#all of this is /neu

[samthecookielord]

What even is going on with the shadow stuff

Like, the rivals' hats all look normal until the fridge factory incident happens and they all dont realize their hats changed???? (iirc)

Also they were closer to the blast but only their hats were affected but oliver was OBLITERATED so that means the rivals were tolerant to it before but

[ineffable-gallimaufry]

sorry for losing interest in wtnv it just filled me with incomprehensible horrors and the more i listened to it the less human i felt, happens to all of us amirite

[chaotic-carnifex]

Today's aro mood is the sheer fucking relief of becoming aromantic

[harmonysanreads]

What do you think about Yan! Focalors?

I saw this ask a while back but I decided to first see Furina's personality in-game before answering and mmmm, definitely possible. Though if I ever do include her in any of my writings, I'll be keeping it platonic :>

Furina's life source is the spotlight, she thrives in the very epicenter of attention. At the same time, she seems to have a distinct need for external validation. Her extravagant manner of speech is both her weapon and her shield. If you wish to catch her attention and keep it fixated upon you until a solid foundation of affection can be formed ; you'd need to be a bit of an anomaly. Someone who's a challenge, someone who's not swayed by her provocations and someone who can see through her bravado. What would really change the trajectory of your relationship is, if you'd share a vulnerable moment with her, as as it is seen she prefers to keep her troubles and insecurities to herself.

Furina knows when she likes someone or something enough to make a move, so her initial strategy is to put all sorts of grandiose shows that flaunt her own admirable qualities. There's another reason she chooses this method, that is the pressure that comes from the public and which she hopes would push you to accept her proposals. When that doesn't work and gossip of the Hydro Archon getting rejected spreads like wildfire, Furina is embarrassed. But ever the stubborn one, she employs strategies after strategies to gain your attention and praise (she phrases it as you getting hers instead because of course) and even the tiniest quantity of it has her squealing at the quiet confines of her bedroom.

I think she's one of those characters who get hit by a whole existential crisis the moment they realize they've actually caught feelings for someone. It becomes blatantly clear to bystanders as well, she fumbles with her words, twiddles her thumbs and reacts strongly with matters that concern you. Definitely throws a tantrum if you don't notice the new bow she wore. At the same time, she does thorough research on you from the time you get up for bed to who your first ancestor was. She makes sure to learn about your interests and hobbies and might even start doing them herself to better bond with you. She'd consider those all-nighters worth it if she manages to get even an impressed look from you.

As her affections grow in intensity, she starts expressing her jealousy. She cannot stand you being all buddy-buddy with someone who's obviously lesser than her, she's the better choice! Can't you see?! Thankfully, getting pesky pedestrians out of the picture is easy in Fontaine — given that you know how to use its laws against your enemies. One thing is for certain though, because of the influx of these new and intense emotions, Furina is rather unstable. She'd never physically hurt you (that's just not her thing) but she does take a lot of impulsive decisions that effect the surroundings.

If push comes to shove and you still refuse to reciprocate her love despite all that she's done, her final weapon is the courtroom. Remember? Getting anyone out of the picture is easy if you know your way around the laws of Fontaine and really, who'd look for you at the Hydro Archon's palace if they believed you to be sentenced to lifelong prison?

[neu-apostolisch]

art for @tsunderecafe and their AA 2-4 bad end fic, which was inspired by @smokedhamu's art. process notes under the cut, if interested :)

[cannibal-nightmares]

let's make trouble in the dream world, we'll hijack heaven with another memory now; i make the most of the turning tide, it just split what's left of the burning silence

[space-sabotage]

damn, who knew being anti-endo would be on the same level as being racist or transphobic?

pack it up poc and transgender systems, the endos are taking you too

[folkloregirlfriend]

one single thread of gold tied me to you

the sun is also a star, nicola yoon // zhenya katava and neus bermejo // orestes // call me maybe, carly rae jepsen // ? // invisible string, taylor swift // ? // jane eyre, charlotte brontë // timeless, taylor swift // we were girls together // your name, makoto shinkai // lover, taylor swift // ? // mastermind, taylor swift // i want to eat your pancreas, shin'ichirō ushijima // all of the girls you've loved before // this love, taylor swift // it's a miracle we ever met, hallie bateman // invisible string, taylor swift // friends, bts

for @siriuslynephilim 🩷💛

[tired-lamb]

my uncle and I had a conversation yesterday. he cares deeply for his family— myself included. he’s a christian man, as most of my family is. we’re a small community in the depths of south asia, which is why elders consider it of great importance to pass down virtues onto youngers, lest they go astray in a country where we are a minority. he was advising me on relationships, on attraction, and such. I knew where this was going to go. I knew that he knew today’s world was more open-minded.

“You should be attracted, ideally, to the opposite gender—“ ”But what I’m not?”

I knew he was going to say that. I’m surprised I said what I said, too, since I usually avoid this topic with my family like a prey avoids predator. he was silent, for a moment, and I took myself by surprise again by adding,

“Would I still be your niece?”

a question that had been hanging on my tongue ever since I’ve delved into a world where queerness and my faith coexist. whether they coexist at odds, or on the same end, or maybe somewhere in between, was something I was always, always scared to know. sometimes I chose for myself. sometimes I followed others. rarely have I ever believed they exist at odds. my uncle went silent again. he stared at me, and for a moment I wished I hadn’t asked.

“Of course.”

I didn’t expect it. he looked me dead in the eye and said with utmost surety that I would still be his niece. I would still be his relative and apart of his family. I would still be something to him. I didn’t react too emotionally incase he got suspicious— but I know for sure that that response meant a whole lot to me. it still does. it still will. I wouldn’t be writing this if it hadn’t. he was the last person I expected to say that. he was the last person I expected to still accept me if I were queer. he then later casually mentioned that relationships aren’t exactly about gender— it’s more about the attraction. I questioned him, too, saying “it’s not about the gender?” not that I believed it ever was, but just incase I had heard him wrong. he then looked at me, with a “rahm. Come on.” deadpan kind of look, and said,

“It’s never been about the gender.”

as if it were some common knowledge. as if he didn’t just erase any worries and qualms I had about no longer being apart of the family if I were of a certain kind, of a certain community that is usually at odds with my faith.

I share this because this interaction meant a lot to me. I share this because I want to look back on it whenever I have my doubts. to look at this and read and say if even my uncle of all people, who usually comes off as an uptight, no nonsense christian man, can say this, then what am I worrying for?

I like to think God, himself, would react this way.

[selfryedxpunk]

maybe aew isnt for me 😨 (see tags)

[littledragonkana]

Ich weiß nicht mehr wer das vor einigen Wochen hier hochgeladen hat aber ich bedanke mich herzlichst dafür, weil es meinen Mood gerade perfekt einfängt.

Wahrlich eine Bereicherung, um meine Gefühle gegenüber Uni-Gruppenarbeiten auszudrücken

[mygraine]

I want to make friends but every new person I meet talks to me once and then ignores me forever :,l

[cinnameownsweet-archive]

catnap

taglist: @dmclr @elysiasdear @maddieinheaven @vanyasomnia. taglist form!

[clay-pidgeon]

no ones gonna shut the fuck up abt the commander karkat panel for weeks huh

[adelle-ein]

gloria joins the bd2 nubby family! ft a family photo (nubby, nubbier, nubbiest)

i do wanna make a seth too and maybe more asterisk holders, but i don't like making the same pattern over and over and i just made two of these dolls so gonna work on other stuff for a bit first! but i do have plans for him

[genderwip]

I feel like I’m mourning the girl I once was even though I’m still her even if I present differently or have different feelings about my gender ,, idk how to fix it and it’s really worrying me because maybe that means my current gender isn’t authentic even though I’ve been feeling more present somehow , not necessarily happier because dysphoria is a bitch but more present with the world and my emotions rather than feeling numb all the time

I guess it’s good in the long term but sometimes I feel sad about it . it’s also very possible this is more related to age than it is to gender to be honest , like I miss my childhood and I’m feeling nostalgic for that .