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babamiasworld · 1 year

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Something About Him || Pt. 2

Human!Bully!Ao’nung x Fem!Reader (Highschool AU)

{Part 1}

Summary: just filler tbh- im trying to set the scene for the rest of the fic

Content Warnings: swearing, random capitalization cause im lazy, and i think that's it

Additional Character Glossary:

Tirotay - ur younger brother

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The first week of school was almost over, and i've ,managed to shove my anxiousness to the side since i’m starting to get into the grove of things. however there was still one class that i only had during the end of the week; social studies. pretty easy subject from what i know since its essentially just common knowledge for the most part, and some people would say its exciting to see your new class for the year, but not when your new, and especially when you late.

“I said i’m sorry (y/n)” said Tirotay, speedwalking to keep up with me.

“Argh, Tiro, I seriously don’t understand how you manage to lose your shoes on the first week of school” I retorted, not listening to his apology

“I don’t remember putting them under my bed okay!”

“Under your bed is the first place you should look!”

“Urgh- I didn’t know that okay.” he sighed in frustration.

I didn’t have the energy to formulate a response, so his statement was only met with a frustrated huff from me. As we entered the school, we both silently parted ways, making our way to first period. I stood in the hallway, double checking my timetable to make sure i got the right room. Sigh…i’d rather just skip school then do this right now. I take a deep breath— my anxiety was starting to bubble inside of me— i grabbed the door handle and entered the room.

As i walked in, the class goes silent, and all eyes are on me, making my heart rate quicken, but having enough self control i swallow it down. My attention is immediately drawn to the teacher; an older looking woman who looked like she was surviving on coffee alone.

“Can i help you?” she said, clearly not fond of the interruption.

“Oh, i’m in this class, just running a bit late today.”

“A bit?” she said, looking at her watch before looking back at me, “Your almost half an hour late.”

“Well, better late than never.” i say lazily, shrugging it off.

“Name?” she said, an attitude laced in her words.

“(Y/n).”

“Last name?” she curtly said, looking at what seemed to be the class roll.

“My name should be at the bottom.” My response making her look at me for a moment, as if to intimidate me. i can already tell this woman isn’t gonna make this a fun class. Felt like she was making a spectacle of me, and this being in front of a bunch of strangers made my face feel hot from embarrassment.

“Alright Tardy, there’s an empty seat at the back there.” looking over her glasses, gesturing to a desk with her whiteboard marker. “Sit.” she finished. ignoring the nickname she gave me, my eyes landed on an empty desk, trailing to a familiar face sitting next to it. Ao’nung; causing my face contort into one of distain.

You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. I walk over and take my seat, trying to completely block out his presence…though he was making it real fucking hard by side eyeing me, as if i didn’t have peripherals or something. but nonetheless i tried my best to ignore his gaze, pulling out my book and pencil case instead. As i got settled, i glanced up at the board to get an idea on what we were learning, and my eyes had landed on a name in the corner; Ms. Longbottom. The name being mildly amusing in a boring class was enough to make me crack a smile, looking down at my desk in hopes no one noticed, though unbeknownst to me, a certain someone did.

As the teacher continued her lesson, my brain was on the brink of insanity just trying to comprehend what the hell she was talking about, and there was a point where i just gave up. Her words slowly started to merge together, leaning on my hand, i started to fall asleep.

Suddenly a hand made contact with my forearm, causing my head to slam onto my desk. “ACK-!” i held my forehead as if to relieve the pain. i look up at the perpetrator who just so happens to be my favorite person. “Argh- what the fuck.”

He’s looking down at me; both metaphorically and literally, with this stupid shit eating grin on his face. “You’re drooling.” he scoffs. heat rose to my cheekslook, turning my face away, using my thumb to wipe side of my mouth. ‘This asshole has way too much confidence.’ The gesture making him chuckle, taking me back a bit.

“Fuck off Ao’nung.” i sigh, his smug face faltering for a split second.

“You know my name?” he said in his usual low tone.

“You’re pretty hard to ignore.” i say, packing up my things and getting up to leave, though much to my dismay, he follows me in pursuit.

“Why are you in a hurry?” he mocked.

“Trying to get the fuck away from you.” i said curtly, trying to end this interaction as soon as i could.

Once more i’m trying my best to ignore his presence, but again, it’s really hard when tailing my ass. As kids are pooling out of their classrooms, i try my best to loose him by weaving myself through the crowd, and when i look over my shoulder, he’s out of sight. with my mind finally at ease, i make it to my next class

“Alright class, today you’re going to be assigned in groups for this semesters project. and before anyone gets excited, all the groups will be chosen by random.” The teacher’s statement being met with the class’ disapproval. “Ah-! i don’t wanna hear any complaints since the last time you were given the choice to choose your own groups, more than half of you got no work done.” She went on to explain that it will be decided by drawing color coded sticks from a small tin can; calling us up to take our pick. I reached my hand out, pulling out my stick which had colored tape at the end of it. yellow.

“Hey,” A voice spoke up, bringing my attention to the student standing in front of me. “Looks like we’re in a group.” The boy said, my eyes trailing down his hand, with a stick identical to mine. He didn’t seem an awkward guy, but i could tell he was friendly, giving him a faint smile.

“seems about right. i’m (y/n).”

“Lo’ak.” the boy replied, nodding his head at me with a small smile. Before my mind could linger any longer, our teacher ushered us back to our seats.

“Alight, so for this assignment you’ll have to discuss an important topic going on in the world. Even though the year has only started, there are numerous things to speak on. But nothing specific really, as long as its not stupid.” the teacher said, her eyes landing on a pair of boys, who in return looked offended. i smile to myself at the teasing, looking over to the boy who was now seated in the desk next to mine. “So, you have anything in mind?” i asked, not really expecting much of an answer, but still decided to ask anyway.

“Oh, well to be honest, i’m not really good at this subject, its not my strongpoint so i don’t know if ill be much help.” the boy looked down sheepishly, rubbing one of his braids between his fingers.

“No that’s ok, i’m sure we can come up with something.” i reassured, already having something in mind.

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don’t be afraid to lmk what u think, or if you want to give suggestions for future scenarios u want to see (not guaranteed but will think abt it) 😚

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miloomilk · 2 years

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“ so its you? “

secret admirer ! 💌

scaramouche x fem!reader | modern AU

( the word “you” is used too much im sorry)

“y/n! theres this new clothing store that opened yesterday!” was what the text read. it was from lumine, your best friend. you too were excited and wanted to check out the clothes that they were selling so you decided to go and check it out.

amazed by all the pretty looking clothes that you wanted to buy, your smile soon faded as you took a peek at the price tags to see very expensive prices. “aw man..” sighing and deciding to just go shopping another time since you were on a budget.

*click* the door opened. you were soaking wet from the strong rain outside. even though you knew it was gonna rain, you stll didnt bring an umbrella. it was a long and tired day of school. you wanted to reward yourself with maybe 1 or 2 bags of clothes but you ended up going home empty handed.

the only reason you wanted to work hard at school was to become rich so you could buy most of the things you wanted. snapping out of your imaginary state, you got up and went to the freezer to get a snack but to your surprise its empty. “wha..?” “there were atleast three apples here” letting out a soft sigh after.

all you knew was that you were on a budget, then suddenly you have no food in your fridge. having no choice but to starve yourself until you find a good paying job. scanning the streets, looking for open jobs you see one shop with only one employee. “looking for baker.. hmm ..” you were still thinking if you wanted to apply there because you already knew how to bake and of course, loved to do it but couldn’t continue because you couldnt afford it.

* bling bling * the small bells above the doorway ring as you enter. “hello, may i know more details about the open job?” asking the employee you saw earlier. “sure. here.” he hands over a paper with everything all the details. it payed.. 10k per week. the only problem is, this the first time you were gonna apply for a job so it was a bit awkward to ask. “i would like to apply” “yeah sure hold on.” the employee goes to the staff room and rings the telephone. “someone already wants to apply” “thats amazing!-“ they had a long convo but you couldnt really hear them cause they were in the other room.

the employee returns and tells you to go to a certain building at wednesday 5:30pm. “alright thats it. thanks for applying.” he said after, with a cold tone. “wednesday 5pm huh? i think i can go”

wednesday —

“i have to look my best...” you say staring at the mess you made while trying to find and outfit to wear. time was passing by quickly so you just decided to go with a trench coat and a turtle neck underneath (ik its basic idk what else to make her wear💀).

“oh so your the one who applied!” the tall man said “yeah haha...” you awkwardly reply back. “shall we begin with the interview now?” he asks” “alright” the interview went well but you felt embarrassed because you kept stuttering. “theres no way im gonna get that job” you muttered

laying in bed and listening to music, suddenly you got a text from your boss. you were nervous cause who knows what that text says. opening the text, it says : “good afternoon y/n, as of the job you applied to, you’re hired! first day of work starts next week. make sure you wear your uniform as of then. — boss” oh. my. god. you wanted to scream in excitement. 10k per week will surely be able to pay off all those lacking resources (and maybe some of those clothes)

the stress of getting hired was gone but then your social anxiety started to pile up. what if customers hate you and get made at you for getting their order wrong. “oh no..” you decided to maybe take a short nap and thatll come you down surely (it didnt) waking up to a pile of your own sweat

first day of work — ✉️

“you’re in early” he wasnt using his cold tone today but how he spoke was really bland. it was non-other than your co-worker. “is my unform okay? i just wanna make sure im wearing it properly so i dont make a fool out of myself” asking nervously. “pfft you didnt have to weark the uniform yk” he giggles at you. “but-“ “but boss said? HAHA you dont have to follow everything he says. i mean look hes fine with me wearing whatever i want so i guess you can too” he just kept making fun you “oh so shall i change then?” . “i mean if you want to i dont really care.” he says

there were a lot of customers that came that day. “my my i never knew a pretty girl worked here” a sweet old lady commented “oh haha thank you..” you say blushing. it wasnt common for you to receive such compliments. even the other customers liked you. after most of the customers cleared out, you let out a sigh of relief. “hmm perhaps we should make you a mascot so we can attract more people” your co-worker says teasing you. “hey um i never asked for your name” turning over to face him. he was leaning on the glass display case, one hand just hanging over it and one hand cupping his face. “kunikuzushi” he says accidentally. “i mean- scaramouche you can call me scara if you’re having a hard time pronouncing it.” he says nervously. “whats the other one for?” “huh?” “the other one you said uhh it starts with k” “nothing its for nothing.”

it was a long day of work just a while ago so you decided to make some coffee and watch your favorite show. while you were watching, the thought of scaras other name just latched onto your brain. why was he ashamed of saying it? was he trying to hide it? zoning out a bit, you didn’t realize the episode was almost ending already so you replayed it and decided not to think any much of it.

“good morning!” you say waving at scara. he just looks at you and rolls his eyes while letting out a sigh. instead of wearing the usual uniform, you decided to wear a knee long baby blue dress with little decors stitched on it. scara notices it and decides to make fun of you “PFFFT what are you WEARING” he says. “what about it?” “this is a cafe, not a nursery” he snickers. his laughing was unstoppable. “oh.. does it look ugly? i thought it would look nice on me” your smile faded as you faced the ground ashamed of the outfit you chose. “wait- no i meant like- *sigh* you dont need to change it, it looks fine” scara says, darting his eyes towards a wall as his face reddened . “are you sure?” you ask unsure if he was just saying that to make you look bad infront of the customers. “mhm” he replies, still not facing you.

anyways, the customers weren’t as many today. it was a normal day and you were happy about that. no stress no nothing.

“y/n when can we go out sometimeee you havent texted us in like weeks” lumine texted you and not so long after, kazuha too. “y/n, how are you? wyd nowadays?” kazuha asks. “oh sorry for being inactive guys haha i just got a job and im kinda busy” replying to the groupchat. “OHHH im so sorry y/n we didnt know 😭😭” “we are truly sorry for spam texting, we wont interrupt you anymore” both of them text. missing the days when you used to chat with them daily.

it was another busy day at work when two familiar faces walked their way over to you. it was kazu and lumine! “hello y/n! we wanted to see you again so we came here!” lumine says with a smile “aww thank you guys, but how did you know where i worked?” you replied with a confused look on your face. “your boss posted a picture of you standing next to the cake display and added the location” kazuha says with a :] face. scara just stared at all 3 of you for a second and went back to doing his work.

“theres gonna be a festival here later, wanna come with?” kazu asks “sure!”. it was the first time you didn’t have to worry about the budget since 50k was already in your wallet. “alright, see you there then, goodluck” kazuha leaves with a smile.

“who are they?” scaramouche suddenly asks. “oh they’re my friends! ive known them since kindergarten” “i see.” the convo was a bit awkward cause he just asked that out of the blue and ended it with a bland tone. strange guy.

maybe youll get to know him sometime.

“theres so many food here!” you tagged along with kazuha and lumine to a local festival. it was HUGE. there were so many people and stalls. half of your school was there too.

there were clothing stores too, so y/n being y/n, you go with lumine and ganyu to buy some clothes. there were SO many cute tops and pants and- oh my god, when both of you walked out, there were like 4-6 bags in your hands.

“someone had a fun night” lumine giggles. it was the best week ever. kazuha bought you food after. he said there was no need to pay him back though.

* ding! * it was your phone. someone had sent you a message. it was 2 in the morning so who could it be? “huh..?” yeah lets just reply to a total stranger that messages you at 2am

user1029181910 : hey

“whos this?”

user1029181910 : guess

god this dude was dry.

“umm im sorry i dont really know”

user1029181910 : haha im glad but youll find out soon

what on earth..?

“do i know you in real life?, are you one of my friends?”

user1029181910 : i cant say lol, if i do ull find out quickly

“why dont you want me finding out?”

hows he gonna respond?

user1029181910 : thats still a secret

“everything is a secret” you roll your eyes behind the screen

user1029181910 : i promise, youll find out soon :]

oh he hated using emoticons but hell do anything to make you feel safe talking to him

its been so long since you’ve seen the café, even though you enjoyed the 1 month vacation, you also missed your job.

“whats your coworker like?” lumine asked “oh well i dont really know. sometimes hes cold sometimes hes bland sometimes her okayish. his name is scaramouche by the way” you add. “hey isnt he in your class?” lumine replied “huh?” she then sent you a picture of scara sitting in your classroom. he looked really different cause he didnt have any tattoos (well he probably covered it up because it wasn’t allowed) and piercings. were you really that ignorant of your surroundings? does he know your his classmate

lumine and kazuha were busy cause they got included in a competition so they needed to study and you felt lonely so maybe you can try talking to that anon guy

“hello! do you wanna see the clothes i bought? i have lots to show”

user1029181910 : is that so? can i see?

“ * 5 attachments * “

user1029181910 : they look amazing :] i assume you enjoy shopping since thats a lot of clothes you bought

“yeah i do love shopping :]”

“also did you know-“ you sent a long text to anon talking about your day

both of you just kept talking until it reached night time

“i loved talking to you but i gotta sleep now”

user1029181910 : ohh its alright, goodnight though :))

something about this anon user just felt.. comforting.

you’ve been talking to this anon user for months now and you’re desperate to get to know more about them.

“hey since we’ve been talking for a long time already, can i know the reason you texted me in the first place?”

user1029181910 : okay look, yes, you know me in real life but the thing is, i really like you y/n, ive liked you for years.

“so you’re my secret admirer?”

user1029181910 : i suppose so, but dont go around calling me that alright? its a bit embarrassing

it was a bit obvious he had a tomato red face behind the screen

“alright dont worry :]”

placing your phone down on your bed and staring at it for a few seconds, you jumped onto your bed hugging pillows while your feet were kicking in the air. its the first time you had a secret admirer.

everytime something happens, youll message anon right away. sometimes, you think “what if im too annoying”

but actually, he enjoys talking to you a lot

it was time to go back to work now. just a day without texting anon, you miss him already.

“hello!” your usual happy self said “hi.” scara replies coldly. he also missed you, even though you never really talked to him at work or at school, he still missed you. “you went shopping?” he asks referring to your new outfit. “yeah! i went on a huge shopping spree with my friends last month” replying with a huge smile. “hm. sounds like you”

scaramouche was the barista and cashier so you wondered why he always looked so perfect. you only had one job which was taking the customers order.

“wooh.. that was a workout.” twisting your torso as you speak. “mhm” scara replies. geez hes so boring. “hey, you know i never really got to know you, wanna go somewhere next week?” you ask curiously. “go somewhere? of course not.” he says, eyebrows furrowed. “alright, sorry.” you say embarrassed. why would you even ask him? you already knew the answer you were gonna get. being a sensitive person, you always looked sad whenever you got a cold response. this made his heart ache. “actually, ill go.” scara adds. the smile forming back on your face was enough to make his heart pound.

“goodmorning! sorry im late” “its alright” scara says. “hold on i need to text someone” you reply “who?” “its a secret hehe”

“i just got here now! ill talk to you later :]” you texted anon one more time.

*bzzzt * scaras phone buzzed just as you sent that message.

“scara...?” looking up at him. he puts his phone on the table showing you the message you just sent to anon. “well who did you think it was” he says with his tongue out. scaramouche is your secret admirer! he laughed at your wide eyes just staring at him. “im sorry if i wasn’t what you were expecting” his smile faded. “well, i wasn’t expecting it to be you but im so glad its you!” you reply with a smile. his face turned a light shade of pink m. “i didn’t recognize your typing cause you always used those cute emoticons” you add. “well i used those so you wouldn’t suspect it was me” he says embarrassed. “i think its cute” you giggle.

(an) im sorry for the grammar errors😭 its my first time writing a fic this long

#genshin impact #genshin headcanons #scaramouche x reader #scaramouche #kunikuzushi #scaramouche fluff #scaramouche fanfic #genshin impact fanfics

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thotsforvillainrights · 4 months

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absolutely scrambling to get a request in im so hyped!!

can i request something with Redestro where his step-child (reader or nondescript) comes home from college for the holidays? and perhaps their college is out of the country so they dont visit often?

happy holidays to you and the baby!! 💕

(Happy holidays!!!! Dude you got it in just in time! I was shocked to see the box filled up to like 30 asks in the span of 2 days lmao. I'm thankful for it because now I get to write more about my favorite big bads!)

~Dad!Rikiya Kid Home for the Holidays~

*I love him and his big ass noggin uggggghhh*

headcanon|scenario|imagine|match-up

-There are lots of things in this world that can make him happy, and a pretty good amount that can make him jump for joy. There is a very small amount that will make him drop whatever he's doing in sheer excitement. You would think he heard that they outlawed quirk discrimination by the way he dropped his book and smiled widely. However, what he was told instead was that his child would be coming home for the holidays from college. It's hard to understand why he'd gotten so happy from this. Did he think you were just going to stay overseas and not see him at all? It was your second semester/year in college and you told him you were coming home. I suppose he just couldn't contain his excitement regardless of knowing it was going to happen anyhow.

-Suddenly anything else didn't matter. Unfortunately his poor assistant would have to take the grunt of the work considering he was already halfway out the door of his office for the day. He immediately went straight to shopping and picking up a few things he thought you would need/want in the coming week while you were home. Even though you were an adult now, he still got the same snacks you liked since you were 5. He also picked up a few more presents for you despite having several beneath the tree already. He'd informed the others of your return and planned a massive Christmas dinner. Obviously they'd mostly proclaimed themselves as being your unofficial uncles and aunts (except Skeptic who opted for acquaintance, and Geten who would technically be like a brother to you considering he'd been taken in by ReDestro at a young age).

-No matter how relaxed and low-key you'd prefer your return to be it didn't matter in the least bit. You still returned to find tons of confetti, decorations, food cooked, and a very happy dad waiting with open arms. You can only roll your eyes and laugh at the thought of how much effort he put into this as though you'd been gone for several years. You thanked the kind Detnerat employees that took the time to bring you home from the airport and even invited them in to eat with you since let's be honest...there was no way you'd be able to put a dent into the feast he'd prepared for your arrival.

-The two of you spent the better half of the night discussing all the things you'd learned and achieved since being away for college. You fessed up to failing a class of two but he assured you things would be fine so long as you retook them and redeemed yourself. He was so proud of you and it showed in the way he stared at you as you talked about your experience. He was awed by the new friends you made (not particularly too fond of any love interest you may have found), excited to hear what your plans were for the next year, and already planning your graduation ceremony despite it being far off into the future for now. He eventually let you settle down and rest but not before bringing you a rather large box.

-Opening one gift early on Christmas eve was a tradition of sorts around your home.

-The next day you got to spend some time catching up with the other MLA members as well. You got a little help for your computer and I.T class by sitting and listening to Skeptic (even though he offered to hack the school and set your grades to A+ instead). Of course Trumpet and Curious only added to your already large set of gifts to open. You had to remind them these likely needed to be shipped back overseas to you. It was also very nice to have a minute to catch up to you official/non-official little brother Geten and see what he had going on for the moment. Of course you asked him if he wanted to join you at some point since he'd only opted last year to pursue his G.E.D essentially. He denied your offer but you could only hope he'd change his mind eventually. You had high hopes for him and knew he could achieve anything he put his mind to.

-Everyone sat down for a nice dinner together after you finished opening far too many presents to count at this point. There were a few holiday games played, and a couple of small tears shed (mostly by Rikiya at the thought of you having to go back in a few days). It was a nice reminder that you were quite loved by the people in your circle. How lovely to have a family like this!

#bnha #mha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #meta liberation army #mla #dad!rikiya #redestro #rikiya yotsubashi #headcanons

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still-a-morosexual-help · 1 year

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hi hiiii!! I didn't know you got into twst! and the fact you got to book 5 already surprises me since i got stuck on riddle's overblot fight for a month 😭

anyway highway, may i ask your thoughts on ace and deuce, if it's alright with you! :'

I actually finished book 5 'bout 3 days ago and I'm in a state of 'well now what :/ '

Anyone know when 6 is coming out?

I'm IN LOVE with MC's friend group, particularly the dumb and dumber, buy one get one free, double act that is ace & deuce. They're besties but they also think about killing each other twice a day. It's genuinely distressing to see one without the other. They're also such good friends to MC? And I really like how they all started out together. Love 'em both but Deuce has got a special place in my heart <3

Also here's my overall thoughts that I need to get out;

Leona may be a dick but he's so pretty it's nauseating

Idia makes Levi look like a party animal - that's....that's insane right?

Speaking of om!, the twst characters make the OM! characters look like well-adjusted, stable, functioning individuals

Love that there's a rule about how you can't use magic to fight at school when the students are actively trying to kill each other at least thrice a week

Hate hate hate the mickey mouse thing, he moved close to the screen at one point and my whole body jerked back

Loved the scarabia book but on a pillow in their dorm's common room there's a little patch that looks like m*ckey's head and i couldn't take my eyes off it the the entire time. It felt like a threat.

Whenever I see Malleus's "I'm afraid of losing you" line all I can think about is that tweet about balancing your entire mental health on the continued survival of an animal with a far smaller lifespan than you

Also can't get enough of what they did with his character design, you can't make Malleus look and sound and act like that - in a way that screams mystery and danger and then turn him into a pretty chill guy who's really kind of a dork who info dumps about gargoyles and adores his little tamagotchi and has cake based childhood trauma and arrives hours early whenever he's invited to something because he gets so excited about it and would do anything to make his foster dad(!!!????) and little human bestie happy. Im shaking. They said 'looks like he could kill you but is actually a cinnamon roll who could definitely still kill you' and they were so right for it

Rook's like...in love with Vil, right?

This is the second time I made an oc specially for a game and then had the game add some throw away detail that worked so well with my specific mc? (1:) named my OM! MC 'Eliza' short for E-Lizard/A-Lizard - Mammon's favourite possession ended up becoming the chocolate lizard keychain he bought with MC. (2:) Figured I should finally break away from ocs/mcs all having naturally dark hair - so made one with orange hair, gave them a couple pale pink highlights for funsies - 3 books later Floyd starts calling MC 'Lil' Shrimpy' and I realise their hair is the colour of boiled shrimp😬🤡

I'm in love with Epel's natural accent??

All these books are a lesson in why you don't let your cat eat random shit off the ground jfc

Anyway I had alot of fun! Shoutout to everyone who recommended this for giving me another hyperfixation!!

#asks #i should start tagging these :/#twisted wonderland #twst spoilers

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faszaakisshobbi · 1 year

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I got into this 2 week summer program!! The auditions were due yesterday at midnight and I turned them in really late and I was just really worried in general that I wouldn’t get in (I got in last year but I think that was just by luck). But I was really worried for this year too. I ended up talking to П about it before I left school and she assured me that I would get in. Then they emailed me this morning (which was really soon) and the director said a bunch of really nice things about my tone and improvement. and then this morning right as I dropped my instrument off, I informed her and she was really happy for me and said "see, I told you that you would get it!"

This program is 2 weeks (-saturdays) and 7 hour days of orchestra and chamber (I’ll be placed with my chamber group soon, I will know who im with by mid May and then get my music two weeks before everything starts) and then the orchestra will likely actually be a Symphony Orchestra this year which i'm really excited about as well!! The program also offers free private coaching from people currently in National and pretty major city symphonies and then they have theory classes too that ill have to test into.

Im just so excited and I know a handful of people doing it again this year. I also know a lot of the uni/conservatory and masters kids that will be returning and idk I’m just super excited to see some of them again and chat with them about all the opportunities they’ve had and I can try to see what I might eventually be interested in. I am hoping be placed in a quintet or a piano quartet but I don't think I will :(

I know П is going to Budapest to see family over summer but I think she’ll still be in town for the final four concerts and im going to try to get her to come. I am also gonna try to get Б to come to the concerts because I know she isn’t going to Budapest until much later. she might be busy with symphony prep but i'm hoping she’ll be able to make at least one of the orchestras concerts :)

#hehe its abt orchestra stuff again #non tc rant #???#but I mention my tcs :)#female teacher crush #teacher crush #teacher crush community #teacher attachment #teacher love #tc crush #tc love #tc feelings #female tc #tc struggles #tc confessions #teacher x student #tc blog #tc post #tc thoughts

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sol-consort · 3 months

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Hallo! i know little to nothing about Mass Effect and tbh all ur posts on here are getting me curious so when i can i think i might buy the games :) it also looks?? so pretty?? Im excited 2 see this blog grow hopefully and i hope you have fun with it and the game!

That is the highest of praise, thank you so much <3

Okay so, I'm assuming you're on pc too. If not, then tell me and I'll search around for ps or xbox deals and price history.

I recommend getting the legendary edition! It's three whole games and their dlc in one pack. It's original price is 60$ but during sale it goes down to 6$ which is a steal honestly, the game is phenomenal so far as an rpg and shooter.

And there is romance in it too! The characters are reoccurring and you can import your save from the first game to the second and third so the people and quests will be shaped to fit your story and choices in the previous game.

Here is the steam db sale link.

The last time it went on sale was during steam winter feast, and based on it's history it goes on sale on the 19th of January too! So maybe very soon, hopefully. If not, then there is also lunar New years on 27th of January.

Based on this chart, it's been going on sale very often, and the price keeps getting lower. So hopefully you'll get it even cheaper than I did. God knows I'd rather choke on acid than pay 60$ for a game. We don't count bg3 that was...a once a year purchase for my birthday.

I don't recommend paying full price at all, it falls off in comparison to today's 60$ games. Please wait for a sale.

I'm also new to this game! I've been playing it for the past week, and so, and oh my god, it stole all of my attention and heart. The fandom isn't...friendly, and it's mostly 35y+ people, so the fanfics are old-school millennial style.

But honestly, that's fine. We can make our own space. And I'm very open to requests for fanfics <3

The game does have some queer representation, which is nice. Even tho the first game is very old.

It's very easy, difficulty wise, and I am someone who sucks at shooter games. I've beaten far cry 4 with a bow. I can help you with anything you have questions about or need guidance for!

Again thank you so much Aaaa this made me very happy <3 it does feel lonely here by myself at times so I'm very grateful that you're willing to give this game a try. And it does have clear dnd themes in gith, drows and mindflayers if you're here from the bg3 blog. But they're just themes again and they take a lot of creatively in switching up these concepts. Mass effect is genuinely so beautiful! It feels like what starfield should've been at times. I keep staring at the planets and stars.

#☆other

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getitoffyourchestofficial · 6 months

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hi this is a lot im sorry. i love to say words and dump shit that upsets me with no real correlation. my bad /gen (genuine) (idk if you know tone indicators im sorry ough)

you dont really Have to cook up a proper response to this i just need to put it somewhere where i wont immediately get piles of advice that i cant use. i know its well-meaning but ultimately the whole situation is ou of anyones control

(also putting this 🎪 here so i can try to find it later)

im stuck in a sisyphean nightmare of a weekly cycle: i have a good day -> my mood skyrockets -> i have a bad day -> my mood plummets -> rinse and repeat. at this point i think it might be a mental condition bc something doesnt even really have to Ruin My Day, i just have to face a minor inconvenience and then suddenly im all doom-and-gloom depression for 3-5 business days before springing back up as if nothing ever happened to do it all again. my mom says i might have bpd or bipolar disorder (i always get the two confused) because she has it and we just havent seen anyone about it, mostly because we dont have the money to see any doctors most of the time. i also kinda dont wanna have either of them? not in like an asshole way but in a these-people-face-stigma-that-i-dont-know-if-i-can-emotionally-handle way. in a im already queer and fat and poor and disabled in multipled ways and overall unsavory to neurotypicals/cishets/Default Settings way. yknow

todays inciting incident was a shitty shitty halloween carnival that didnt even have the thing i was excited for, didnt have any food, had lines that were miles long (hyperbole), was too hot, and i only got 8 shitty halloween things from -- half of which were lollipops, with half of those just being the same 2 flavors but Again. we stayed for 2 hours before my mom decided she didnt wanna be out of the house anymore as usual. i cant be too mad at her because shes mentally ill in the direction of "i dont want to go anywhere because my anxiety will spike" but unfortunately im mentally ill in the direction of "if i cannot leave the house to Do Things at my own pace at least once a week i will fall into a deep depression" so we clash pretty bad most of the time. this was also following multiple minor inconveniences mind you. and was also trailed by multiple minor inconveniences. it just has not gone well. this halloween is just shaping up to suck bc i was supposed to have a whole party but we had money issues so it had to be cut down to just 2 people for a sleepover, then one of them went out to see his grandma in another state and the other is apparently in the fucking hospital right now??? at least according to his posts. and i cant blame them for these either! schedules conflict and sometimes you go to the Fuckig Hosital. its out of anyones control but it still feels like shit. so its looking like my only shot at having any fun this halloween is the trunk-or-treat at my school and idk if im even allowed to go bc i had to drop out for mental health reasons and they told me i wasnt allowed on school grounds anymore. idk if that applies here. which btw. way to make a depressed kid feel worse. you can NEVER come to this high school again or we'll ARREST YOU. fuckin bullshit. BUT thats off topic the synopsis is that this halloween sucks so far and i dont really expect it to get better which extra sucks bc im turning 18 next year and i dont wanna let this be the last hurrah for my number one favorite holiday. i cant host fucking parties for my friends after then. im gonna be busy trying to fuck off to the other end of the country. i wont have TIME for it. idk. it sucks. this sucks. fuck art and fuck you /ref (reference) /nbh (nobody here)

Ik you don't want advice for this so I'll just put it on the blog.

And idk if you want it but here's a tea

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randogirlo-fando-main · 1 year

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As You Wish Part 2-Eddie Munson x Stoner!Reader

Part One

Word count-3.2k+

Warnings-Swearing, marijuana use(obviously)

It’s been just over a week since you first met the club, having already sat it on your first two sessions. Everyone except Gareth has already taken a liking to you, especially the freshmen. Dustin comes to you with any and every question he can muster because even if you don’t have the answer, you go wherever you need to as soon as you can to get one and answer with nothing but enthusiasm. Mike has asked you for advice on gifts for his girlfriend Jane, trying to keep the mail chain they both have going. And poor Lucas rants to you about Max, never knowing what the best course of action to help her is. Eddie had told you he keeps an eye on her from time to time seeing as she lives in the trailer park as well, making you feel a little better about the situation.

Eddie. You guys have been inseparable. The only time you’ve spent apart besides classes was when he had band rehearsals with Corroded Coffin. Whether it’s driving you home when Steve works, taking you on midnight milkshake runs, or just smoking in his van while talking about anything and everything he’s there.

“Heyo, earth to (n/n) you in there?” Robin lightly knocks on your head, bringing you from your thoughts.

“Sorry, I’ve started zoning out whenever customers don’t come in.” And with that sentence the bell on the door rings, signaling a customer.

“Welcome to family video, if you need any help feel free to ask!” When you look up that head of curls you know so well moves to the register, resting his arms on the table.

“Well hello m’lady, good morrow on this fine day.” He announces, smiling at you.

“Hello m’lord, what can I assist you with?” You lean slightly closer, resting your cheek on your hand.

“Well I have a return but I need to get another one too, the sheep are coming to have a movie night. I’m pretty sure Lucas invited Max but who knows if she will come.” You walk with him through the genres, looking for something for them.

“What about nightmare on elm street? Halloween’s not too far away after all. Just two weeks.” He grabs the box decidedly as you walk him back to check out.

“Hey so, it’ll just me and the kids. Would you wanna keep company? They may even like you more than me.” As you look at him he see a glimmer of excitement in his eyes, making you smile.

“Sure! What time? Im off at four.”

“Does five give you enough time?” After getting him checked out you walk back around the counter.

“Oh definitely, I’ll get Steve to drive me.”

“Well, I’ll see you then. M’lady.” He bows, smiling as you start to curtsy.

“M’lord.” As he leaves the store Robin pops her head out from the break room.

“Dude what the hell was that!?” A big smile on her face she yanks you into the break room.

“Steve man the front, we need a minute.”

“Jeez, you’d think with three of us I wouldn’t be stuck up there all shift but no.” He grumbles as he walks up to the floor, changing the movie you had put on the tv.

“Okay spill, what’s going on with you and Eddie?” You stare at her quizzically.

“What do you mean?” She scoots her chair closer to you receiving a loud scratch of the chair legs.

“I meannnn Steve told me he’s been spending an awful lot of time at your place. Or picking you up wee hours of the night. Not to mention he just invited you to a movie night knowing you two would be the only somewhat adults there.” You laugh at her spiral she’s made, stopping her words with a hand on her arm.

“Robin. We’re friends. He gives me rides from school when Steve’s working and yeah I invite him to hang out and smoke when he does. He gets milkshake cravings so sometimes we go on diner runs. And literally all the freshmen are going to be there tonight. You think I even get to talk to Eddie around them? Dustin probably already has a list of questions I’m ready to answer! You know he asked me about anatomy yesterday? We were just talking at lunch, and he comes out with ‘so what actually happens during a period?’ I had to go to the library during my free period and then chase him down after school to give him the scientific response.” You smile at the thought though. Usually as a young teen, he goes to Steve but he always tends to make things awkward for Dustin, usually the topic of discussion ending when Dustin yells at Steve to stop talking.

“You really know how to answer his questions how he needs the answers. He asked Steve that a week ago and Steve got so flustered he couldn’t remember what a uterus was.” You giggle at the thought, Steve's never been the best with words.

“But that has nothing to do with Eddie. He definitely likes you.” Robin shakes your shoulders slightly, causing you to push her arms down.

"Robin, chill out. I haven't even been here a full two weeks yet and your already trying to set me up!" She huffs as you decide to head back up front.

"But (Y/n), I'm not setting you up when it's so obvious he likes you!" She follows you out, Steve standing from his slumped position on his chair.

"Who are you guys talking about?" His brows furrow at your huff before his eyes train to Robin.

"Doesn't Eddie like her? There's no way he doesn't." She reaches for Steve for back up, praying oblivion doesn't run in the family.

"No I don't think so." He shakes his head at the girl, you taking your little victory dance.

"I had thought so too but I asked Dustin and he said Eddie just likes her energy." He shrugs and you smile smugly at Robin. She dramatically rubs her face with both hands before a loud sigh leaves her lips.

"I'll drop it for now, but that proves absolutely nothing." She walks away to start putting away the returns before you all disperse to work.

After the next shift workers get there, you all three get into Steve's car. As he pulls out of the parking lot you remember the question you needed to ask him.

"Oh Steve, can you take me to Eddie's around five? It's movie night with the freshmen." He looks at you through the rearview mirror confused before nodding slightly.

"Yeah but if you don't call for a ride home by like 9 I'll be in bed." Making a mental note, you nod back. "Thank you mom!" Robin laughs with you as Steve gripes. You pull into Steve's parking lot and the Buckley girl is all too ready to get out of the vehicle. Getting through the door, she throws herself to the couch before jumping up quickly.

"Can I pleeasseeeee dress you for movie night?" You look at her confused before putting your bag down.

"It's movie night, I was just going to wear pjs." She pouts before following you to your room.

"Oh come on, you have this whole hippy wardrobe to play with! If I make it comfy can I?" You grab a joint and a lighter before turning towards her.

"Fine, I get veto rights though." You put the joint between your lips before flicking the lighter at the end. Taking a drag, you hold the smoke in a bit before exhaling.

After half an hour and a full joint, you both agreed on clothes. A simple creme cropped tank and your low-rise wrap pants. Changing quickly, you check your clock and realize you need to leave soon. Running out your bedroom, you grab your bag and knock on Steve's bedroom.

"Steve can you take me now?" You hear his bed creak before his door swings open. He goes to grab his keys as you and Robin stand in the yard, pulling clovers to find a lucky one. Once he emerges from the apartment, he unlocks the car and you all get in. He drives toward the trailer park, Robin rambling about how a girl in band with her.

"She laughed at my joke! My weird joke! And then I couldn't even form a sentence!" She flails back into her seat, a pout on her face.

"Maybe the little exchanges will help you gain the confidence, keep making the little jokes here and there and go from there." She stares at you like you changed her life.

"Oh my god where have you been all my life!" She reaches behind you to grab your head, kissing your cheek with a loud 'muah'.

"Okay you two, we're here." You look out the window to see the trailer.

"Thank you again Steve!" You pat his shoulder before grabbing your bag and opening the door. You wave by to both of them as you close the door and head over to the door. You jump up the stairs and lift your fist to knock before the door swings open.

"M'lady." He bows to you.

"M'lord." You curtsy and he both laugh as you enter the trailer. You take in the surroundings, looking at the collection of mugs and VHS tapes around the TV.

"Wait, where are the freshmen?" You look at him and he smiles sheepily.

"Yeah, they'll be here at six... Thought we could smoke some before they get here." You smile at him and put your bag down.

"Lead the way!" He grabs some lemonade for you both before leading you down the hallway to what looks to be his room.

"You can sit anywhere, I've gotta roll." He plays some music before sitting at his desk. You sit on his bed cross legged and look around to find his guitar.

"She's a beaute." He comes and sits across from you on the bed, blocking your view.

"Isn't she? That's my girl right there." You giggle as he starts the joint, taking a few puffs before passing it to you.

"You're something else, you know that?" His eyes bore into you as you exhale the hit.

"I'm definitely an acquired taste if that's what you mean." You reply, taking another hit and holding it in before passing it to him, a scrunch to his face at what you said.

"Dude whoever told you that is fucked. You're crazy cool." As the joint starts to die, you lie back on the bed, stretching your back.

"What time is it?" He glances at the clock before looking back at you with a smile.

"5:32, why?" You look up at him and giggle, picking yourself back up to look at him directly.

"Need wind down time, gotta mentally prepare for the onslaught of attention." He laughs and taps your knee for you to move over. After you scoot closer to the wall, he sits beside you and leans back against the wall.

“I’ve got some chips and snacks, but should we order pizza?” He looks at you and there’s something there you can’t quite distinguish.

“I don’t know, I mean the kids would have time to eat first but would they? Worst case scenario me and you eat the pizza.” He nods and goes to get up, stretching his back out.

“Feel free to get comfy, I’ll go make the call m’lady.” He bows before going into the living room. You slowly scoot lower on the bed to fully lay down, staring at the patterns you find in the popcorn ceiling. You hear some shuffling from the other rooms as you zone out, humming.

“Okay so the pizza will be here when everyone starts showing up.” He looks at you and smiles, your hair all sprawled out to frame your face and your practically curled into a ball.

“Do you need anything?” You look over to him and lightly shake your head.

“I’m great, is this a different strain?” He comes and takes his place next to you, laying down as well.

“Yeah, Rick got some new stuff. Do you like it?” You smile at him lazily.

“Yeah, definitely calms me down. I feel heavy.” You giggle before a yawn escapes you.

“Makes you dopey too.” He chuckles, tapping his fingers to the music. Suddenly, he hears a slight snore next to him. Turning towards you, he realizes you’ve fallen asleep. A smile on his face, he just lays back and enjoys the comfort.

You feel a poke to your cheek, trying to wipe away the intrusion.

“Bug, the kids are starting to get here.” You rub your eyes, stretching every limb out before sitting up slowly.

“Sorry I fell asleep.” He smiles and helps you stand up.

“It’s okay, come on. so far we've got Dustin and Mike." You smile at him and follow him out of the room.

"Hey boys, how's your Saturday?" The boys sitting on the couch whip their heads towards you.

"How long have you been here?" Mike's brows furrow while you sit on the couch with them. Eddie heads to the kitchen, setting out all the food and drinks on the table.

"Jesus good to see you too, this is why Dustin is the favorite." You flick his nose gently before rubbing your eyes.

"(Y/n), settle this debate because you have all the answers to the universe. can Gandalf win against a Mindflayer." Mike punches Dustin in the shoulder making the boy emit a small yelp.

"You know, I haven't read The Lord of The Rings or The Hobbit in like a decade I may need to do my research for that one. I want to say not without help but I'd have to fact check." You notice the pizza boxes on the table and get up, grabbing a slice with a paper towel and standing with Eddie.

"Damn, I was hoping for a definitive answer." You swallow a bite of food before looking at him teasingly.

"Language." He scoffs, rolling his eyes and slumping on the couch.

"I thought you were the cool Harrington?" Suddenly, there's a knock on the trailer door. You being closer, go to open it and see Lucas with a redhead girl that could only be Max.

"Oh sweet ya'll got here just in time!" You move over to let them in and Lucas leads the way.

"You must be the (Y/n) right? Badass hippie."

"Dustin I'm sorry honey but you may get replaced as the favorite if that's how Lucas describes me." You pat the basketball player on the back before he sits down on couch with the boys.

"Yeah I don't see where badass came from." She huffs, squeezing onto the couch.

"I like her." You whisper to Eddie, smile wide on your face.

"Have fun winning that one over, it took falling on my face to get her to break a smile in my direction." You giggle, clapping your hands.

"Okay who's ready to kick off the Halloween season with a scary movie?" As everyone says their peace, Eddie goes to put the VHS in before plopping himself on the floor in front of the couch. He had pulled the coffee table to the edge of the room with the help of Mike to make more room. You sit next to him, watching the intro to the tape.

By the time the movie was over, it was a little past 8:30. The kids were all shuffling up, yawns cascading through them.

"I better call Steve before he passes out." You pout before going to stand.

"If you wanna stay a little longer I can drive you home later." You smile down at him, nodding silently before slipping onto the now unoccupied couch. The kids, were surrounding the food table, picking at it quietly.

"That movie wasn't too much for ya'll right? You're awfully quiet." You ask, having Dustin turn to you almost to excited.

"We've been through scarier." Your brows furrow, confused on his phrasing. Been through? Like been through a scarier movie and not real life right?

"No one better be fucking with ya'll, say the word and I'll take care of it."

"I'm not sure what she means by take care of it but I second that." Eddie agrees, gesturing towards you.

"Okay mom and dad." Mike rolls his eyes, finishing his pizza slice.

"Hahaha no. Ya'll belong to Stevie, I'm just that cool aunt that randomly shows up with gifts and wisdom." You lay back on the couch, eyeing the ceiling.

"Randomly shows up yeah right. You showed up once and never left!" Dustin comes over, picking up your ankles before sitting where they were spread out. He pushes your legs down before you put them right on top of his lap.

"As if you want to get rid of me. I'm amazing." He sighs and you sit up slightly.

"Oh yeah, I'm just too great. I mean I play the ukulele, I would literally fight for anyone here and yes that includes you Max, I'm funny as hell, I keep all of ya'll entertained." You list off, dramatically gesturing with your hands.

"Wait, you play the ukulele?" Eddie, leans next your body on the couch from his spot on the floor.

"You didn't know that? I know that and I'm not the one with her every single day." Dustin quips, his eyes extremely focused on your ankle. The other three kids eventually finished eating, too exhausted to join the bickering.

"I think we're gonna head out." Lucas speaks up, grabbing his walkie.

"Yeah me too, mom is making us wake up early for family breakfast." Mike waves at everyone.

"Bye kids, I'll see ya'll Monday!" You call out, watching Eddie get up to usher the three out of the trailer.

"(Y/n) is this a tattoo?" Dustin looks at you, poking at the ink on your ankle. Eddie's ears perk at the question, closing the front door a little to quickly to come crouch in front of Dustin, eyeing where the young boy is talking about.

"One of them yes, I've got four." You shrug as the boys look at your ankle.

"Is that Toad from Mario?"

"Yepp" You sit up, leaning your back against the arm of the couch which pulls your feet out of Dustin's lap. Eddie lifts your ankles just like Dustin while slipping under them, keeping them on his lap.

"Where are the rest?" Dustin asks, sitting up to see your face better.

"One on my wrist, one on my upper ribcage, one on my hip." You show them the one on your wrist, a faded peace sign. It wasn't good quality, definitely a first try stick and poke. Then you lift your tank top just enough to reach the other, keeping it tight in place to prevent any slips. In dainty, cursive letters it read "Have you any dreams you'd like to sell?" across your side.

"The other one isn't easily accessible." You giggle, leaning back into your comfortable spot again.

After about an hour of just absolute nonsense conversations, Dustin starts yawning.

"Dustin how about I give you a ride home? We can tie your bike to the back of the van." The little man nods, standing up to stretch. Eddie gently taps your calf before gently getting up as well.

"Time to go, m'lady." You groan and slowly get up, grabbing your back and following them to the door.

#eddie munson x reader #stranger things x reader #eddie munson fluff #friends to lovers #eddie munson

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ts4ritsa · 2 years

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OMG!!! I LOVED YOUR MOLLY MCGEE X FEMALE READER POST!!! If it's not to much trouble could you PLEASE write a part 2 as to how the plan went, I'd love it sm <3

✧ molly mcgee imagine :

aftermath of part 1, how the plan to ask you out went (fem reader)

It was perfect, to say the least. Scratch had helped brainstorm ideas of what someone like you would consider an “ideal date” to be.

Basically, he just gave Molly a mini lesson on how to approach you about it, and gives her advice on what she should and probably shouldn’t do.

“ alright, so, let’s begin” Scratch says as Molly sits on her bed, her head resting on her hands. He then pours his very short analysis about what someone what you would like. Something simple, yet special.

You were easygoing, so he assured Molly there was absolutely nothing to worry about. The plan was to ask you out while walking you home from school, after Libby left.

When it was time, things were going smoothly. You and Molly were having a nice conversation, her occasionally making you laugh, except it was her being super nervous and a little awkward.

“ heyy, are you okay? you seem freaked.” you asked giggling, putting your hand on her shoulder.

“ umm… y-yeah! somethings just been on my mind and…” she pauses, looks at scratch and he signals her to go on.

“ yeah?” you’re confused, but quite intrigued. What is she so nervous about? It could be anything, except you didn’t necessarily expect what was about to happen.

Molly takes a deep breath, “ okay, well, I was wondering if…” she says slowly.

“you wanted to go out with me!” she says in a much faster way. “I’ve liked you for a while and—“

“ wait wait… actually?” you ask, still processing what she just said. Molly nods at you and then looks at Scratch, who is giving her a thumbs-up.

“ oh! um, sure!! why not, haha?” you’re pretty flustered and you broke into nervous laughter while saying that, with a huge grin and everything. Molly took it as a good thing so you both just stood there and smiled like idiots.

Quickly enough, Molly breaks the silence and starts telling you more info about the date. When she told you where it was, you were ecstatic and excited on the inside but just told her alright and that you love that place so you can’t wait to go there with her.

You saying that made Molly really happy, even if you didn’t actually show how delighted you were. So when she dropped you off at your place and you both said bye, Molly literally starting squealing and jumping for joy.

“ CALM DOWN MOL, we’re in public!” Scratch says, trying to get her to shut up.

“ AHH SCRATCH I CANNOT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPENED” Molly says, thrilled.

a/n : LMFAO HI… yk, I had left p1 as a little cliffhanger bc I wanted to let ppl imagine scratch describing their ideal date to molly but it’s fine!! I had fun writing these for you anyways ^^ ALSO IM SO SRRY ABT TAKING SO LONG.. was planning to just take a week off, but my family and I decided to take a vacay😭 N I HAVE SCHOOL IN LIKE 6H HELP ME

#reblogs are highly appreciated #the ghost and molly mcgee #the ghost and molly mcgee x reader #molly mcgee #molly mcgee x reader #scratch #molly mcgee headcanons #fluff #imagine

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suugrbunz · 1 year

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hi girly!!

1. love love your stuff

2. hope you’re doing well fr

3. could i pls request a bob ship?

appearance wise i’m 5’5 with an average build. ngl i’m a little heavy on the top iykwim so my back always hurts fr. LOL anyways i have blue/green eyes and brown hair that has like goldfish highlights in the sun. i’m half asian half white so do with that what you will. i’m pretty pale honestly oh and my hair is long, like almost to my butt long. id like to think i have a nice smile lol and i love making a pouty face, it’s just so fun.

personality wise i’m an ENFP-T so i’m naturally extroverted and outgoing. i make friends wherever i go and i’m a great people person. i can hold conversations with really anyone and people always tell me i’m very mature and good with adults and older people. i’m also a 2w3 so i tend to be a bit of a people pleaser. i naturally am drawn to leadership positions and taking charge but when i do i often over extend myself trying to accommodate everyone and their every need. i am a generally funny person. sometimes i make a joke that goes too far but i love making others laugh. i also am always complimenting people. i can be insecure myself but i love making others feel good.

i can get into a mood very easily tho. i do my best to hide it but i am very busy so i am not always the greatest in the morning and if i spend too much time around certain people i get cranky. i don’t snap nearly as much as i used too but my friends can tell when something’s off. i hate getting in those moods where im sulking but it happens sometimes. usually after some joking around or spending time with other people i snap out of it. what can i say im stubborn.

i love being involved in school. student council, SPIRIT WEEK, choir, clubs— all that jazz. i’m a pretty good student yk like i have a good rep at school and am pretty well known. i am also a theater kid. i know im sorry. i have been singing for a really long time and it’s like my thing.

i love you sing, dance, act, read, write, listen to music, shop, and spend time with people. my love language is for sure quality time but i do love words of affirmation. i often get called an “old soul” because i am very sentimental with old school values and i am drawn to anything 40s-90s. i am a die hard 80s music and movie fan and my friends think it’s funny im so obsessed with the classics (if you couldnt tell i am a history and english nerd, my close friend calls me her “favorite history buff”) but yeah i love spending time with others. me and my dad bond over watching movies together and listening to music and you bet im the life of the party wherever i go. always the first to do or initiate something, jumping onto the dance floor first and being the last too leave — i don’t like missing out so i take all the chances i can.

anyways i hope that’s enough info and i’m sorry if that’s too much or i rambled. honestly id be grateful if you even read up to this point. if you get a chance to write a ship i would really appreciate it but if not i totally understand!! no pressure whatsoever. thank you bestie boo :)💛💛

I've not felt quite that happy in the past week for numerous reasons. I think with time I'll be fine. Dumb memories, yknow? I know what you mean I'm heavy on top as well lmao. I like the way you speak. You seem really exciting. Thanks for the request

here's your ship!! (🚢)

꒰ I ship you with . . . Floyd Talbert ৎ୭ ꒱

A mutual friend decided to hold a party that was themed to a 1950s sock hop. Dancing to 1950s music was an ideal situation for you especially with the fashion you'd dawn. It seems absolutely perfect, right?

In the corner of the dance hall, he kept glancing at your. Sure, he could probably dance with anyone he'd want to but he had formed a soft spot for you. Even if he didn't know you. Something about your energy was so lovely.

He fell from the start, something about you was... Well, he couldn't put his finger on it but he knew you two were meant to have a relationship... Even if he has some red flags (he comes off a bit player-ish but it's ok)

Your first date is shortly after your first meeting; The way you two met was romantic and by the end of the night had been obviously flirting. So, he asked for your number and when it'd be best to call you.

You two ended up planning the date at the local mall; There's an arcade and theatre nearby, plus mall food. So you two can window shop, go play games, or maybe watch a movie. Maybe all of the above. It seems quite wholesome.

Floyd kissed you goodnight, it wasn't on the lips. That'd be too much at a far too quick rate. He kissed your forehead and for a moment you saw him blush. It's been quite clear he isn't shy, but hey, he's got a soft spot for you. And he can't hide blush.

Your second first kiss— aka your real first kiss...

You initiated it. You gave his lips a quick peck at the end of one of your dates. He was awestruck by the feelings that fluttered around his stomach. You were everything he wanted to fall in love with. You're the measure of his dreams.

The song that represents you two is ; I Saw Her Standing There by The Beatles (pretty cute for you two <3)

#band of brothers #hbo war #easy company #floyd talbert #band of brother ships

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jillepathy · 1 year

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5.1.23

My partner ask me to please process day 1 of code camp so I can tell them about it over dinner (without my many tangents into the mildly interesting but ultimately unnecessary details).

So this is the version with the tangents.

Initial thoughts > way newer than I thought it was with the first code camp taking place in 2018 for a primarily cust ops branch in Portland, Oregon that wanted to expand into software development after hiring a few engineers

^ literally me the first time I met a software engineer I was like huh cool and now I’m like oooohhhhh cooooolllllll the internet ! I wanna do that too

…

Anyways week 1 guy is a systems engineer (not a software engineer) seems like a fancy title for like building manager ? But specifically involving storing data… it’s kind of giving Big Query a little bit but also physical (kind of giving librarian?! )

The focus seems to be on building and maintaining relationships (my greatest struggle as an autistic person) and the idea that learning is nonlinear (knew this already!)

The learning curve is steep and you don’t need to know computer science to learn programming (I’m pretty lucky already having general knowledge of how the internet works bc of the info sci and data science classes I took)

Luckily, a lot of Barb’s friends already do programming … Henri said they know how to GitHub if I need help but the pace of the class seems kind of slow compared to grad school -not sure if I’ll need to ask them since all the instructors are very approachable plus I’m learning together with Su so I’ll probably try and brainstorm with them first before branching out

It’s all other employees volunteering to share their knowledge (it’s low key giving libraries ?! )

I feel like everyone is pretty nice. I forgot to say my pronouns I was so nervous 😩 but seems like quite a few queer people involved

We’re going to be working on a project (not sure if it’s a team project or we each have individual projects )

One of the instructors (hes giving autism for sure) said they sunsetted his hack week project but that he really valued it

We’re creating something but it’s not from nothing (history degree jumping out), it’s from the work of many many contributors who came before us

I would love to see more of an app focused on the physical experience of people especially as remote work kind of removes us from physical space (not really though since we all physical beings)

Ugh this is me going off on my many processing tangents

I Guess i would say it actually seems easier than I thought it would be (shoutout to Dr Oakleaf for giving me the WORST 2 classes of my life the bar is literally in hell thanks to you, appreciate you)

It’s like way more diverse than grad school too which is a big reflection on SQSP that I’m into

It’s way smaller than I thought which is honestly really nice I feel like it won’t be toooooo hard to remember everyone after 5 weeks working together

Yeah this is just a jumping off point

A lot of review, some bad jokes / programming humor and introductions

Me and Su are the only people from Tock but there is one guy from Acuity

Can’t believe Isa called me a nerd for this! The whole reason I wanted to break into tech was to get into software development

And they said themselves this is forging a path for a career in software development

My dreams are really coming true 🥲

It’s hard for me to acknowledge and accept

The hw for week 1 was to ask for help. I definitely already did that since I was having access issues.

For week 2…? Is it the Read Me? Idk how to GitHub … yet…but I suppose I’ll find out tomorrow

Yeah so it was nice, it was about 20 people, about 6 of them instructors/TAs but all of them other employees

Everyone seems pretty excited and it definitely FEELS pretty exciting to me.

Im excited and nervous and scared but also really happy and really proud of myself.

I am learning what i want to learn and I feel like I can be my whole self doing it.

Pretty neat!!!

I’ll tell Barb the first day was pretty abstract but overall there is a feeling of genuine care and excitement for the whole program - it’s literally run by volunteers. The instructors are senior employees who value mentorship and have been both mentor and mentee. There’s an emphasis in collaboration and partnership.

I guess at the end of the day it’s kind of like how the number one indicator for longevity in your career is having friends to work with.

Yeah basically it seems more chill somehow than I thought. There’s hw but it’s like “ask for help” like ? I can do that.

I e been so nervous since this is the first class I’m doing since I dropped out of grad school.

But I’m in a way better position than I was.

I Can do this.

Let’s gooooo!!!!!

#jill’s journal #personal #code camp

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wwdits 4x1 countdown!

the long post where i document every day until wwdits returns on july 12! all 60 days of misery, pain, hardship, love, joy, and innocence all in one place. why did i do this you ask? ………………..

60:

WWDITS ANNOUNCED NANDERMO REAL WE WON YES. YES. JULY 12 SAVE THE DATE. YES. YES. YES wwdits is upon us soon. i feel nothing but joy. WWDITS WWDITS YEAHHH

59:

The excruciatingly long wait until July 12 has hit. It’s starting to look dim. I am unsure if I will even live to see it.

58:

i started this on day 59 because i needed a way to get the absolute amount of soot off my heart from the 60 day wait and it is STILL day 59 as im writing this and i just cant wait til day 58 to say that im fucking dying. i cant. and theres going to be another wait for ofmd eventually and oh my goddd. im such an impatient person and i cant. its currently day 58 and i am watching flight of the conchords to cope

57:

i have decided to watch one critical role episode every day which will occupy about 25 days worth of my time. this may vary with school and summer break but i need a distraction. i am rewatching ofmd for the first time in a little while. this is terrible… i have school today as well which is stunting my coping abilities. not good. havent once been able to focus on anything because my head is just critrole ofmd wwdits on repeat i am dying… my critrole pacing is also already so off, im on like episode 4 and i shouldve only finished 2 or something like that. but i cant help but have the cliffhangers resolved

56:

day 56 has begun, and im starting to realize how fucking long this post is gonna be. and how long the wait really is.. obviously when you think of 60 days as 2 months it feels like not all that long, but when you break it down into days, and hours of days, thinking each time you update this post and whatnot, it makes it feel much longer. in better news, only 3 more days of school left!

55:

this being the last week of school might be slowing down time. it feels like the longest week on the fucking planet… after days 57-53 this should be smooth sailing. anyway speaking of school nobody is taking this shit seriously anymore, nobody is here and ive just been playing minecraft in class

54:

unsure if im now behind on critrole because i had to spend hours working on a “group” project from complete scratch due at *checks watch* 11:59 because my partner ghosted me… i also have another project due at *checks watch* 11:59 today and i wont be getting home to work on it until 8. this is pretty great idk. why did all this stuff fall on the last week of school im more stressed than ive ever been on a “chill week.” maybe if wwdits was back itd be better

53:

IVE BEEN SO BUSY ALL DAY RHAT I TOTALLY FORGOT TO UPDATE HII.. SCHOOL ENDED TODAY!! i finished me projects and all…very proud of myself for getting through this week kinda ok? forgot to add yesterday that in class we wrote letters to ourselves as graduates in english and i mentioned both ofmd and wwdits… more than once like they were plot points..loved writing it too. but yes summer is officially upon me!!!!!!! yeah baby

52:

first day of summer has sucked. woke up far too early (who wakes up at 7 in the summertime like the sun hadnt even risen) and now im sick..life is pain quote the nun

51:

so i absolutely underestimated how sick i was gonna get towards the end of the day, to the point where i only have a very hazy memory of the entire evening.. but its 1 am and i woke up from a nap i presume and i feel a lot better now. definitely a few days behind on critical role too, havent had any time to watch in between being sick as FUCK and school. we are almost through the first ten days of the wwdits wajt though!!!! im so excited im also getting a new phone today, ive had the same one for 4/5 years now and shes starting to be a little shit so. GOT THE NEW PHONE! (iphone 13) it is so smooth and the camera BUMPIN… it fits in me hand nice too. lord how i needed this baby. i also watched 25 minutes of morbius too, and its..absolutely unwatchable so i turned it off. i cant even watch it as a joke

50:

TEN DAYS DOWN!!!!!!!!!! the impossible task is starting to look…possible! in fifty days ill have the pleasure of saying…nandermo is real. but for now, all i can say is nandermo will be real in 50 days. im also starting to feel a little better? my throat is still killing me though. the one issue i have with this phone is that “autistics for otori emu” use to fit perfectly in one line of text but now its like

AUTISTICS FOR OTORI

EMU

and its kinda ugly. ill never change it though

49:

LOVE AND THUNDER JULY 8…july is gonna be a big month for taika god damn anyway I CANT WAIT!!!!! i wanna see this movie so bad….AHH.. also lowkey been inactive at the moment. not sure why

48:

watched the lighthouse last night, it was lowkey gay porn but i loved it. certified really good movie. anyway, im in a movie watching era of this countdown. except i watch like 1 movie a day every night. tonights is everything everywhere all at once! im very excited i hope i cry. didnt cry but still really enjoyed the movie! i wish they took a more “you dont have to forgive your parents” approach, cause they kinda just ignored the fact that evelynn was the one who broke joy, and her breaking joy fractured her in every universe… and like yeah joy was able to heal and forgive but she shouldnt have to forgive her mother just because she saved her. a lot of people with trauma have it in our brains (especially those of us with parental trauma) that we have to forgive our abusers and media rarely ever empowers those of us who are unable to simply forgive and forget, and this movie had the perfect opportunity to do that, but in a sense im glad they didnt also

47:

its morbin time. not really anything to say today, but its been cloudy for the past week and im wondering when im gonna get to see the sun again. the countdown is smooth sailing otherwise! OH WAIT ive been playing life is strange true colors and its been..fun?? idk ive also been playing the sims for fun again too which .. it has been ages since… i have a “legacy” going kinda but the first gens story is pretty fucked up so im just having fun with mods really

46:

kissed ryan and its the only choice ive been 100% confident about in this game. i love ryan. hes my one true love. they dont make men like this in the real. im also gonna retry watching morbius im obsessed with this movie + my bff is graduating today im so happy for him

OKAY MAYDAY THE WWDITS EPISODE TITLES JUST RELEASED AND. WE ARE 95 DAYS AWAY FROMA “The Wedding” it could be nandermo. it could and im scared (KITE FROM THE FUTURE: its not nandermo nandor is marrying a woman??)

45:

these past 5 days have been going so fast im scared. too fast almost. in like 30 minutes were gonna have wwdits 4 like it was nothing. also rewatching morbius second night in a row because my friend wants to watch it with me. hes morbing out oh my god oh shit. okay we ended up not watching morbius but i watched wwdits (2005) and 1) taika hot 2) the montage of people calling them fags is so..timely idk. but for everyone who always says “ah nz is so progressive” and acts like conservatism doesnt exist there and idolizes the countrys politics… reality check please. 3) taika hot like all the letterboxd review are about his hair and shit and yea i agree completely. but i made a post to my instagram story and tldr it was about how the wwdits franchise kinda encapsulates the changes in perception of queerness throughout the 21st century and honestly its one of the most interesting aspects to me while consuming all wwdits content

44:

hunt for the wilderpeople is a movie that i watched that broke me a bit. i didnt cry or anything of the sort but god i loved ever second of it. how will i live. anyway i think im officially over the ofmd grief but rather im shocked that the show still hasnt been renewed..not in like an awww boo hoo but like..what the fuck is hbo doing (KITE 3 DAYS IN THE FUTURE HERE: THIS IS SO FUNNY. THEY WERE WAITING UNTIL PRIDE MONTH)

43:

watching both top gun movies, was inspired by flight of the conchords. will be back. ok i only watched the og top gun but i did thoroughly enjoy it, and damn that movie is beautiful if nothing else + american psycho. and american psycho i loved a lot. also if youre wondering why im watching so many movies its a summer goal of mine to watch a lot of movies because i notoriously dont like movies as an artistic means and have watched like barely any movies proportionate to my lifespan and im trying to change that. i still dont like movies really but…oh well im glad im using this to watch some good films. my letterboxd is kite4444_1 if you were interested in seeing my ratings (they are wonky…and 3 means i liked/enjoyed it btw)

theres also a meteor shower tonight (allegedly) so im sitting outside at 1 am viewing the sky, ive seen 1 so far so dub! rare once in a lifetime experience in the wwdits countdown

42:

i really dont know how to break the meteor shower stuff up but its 1:30 am so its officially day 42. i saw 4 big meteors, a lot of little guys, and 1 orange fella so i consider this a big win.. i also just enjoyed sitting outside and watching the sky, i should do that more often honestly. literally did nothing today! W

41:

its pride month! happy pride month. also one month closer til wwdits..dub OH MY FUCJING GOD I JUST GOT THE NEWS. YES. YES. YES. YES OH MY GOD YES YES YES YES YES IM LITERALLY CRYING IM BESIDE MYSELF WITH JOY AND EVTASY I CANT oh my god i cant wait until i have an ofmd countdown god is so fucking real best day of my life nobody understands my joy rn GOD im crying so hard incant i cant i cant i just cried so hard IM CRYING AGAIN it’s definitely been like an hour or something but i cant think. i cant feel. hello #BestDayEver

season 2 requests:

1) bearded stede. dgaf if rhys says he cant grow a beard hes lying

2) jim and jackie romantic interactions… i read the vico interview and when they said maybe jim will find someone else during their separation to olu…my mind went bonkers

3) mary gets many gfs and they are poly and in love. doug is also in the polycule

4) izzy, jim, lucius, ivan, frenchie, fang need to be BESTIES. BFFs4L. and izzy and lucius you already know i want them together idc

KITE VS RAINBOW CAPITALISM: RAINBOW CAPITALISM WON

40:

ANOTHER TEN DAYS DOWN!!!!!!! YEAHHHH soon there will be no time left.. what the hell! pride month really is off to a great start and im ecstatic.. still not over the sheer high of ofmd 2 announcement but it also makes me fear season 2s existence. BUT GOD I CANT WAIT UNTIL I HAVE ANOTHER COUNTDOWN entiled “Ofmd 2 countdown” its going to be glorious and im going to be fucking FERAL. FERALLL!!!!

39:

watching muppets treasure island and ofmd season 2 looks CRAZY… anyway im watching this because apparently black sails has prior reading and i was not watching some old movie or the novel so muppets treasure island it is. i also need to stop writing these entries early in the morning (it is 1:45 am) because it throws my rhythm off..in better news though its all been good, im going to the beach tomorrow oh fuck it just hit me im going to the beach at peak ofmd fixation..its going to be all i think about NEVERMIND ITS ONLY FRIDAY I THOUGHT IT WAS SATURDAY? not going to the beach tomorrow cause we leave sunday im an idiot

38:

god i cant wait to go to the beach i need it. no pirate bullshit but i need to be one with the sea its been over a year since ive been there gah…my mom keeps being weird about it but you will not ruin my fun beach adventures!! i will walk for miles in one direction listening to music or something or talking to myself without a care in the world because i am one with the oceanside. i will cry for no reason walking my dog and thinking wow. this is what stede wouldve wanted. i cant wait to spend the next 4 days pacing with the sand between my toes as i ponder season 2 and what explorations of heartbreak means for each character. i will cry

also im on episode 3 of black sails and this shit is DRAMA??? like ofmg i was not ready also what is the ofmd/muppets treasure island/black sails pipeline because ive seen multiple fans with muppets treasure island profile pictures and how did i manage to fall down the same fucking hole

37:

BEACH DAYY!!!!!!! i cannot wait til we get there holy fuck [ x ] <- pics here! i also went and updated the layout of this post so ideally its easier to look at i REALLY need to stop writing these at 1/2 am because whyd i wake up and learn we aren’t even going until wednesday and my mom isnt even sure we can get reservations..if i dont go to the beach ill die like actually ill perish

WAIIITTTT WWDITS TEASER DROPPED [ x ] oh my god?????? this is the most unhinged the show has ever been and i cant wait

36:

nobody told me black sails was gay…like super gay this is insane. everyone is bisexual and they were so real for that. anyway im very much enjoying watching because the drama is real

also wwdits poster..wow 2 days in a row theyve been giving us content also renewed for seasons 5 & 6?!?!? idk why i had it in my head that season 4 was going to be the end but YES wwdits is goijg with me to college W…also on that note its crazy to me that ofmd and the like arent going to be finished until im in college…wow…im getting old

35:

we are almost halfway through the wait! god damn the past 25 days have felt almost nonexistent but regardless… beach tmw!!!!! for real this time. and as i said i will be at peace. i always thought if they were real id be a mermaid. and ill probably reincarnate as a lobster or something of the like.. i am one with the sea

also ever since that article about taika being a failure or sellout or whatever (i didnt read the article) made the typo calling jemaine “jermaine” i have carried the torch. he is now jermaine clement to me

34:

beach day beach day beach day… i cant wait for this “getting-to-beach” arc to end because this has went on for far too long… anyway, im gonna finish black sails either today or tomorrow and wow! what an adventure. the worlds longest origin story. i have enjoyed every minute of it!

33:

i finished black sails! also here are those beach pictures i promised [ x ]. other than that this trip has so far been pretty uneventful (not saying it will ever be eventful) but i am enjoying the sea view

also rumor has it ofmd season 2 should be airing around june/july of next year which is so insanely far but also very close. its also going to be insane comfort for me after i graduate i can tell +£~£

32:

going on a bender of listening to old 90s alternative rock songs i havent heard since i was like 10. and i still know 97% of the lyrics to all of these songs… my music taste has come a long way really. hot take though i dont understand why people bend over backwards to defend bjorks racism because her music is not even that good?? what is the appeal here. let her go

31:

havent had much to say recently but today is my last day at the beach… but now we are for real for real close to reaching that halfway point… i am quite geeked if i do say so myself

30:

WE ARE OFFICIALLY HALFWAY THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHYHHHHHH BABY its been a long ass thirty days but im sure that its going to go by fast now? also because we seem to be getting a lot of random content (not just for wwdits but yk).. im quite ecstatic. i cant wait for my silly little tv show

later tonight i have a music listening event with my friend and i have to choose 5 albums for us to listen to and so far i have and otherwise i have zero idea

jyocho - the beautiful cycle of terminal

イツエ (itsue) - いくつもの絵 / many pictures

ABBA - voulez-vous

never mind apparently! it was supposed to start about 2 hours ago and im like 80% sure im getting stood up! oh well. i say oh well because im a bit used to it but also im fairly upset because i was really looking forward to thissss ahhhh

29:

getting stood up aside i think im sick AGAIN???? i think ive been sick like 50 times this entire countdown but also i have like 5 chronic illnesses and so it could be one of them. besides i feel bad but not too bad so ill live

i woke up with a super weird tender rash on the palm of my hand and???? what the hell. god is spiting me now that the countdown is on the downward path

28:

nah not sick but i was not feeling hot yesterday. im very excited though because my broccoli plants are looking very healthy after the trip (i was a bit worried theyd fucking die) but they are taking to the environment quite nicely. on the contrary i planted SIX cucumber plants and they are taking over my entire garden like a goddamn parasite. i dont even need tgat many cucumbers why did i plant six oh my god. also my onions should be harvestable soon… if youre wondering what all plants im growing: cucumbers broccoli red pepper onion spinach & carrots. very nature over here

also i am plugging flight of the conchords as one of my albums..! pay me jemaine

27:

DIDNT UPDATE AT ALL TODAY??? but omg my cucumbers were ready for harvest and theyre HUGE. i also started a worm bin today and i had to collect 2 worms on my own i hope they enjoy having sex and shitting for me but yeah. this is a beautiful thing. overall a great day i very much enjoy getting gritty in the garden

also fun sketchful.io night with my friend and now we have official plans to meet irl come january!!!!!! fat fucking double you

26:

do tumblr posts have a word limit…i feel like i mentioned this before but it comes more of a growing concern every single day. otherwise its a good day except me waking up to my dog having a seizure because i overslept my alarm for giving him his meds. in case you were wondering hes completely fine just a normal hiccup

also bios dont have a word limit either do they.. also layout change! i changed the color yesterday but today i moved the rant bio to be under the cut because i just cant part with it

25:

watched thor ragnarok so im officially up to date for love and thunder. i love korg no im not biased but also everyone who was like thor and bruce have serious couple energy are so right its such a shame he wont be in love and thunder. the “rom com” aspect with jane peter and bruce would be so hectic but also so good?!!? havent been hyped for a marvel movie since endgame im so excited

introducing a new conflict: me trying to watch fotc live in london without paying for hbo max. this has been an uphill battle and i signed up for the apple one free trial which gives me free apple tv and they said they had live in london on there BUT NO IT REDIRECTS YOU TO HULU AND HBOMAX. now you may be thinking “just sign up for hulu free trial” BUT HULU DOESNT HAVE IT EITHER WITHOUT YOU PAYING FOR THE HBO ADDON!!!! also i tried literally every pirating website i know and nothing. i feel like im fighting a goddamn war just to watch live in london idk

ok update: its currently 2:55 am and i found it on the pirate bay but obviously thats a torrenting thingy so tomorrow evening im going to relearn how to torrent so i can watch it. also last time i downloaded utorrent it absolutely wrecked my computer, managed to uninstall it but its still fucked up but oh well! anything for fotc

adding onto an already incredibly hectic log, i ended up not downloading it today because i didnt feel like getting out my laptop charger. it was one of those incredibly lazy days. but man if theres one thing this post is gonna do, its gonna make me realize how much of my summer i am spending RELAXING. its well deserved and this is my last high school summer so i should definitely waste the most i can because ill never get this again, but like.. come august the regret is gonna be reallllll….

24:

another day of completely forgetting to update this! im getting back into terraria and that has kept me mostly entertained all day. im so bad at it but i used to be cracked (kinda. i never got to hardmode cause flesh but)

to add, i have a 4 day streak going of eating toast late at night. the first 2 days it was tuna on this asiago cheese loaf and these past 2 days have been cinnamon butter on sourdough. very real

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days are flying by! wow. but my sleep schedule is so off it’s ridiculous. but today was even less eventful than yesterday, except i think im finally in my terraria groove and i even beat the eye of cthulhu + i wanna fight skeletron but like, i have no idea where his temple is and ive went so far in both directions

22:

i have whipped cthulhu’s ass thrice. he doesn’t even stand a chance! but i did attempt skeletron and got whooped so hard it’s ridiculous?? did they buff him since i last played like 5 years ago. also attempted the eater of worlds twice for some scales so i can make demonite equipment and CHRIST i keep having like sensory overload. also sorry for making three consecutive short posts where i exclusively talk about terraria but that is all im doing so we! will! have! to! deal!

also sometimes its so hard to tell if i wrote already. like i have no recollection of writing today but i think i did??? did i????

21:

21 days? THREE WEEKS?? three weeks ???? three weeks!!! i really am so excited. also i might be going to see lightyear soon with some of my friends who i haven’t seen in like 3/4 years! definitely not the most hype movie we couldve went to see but idc chris evans keke palmer and taika are all in there and thats all i care about. mm

I DREAMT ABOUT S2E1 of ofmd that they like released episode 1 early and it was so funny. i don’t remember much about it but stede and ed werent in the episode at all (but blackbeard was in the last like 15 minutes of an hour long episode, but i didnt even watch that part because of dream logic) and i don’t remember much at all but someone was in a white void with john silver. a completely different show. and they had to complete some kind of bullshit puzzle it was great the rest of the dream was mostly on the deserted island with the rest of the revenge and jim was there too but hell i dont know it was such a mess

also i never mentioned it but i watched guns akimbo like 2 days ago and jesus christ i haven’t recovered. the pacing never slows down and its balls like the movie is hot balls but it was so insane that like. i havent recovered

20:

TWENTY!!! FORTY DAYS DOWN WOWZA. that’s literally insane. its doggy bath day for me so im bathing the dog and he hates it but boo hoo stinky dog. maybe dont pee on yourself so often

also the plans are saturday!! i cant wait. and these are actually definitely go through so WWWWW

TRAILER DROP!!! WE GOT IT. POLYAMORY?!?! YES!! excited. thats all i can say

19:

time to get a little sad and vulnerable. got out of the house for the first time in awhile to go to my nana’s, she passed in late february and we’ve been working to sell the house and had a cleaning crew finish everything up before contracts were signed with realtors. and it was hella gutting seeing a home that has so many childhood memories emptied…or gutted i guess you could say, and today is the last day i’ll ever step foot in that house and it’s literally crazy. i dont regret not going up there as often as i could or anything but it is quite a sad conclusion to come to. it was a pretty productive day too, and im proud of myself! especially because ive been conscious about my productivity, motivation, and the like. so yay!

18:

i regret updating the tumblr app so bad..its so ugly now and theres so much to look at for what..i also woke up to some of the worst news imaginable for us americans, and like…idk

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yesterday was rough but i cant wait to see my bsfs so good vibes. great vibes even

it was fun!!!!!!!!!!! lightyear was..bad? it was very mid. but taika…so thats better. i gave it a 2/5 on letterboxd and the extra star was for taika so. but i feel so relieved i get to see them again because it really has been so long.. none of us have seen each other since we were 14!!!!!!!!! now we’re basically grown?!?!?

also ive been watching greys anatomy trying to catch up (for japril) and this show is so good but also extremely garbage… what do you mean deluca got stabbed in between episodes?? also these topical covid episodes are so tired and this is only episode 7 of a 20 episode season. if this whole season is covid themed ill kill myself because ive already heard the same spiel about feeling isolated and lonely and whatever. like yeah, everyone watching knows that, we all lived through the worst of it and have to deal with an unfinished aftermath. im so glad i waited to watch this because if at the high of the pandemic i tuned into this shit id be so over the show. but im attached to these characters and the neverending drama. im eating the tom and teddy stuff up!!!! i do want them to be together, i love tom and he deserves teddy. i quite like owen too and i feel bad for screwing him after he put in so much effort to make it work for teddy but thats exactly it. he shouldnt have to put up with her bs anymore (i like teddy too but girl)

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bored out of my mind.. so bored. thats all i can say today. bored.. i think im gonna force myself to start drawing again because i havent in months. i was in a bad burnout after art class so yk

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GIVE IT UP FOR DAY 15!!!!!!! but KORACICK AND JACKSON LEFTttttt…. you can understand my pain. obviously it was for a good cause but goddammit!!!!!! ill miss you tom.. gone but never forgotten

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its day 13 but i completely forgot to update. it skipped my mind completely. i can’t remember anything that happened yesterday but teo weeks!!!!! two weeks left

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day 14 was an absolute blunder on my part. i knew missing a day was bound to happen eventually but man. that shows just how uneventful my days have been. i redownloaded genshin and this game is so boring even though i have all the inazuma and chasm stuff to do…but i hit 698?k with childe ult and that. makes me happy! back when i was into the game i was on a road to 1 million and this gets me about 7/10 of the way through…. im not p2w too so

I DISNT EVEN SKIP DAY 14. IM SO CONFUSED RN. YESTERDAY WAS DAY 14. IT IS DAY 13. god im such an idiot but im not going ro backspace any of this… late night phone call watching sing 2 and i got my best friend to watch some ofmd with me!! we are up to episode 6 but he fell asleep and i am so tored. also rsd is so awful like i love this show to death and when he doesnt laugh at something i want to cackle at i feel like im being stabbed brutally in the stomach? pretty sure hes enjoying it though. i feel glee! but the best part comes when i get to talk about every interview ive read, the story of how rhys was casted, because ive already had the honor of sharing tidbits like izzy canonically being the one who put the bows in eds beard in e5, and rhys taking sailing lessons while taika couldnt even read blackbeards wikia page… autism won today.

sing 2 was also an absolute blast, my friend asked if the little koala dude was voiced by the “guy who plays eddie from ofmd.” i was deeply confused, turns out he affectionately named stede ‘eddie,’ and no rhys does not voice buster moon. matthew mcconaughey does and he isnt even kiwi……. also i am like a rhys detector because that man is the voice of my conscious. it was a really great movie tho, like bono was in there and ??????? i love the sing franchise

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HAPPY JULY!!!!!!!! we are so close now. 1 week until thor, 12 days until wwdits, 4 months until greys anatomy, and about 1 year until omfd. its like everything is happening soon! also maybe i should stop thinking about time passing in my life relative to media i enjoy… but also it makes me happy. i watched boy (the taika movie) and that was another banger. taikas best talent isnt directing its finding insanely talented kids. boy is tonally similar to hunt for the wilderpeople but personally it lacks something in comparison? if i had to guess its because wilderpeople builds on family dynamics in a positive light while boy explores parental idolization and its wayyy too relatable at some points. its still a great film though 4.5/10 on letterboxd

11:

I think i counted the days wrong…? and now im weirdly confused and scared because it’s currently the 2nd and this is day..11? meaning this will end on the 13th as opposed to the 12th. this is so fucking scuffed and im not gonna edit anything i just have to live with my mistakes. maybe i really did miss day 14 though. im so confused?????? what happened. what went wrong.

anyway WE FINISHED OFMD TOGETHER!!!! he is not an izzy fan and im glad. hes also a jim/olu supremacist which like…yeah so true? now i just need to get him to watch wwdits and everything will be solved in the world probably

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TEN DAYS!!!!! (actually 9.) or maybe this is accurate but it goes to like 12:00 am july 13 which doesnt really count

anyway 5 am thoughts: been thinking about boy again and its growing very fond in my mind. i think letting the ending sit with me was for the better and i love this movie a lot more now (and i already loved it lots.) how cute

watched mysterious skin and damn. in life youre either a neil or a brian and i am a brian so hard. nothing really remarkable to say today

I DIDNT EVEN FUCK UP THE TIMING… the issue is that i always update this at like 5 am the next day and it throws everything off for me.. otherwise its the fourth of july i guess? nobody really celebrates this holiday anyway. its an excuse to grill and set off illegal fireworks and nobosy is thinking about the revolutionary war… also a bit of a rough time sociopolitically in the usa rn so. extra bunk holiday… i fixed up these star leds that have just been hanging on my wall for like 2 years and it added so much ambiance i love how my room looks now! its great

forgot to update again except this time 2 days in a row hahahahahahahaha i was writing out the july fourth thing yesterday but got distracted and it never saved. i pulled itto today though!!!!!!’ im so happy but rest in peace to the next banner because im definitely not getting whatever character is on it. genshin is occupying my brain again and i dont like the inazuma lore but the characters have grown on me (mainly people i can associate with ayaka because shes one of my favorite characters all time) but others still have the personality of like a wet rag (cough raiden yae kokomi and gorou) IF YOUR FAV IS ON THAT LIST, FIGHT ME! id like to be proven wrong honestly! i want to like the characters! otherwise ONE WEEK! ONE WEEK! YEAH YEAHHH

thor tmw!!!!! yeahhhhhhhh

that being all i wrote today tells so much. burn out isnt really the word because that seems like a real big overestimate but i am a bit exhausted of updating this, especially when i have to rack my brain for things to write? and i feel like im letting myself and others (despite me talking to a brick wall with this post basically) by not providing any interesting content in here. like that span of me playing terraria. how boring. and recently it’s been similarly dull. but luckily we’re coming to a quick end to this timeline with only a big 6 days left!

its also a real struggle to scroll all the way down. thor today! thor soon. 2 hours until thor! yay. but also woke up to some terrible news that my dog *COULD* have cancer, we wont know really for another 2 weeks and then we wont know for certain until after a biopsy. sucks like shit though, that dog is like a brother to me. but…thor! thor is getting me through this

ITS SO GOOD. and say what you want taika did put gay sex in the marvel movie. korgdwayne forever. i cant even begin to comprehend how much i enjoyed that like tis so real. i am biased i am. but also i dont care what cishet people have to say about this movie. the queer rep was there and frankly its all i ever wanted/ask for

OOPSIE DAISIE FORGOT TO UPDATE AGAIN. yesterday was fun. thor is my whole brain rn. thats all

3 days left is so crazy. like this has been 58 days of sheer insanity and its coming to a close.

late night/early morning thoughts: im in such a prison built by internalized ableism and i know unmasking is possible but i never see myself able to escape this endless fucking nightmare. i want to be unashamed about all my autistic traits but its unbelievably difficult.. and so many people who i love and who love me don’t really know me even if they talk to me every single day because i barely know myself because of how far buried he is. and so thats another thing ill have to deal with

talking about anything is so difficult for me to do. crossing the barrier of mentioning anything im watching or reading is like climbing mount everest especially to people i havent known basically my entire life and its so awful? i wish it wasnt such a struggle to be. even when im not talking and if im just thinking about a hf/si i feel so awful and like im failing and i cant take much more of this. any of it, the shame, the self deprecation, anything

SAW TOP GUN MAVERICK FINALLY!! im so glad i got to see it during the countdown its definitely part of the character arc ive went on throughout this post. what a tonal shift from yesterday also but wow only 2 days left! ive seen so many movies now… all i think of is movies anymore…. but its been a really good span of days recently i feel like summer is finally looking up! and soon wwdits is gonna be back with us like wow!!!! so much to look forward to im very excited. im always fucking excited for anything and everything. woo!!!

what can i say that hasnt already been said, what a fuckin journey this has been and its soon gonna come to fruition. and also what a better way to send this off than I AM SICK AGAIN. thats the spirit of the countdown really. today is a chill day and tomorrow im gonna rewatch the 2014 movie for vibe reasons but like. im so happy and proud. wooooooo!!!!!

also i love walking around the house and hearing ra ra rasputin blaring loud on the tv cause the wwdits trailer. it makes me happy but im also remindes like oh shit this show is on cable tv. weird feeling? havent watched a show on cable in so long

ITS OVER. THE WAIT IS OVER! i said most of the “sappy” shit yesterday but now its all official. im not gonna keep this going in between weekly episodes as a cheap way to keep this going. its over today. TODAY! gonna rewatch the movie in a bit probably just to get in a really vampiric mood but also the moon is full tonight iirc? what a coincidence (probably)

Well folks. thats the end there! just watched episode 3 so its exactly a week after this countdown so i think its a better time to write the conclusion, because its weird that it just cuts off. but there isnt a conclusion cause i already wrote it on days 1 & 0. see you next year when ofmd s2 is announced!

#kstposts #countdown #slowly melting…into a pile of melted me #aka: kite keeps a 60 day diary

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