sorry for losing interest in wtnv it just filled me with incomprehensible horrors and the more i listened to it the less human i felt, happens to all of us amirite
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Eugene was truly the best boyfriend. saw his girlfriend get broken up with, and immediately had a revenge glow up. Imagine being Cassandra seeing your ex girlfriend's boyfriend and he's wearing a golden choker with the just deepest v neck known to man, the world's sluttiest gloves, and a thigh garter. I'd have to give up then and there.
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I don't want to make the fire even worse than it is, but being in love with a butch doesn't justify saying things like this.
or implying you'd only fuck us, you don't have to fuck us, you don't have to want us, you don't have to be in a relationship with us, butch4butch is beautiful in and of itself, but please don't put us femmes down, don't treat us like objects, I'm not your foreplay. The same way I wouldn't tolerate a femme talking about a butch like that. I've seen these things and felt terrible about myself, specially for being femme, for something I didn't do. It's okay to have trauma from past relationships, I have it, most people do unfortunately, but it's more about individuals than identities and it's good to remember that.
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Thinkin bout my isat au now, I don't have much of an idea on it cuz tbf I barely changed anything other than well-- Odile is in pain now. Just thinking more bout scenarios that'd differ during the uhh... new loop+?????? How'd I even go about calling that new set of loops now?
Just that the most visible change would be on Odile who's now waaay more tired looking and a lil more slower than usual. So in a way her battle style becomes a lil bit like a glass cannon in that she hits HARD but takes time for her to get a hit in now. And as the loops go on, she becomes weaker on the defense department so she truly be a glass cannon. Odile also doesn't "level up" in this au too since she had already maxed her experience out, it's just that she's also slowly dying so to be fair-- Her exp is fine but her hp isn't and her lvl is being treated like a timer of her slowly approaching doom. So even if her levels lower, it won't really affect her experience and the spells she had already unlocked. To the Universe, she's still as experienced as a lvl 99 person, it's just that now she's becoming as fragile as someone lower leveled.
She retains her more powerful spells but using those spells would backfire on her and result in a recoil that ALSO hurts her, not as much as she damages the enemies, but a significant of her hp gets taken away still.
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im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...
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like idk if i was katara and i was carrying all that guilt about my moms murder and then some guy is like 'i can help you get some catharsis for that' and then everyone else started arguing with me about it i would get mad about it to asdfghjk i would probably be a little mean also
i would say some harsh things maybe
i would perhaps have a feeling or two
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It's a shame owl city hasn't put out anything new in like ten years. But ending on the ultraviolet ep means he at least went out on a good note. Too bad nothing came of that ep
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Guys I am fucking blasted
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out of boredom/curiosity I read 60 eps of a webtoon. it was not good.
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I get two fucking sentences in on every new draft for every new idea lately, and then my brain goes 'hm, no, actually that's stupid/boring/cloying/not going to be something you can write at your current ability'
I am. vibrating with rage at my brain rn over this bout of writer's block. Bro we literally want to die whenever I go longer than like. a fucking week without writing SOMETHING; why the fuck are you making this harder!!!!!! Just let me write a full fucking thing even if it sucks!!! but i literally physically start to feel sick and can't push myself to keep typing as soon as the above thoughts hit. I have a stupid number of untitled, barely started to almost completely done drafts, for multiple fandoms (mostly our flag tho admittedly lmao), all of which have been started within the last maybe fourteen days.
i wanna scratch my brain out of my fucking skull lmao. free to a good home after i get it out, if anyone else wants to try and rehabilitate it
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i think the worst thing abt me is that i am a nostalgic person and very sentimental to a fault i will miss everything and everyone from my past no matter what even the briefest of friendships i will feel so sad for or the worst ones i will think about for the rest of my life wondering how i couldve changed the outcome if i had just been like this or said that its like as soon as a horrible period ends i romanticise it i literally can not look back and think of any horrible memories or the times where i was sobbing or ripping my hair out trying to be just right so a friendship could last i will always look back on things through rose coloured glasses i will always convince myself i miss it
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y'all love complaining tsats is GOOD
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book musings don’t mind me
I was really so disappointed with the long way to a small angry planet. As soon as I identified WHY it was bothering me, I just started getting so annoyed I just returned it without finishing it. I didn’t want to be disappointed because I really loved the setup and the characters, and thought it had so much potential! But I really just couldn’t get over the way it was written, and the way it felt like Nothing actually happened ever, despite there being SO MANY things that were happening. It just felt like none of it mattered? Things would come up and be resolved with a neat little moral or something to say and that’s it. But I was over halfway through the book, and I don’t think I learned more about anybody than I did in the first couple chapters. It felt so devoid of any conflict or imperfection that it just wasn’t interesting lmao. There was a review that compared it to a tv show like Firefly, and Yeah. It felt like it was trying to be an episodic tv show, with fun little side adventures with the same cast, but that’s not what I want out of a book! I’d go watch a show for that!! I want a cohesive story PLEASE. There was just too many offshoots and too many side plots that I just didn’t care and none of them were interesting. Which is a shame because the world building was very compelling and I Wanted to be invested, but there was just barely any focus on the interesting plot points. I just had such a hard time with it, and I couldn’t finish it. I skimmed through the rest of the book to see if it got more interesting, but it seemed like it was just more disconnected side stories. Which was maybe the point, but it just felt like….. uninteresting. There was nothing to be invested in.
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in light of the information we’ve been given recently regarding scara, i’m gonna do the softest of revisions of my previous name headcanon.
i was admittedly hesitant to lean into referring to him ic solely as ‘wanderer,’ but almost entirely due to this piece from his story — “ he needs not introduce himself, for ordinary folk will never get to know him. [...] wanderer is how he believes he might be best described - he has no home, no kin, and no destination. ” — i’ve changed my stance. for the most part, my interpretation will go by ‘wanderer’ in threads set after the events of chapter three. the one exception is those he’s particularly close with; they will have the option of using ‘kunikuzushi’ as per my old headcanon, if only for a name to refer to him by. they alone are allowed that bit of intimacy, of referring to him by the closest he’s had to any real name.
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today's class just reaffirmed that some people REALLY should never be teachers, especially in k-12 education. dude fully was just incredibly disrespectful, rude, and argumentative during a roundtable discussion, cut people off multiple times, and directed his anger at me and another classmate strongly that it made the class all uncomfortable. if you can't handle a simple discussion without blowing up in anger, how the hell can you teach students whose identities you don't support? how will you handle any POC kids in your class if you blow up in a GRAD SCHOOL CLASS including at THE PROFESSOR stating his beliefs that historic racism strongly contributes to issues today in politics? and you wanna teach history????? to KIDS??? just freaking wild dude.
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a lot of the suggestions left on my resume make sense but dear god,,,, its been two (three?) years since I dropped out i dont remember how many credits i may or may not have completed? especially since i failed so many classes that last year.
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