Tress scratched the best itch for me, I’ve been craving a good fairy tale and it was just perfect. I kept slipping so hard into the fairy tale aspects that I kept getting caught by surprise whenever a cosmere thing stopped beating around the bush and revealed itself, actually. While I’m sure that wasn’t fully the intention, it was a really fun way to read some brandermansanderman coming fresh off of sunlit man and how intensely locked in I was with the Connections. Genuinely Tress is such a fun little romp. I love girls who sail in fucked up seas and this is a genre I want more of please thank you.
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I cannot fucking believe. I cant fuckign
I just finished listening and all I can say it Mr fucking Blobby? MR FUCKING BLOBBY IS IN THE MAGNUS UNIVERSE
MISTER BLOBBY! MISTER BLOBBY! IS A FUCKING HITMAN FOR THE OIAR
JONATHAN SIMS, MR BLOBBY??? YOU PUT MR BLOBBY IN THERE
MR BLOBBY
I literally made a joke in the notes of a @jonnywaistcoat post where he said oh yeah we based a monster on a childrens tv show host I said hahaha mr blobby ha ha ha wouldn't that be funny
I WAS RIGHT
I'm also fucked up now. I'm fucked up! I feel sorry for everyone who didn't have Mr Blobby in your cultural consciousness because as someone who has, Boy Howdy does this episode make you scream
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I got.... my official adhd diagnosis....🥺🥺🥺🥺
Had my appointment where she went thru all the different parts of the testing and what they found by it. All sorts of things that I didn't even Realize what it was testing. And they pointed to combined type adhd!!!!!
There was also an iq test involved, specifically to test working memory in comparison to other categories, bc that's smth that adhd people tend to score low on. And I did too!!!! Compared to my other scores, at least. It was still average overall, but I scored "high average" on verbal comprehension and "superior" on perceptual reasoning and processing speed. WHICH MEANS!!!! Working memory was my low thing!!! Another thing pointing to it!!!!
Also the weird X test I took was the CPT-3 test and apparently it was geared Specifically towards adhd stuff. Which bc of my "atypically fast" reaction speed + "very elevated" commissions rate (which in this context means incorrectly hit space bar, aka I clicked when I wasn't supposed to) it showed a strong indication of impulsivity & some indication of inattentiveness and vigilance. That impulsivity is the big one here tho.
I'm just really excited now. I have a long report talking about all my brain stuffs that says I Do have adhd and that it would benefit me to take stimulants. AND!!!!! That I DONT have depression or anxiety!!!! That's a fuckin big one!!!!!! Bc they've avoided giving me stimulants in the past bc of the "anxiety" except I don't got it!!!! The examiner said exactly what I thought about it, which is that the prior disgnoses of depression and anxiety probably stemmed from effects of the untreated adhd. Aka I had Feels Bad Disorder. Ykno? Except not actually a disorder bc it was just a byproduct.
SO! Hopefully that can help me to get proper meds as soon as possible. Gonna be contacting my doctor to set up an appointment... soon!!!!!
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@beatingheart-bride
"P-Please, don't apologize, there...there's no need," Susannah was quick to reassure him, her brows rising at this, her heart having skipped a beat at this impassioned declaration of his-one she felt certain he needed to give voice to.
So many mixed feelings were swirling around in her gut at hearing all of this, it was hard to categorize them all...her knee-jerk reaction, of course, was frustration with the Gracey's and the de Clair's for their attempt to put Philippe and Doreen together-not because they thought they'd make a good couple, but because they were eligible and in the same class, that was all. It set her teeth on edge in annoyance, that both parents would have such little care for their children that the only thing that mattered was that they married well, not that they were happy with their spouse...
...but at the same time, this annoyance was tempered by a small sense of relief at the idea of Philippe and Doreen finding not romance, but friendship with one another. Given how lonely of souls they were, stuck in very similar circumstances, it made her smile, knowing they had each other to lean on despite all that.
And then came her irritation with some of the less than pleasant bachelorettes, the ones who showed their true colors when Philippe politely turned them down...she hated to think of anyone being so cruel, so unpleasant to someone as lovely as him, and it made her resentful of his parents for putting him in such an awful, awkward position.
And then, of course, there was still that sense of guilt at her coldness to him early on the day before: She had been so brusque with him, writing him off without giving him a fair shake, and she couldn't help but wince at her attitude, an attitude she'd been given more than a few times in her life. To think she'd turned around and done the same to someone else...it was an awful feeling.
And yet, in the midst of all of this, there was this warm, light sensation in the center of her heart, one stirred by his declaration, one she couldn't quite put a name too, though it made her heart feel as if it were about to take flight. Was it...was it...
...hope?
"H-H-Have you ever..." she began, the question coming past her lips before she could even think twice about it. "H-Have you ever...b-been in...in love b-before? Wi-With anyone?"
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Also, unsurprisingly, Diana is built like a brick house. I also put her at at least 6'5" out of heels. She looks like she can put you through a wall.
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if there is one thing you must know about b.eidou, it's that she is not afraid of anything
there is not an ounce of hesitation or doubt in that woman's head or heart
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