#addy rambles

[ad-hawkeye]

the best lore from the cowboy artem event and card is like. he just chose to dress like that. willingly. it wasn't an au. he wasn't an actor and it wasn't a costume, he just straight up dressed like a cowboy. he bought that hat and willingly wore it around everywhere. he did min wage server work for five days and nearly had a breakdown over an allegedly broken record player in it.

[adverseflyer909]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Shadow the Hedgehog/Sonic the Hedgehog Characters: Sonic the Hedgehog, Shadow the Hedgehog, Infinite (Sonic the Hedgehog) Additional Tags: Game: Sonic Forces, hi im playing with sonic's death egg stint, Hallucinations, Phantom Ruby (Sonic the Hedgehog), Illusions, Altered Mental States, Sonic the Hedgehog Needs a Hug, he doesnt get one, Sonic the Hedgehog Needs a Break, also doesnt get that, timeline wise this is like end of month one in the death egg, Sonic the Hedgehog is Imprisoned in the Death Egg Station, Psychological Torture, gore but like its an illusion, also not explicit, Hurt No Comfort, Infinite is an Asshole, i dont think this warrants a DD:DNE tag but know its close, Emetophobia, Vomiting Summary:

Sonic's not sure how long he's been in here, if he's gonna be honest.

He remembers the attack, that heart stopping moment when he saw his old enemies show up and that instinctual reaction to protect. His brother was right there, Chaos- Sonic hopes Tails is okay. He doesn't think he'd be able to forgive himself if he wasn't.

Not to mention, all the info the hero has is whatever Eggman gives. Which- isn't the most reliable resource. Sonic hopes Eggman's lying, at least. All the doctor has done since he's been here is show videos of the brutal takeover of Mobius. Videos played on loop of civilians getting attacked- getting killed- by these- these old enemies Sonic's fought. Chaos. Zavok. Metal.

Shadow. -------------------------------

or - a one shot as i play around with what i think mightve happened on the death egg

[omgitsaddyc]

I think I’m finally starting to heal from the burnout of my last job. I was miserable there, and I don’t think I really realized the scope of the burnout and unhappiness it caused me until now.

I love my new job. My coworkers are great, my boss is great, and my work is appreciated and applauded rather than thrown out and insulted. My skills and strengths are utilized instead of ignored. I’m being paid fairly.

I’m just really grateful and I hope my creativity starts to spark again now that I’m starting to feel better.

[barelybutch]

soooo tempted to take slutty photos in my little childish pajamas i need to be dad rape bait now. they have cow prints on them and i wear cute panties under by the way

[mythosphere]

I'm probably genderfluid but I only have a year of undergrad left so idrc

[anonymooseforever007]

Random Life Ramble under cut about this weekend. You can skip this entirely or just cut to the last two paragraphs (in italics) to get the ghist of it if you want! Anything's cool!❤️

Ok, so I really planned to try to catch up on fics I wanted to read tonight and tomorrow, but I honestly don't think that's gonna happen until maybe Sunday now.

Because today, we moved my twin sister into her apartment and I honestly am not sure how I feel about it. It's not because she's been disowned or hates out family or she's leaving in a negative manner. She's literally moving 12 minutes away and I'm still going to see her all the time until I leave for college again. She moved to college back home after her freshman year elsewhere and has been living at home again. And while she loves my parents and is so much happier back here than where she was, she just wants to be able to try living out of the house like so may of our friends are and that's totally fine. My parents agree that like we're twenty and it's normal for people to want to do that during college and it could be a good experience for when we're out of it and we're both good kids. So that happens today and it all went well and I really an estancia for her that she finally gets to do this. And I think that this will be something she enjoys and will be good for her to be independent like she wants to be a bit more of. She'll still be super close to everything she knows but she also gets to try stuff she hasn't before. And I think she'll do great. Because I adore her so much and I want her to be happy so badly. She is my twin and my other half in every sense of the word. Which is funny because we look nothing a like and 80% of the time we are the literal definition of the whole "The Brawn and The Brain" one athletic and one nerdy twin stereotype. My parents put us in separate rooms at like a year and a half old because she'd fall asleep like sleeping beauty and I'd take much longer to fall asleep and would keep her up too much while just messing around in my crib and it just wasn't working out at all. But as different as we are I wouldn't change a single thing about her for anything in the world. She is and always will be my best friend and I know without a doubt I would choose her above anyone else right now. And I'm so happy to see she's happy....But there is a part of me that fucking hates this. And I'm not really sure what to do right now.

Because if it hasn't been noticed, I really am not good at expressing my feelings out loud. In life or when reading things I'll have so many thoughts in my head about it and how much I feel about it and what I think. But when someone asks about it or if I want to tell them how I felt about it, I have a very hard time saying more than "it was good" "it was fine" "I loved it." Because really in the backwards way my brain sometimes works, those words are all that's needed to express exactly how I feel and anything else just wouldn't make sense or would be repetitive and my brain also gets on to be about being too repetitive or rambley especially when I'm nervous or excited. And so while it isn't always a bad thing, and I am able to control my emotions relatively well in many situations, I also tend to bottle the worse things up and I know that's not always good.

But I have briefly cried at least five times today when I made sure no one was looking. And I really don't cry a lot. I don't like crying because honestly nine times out of ten it's doesn't makes sense to me to do. Either my brain says that crying would not be productive to the situation so let's find a better solution or I would rather set aside what's bothering me and make myself focus on something different because I don't want to be sad. I like being happy and I really would rather just forgive and forget most nonmajor inconveniences instead of letting them bring me down. I like being a glass half full kind of person and I don't think that's a bad thing. And once again, bottling things up isn't good even if I can't help it sometimes.

But when it comes to my sister I don't have that issue at all apparently. I like to joke that she's the biggest reason I ever cry and not because she's tossing the remote at me from across the couch. But it's also true because when it comes to her I can't actually hold stuff in and just the thought of something happening to her worries me so much at times even if I know she's going to be fine. I think the biggest thing this time is that she won't be as close to me anymore. Like us going to different colleges was one thing, but it also wasn't too bad because on top of texts and calls and stuff, I knew that when I came home from the holidays she'd still be sleeping right down the way like she'd been quiet literally since ever. And now that's not gonna happen anymore and while I understand that it will even have to happen one day and we will both move out and not live in the house we've grown up in. There's something about it that just makes me uncomfortable. Because I think the last thing in this world I want is to lose anything with my sister because we've move apart.

But yeah. So honestly today has been a good day. Work was good and her move in was easy and my family had pizza dinner at the apartment and this day really couldn't have gone smoother. And I've talked to a lot of great people today too. I think the biggest issue today has been the ten minute power outage that happens while writing this and tumblr being a little ass about me trying to edit a post and organise it the way I like. Like really? Why is it shoving over my bolded text to stuff I didn't chose and why is it shifting where my hyperlink? Though again. In the span of things those aren't really big deals. They won't affect me forever and all in all they didn't do anything to dampen the good that happens today.

But something about today has just drained me and so I want to wait until Sunday or Monday to read things when I can fully focus on them without my anxiety in the background. And I feel bad about it because I like everything y'all do and I want to see more of it but I just can't do that today and I don't want anyone to think I'm ignoring them or am not interested. I am, but I just don't think I'll be able to fully focus and respond and process on what I'm reading tonight and stuff.

Finally, I do however, have two things in my queue for this weekend but haven't gotten around to it until now. Mainly because I wasn't sure if anyone would be interested or if it would be worth it. But I've made them and I've been meaning to post them for a few days and don't want to let my self chicken out about it again But the first post is a WIP list of the stories I haven't published, the ones I've started writing, and some ideas I have planned next. I think it would maybe help people seen what I'm working on, and also be a place for me to semi store ideas that I make up. The second post is just something about tags list I'm going to start making. Because I haven't actually form that yet, and while I've had people asked to be tagged in stuff before, an actual for stuff didn't occur to me until recently and I was always worried that I would forget someone who asked. And I'm not sure how may people would want to be on them but I figured it could actually help me organise things a bit!

And yeah! That's it. If you've read this all or even a bit I'm sorry for rambling. But I love all of y'all, all of y'all are brilliant and amazing and I can't what to see what happens next with all of y'all lovely people! ❤️❤️ Have a good weekend!!

[laceyfaeryy]

retired simon riley or john price showing you their house by simply giving you a house tour by fucking you in each room??? anyone down for that

[ditzydoe444]

just thinking about shy nerdy college boy jason todd with his popular girlfriend!!

fluff, not proof read

he would spend most of his time with his nose buried deep inside a comic fully engrossed without caring about the outside world. his backpack had a small charm of his favourite character that he got for his birthday when he was just a child and always took it with him.

his side of the dorm was filled with even more comics that flooded the bookshelves and adorned with smaller figurines and collectibles. if he wasn’t reading a comic, or buying special edition collectibles online he would be studying, headphones on as he focused intently.

he didn’t have many friends, preferring to spend time alone in his dorm that provided him a sense of comfort that nothing else did.

until he met you.

it was quite embarrassing to say the least, him barely forming a sentence when you took a seat next to him in the library, tapping his shoulder to get his attention before flashing a smile.

“what are you reading?” your head tilted as you tried to figure out the comic, not that you had any knowledge of them anyways.

“just a comic, nothing much.” jason muttered before closing it, shoving his belongings in his bag. college has been nicer than high school, no more lunch time bullies that circled him at the library making fun of his interest, but the scars still lingered.

“what is it about?”

that simple question was the reason for the six month relationship he was in with you.

for someone who preferred to be alone with his books and figurines, he loved your company. having you sleep on his chest whilst he rambled about his latest comic or how he showed his latest limited edition figurine on face time made his heart swell.

he didn’t care about the rumours and stares he received on campus when he walked you to class, your hand gently squeezing his three times as you gave him a reassuring smile. it was like the world faded when you were with him, where he could finally escape reality without resorting to his comics.

[xscarletblanket]

while i'm already rambling about meddison i'm very surprised at the amount of top addison enjoys. like i get it i want kate walsh to top me as well BUT BUT BUT BUT this is addison "i don't do that i'm from connecticut" monogamery. like yes she is socially dominant but you give her an ounce of emotions and this girl is falling to her knees.

ON THE OTHER HAND meredith "(that doesn't look comfortable) trust me it's not" grey is a freak (lovingly). she is slutty and comfortable with her sexuality and I would give my left arm that she is more experienced than addison because of this.

like how many people could addison have possibly been with before derek/mark? if we consider she is in her late 30s when we meet her and her and derek have been together for 16 years. that would put her in WASP territory in her early early 20s where she thought the worst rebelling she could have done was get her ears pierced.

like she knows she's objectively attractive but does she have the confidence as much as meredith does HUH HMMM HHUMH brainrot

[capesch-arts]

Faroe and Addie if they were cool with each other (sure the doggos can be Jane and Yellow)

Sauce: Way of the House Husband

[ad-hawkeye]

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[adverseflyer909]

Chapters: 5/? Fandom: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Shadow the Hedgehog/Sonic the Hedgehog, Miles "Tails" Prower & Sonic the Hedgehog, Rouge the Bat & Shadow the Hedgehog, Knuckles the Echidna/Rouge the Bat, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Dr. Eggman | Dr. Robotnik/Agent Stone Characters: Shadow the Hedgehog, Sonic the Hedgehog, Amy Rose (Sonic the Hedgehog), Miles "Tails" Prower, Dr. Eggman | Dr. Robotnik, Rouge the Bat, Manic the Hedgehog, Sonia the Hedgehog, Knuckles the Echidna, Agent Stone (Sonic the Hedgehog), E-123 Omega (Sonic the Hedgehog), Metal Sonic Additional Tags: Reincarnation, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, sonic prime is referenced but im not tagging it just bc im using the settings more than the actual plot, same with sonic and the black knight, and archie comics, Canon-Typical Violence, Panic Attacks, Shadow the Hedgehog is Bad at Feelings, Shadow the Hedgehog is Trying His Best, Sonic the Hedgehog Has ADHD, Miles "Tails" Prower and Sonic the Hedgehog are Siblings, No beta we die like Sonic, is it major character death if he comes back, Survey says yes, obligatory, Trans Sonic the Hedgehog, Shadow the Hedgehog Has Black Arms Biology, Black Arms (Sonic the Hedgehog), listen sonic reincarnates so he needs to die here's ur warning sonic n co die a few times, Drinking, Agent Stone is Called Aban (Sonic the Hedgehog), Trans Metal Sonic, she's a girls girl okay, i use canon so loosely its just for the vibes and basic plots anything else is between me and god Summary:

Reincarnation is a fickle bitch, in Shadow’s honest opinion.

Having your loved ones die, and come back, but they don’t remember you? A cruel fate to have, Shadow thinks. Honestly, someone above or below was laughing at him.

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Or- Shadow's immortal, and Sonic and his friends get reincarnated.

[eldooner]

u dont understand how i FEEL about this song. mischa died before he could marry his true love??? the one thing connecting him to his country???? the one thing that gave him any form of happiness???? guys????

like ok but look at his life. dead mother, dare i say emotionally neglecting adoptive parents and he has this one thing in his life that is so important which is talia and then he dies????? wtf richmond why did you do that??

thank u for your time

[mythosphere]

If I was Prime Minister for a day I would bring back Athenian ostracism and make usury a crime again and then I would take a nap because I would have made the world infinitely better and it's smart to quit while you're ahead

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

Zack was her first son. She didn’t know it then, and she won’t know it now, but he was her first son. It was devastating even thinking of him, because all she wanted was to hold him again. But she would never get to do that again. Never would she hold the first son she ever had, who made her feel whole before anything else.

[laceyfaeryy]

big awkward nerd simon?? his whole frame takes up the door but yet he blushes whenever his pretty roommates bats her eyelashes at him