this environment.

"It's a reason to make it different" he gives you a peck and smile as you get another gulp of the golden drink.

"You look amazing"

"Not as stylish as your ex..."

"She's not my ex. We've never been serious"

"Well, she's beautiful"

"She is...but you are gorgeous and have a lot of other qualities that I appreciate. She got nothing on you" 

"Thank you."

"Want to leave?” the mix of mischief and despair in his eyes something you would never be able to ignore.

"The dinner will be served..." you try to reason.

"I don't care, I feel like I'm poisoning you by keeping you here. You're too good for this shit show. Let's get some take away and eat by the fireplace, what do you say?"

"Burgers?"

"Anything you want with double bacon"

"You're my knight in shining armour, let's go." 

[jungwonlvrr]

DEAR DRACO MALFOY

Pairings: Draco x Female Reader

Genre: angst

Warnings: no warnings

Y/n: your name

Y/b/n: your girl best friends name

Y/h/n: your house name

Summary: y/n send letters to Draco but the more letters she sends, the less oblivious she gets of her feelings for him.

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Dear The Slytherin Prince,

Hey! It’s your best friend, Y/n. You told me you really liked y/b/n. I’m sorry I ran away without giving you an answer. I talked with her and she likes you too! That’s crazy isn’t it? She wants you to meet her in the astronomy tower after classes.

Your best friend, Y/n

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Dear My Best Friend,

I heard you two got together. You guys would make a cute couple. I’m quite worried you’re going to leave me for her. But you wouldn’t would you? You promised. Today, I rode buckbeat with the twins, It was quite fun. Bummer you didn’t tag along lol.

Your Favorite y/h/n, Y/n.

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Dear Draco Alfredo,

I see you showed y/b/n our secret hiding spot. That place was only suppose to be between you and I but it’s okay. You two are the couple so I can’t fight and get mad lol. It’s just a bummer because it’s not so secret for you and I anymore. Today, you skipped classes, it’s not out do the ordinary for you to do so but Y/b/n skipped classs also and she never skips. I assume you two met up in our the secret hide out.

Your best wingwoman, Y/n

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Dear Draco,

It’s been two weeks since I last sent you a letter. I was busy. And two weeks since our hiding spot became yours and y/b/n’s hiding spot. That place feels not special anymore so I stopped going there. I’m glad you’re still speaking to me though! I just miss our adventures. We should go on a adventure soon!

Your best friend, Y/n

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Dear The Slytherin Barbie,

Hey! You told me we would go on our adventures, I was really happy until you brought her along. Don’t get it wrong, I’m happy for you both! I just missed the me and you times, it barely happens nowadays. You’re too caught up with Y/b/n to spend time with your best friend. It makes me upset.

Your best friend, Y/n.

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Dear The one and only Draco,

Thanks for getting me soup today, I didn’t feel so well and you realized that. I guess we still have our best friend telepathy hahah. You’re missing out on action though, last night the twins set up fireworks in the forest! I know right, crazy isn’t it. It’s kind of weird experiencing fun things without you around, I’m too use to being around you haha. I also heard you gave Y/b/n the bracelet I made you, I was kind of, maybe really upset. I put a lot of thought into that bracelet.

Your one and only, Y/n.

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Dear Draco Tomato,

It’s been a month since I last sent you a letter, I was busying studying for the exams. I don’t even know why I keep writing to you when I could just talk to you. I guess I don’t have the confidence to talk to you anymore since you seemed to be really busy with your girlfriend. You don’t even reply back so it’s embarrassing sometimes but I know you read them, Goyle told me. He just told me you didn’t have the time to reply which is compeletly fine with me! Your girlfriend must have found that soft side of yours quick, you two are so PDA now , it feels so weird since you’re not normally affectionate.

Your best friend, Y/n.

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Dear Draco,

The more I watch you and your girlfriend do your things, the more I realize I have this heavy feeling in my heart that makes me really sad. Honestly, I think it’s just the anxiety I have stored up for the upcoming exams. A day alone with you could definitely cool it down.

Y/n

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Dear Draco Malfoy,

Why are you ignoring me? Did I do something to upset you? I’m really sorry if I did! What can I do to make it up for you? Oh yeah, I’ll buy you your favorite, chocolate frogs! You better forgive me, I’m paying for this lol.

From you know, Y/n

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Dear The Slytherin,

I hope you enjoyed the chocolate frogs! You talked to today which made me expectionally happy. I get so happy when me and you have a conversation, it could be the smallest and my day will be brightened!how do you do these things?

Your Best friend, Y/n

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Dear Draco Draco Draco,

You’re ignoring me again. That hurts you know. It makes me really upset, giving me a empty feeling in my heart. I miss my best friend. You can’t do this to me.

Your best friend, Y/n

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Dear Draco,

Stop ignoring me. You’re acting as if I don’t exist anymore! What did I do wrong? It’s been 3 weeks of this constant ignoring. It really hurts, Malfoy. You don’t know how many tears are being spent of your stupidness. I’m your best friend! Don’t you remember? Please don’t forget me. I know you’re reading this, Draco. Please reply, I miss you.

Your still best friend, Y/n

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Dear Malfoy,

Today, you told me you didn’t want to be friends with anymore. I’m confused, I didn’t do anything wrong. It was so sudden, I didn’t expect this ending for us, I mean sure you were being an ass and ignoring me but I thought you were just being Draco. I’m too numb to cry right now. I miss you, kiddo.

Your ex best friend, Y/n.

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Dear Malfoy,

I heard Y/b/n was the reason you didn’t want to be friends anymore. I don’t know why I even called her my girl best friend. She stabbed me in the back, she knew how much you meant to me. I guess you were my only real friend and I lost that too. You were a real friend until you started dating her, pathetic isn’t it?.

Your ex best friend, Y/n.

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Dear Draco Malfoy,

I don’t even know why I continue to send you letters as if we are on good terms. I really want to be on good terms but you clearly don’t want that. Today I also found out from Crabbe that you threw away that chocolate frog I have bought for you. That hurt deeply. It feels like actual knives are being carved into my heart, every single day. When I see you, I feel so at home and I just want to hug you and cry while calling you mean.

Your ex best friend, Y/n.

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Dear Draco,

It’s been 2 months, I know I shouldn’t call you by your first name anymore but I miss you. I’m not mad at you anymore, I just want my best friend back. Why did things have to turn out this way? You’re really happy with you girlfriend, I can tell. You never smiled that big with me. I keep holding onto us like we are going to come back to each other.

Your ex best friend, Y/n,

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Dear Malfoy,

I know you’re still reading these. Maybe to make fun of me, I don’t know anymore. But recently I found something out. It’s quite a shock to me. I’m in love with you, Malfoy. The way I feel for you isn’t a normal way to feel for a friend, I’m in love. Only love makes you this crazy, Professer Mcgonnal told me. I think she’s referring to me sending letters almost everyday, expecting a good outcome. I’m too deep in love with you, from the way you talk to the way you move, from the way your blond hair falls into your forehead, from the way your grey eyes wander the rooms, from the way your voice called out my name so naturally, from the way you use to hug me and hum on my bad days, from the way you took me sledding and from the way your lips curved into a perfect smile. I fell in love with you and your personality, ignoring your toxic traits. For I wasn’t enough, what we had wasn’t enough that you chose her over me. Oh what you do for love.

Your secret lover, Y/n.

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Dear Malfoy,

Your girlfriend found my letter and her and her gang beat me up for it. She doesn’t understand. I would never try to sabotage your relationship with her. I just wanted to express my feelings, clearly I can’t even do that. Maybe it was wrong for me to give you a love confession but I wasnt trying to get you to be with me. She wants me to never send letters to you again, but she doesn’t have to know I’m sending this letter. You’re still my best friend in my heart, Draco.

Your ex best friend, Y/n.

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Dear Draco Malfoy,

Hey, it’s been a couple of months. I hope you’re doing well. I finally come to my closure. I’m moving on from this chapter of heartbreak and misery. You were a chapter in my life, a really really big and important one, but I was just a page in yours. I guess all good things come to an end eventually. I’m getting happier and I’m finally moving on from you. Of course I still love you! You’re still my best friend in my heart like I said. But it’s over now. I’m accepting that. You’re still with her, after all this time. I’m really happy for you both, really!

Y/n

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Dear Draco,

You looked awful for the past week. Are you doing okay? I know I said I’ve moved on but I can still send letters to check up on you, you still matter to me. Y/b/n seemed to not care that you looked emotionally tired. She just kept going on about her drama. It makes me sad, you deserve someone who will listen to you like how you listen to her. I can tell you love her a lot.

Y/n

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Dear Draco,

It’s been about a month. I found someone! I’ve officially moved on. Don’t be sad lol, as if you would. His name is Neville Longbottom. I think you know him. He’s really sweet and I don’t deserve him one bit. He bought me my favorite candies yesterday, it made me heart feel so soft and warm inside. He’s adorable. He makes me really happy, I hope you find that soon since Y/b/n isn’t doing a good job at that, lol.

Y/n

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Dear Draco,

I heard what happened, She cheated. Of course she would. I mean I didn’t expect it but it’s not a surprise either. She honestly really did like you at the beginning of your relationship with her, I don’t know what happened. You’re still welcomed to come back to this chapter of my life, I’ll gladly accept my best friend back. Just no more romantic feelings included. Just the old me and you. Oh yeah, about me and Neville, he’s really a sweetheart, i think I’m in love. He makes me feel a way you didn’t. Like I’m loved and special.

Y/n

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Dear Draco,

So we’re friends again. I’m glad. I missed you kiddo. I’m glad I’m getting my best friend back. Let’s make a plan and meet up and catch up. Wouldn’t that sound lovely?

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Dear Draco,

It’s been a week of catching up and our best friend connection came back quickly. Your ex isn’t very happy about you and I becoming friends again but it doesn’t matter.

Y/n

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Dear Y/n,

Yes I’ve read all your letters. They’re really sweet and I’m now realizing how much you cared. It’s been about a year now and I’m rereading your letters. You’re my best friend still, and we’re still like two peas in a pod. I’m happy for you and Neville. Happy late one year to you two though. He seems to the perfect one for you, I can see the love in both of your eyes. Maybe I’m selfish for saying this but I wish I were Neville. I wasted my love on someone who wasn’t worth it when I had someone right in front of me who loved me better and more than Y/b/n ever would. You’re still the same prankster I grew up with. I’m really sorry I broke you badly last year. I really am sorry. I never did want to stop being your friend, I loved you (as a friend ofc) but she made me choose between her and you and my foolishness was too blinded by love to realize what I was throwing away. Also, I did eat the chocolate frog you got me, don’t be sad lol. I fallen in love with you through the year we’ve tried again. Maybe I was always in love with you, maybe I just didn’t know and went for your then best friend. When I found out you were in love with me, I felt these waves of emotions come over me. I was happy but sad but confused. I’m sorry I let y/b/n hands onto that letter, you didn’t deserve what those girls did to you. So to my best friend. I’m in love with you. It’s my turn for this one sided love but it’s unfair that your one sided story with me is worse than mine since I know you wouldn’t leave me for anything. I’m really happy for you and Neville. But I watch your eyes as he walks by, what a sight for sore eyes, brighter than a blue sky. he’s got you mesmerized while I die.

[aestheticsuwu]

Put your hands in my inner thighs

Robby Keene x Doug Rickenberger

Jock!Doug x Bad boy!Robby

[Unrequited Love/ but not really ]

.......

If you would catch sight of a football player some things come to mind ; the guy was probably a jerk , had a cheerleader as a girlfriend or someone popular . The typical stereotypes and well that was Doug .

He was blessed with height , strength and he didnt think he would qualify for ugly . He was lucky he was part of the Cobras , he worked hard everyday to keep his position on the team .

Unlike what his parents would say .

His girlfriend always cheering him on the sidelines , he knew deep down he felt bad for just dating her for the status but then again she wasn't so innocent either .

In other words she was a bitch .

He always felt her and Kyler suited together , match made in hell . After all she took Kyler side instead of Sam when the two broke up , Yasmine always trash talked her for dating Miguel that quick .

He didn't see the problem but then again he shouldn't compare the star player of the football team relationship to him dating a bitch , not only that but cheating on her with a type of person she hates the most .

She called them the rejects , Yasmine and Tory had some beef with each other but it wasn't new news everyone hated Yasmine even her own friends . 

Within Tory friends was Hawk , who was also in the football team and dating the nerd  Demetri that was friends with Sam . Moon is Tory's girlfriend and ex friend of Yasmine .

More reasons for Yasmine to hate Tory  , there were more but he doesn't quite know their names .

He could care less but there was one that stood out from the group hidding under the dark clothing and wannabe mean expression were the cutest puppy dog eyes he'd seen .

Not only the boy was the problem of sexual frustrations but the son of his coach , but somehow Robby knew how to sneek under his skin .

The thing that they had going on wasn't something he can actually put a name to without sounding to raunchy . They would fool around especially when Robby knew he had to be with Yasmine , and the other half was spent fighting because he was being a dick . Vice Versa

......

Robby is hard to describe , not even himself can describe himself . One thing for sure was that he's always angry , it would with his dad , with Miguel exsisting and trying to take his place , or with himself for falling for the biggest asshole .

That wasn't part of his plan , nor the outcome he was hoping for . He guessed it was karma .

The original plan was to ruin his dad team by making Miguel fall for him and make him leave the team and then dump his ass . Soon he had to change his plan once Sam and Miguel started dating , and for his love for Sam he left that alone .

That's until his dad started dating Miguels mom and well his anger came back with full force . He thought his dad was trying to get rid of him and his mom at the time .

He set his eyes on the new member of the team and the real icing of the cake was that he was dating the biggest bitch of Highschool .

Soon enough he had Doug wrapped around his finger not only was he going to complete his plan but he could have some fun .

That was the goal until his dad finally accepted his feelings for his enemy Daniel LaRusso.  Mr. L made his dad change for the better , his dad even now made time for him to work on their relationship for the better .

Then he decided to end things with Doug , he didn't need him anymore except his heart had a different opinion . 

He tried but he couldn't help but end up back to Dougs arms , hurting himself when Yasmine flaunt her boyfriend in front of him . Knowing with a broken heart that Doug didn't love his puppy dog eyes but only loved being between his thighs .

...

 " God your such a dick you know that , you only care to get your dick wet while your girlfriend is busy spreading her legs to someone else . You don't even think for a second how much it hurts me when flaunt her when im around  . I hate you so much , I Hate You ! "

" You where the one who told me that this was nothing , That we were just  fooling around .  I have tried many times breaking up with Yasmine but you have gone with guys and girls like you don't care whats going on between us .

....

" Does she make you feel like this ? "

" No . "

" Do you love her ? "

Running down his hand down Dougs chest he tightens his legs on the the latter's waist , waiting for the response that could possibly break his heart.

" No . "

He feels their breath combine to one. looking up at  he sees Doug's eyes darken by lust and he knows his are the same .

" Want me to be only yours ?"

He feels Doug squeeze his upper thighs trailing his hand   up to his chest until they reach his face . 

He gets a nod in response , he smiles and pulls the other boy closer .

Doug lowers himself and balances himself on his arm to lean closer to leave trails of kisses in between Robbys neck and jaw .

He answers Robby questions truthfully , wanting to give him everything  .

The blonde lips just looks sinful , bitten and swollen he can't help but touch them softly . He kisses him again receiving a soft moan in response while moving his hip meeting the latter movements .

He can't help but ask a question himself while having Robby nails run down his back . The noises that were coming from the shorter boy was driving him crazy .

" Are you mine ? "

" Always "

[andysbubba]

friends [ three ]

-> steve’s your best friend. you know damn well that won’t change. [ also you’re really stubborn in this au and steve has to deal with that ]

AKA two idiots in love but one doesn't want to admit it

link to chapter one | two | three | four |

𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲'𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

-

Steve was screwed. Completely, utterly screwed. Bucky fucked him up. Completely, utterly, fucked him up.

How the fuck did he even know? Steve’s been in love with her since they were kids. How? How. The. Fuck. Does. Bucky. Barnes. Know. That. Steve. Is. In. Love. With. Y/N.

For all Steve knows, he’s been very, very lowkey about his feelings. But really, Steve Rogers’ is oblivious at least 98% of the time. Most probably, he didn’t even know he was being obvious.

Pft, clown.

Then again, how the fuck does Bucky know? And Sam? And Natasha?

Fucks sake. Maybe he was a little obvious without him noticing.

He’s been crazy for her since they were both teenagers. He’d assume maybe when he was sixteen. He’d seen Y/N as his best friend his whole life, then.

Steve spent everyday with her, doing stupid things, going for detention, buying groceries, studying, eating. And suddenly things felt different.

He finds himself unknowingly staring at Y/N in the middle of her teaching him math. And then the hugs he shared with her felt much more intimate and personal. (Not that it wasn’t personal before, but... it just feels different) He starts missing her a little when he doesn’t see her for some time.

He told mum about it. His ma and Y/N’s. At the same time.

They laughed at him. Told him how they ‘saw it coming’ and how he ‘likes Y/N’.

He was confused, truth be told. Because really, the whole time, he sees Y/N as a friend and she turns into someone Steve can’t stop daydreaming about.

He never told her how he felt. Yes, Steve Rogers kept his feelings hidden for 12 years. Possibly more.

Y/N was single throughout highschool. No relationships, no flings. Actually, Steve doesn’t know about the flings part. Because why the fuck would she tell him if she lost her virginity? Bestfriends since childhood or not, crossing that line is not it.

Steve decided that since obviously, Y/N didn’t feel the same for him, he went ahead and got a girlfriend in senior year.

Good riddance, huh?

He got cheated on.

Pft, clown.

Well, he cried. Again, clown. Y/N was there. As if it wasn’t gonna make him fall in love deeper with her when she was there to make him feel him better.

Now that he thinks about it, he doesn’t really mind the whole getting cheated on in highschool shit because it had one good outcome. One, fucking good outcome.

Not saying cheating is good but it was good for him. Wait- no that just sounds wrong.

Okay, refresh. Being cheated on gave Steve an opportunity to sleep with his best friend.

Fuck- no that sounds wrong too.

Again. He was sad from being cheated on, and he acted on his feelings for his best friend.

That sounds slightly better, but whatever.

So Steve kissed her. He had no idea what he was doing then. His ex was one for open mouthed and all tongue kind of kisses. His kiss with Y/N was so much more soft, and slow.

That night. In his childhood home with his parents out on a night shift, Steve slept with his best friend.

Steve honestly thought that there was a chance that she felt the same for him then. But she was gone when he woke up the next morning.

Y/N avoided him. For a day or two.

And then when he finally cornered her in her bedroom, she said, “You’re my best friend, Stevie."

That’s when he starts hating that word. God. That was all he was to her, huh? Just a goddamn friend.

Y/N started dating this random guy when she were 22. Steve was jealous. Because she loved said guy. Not Steve, but some guy she met at the baseball game.

Then she came into his house. And kissed him. While she was dating Peter Quill. Steve was stunned then he kissed her back. And then he thought again before he complete pulls away.

Because Steve Rogers has been cheated on before and he knows it’s not a good feeling. For the cheater and cheated. He doesn’t need Y/N to have that guilt on her consious.

Then she said she broke up with him. And she was all around Steve again.

That was the second fucking time he slept with his best friend.

Notice the pattern?

Someone breaks up. Ends up sleeping with someone. Yada, yada. The pattern continues.

Those post breakups were the only times he slept with Y/N. Peggy Carter, Sharon Carter. (Yes, he dated cousins. It wasn’t Steve’s fault that he accidentally bumped into the other at one’s barbeque party. Seriously, Sharon. A warning would be nice.)

He really thought he could move on. A goddamn joke. He was still stupidly in love with Y/N. Peggy and Sharon noticed. So maybe he wasn’t being all that lowkey.

“Be with her, Steve. As much as I love you, she’s the one that makes you happy.” Peggy told him that.

Sharon said something close. “I can’t be with someone who loves someone else, Steve.”

Steve just knows that there’s no chance that he’ll ever get over Y/N. But he was definitely hell bent on keeping that bit from his friends.

Yes, Y/N included in said ‘friends’.

Which still does not explain how Bucky, Nat and Sam found out.

-

“Rogers, my man.” Sam pats him on the back with a giant grin. “You goddamn clueless piece of shit.”

Y/N and Steve met Sam and Bucky in Uni. Natasha too. And it’s always been the five of them since then.

Bucky snorts besides Steve. As if Steve didn’t just express everything he’s been holding in for the past few years.

“What?” Steve only glanced between his two friends with confusion.

“Just thinking about how blind you and Y/N are,” Bucky grins, patting Steve’s shoulder as he picks up his beer.

“Not blind.” Steve huffs. “Just being realistic.” He chugs down his beer with a slight attitude. “How did you two and Nat even know about it?”

Sam chuckles, finally taking a seat beside Steve. “Man, you’d do anything to make her happy. Is that not obvious enough?”

“I’ve known-”

Bucky rolls his eyes and cuts Steve off. “Since you were two blablabla. That’s just an excuse, jerk.”

“Not like she feels the same.” Steve complains, raising his hand up and calling the bartender over.

Sam only raises his brows at the blonde. “Getting wasted?”

“Not that I have anything better to do,” Steve retorts.

“Anyone ever told you that you’re a little pessimistic?” Bucky questions, shaking his head at Steve.

“I’m just being-”

“Realistic.” Bucky and Sam chimes in sync before Steve could even continue.

Steve rolls his eyes at the both of them. “Fuckers.”

-

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What I imagine it would be like to be in a relationship with Ally Mayfair-Richards:

-I feel like you and Ally would meet after the cult and all the crazy things she had been through. You probably heard of her from the news and the stories people have told about her and her family and you may or may not have had a massive crush for a while seeing her on tv sometimes especially in that red suit

-The first time you meet has got to be at her restaurant or you moving into the neighbourhood. Even though Ally has been through a lot and she has trust issues, she is one of those sweet kind of neighbours, never not helping out if anything is needed. When you went over to her house one day to ask for some flour, after you had already met she was so desperate and stressed so you asked her if she‘s okay and she confessed her babysitter cancelled last minute so of course you offered to do it

-At that point you would already know each other quite well and Ally will make sure to thank you properly. From then on things just took it‘s turn and she would totally ask you out on a date in her restaurant. At first the senator will have problems opening up and trusting again but she‘s got a good feeling with you especially the way you treat Oz and how he never shuts up about you. You would take things very slow but Ally being so sweet and adorable and hot all the time it‘s hard not to fall in love with her

-Eventually after a while Ally would be the one to make the final move and ask you to be her girlfriend. However not without telling you the whole truth about her past. She was very open about Kai and the cult and her ex-wife and she made some hints here and there but she never said the whole truth out loud to you. It‘s her way of giving you trust by telling you the whole story. Ally would be very anxious, scared that you wouldn‘t want her under these circumstances or maybe even you being scared of her but when you told her you would have done the same thing and she never deserved any of this and simply pulled her into your arms the story was complete

-Ally will love you unconditionally and be eternally grateful for your love and how pure you are. She likes the fact you are a bit younger and she doesn‘t mind the age gap. Whenever someone will point it out or make a remark about it, she will quickly shut them up with a sarcastic reply or give them her death glare. Ally loves how you adapted into their little family and how great you are with Oz, always picking him up from school or taking him on days out to the park or mall when she is working long

-Her being the owner of a restaurant and super busy with her political career, she will often be working super late or go on buisness trips to Washington or somewhere across the state. If she can, she will ask you to join her and Oz sleeping over at a friend but if you have work and can‘t, she will miss you like crazy and constantly message you or call you, just to hear your sweet voice and so she can at least pretend to be close to you

-She has a big soft spot for you, her eyes always expressing her love through that little sparkle or the smile tugged on her lips whenever she sees you. You remember the exact moment she confessed her love without using words, when you joined her at a big political rally and you sat in the first row, smiling and being super proud and she smiled so sincerly at you when she finished her speech and her eyes practically confessed her love to you

-Ally will always make sure you are okay, no matter how busy her day would have been or how stressed she is. If she senses something off she will approach you about it. The brunette quickly figures out when something is wrong by the way you message her slightly different or your eyes not sparkling as bright as usually or your smile just seeming off that day. She knows you don‘t like sharing your feelings but she will always approach and encourage you and she will be there through every bad day or even your insecurities besides Ally still having some herself after her past experiences

-Petnames: She just can‘t help it and will often call you sweet names because she loves how your face lights up and sometimes you are a blushing mess depending on what she said. „Sweetheart, sweetie and angel“ are her usual petnames for you but sometimes she thinks of something even cuter and won‘t hesitate to use it no matter where and when

-Routines: Ally likes sticking to routines like for instance whenever you have a day or the evening off you will pick up Oz, prepare dinner and a bath for when Ally would return. If she is home early however, she will be doing the same in return. She loves spoiling you sometimes like preparing a little spa evening for you, cooking your favorite meal and pouring some of yours and her favorite wine or giving you massages that totally always lead to sex

-Little things you love about her: you love how incredibly strong she is after everything she has been through. Also how amazing she is with Oz and a great role model. You admire her so much and you are so deeply in love with the cute things she does everyday for example how sleepy she is in the morning, the way her face scrunches up when you say something adorable or silly and how she would happily beat up or kill anyone that might look at you or Oz the wrong way. She‘s a badass to be honest

-Often she would take you and Oz on vacation or fun day trips to the cinema, beach or fairground. She loves her little family and wouldn‘t change it for the world because it‘s what she has dreamed of for a while