en- hyung line written for eldest daughters
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heeseung is for the eldest daughters who yearned for innocent puppy love, a love that wasn't tainted by anything. his love is like getting a valentine from your crush, and even though everyone's given each other a card or a lollipop or both, you and him have exchanged full-sized candy bars. he's dandelions on the playground, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, of course he loves me, he picked this flower for me.
jay is for the eldest daughters who always wanted someone to take care of them for a change. he is the epitome of acts of service, always there for you even when you refuse to ask for help. when you pick something up off the kitchen floor, his hand is at the edge of the table like padding, just in case you stand up too fast, you'll accidentally hit your head on him. he softens the blow, he protects you from getting hurt. always.
jake is for the eldest daughters who never got to be a child for long enough. he'll play dolls with you, stay up late watching cartoons, chase you through an empty field if that's what you want. he doesn't make fun of you for collecting knick-knacks or plushies; in fact, you think he's the one who's grown your collections to the size they are now. he's got the loyalty and the playfulness of the childhood puppy you thought you'd never see again.
sunghoon is for the eldest daughters who gave up or sacrificed their dream for another one. for the ones who stay quiet to keep the peace. he's strong when you aren't. he's strong when you are. he's someone you can trust, he'll be gentle and choose his words carefully and speak softly and kindly to you. he knows what's hurt you before and he'll be damned if he ever adds onto that.
(a/n: i wrote this for my fellow older sisters @pprodsuga and @enha-stars but i hope all you eldest daughters reading this feel the same warmth that writing this brought me ≽ܫ≼ )
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im sorry i couldn’t focus on what you were saying. i was too busy imagining you doing the most nastiest disgusting things to me.. and this will be the highlight of my day because all i can do is dream 💭 and get lost in you in fantasies.. 𐙚 ₊ ° ⊹ ♡
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small vent rq before i use drugs to turn my brain off
i hate how much its in my nature to want to be loved but what i hate even more is my own instinct to give love. like i cant turn it off or tone it down even when i know im not gonna receive the same love in return and i want it in return so bad and idk what to do about this. im sure it will all be fine in the end and im only 19 and i have plenty of time to make new connections and find new people and blah blah blah but that doesnt stop it from hurting now i cant stop myself from craving love now
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love when random songs from wtsmg come on shuffle. i listened to this album so much during summer '22 and it has that brightly nostalgic sound to it.
it reminds me of a time that i yearn for so badly, where my sadness is coated in sepia and my happiness is glimmering through the thinly veiled blinds of my bedroom window. where i sat on my unmarred bed, the window slightly open to let myself breathe a little. where i watched the sky's colours mingle to create a vivid painting of pinks and purples every evening and listened to oasis.
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Sometimes I wonder how am I supposed to leave all this behind
But right now, all I do is yearn
Yearn for a jolly christmas
With games filled with playful insults
And lots of love
I yearn for a present that's not this
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why am i still watching bridgerton oh my fucking god
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T4T love is holy whether its sexual or romantic or platonic or monogamous or polyamorous or gay or lesbian or straight or any combination of any of those things or even something more deeply personal and undefineable
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🗣️ am not gonna rest until I find my family! Where are the hetalia kinnies!!!!!
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