#aki...... im. sick

[meownotgood]

going to be thinking of this scene for the foreseeable future

[oneweek]

richard siken / chainsaw man

[publicsafetydevilfucker]

Chainsaw Man thoughts go brrrr. Thinking thinking thinking about the wild end of csm part 1. It's everything to me right now. So... spoilers below.

Cannibalism as an act of all-consuming love.

Makima as the houndmaster devoured by one of her own dogs.

Eaten by Denji, who still loves her even after everything she's done to him. Denji, whos scent she didn't care to memorize because she could smell Pochita in him, and that was all she wanted. Makima says that to be eaten by chainsaw man would be an honor, but she's not eaten by chainsaw man. Denji doesn't rip her apart and devour her with the many teeth of his devil form. He brings in Kishibe to help him, and they... butcher?dismantle?piece Makima out into cuts of meat and bone and organs.

He has to eat All Of Her for this to work.

And he eats her as Denji. Takes his natural time with it, cooks her into a variety of dishes, eats some of her raw. Savors every bite. He dreamed of eating good food and being with a woman, and I just gotta say... the monkeys paw was not feeling very merciful on this one.

Did he learn how to cook from Aki?

When it's done and finished and Makima's not coming back, he reports back to Kishibe and reasons that Makima did not revive because what he did to her was not, in his eyes, an attack. Consuming her, becoming one with her, was an act of love.

And then Kishibe just? Straight up drops a whole child on this child? (eternally a child? the hybrids don't seem to age. will he be sixteen forever?) Anyway, congrats on saving the world, Denji. Here's a little girl who exists as a direct product of what happened between you and the woman you "became one" with and also she is the reincarnation of that same woman. Better give her lots of love and a good stable home so she doesn't grow up to be Makima 2! Time to be the loving father you never had and not the one you were forced to kill to defend yourself. Time to be a good big brother like the one you were forced to kill to defend others.

(and akis name is on the big list of gun devil casualties, and by definition fiends are possessed corpses, and he was for sure already dead. even if denji could have subdued the gun fiend and somehow gotten it docile, it still wouldn't have been aki anymore. that doesn't make it any easier to put down the monster wearing his brother's body, or stop him from agonizing over whether there was something he could have done to save him)

So there Denji sits, a seventeen year old kid (sixteen forever?) dealing with the loss of his family, surrounded by the uneasy beginnings of a new one. Eight leashes in his hands. Seven dogs that belong to the girl in front of him more than they belong to him, and his late sister's beloved cat, the only one besides him to have survived.

Denji looks down at his new sister/daughter/roommate and asks if she would like to go get something to eat.

Just... not meat.

[nettleparade]

found out heart shaped ashtrays exist and got possessed or something

[hecksupremechips]

Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

[tallytals]

i want to never watch bsd ever again. i am clicking start on the next episode.

[fiendslothful]

Oh shit, Given finished? Like it's done? Damn.

[cyancherub]

hi cassie

i hope you are doing well ♡ i’ve been having many thoughts:

today, i am thinking about roommate!aki who is so so good to you, but you keep testing his patience! you keep waltzing around wearing nothing but that t-shirt of his, the one you claim to be yours because you love how soft it is (the kind of softness that fabric becomes when it’s been worn and washed too much). you always thank him for picking you up after you’ve had a late shift, or a night out with friends when you don’t trust yourself to make it home in one piece. and on nights like the latter, once he makes sure you’re fresh and ready for bed, you sing him praises— “i love you, aki! you’re the best,” before you doze off. was he? would you still think he was good if you ever found out that he’s the reason your favourite panties sometimes go missing? or if you knew how badly he thought of your dates or one night stands? how he wished they couldn’t make you cum so that he’d have to take it into his own hands to make you fall apart for him and only him? what if you found out about the way he fucks his hand pathetically every single night to the thought of you? would you still praise him for how good of a roommate he is?

OH MY FUSDCKJDFGJLKDFGJDLFG I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH PLEASEEEE the urge to torment this man.....>ANON I AM SHAKING U

[esotericable]

ahem. soi have any of you guys read chainsaw man

[meownotgood]

goddddd my heart is aching so badly for aki, I don't know why I'm so hurt today. just... he went through so much and endured so much pain, he must've been so lonely for so long. he cried so much and hurt so much all by himself. he didn't deserve any of that... all he wanted was peace and all he deserved was love and safety... I can't do it... I want to hug him softly and never let go... I don't want anything bad to happen to him... he's so so precious to me... you don't understand....

[nyupuun]

Yu-Gi-Oh 5D's OST Time Stamps - Episode 002

Unreleased OST will be marked, and I'll try my best to name them. Numbers given before title are track number of the respective Sound Duel Disk they appear on. Unknown OST will be marked as such, until I find out which it is.

(¹2) stands for Disc 1 of Sound Duel II (I'll see if I can find a way of marking the Sound Duels better, as to not confuse myself too.)

00:00 - 01:09 - 24 Jack Battle / ジャックバトル

01:09 - 02:38 02 Kizuna (TV Size) / 絆－キズナ－ （ＴＶサイズ）

The Stream I'm watching here would have a sponsor section here, in which Kizuna plays again.

02:49 - 02:54 - 03 Subtitle / サブタイトル

02:55 - 04:44 - 10 Rex Godwin / レクス・ゴドウィン

05:37 - 06:22 - 08 Incident / 事件

07:27 - 08:31 - 14 Expectation / 思惑

08:50 - 09:40 - (2¹) 16 Elegy /挽歌

10:55 - 12:23 - 11 S O S

12:24 - 12:32 - 17 Eyecatch / アイキャッチ

12:33 - 14:24 - 18 Speed World / スピードワールド

14:46 - 16:38 - 21 - Enemy Attack / 敵攻

17:29 - 19:52 Unreleased OST - "Yusei Battle (Unreleased) / 未収録曲 新・遊星バトル"

20:20 - 21:44 - 09 Jack Atlas / ジャック・アトラス

21:45 - 23:14 32 START (TV Size) /ＳＴＡＲＴ （ＴＶサイズ）

23:14 - 23:45 -31 Preview / 予告

Personal Reference Post for me and my friends. Done in the most inconvenient way possible!!! All OST from Sound Duel Vol. I and II

[righteousdelusions]

[CHAINSAW MAN MANGA SPOILERS]

sort of vent post about aki and the gun devil

okok but i said i was not going to think about it but I WILL im ready, Yuko checking on Asa apparently still knowing who she is and not being a total fiend means Denji was right, they could've saved Aki, he just didn't have the means (and maybe gun devil wouldn't allow it?) but yeah....

also the mere existence of asa and the other hybrids proves it, but well, it wasn't until I saw a fiend behind a door that it clicked on me

i think it hadn't clicked on me after all this time because i thought Aki died and then the Gun Devil took his body, making him a proper fiend. But Aki was sort of alive or else he wouldn't been able to hallucinate the snow fight....

Also that fact that's not that important. Because Yuko did DIE too

And Asa died too!

Man, we really are illiterate in the csm fandom.

But anyway, I think my brain just didn't want to accept it, and recently i reread the fight and Makima saying to Denji that they could've saved Aki but my heart was breaking and I just.... kinda... didn't thought about the implications of that...

that Denji did had a hand in killing everyone he loved huh

[avkizi]

my mha/bnha dr intro ⋆.˚

hey guys!! this is just kinda my intro for my mha/bnha dr, just so y'all can get a feel for me (WARNING I am a certified yapper and this will be a long ass post bc Im gonna TALK also some translations may be wrong bc despite me literally being Japanese I was born in the USA 🦅🇺🇸 so I am using a combination of google translate and a Japanese baby name meaning site anyway bye) ♡︎

basics

first name: Akitsu (亜希津), goes by Aki (亜希) last name: Takami (高み) birthday: 06/04 (15) pronouns: she/her occupation: UA first year, class 1-A ethnicity: japanese

appereance

hair color: brown & white hair type & length: 2a, medium length eye color: gold (but my pupils & irises are enlarged kinda like a cat or an owl so you really only see those) skin tone: medium/lighter tan height: 5'0 body type: hourglass, lean & sleeper build notable features: tufts of feathers around ears and two on head (think great horned owls), owl wings, small scar across nose bridge and burn scarring on right shoulder, upper arm, back, and mid-thigh.

hobbies + skills + talents <3

drawing & painting pole dancing (the workout kind NOT stripping I am a minor 😭) contortion, acrobatics, & gymnastics volleyball makeup singing crocheting & sewing vlogging & social media fashion & thrifting & shopping (I'm just a girl frfr)

quirk

quirk name: owl a lil self explanatory but basically I can do anything an owl can, my quirk gives me owl wings, talons, enhanced hearing, sight, & night vision, vocal range, etc. quirk type: mutant strengths: already kinda explained but wings, advanced flexibility, speed & stealth, enhanced senses. drawbacks: -since my wings etc are part of my body permanently, they work like a muscle, so I can't fly for too long without getting tired (like walking or running). -to be able to fly, I have hollow bones, which are a lot easier to break, and have to stay on the lighter side, which means I have an incredibly hard time building bulk & muscle mass -i am affected a lot more by loud sounds & overwhelming stimuli bc of my advanced senses -i have to eat raw meat & eggs as well as normal/human food, and I will get sick/malnourished if i'm not able to -i get seasonal molts & shedding, leaving me unable to fly and function much for about a week during that time

random shit/trivia (help girl idk)

-favorite color is pink -has to take medication to maintain normal sleep schedule -kinda obvious by the name, but she's hawks' (keigo takami's) younger sister -cuts wing holes into all her tops w scissors -loves marine bio, hates swimming/getting wet

thats it ig lmk is y'all want more, please please ask me questions about my dr or ab mha in general i love yappin dude

im prolly gonna post a kanji/name meaning analysis bc I gotta talk about that I put sm into it help !!

[koolkitty9]

LET ME FINALLY GIVE MY THOUGHTS ON THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE. Hi I am obsessed with this scene for absolutely no reason. I have MANY THOUGHTS on it and I want to share my analysis on this entire minute scene. It has been almost EIGHT YEARS NOW since it aired (Sorry some of this got formatted weird by Tumblr hhhhh)

Right here, you can see the moment where Yumoto's heart just drops into his stomach and he realizes he MAY actually lose for the first time ever as a Battle Lover (Which would be A VERY INTERESTING THING to see!)

Now why do they show him in the past? It shows that this is a REAL fear of his, losing Gora is such a big deal to him. This MAY have happened before at home but as a child, this scene takes place during the events we saw with the tiny Beppu bros in ep 10. Where he was left alone

Starting off with this, WHERE is this coming from? Well, Sailor Moon S1Ep1, we see Usagi having an attack JUST like this, and it is a defensive attack, which I believe Yumoto's own attack was based on. Wombat MUST have known about this, I believe he NEVER thought it would occur

The others are confused at this new power (Power #5 for Yumoto in s2) meanwhile, the twins are horrified/even MORE angry at him. Aki tells Haru to not falter and Haru tries to shoot Yumoto in the chest to stop/fatally injure him at this point

Atsushi mentions Yumoto has stronger emotions compared to the VEPPer (He shames them btw), we learn in the OVA, Yumoto's powers are loved based, we DO get hints of in ep9 when Yumoto performs his Love Sprinkle attack. En notes that the twins underestimated how strong Yumoto is

To me, this is just a VERY extreme panic attack but since his powers are with love, it is amplified due to his love for Gora. Kinshiro notes that both past and current Yumoto are merging. I HC that Yumoto was always destined to become Scarlet, so this moment has taken him back to the time when he was a child and this has somehow made itself known in the universe. This could be a result from the alien technology (or could just be nothing and Im looking too deep into a single line)

Everyone isn't sure WHAT is going on, Ryuu tells him to get a grip after he learns Yumoto is "Losing himself to fear" and tries to touch him. As we see when Haru tried to hit Yumoto, this power is actively protecting Yumoto while doing damage to anyone who tries to hurt him. I actually find this to be SUPER interesting

It's more interesting when he calms down after the twins realize how strong he is, I believe this is his true anger over the entire situation. By this point Yumoto is sick of it, he has been fighting these two for so long over his own brother. He has almost been killed and now He's ready to do the same to them. When the boys all come running to stop Yumoto, they all have different expressions (Can't see Io's :(( ) The twins though, are horrified as they know if they get hit, THEY ARE DONE FOR! (It's finEEEE)

En's first thought is to grab Yumoto to try to calm him down somewhat by grounding him back to reality

Atsushi (just like a mom as Yumoto says about him) gently grabs Yumoto's face and tries to get him to look at him, while also shielding him from either himself or another attack from the twins. You can actually see him and Io pulling Yumoto closer to them

Ryuu and Wombat don't add much, BUT Ryuu does actually support Yumoto's head when they all fall onto the ground. Which Yumoto's head SHOULD be in Ryuu's lap (In theory).

As for the dark place? Yumoto probably experienced a severe form of tunnel vision along with the influence of his powers. IMO, He was so overwhelmed with the thought of losing his only family forever that he forgot about his found family as well.

adding to how Yumoto is being held, Ryuu seems to have Yumoto's forearms pinned, Io has his arms around Yumoto's chest, and En and Atsushi I CAN'T really see where they're grabbing at but it but it does show you even with their strength it takes all four of them to subdue Yumoto

And uhhh I think that's it really for this scene...for now... Once Yumoto remembers how he's loved by his friends and he's not alone, he transforms into his highest form to date :)))) also these frames of him are pretty lol this scene had a lot of gorgeous frames OKAY BYE!

I WANTED TO ADD MORE PICS BUT RAN OUTTA SPACE

I didnt fit ALL I wanted to talk about but ANOTHER TIME! OKAY BYE FOR REALSIES

[petorahs]

AKIHIKO SANADA AND MAKOTO YUKI JUST KILL ME WHY DONT YOU

at this moment, did Aki picture Miki putting the medal on him... is Makoto like a little brother to him too... oughhghgh im gonna be sick... they are so found family in this. IM GONNA BE SICK.

[cyancherub]

dad!aki who literally sobs at his kid’s kindergarten graduation and records the whole thing… dad!aki who always goes to the daddy-daughter dances… dad!aki who does the matching halloween costumes w his kids…

I WANT HIM

GOOOODBYEE I AM IN SHAMBLES OVER THIS MAN!!!! hes so involved in his kids lives i just know he's so proud of them like. every little milestone he's there. they always see their dad in the crowd bc he's tall and he's waving with his little smile ;v; . and when he looks back on the pictures and videos of them as they get older he CRIES. omfg goodbye im going to sob the daddy daughter dances?! im sick. THE MATCHING HALLOWEEN COSTUMES;;;;;; ;TEARS IN MY EYES