#aaaaa im super duper excited!!

[onlyjaeyun]

oh god THE FALLOUT AAAAA SHIT

....oh god you're taking your time to write it.

fuck wait am i mentally and emotionally ready? abso-fucking-lutely not but i will sUCK IT UP. zadie you're gonna fuck me up i just know it. YOU ARE GONNA FUCK ME UP. i'm so excited holy fuck.

you taking your time lowkey scares me bc i just know it's gonna be a masterpiece.

STOPP YOURE SO CUTE 🤥 im super duper excited and am probably gonna start working on the chap outline in a bit so....i'll let you guys know just how heartbreaking and gutwrenching its gonna be!🤪

[astralshipper]

ASTRA OMG ok i dont expect u to rmbr me but i ws going back thru my old selfship blogs n found u again. i ws kaiiiii-exe/kittyselfships/cringyalienships/recordplayershipping .. i rmbr ur ship w sam and i come back to see U LIKE ASTARION WYLL AND KARLACH WHATTTT I LOVE THOSE GUYS /p!!!!! im on my second playthru of bg3 ,, romancing gale again,,,,, gah plz tell me abt ur current f/o(s) i’d love to hear from u again!!!!!

OH MY GOD SCOUT!!!! OFC I REMEMBER YOU HIIIII OMG HI!!!!!! i was so excited seeing this message aaaaaaaa it's so nice to hear from you :,) i hope youve been doing alright lately!!

YES ive been super duper into bg3 lately, these little dorks have taken over my life <///3333 gale is such a great choice aaaaa i actually literally JUST went in and edited my carrd to add him to my platonics!!! hes so silly goofy i want to be his best friend, i'd listen to him explain magic all day idc what anyone says he is INFODUMPING and i will LISTEN!!

i just. listen........... astarion wyll and karlach r just. askdjfhjg..... yknow??? then im also pretty focused on klaus rn because i love a guy thats the worst person on the planet but hes actually soooo soft. to me. focused a lot on bigby today in particular which is just me staring at him doing absolutely nothing as if he just solved world hunger. just. lots of love rn

it's so good to hear from u im :,DDDD

[localrobosexual]

here’s a quick Jazz since Phil LaMarr’s gonna be at a local convention I’m going to this weekend and I’ll have the chance to meet him! :0 I’m hyyyyyppeeedd 🙌🙌

[h0lygh0stlings]

New character alert! I'd like everyone to meet my newest Oc, Jodie! Continue on below if you'd like to read more on her and listen to my rambling💛💛

I might change their name later on to something different but they're going to be called Jodie until I can further develop them, and such! They're my Oc for The Walten Files and I love them to bitssss.

I'm super duper new to the fandom, like super gosh dang new! But I literally love TWF so much and i couldn't wait to make an Oc after seeing others do the same, i was super excited and super inspired.🌻

Jodie is around 40 or so years old and they were born in 1944; they go by both she/her and they/them pronouns. I'm having such a hard time deciding on what I want them to be and little details, and such-- but I'm thinking that they were an artist/character designer who helped BunnySmiles INC. on the creative process and development of Bon's Burgers, and that they went on to be one of the people to help Felix with the reopening, and the whole Relocation project!

I headcanon that they went missing after Brian Stells' disappearance in 1982, and that their mascot and animatronic design is a Deer/Doe, but it was never fully developed or finished, and was not included amongst the other animatronics. Her faceclaim is the one and only amazing, and lovely Shelley Duvall, to which I hope in the future I can attempt to edit and distort to look more like the photos from the series.

I hope everyone likes her, I'm literally so proud of how this turned out!💛

[topflights]

tagged by @sldghmmr thank u so much for the tag!! i always end up being rlly excited to be tagged in these and then forget to do them for a couple days then come back to it and am like. oh no. oh no i didnt do it. and then get worried it would b awkward and never post it so im doing this RN IMMEDIATELY thank u!!!

relationship status: single! im not great w talking to ppl every day or texting ppl first so it’s for the best trust me akjdufhg

favorite color: oooo if we’re gonna do like, general color, probably blue. i like any shade of blue. but if i get to be all pretentious and annoying, then i really like sea foam green.

favorite food: im... so sorry. my favorite food is pizza. ill show myself out now

song stuck in your head: ok so at this VERY moment it’s that tiktok song with the kid talkin abt how much he loves corn. before like three minutes ago it was 2 minutes to midnight by iron maiden

last thing you googled: this is so embarrassing but uh. plagiarism. just plagiarism. so i could basically plagiarize google and not sound stupid when i defined it for my college course 

time: 12:22 am

dream trip: italy!!! id love to see rome and pompeii in particular. ancient rome is so interesting and pompeii is so fascinating and horrifying and it would be amazing to visit and see everything up close

last book you read: song of achilles

last book you enjoyed: also song of achilles actually!!

last book you hated reading: i think the last time i REALLY disliked reading a book that wasnt entirely based on the fact that school was forcing me to read it was crispin: the cross of lead back when i was in... sixth grade? but i think it just freaked me out more than anything and i feel like it was probably an important read since it DID make me so uncomfortable

favorite thing to bake/cook: I REALLY love baking cake and cookies. i have a problem baking brownies specifically bc i dont have a good recipe yet but. im workin on it ill figure it out then onto the next thing

most niche dislike: oil pastels. i cant do it. i just cant. the texture is so so bad and aaaaa nooooo!!!

opinion on the circus: dont know enough abt it. got a friend that was a clown for barnum and bailey for a long time but im also terrified of clowns so hes not allowed to show me any pictures from back then. 

do you have a sense of direction: not even a little bit. i got LOST in MANHATTAN. the streets are NUMBERED!!! it’s a GRID SYSTEM and i was COMPLETELY LOST!!! ive lived in the same area of georgia for all 21 years of my life and i still dont know anything past a 5 minute radius from my house

tagging: anybody who wants to do it!!! this was super duper fun!!! i rlly liked it!!

[bambisgirl]

KAJDKD HI MARIAAAAAA OH MY GOSH i just binged ur works and…. WHAT THE HELL WHY DIDNT U TELL ME THAT URE LITERALLY THE SEXIEST WRITER EVER WHAT THE FUCK????? GIRLLLLL i literally love ur writing sm OMG ur oneshots fed me so well I FEEL SO HAPPY W ALL THIS HEESEUNG FLUFF????

i kinda screamed too much on ur works (i’m so sorry) but fr I LOVED THEM SM 😭 idek why but my fave is actually the sunghoon fic preview (me on my delulu tsundere train) which FOR THE RECORD IM SUPER DUPER EXCITED FOR 😭❤️ love ur writing!!! u have a way of immersing the reader into particular emotions which i love sm??? ur plots are always ALWAYS intriguing and cute and immersive and PLS UR FLUFF IS SO SO SO GOOD 😭

also!!!! if it’s okay i’d love love love to be added to ur sfw taglist!! + confident’s too if that’s okay :>> I CANT WAIT TO READ IT AAAAA it’s almost 12:30am here so i’m gna try barf out some writing BUT i shall return tmr for hyung line >:)

anyway i am currently !!in love!! with all ur works so far and i can’t wait to see more of ur work ehehehe ❤️ thank u sm for writing!! it must take a lot of time and omg u have sm works already,,, i really admire u for that 🥺 hoping u have a great day/night :>> MUAH MUAH

OH MY GOD HELLO MAI 😭💗

im not gonna lie and just be honest with you LIKE I'VE GENUINELY PISSED MY PANTS SEEING YOU REBLOG MY STUFF & SAYING WHAT YOU THOUGHT OF THEM?? :(( please it's such an honor for me like?? i've been admiring you for the longest time now SO IM JUST RWKHG^&% HELP???

I LITERALLY CANNOT STOP WRITING FLUFFY HEE FICS PLS SEND HELP ༼ಢ_ಢ༽ BUT THE FACT THAT YOU'VE ENJOYED THEM?FD<FJEFJ

im on the delulu tsundere train with you (༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ) im working on the hoon fic & i reaaaally do hope it'll get up to your expectations!! :D PLS HELP THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMPLIMENTING MY FLUFF SKILLS <///3 I CRY

and of course i'll add you to my taglists 🥺💗💗💗 thank you so so much for wanting to be there!!! :DDD

help im the one who's literally having breakdowns bc of everything you wrote so this means SOOO much to me mai 💗😭😭 literally made my whole week better with this so thank you for the bottom of my heart <3 i'm sooo happy we're moots & cant wait to interact with you more 🥺🌷 i hope you're also taking good care of yourself!! <333

[cozyships]

i think they mentioned that theyre gonna make them similar to how the stasis subclasses are structured, also im super duper excited for the new glaive weaponsthey just look so cool .... they melee AND shoot energy...? sign me up

GLAIVE WEAPONS??? I LOVE GLAIVES AAAAA

This is INCREDIBLY exciting I'm bouncing a little

[staysuki]

aaaaaa i finally read EHALOJ aaaaaa puchaaaaaaa

seungmin had those pogi typings going on lmao i love it v much huhu he was really an ass at the start but i still could bring myself to hate him 👁💧👄💧👁 idk if its automatic bc hes my bias or wut xd

moving on i honestly dont know who to ship y/n with :”> im debating on hyunjin and lee know. and yeji my queen uGh 🤨☹️😠😐 but whatever, INTEOTW yeji has my full heart. hyunjin is oblivious af but i still cant say much since i wouldnt really also believe if someone dearly close to me is a bitch irl even if the signs are 13628 inch by 28251 inch big, colored red with christmas lights.

aaaaa lee know and y/n has those history going on tHat makes me kilig ehe ehe but the typical and cliche ‘main character changed bad boy’ is 🥵 BTCH IDK WHO TO 🚢 ANYMORE 😠 sorry felix but ur bromance with jisung is more than fine already.

anyways the focus is BARELY on seungmin but i keep thinking about him ugh ✨ biaz tingz ✨ thankfully your seungmin smau already started xd

omg you re so good at antagonising people wtf 🤩 like literally all your works have the most detestable characters bc of how hurtful and toxic their dialogue sounds 😎 ur so very super duper amazing x9999 at writing, believe me 😭 you always incorporate the right amount of crack and dark thrilling shit in your stories uWu

BTW I THINK the dates. chapter link is broken on the masterlist and the next button on ch 19. i accidentally skipped ch 20 but thankfully i noticed it bc i got confused since lee know stated on ch 21 that y/n didnt answer him when he asked her on a date wHEN i didnt read anything abt him making a move. i got to the dates. chapter, ch 20, by clicking previous on chapter 21 though. hOPEFULLY U GOT WHAT I EXPLAINED 😭

im soooo excited for the next chapters huhu you did so well like di ako mapakali aYAN GANDANG GANDA AKO NAPA TAGALOG 💀 rly good job 👏

so i checked the playlist you shared and all the songs there are exactly my vibes 😭 they are the singers i listen to and i agree 100% that it hits home. OMG ZACKS VOICE IN BINIBINI SOUNDS SOOO SIMILAR TO HYUNJIN SHXHWHXHWHDHWHS IDK WHY BUT I THOUGHT ABT IT AND I CANT GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD HUHUHU 😭😭😭😭

huhuhu neways its 11 pm here, i might read a few more fics before heading to bed. hows ur day btw?

- bs

uy omg ok 👁

POGI TYPINGS PLS 💀. true, we can never hate seungmin 😤.

and yes hehe, the ships are ALL OVER THE PLACE one’s going to antartica while one’s going to florida or smth idk. but my goal is to just pull on everyone’s strings with that one since i don’t really plan to focus on the romance that much, it’s really more of a slice of life story with shitty people in the mix or smth. but there wILL be an endgoal boy. the key is that even i don’t know who it is 🥴❓ makes it more unpredictable, no? but it probably won’t be until long. i plan on focusing on every character and give them beautiful developments so that’s how many arcs(?) 😀, probs overambitious here but i’m excited to try and make a longer smau after rushing my previous ones + i have a lot of notes for EHALOJ from when i started planning it a long time ago so i already have a basis for season 2 once i start it in the VERY DISTANT FUTURE.

i made INTEOTW yeji the way she is to make up for the fact that she’s one of the antagonists in this story :,). that’s kind of like my own pattern, i want balance. also hyunjin being gaslit by his own sister 😔💔💔💔.

minho ship looking promising for you huh 🥴. felix kinda came out of left field but isn’t he such a cutie. literally everyone’s rooting for yongbokie but i don’t blame em, he’s not like INTEOTW felix huhu.

SECRETARY KIM is a busy man 😤 let him do his job. kim seungmin smau is indeed out and it’s a new character trope!! no more tsundere, confident, and/or snarky seungmin 😌 i’m moving out of the stereotypes here.

and also thank you!!! that means a lot. ngl, i feel like i overdo it(??) like, i want villains to be “real people” and not outright “people made to be villains” ifykwim, i don’t want them to be hated because “hey i’m obviously a shitty person!!!” but because they’re complex and not some 2d bond villain. but idk, maybe i didn’t really have a choice with EHALOJ yeji because SHE IS just like that 🤔. hyunjin is in mental turmoil even. probably my favorite “antagonist” moment would have to be dark seungmin in the earliest chapters. but thank you for the compliments, i love writing dialogue, even my editor irl (for my non-tumblr works) always compliments my dialogue dynamic writing so that’s why i stuck to smaus, it’s just dialogue all the time 🤪. i was a bit afraid the EHALOJ might be a bit too dark to garner any attention (bc nobody wants to see their faves antagonized, valid) but i’m glad i took the risk, it was hard to get through but it’s honestly one of my hate-favorite works and i’m glad others seem to enjoy the twists and turns too despite the obvious lack of focus in the romance.

AND YES I FIXED THE LINKS. SOMEBODY ELSE POINTED IT OUT. HOW EMBARRASSING. MY QUALITY CONTROL IS GETTING BAD 😭💔

and tHANK YOU huhu, i swear it’s finished na, just all queued up hehe, not gonna dump it no no no 👆👇👆, i will follow a fixed schedule of uploading every three days. i think there’s five chapters left in the good ol basement. one of my irks too is that i don’t want smau chapters to be released in succession bc i don’t want people to just see smaus when they scroll through my feed so like, if i already have a lot of buffer posts in between like asks or self updates then i might update early. if not, then imma post other randoms in between.

HWANG HYUNJIN AS FRAT BOY NA TAGA BGC SUPERIORITY. medyo napa 🤨🤨🤨 ako sa exbattallion, that group is such a meme (i remember when socmed was tRASHING pauwi nako for being cringe) but i just respect the vibes and listened to everything 😤. AND SEEEEEEEE. THEIR VOICES ARE SIMILAR OMFG I CANNOT.

my day went great! celebrated my mom’s birthday. out to get tattoos once again. hope you have a good sleep, i’ll always be making fics for you to read 😌♥️ how’s ur day.

[liquifiedstars]

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rly excited about tmr.. well, a couple hours later today haha

itll be the first time ill be going out since quarantine started around the 15th of march for me! :] unfortunately i cant visit my bf bc.. strict asian parents... h.. but im really excited to go to the grocery store!! ive been craving musubi for a while now... also bibimbap with raw egg... yum teehee

so im probably going to purchase the ingredients for both dishes and see if i could make it at home! i made a list earlier of everything i want but im pretty sure that im bound to 4get something rip

ooh also ive been wanting sangaria’s milk so theres that too aaaaa..,. might get cheap store sushi too because for some reason ive been wanting that more than actual sushi? lol also eel bowls.. yay, but yeah really excited about later today! :-) might actually post irl pictures for once on here maybe haha but i usually do that on my ig..

school’s not over for me yet, i still have up until june 12th :-( my summer break is about two months long? its super short

idk why it makes me kind of sad because compared to other people i know outside of my school district and my online friends, their break is a lot longer.. i guess this is what happens when you’re attending a competitive school :-(

i feel like im one of the few people that genuinely want school uniforms at my school, i feel like it would make the environment here a lot more... idk easy? idk how to explain it, like.. yea just easier to be in and a lot less anxiety inducing idk

i don’t mind wearing blazers or skirts and button up tops tbh, those uniforms are cooliooo!! like the preppy schools over here lol..

im trying to get back into drawing but everything having to do with me, especially with waht i make i automatically hate it but i try not to? also i just feel like idk empty most of the time

maybe its just because i really miss my bf lol

i forgot, because of covid i wasnt able to give my gifts to him last month for our anniversary :[ but he said that its ok!! maybe icould have it be a welcome back to school giftinstead?? idk its a dumb idea i know LOL

i kind of want to get more into cosplay, but its really expensive and i just.. have better things to spend my money on. i want to cosplay as shouko nishimiya from a silent voice for this halloween though and at anime cons in my area :]

i dont think people would recognize her because her design isnt exactly super duper distinct but its ok! idm hehe

anyway thats all im gonna write about for now, im just kind of tired at the moment

i finally am starting to fix my sleep schedule though, ive been sleeping at about 2-4 am instead of pulling allnighters up until 12 pm lol... so thats cool i guess

but i mean my parents pretty much forced me to do that so blehh but its fine, at least im not burned out all the time whenever i have schoolwork to do

[antigoddex-a]

hello! listening to more music and i feel ancient dreams of a modern land fits very well for que in my little brain. i also just wanted to say i read the whole god exits presentation and im so invested! metafiction!

AAAAA HELLO AGAIN, Musical Nonny, omg!!!... It is so lovely to see you in my inbox once more, I hope you have been doing well since you last gave me a visit! <3

I am!!! Definitely going to write a full analysis on this song one day ( I should do more song analysis with ? / Que more often, actually... ), but I am in a deep spacey and sleepy state to do a whole lot of thinking with the analyzing and all, but I'm just TOO!!! excited!!! seeing you to not hold this ask on for much more longer, so I will say that this song is very redactedcore, you are so right with your BIG GALAXY brain!

The pre-chorus ( You don't have to be like everybody else / You don't have to fit into the norm / You are not here to conform / I am here to take a look insidе myself / Recognize that I could bе the eye, the eye of the storm ) and the chorus ( I am not my body, not my mind or my brain (Ha!) / Not my thoughts or feelings, I am not my DNA / I am the observer, I'm a witness of life (Hey!) / I live in the space between the stars and the sky ) truly resonates with so many thoughts and emotions thinking about ? as xe wants to be like everyone so xe won't have to feel like / think xe is meant to be all alone vs. xe needs to be just xemself as [ redacted ] xemself is good enough as xe is always more than what anyone can hope and expect and wish an individual would be... ;w;

What a beautiful and meaningful song this is that talks about how we should use this gift of life we are given for the good of ourselves, our future generations, and humanity itself while we should be living as who we need and want to be, not as images other people would form and project into us. Thank you once again for sharing another lovely song to me! And as for the God Exits presentation, omg, you are too sweet, thank you so much! I’m super duper proud and of happy with how it is so far and I am beyond excited to do more with the presentation and the project itself. It’s gonna be more awesome than EVER! I appreciate the kind comment and you so dearly much!!! <3 <3 <3

[qp-concepts]

aaaaa me and my qpp r gonna try n practice sign language over Skype and it'll be p much the first time we've seen each other ?? but like they're wonderful and i love them im p excite but also nervous!!

omg sign language is such a cool thing to learn! i can imagine itll be a lot easier with a practice buddy! :D

best of luck little anon, i hope yall can pick it up quickly! also, if i may be so bold, might i suggest checking out  rochelle barlow?? this is a link to her website, but she also has a youtube channel and a few months ago i tried to learn and it was super duper helpful! i,, lost interest after a while for some reason though, i should get back to that now that im graduating

hope yall have fun!!

~mod lynn