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Definitely a fan of this spin on the All Links AU, but until the second jump it felt like it was going to be a short story: Skyloft Link seeing the final result of the curse he feared, but learning that even when failure is certain, life goes on. Did you always intend for it to stretch on into a much longer All Links AU, or was that part intentional?
the story was always intended to go this way! not to spell out my own themes I guess lol but part of the point is that the cycle seems like it ties into a neat bow that way, but the reality is that it doesn’t.
not that Slate is wrong or anything—Hyrule does always return, and the people are still here, and that means something. But it’s up to Loft to determine whether he’s satisfied with that, and that’s what the rest of the story is gonna explore
#I will admit to ch2 being a bit more. meandering than ch1#which has occurred for a variety of reasons including my life irl exploding and making it harder to produce this comic lol#but I’m going somewhere w this I promise!!#trolley problem who put all these guys on the tracks in the first place. etc#ask#bonus content
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And the thing
THE THING
is that Mettaton grows to love this show. This cast!!! Sweet Cap'n Cakes as musical accompaniment, Elnina and Lanino as supporting cast, the Mikes and Shuttah and Ramb behind the scenes, the shadowguys and pippins and zappers all working as crew!!! He loves TV! He loves being on TV!!! He wants to keep this show running!!
Which means his crush on Tenna... Shouldn’t go anywhere. It's one thing for coworkers to have a fling, but he KNOWWWWS he's in deeper than that. He knows he's got it BAD bad. He overloaded his circuits to the idea of Tenna laying his head in Mettaton's lap and letting Mettaton rest a palm on the warm plastic of his casing. He COULD NOT be cool about this. So he's just! Going insane!!!
#undertale#deltarune#talk show cohost au#mettatenna#tenna#mettaton#<- sorry i tag them for filtering purposes I'm not trying to blast this into the main tags#and also for blog archival purposes#anyways. I need them yearning so fucking bad do you understand me#ive also been so deeply self indulgent with it#im thinking about box mettaton being a mobility aid#(ie: days where mtt is just Too exhausted and needs to leave the Ex body on the charger he uses the box body)#(he's a little shy about tenna seeing it at first but eventually he's okay with letting him see)#im so. im cooked#mettaton snuck up on me. ive been thinking of him as being in his 30s because the events of Undertale happened like a decade ago when the og#game debuted you know#so hes like. he's a lot better than he was in his 20s he will admit he was a diva in his 20s#he made amends with alphys and his cousins and now theyre all really close#he has a good support network he's working on himself. he's still kind of a diva he KNOWS#but like. he's a star. he's allowed. but overall he's really focused on taking his career Seriously#he's been hustling since making it to the surface. he was doing the promo circuit before getting invited to cohost#he was a frequent guest star on tennas show before getting invited to cohost#and as a result#he hasn't taken the best care of himsef#hes been a bit hard on his body. his battery life has been slowly draining for A While before this point#now with his low battery issues he feels like he has to make double time for it#IT'S A VICIOUS CYCLE#god see this is the problem#mettaton is so. he's so.#im shooting him with beams and lasers.
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okay has anyone else dealt with extreme neat freak housemates? because I feel like I'm losing my mind
I'm not a dirty person, I'm pretty sure. a bit prone to clutter, but not actual dirt. I don't like for the house to be dirty. but there's just been a House Meeting called and when I went to ask the housemate who requested it what was going on- because I hate house meetings that I don't already know the purpose of; it feels like a Wait Until Your Father Gets Home situation and I don't even know what I'm potentially "in trouble" for
and basically they all feel that I'm leaving the kitchen "filthy"
"nobody wants to cook there because it's gross" was the exact quote
I feel like I'm losing my mind, because...I don't think I leave the kitchen gross? I wipe crumbs off the counter; I wipe up spills if and when they happen. the most I've ever noticed when I go in there is a couple of crumbs here and there, genuinely. or when I look over the kitchen after I finish up with a meal
(also this housemate once sent a picture to the group chat with like. five single, spread-out crumbs on the counter individually circled in red. but the thing is, everyone else seems to agree with her)
but I'm also very good at hating myself, so now I'm wondering if I AM somehow disgusting
and of course, my House Meeting tribunal has to convene at some point. the last one made me feel like everything I said was pointless because everyone else put up a united front and shot it all down, so I guess I'm headed for more of the same
#personal#joy and rapture#I've had this happen twice before- but that's only two out of like 15 housemates in my adult life before now#(I live in a high cost of living area with a lot of students to boot)#and both times people complained about the house being 'filthy' when neither I nor any friends I invited over could figure out how#but I'm not sure what to think if all three people I live with feel the same way. maybe it's me? I still just don't see HOW is the problem#I promise you if you could see the kitchen 'gross' would not be the first word to come to mind#also I freely admit that I got emotional with the housemate I was talking to but#she said something like 'this is the problem; you're always so intense'#and she's the one who said she hoped humanity got wiped out in a nuclear war. the day after the election.#so like. pot to kettle a bit perhaps?
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jimmy
#art#fanart#my art#doodle#digital art#treasure planet#treasure planet 2#treasure planet fanart#jim hawkins#james pleiades hawkins#this is actually part of a oc x canon drawing BUT. i rlly like how i drew pookie here#AND im gonna admit smth#i have a way bigger crush on sequel + battle at procyon jim than his first movie self#dont know why#but i think it’s because of the haircut and he’s also just a bit older yk#the only problem w/ how he is in battle at procyon#is his stupid soul patch beard😭
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well well they better be working on season 2 because i want more of them.
and please no more reasons for akin to cry 😭 give him a break.
#kino babbles#top form the series#top form#i will admit im a bit afraid how their relationship will go in s2#since you gotta introduce some conflic to keep the story going#but i please to not be 'omg we gotta break up'#but the problem would be solved if they talked to eachoteher or something#i still have indecent thoights about jade#im really courious about that Lit or whatever his name was#'my bunny' 👁️👁️
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Question for Yellowjackets fans: Can someone point me towards or recommend some posts, or just other forms of material in general, that discuss how colonialism, or specifically aspects of it, are "shown" or "handled" within the show? I have some idea (with Mari, a visibly brown girl, being brutalized by a white girl whose motive was to claim power, while set in the Canadian wilderness), but I would love to hear others' thoughts as well, please.
#yellowjackets#yellowjackets critical#mari ibarra#shauna shipman#bc there are colonial aspects within the show that i haven't really seen addressed besides bits and pieces there#and i would love to find more especially with other characters#bc whether people want to admit it or not this show does have a problem with treatment of their poc characters#from killing all the characters of latin descent to having an indigenous girl be schizophrenic (with poor handling of it show wise) and have#a deep connection to the “dangerous” wilderness that her yte counterparts can't comprehend unless for their own gain (aka shauna)#and that's just some examples
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came to the realization that i can post my brutally unedited no context drabbles to my tumblr and to be honest i feel enlightened
post-part 3 "everyone lives" avdol & kakyoin drabblefic under the cut bc they are Eating Me Alive!!!!!!!!!
[cw for internalized ableism that comes across as externalized ableism + nongraphic descriptions of the part 3 injuries]









#jjba#muhammad avdol#noriaki kakyoin#hierophant green#magician's red#stardust crusaders#ive been really contemplating an everyone lives au for part 3 and i have to admit#people view it as a solution to many problems without addressing the new ones that would arise#ie kakyoin sacrificing everything he had left only to return with nothing#i think it would send him back a lot of steps and he would be a hard person to be around#avdol is essentially the eternal acceptance to kakyoin's teenage rage#bc even through all of this & for his capabilities. kakyoin really is just a kid#for better or for worse i do think getting a hole punched out of you dictates a bit of tlc#but kakyoin. Uh. is a bit angry about receiving it.#anyway magicians red mother hen rights#also yes jotaro gave kakyoin his kidney#my writing
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Why are vetted accounts sending people stuff like this.
I mean it's clearly copy-pasted and sent to multiple people but this isn't even a donations ask. Imma guess the reason people aren't responding is because you're accusing them of not doing enough for Palestine and sending it to multiple people who you clearly don't check because I've been posting about and for Palestine since oct 7th when I learned about it.
Also yes he is looking for donations, you can check his account and find it. Why are you sending this guilt trippy stuff to people and accusing them of not caring enough? You don't know me? You send these to multiple people so your clearly not checking the account in question. This dose nothing to help you personally or the Palestinian cause, it just pisses people off and makes them question vetters.
#levi speaks#the second i put the daily click for palestine on multiple of my other popular non politcal blogs#i got a bunch of non vetted spam donations asks to the point i had to turn off my inbox#like why are they being sent to my completely empty blog without even a post on it nor a mention of Palestine#like a blog with litterally nothing on it but its pfp header and a tiny bit of type#im not saying they shouldn't reach out to as many people as possible but clearly spam accounts with stolen pictures have started#claiming they are vetted like ones with ai generated supposed irl photographs with so many fuck ups and water marks its not gunny#before you say im trying to claim hes a spam bot im not but seriously#ive gotten child gore like actual guts out child gore sent to my inbox by vetted accounts#like no i cant post your donations ask because it could get my whole account taken down you put gore in it#im native i get the plight but you cant be doing this#dont go harass this guy idk what his deal is and i dont care ive already blocked him#but seriously dont send gore dont send guilt triply stuff dont do any of it its why ive offically decided that no one is exempt anymore#from my no donations posts rule how can i trust vetters when copypaste stuff like this and gore get tossed around#i had one rule#in your ask state who vetter you so i could double check#ive deleted probably over a hundred copypaste donations requests because they couldnt state who vetted them#usually cause no one had even when they got suggested vetters to help#again i wanna be clear idk whose real or not and im not following that stupid conspiracy theory that they are all bots#or its a scam ring i dont believe that#i however absolutely believe that theres a bigger bot problem than people want to admit to#cause unless some of these victims are just copy pasting into thousands of inboxes all day every day#then its probably a bot and not one by a victim because bot campaigns cost astronomical amounts of money#like enough money to help them cross the border 6 times over#and if we follow Occam's razor well they arnt goong to waste thousands of dollars trying to buy bots to get more#they are just gonna feed themselves and escape#or give it to other loved ones who need to feed themselves and escape#or medical expenses but you get the jist they arent buying bots so if it read like a bot its probably not an actual victim#im sadly getting to the point where i only trust organizations#meant to help there
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kiryuu sibling stasis post-32 is so interesting to me. nanami tries to leave and is (temporarily but also, crucially, violently) prevented from doing so by touga and akio. after this experience she puts distance between herself and them: she leaves touga’s phone in the car, she resigns from the student council (though she dons her old uniform still), she repeatedly dismisses and undermines the authority of the rose code, of end of the world, of akio, of touga. but she’s still in ohtori, isn’t she? uncomfortable with the idea of leaving, uncertain if it’s really possible. she tried before, and it hurt her. deeply. it’s so interesting to me, nanami’s agency and how she limits her exertion of it after 32, when she realises it for what it is. contrast that with touga, who accepts this weird stalemate between them, who is, really, uninterested in having any relationship of any kind with nanami if he can’t gain something from her. he’s very passive with her after 32, compared to the passivity he’d always feigned towards her before in order to stoke reactions from her and then exploit them. i was thinking about how touga has always been able to sever his relationship with nanami, but chosen not to; first out of a sense of obligation (‘we should live to help each other’) then a realisation of how that could be exploited. i was thinking about how nanami has never realised her ability to leave, in part because it is limited by touga and the harm he does her. i was thinking about the desperation and confusion akio calls out to anthy with as she leaves. i was thinking about how different that is to the kiryuus’ strange semi-breakdown; touga doesn’t want or need nanami, and nanami might love her brother but she cannot trust him or feel safe around him, doesn’t want to see him anymore; she’s itching to leave, and just a little scared (you know, because last time she tried that her brother assaulted her), and he’s not doing anything because ignoring her means he doesn’t have to deal with the emotions of her leaving or staying. something something gendered power dynamics something something tragic siblings
#local kiryuu sibling enjoyer has thoughts about them#i wrote this like three days ago but it’s getting posted now i have to speak my truth#touga loves a bit of inaction#nanami doesn’t but what the fuck else is she gonna do?? be brave? she tried that already#and she WILL try it again and i don’t think touga will try particularly hard to stop her#i think he might try a little but in doing so he’ll just become more aware of how much he doesn’t want to do that#and is only doing it bc of a vague sense of obligation to a perspective on life that he’s already questioned a la utena#im just. i have so many feelings about them. i bet none of you were aware of that fact already#i am once again wondering: does touga love nanami? what does that mean for each of them?#and im concluding: i really don’t think he does#i think he’s felt obligation to her and turned bitter towards that emotion and her in turn#i think he has no idea how to feel about her so he ignores the problem and exploits HER feelings as he thinks he understands them#until he realises that he doesn’t and has to deal (a little bit) with the ramifications of that#touga and anthy when nanami makes them self reflect. or swagever. the 32 way. neither of them would ever admit this but it’s true#dais.txt#her tragedy her triumph
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I think a lot of the time the Spider-Man fandom tends to throw around calling things erasure but I’m not insane for thinking that the fact exactly one (1) adaptation has ever acknowledged that Harry Osborn has schizophrenia kind of is right
I mean it doesn’t surprise me. Both Spider-Man media and the fandom has a bit of a problem with ableism and essentially treating ableism as a lesser form of discrimination. But it doesn’t change the fact that it’s frustrating to watch both adaptations and the fandom often bend over backwards to avoid talking about it.
#I don’t necessarily agree with some of my older posts on this topic#or at least how I put it#spider-man stuff in general tends to have issues with ableism#I get on tasms case a lot and it deserves it#I maintain those movies have a eugenics problem#but it’s also like.#insomniac writing terminally ill Harry#but then essentially not giving him a real terminal illness. they used the name of a real one but they aren’t writing that illness#never actually even doing much of anything to elaborate on what specifically his terminal illness is meant to#effect in his body. never really specify how it would effect his routines or everyday life. probably especially because the latter could end#up being inconvenient to write around. his cane isn’t even an actual mobility cane they couldn’t even do the bare minimum levels of research#they should be doing if they want to write that. people on here have gone in depth on how it could not actually be used for that.#I’ll admit I could be forgetting things but I don’t think they even specify how venom is supposed to be helping. I assume based on the Peter#thing that maybe it can do advanced healing to somehow help with cell degeneration? but I don’t think it was said. I was assuming.#Harry being terminally ill in both tasm and insom is essentially a plot device that they can throw whatever they want on to.#and again! the only thing that you can infer something from is the cane! which would not function as a mobility aid! because their research#was apparently that bad! and I’m all for disability headcanons but it doesn’t feel great that the fandom tends to cling to the low effort#insom template of terminal illness and completely disregards the other form of Harry disability. which he’s had for 52 real life years and#is ignored in both fandom and almost all adaptations. it’s incredibly frustrating. it’s hard to not feel like it must be related to stigma#I would be a bit more forgiving towards people potentially finding the idea daunting to write. certainly not official creators. but is#terminal illness somehow in any way easier?#harryposting#harry osborn#ableism#insomniac spiderman#marvels spider man 2#tasm#the amazing spider man#raimiverse#raimi trilogy
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Writing novellas on Szobo.... Just accept he is not the player we all thought he was, move on sister.
"he is not the player we all thought he was"
Who's we, lol? You are clearly new here!
#dominik szoboszlai#you will never catch dominik disbelief on this blog#i have no problems admitting he is bit out of form#but he is 100% that player TO ME
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omg wait yeah a notif tag about the "isopods are cringe" thing just reminded me: you ever see that post on here with an addition where someone shyly tagged it with, "I know possums are "out" but-" what do you mean out they're an animal 😭 don't let people who twist themselves up trying to be unauthentically different to stay on trend make you insecure, none of this matters
#I think a problem this site has is that#despite people who move exclusively in circles of adults insisting this place has no children on it#it absolutely does. social media/blogging platforms have a Huge youth userbase#and sometimes one of those users - still self-conscious about their place in the world#because they're still in a judgemental school environment and that's how people act - will post something like#''lmao ok can we all admit now that [x] was never good''#then it gains traction around all ages. and people who should really know better start going... is this cringe?#oh no I don't want to be cringe! I'd better move onto this new trend instead!#without registering that this is the opinion of a 14-year-old who had a bad day that broke containment#now if this mentality actually originates from an adult that's. embarrassing lmao#(slightly older adults. 20-21 is still acceptable to be a bit like this)#but you shouldn't care about their opinion either. it's exhausting to be someone with an outlook like theirs
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While on a trip I managed to finally draw the actual characters :)
#obrazek#lae'zel#lae'zel of k'liir#bg3#bg3 lae'zel#karlach#karlach cliffgate#bg3 karlach#bg3 art#for some reason when I try drawing characters I like I get scared of messing it up so I just.. revert to drawing them as mice#as I never have problem with that#a bit counterproductive yes I do have to admit but it is what it is
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i think that the reason so many minorities voted for trump is that they actually don’t like being viewed and babied as oppressed minorities. like dems are always like “oh nooo we have to protect the hispanics and the muslims and the women and the gays and the seniors” but esp to men (but also to women) that is embarassing and annoying and they’d rather have someone who negs them but shares a similar individualistic and selfish impulse to feel strong and powerful
#not sure what to do about this. but it makes a lot of fucking sense#like it’s not exactly that simple but tbh a lot of it is just the patriarchy and men being the problem#that’s projected onto women who want to please men#can we perhaps pay a little bit more attention to the radicalization of gen z boys so this cycle ends somewhere#bc it kinda seems like the older guys are unreachable at this point#and also i just admitted that im probably bi like a few months ago and the idea of dating a man rn…#….
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Ballad of Jacquotte Delahaye
historical fiction
follows a young biracial woman in Santo Domingo who works as a shipwright
when her french father is accused of treason and there’s a coup - she escapes with her brother a ship full of refugees, only to be taken by a ruthless pirate captain and forced to work for him
the story of how she becomes an infamous pirate captain and pursues revenge and a way to reclaim their home
sapphic
#The Ballad of Jacquotte Delahaye#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#this is decent! a bit slow to start but then it quickly got into things - maybe too fast?#by the end I wanted more development. Especially of the side characters; I don’t feel like I got to know enough about them#also development of her relationship with florian too - I feel like I didn’t have enough context there for it to hit properly#I really did love all of the ingredients here though! I really enjoyed her personal journey (if a little rushed at the end)#and there was an interesting cast of characters! I’m just not sure if it lived up to its potential as much as I wanted it to..#I will admit to being a bit distracted while reading this also (just my brain yapping away about unrelated things lol)#so maybe it’s my problem
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Yeah, no. From now on, I'm refuse to say "you can enjoy media however you want." Enjoy the story that's given to you or just create your own derivative works and credit the OG story as inspiration. This is not about racist, sexist, or discriminatory works. This is about stories that are perfectly fine but people keep latching onto points in it that have nothing to do with the main theme or main characters or main plot or all three. Or about points that ARE discriminatory that should definitely be acknowledged but should be understood from a point of grace because humanity is limited and flawed and every era will have it's bad points, and that's what wehave to live with. And this is also not about people with personal traumasor neurodivergencies that cannot take even the slightest bit of a specific kind of or even wide range of unsettling content. There is a difference between individual enjoyment and collective enjoyment, and they both absolutely have influences on each other. But when the collective is starting to show a weird pattern of deciding that the story is about themes or things that actually have nothing to do with it, I'm gonna riot and tell individuals to take a good look at themselves and please, please, please learn to love stories for what they are, no matter what small thing from them drew you into them
#this is an exaggeration#it's more about wanting balance than anything because I'd be a hypocrite saying this#i LIKE fanon stuff and eyeing side characters or tiny little worldbuilding details like 'oooh. how can we explore you?'#i do this with hsr's female characters all the time#however. I'm pretty twitchy at people screeching about the boys in kpdh when it. was. not. about. them. at. all#jinu? yes. obssess over him. he's valid. but the girls are right. there. with more personality and BRIMMING with potential#and before you tell me 'just do it yourself' it's not about that. it's about this inate mindset women and men seem to have that#reinforces the importance of Man as in male instead of man as in humans all-gender included#to be honest? this is also about witch hat atelier and kinda alien stage and - i can't believe I'm saying this - harry potter#but ach. whatever. whatever. I admit my salty duckiness! and that the problem could also have a root cause in the commericalization of art#but aghhhhhh. at least veg went '...eh? wdym your idol surpassed bts but more importantly golden? the girls' songs are so much better'#or maybe we're just the crazy ones#lemon duck quacks#literary lemonade#you know what? this is also a little bit about percy jackson
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