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livingwithkami · 1 year
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Blog Links (For Mobile): Home 🌿 About Me 🌿Services🌿 Reading List 🌿 Shinto Beginner Guide 🌿 Shinto Shrines Outside of Japan 🌿 Juyohin 🌿Norito Prayers 🌿 Archive 🌿🌿🌿🌿 🌿Hello, my name is Olivia, I'm 30 years old, and I'm a licensed Shinto priestess of the Konko Faith. I'm from Canada, now living in Japan.
You can find some more information about me here: https://livingwithkami.carrd.co
The purpose of this blog and my other socials from now to the foreseeable future is to share about my own life and reflections as a priestess in the Konko Faith, and occasionally share about general Shinto information, history, and traditions.
🌿I have been on Tumblr and this blog for over 10 years now, and have underwent much change since when I began.
I have done my best to clear out many of my old posts that were lacking in information, context, and not of good quality to avoid confusion for the reader's learning purposes.
if you come across a post of mine from pre-2021, and feel confusion or wondering about it, please feel free to contact me about it anytime at my email [email protected].
🌿From now, I hope to write better informational and quality posts about Shinto having learned a lot from residing in Japan since 2017, from the teachers around me, from following the culture here, and from changing and growing as an individual due to major life events from 2020 onward that have deeply and irrecoverably shaped who I am now.
In addition, I hope my personal posts will be able to make those living far from shrines feel more a part of a community and be an interesting view into shrine life and this service to Kami-sama.
🌿Ultimately, I began to write and want to continue because I strongly wish that Shinto can be known, practiced, and spread far and wide overseas.
I wish this as I truly, deeply, feel that Kami-sama help people geninuely, and that the ways taught by Shinto enrich our lives, and pave the path for us to work towards embodying wisdom, sincerity, humility, and many other virtues that make society more harmonious for all.
I am deeply grateful for the many others working hard in the community to share and teach about Shinto as well.
🌿Thank you so much for your kindness and support over all the years. I will keep learning, growing, and doing my best each day.
🌿Please note too, that I generally can't stay online for long due to work at the shrine. I will post time to time, but direct messages, replies, and other posts is difficult to attend to. Please contact me by email ([email protected]) if you would like anytime as it is the best way to reach me.
🌿Below is a photo of my home shrine, Konkokyo Yokosuka shrine, a photo of me working, and the main altar of the shrine.
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ginniemouse · 6 months
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there are days like today. i don't feel like i am really existing. i feel really alone. sometimes, i just want to end it.
minsan, se-self pity lang siguro ako. gusto ko na rin naman iwasan ma-feel to.
minsan, iniiisip ko baka ino-overthink ko nalang at inaalagaan ko nalang tong sad emotions ko.
woke up. alone. no message. too quiet.
sabi nung kaibigan ko, i should learn how to live alone. but does she even have an idea that i've been living my life that way ever since? and now, all i want is someone who cares for me, considers me, and thinks of me.
speaking of consideration, sumama loob ko sa pinsan ko kahapon. ayoko maging sensitive pero nakakalungkot lang.
i introduced mp2 sakanya. lahat ng nalalaman ko na may kinalaman sa pag-unlad, i share it with her. digital banks, trading, etc. ultimo kapag gusto kong mag enroll, sinasabi ko sakanya kasi baka gusto niya din.
kahapon, nadulas siya na nakapag-start na siya ng mp2 - eh ang usapan, sabay kami, kasi may lalakarin pa ako sa pag-ibig ko.
nakakatampo na she started it without me. mas masakit pa yung thought na she did not think of me when she was filling out the form. sinama lang daw siya ng sa office nila.
ang sama-sama ng loob ko.
doble betrayal pa ko kahapon kasi yung isa ko naman kaibigan, inaya ako mag-hike, dapat nung 21. i cleared my schedule, i was even shopping for hiking stuff, then wala siyang paramdam nung 21. tapos kita ko nalang na nag-hike siya sa dapat namin pupuntahan netong weekend.
minsan, i hate it kasi parang nagmumukha akong tanga to realize how stupid i am for being so happy and hyped for the things that i get to share with other people. sa kahit anong bahay parang ang tanga ko to feel extremely happy. para akong bata.
na-feel ko lang rin yung pagod. i feel like, i am giving myself away. i am giving it all, just so i could get a little love and consideration. gusto ko nalang maging madamot.
gosh, too many feelings in one post.
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0710studios · 2 years
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MGA KARAKTER. jaemin x good girl, virgin!reader
GENRE. smut, highschool!au (both jaemin and the reader are right of age) | SETTING. philippines
BILANG NG MGA SALITA. 3.2k
MGA BABALA. smut, corruption kink, mentions religion, protected sex, oral (f receiving), fingering, car sex, public sex, losing one's virginity
CHIKA NG ADMINS. wow nakakapanibago na may format na kami wahahahah pero eto na nga mga beh, para mas easy to read! this is a requested piece from an anon sa old account! enjoy!
anon said: what if... fuckboy jaemin x catholic all-girls school student yn + corruption
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SABI NI SISTER ANNE, AVOID THE BOYS FROM THAT SCHOOL.
but how could you avoid them when you’re literally meters away from them? sino ba kasing nasa tamang isip na ilagay ang all girls school sa tapat ng all boys school? from the very beginning, your school has always been competing with that school in front of you. minsan nga, hindi mo malaman kung ano ba talagang pinaglalaban ng school mo dahil hindi naman kayo co-ed, isang all girls school kayo at all boys school ‘yung kabila. anong pinaglalaban niyo kung magkaiba ang takbo at ang curriculum ng school niyo at bakit gustong-gusto nilang patumbahin ang school na nasa harap niyo?
isa sa mga building hallway niyo ay nakaharap sa hallway ng kabilang school, kaya madalas niyong makita ang isa’t isa na lumalabas sa mga classroom. unfortunately, toka ka sa magch-check ng classrooms kung may naiwan pa ba dahil may program kayo sa auditorium. hindi madaling maging student council president at sabayan pa nito na senior ka na, madalas kang pagod kakalakad sa mahahabang hallway ng school niyong puno ng rebulto ng mga santo. sa kabilang banda ng building, nakita mo ang isang lalaking bumababa galing ng emergency exit ladder mula second floor ng building. hindi mo inaasahang magtatama ang mga mata niyo— hindi mo inaaasahan na siya rin pala ang magbabago ng takbo ng buhay mo.
jaemin na, isang senior katulad mo. after that eye contact, nagulat ka dahil pag-uwi mo ng bahay at pag-bukas mo ng cellphone mo, may isang message request mula sa kanya. hindi mo alam kung paano niya nalaman ang account mo, let alone knowing your name, but you found yourself smiling while talking to him. it's been months since nangyari 'yun, he even asked you not to tell his school dahil una't huling beses na raw niyang gagawin 'yun. bakit ba 'ko may paki? hindi naman kami magkaklase! isip mo kasalukuyan, nanonood ka ng movie kasama siya sa discord.
"sama ka sakin bukas," sabi nito at pinause ang pinapanood niyo. nag-taas ka ng kilay, "punta kong mall, 11:30"
"may pasok bukas, ano ka ba" tawa mo, pero seryoso ang mukha nito. "seryoso ka ba? na pinapasama mo ako sa'yo?" tumango si jaemin at sumandal sa upuan niya, parang confident at alam kung anong mangyayari bukas. "i can't do that tapos 11:30 pa, that's the time i get ready to lead the angelus and open the gates papuntang cafeteria. tsaka hindi ako basta-basta makakatakas ano"
"takas? easy lang 'yan, my sister does that all the time" ngiti nito, "my ate graduated at your school, five years ago. lagi niyang sinasabi may masakit sa kanya and boom, makakalabas na siya sa school niyo"
hindi naman sa ayaw mong sumama kay jaemin, ang totoo nyan, gusto mong sumama. gusto mong kilalanin pa ang lalaking 'to, pero sobrang risky ng gusto niyang mangyari. kung dito graduate ang ate niya five years ago, malamang iba na ang takbo ng school sa dati. mas lalong naging strikto ito lalo na sa clinic at guards. "okay, let's say pinayagan nga ako umuwi ng clinic namin… hindi ibig sabihin nun pwede akong lumabas mag-isa. kailangan ko ng sundo, the guards don't let students go home alone unless may letter"
nagbuntong hininga si jaemin, "hindi naman ako papasok bukas, pwede kitang sunduin" sabi niya, "i have my car, ano bang tinatanong ng guard sa visitors kapag papasok sa gate niyo?"
"...name and purpose of visit, they also keep the records of the visitors"
"pssh, easy. akong bahala sa'yo bukas," ngisi nito, "it's late, matulog ka na. see you tomorrow, y/n"
hindi ka agad nakatulog, kinakabahan ka kasi sa plano ni jaemin. umabot na sa puntong gumawa ka ng pekeng excuse letter at binakat ang pirma ng nanay mo mula sa mga ibang dokumento mo. all this for a boy, y/n? sabi mo sa sarili mo habang nilalagay ang gawa-gawa mong letter sa loob ng isang envelope. pag gising mo, alam mong dapat umakto kang may masakit sa'yo, either hindi ka papapasukin o 'di kaya papayagan ka ng parents mong mag-stay sa bahay. okay na sana 'yung mag-stay ka sa bahay, mag-isa ka lang naman at pwede pang tumambay dito si jaemin, pero ang problema dyan ay ang mga kapitbahay niyong chismosa. kapag nalaman o nakita nitong nagpapasok ka ng lalaki sa bahay niyo, malamang sa malamang, ikukwento ito sa mga magulang mo.
nagpumilit ka sa nanay mo na papasukin ka na lang, gumawa ka pa ng drama na mag-isa ka lang sa bahay at nakakalungkot. it's a good thing she bought it, hinatid ka pa sa school bago pumasok ng trabaho. napaki-usapan mo ang vice president ng student council na siya muna ang bahala sa lahat ngayong araw dahil masama ang pakiramdam mo at nag-stay ka sa loob ng clinic buong umaga. hanggang sa nag-ring ang bell para sa lunch. saktong 11:55 nagriring ito, 5 minutes before 12 para makalabas na ang mga teacher sa classroom at para mag-handa ang mga estudyante para sa angelus. nagpaalam ka sa school nurse, binigay ang pekeng excuse letter at pinirmahan. 12:10 nung makalabas ka sa clinic, papuntang parking kung saan sabi ni jaemin ay kikitain ka niya. inabot mo na rin sa gwardya ang excuse letter mong may pirma saka pumunta kay jaemin.
there he stood in a simple white shirt, maong and sneakers, leaning against his car. lumapit ka agad sa kanya, "paano ka nakapasok?" tanong mo, kinuha nito ang bag mo at nilagay sa loob ng kotse niya.
"sabi ko sa guard pinapasundo ka sakin, na pinsan kita. 'yun lang," sagot nito at pinagbuksan ka ng pinto, "tara na?" pumasok ka sa loob ng kotse niya at hinintay siyang makaupo sa tabi mo. in a car guy's term, pogi ang kotse niya— tulad niya. mabango at malinis. "may extra ka bang dalang damit?"
"oo, hindi ako pwedeng makita na naka-uniform… hindi rin naman ako pwedeng mag-palit dito kasi… bahala na, sa mall na lang siguro"
"pwede ka naman magpalit dito sa kotse ko, tinted naman 'to tsaka pwede akong pumikit, 'di naman ako manyak 'no." tawa nito, "labas na lang ako habang nagbibihis ka"
nagulat si jaemin dahil bigla mo siyang pinigilan nung bubuksan niya na ang pinto, "'wag— um sige labas ka saglit…" ngumiti si jaemin sa reaction mo, so corruptible, so innocent. "please? five minutes." tumango si jaemin at lumabas ng sasakyan, buti na lang at nasa harap mo lang ang bag mo kaya agad kang nagpalit ng damit.
thankfully, hindi na pinababa ng gwardya ang bintana ni jaemin kaya mabilis rin kayong nakaalis sa campus. kinakabahan ka dahil baka isumbong ka sa principal, naturingang presidente ng student council, nagcucutting classes— kasama pa ang lalaking galing sa kabilang school. akala mo nung una, sa sm sa malapit lang kayo pupunta ni jaemin. nagulat ka dahil biglang pumasok sa slex ang kotse nito and the next thing you know, nasa alabang na kayo pareho.
"sorry, should've told you na sa alabang tayo pupunta. may gusto kasi akong puntahan na café sa town," sabi nito habang nagpapark.
"okay lang, i kind of miss town rin. it's been a while since i last visited," sagot mo.
ilang buwan na simula nung nagusap kayo ni jaemin, may something talaga sa kanya na hindi mo ma-explain. imagine, nag-skip ka ng class dahil lang inaya ka niyang mag-mall? all this time ang akala ng parents mo, nasa school clinic ka at nagpapahinga— pero eto ka, nasa alabang at kumakain kasama si jaemin. it turns out that jaemin was living alone (actually with his yayas) dahil nasa ibang bansa ang parents at kapatid niya. sabi niya kaya siya ganito, kasi pakiramdam niya ito lang ang paraan kung paano niya makukuha ang atensyon ng parents niya. hindi naman sa hindi niya mahal o may galit siya sa parents niya, pero madalas kasi siyang hindi binibigyan ng atensyon nito. 
his way of getting their attention was bring girls home and cut classes. it was always successful, but after that, hindi na ulit siya papansinin. halatang halata sa'yo na sheltered ka dahil hindi mo siya gaano kakilala. jaemin na was straightforward, agad niyang sinabi sa'yo na he fucks girls for fun— some girls are from your school even. kaya siguro palagi kaming wina-warningan nila sister. because jaemin na is the boy that sister anne was talking about, the boy you must avoid at all costs.
"so, you're telling me, since prep dyan ka sa school mo nag-aaral?" tanong nito, "that's crazy! spent your whole life there na pala"
tumango ka, "i did, nakakasawa sa totoo lang, but i have no choice dahil 'dun graduate ang mom ko, mga tita ko, even my lola" ngumiti ka dahil pinagbuksan ka ulit niya ng pinto, he's not that bad. "i can really say na 'dun na ako tumanda" pagpapatuloy mo nung pumasok siya sa kotse. binuksan niya ang makina, agad namang umilaw ang screen at pinakita nito ang oras. 6:38 PM na, dapat nasa bahay ka na pero rush hour at malamang traffic sa slex. "jaemin, thank you for today."
"it's nothing, why are you saying thank you?"
"because… you made me feel free. na not all the time i have to abide by the rules, that i can breathe and that there's life outside of school. na hindi masamang mag-break ng rules for once. gaya nga ng sabi ko, masyado akong sheltered dahil bahay at school lang ang madalas kong puntahan." ngiti mo, you leaned towards him, hahalik ka sana sa pisngi ngunit bigla siyang humarap at tumama ang labi niyong dalawa. my first kiss… "s-sorry, dapat sa pisngi lang…" nahihiya mong sabi, "what was i thinking… we're not even on a date."
namutla ka bigla, remembering how your first date happened dahil chaperone ang nanay mo. that was three years ago, and never happened again dahil ang mga lalaking nagkakagusto sa'yo, hindi makaligtas sa nanay mong overprotective. "all this time you think this isn't a date? i was honest with you and even brought you to my favorite café" sabi nito, inangat mo ang ulo mo para tignan siya. date 'to?
"inassume ko lang na 'to date kasi… you were telling me about the girls you've been with and 'yung body count mo, who—" nanlaki ang mga mata mo dahil bigla kang sinunggaban ng halik ni jaemin, soon enough, you melted in his kiss, yet you had the courage to return it. his lips were soft and tasted like the iced americano he was drinking bago kayo makarating sa parking. humiwalay ka sa pagkakahalik, kapos na kapos sa paghinga. "i think… i think i like you, jaemin"
"i think i like you too, princess."
muling nagsalubong ang labi niyong dalawa, dahan-dahan kang nilipat ni jaemin mula sa passenger's seat papunta sa driver's seat. umungol ka sa bibig nito nang maramdaman mo ang ari niya sa'yo. napahawak ka sa dibdib niya at inangat ng kaonti ang sarili mo, "j-jaemin… aware ka ba na may boner ka?" tanong mo, hindi mo binababa ang sarili mo dahil kinabahan ka bigla.
"oo," sagot nito, "look, pwede naman tayong mag-make out lang kung hindi ka pa ready makipag-sex. i'd understand din kung hindi ka pa handa, we've only been talking for months and this is our first date…" hinaplos niya ang pisngi mo, "if you want to go slow, then we'll go slow"
tangkang ibabalik ka na ni jaemin sa pwesto mo, pero pinigilan mo siya. "n-no, ready na 'ko." sabi mo sa kanya, binaba mo ng onti ang sarili mo at muling naramdaman ang tigas niya. "ready na 'ko, jaem."
"sure ka? dito sa parking ng town?"
"anywhere, as long as it's with you… i'm giving you my consent"
jaemin adjusted his seat, commanding you to head to the backseat dahil may kalakihan ito. baka kasi kapag sa driver's seat kayo gumawa ng milagro, biglang umandar ang kotse. nung nakaupo na siya sa harap mo, hinalikan ka nito ng mabilis sa pisngi. "sure ka na ha" tanong ulit nito, tumango ka at ginabayan ang kamay niya para siya na mismo ang magtanggal ng butones ng suot mong polo. napakagat labi si jaemin nung makita niya ang suot mong bra— white lace. his favorite color. it's a coincidence dahil hindi naman niya sinabi sa'yo kung anong paborito niyang kulay. "can i?" tanong nito, inalis mo ang nakaharang na buhok sa leeg mo at tumango. tumaas ang balahibo mo nang maramdaman mo ang kamay niya sa balat mo, onti-onting binababa ang cups ng bra mo. "parang lalo kang gumanda, y/n" nakaluhod ka sa upuan ng kotse niya kaya halos kapantay ng labi ni jaemin ang dede mo. 
you moaned when you felt his tongue on your nipple, napahawak ka pa sa ulo nito dahil bigla niyang kinagat ito. "jaemin… fuck, ang sarap."  it indeed felt good dahil bihira ka lang mag-mura, at sobrang sarap ng ginagawa ni jaemin— hindi mo maiwasan. good girls can be curious; iniisip mo kung anong pakiramdam kapag may ibang gumagawa sa'yo ng mga bagay na ginagawa mo sa kwarto tuwing madaling araw gamit ang sariling kamay. kinuha mo ang kamay niyang nasa bewang mo at binaba ito mismo sa gitna ng hita mo. "t-touch me, please…"
ngumisi si jaemin at nilayo ang sarili niya sa dede mo, sinabihan ka niyang humiga at bumukaka— which you willingly did. naghubad ka ng suot mong shorts kasama ang suot mong underwear. fuck, agad na naisip ni jaemin. sa tagal niyang nakatingin sa'yo, bigla kang naging conscious at sinara ang mga hita, tinakpan ang dibdib gamit ang braso. "don't," sabi nito at naghubad ng tshirt, "ang ganda mo, 'wag mong itago."
the back of jaemin's car has a huge leg room kaya kayang kaya niyang lumuhod dito, kaharap niya ang namamasa mong puke. parang dati lang, sa porn na aksidente mong nahalungkat sa internet ka lang namamasa, iba pala ang feeling kapag nangyayari na sa'yo mismo. "wala ka pang experience, 'no?" tanong nito, tumango ka naman at huminga ng malalim nang maramdaman mong pinaghiwalay niya ang labi ng puke mo. "even fingering? have you ever touched yourself, princess?" naramdaman mong nag-init ang mukha mo, hindi ka makasagot kaya tumango ka. "naughty" he said, you sucked air when you felt his tongue flat on your clit. napahawak ka sa ulo ni jaemin, unconsciously pulling his locks hard. parang nakikipag-laplapan si jaemin sa puke mo, sucking the sensitive bud until he felt your body shiver. tumingin siya sa'yo, hindi lumalayo sa puke mo ang mga labi niya. napansin niyang nakapikit ka lang at naka-kagat labi, pinipigilan umungol ng malakas. "let me hear you, princess. don't hold back." 
nanlaki ang mata mo dahil narinig mong mag-alarm ang kotseng katabi niyo. hindi mo maiwasang hindi takpan ang bibig habang dinidilaan ka ni jaemin, "j-jaemin, may tao sa labas" mahina mong sabi, agad namang lumayo si jaemin sa'yo. "itutuloy pa ba— oh my god…" napapikit ka dahil bigla siyang nagpasok ng isang daliri sa butas mo. dahan-dahan niyang ginalaw ito, napakapit ka sa bisig niya at pumikit nung nagdagdag pa siya ng isa pang daliri. hindi mo malaman kung ano ba ‘yung namumuo sa tyan mo habang gumagalaw ang kamay ni jaemin, parang butterflies na hindi mo malaman.
“you look so cute, princess. you look like you want to be ruined by me so bad,” sabi nito, nagkukuyom ang puke mo sa daliri niya kaya napangisi siya. “let go, alam kong lalabasan ka na”
you let out a loud moan, pretty sure every person outside the car could hear it pero wala ka nang paki. you’ve never orgasmed that hard before— dati kasi, kapag nanginginig ka na, alam mong ‘yun na, tapos na. you never expected it to have another one, so that’s a whole new experience for you. jaemin pulled his fingers out of you, putting his fingers on his mouth kaya nanlaki ang mata mo. “ang tamis mo, princess” ngiti nito at inalis niya ang daliri niya sa bibig. agad na binuksan ni jaemin ang belt niya, sumunod ang zipper ng pantalon niya. 
“jaemin, a-ang laki mo…” nahihiya mong sabi, “kaya ko ba ‘yan?”
“kakayanin mo, baby” sagot nito, gamit ang isang kamay at bibig, binuksan niya ang wrapper ng condom at ni-rolyo ito sa ari niya.
nilinya ni jaemin ang tite niya sa butas mo, kasabay nito ang paglapit ng mukha niya sa mukha mo. muli niyang pinagdikit ang mga labi niyo, dinidistract ka sa sakit na mararamdaman mo. ulo palang ang napapasok ni jaemin, pero napailing ka sa sakit at lumayo sa labi niya. “jaemin…” iyak mo, may isang luha na lumabas sa mata mo at agad itong napansin ni jaemin. hinalikan niya ang mata mo at nagsimulang magsabi ng kung anu-anong matatamis na salita. dahan-dahan lang, pero naipasok ni jaemin ng buo ang tite niya sa loob mo. ilang bayo pa at nakapag-adjust ka na agad sa laki niya. jaemin’s cock was different from your own fingers. it can reach the sweet spot you’ve been looking for since you discovered how to touch yourself. the boy smiled as he looks at you under him, and he realized, he was once again fucking a girl from that school— a virgin girl. ayaw aminin ni jaemin, pero virgin girls turns the shit out of him. gustong gusto niyang nangco-corrupt ng babae, he gets turned on by the thought of exposing these innocent, good girls to sex and other kinky stuff. 
nararamdaman niya ang sikip mo, ang pagkapit mo sa bisig niya ay humihigpit at kada bayo niya ay napapaluha ka. “jaemin, faster…” bulong mo sa braso niya, “please…”
gaya ng sabi mo, binilisan lalo ni jaemin ang pagbayo. wala na siyang pakialam kung umuuga ang kotse o kung may nakakapansin na ba nito, para sa kanya, he’s having the best sex of his life inside his car— in a parking lot somewhere in alabang. pinulupot mo ang binti mo sa bewang niya ay nilapit niya ang mukha niya sa mukha mo, pinagdikit ang mga labi niyo bago ito ilipat sa leeg mo. “you look so fuckable, baby” sabi nito at kinagat ang tenga mo, “kung lalabasan ka na, let go lang… t-tangina, wait, don’t clench”
with one last piercing thrust, jaemin felt his dick twitch inside your tight pussy. you swore you could see stars when you felt it. hindi kayo gumalaw ng ilang segundo, hinahabol ang paghinga ng isa’t isa. jaemin places a kiss on your forehead before pulling out of you, halos mapuno ang condom sa dami ng laman nito kaya agad itong tinali ni jaemin at nilagay sa maliit na basurahan na meron siya sa kotse.
“you did great, y/n.” sabi nito at humalik sa pisngi mo, “tara na? it’s 7:45, hinahanap ka na siguro ng mom mo.”
pagka-uwi mo, sinalubong ka ng galit mong nanay. 9:30 na kasi nung maka-uwi ka at nalaman pa niyang tumakas ka sa school gamit ang pekeng excuse letter. kada salita ng nanay mo sa’yo, hindi mo maintindihan dahil isa lang ang tumatakbo sa isip mo. ang nangyari kanina sa parking lot ng isang mall sa alabang.
jaemin #0813: hulaan ko, pinagalitan ka ‘no?
jaemin #0813: if you need to breathe and break the rules, you know where to find me ;)
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wonderloste · 1 year
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DEAR ALICE ... IN SHORT , HAPPY NEW YEAR FROM THOSE OF US IN WONDERLAND TO YOU , OUTSIDER ! / OH SHIT ANOTHER NEW YEARS POST FROM SOMEONE ON YOUR DASH ?! yes, that's me! i don't want to ramble too long, but i do want to thank everyone who has supported me on this blog over the past year & especially with how chaotic it's been on my end. i know my activity hasn't been great this year and i've been struggling a lot, but i still appreciate so much the people who have stuck by me & still interacted with me despite all the stuff i've been going through. <4 being here & talking to everyone & getting in interactions where i could has helped make 2022 a better and less lonely year than it would have been, otherwise.
i'm so sorry to people who i've let down when it comes to interactions & getting back to them through messages and whatnot. 2022 was genuinely such a rough year for me, but i am infinitely more grateful that in spite of those things, so many of you have still decided to stick with me. this blog was... so ambitious when i made it & i honestly didn't think i'd make it this far or that anyone would have any interest in a bunch of random furry ocs KJNEMRKHJM. i was just a fan of otome with a will to roleplay & a dream :') but you all have given so much love to these ocs and i can't thank you enough.
i hope that moving forward i'm able to interact with more of you!! and to continue interactions with those i've already started them with!! or rekindle ones that got caught up in my absence. thank you so much for your patience with me, & for sticking around! i hope you all have a HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR & that 2023 is kind to us!!
now let's point some fingers under the cut ehehehehe.
— FAMNESIA ... my little discord group clowns ! most of us have been in the discord for like, what? 6 years now? or smth? we spend pretty much every day together, both on & off tumblr rp so !
@londonfallen › ew it's my fiance AAAAAAAA MICHAEL. thank you so much for everything you do for me on this blog!! i'm so thankful to you, it's partially thanks to you this darn thing even exists. you rlly do fund so much content on here & i'm always thankful to have you participate in lore & art uwu i know this year has been especially rough on us, but hopefully 2023 will help us get back on our feet & you'll find your will to keep writing !! you've been doing so good lately look at you go <4 you rose out of the dead for silas and gave him love at first sight can u believe it... your blog & lore has so much thought put into it, i wish you'd be kinder to yourself and less mean to the things you create. your art & writing is beautiful u should be bragging on the dash 24/7 about how cool you are, actually. ily thank u for making the year better even when it was miserable on us, we're going to have the most disgusting wedding ever one day when we can afford mickey mouse wedding us before the eyes of kami-sama, our lord and savior mr. walt disney!!
@kusaranai › your ass doesn't even log onto tumblr anymore biancnya so i'll have to link this to your dms BUT I'M INCLUDING YOU ANYWAYS BC I CAN NEVER MAKE THESE POSTS WITHOUT YOU. i love u my wonderful furry waifu !! by wonderful i mean cursed and by waifu i mean the sleep paralysis demon i see when i get choked out in phasmophboia. my career on tumblr really blossomed when you came into my life and ruined it uwu and it will continue to blossom now that u are long gone and only annoy me on discord ! SOMEWHERE LIGHT AND KUMA LIVE ON. somewhere, even more importantly, i still have light telling kurisu that he loves her shoved into my drafts on an abandoned blog...
@galaxiasus › THE SMOL OF THE GROUP AAAAAAAAA LUNYA. i'm so glad that you've been around more often this year, even though it's been hard on everyone bc 2022 was phew. man it sure was huh. KJNERHKJN as always i'm so glad seeing you on my dash but i'm even more glad that you've actually remained active icb it </4 ur the only person who didn't abandon me on tumblr for 5 years until ren joined us, we were the sole beacons of rp together for a long while and we have so many good ships bc of it!! you're such a joy to write with and your writing is amazing 10/10 idc wtf you say lmfao. i'm so glad i got to rejoin famnesia and reconnect with you and i look forward to holding ur hair back while u scream cry throw up at the end of endwalker !! i'm sorry i'm so slow with dms but rest assured seeing u screaming in them always brightens my day
@zorkaya › REN REN REN REN aaaaaaaaaaaaa. did u know i used to be scared of you when i was a wee little unicorn... many blogs ago... tragic KEJRNHM. I'M SO GLAD that you joined the famnesia server and got to talk with all of us more often!! ofc we've been friends by proxy for a good couple years, but i'm happier to get the chance to talk to you more consistently / often :') you're such a sweet and super cool person, and your writing is so good !! thank u for teaching my fiance and my cohealer how to write pr0n. uwu zarina is such a beautiful & well developed character!! i'm so proud of you for picking up a strong female villain and sticking with her even though the rpc can be whiny when it comes to them. zarina DESERVES to be op and anyone who cries about it is a weak baby bitch. i look forward to writing more with you moving forward !! on all blogs !! with all my muses !!! take the whole roster idc
@eidetic187 › HI VERONICA UR ALSO NEW IN THESE PARTS, i'm just as glad to see you among our msging chaos throughout the day !! even though our schedules are different bc you're on night shift, it's always fun to wake up and see what's transpired in chat lmFAO. finally someone who appreciates the visual novel classics just like me !! kicks really cursed dating sims under the rug so that they cannot be seen. we don't look at those. we're all super glad to have you around partaking in all our discussions and i hope that the next year is kinder to you in every possible way !! also that you and your partner have a hella good new year together once you get out of work and are able to chill together :') we've been mutuals for like 500 years i feel like you were on my first follow forever tm {remember those} on monokuma and u will be on the last one when tumblr burns
@hakureimaiden › omg u came back just in time to force me to write more ppl on this post icb it /j IRMA WELCOME BACK TO THE HELLSITE i've been here on my lonesome for so long except the occasional showing of michael and luna, it's nice to see one of the og muses has survived since the disney murder game days... as always you are a pleasure on both the dash And in the chat!! you brought a lot of really neat friends together by merging our groups together and it's made things super fun getting into xiv and stuff with you!! i'm not always the most :') timely ship partner when it comes to msgs with how whack i've been this year, but i'm hoping wITH NEW ENERGY IN 2023 we can develop romesen... carmeo.... yeah carmeo, WE CAN DEVELOP THEM MORE KJERNHM. regina george is romeo's type? man. would not have guessed. UR SUCH A SWEET CHILL PERSON I HOPE U KNOW FAMNESIA FISTBUMPS WITH U.
@rotinthedark › HALEEEEEEEEEEY i know talking thru groups and stuff isn't ur thing and i'm naturally quiet on discord BUT U STILL GET TO BE HERE because :') we have worked so very hard for the sebalex ship and they are FINALLY making headway and i'm so excited for it!! alex? having a crush on seb? it is a-go, we are THERE, we have MADE IT KEJRNHM you're such a nice & fun person to talk to, and i absolutely ADORE writing with you!! sometimes our interactions are what keeps my love for stardew alive just bc i have like 500 hrs on it and sometimes i'm like broe what else can i even do... i can log on and reply to haley... that's what i can do... i had never thought of sebalex as a ship too srsly until writing with you and now it CONSUMES me i am broken. pls.
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@dangaer › hi jupiter <4 i want u to know that your blog is one of my favs on this hellsite, i hope you know that the way you write ALL of your muses is so very pleasing to read. all their characterizations are genuinely SO GOOD. i've mentioned it before but even characters i didn't like much or just didn't consider v often are characters you've made me care about just seeing you talk about / write them on the dash!! like ofc i am so intensely biased to the amnesia muses bc that otome has... a very special place in my heart but despite what our rp history may make u think!!! i have played others!! KJNEMRH and your characters are SPOT ON, always, without fail. i love our ships & threads / interactions, even though i can be slow getting to stuff !!! the dynamic we've built up with ikki and darcy is one of my favs, i love them SO MUCH and idk i just think. they're like. kinda valid for wanting to destroy wonderland and stay together. the normal ending? a good option. i support them. i can't WAIT to see aleister and kageyuki's dynamic grow likewise, i know i'm going to love it just as much!! thank you so much for writing with me & support my dumb otome ocs :') i know they aren't a Real Otome, but it is v sweet to be indulged as if they are. i'm in tears rn actively.
@redemptioninterlude › HENLO FRIEND u might be surprised to find yourself here, but :') i do keep up with your blog quite often actually. i know that i've dropped the ball on interactions a lot, this year has been so... much for me, & my activity really suffered, but i want you to know that i LOVE your blog!! and all of what we HAVE done together! and while i love alice specifically, for obvs reasons, i do also read your other threads / dynamics that you put on the dash and pls know that your writing slaps KJNERHM literally there's never a miss, from rue euphoria to ur interesting and well developed ocs, all of them are written in a way that's so amazing to read. you take such a diverse cast & breathe so much life into them, and i'm very lucky to be able to perceive your content when it gets posted. i hope in 2023 we're able to interact together more frequently !! :squeezes my wonderlandians like they're squeaky toys: i want to get a handle on my content SO BADLY and get stuff going with you again, on god !!
@heincus › maaaaaax i already yelled as you over your muses a lot, but i'll yell again!! so help me after i get moved into my new apartment after the holidays i would LOVE to figure out some match ups / dynamics between our muses because all your ocs have so much love / care put into them and they're all SO MUCH fun!! i love how much passion you have for writing, and how boundless your imagination is. ocs are HARD to write, you have to come up with a lot and juggle world building and character building and all the things, but you make it look so effortless :') your roster is full of so many colorful and expansive personalities and stories. i want to pick them up like barbie dolls and throw them at whatever the fuck weirdos are on my own roster and simply see what sticks. the possibilities? endless. rlly though your writing is so good, you should be proud of what you've created on your blog and i am so glad that i get to interact with you during times i'm not awol lying dead in a ditch ty &lt;4
@galaxylimbs › BANGS POTS AND PANS TOGETHER AAAAAAA u may not think it because my replies are slow as hell rn, but i love our ships HI HELLO EKJNHM. from code vein to oc otome hell, i'm so glad to see you back around again!! know that even though i can take 10 years to reply to things, i do absolutely love the dynamics we have with deirdre / magnus and louis / belle. it's such a joy getting to write with you, and i am SO DETERMINED to give you more ship content this upcoming year. i'm happy as well that louis and belle are back, they're such a fantastic duo and i have... so many emotions over code vein to this day, i'm excited to get back into exploring that world with you :') just as well getting to expand on deirdre and magnus's interactions, the potential is untapped !! thank u for sticking around and writing with me friend aaa
— FLOWERS IN THE GARDENS ... i love seeing you all on my dash! it's likely i've left you on read at some point or shoved our drafts in my box, but please know there's no lack of interest on my part. perhaps we haven't interacted at all, but unbeknownst to you, i see you on the dash all the time & you've left an impression. either way, i adore seeing you around & i absolutely want to interact with you!! thank you so much for brightening up my day with your writing. although i may be quiet, i notice u, and i am a fan kjenrhmkjernhm.
@untowonder / @innocenceimpulse / @seeasunset / @snowfeathered / @starlit-heir / @vibraea / @aceparagon / @jardinae / @tvrningout / @swerte / @aetherbled / @pluviacuratio / @synthwealth / @decoresca / @wishngs / @hymnblood / @tricksheart / @strywoven / @xdcwntherabbithole / @mcmcntomorii / @frestoniia / @reapcrbunny / @double-knots / @acandlelitdeath / @jaxxmulti / @tellescope / @hiisfire / @crownedveil / @shrapnelsong / @box-of-characters / @xamassed / XOXO TO U ALL !!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!
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asrisgratitudejournal · 6 months
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Update setelah beberapa hari calming myself down: kemarin full seharian di rumah istirahat aja yang banyak. Malam juga berusaha untuk tidur cepat karena ternyata masih pusing-pusing dan hidung tersumbat betul-betul sepertinya akan kena flu sih ini (padahal udah vaksin flu?). 
Barusan akhirnya keluar rumah karena diajakin Hanif buat makan siang dan makanlah kami (aku, Hanif, dan Bang Reybi) di Nando’s George St. SANGAT ENAK, DAN SANGAT KENYANG HHH ALHAMDULILLAH YAALLAH. Sekarang ini di Radcam karena tadi keluar rumah nggak bawa laptop samsek (karena berat). Gatau juga goalnya apa ini kerja hari ini. Jujur masih belum bisa pick myself up banget sejak email rejection itu… Ku udah ngemail co-authors juga dan ngirim reviews-nya ke mereka dan setting up meeting Rabu pagi jam 10 sih… Udah booking konseling uni juga Selasa sore. Terus udah… Apa lagi yang harus dikerjain gatau… Dari besok postdocku bakal away sampe 20-an Nov(?) (lama juga ye dia pergi). Spvku malah baru balik besok. Hhhh emang ga jodoh aja schedule semua orang. Ku cukup yakin nanti Rabu yang dateng cuma 2 kolaborator dan postdocku, karena kedua spv-ku sudah bilang “gausah tungguin gw yah”, baiklah. Gapapa tapi udah ada yang bisa aja udah bagus. 
Ku masih mayan upset tapi ga separah Minggu dan Senin kemarin sih. Terus ku dapat message sangat baik dari Mba Mita HUHU (cc @peminumteh) yang membuatku sadar bahwa ku udah bisa ngeluarin ke jurnal aja tuh untuk anak PhD tahun ke-3 (kemarin pertama kali submit Nov 2022 --- WOW SUDAH SETAHUN YANG LALU???) udah keren banget. Dan beneran sih, kadang suka ngerasa ga enak gitu kalau share lagi sedih kena reject gini ke teman-teman se-office gitu misalnya. Ada yang setahun di atasku masih berkutat dengan mikroskop lagi ngejar submit dan belum dapet cc buat submit ke luar, ada juga yang seangkatan-ku dan baru mau di-acc chapter 1-nya (BARU MAU dibaca). And here I am yang chapter 1 ini udah dibaca ber-RATUS-RATUS kali oleh >5 orang (including reviewers dan editors ada 10 orang kali), terus menangis karena dibilang tulisannya kureng. Betul-betul untitled kid. 
BERSUKUR NONNNNN. Tapi ya valid juga kan ngerasa sedih walaupun at the same time juga bersyukur?? Apakah keduanya ekstrim polar opposite? Apakah kalau kita sedih dapet 98 instead of 100 artinya kita ga bersukur sama si 98 itu? Kan nggak juga??? Jujur sekarang w adalah Jimin. HAHA RANDOM tapi kalau kalian nonton documentary-nya BTS di Burn The Stage, Jimin MENANGIS after going off-key YANG MANA GAADA ORANG YANG NYADAR YA TOLONG. Ku pas nonton itu kaya upset banget kaya ??? BRO SEHAT??? Terus yaudah sekarang I’m just Jimin?? Kayak… NON SEHAT??? 
Ainna kemarin juga ngasih komen sangat baik di postingan sebelumnya (HUHU terima kasih Ainna *emoji peluk*). Terus banyak deh replies dari teman-teman lain di insta setelah ku-post skrinsot-an post terakhir tumblr juga di insta. 
Udah sih. Plannya weekend ini cuma kelas aja Sabtu-Minggu jam 8-10, terus mengundang Aji dkk mau masak opor di rumah di hari Minggu… Oh iya, dari kemarin juga lagi ngabisin Brooklyn Nine-Nine lagi setelah sekian lama dan emang kadang ada episode yang bobrok banget aja lucu banget sampai ku ingin menangis (fav-ku masih interaksi kebodoran antara Jake dan Captain Holt). Belum lama juga abis ngabisin Lupin. Lagi pengen nonton yang drama-drama sampah gitu deh padahal, modelan PLL atau Revenge. Ada seri apa lagi sih, recommend me tvshow dong anyone. 
Udah itu dulu aj for now. Wishing you all good rest of the week! 
Radcam 15:47 02/11/2023 
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rensake-blog · 5 months
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GET TO KNOW YOUR ADMIN !!
name — Kami or Kami-sama pronouns— He/She/They I'm genderfluid so they really just, stay rotatin'. They/them is safe though! preferred comms — Tumblr hates to notify me of literally *anything* so if you tag me, or IM me, or anything- While I check frequently- I may miss it. So my discord is open to mutuals and please I beg of you do not be afraid to DM me. XD name of muse — Ryuu King Evans experience in RP — Oh gosh. Uh. Nearly 14+ years of roleplay experience. I've been through just about every medium you can think of. Forum, Text messages, Chatzy, Email, Skype, Google Documents, Kik, Discord, and of course Tumblr. best experiences— I think it's currently a tie between Tumblr and Discord. Which is a reasonable tie, in my opinion. XD pet peeves/dealbreakers — Oh. Hmm, maybe non communication? Drama. And people who refuse to read a muse out properly. muse preference ( fluff, angst, smut ) — Well, my muse would prefer fluff. But I genuinely like anything that can evoke great emotions in another person. That deep gut wrenching angst, the feet kicking fluff, and the cheek heating smut, all are S-tier to me. I just want to write in a way that makes you feel enveloped in the story, so if you're invested, I'm doing my job right. plot or memes — Both! I don't reblog a meme if I don't think it can be turned into something of a plot. Of course, it's up to you to decide if it should be a thread. XD long or short replies — I love long replies, they make me eager to respond since I can see just how invested my rp partner is. But short replies are good, if the rp was short to begin with. ^.^ I'm not fond of one liners long term though, since I don't use icons they can drop off too easily. best time to write — Anytime, honestly. As long as I'm not asleep, or busy, I'd generally prefer to be writing or drawing. ^.^ are you like your muse?: I wish. King seems to have a lot more things together than me. But no, I think we aren't all that alike aside from our friendliness and our general love of cats.
Tagged by: @cmdrace Tagging: @queenharumiura, @kaizokugaris, @whiskeysmulti, @chillin-at-partys-bar, @needlenxggin, @ryusxnka, @ladysasagawa, @juhotookaku, @negativeinterview, and @getouh.
(If you've already done it, don't worry about it! Same for if you don't wanna do it. <3 But if you haven't, and you want to- even if I didn't tag you- Go for it!))
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idv-news-boi · 1 year
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-> Ask Department is Now in Service!
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//“Oh? I’m the one answering questions now? *fixes his sleeves* Alright, bring it on!”✨
//“*sighs* Give me strength for another day, Kami-sama,,,,”🍵
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// Blog made for my IDV OC, Laurence Godfrey {The News Reporter}- you’ll often see Akihiko appearing once in a while in the asks too!
Magic anons, any kinds of anons, oc x canon, oc x oc, au crossovers,,, Many other things related to these are allowed! Feel free to be creative~! ;)
You may allow to send memes to tick Akihiko off~! (You’ll receive points from Laurence >;3)
If you also have questions for Akihiko, feel free!
No NSFW, JUST SUGGESTIVE CAN BE THE LIMIT- for the sake of the minor audience,,,, (nwn;;
No racism, xenophobia, bigotery, lgbtq+ hate- Nothing offensive, please!
It’ll take a while for Lau to answer your questions, so have some faith in him! He has a job, too,,,, 😅
Note// Laurence has a 1920s era theme on his design!
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#reblog// Laurence sneezes
#reblog// Akihiko coughs
#📰// message for others
#📰// events
Other Blogs//
@idv-vale-bois
@idv-artists-trio
Also promoting mun’s writing blog @idv-sunsxin3 for x reader content ;3
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List of OCs and canons’ birthdays {ongoing}
List of OC askblogs {part 1}
List of OC askblogs {part 2}
List of Ships
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Voice Intro//
New AI Voice edit thanks to my friend Mandika,,, <333
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Ganaps sa office
This is a tough week for me ang daming nangyari. Ang daming ka plastickan at kagaguhan from those people that I knew na hindi gagawin sakin yung mga iyon. I received 2 escalations, anonymous tong mga escalations na to. Kinausap ako ni Director K and tama lahat ng conclusions namin nila OM and SOM. Hindi talaga ako yung motive nung escalation, ang motive nila is si SOM. Actually, I really dont get it. Anong goal ni OM Miladel about this, kaya nag man-up na ako at inexpose ko lahat ng mga motives nya dahil naaawa na ako sa boss namin. Wala naman kasing perfect management and aminado at aware akong lahat naman kami ay may opportunities while handling people. Ang pagkakamali lang talaga netong former OM ko is hindi sya malinis mag trabaho, at the end of the day nalaman kong sya yung nag caused ng escalation. Ginamit nya yung isang rep na hindi ko naman din tao. GG! Well, played! Eto yung last message nya sa GC namin. Hahahaha.
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Lol. Sa halos isang taon na pagiging boss, wala naman syang na itulong sakin. Puro sama nang loob dahil ako yung nilagay nya sa alanganing oras ng pasok, which is mid shift. Ako lang din ang nag buhat nuon sa cluster namin. Hindi nya alam na alam kong ginago nya ako, well hindi ko naman na need mag explain sakanya na alam ko. Mabait pa ako kasi portion lang ng alam ko ang shinare ko kay SOM. Nakakaawa nga si SOM, first time ko syang makitang malungkot at umiiyak. I can see her deducation thats why I choose her than this negative person. I hope maging okay na lahat moving forward.
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fitriarahmayeni · 5 months
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P : kok dihapus Pak?
B : Nggk apa itu ibu tadi yg kirim, bunyi video nya, bahwa orang tua itu selalu menganggap anak anak nya masih seperti anak kecil dan orang tua itu sayang sama anak nya sepanjang masa, dari si anak harus juga selalu mendoakan kedua orang tua nya...agak alay begitu maka bapak hapus
P : mana ada alay bapakku gakpapa Pak gausah takut kalau mau kirim
Aku yang tidak puas dengan jawaban Bapak akhirnya lanjut aku video call, semacam minta klarifikasi gitu lah karena menurutku kenapa harus dihapus? dan kenapa Bapak anggap videonya alay? karena kalau dari pesan Bapak persis seperti yang di atas menurutku sama sekali tidak ada salahnya.
Singkat cerita, ternyata Bapak bilang kalau Ibu yang mengirim ceramah seorang ustadz ke semua anak-anaknya dengan HP Bapak, setelah bapak dengar ceramahnya lagi dengan seksama ada poin yang Bapak gak setuju dengan isi ceramah tersebut. Bapak bilang pada awal ceramah masih sangat bagus tentang orang tua yang sangat sayang kepada anaknya dan anak juga harus perhatian dengan orangtuanya.
Aku sebenarnya masih bingung apa salahnya isi ceramah tersebut, sah-sah saja toh dan sudah sepatutnya kita sebagai anak harus sayang kepada orang tua, tapi menurut Bapak selama ini anak-anak sangat perhatian dengan orang tua, jadi kalau video itu dikirim kepada kami bagi Bapak itu tidak relevan karena peringatan itu dirasa tidak perlu karena selama ini beliau tidak merasa kekurangan akan perhatian dari semua anak-anaknya.
Tapi aku yang masih tidak puas dengan jawaban Bapak masih menyelidik dan terus bertanya-tanya “apa iya isi ceramahnya hanya seperti itu saja?”karena kalau hanya seperti itu seharusnya tidak perlu sampai dihapus.
Aku yang terus mendesak Bapak untuk menceritakan seluruh isi ceramah pun membuat Bapak akhirnya menjelaskan poin yang Bapak tidak setuju, yaitu tentang anak yang harus membalas budi kepada orang tuanya yang menurut Bapak itu bukanlah prinsip yang beliau terapkan dalam membesarkan anak-anaknya selama ini. Bapak merasa bahwa membesarkan dan mendidik anak-anak adalah tugas dan kewajibannya sebagai orang tua, amanah yang diberikan oleh Allah tanpa mengharap balas budi.
Entahlah, setelah mendegar penjelasan Bapak rasanya hatiku langsung penuh, penuh dengan kasih sayang mereka yang tulus. Ketulusan, pengorbanan, dan perjuangan mereka membesarkan kami sampai saat ini sungguh luar biasa.
Sebenarnya dalam hati, aku sudah gak kuat ingin menangis mendengar penjelasan Bapak, tapi tentu saja aku tahan-tahan.
Aku pun jadi teringat tulisan seseorang yang aku baca di sosial media tentang pendapat yang menyatakan bahwa anak itu bukanlah investasi orang tuanya.
Dan setelah percakapan kemarin, aku menyadari bahwa prinsip itulah yang selama ini Ibu dan Bapak terapkan dalam membesarkan kami.
Surabaya, 10 Desember 2023
Bu, Pak.
Bagi puput, Ibu dan Bapak adalah orang tua terbaik yang ada di dunia ini. Puput selalu bersyukur dibesarkan dan dididik oleh orang tua seperti kalian.
Semoga puput bisa membalas ketulusan Ibu dan Bapak walaupun puput tahu meskipun dunia seisinya diberi tak akan sanggup membalas apa-apa yang sudah Ibu dan Bapak berikan ke puput. Semoga puput bisa menjadi seorang anak yang Ibu dan Bapak harapkan seperti yang sering Ibu bilang, Ibu hanya ingin puput jadi anak sholihah yang selalu mendoakan orang tuanya.
Bu, Pak.
Terima kasih untuk semuanya, memiliki kalian adalah hal yang selalu puput syukuri, melihat kebahagiaan kalian ada sesuatu yang selalu ingin puput usahakan. Semoga Ibu dan Bapak selalu dalam lindungan Allah, sehat jiwa raganya, berkah usia dan rezekinya. Semoga kita semua bisa terus berkumpul tak hanya di dunia yang fana ini, namun hingga ke jannahNya kelak. Aamiin.
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julioomegasakti · 1 year
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 Lika-liku perjalanan setelah tamat dari S1 sangatlah banyak, jika dianalogikan seperti tikungan yang berda di kelok 44 ada turunan maupun tanjakan. Pada akhirnya menjadi seorang Notaris adalah pilihan yang sangat tepat, selain menjadi seorang notaris aku pun bertemu dengan seseorang yang membuat aku apa itu arti sebuah perasaan cinta dan sayang.
Seperti mahasiswa pada umunya, S2 hampir sangat mirip dengan perjalanan diwaktu S1 bedanya cuman akademisi yang mengajae ataupun mahasiswa yang jauh lebih tua daripada mahasiswa lainnya dan ada pula mahasiswa yang seumuran dengan dosen. Akhirnya diri ini masuk ke dalam sebuah organisasi resmi dari kampus yang diwaktu S1 sangat anti akan organisasi hahahaha. Organisasi tersebut bertemu dan berkenalan dengan banyak orang. Pada akhirnya aku menemukan seseorang wanita yang cantik jelita yang berparas ayu seperti bidadari yang turun dari kayangan hehehe. Perkenalan dengan wanita ini terjadi pada saat bermain badminton yang diselenggarakan organisasi tersebut. Pada umumnya jika lawan jenis bertemu pasti berkenalan dengan awalan mengucapkan nama akan tetapi pada saat daku ketemu wanita tersebut perkenalan antar kami tidak se-mainstream itu. Wanita tersebut mengatakan “Kamu kenapa? Kalo orang bikin ketawa pasti lagi banyak masalah” Hatiku pun seperti tersambar petir di siang hari yang terik hahaha. Di dalam hatipun langsung berkata “Kok bisa seorang wanita yang belum mengenal diriku bisa menanyakan hal tersebut” dan aku pun langsung tertarik kepadanya.
Hari demi hari aku lewati dengan belajar dan bekerja seperti halnya diwaktu S1 yaitu Penjokian Duniawi hahaha. Pada suatu hari yang sangat biasa wanita tersebut tiba-tiba melakukan direct messages kepadaku dengan membalas instastory yang aku buat, setelah berbalas pesan melalui dm yang sangat panjang akhirnya aku mencoba membuat janji dengan mengajaknya ke alahan panjang, karena wanita tersebut juga suka dengan keindahan alahan panjang (Jadi kangen danau bawah hehehe). Akan tetapi, janji itu tidak pernah aku tepati sampai akhirnya semester 1 telah dilalui. Organisasi yang aku ikutin tersebut mengadakan seminar nasional yang dimana untuk mendukung akreditasi program studi yang aku pilih, sehingga aku pun ditunjuk menjadi panitia penyelenggara pada organisasi tersebut. Akhirnya aku kembali ketemu dengan wanita yang membuat aku tertarik kepadanya. Wanita tersebut menjadi Master of Ceremony (MC) pada waktu seminar tersebut. Seminar tersebut berjalan dengan baik dan ketika seminar tersebut sudah selesai, wanita tersebut menghampiri aku, disitu perasaan aku campur aduk tak karuan hahaha, sebab aku tidak siap untuk berkomunikasi secara tatap mata, Matanya yang indah bak bulan yang bersinar dimalam hari yang indah. Aku pun salting ketika wanita tersebut mengajak berbicara kepadaku, aku berpura-pura sibuk dengan handphone ku sendiri. Wanita tersebut pun menagih janji yang aku buat pada saat kita berbalas pesan melalui dm. Aku pun menjawab 2 minggu lagi pasti akan aku ajak kamu ke alahan panjang, disitu secara tidak sadar aku membuat janji lagi akan tetapi ketika melihat isi kantong dan isi dompet wajahku pun merasa prihatin melihat isinya hahaha. Aku pun optimis pasti ada rezeki mengajaknya ke alahan panjang.
Setelah pergumulan antara batin dan pikiran akhirnya aku pun memutuskan untuk test ride terlebih dahulu dengan mengajaknya menonton bioskop yang berada di cgv, first impressions kepada wanita tersebut sangat” diluar ekspektasi aku, aku malah menjadi lebih tertarik pada wanita ini. Dan aku memutuskan mengajaknya ke alahan panjang tanpa berpikir panjang. Di Alahan Panjang pun kami menghabis waktu dengan bahagia dan bergembira tak luput senyuman wanita itu selalu terpasang di wajah yang bersinar, aku pun sangat bahagia menikmati momen tersebut. Aku pun mengajaknya setelah ke alahan panjang ke pantai nirwana, di pantai nirwana pun kami masih dengan senyuman yang sama seperti di alahan panjang. Tak sampai disitu setelah ke dari pantai nirwana kami pun melanjutkan perjalanan ke McDonald’s Khatib Sulaiman untuk makan bersama. Pada saat pulang kami pun melanjutkan perjalanan dengan memutari kota padang. Setelah kami berpisah hatiku pun sangat happy saking happynya ketika melihat bulan sepertinya bulan nampak tersenyum juga kepadaku
Itulah Prologue pertemuan antara aku dan wanita yang aku cintai dan aku sayangi pada saat ini, untuk kelanjutan ceritanya tunggu mood aku lagi bagus untuk mengetik hehehehe
Sekian
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valinakhiarinnisa · 2 years
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Kemarin, beberapa teman memberikan kabar orang lain. Yang satu memberikanku kiriman private message berisi kabar bahwa istri temanku hamil. Yang satu lagi membagikan sebuah feed melalui japri lagi (again) mengenai anak selebgram yang 4 tahun sudah mau sekolah dasar, di sebuah negeri yang siang-malamnya bisa kebalik sama Indonesia. 
Yang teman pertama, ku jawab “alhamdulillah”. Karena bagaimanapun, kami pernah satu sirkel dekat dan berbagi kabar seperti ini kadang emang perlu. Meski ya agak mbatin, cek niat e koncoku iki mengirimkan story orang lain :D
Yang kedua (merespon feed selebgram tentang anaknya), ku jawab, “So, what, mbak?” 
Saya bukannya tak peduli, tapi untungnya buat saya? Rasanya nggak semua informasi harus saya telan juga kali. Begitu perhatiannya teman-teman saya sampai-sampai menjejali saya dengan sejumlah informasi yang sebenarnya bisa saya kategorikan tidak terlalu bermanfaat buat saya. 
“terus kalo aku tahu segala informasi ini, apakah mengubah hidupku? mengubah mindsetku soal pengasuhan anak? akan berdampak apa gitu sama hidupku? Enggak kan?”
Ya sebenarnya hak mereka juga untuk memberikan “kabar orang lain” (iya lho, kabar orang lain lho, bukan kabar mereka sendiri) ke saya. Tapi hak saya juga untuk tidak peduli dengan kabar-kabar dari mereka. 
GKB Unair, 13 Juni 2022
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egletsfics · 1 year
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Nyan Neko Sugar Highschool - Chapter 6
Chapert 6: Da Neko School Festiaval PART 4: Ai no Kami-sama: Teh Miracel of Ai!!!!!!
Authors AN: Gomenasorry 4 teh rlly l8 update. Watashi has no excuse, watash was just bein a lazy bum *bows sorryly* Again, Gomenasai!!!!!!! >_<
Also… HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!!!!!!!! :D well more like singels awareness day 4 us lonely fanfic writers and reders. o well at least tomorow there will be alot of cheap valentine candy on sale!
ALSO also… So about last chapters authers an… I lied. LOL. I moved Raku chan and Konek-ochans reunion 2 next chapter bcuz of plot resons so ya. No Raku-chan this chapter Gomen!
DISCLAIMER: I don't own NNSG or it's characters I only own tihs fanfic!!!!!!!!
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Meanwhile, At the Kawaii pantsu underwear chan Festival stall ^o^
Koneko-chan looked around frantically. Where was Raku-chan? Wasn't she supposed to be at the Kawaii pantsu underwear chan ^o^ stall?
"Uhm, wut r u doin here u weird kodomo? Do I know you?" sed a voice. (trsanlator note: kodomo means kid)
It was Raku-chan's classmate!
"Um, I'm looking for my tomadachi, her name is Raku-chan," said Koneko-chan. "She's a neko girl with green hair and gray ears… do you recognize that description?"
"Raku-chan?" The classmate repeated. "Oh yea, she sang a really kawaii song and selled all our panty-chans. Then Vet-sensei came and sed that we did a good job, so minna san all left to take a break and look around teh school festival."
"Did she by any chance happen to say where she was going?" Koneko-chan asked politely. She tended to speak extremely politely when she was nervous.
"Hmm… I think she might have mentioned something about a takoyaki-taiyaki stand. Then again, Raku-chan was looking really red, maybe she went to the nurse's office for heat stroke or something."
Koneko-chan sweatdropped and laughed awkwardly. Yup, the constant, uncontrollable blushing sounded like Raku-chan alright.
"Domo arigato gozaimashita!" Koneko-chan bowed gratefully, b4 running to the takoyaki-taiyaki stand.
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The takoyaki-taiyaki stand was completely deserted. Koneko-chan's kokoro sunk… where was Raku-chan?
"Raku-chan? Raku!" Koneko-chan called, desperately clinging to hope that her friend was still there.
To her surprise, someone actually answered.
"The person you are looking for is not here."
Strange, Koneko-chan hadn't noticed anyone, so where was that voice coming from?
"H-hello? Dare ga imasu ka? Who are you?" Koneko-chan voiced her confusion aloud. (translatos note: Dare ga imasu ka means Who's there)
Then she saw it: a figure, their features obscured by a cloak, emerging from the shadows.
"Pfpth pfpth pfph pfpth pfpth…" the figure laughed strangely. "Who am I… I wonder that too, you know. Well, it doesn't matter anymore, I suppose."
"Nani? I don't wakarimashita…" said Koneko-chan. (Translators note: wakarimashita means understood)
"You're looking for Raku-chan, are you?" The figure scoffed. "I guess the saying is true after all. Ai makes fools out of nekos." (translaters note: teh originil quote is like "love makes fools out of men" or sumthin)
Koneko-chan's eyes widened. "How do you know about that? I never told anyone about… about watashi's feelings…"
"Oh, I know a lot about "ai,"" the figure waved their hand carelessly. "Anyways, enough with the small talk. I'm here to deliver a message from a certain kami… Ai no Kami-sama." (TRanslators note: Ai = Love. Kami-sama = God)
"N-n-n-Nani?!" Koneko-chan gasped. "Ai no Kami-sama?! TEH GOD OF LOVE?!?!!!!!"
The messenger nodded. "The one and only. Well, on with the message. *clears throat* According to the heavenly decree of Ai no Kami-sama, the magnifique Kami of Love, Ai no Kami-sama will grant one wish to those who believe in love. As long as one has love within their kokoro, they will be blessed by the miracel of mahou. Sent from my iPhone" (Translaters note: mahou means magic)
Koneko-chan thought over the message. "Oh… does that mean… can Ai no Kami-sama grant my wish?" she asked hopefully.
For a moment, there was nothing but silence. Then, the messenger replied, each word spoken carefully and deliberately. "Where there is love, there is hope. Believe that love will lead you to your happy ending. And remember that love is the one and only truth of this world."
Koneko-chan felt the words resonate with her very soul. They were both looking at the same truth, the same world outside of the sight of the unbelievers, "that" which can only be seen with love. There was no need to say anything in reply; Koneko-chan was sure that the messenger already knew.
Instead, Koneko-chan simply asked a question she had been wondering about: "If you're delivering this message from Kami-sama, does that mean you're an angle?"
"Heh, an "angle"…? Nah, a "demon" would be more fitting for me. What a twist of fate that I ended up as an underling of Ai no Kami-sama." The messenger chuckled, turning around and tilted their shadowed head. "Y'know, I'm starting to get kinda attached to you, neko. You make for some pretty good entertainment. So, I'll tell you a little secret: my name is… Kuro Raku." (translaters note: kuro means 黒 which means black darkness so Kuro Raku would be like Dark Raku)
Koneko-chan's eyes widened. She glimpsed a strand of very familiar green hair and her blood went cold.
"Yeah, the same name as your little tomodachi. What do you think that means?" Kuro Raku smirked, before disappearing back into the shadows.
Koneko-chan shivered, the setting sun failing to warm the icy sensation of dread trickling through her veins.
Kuro Raku didn't have neko ears or a tail.
So why did she look exactly like Raku-chan?
Authors AN: Ok watashi knows this is kinda confusing chapter liek who is Kuro Raku and wut does Ai no Kami have to do wit the story BUT DONT WORRy everthing will be reveled… soon. *laughs evilly like a yandere laugh lol*
Also I didnt put this in the first authors an but arigatou to beta editor chan 4 betaing lots of this chaprer
Thx 4 reading, like kudos, and review and stuff if u liek it!
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havermut · 1 year
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Alhamdulillah minggu depan udah mulai kerja! Suami juga alhamdulillah udah mulai kerja dari kemarin.
Semoga 2023 jauh lebih baik dari 2022! Aamiin. Bawaannya optimis kalau tahun ini akan lebih baik, apalagi diawali dengan semangat baru karena kami berdua dapat pekerjaan lagi. Alhamdulillah!
Mau cerita sedikit. Di proses melamar kerja kemarin, ku merasa bersyukur sekali waktu itu subscribe Medium walaupun kondisi keuangan sedang tidak sehat. Karena buat kerjaanku, banyak banget inspirasi yang didapat di sana. Jadi semacam investasi lah.
Terus beruntung lagi, di waktu bersamaan juga chatGPT launching. Jadi, ku manfaatin lah untuk liat contoh pertanyaan interview untuk role-ku itu. Dari daftar pertanyaan yang dibuat chatGPT itu, ku bisa latihan interview sama suami. Sehingga waktu interview benerannya, rasanya bisa relax.
Oh iya, selama proses pencarian pekerjaan ini, aku dan suami saling melengkapi gitu. Dia lebih jago sepik-sepik, alias kalo ngomong langsung lebih luwes. Public speaking-nya oke. Sedangkan aku, lebih luwes di bidang tulis-menulis, termasuk yang formal. Jadi kami memanfaatkan kelebihan masing-masing untuk ngebantu satu sama lain.
Waktu suami butuh cover letter, sudah barang tentu ku jadi editor-nya. Waktu ku butuh latihan interview, suami yang jadi interviewer dan ngalir banget! Alhamdulillah. Kerja sama yang baik! Hehehe
Oh iya, terus rejeki banget waktu itu nemu lowongan di LinkedIn yang bukanya itu user-nya langsung. Jadi begitu apply, ku langsung approach lewat personal message di LinkedIn. Dan ternyata dia impressed! Alhamdulillah. Lalu baru deh lanjut ke tahap-tahap selanjutnya sampai akhirnya lolos dan dapat kerja lagi :")
Dan ternyata, ku cocoknya tes yang use case, kalau aptitude, rasanya otak tumpul 🤪
Bismillah, semoga kerjaan ini yang paling diridhai Allah dan berkah! Aamiin
Terima kasih doa dan support dari teman-teman Tumblr! :')
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hashirun · 2 years
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Lol may kaibigan kasi ako from high school (di ko lang sure kung magkaibigan nga ba kami talaga haha) pero basta ang kupal kasi nitong taong to. Classmates kami nung first year tapos laging nakikipag-compete sakin for the most stupid things. Like every time may chance she was always trying to one up me especially in front of other people.
Pero kahit ang kupal nya sakin lagi sya nakadikit sakin probably because she saw me as a kindred spirit? Tipong gusto ako gawing wingman lol.
May time na may pinopormahan syang girl from a higher batch tapos hiniram card ko para ipagyabang yung grades nya since puro palakol yung kanya pero nabuking din naman sya na hindi kanya yung card.
I remember those times din na ginagabi ako ng uwi para tulungan sya sa homework at projects nya bilang napakatamad nyang estudyante.
Anyway nagkahiwalay kami ng landas the following school year kasi nag-repeat sya and I never really gave her much thought since then, especially pagka-graduate ng high school.
Nag-reconnect lang kami years later nung birthday nya tapos nagkataon na may common friend kami tapos sinama ako ng common friend namin sa kanila para maki-celebrate.
Mula nun, she would reach out to me every time she goes through a break up which would happen every couple of years or so. Nitong pandemic medyo napadalas yung pag-uusap at meet ups namin kasi tropa nya (na tinry nya din pormahan countless times) yung girlfriend ng kapatid ko so medyo nasa same circle kami.
What annoys me the most eh ang hilig nya magyaya ng lakad only to cancel at the last minute. Ang joke nga namin ng girlfriend ng kapatid ko eh basta oo lang kami nang oo sa yaya nya kasi for sure di naman matutuloy. Or maniniwala lang kami na tuloy pag nandyan na sya talaga.
Anyway kaka-break lang nila ng girlfriend nya so syempre nandyan na naman sya para mangulit. Tumawag sya earlier to ask kung nasa cafe ako sabi ko oo. Tapos sabi nya may dadalhin syang girl tsaka friends dito sa cafe para mag-inom and tinanong kung may guests daw ba kami implying gusto nila makilangoy sa pool and stay overnight (for free).
I was trying to be considerate bilang may pinagdadaanan sya so sabi ko sure pwede sila mag-stay overnight pero dito na lang sa cafe bumili ng food and alcohol. Tapos natigilan sya sabi nya sabihin nya muna sa mga kasama nya. So we ended the call and about 10 minutes later nag-message sya saying na may iba na palang plans mga kasama nya so di na sila makakapunta dito. Kung gusto ko daw sama na lang ako sa kanila. I flatly replied na ayoko lumabas and sila na lang.
I'm actually relieved kasi ayoko naman talaga makipag-socialize sa hindi ko kakilala. Isa pa I don't want to make an effort for people who won't put in the same effort for me, and who are only friends with me because it's convenient. Masyado na ako matanda para sa ganyang klase ng friendship uy.
At dahil dyan I'm spending the night alone but in peace ✨✨✨
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sunb0rn · 1 year
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ilang days na ako kinukulit nila Mae at Makii na asikasuhin atleast muna yung hihingan ng character reference. i have people in mind kaso di ko pa nga magawa maski ipaalam sa kanila. wats wrong wit me hah.
isa sa first options ay si Cris na naging grad school classmate ko at katrabaho nung sa HPI pa ako. alam din nya na nag attend ako sa orientation ng internship na ito. nakaka usap ko naman sya every now and then, madalas nga ako non yayain kapag mag joiners tour sya. pero last namin na usap ay ung kamamatay ni mang jov.
nung nasa jeep ako last sabado, naisip kong kay Em humingi. siya yung buddy ko nung gradschool pero di na din sya nagtapos, she's now married at based na overseas. nagkaka usap kami through comments nalang sa FB kapag active ako. kaso nahiya ako mag chat ksi parang minsan nag cchat ako, di sya nag rrply pero after some weeks tatawag. di ko alam if napipndot lang o ano. 😅di naman kami natutuloy na mag usap. yung huli nyang tawag busy din ata ako hindi man lang ako nakapag ask bakit sya natawag.
naisip ko din si mam Kendi, another kabatch at nakaka sama sa gradschool pero sobrang random naisip ko si Ms. Rose. I felt comfy messaging her. so yooon 🥹
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*realized Sept 2019 pa pala last pm namin ni mam Rose
mabilis naman sya nag reply pero ngayon ngayon ko lang na open yung message at nakapag reply, though nakita ko naman from notif yung positive response.
ayun super thankful lang. sobrang thankful talaga ako sa gradschool classmates ko, sobrang happy to meet them kahit na saglit lang nakasama.
nahahappy din ako makita fam life posts nila. most kasi sa mga naka close ko ay hindi na nakatapos sa degree and focused on building their own families- Em had a baby since mag migrate; mam Nina ay nagka 2nd baby; si mam na finally my baby na (di ko na maalala name, di ko din macheck kse la ako FB dba hahaha) at etong si mam Rose got married, had a baby
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aldantler · 2 years
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Splatoon: a sequel to NieR Automata.
Nier Automata: takes place 11945 AD
Splatoon: reading what Splatfest is "The machine that decides the Splatfest is the printing machine, made by humans 12,000 years ago. " So it'd be in like, 14000 AD approx.
"Like there would be a discussion "rice or bread?" in current time, and those words fly to another planet and bounce back for them to receive. Those divine messages come from kami-sama (Kami means a god, sama is a honorific like -san. Also, Kami-sama is written as "paper" when using kanji. "Kami" has several meanings, two of which are "a god" and "paper"), so the topic of a Splatfest comes in a fax-like paper.)" The Ark. "Become as Gods." The fax machine being on "another planet". Humans are gone. Machine lifeforms are gone & scrap. The squids & various other ocean species evolve. Civilizations of organic life form & utilize the scraps & structures left behind by humans.
Earth belongs to organic life once again. *edit* (What’s with Pearl’s crazy singing powers? Singing...songs. I. HEAR. A. SOUND.)
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