#already have plans to go hang out with some work friends coming up so hopefully that works outđ€đŒ
New Year New Me Us
Summary: your new year's resolution is to be done with your toxic ex, how long did it last?
Gojo Satoru x Black Reader PLOT + SMUT
âI don't want to keep doing this with you Satoru⊠we're done.â you managed out through hiccups. tears were streaming down your face from another pointless argument that started after your boyfriend came home from work. it became a constant and you finally reached your limit.
â...â Gojo bit back his tongue not wanting to say anything else that could hurt your feelings. but that ended up being the wrong idea. he watched in silence as you packed up your things.
you had a suitcase packed for a while now ready to leave but you couldn't do it. you and Gojo were high school sweethearts and he was your first everything. he was your first boyfriend, your first kiss, your first time, you met his parents and vice versa. so you didn't want to give up on him through a few hiccups. but it was too much now.
your friends, having witnessed the relationship from the beginning, watched how you slowly started hanging out with them less. your excuses went from âbeing out with your boyfriend" to âToru says it's dangerousâ to âToru said it's too lateâ and lastly to âToru said no.â
it was a shame seeing how you used to gush about the things Gojo has done and bought, to you not wanting his name to be mentioned during the few times you all got together so you could have a break from his draining antics.
with the New Yearâs coming up at the end of the month they finally managed to convince you to dump him. you planned to participate in the new year tradition of eating twelve grapes under a table to hopefully invite a new love into your life, something healthy.
âbye Toru,â you didnât look back once you reached the door. you had already steeled your resolve. you two were done for good. you heard him kiss his teeth behind you but he stayed quiet, burning holes into your back. he just followed you around the shared house that you were leaving to him since he was the one who bought it. you were going to stay at a friend's house till you got back on your feet.
âwe're not done,â Gojo mumbled under his breath. you had already walked out the door so you didnât hear him. he knew he wasn't acting as the best boyfriend right now but it was because everything was acting as a stressor in his life. and you were the only thing able to keep his piece.
but your friends were getting to your head and it pissed him off. always trying to take you out to parties and clubs. you were a good girl with a boyfriend at home so there was no point. that didn't stop him from attending though. your friends sent you pictures and videos of him at the same places he didn't want you going.Â
when you brought it up he claimed that it was for business. since he's been in these places and as the owner of a few he knows the vibes and energy, âit's just single women dressing like sluts and horny men.â no place for his perfect housewife, although you were still his girlfriend by name.Â
yet thatâs exactly where Gojo had met you. it was at a mutual friend's house party and you were the one who came up to him. you had a huge crush on him back then, everyone did, he was a senior and you were a junior. after a few coolers and hushed whispers, your friends convinced you to go up to him.Â
you stumbled over to him with your hips swaying to the music. he was in the corner standing up against the wall by himself nursing a red solo cup. once you were close enough his head snapped towards you, making you all flustered. he shot you a small smile wondering what a cutie like you was doing here. when you got back to your friends you were flaunting his number.
he was far from being done with you but for now, he was going to give you some space to clear your head.
âââ
the different scents of musk, weed, vape, cologne and perfume both overwhelmed you and gave you a sense of comfort. it's been so long since you've been out with your girls, this was going to be a great way to bring in the new year. the music was vibrating through your body and the dark lights made way for a great ambiance.Â
Gojo hadnât left your mind since you broke up but he was at the forefront either. although you missed him at times and craved his presence you knew it was for the best. but tonight you had forgotten about him completely.
tonight you were dressed to impress. you adorned a honey blonde wig with big bouncy curls and a black satin jumpsuit that exposed part of your chest. you couldn't wear a bra with it so you wore some pasties to prevent a nip slip.
to avoid drama and actually spend some time together you and your gals had pre-booked a booth. as well as a table so you could participate in the new year tradition to bring in love as your friend snuck in some grapes. the alcoholic taste of casamigos burned your throat as you all took shot after shot. feeling your body and brain slowly begin to numb.Â
it was a blur how you all got to the dance floor but bodies were rubbing and bumping against each other. you were whining, shaking ass, popping and locking and even threw some legwork into the mix. you and your girls were having the time of your life without the presence of any men, except for the occasional guy who came up behind one of y'all.
Gojo watched you with a frown face as you had fun in his establishment. you knew he owned a few clubs but he never told you the names not wanting you to stop by. little did you think you would waltz right in. it was the new club that was making a name for itself around the city that your friends decided on.
Gojo knew you were going to be out partying with your girls on the new year so he told his men to be on the lookout. once the bouncer let y'all in he alerted Gojo of your whereabouts. Gojo had pictures of you plastered all around his office, it would've been hard for his men not to notice you.Â
anger coursed through his body watching as you let men come up and dance behind you. this was the exact reason he didn't want you coming to these kinds of places. though you rejected every advance to take it further it still had him seething. in his eyes you were still taken.
he took deep breaths to calm himself. if he wanted to win you over he was going to have to play nice. Geto, his best friend and right-hand man, gave him some advice, if he wanted to win you back he was going to have to show some growth. so that meant not snapping at every little thing.
and he was trying, it was so hard watching as you bounced around the club with your tits spilling out of your one-piece. how could you not feel the breeze? but he knew if he went down to the floor, picked you up in front of all your friends and took you home so he could fuck you until all you remember was his name you would be pissed.Â
but it was hard. he was stone-cold sober so he could have a clear head when you two talked. anytime he came down to his clubs he was always high, he couldn't stand being around these types of people. most of the time he left it to Geto but when he had to present he was fried out of his mind.
âman fuck this shit,â Gojo's last straw was watching you giggle when another man slapped your ass when you bent over to twerk. he stormed out of his booth and towards you. the crowd parted at the sight of a 6 '4 pissed off heavily tattooed man storming through.
you oblivious to his presence kept on. âitâs the speaker knockerz,â the throwback song blared on the speakers, of course you had to show out.
âe-excuse me!â before you could get into the song a strong grip found your arm. you stumbled as it dragged you out of the crowd. your eyes trailed the body, the hand was attached to see who it was ready to scream at them. ice rushed through your veins upon seeing a familiar tattoo, you only knew one man with red lips tattooed to his neck with your signature underneath. âToruâŠâ
he didn't say anything but his grip on you loosened. you wanted to pull your arm out of his grip and head back to your friends but your heart panged at the sight of your ex-boyfriend. the clock projected behind the DJ's booth read 11:20. you should have time to sort this mess and say your goodbyes before the new year, right?
deciding to give him his last chance of the year you followed him to the back of the club and into the elevator. his hold on your arm hesitantly slipped down to your hand where he held his breath. he was testing the waters to see how you would react.
you did not pay it any mind, too busy collecting your thoughts. how did Gojo find you? you had a month of no contact and had him blocked and removed from every social you had. he didn't follow any of your friends so how did he know where you were?
the silence left you time to realize where you were, this place was one of his clubs. you sighed in embarrassment. you've heard him on the phone talking about closing a deal on a new place but you didnât connect the dots. Gojo kept you in the dark about his line of work, not wanting you to get involved.
DING! the elevator reached the top floor and Gojo exited first with you slowly following behind, scoping out the place. he led the way to a door where two men dressed in uniform stood taller than him. âSir.â they greeted him before turning to you, âMa'am.â
âI don't care if the building is going up in flames, do. not. interrupt us,â Gojo spat out. they just nodded and opened the door. you raised your carefully threaded brows in shock. Gojo gestured for you to enter first which you did, uncertain to where this would lead.
you looked around the vast room stunned, it had a luxurious interior design. there were pictures of you and Gojo decorating the room. it was a lot but not enough to the point it was worrying but romantic. it's been a month since you last saw each other so he should have taken them down by now. but he didn't.
the room was thick with tension, no one wanted to make the first move. you, afraid to be on the receiving end of his anger and him, not wanting to say the wrong thing.Â
â...princess, can you please look at me?â there he goes with that sweet nickname that made your knees feel like they were melting. when he used his charm he was irresistible to you. you loved it when he was sweet, it's how he wooed you in the first place.
but it no longer affected you, you've been focusing on yourself this past month. so no way were you going to let him back in with a few sugar-coated words. that's what you believed until you turned around and your resolve quickly depleted.
Gojo stood with his regular hunch in his back but he still managed to tower over you. he was wearing leather pants and a short-sleeve button-up that showed off his arm tattoos and gave a glimpse of the one on his chest, with a single chain decorating his neck. his hair was tousled back with a few strands falling out in the front. he looked really good, but you werenât going to fold.
âSatoruâŠâ a gasp caught in your throat when you looked up to see his bright blue eyes. they were swollen with eye bags underneath, a tell that he hadnât been able to get enough sleep. god knows when the last time you two had slept separately before the breakup, always snuggled close. he hadn't had a proper sleep since you left.
âI know I havenât been the best boyfriend as of late and I truly did not mean to take it out on you but câmon you see how your friends get in these types of places.â Gojo exasperated, gesturing to the door. you frowned, if this was his attempt at reconciling with you he was going about it the wrong way. âyou're better than this.â
âfrom what I remember I'm single and in your club so I'm just as bad as those girls you see,â this time it was Gojo who was frowning. his club was such a nice place with good music and food, there were lots of security and friendly female bartenders who made you feel safe. it was such a shame he wanted to keep you from it.
âyou know that's not what I meantâŠâ he shook his head looking down at your revealing outfit. suddenly uncomfortable in your outfit you crossed your arms in front of your chest.
âso what did you mean?â the both of you stood in silence. he bit his tongue to hold back from saying something slick. you took his silence for the nonchalance he liked to flaunt. you sighed at the realization that he hadnât changed in the time you were apart. there was no point in wasting any more time with him.
you moved to walk past him. âwhere are you going?â he asked, moving to block your path. you rolled your eyes at his advance.
âto be a whore-â
âdonât be like that, you know shit-â you could see how hard Gojo was racking his brain to find the right answers. your heart swelled a little, maybe he did have a change of heart. âyou know how I struggle to find the right words.âÂ
Gojo was right, in this relationship, he always used his actions to show you just have much he cherished you acts of service and gifting giving being his main love language. he would go out of his way to open every door for you, he loved indulging you in your stuffie obsessions, buying ones he thought you would think were cute, a few even having his voice in them, and he pays for everything, clothes, nails, hair and makeup.Â
when you fall asleep in his car after a late night drive he would pick you up and bring you to the room without waking you and complete your skincare so you wouldnât wake up with pimples. he would surprise you with gifts after you completed strenuous tasks. and his exquisitely planned date nights he went all out for every Friday night.Â
he took your stillness as you contemplated his previous actions as a chance, âgive me consent,â you looked at him in surprise as if he had just shot you. he wanted to fuck? thatâs how he planned to apologize to you? âgive me consent and Iâll show you just how much I love you.â
âno.â you bluntly stated, visibly upset. after all these years this was how he viewed you, an object of sexual desire. you held yourself as you shivered at the thought, it made you feel disgusting. this was not how you wanted to start your 2024.
âI promise you you wonât regret it,â he picked up your chin so you could look him in the eye. you could tell he was serious about it, his eyes glazed over. but there was so much yearning in his eyes as he looked at you. âjust say our safeword and Iâll stop, no hard feelings.â
butterflies you didnât know you were holding erupted in your stomach at his gesture. you felt like your high school self again. getting all nervous when he would rest his hands on your thigh while he drove.Â
â...ok, one last time...â you couldnât help but already break your new year resolution and give in to his charming antics. and it wasnât the alcohol clouding your judgment, that was just the effect Gojo had on you. whether it was a good or bad thing.
you found yourself pressed against his wooden desk with his hands wrapped around the sides of your neck pushing himself closer to you. your lips were captured in a passionate open-mouthed kiss. you moaned deeply into his mouth feeling him slurp and pull on your tongue. each caress sent waves of tingles to your neglected pussy.
his hands gently roamed your body, down your neck to grope at your breasts before they found a place at the curve of your hips. Gojo felt you rutting against the leg he placed between the both of yours. temporarily breaking the kiss he rested his forehead against yours to watch you get off on his thigh. he couldnât feel you through the thick leather material of his pants but he knew you were wet.Â
the way you move your hips against him was sinful. you had the motion of water pushing and pulling of water at the beach. the material of your jumpsuit was so thin the roughness of Gojoâs pants was enough to stimulate your clit. he grew hard just looking at you.
returning to your lips he could taste all the liquor you consumed throughout the night mixing with the fruity taste of your lip gloss. he devoured your lips this time, nipping at them as he swallowed your moans. when you struggled to keep up with his kisses stopped.Â
he peppered kisses down your neck relving in the way you were so responsive and sensitive to his touch. you went from having constant sex to being celibate for a month, so you were definitely feeling it.Â
âToruâŠâ you whined. you didn't have time for all of this. you wanted to get back to your friends before the countdown. not to mention you were going to have to clean up.
âI know baby, but lemme take my time with you,â once his kisses reached your chest he pulled back. he slipped the satin off your shoulder exposing your perky breasts that sat nicely without the help of a bra. âI didn't get to tell you earlier but you looked gorgeous today.â
the honest look in his eyes told you he was speaking the truth and not just wanting to get into your pants. it had you feeling all mushy inside. âthank you,â you shyly muttered.
he peeled off the pasties covering your nipples and dropped them on the floor fully exposing your brown tits and dark brown nipples. he quickly busied himself sucking on one while he fondled the other. he soon switched sides not wanting to neglect the other.
you were so uncomfortably wet. you could feel how your thong stuck to your cunt, your wetness seeping through your jumpsuit and dampening Gojo's pants. you arched into his mouth desperate for more.
âyea, I hear you,â Gojo stood up shifting his dick in his jeans. the tightness of his pants was insufferable but his focus was on you right now. he had to make sure you knew how he felt.Â
he unbuttoned his shirt with haste not wanting to be apart from you for too long, revealing his cut abs and carefully trimmed happy tail. you took the chance to remove the rest of your jumpsuit and heels as well. clothes were strewn across the room without a second thought.Â
he licked a long stripe from the middle of your chest and up your throat before finding his lips against yours. how he missed this, how he missed you. he picked you up and placed you on the desk, your bare pussy leaking onto the wood.
âneed you now,â you whined, breaking away from the kiss. you looked into his blue eyes with your dark brown ones, both dilated but his were more noticeable. he hissed seeing your swollen lips and already fucked out face.
âI gotta stretch you out baby,â Gojo was big and thick. it was always a bit painful when you tried to take him without it claiming you were a big girl. but the stretch was so delicious, it had your nails scraping against his back. âhaven't taken my dick in a while.â
he picked one of your legs and held it up by the back of your knee so he could have easier access. he collected the wetness seeping from your pussy and spread it all around your lips. coating you in your own fluids. âstop teasing me Toru,â you were so whiny tonight.
you let out a pleased moan when he finally slipped one of his fingers into your tight hole. he smiled down at where his fingers disappeared into your dark folds watching as you bucked your hips wanting more. when he tried inserting the second one it struggled to get past your ring of muscles.Â
ârelax,â he whispered. his warm breath fanned your face only inches away from your lips. your tightness proved to him that you hadn't seen anyone during your little break and he revelled in it. it meant he didn't have to pay anyone a little visit after.
âokâ panted out. you had to will yourself to relax, the little bit of stimulation was already overwhelming. you hadn't been able to even touch yourself in the month you were single out of respect for your roommate. so when he added another finger you lost it, feeling them nudge at your insides. when you started to clench around his fingers he knew you were ready. to your disappointment, he pulled out.
âoh hushâ Gojo heard you whimper, he was going to give you what you really wanted. he unbuckled his belt and let out a sigh of relief. he felt like he was going to burst, his tight pants were cutting off the circulation of his dick. when he pulled out his dick it was flushed an angry red. he smeared your wetness on his tip, jerking himself a little.Â
this time he laid you flat on his desk knocking off the paper and items he had on it with no care in the world, both of your legs rested on his shoulders. his ice-blue eyes were fixed upon your beautiful self, there was no way he could lose you. you were flawless in his eyes.
from your natural hair that he loved when you rocked to your brightly coloured and styled wigs. your aesthetic that seemed to be ever-changing from Y2K to coquette to bohemian to baddie to alt when you felt like it. the way you never failed to take his breath away with or without makeup. your body that looked amazing no matter what you wore and how it fit so perfectly against him.
but nothing made his day more than when he would come home from a stressful day and be greeted by your pearly white smile. someday it would be the smell of your home-cooked meals that greeted him first followed by you in a little apron only in your underwear claiming it gets too hot when you cook and he could feel the tension melt from his body.
âmhm,â you both moaned at the same time. Gojo intertwined his fingers with yours beside your head at the same time he pushed the tip of his dick into your stretched hole. you were so wet that he slid in with ease. his dick spreading the inside of your pussy as he pushed deeper into you feeling your wet warmth suffocating wrap around him.
âmissed this, missed you Toru,â you blabbed, already drunk off his cock. Gojo was giving it to you slowly and deeply, he was making love to you. his hips were moving at a tamed pace making sure his tip kissed your sweet spot at the end of every thrust. he wanted to make sure he was consuming all five of your senses. and that he was all you knew leaving you no room to question his desire for you.
âyea?â Gojo was trying so hard to maintain his composure but he was about to go crazy. how could you try and keep this from him? try and leave him? Gojo maintained eye contact with you watching as you grew shy under the sheer intensity of his gaze. âgonna be my sweet little housewife again? let me put a ring on it so you wonât be able to leave me so easily.âÂ
âmhm,â you closed your eyes, a soft moan leaving your mouth. you heard his first question clearly but you didnât want to give him the answer to avoid ruining the mood. you felt your orgasm slowly approach, there was that growing feeling in your lower stomach that had you grinding up against him. âIâm close Toru,â
Gojo frowned at how you so blatantly ignored his confession. he kept up his pace watching the in-between of your brows crease as you focused on the building sensation. your moans switched over to mewls as you drew closer. but he felt a pang in his heart, the anger from earlier begun to simmer under his skin again.
âyou gonna cum for me, darling?â Gojo already knew the answer. he could feel the way your soaking cunt pulsated around him. you could only nod overwhelmed, your eyes were still screwed shut. it pissed him off how you were getting off on him while he was suffering. he roughly grabbed your chin and forced it up. âand look at me when you do.âÂ
âoh god,â you lost it at the command, barely able to open your eyes as it hit you like a truck. you cried out, feeling the building sensation burst. he let out a groan feeling your juices gush around his dick.Â
âitâs not god princess, itâs me.â you could tell Gojo was angry now. he always snapped at the littlest of things when he was. his last straw was when you squeezed your eyes closed again, shaking from pleasure. you just werenât listening tonight and it pissed him off to no end. Gojo didnât say anything else as he turned you around, you were now stomach flat on his desk while your ass hung off.
âwait Satoru! what time is it?â you attempted to get up from his desk in a panic but his strong palm kept you down. what about the new year and your friends? he pushed his tongue against to cheek, you were trying to leave him again.
âoh, so you get to cum and I donât and when you want answers you get them, is that right? you know thatâs not how things work around here princess.â Gojo tried to keep his voice smooth but after years of knowing him, you could hear how he strained. âitâs my turn now so keep still.â
Gojo didnât give you a chance to talk back, he inserted his slick-coated dick back into your gaping hole. there was no resistance this time allowing him to bottom about almost immediately. a gasp was forced out of your mouth with how rough he was being. you should have been used to it but you werenât.Â
âyou donât love me anymore?â his eyes darkened at the thought. no way in hell was he ever going to let you leave him. you were his little sunshine, he wouldnât know what to do with himself without you. he grabbed the front of your neck pulling you back into his chest so he could whisper in your ear, âyou mustâve found someone else if you canât even look at me anymore.â
âI didnât,â you whined out. this new angle allowed him to reach deeper. you struggled on your tippy toes to maintain it while his cock plunged deep into your cervix, bullying it. tears began to well in your eyes, âToru, it hurts.âÂ
âso say it then. say our safeword and Iâll stop,â this was Gojoâs attempt at provoking you. he knew it hurt, with the way your hips jerked after every hit. but he knew that you were feeling good. your moans were high-pitched and caught in your throat and your pussy was oozing more liquid than usual, it was running down both of your thighs.
you bite your lip. your safeword was at the tip of your tongue. if you said it you knew Gojo would stop no matter how angry he was. then maybe you could go back down to the club and ring in the new year with your girls. but you couldnât.
your head dropped against his shoulder as you let out loud cries. if the guards didnât hear you before they must be able to hear you know. the wooden desk rattled under you at the force of his thrusts. the ceiling of his office was nothing more than a blur at this point, your tears stuck to your lashes and clouded your vision.
âso why are you trying to leave me, pretty girl?â Gojo wiped the tears that were running down your cheeks. acting all nice and sweet as if he isn't bullying your cunt as he speaks. he relished in the way you were becoming putty in his hands.
âI already told yo-â he cut you off delivering an unexpected strike against your g-spot. âToru!â
âtold me what?â he was acting dense. while he kept his tattooed hand around your throat the other picked up your leg so he could change the angle of his thrust at will. he was alternating between hitting your cervix and g-spot.Â
âoh fuckâ you cried out. you felt your climax approaching at an alarming rate. you werenât going to last much longer at this rate. the one leg you still had on the floor shook as you struggled to keep your balance and from pleasure. âIâm close.â
âwhat were you saying before?â Gojo purposely slowed down his thrust to draw out your whines, missing both of your spots with his shallow thrusts. you were going to be his again by the end of the night.
ânothing!!â you cried out pathetically. you reached out behind you to grab his back for some balance. but you still shook pathetically feeling as though you were about to burst. Gojo felt his balls swell at the sight of you all fucked out from him.Â
âso weâre back together again?â Gojo asked already knowing the answer. he fucked you dumb, turning you into his little doll who said yes when he asked. it was so cute when you got like this. you hated orgasm denial so he used it as a punishment when you werenât listening. you would do anything to cum. âyouâre gonna let me put a ring on your finger, have you be my real wife?â
âyes! whatever you want!â you babbled. Gojo immediately picked up the pace, your sopping cunt was so wet that his dick was just gliding in and out of you. it was the end after that, your climax hit you harder than the last time, your toes curling in. your eyes focused on a dark spot on the ceiling as you let it all out, soaking Gojoâs dick. you could barely hold yourself up, âIâm cuming Toru!â
âShit, me too princessâ it didnât take much for Gojo to cum after you. with the way your warm pussy wrapped around him and the liquid that trickled down his dick he couldnât help but release inside of you. stuffing your insides with his thick load of hot cum.
after you both calmed down after your intense orgasms he set you down on his desk. he checked the time on his wristwatch seeing that it was now way past midnight, âhappy new year, my love. may we see many more.â
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Summary: Unable to keep the charade up, you finally confront Bucky, telling him the whole truth.
Pairing:Â (fake) boyfriendâs brother!Bucky Barnes x female reader
Warnings: 18+, age gap (r is 26, Bucky is 39), teasing, dirty talk, or@l sex, fingering, protected sĂ©x, pet names, daddy kĂnk, language, implied aftercare, no mention of y/n
Word Count:Â 4.5K
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A/N:Â This story will have 4 parts, this is the 3rd part.
Please, do not repost or translate without my permission!
Avoiding Bucky for two weeks was hard, but fortunately, he didnât try to push you at all, which made it bearable.
You miss him, though. You always enjoyed his company, and it feels like you are slowly losing a friend. But whatâs your alternative?
As much as you try to be polite, Williamâs friends completely ignore you when you ask them how they are. So you give up quickly, spending time on your phone as you try to ignore them. You canât go to your room because that would not fit the fake image, so youâre stuck.
You know William is not a bad guy, and he tried to get closer to you a couple of times, but heâs not the type of person youâd see yourself with. Not even as real friends. Youâre just too different, and itâs not like either of you wanted to be in this situation.
Bucky has been busy all evening. From what you heard, heâs been working on an important project this week, even at home. But you are happy to see him coming downstairs, probably headed to the kitchen. At least, heâs alive.
âHi.â
Everyone acknowledges him immediately, and he gives you a warm smile before going to the kitchen, as you thought.
A few minutes later, when he returns, heâs carrying a plate with two sandwiches and a drink in his left hand. William immediately reaches for the glass, and Bucky gives him a pointed look.
âThatâs not for you.â
âCome on, you always let me try.â
You canât help but roll your eyes at his tone. He acts like a kid a lot of times.
âThis is for your girlfriend, punk. The one youâve been ignoring.â You look at him surprised as he hands you the drink. How did he know?
Everyone turns to look at you, but you ignore them.
âThank you.â
Cherries again... You blush.
âYouâre welcome, hopefully youâll drink it this time.â
For some reason, this is enough to make this whole avoiding him plan of yours go down the drain and before you know what youâre doing, youâre in your room calling your mom and demanding her to stop this nonsense and let you come home. Because they can do it in another way. You canât pretend to be a couple for years, can you? What about your life? What about what you want? Youâve already done so much for them, and you are sick and tired of lying.
Same goes for William. He must want the same thing as you do.
But she brushes you off, trying to make you see from their point of view. Because this is what your father wanted. And you never felt sicker.
âHe wouldnât give you the opportunity to run anything otherwise, baby. You have to do this... I am sorry.â
âNo, youâre not! Youâre fucking not! Otherwise, you would have left him. He controls you and me. Heâs been doing it your whole marriage, and I am sick of it. I wonât let him treat me like this anymore.â
There is dead silence on the other side of the phone for a couple of seconds, and you have to forcefully bite your lip to keep the sobs down. You can almost taste the blood.
âPlease, honey, thereâs nothing I can do.â
You cannot take any more of her tone, so gou simply hang up and put your phone on silent just in case.
Thereâs nowhere you can go. Nothing you can do to escape this if you want an opportunity to do things your way. Your father uses you, and your mom doesnât have your back.
Itâs suffocating you, and itâs also terrifying how alone you can be despite not being theoretically alone.
He deserves better, too. He deserves to know.
That snaps something inside you, and before you can change your mind, you get out of your room, fixing your hair and wiping your tears with the back of your hand.
Williamâs friends are still downstairs, playing something based on their voices, but you ignore them. You go straight to Buckyâs door and knock desperately.
You still jump when he opens it, and you can spot the worry in his eyes right away.
He was taking a bath, you notice the water droplets running down his face and body. He probably threw his shorts and tank top on quickly, but you donât care. He needs to know.
âWhatâs wrong?â
âI gotta tell you something. Right now.â
You get inside his room without waiting for an invitation, and only when you hear the door closing, you turn to look at him.
âTheyâre lying to you. Everyone is lying to you, including me. And Iâm sorry.â
He comes closer, concerned. âWhat are you lying to me about, huh?â
âItâs not true. None of this is true.â
âWhatâs not true?â He presses again. Youâre finally in his room, youâve stopped avoiding him, yet youâre still panicking. And all he wants is to make sure youâre okay. âTake it easy. Try to speak slowly, you are running out of air.â
âAbout William and I⊠Weâre not together for real. Itâs all a scam.â
He's speechless for a couple of seconds, frozen on spot, before you watch him start to laugh hysterically.
âI am serious, Bucky. Itâs for the merger of the companies.â You continue, thinking he doesnât believe you. Because why would he? âYour dad wanted to make sure mine wonât back off so they used me. I swear, I can show you-â
âI believe you, I believe you.â He's surprisingly calm as he speaks, as if you didnât relieve a huge secret. âThatâs not why I laughed.â
âI am sorry. I didnât know why they wanted to keep it away from you, but I-â
âWhy did you agree to all of this? Whatâs in it for you besides the misery of living here?â He asks, so much closer all of a sudden.
âNothing now.â You sigh, but you donât care. Even if you have nothing, at least he knows. And sadly, he doesnât seem surprised by his parentsâ actions. âI was supposed to get my dadâs support with a small business. I also wanted to run a charity organization... accepting this was the condition so I can have what I want. Itâs stupid, I know. I am twenty-â
âI sensed something was wrong with this whole relationship thing. No couple acts the way you two do, but I thought maybe I was overthinking.â His clothes are fully getting wet now, and you canât help but stare at his chest. Shit...
âI know.â
âI should have figured out whatâs going on.â
His tone seems light, as if youâre not talking about how you all made him believe in a lie for months. You fight the impulse to beg for his forgiveness. You feel like a horrible, horrible human being.
âI am so sorry, Bucky,â you cry. âI should have told you. I am not a good friend, and I am so sorry. But now you know, I couldnât keep it a secret anymore. I didnât want to, you deserve so much better than all of this.â
âI know you wanted to.â His hand is on your shoulder all of a sudden, and you gasp at the contact. âOn my birthday.â
âYes,â you whisper. âI wanted to tell you a lot of times actually. But I am a coward. William and your parents-â
âYouâre not his,â he interrupts you once again, shaking his head as if he canât believe it. âYouâve never been his.â
You know what he means by his, and you want to correct him and tell him youâre not an object to be someoneâs. But you remembered how much you thought about the possibility of Bucky being yours in the past few weeks, so...
âNo, I am not.â
âGood.â He grabs you by the back of your head. âI've wanted to kiss ever since I saw you, donât you know that?â
You gasp. âJames-â
âTell me you want me. Tell me that, and Iâm yours. I donât care about them, I care about you.â
âBut I lied to you.â
âYou didnât want to lie to me, though. Analyze the context you are in a little.â He looks drunk as he stares at you, wanting nothing more than to kiss you.
You shake your head. âI canât do the fun thing with you, okay?â
âFun thing?â
âI canât be like Cherry. I canât stay friends with you after I kiss you.â And you wouldnât want to even if you could.
He leans in until his mouth reaches your ear. âWho said I wanted that, princess? I told you I am yours.â
âAre you playing a game?â
âSure,â he says immediately. âI can play any game you want if that makes you want to be mine.â
âFucking hell,â you moan, feeling so many things at once. Heâs seriously giving zero shits about this whole thing, and heâs touching you. Just like you touched him on his birthday. It feels forbidden and wrong, but also perfect. You can have him now. You can kiss him. And you do, bringing his head down so your lips can meet.
You moan quite loudly, but you canât hold back. Not when he grabs your ass and pulls you closer to him. You hiss when you feel him lifting you in the air so you can wrap our legs around his hips. Heâs so hard. So, so hard! And wet all over. You can feel him properly.
He groans when you deepen the kiss, but youâre so into it you could barely hear him.
âJesus, you taste so good, baby, so good.â He continues to kiss you until you feel like you canât breathe. You start to move your hips without realizing, chasing the friction because it just feels so good, even with your pants on.
âJames, please.â
âPlease, what?â He grinds back a little to tease you and you almost cry. So much desire has been bottled inside you for months. âCome on, use your big girl words, baby.â
âI need you. Iâm so wet⊠I need to come.â So much!
âAnd you want me to make you come?â
You groan. âObviously!â
âThen ask me to.â
âCome on, James!â You grab his face desperately. âCome on, make me come. Please!â
He smiles widely, and this boyish smirk only makes him look cuter. You want to eat him whole.
âOf course, baby. So polite.â
He doesnât waste time after your back hits the bed. He starts to undress you quickly, not caring about his sheets getting wet. You help him by lifting your arms and your hips from time to time, but he manages to get everything off in record time.
You canât believe youâre doing this, to be honest. The reality hits you when he leans in to kiss you, his wet T-shirt making your nipples harden even more. Youâre naked in his bed...
âHey, youâre okay?â His voice is so soft that you canât help but smile.
âYes, Iâm just... I canât believe this is real. I havenât prepared for it.â
âYouâre so cute when youâre shy.â He kisses your lips once again. âAnd when youâre angry.â The trail of kisses is getting lower and lower with every word. âAnd when you tell me what to do.â
His mouth stops right on your left breast, his hand grabbing the other one.
You moan, losing yourself slowly to the overwhelming sensation, making it hard to focus or think.
âAnd when you do as I tell you to.â His tongue is everywhere: from your skin to, finally, your nipple, wetting it with his tongue before he properly sucking it.
You jump from the sudden pleasure and grab his hair.
âFeels so good.â
He switches to the other breast as soon as you speak again. âFuck, I wanted to sleep on these for a long time. Iâm depraved, arenât I? Wanting to fuck my brotherâs girl and suck on her tits before passing out on them from exhaustion.â
You moan imagining him sneaking into your room and doing that, and it makes you even hornier. âFuck, James! I would have let you... would have asked you to make me come in the morning, too.â
You donât care if you are depraved too. You are in this together. You wanted each other for so long, and now youâre finally getting it.
âYeah?â He starts to lower his face more after he leaves a few kisses on the valley between your breasts. âWhat else?â
When you feel him close to your navel, you laugh.
âIâm ticklish, please.â
He melts. Of course he melts and spreads your legs as far as you can go.
âGonna finally get my mouth on you. I need you to come all over my face...â Based on his tone, itâs like he canât believe it finally happening.
âYes, sir.â You tease. âGonna get you drenched if you want.â
Something snaps inside him, you realize quickly, as he cups your face.
âI am your sir now, princess?â
âAlways been,â you gasp. âYouâre in your daddification era after all.â
âShouldnât that make me your daddy then?â
You freeze a little, unsure what to say because youâd lie if you said you didnât think about him like that. Heâs such a daddy that it hurts. And itâs like he sensed it.
âFuck, youâre both, okay? Youâre both. Please, James. Need your mouth or fingers... anything.â
âOr?â Bucky puffs. âYouâre getting both, love.â
You hear laughter coming from downstairs, and you smirk. If only they knew who you actually are with...
Bucky places your legs on his shoulders and back, and you let yourself stay still, waiting for his first move.
His fingers open your lips first, making sure to hold you open before he leans in and gets his tongue at your entrance.
âShit, Buck!â
He intentionally breathes out all over you. âThatâs not how you call me, princess.â
âWhat do you want then?â You snap, desperately. You need to be eaten out, not teased. âDaddy? Sir? Old man? James? Tease?â
âThat tone,â he says, amused by your suffering. âWeâre gonna have so much fun.â
âWell, make me come first!â
âAlways.â
He doesnât tease you much after this, getting his tongue inside you for a while as you pull his hair, and then he switches it with his index finger as he decides to lick your clit.
âY-you can suck on it. I like it.â
He immediately takes your suggestion and, at the same time you feel him adding another finger inside you, he sucks on your clit as if heâs nursing.
You lose control of your hips, moving them like crazy while he fucks you like this.
His free hand travels to your breast, and you groan. âIâm so close, James. Sooo close. Fuck,â you moan again when he pinches your nipple. âAdd another finger, please. Another-â
He does it before you can ask again, and it doesnât take more than a few seconds for you to come all over his face, surprising yourself and, probably him. It feels like youâre drowning in pleasure, itâs insane.Â
Even after you finish, he keeps licking just as fast, and you have to pull his hair harshly so he can stop.
âItâs enough, thank you, baby.â
He smiles, getting up to kiss you without hesitation. âIâm your baby now?â
âOf course you are. My big old baby.â
He laughs. âSo old.â
âYeah, my old man, who needs to take off his clothes.â
Bucky nods, standing up.
âDo you have a condom?â
âIhm.â You crawl to the edge of the bed so you can help him take off his shorts quicker. Itâs hard not to stare at his cock. Heâs quite thick, and the head is covered in precum.
âWhatâs that face?â He laughs, fishing. You know he fishes too, but what can you say?
âYouâre a big man.â
He laughs even harder. âDo you mean all of me or a certain part?â
âFuck you!â You take his hand, forcing him to lean toward you. You wonât stroke his ego even more.
âLet me grab a condom first.â
You nod, eagerly waiting for him to get inside you as you watch him his open his nightstand. You brush off the instinct to cover yourself and spread your legs.
âHow many times did you think about it?â
âAbout you in my bed? Too many times. I was gonna screw it over, you know?â He snorts. âThe morning after my birthday. I wanted to come and confess I like and want you to myself, but you stayed away from me.â
You watch him open the package and roll the condom on as you answer. âI think your sister sensed it.â
Bucky scrunches his nose. âNot the greatest subject while I am about to fuck you, but yeah, she knew. She saw right through me, and as we left she told me to go for it and do something scandalous for once.â
âReally?â Youâre shocked. Why would she encourage him to do that while you were still with her other brother? âShe told me not to play with both of your hearts before we left.â
Bucky shakes his head while getting on his knees between your legs. âYou can play with my heart all you want, doll. Itâs all yoursâ
âI need something else of yours right now. Your cock, sir.â You tease him, knowing the effect your words will have on him. You enjoy this so much⊠having this power over him. âHow about that?â
âIhm.â Bucky kisses your lips briefly. âWhen you tell me to stop, Iâll stop, okay?â
You nod eagerly, wanting to push him. âWhat if I donât want you to stop, what should I tell you then?â
âJust beg for my cock. You seem to like that.â
âYou would love that, wouldnât you? If you want me to beg, at least give me a reason to.â
And he gives you a reason to as he pushes inside you little by little. Itâs a strange feeling... getting filled like this with no lube, but it doesnât hurt, itâs just a bit uncomfortable at first.
âYou okay?â
âIhm, just full.â You smile.
âYouâre so tight, and wet, and perfect, you know? I feel like... shit, it feels surreal.â
You look down, and you almost moan from the sight. His cock is more than halfway inside you.
âYou feel amazing too.â
He kisses you as he starts to thrust, and you donât remember the last time you felt like this. Maybe itâs also the build up and the time that has passed since you last had sex, but you canât think straight. With every push, it gets harder and harder to focus or to simply keep your eyes open.
âCome on, princess, talk to me!â
He leaves kisses all over your collarbone and wherever he manages between his thrusts as he waits for you to speak. But what can you say? How can you speak?
âY-you feel so good inside me, daddy. So good.â Itâs like your mind is blank.
âJesus!â His eyes meet yours. âSay that again, come on, baby.â
âWhat? That you feel good or...?â
âYou know what, donât be bratty now. I know youâre close.â
âI want it a little harder, daddy.â You smirk when you see him trembling a little, and before you can say anything else, heâs starting to thrust again, but harder just like you want.
âYouâre mine, arenât you? Worrying about me... taking me so well,â he moans, and you quickly grab the sheets when you feel one of his hands getting to your clit without warning. âGonna come for me? Gonna come while everyone is downstairs wondering what takes you so long? Gonna come for your daddy?â
You do, of course you do, silently, yet strongly. It feels like heaven, and you donât want it to ever stop. You can taste the pleasure at this point.
âLook at you,â he moans, still thrusting. âSo beautiful as you come for me. Tell me you want me to come for you, too. Tell me-â
You interrupt him immediately. âPlease, James, let it go, want you to feel good.â You kiss his neck over and over again. âWant to feel your come inside me.â
You both know thatâs impossible, but it still gets him over the edge, and he comes, whispering your name like a prayer.
âWas it good?â You ask amused when his head falls dramatically on top of your breasts, his beard tickling you a little.
âIâm a changed man.â
He manages to make you laugh. âLiar!â
âDonât call an old man liar, sweetheart.â
âWhat happened to love or baby?â You lazily run a hand through his hair as you wait for his answer.
âYouâre my love and my baby, too..â
âHow are you single again?â
âIâm not. You took me.â He grins devilishly before leaving a kiss on the valley between your breasts. Again and again.
âAh, yes, I do.â You sigh, suddenly back to earth once the after-orgasm effect fades away. âWe need to talk about it.â
âI know, and we will in the morning. Tonight, your job is to relax in the bath Iâll prepare for you while I go downstairs and make the punk end the party. Then weâll sleep, okay?â
âIhm,â you whisper absently. suddenly really tired as he slides out of you with a kiss.
âGonna throw this away and come back, okay? Try not to sleep.â You donât have to look at him to know heâs talking about the condom.
âYes, sir.â
Buckyâs laugh warms your heart.
*
You wake up all sweaty, with Buckyâs arms around your waist and his beard on your neck giving you extra warmth. If you attempted to move him, heâs too heavy; therefore, youâd have to wake him up.
You sigh. âBucky?â
âHmm?â
âCan you move? I need to go to the bathroom.â
âSay the magic word,â he whispers with the raspiest voice ever.
âNow. Or is it daddy?â
He laughs. âGimmie a kiss then.â
âLet me brush my teeth first.â
âNonsense!â He leans in to kiss your without warning, tilting your head with his right hand.
You donât deepen the kiss, though, using this as an opportunity to sneak out of the bed.
âHey, come here! I donât care about your-â
âI stink. You might not care, but I do. Gonna be right back, okay?â
Youâre not fast enough, though, since you hit him with the bathroom door when you open it. âBucky!â You jump, touching your chest.
âTook too long.â
âSuch a baby.â You snort, wrapping your arms around his neck, and get on your tip toes so you can properly kiss him this time.
âNow this is a good morning.â
You nod. âYep. Good morning.â
âGood morning, little liar.â
You frown instantly, your heart starting to race. Shit!
âI am really sorry, Bucky. I really didnât mean to...â You try to explain, but you sound like a broken record.
âI donât mean that, love. I am talking about what your principles.â
You feel like your whole body is on fire. This canât be real...
âWas all a game?â You slam your hands onto his chest. âIs this a game for you?â
âWhat? I mean your not sleeping or having sex policy, woman. Calm down! What games? I came after you cause you were taking too long, and you think this can be a game?â
âI donât know... I just panicked.â You take a deep breath, trying to calm down. âIt sounded like you were gonna say it was all a game because I lied to you.â
Bucky shakes his head before wrapping his arms around you waist and pulling you into a tight hug.
âI would never do that. I am not a kid and I know what I want. I know why you accepted this, and you didnât lie to me, you were hiding the truth from a stranger. They are the ones who should have said something.â
âIâm sorry.â
âDonât be sorry, baby. I just wanted to make sure you know that.â
You kiss his upper arm in return, and he smiles.
âSo tell me... what happened to not sleeping in the same room? Not having sex...â
âWhy are you teasing me?â
âItâs my job as your man to do that.â
You let go of him and smile. âMy man⊠Iâm not intending to return you.â
âReturn me?â He giggles, suddenly amused. âNow that weâre here, I have a question.â
âWhat?â
âHow jealous you were of Cherry on a scale from 1 to 10?â
You gasp. âAre you going to ask everything this morning or what?â
âDo you want me to do it at lunch?â He teases you. âYou donât have to be jealous. We arenât even close friends anymore, so...â
âI donât care about Cherry! Sheâs nice...â
He brings your hands to his lips and slowly leaves a kiss on each finger.
âThen why was my mocktail left there? It was crying for you to drink it.â
You snap, taking him aback as you grab him by the chin. âYouâre mine, do you understand? No Cherry, no Berry, no Watermelon!â
He laughs as much as he can since youâre holding his chin, but then something glows in his eyes. âWhat about Strawberry?â
âNo. One. No fruit, no vegetable, no one.â
âDone,â he answers immediately. âBut same goes for you. No William, Will, Bill and so on.â
âHeâs not my type, obviously.â You touch his bottom lip with your index finger. âI like them old, savage, and huge like trees.â
Bucky immediately bites the tip of your finger before licking it. âWe need to tell everyone. How do we do it?â
You freeze, dropping your hand.
What will you do? If this blows up, and you know it will, where will you go? Where will you work? Your mom would try to fight for you, but you know your dad would immediately cut you off and make sure youâll regret it. Heâd want you to beg for forgiveness, so he will make sure no one hires you.
Bucky must have sensed your panic and immediately grabs your face.
âHey, I can see you making a hundred of scenarios in your head, talk to me.â
âIn the bathroom?â You ask, trying to lighten up the mood for some reason.
âDonât you want them to know?â He asks confused.
âOf course I do, donât get me wrong. Itâs just...â
âComplicated?â He completes the sentence for you.
âA little.â
âWe have time, Iâm all ears.â
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puhlease PLEASE a hazel callahan fic takĆng place after the movie when hazel thought the kiss was special but PJ is treating her the same so hazel tries to make PJ jealous with y/n but they actually start having feelings (at first passionate) towards each other????????
FEELING'S AREN'T FAKE
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plot: fake dating never works but sometimes it does just in different ways
warnings: light angst, nothing too serious, r is a cheerleader but that doesn't really affect the story!
word count: 1.8k
notes: sorry this took so long to get out but I'm a little burnt out rn! hope you like this anonđ«¶đŒ
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after hazel and PJs kiss, hazel thought that something was there, she tried hanging out more with PJ, but she would just pushed away and end up getting hurt. one lonely night hazel had the bright idea that maybe she could try and make PJ jealous, of course it was a dumb idea but at this point it was all she had.
she opened your contact and sent you a short message proposing the plan
'hey I know it's late but I'm trying to make PJ jealous so I was thinking we could fake date for a while, you down?'
of course she rewrote the message a couple times but when she got it down she nervously pressed send. a half hour later she got your confirmation
'sure, make it simple please I don't wanna waste too much if me time on this'
she smiled at your message excited for tomorrow, trying to go to bed all she could think about was PJ, how she would finally get to be with her, after years of waiting.
you sat on your bed and typed on your computer trying to finish up an essay do tomorrow, but you kept getting distracted by the thought of fake dating hazel, after a long 40 minutes of homework you closed your computer and put on some comfortable clothes. laying in bed you turned over and shut your eyes all of your thoughts just being about hazel
you walked onto school campus and saw hazel sitting on a bench reading something in a small book, 'i wonder what she's reading' you furrowed your brows and started walked over to her, 'hey!' you shouted to her, she quickly looked up and waved at you, you sat down next to her and she closed her little book, 'whatcha reading?' you questioned, 'uhm...she drives me crazy' you nodded, 'okay so what's the plan stan' she chuckled at your lame attempt of a joke and turned her head to you.
'so were just gonna act like we're dating, so hug and flirt and hold hands, all that gross shit, and hopefully PJ will get jealous' she said with a look on her face insinuating she was a very proud of her plan, you nodded and stood back up, 'sounds great to me, I gotta get to class so I'll see you later' you waved and grabbed your bag, 'wait!' hazel said a little too loud, you perked your head up at her, 'shouldn't we go in...together?' she suggested in a nervous tone
'oh shit yeah you're right' you stuck out your hand for her to grab on to, she took your hand and you started walking side by side, you entered the hall and people already turned they're heads to look at you two, I mean it is pretty weird seeing a cheerleader and a total nobody date, you got to hazel's locker and you leaned against against the a near wall, out of the corner of your eyes you saw PJ and Josie walking towards you
'pj and Josie are coming over here' you whispered to hazel, she turned around and shut her locker, a couple seconds later they stood right in front of you, the weird thing is that you had never actually talked to them, so now that you "dating" they're friend you would have to, talking to the girl your crush fake girlfriend is in love with was not on your bucket list. as they started talking you zoned out mid conversation, they talk about such boring stuff, how were you supposed to keep up?
next thing you heard was the loud bell ring, you saw that they had left and now it was just you and hazel, and of course the swarm of students late to class. hazel unexpectedly grabbed your hand and led you through the crowd, you both got to class in time, kinda. the boring school hours past by fast and as soon as you knew it was lunch, you thought you would sit down with your friends like you do everyday, but that was before you were pulled to a table in the corner of the cafeteria with hazel and the rest of the fight club.
as they talked you felt hazel's hand snake around your waist, you felt you face get hot but you continued eating, after an excruciating hour of listening to them talk as hazel moved her hand from your waist, to hips your to shoulder to your thigh, it was finally time to leave you packed everything up and sped out of the cafeteria, hazel catched up to you and walked with you out of school. you both sat down at the same bench from this morning
'so did I do good as a fake girlfriend?' she questioned with a cocky grin on her face, you rolled your eyes and turned your head to face her, sure having her as your fake girlfriend was gonna be nice but what if you catched even more feelings? what if her and PJ actually get together and you're just left alone again. 'you did pretty good' you said leaning against the back of the bench, you smiled and immediately started talking about the rest of the plan.
it has been 2 weeks of the fake dating and it really seemed like PJ didn't care, but tonight there was a big party at Isabel's, hazel thought it was perfect opportunity to make PJ "jealous". you decided to get ready together like a cute couple,hazel wore some simple baggy jeans and a white t-shirt, she almost looked like a frat guy, you chose what you usually wear to party's, nothing to flashy but nothing too simple.
when you got there it was loud and already smelled like BO and alcohol, you sat down on a couch with hazel by your side, she put her arm around your shoulder and you stiffed up, still not used to her touch. almost the whole party you say right there, getting up a couple time's to go to the bathroom, when the party died down, Isabel came out from the kitchen with an empty beer bottle, 'what are we 12!' PJ shouted, you chuckled and sat down next to Josie I'm the big circle of people
Isabel spinned the bottle and it landed on Josie, you could see Isabel blush and Josie had a nervous look on her face as they entered the small downstairs bathroom, after was felt like a life time someone yelled, 'seven minutes is up' you heard the door unlock before Isabel came out with a very visible hickey on her neck, some people gasped and others laughed, they sat back down and now it was Pj's turn, she spinned the empty bottle and it landed on, hazel.
hazel tired to hide her smile and she looked over to you, 'aren't you guys dating?' PJ looked at hazel then you, you opened your mouth to say maybe it was better if she re spinned, but before you could hazel spoke up, 'no it's okay, I mean it's just a dumb kids game right?' hazel looked at you trying to indicate that she really wanted to do this, you looked at the ground for a second before agreeing with her, some guy patted your shoulder and called you a 'chill girlfriend' you let out your best fake laugh and put your knees to your chest
meanwhile the scene of hazel and PJ in the bathroom was to say the least very awkward, 'so do we kiss?' hazel anxiously asked, PJ nodded and moved closer to her trying to make things more natural, hazel cupped PJs face and brought her lips to hers, she finally kissed PJ, after years of waiting she finally did it and she felt, nothing. absolutely nothing, she bearly even kissed back, you got up and told your friends you needed a drink and somehow they believed you, you walked into the kitchen grabbed your purse and left that god awful party, you didn't even think about saying goodbye because if you did you would have to watch them come out of that bathroom and see the start of they're relationship
hazel unlocked the door early and people were confused, 'you have to do seven minutes not three!' Sylvie shouted and people agreed, hazel noticed you weren't there and got worried, 'c'mon guys we're not middle schoolers and where's my girlfriend?' she shouted back, 'oh I think she left' some guy slurred clearly intoxicated, hazel grabbed her phone and said goodbye to everyone and that she was going to find you. what she didn't know was that you were already home by the time she had left, she urgently called you trying to understand where you were so you could talk
after 5 missed calls you finally picked up, 'where are you?' she said through the phone, 'home' you responded dryly, she let out a sigh of relief and started walking to your house still on the phone with you, 'why did you leave?' you thought about actually telling her why but the you remembered you actually dating, 'i was tired' she scoffed as she finally saw your house through the dark, 'open your front door please' she stood waiting impatiently for you, 'are you outside my house?'
you said walking down your stairs, 'yes just please open up it's cold' she hung up, you put your phone down and opened up your front door, you looked hazel up and down and saw no hickey, weird. you moved from the door and she stepped in, she shut the door behind her, you quickly grabbed her hand and took her to your room, she had never actually been in your room, you had been at her house but she'd never been to yours, you closed the door and say down on your bed next to her
'so why do you wanna talk haze?' she sighed and looked you straight in your eyes, 'i don't think I like PJ' she confessed, your eyes widened, had you done this whole plan for nothing, had you hurt yourself...for nothing? 'okay then who do you like? I'm not going to go through this plan another time just with a different person, I really hope you know that' you said in a frustrated tone, she moved closer to you and put her hand on your thigh, 'what the fuck was she doing?' you questioned to yourself
she just responded by crashing her lips with yours, at first you were taken aback, very taken aback, but then you felt how soft her lips were and how passionate and pure this moment was, you quickly kissed back and moved yourself closer to her, she dragged out the kiss for a couple more seconds before pulled away. you couldn't help but laugh at the absurdity of the situation, she laughed with you and pulled you into a tight hug.
'i love you' she mumbled into your shoulder, you sighed and kissed the side her neck, 'i love you too' you mumbled back.
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The Mayor's Daughter - Mary Goore x f!Reader [Part 7]
Summary: Mary is in danger, walking into the lion's den with nothing but a pocket knife. Forrest is on his way, but will it be too late�
Rating: Explicit, 18+
Word Count: 11.2k
Warnings: Alcohol abuse, themes of abandonment, difficult childhood, threat, violence, blood
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A/N: Ladies, gents and enby darlings, I need to draw your attention to this stunning artwork I commissioned of Mary from the unbelievably talented @ghuleh-draws... I cannot believe how gorgeous he is and I could talk about it for hours. Please, go and show her and the art some love. Hopefully it might heal some of the trauma I've caused with both last chapter and this one... And once again, a big thank you to @angellayercake & @her-satanic-wiles for beta reading this!
Maryâs arms ached, and yet, he continued with his work. Mr. Rogers had started to lose some of his dexterity, his arthritic hands no longer able to do as much as they used to and so, Maryâs workload had as good as doubled. Furniture in need of a new lease of life had begun to pile up in the workshop, and school prevented him from making the dent in the work he needed to. Late evenings were becoming later and later, and yes, Maryâs grades had started to suffer. Â
But it was becoming impossible to ignore the financial situation he found himself in, and â even at sixteen years old â the weight of responsibility on his shoulders. There was no choice here. If he wanted to move himself and his mother into a real home and out of the scummy little motel on the outskirts of town, they had found themselves in, he had to do what he had to do; with very little time to be the kid he still was... Â
Heâd stopped glancing at the clock on the wall of the workshop long ago, well aware midnight had come and gone. It wasnât the ideal place to be on a Friday night, when all his friends were out enjoying their freedom. Still, he continued to sand down the wood of the dresser he was working on tonight despite the aching. If he could just get the sanding and the first layer of staining done tonight, it would be dry by the time he came back into the workshop on Sunday and he could spend at least Saturday evening with his friends like heâd planned. If one night a week was all the free time Mary would get, heâd just have to be grateful for that. Â
Mary turned off the sander and swiped his hand across the top of the dresser, feeling how smooth it now was to the touch â no ridges, no scratches and totally even. Mr Rogers himself couldnât do a better job, he was sure of it. And so, he pulled his dust mask from his face, letting it hang beneath his chin as he put the sander away and reached for the brushes and varnish. Â
As he did, his phone began to vibrate on the tool bench, violently rattling against the metal. He stared at it for a moment, part of him wanting to ignore it and continue his work. Another 45 minutes or so, and he could head back to the motel and get some rest. But it vibrated incessantly, until he had no choice but to put down the brush and tin in his hand with a loud thud and answer the damn thing.Â
âYeah?â he spoke into the receiver, his tone dejected. He knew who was calling at this hour. He always knew.Â
âYeah, hey kid. Me again. Look, Iâm sorry but youâre gonna have to come and get her. Iâve cut her off but she wonât go.â That voice belonged to Manny, the bartender at Aceâs Taproom. He sounded as exhausted as Mary did.Â
Mary sighed into the phone, rubbing at his brow as if it would relieve the pressure that had built there. Â
âCan you just... I donât know, can it wait an hour?â Just enough time to get this layer of varnish done... Then he could still head out tomorrow night, his plans intact.Â
âSheâs already causing a bit of a scene, kid. The sooner you can get here, the better.â His tone was apologetic â even Manny knew this burden was too much for a kid to take. But who else was there?Â
âAlright, Iâll be there in fifteen. Thanks, Manny,â he relented, already untying the tool belt from around his hips with his free hand. Â
âIâm sorry, man. Iâll see ya soon,â Manny consoled just before he hung up. Mary dropped his phone back onto the bench with a loud slam, running his dusty fingers over his face and taking a deep, steadying breath. This was happening too often, almost every damn night. It had to stop, but what else could he do? Heâd just have to keep saving her.Â
When Mary pulled into the parking lot in Mr Rogersâ old van that he had kindly gifted him â for the sole purpose of collecting and delivering the pieces of furniture they worked on at the shop, since he could no longer lift them in his old age â he took a second to himself, collecting his thoughts and preparing himself for a confrontation he knew was bound to happen. Â
He got out, heading towards the sign that flickered in neon red in the shape of an ace of spades. At this hour, there were very few people on the streets, much less left in the old taproom but still, he could feel the shame creeping in. Â
Inside, he spotted her immediately, slouched over the bar on her usual stool nursing an empty glass with an incredibly pale drop of amber liquid in, as if the ice that had inhabited the last dregs of her scotch had melted and watered it down. Manny stood at the other end of the bar, talking to one of the other regulars but he shot Mary a sad yet appreciative smile across the room. Mary just lifted his hand in an almost-wave, and headed over to the bar.Â
âMa?â he called out gently. She barely stirred, her head laying on her arm like she was asleep. He shook her gently, pushing her hair from her face. âMa, come on. Letâs go.â He pulled her shoulders into an upright position, her head lolling as she came to. Â
âN-no, Iâm not done yet, baby,â she slurred, her tongue as drunk as her mind.Â
âYeah you are, theyâre shutting up soon. We gotta get home,â he encouraged, trying to help her down from the bar stool. Her head gained its bearings, and she caught sight of Manny at the other end of the bar, as well as the other patron, watching the saddest scene unfold in front of them both. Â
âTh-this prick... Said he wouldnât serve me no more,â she rambled, pointing at Manny with an arm too weak to stay elevated. âWhat you starinâ at, huh?â Â
âMa, come on... Letâs just go, yeah?â Maryâs cheeks were heating up with embarrassment. Â
âDonât need your pity, dickhead!â she shouted, still slurring as if her tongue were too big for her mouth. Â
âGo home,â he told her firmly, trying not to rise to her insults. She flipped him off, while Mary wrapped her other arm around his shoulders and hoisted her to her feet, slowly taking her outside. Â
As soon as the door shut behind them, his mum pushed Mary from under her and tried to stand on her own two feet, stumbling a little in the process. But she found her footing, while Mary stayed close enough to catch her if she did fall. Â
âIdiot boy, ruining my fun,â she mumbled. That was like a knife to the chest...Â
âEither me or the cops, Ma,â he sighed. âLetâs just get home.âÂ
âHome? HA!â she hollered, âWhereâs that then?â Mary just rolled his eyes, taking her arm gently and guiding her back in the direction of the van. Her walking reminded him of a newborn foal, so unsteady as she took one step at a time and yet she tried to get him off her the whole way, unwilling to admit she needed help. Â
âMa, this has gotta stop. This ainât healthy...â he began, starting a losing battle. She stopped and slapped her hands down by her sides. Â
âDonât start with me, Mary,â she warned, but he was determined.Â
âYouâre drinking our savings, Ma! How are we ever gonna get outta that motel when youâre spending it faster than I can make it?â He raised his voice, his frustration evident. Â
âYou said you were working overtime!â she argued, as if that were any real argument at all. Mary was a 16 year old boy; his only job should be a few hours a week at most, if at all. Not every hour he could squeeze in, and certainly not to pay for her alcoholism. Â
âYeah, to get us a new place! But I canât make enough if youâre just gonna spend it. Do I have to stop giving you money for you to stop? Thatâs for groceries, Ma. For shit you need!â Â
âDonât you curse at your mother, boy...â she practically growled.Â
âMaybe if you acted like my mother-â It was a low blow, but not entirely unwarranted. His mother interrupted him with a sharp slap to his cheek, the suddenness stunning Mary into silence. His cheek stung, but his heart even more so. Sheâd never raised a hand to him before. Â
âM-Mary...â she stuttered, her eyes beginning to fill with tears as the realisation sank in that sheâd just slapped her son. Her little boy... Mary took a step back as she reached for him, letting her stumble and regain her balance again. âIâm sorry...â She tried to grab at him, to hold him and stroke his hair and desperately apologise but he shoved her off, and she stumbled to the ground in a heap.Â
âIâm done. Get yourself home, Ma.â He turned quickly back to his van, his hands shaking with emotion he tried to hold back. His keys jangled in his hands as he unlocked the door with the press of a button, and he climbed into the seat with a slam of the door. Â
His cheek still stung with the force of her slap, his eyes welling up as he clenched his jaw so tight his teeth could have splintered. He squeezed his eyes shut and hit his head back against the plush cushion of the headrest several times as he slapped at the edge of the steering wheel, releasing all of his hurt, his anger in an outburst he contained to the cabin of the van now that he was alone. Â
Taking some deep breaths, he calmed himself to a point where he could wipe the fresh tears on his cheeks and shoved his keys into the ignition. But he paused before he turned them, the engine staying dormant, and glanced down into his wing mirror only to see his mother still in a heap on the floor. Her shoulders shook violently, her sobs audible even from here in the cab. His eyes lingered there, unable to tear them away as his chest ached. She looked so helpless, so utterly destroyed by what sheâd done but more so, what had been done to her...Â
âGod fucking damnit,â Mary muttered, climbing back out of the van and walking back over to her with caution. Of course he did... How could he leave her? His own mother, lying on the cold tarmac of a parking lot, in this state? Mary was all she had now, their shitty little apartment snatched from them, abandoned once again by anyone and everyone. For years it had always been Mary and her, against the world â that couldnât change now, when he was all she had left. Â
Without a word, he lifted her again, her sobs quietening when she felt his hands under her arms and realised heâd come back for her. Her expression changed from anguish to surprise with an essence of gratitude and apology, allowing her broken son to pick up the pieces as he helped her back into the van. He took great care with every move, gently letting her get comfortable as he leaned over to strap the seatbelt across her, laying her head against the seat while she sobbed silently and hiccupped from time to time. Â
As he drove her home, she reached for the radio to flick it on, getting comfortable in the seat and using the sound to try and distract from the situation the pair of them found themselves in. Mary stayed quiet the whole time, keeping a watchful eye on his mother as she seemed to drift between sleep and reality now she was bundled into a warm and comfy seat.Â
âYou used to tell me... I would hear you on there someday,â she slurred as they got closer to the edge of town, pointing weakly at the radio with a fond but weary smile. âMy boy, âthe rock starâ,â she giggled. Mary looked ahead at the road, trying not to entertain the drunk rambles nor the dreams heâd squashed for himself with the weight of his responsibility. His one and only goal right now was to get them back on their feet â and even that felt unattainable.Â
Back at the motel, he watched his mother struggle with her dexterity to fit the key into their room door. Eventually, he gently took the keys from her and let them both inside, guiding her as had become their routine. He let her sit on the bed â the one they now had to share under the circumstances â and crouched at her feet to take her shoes off for her, placing them one by one on the floor. Â
He helped her take off her jacket, laying her down gently on the pillow while she curled in on herself in a foetal position. Mary headed into the bathroom with an empty glass, filling it with tap water and bringing it back out to his motherâs side of the bed. He crouched down next to her, urging her to drink. She did, small sips at a time.Â
âMa, please... you gotta get better. We need to get outta here,â he said softly. Â
âI was getting better...â she sniffled. Â
âI know, Ma. You can get better again,â he encouraged, but there was a small part of him that worried she never would. âYou just gotta move on from-âÂ
âStop,â she begged. âI donât wanna hear it...â But Mary persisted. She had to hear him.Â
âYou canât let this shit stop you. Youâre stronger than that. Weâve been through worse,â he insisted. Her head shot up from the pillow, her gaze stoney and angry. Â
âYou have no idea, Mary... What itâs like to have the world promised to you and then ripped out from under you.â She spoke through gritted teeth.Â
âYouâre worth a lot more than that fuckin-âÂ
âEnough!â she yelled, rolling over onto her back to stare up at the ceiling. âYou donât know what youâre talking about. We could have had everything, if you had just...âÂ
âMe?â Mary interrupted, instantly offended at her accusation. âWhat the fuck did I do?âÂ
âYour attitude, Mary,â she shot her glare back at him. âAlways fucking attitude.âÂ
There was no chance she was blaming him for all this... This was neither his, nor his motherâs fault. There was someone to blame, but in their absence the only person close enough to his mother was Mary, and the only person she could lash out at was him. She couldnât possibly mean what she was saying, and yet, it still stung all the same. Â
âGo to sleep,â he told her, his voice hardened and stern as if he were the adult, and she the child. âYouâre just talking pure shit now. It ainât my fault he lied to you.âÂ
âHe didnât lie-âÂ
âHe did, Ma. He lied to you, and everyone else. Heâs a piece of shit like everyone else in this washed up town!â Mary raised his voice, his anger at every injustice he faced from everyone around him mounting higher and higher. âIâm fucking sick of it, here! I wanna get us out, but youâre too busy drinking every dime I fucking make to notice that Iâm fucking drowning!âÂ
Mary stood up suddenly, smacking at the shitty motel phone on the dresser beside the bed. His mother sat up, steadying herself from the headrush and the room spinning around her. Â
âIâm doing my best, Mary!â she yelled. Â
âAre you? Cause your best was getting clean eight months ago. Your best was no alcohol, getting yourself a job, being a normal fucking Mom! But now youâre back here, and itâs me whoâs gotta look after you!â Â
âI-I... I have an addiction, itâs not that easy-âÂ
âYouâre not even trying! Youâve fucking given up, and why? Just âcause some fuckhead promised you the world with a cherry on top and it turns out, he was lying like every other dickhead?â Mary was going too far, but with a lack of a proper outlet, being forced to grow up quickly and fend for the both of them, every bottled up thought and emotion was spilling from him without restriction.Â
His mother sat on the bed, watching her son thread his fingers through his hair in frustration and take some deep breaths to try and steady him â but they werenât working. Â
âYâknow what? Fuck this. You call me when you decide to be a mother again.â Â
And with that, Mary grabbed his keys and stormed out of the motel room, slamming the door with so much force that the cheap painting on the wall fell and shattered behind him. Â
Despite picking up his keys, he bypassed the van and kept walking, his legs taking him further into town without a destination in mind. Heâd roam aimlessly if he needed to, but he needed to let off some damn steam, to expel some of this fucking rage that heâd imprisoned for too long. Â
As he went, he found himself kicking over trashcans, the metal rattling along the sidewalk. He used his keys to scratch the sides of cars he stomped past â the expensive ones, mostly. The ones owned by people in this town with too much money, greedy fat cats with more of it than sense. On his keys, he had a swiss army knife keychain, and one particular car â a very expensive black SUV â he shoved the blade attachment into the tyre deep enough that it deflated, high pitched whistle getting quieter and quieter as he walked further into town. Â
By the time he was in the town centre, he was starting to see a few people out and about, shoving shoulder to shoulder into them with a look of pure thunder on his face. Most people simply yelled out at him to watch where he was going, or called him a punk or other variations of âdelinquentâ. Â
âYeahâ, Mary thought, âthatâs what you all fucking think of meâ. A town full of people who only knew him for his namesake â a deadbeat father and a drunken mother. Why wouldnât Mary follow suit? If people thought that of him already, maybe he should just live up to the expectations; become the stereotype and stop giving a shit about anyone and everyone around him.Â
Why should he try anymore?Â
But he shoved at the wrong shoulder outside a pool hall, two kids Mary knew as seniors from his high school stood outside with cigarettes in one hand and beer bottles gained with fake IDs in another.Â
Corbin and Asher. Â
 âHey! Hey, fuckface!â Mary heard from behind him. He kept walking, too angry to give a fuck. But they followed. âMary fuckinâ Goore, huh? You piece of shit, think you can slam into me and walk the fuck away?â Â
Mary didnât even look back, but they caught up... Â
Corbin grabbed the back of his jacket and slammed him face first up against the shutters of a closed store, the metal rattling under the force. In an instant, he spun Mary around, slamming him again and holding him there. Â
âYou got a problem, kid?â he asked, cocky and ready for a fight. Mary struggled against his hold, trying to shove at his arms and kick at his shins. Â
âGet the fuck off me, man,â he yelled. âYou were in the way.â Corbin laughed condescendingly, looking back at Asher who stood there with both of their beers in his hands smirking the whole time. Â
âThis kid thinks he owns the sidewalk, Ash. From what Iâve heard, he belongs in the fucking gutter...â Corbin landed a fist to Maryâs gut, Mary folding up like a ball of paper as he coughed. âMaybe weâll put him there.âÂ
He dragged Mary by his jacket and threw him to the ground, watching him roll around in pain until he tried to get up. Corbin raised his foot as if he were about to stomp on him, but Mary rolled to the side just in time to avoid it and instead reached out and pulled on his ankle, toppling him to the ground with a loud thud too. Â
Corbin was older, heavier, but Mary was younger and nimble â quickly he straddled Corbin and started throwing punches, every ounce of anger inside him forcing his fists into Corbinâs face who was yelling at Asher to do something, to stop standing around like a fucking moron and get this âlittle shitâ off him before he âbeat the crap outta himâ.Â
Before Asher could get close, Mary was being dragged off Corbin by someone else â someone in blue. Before he knew it he was being shoved against the hood of a car, his wrists clamped together in cold metal rings as the cop whoâd stumbled on the scene slapped the handcuffs on him. His partner restrained Corbin just the same, slamming him on the other side of the hood. Â
One of them called for another car, unwilling to shove both Mary and Corbin into the back of the same cop car lest they kill each other on their way to the station, but Mary was thrown in first, and taken in for processing. Â
âMary Goore, huh?â was the welcome he got when escorted inside by the Chief, sat behind the processing desk on a late shift. âWas only a matter of time,â he scoffed. Maryâs blood boiled at that. A few minutes later, as Mary was getting processed, another cop rolled in with Corbin in handcuffs. Immediately, Mary tried to lunge towards him, both of them hurling insults at each other while restrained. Â
âPembrook, get this kid in a fuckinâ cell to cool off!â the Chief yelled at the officer restraining Mary, who did as instructed and hauled him off to a solitary cell. Â
âNo, no wait! I get a phone call!â Mary said, running back up to the locked door as the officer shut it behind him. Â
âYouâll get your phone call when you calm down, kid,â the officer shouted back through the door. It was at least another hour before Mary got his phone call... Â
Not that it did him any good. He tried both his motherâs cell, and their motel phone â no answer. Perhaps heâd fucked up the phone when he smacked it off the side table, but still, his mother wasnât answering her cell, probably passed out for the night. Â
Mary was left alone, sat in a solitary cell with fresh bruises and cuts, until the sun had long since risen. He curled up on the bench at the back of the cell, cold and metal and uncomfortable, and barely got a wink of sleep.Â
âGoore, letâs go,â he heard through the hatch in the door at God knows what time. He rolled over and sat upright, wiping the exhaustion from his face as the officer â a new one, only having just started his shift â opened the cell door. Behind him, was perhaps the only person Mary could really depend on at all.Â
Forrest. Â
âYou can collect your things from the registration desk. Donât find yourself back here again, kid. You got lucky, this time...â Â
Mary just nodded meekly as the officer turned and walked off, the door wide open and Forrest stood there looking at him with an expression of nothing but worry. Â
âCorbin got out last night, heard you were still in here. Got my parents to pull some strings,â he explained with a shrug. âShit, Mare, you alright?â Â
Forrest stepped into the cell and placed his hands on Maryâs shoulders, inspecting him. Mary just nodded again, both too exhausted and too somber to form actual words. Â
âIâm gonna kick Corbinâs fuckinâ ass for this,â he grumbled. âIâll set his eyebrows on fire in chem. Heâs the worst fuckinâ lab partner anyway.â Mary huffed out a barely-there laugh at that, his shoulders shaking in Forrestâs hands. Â
Forrest was a senior, like Corbin and Asher. He knew they had a reputation, always getting into shit like this but he never thought heâd see Mary heading down the same path. He was the only one who saw what Mary went through, the work he put in at the workshop, the nights he spent nursing his alcoholic mother. Heâd taken him under his wing a little, made him one of the gang and tried to offer him some respite from the slurry of shit he found himself in. Â
Getting the money from his parents to bail Mary out wasnât difficult; they threw money at him like it was bird seed on the steps of a cathedral, but it was for that reason he knew loneliness just as much as Mary. On opposite ends of the spectrum financially but somehow, they shared a common ground in just how shitty their relationships with their parents were. Â
It shouldnât have been him who got Mary out of here. It didnât matter to him who started the damn fight or why; Mary had been through enough as it was, and an outburst like this was simply a ticking time bomb. What bothered Forrest more than anything, was knowing it had to be him walking him out of that police station and not the one person Mary loved most in this world, the one who was supposed to love, protect and care for him.Â
This wasnât the last time he would collect Mary from a cell; there were more outbursts to come, more frustrations and stupid mistakes but if he had to, Forrest would be there for them all. Heâd never abandon this kid who cared so deeply about people and the injustices they would face. Mary could have his rebellious phase, get it out of his system â hell, Forrest certainly did, and he wasnât sure he was even out of it yet. But he needed someone to lean on, someone to reign him in when he started to go too far. Â
That night was Maryâs rock bottom, but Forrest jumped down into the pit with him, armed with ropes and twigs, ready to build a ladder to get them both out. Â
You were pacing outside the convenience store, desperately calling Forrest with your groceries in one hand, cell phone pressed tightly to your ear in the other. He didnât pick up the first time, probably ignoring a number he didnât know but you were getting more and more desperate. The second time you dialled, he picked up after a few rings.Â
âYello?â he answered, chipper and riding off the high of a show well played. Â
âForrest?! Oh my god, thank fuck for that. Listen, itâs me... Mary gave me your number,â you rushed out, barely intelligible at the speed you spoke. Â
âDuchess?â he questioned, using the nickname the boys had seemed to settle on when they realised you werenât going to castrate Jed for creating it. âWhatâs goinâ on?âÂ
âMaryâs... I donât know, he said to call you! Iâm at the store, he told me not to come back. Somethingâs wrong, Forrest... He said it wasnât safe?â you panicked. Â
âShit...â he muttered. You heard scrambling on the end of the line, like he was getting up and grabbing a few things around him and stuffing them into a backpack. âListen to me, you donât go back to that apartment, okay? Iâll be there soon, one of us will call you when itâs safe. Just stay there.âÂ
âForrest whatâs going on?â Your voice had raised an octave in pitch, your cheeks burning from holding back tears. Â
âThose guys at the bar... They know him, theyâve hated him for years and they threatened him. He just needs some back up, itâll be alright. Just stay, okay? Promise me.âÂ
You wanted to promise that, but how could you stay there and not try to help Mary? If those guys had turned up at his apartment, he was outnumbered and if nothing else you could act as a distraction. You stayed quiet for a beat too long, and Forrest stopped rustling about his apartment needing to hear confirmation. He couldnât be worrying about you too when his best friend was in danger.Â
âDuchess?â he yelled into the phone. Â
âY-yeah, yeah... Sorry. Iâll stay,â you told him, still unsure if you were telling the truth. Â
âGood, just wait for the call. Heâll be fine,â he assured, but the panic in his voice betrayed him too. He hung up without another word, leaving you stood in the street in the early hours of the morning, absolutely petrified for your boyfriend... Â
Could you really stay put when he was just a few blocks away? When there was potentially something you could do to help him? You supposed youâd just have to...Â
The door creaked as it slowly swung open, betraying Mary right from the start. If someone was in his apartment still, theyâd have heard that... No doubt about it. And so, his grip on the swiss army knife tightened, and the steps he took became slower, steadier so heâd be able to plant his feet should he be ambushed. Â
Stepping into his apartment, it was still dark. No lights had been turned on, just the orange glow from the street lamps outside streaming in through the windows. He listened out for any sign of movement, but nothing. To his left, nobody in the kitchen... But things were out of place, to put it lightly. Drawers hung open, cupboard doors almost ripped from their hinges. Cutlery, food and crockery lay strewn about the floor and countertops, like it had been ransacked. Â
Mary proceeded with caution, noticing that the floor of his apartment was covered in his things... Records, clothes, blankets and pillows; even his tatty little guitar was on the ground in the middle of the floor, the neck broken and strings snapped. He wasnât sure whether to feel rage or despair, but both hit him like a freight train. Â
Slowly, he stepped a little further to peer around the corner that led to the bedroom and bathroom to his right, and then to his left, around the partition between the kitchen and living space. Thatâs when he noticed. Â
A figure, sat on his couch with their back to him. He knew who it was immediately.Â
Mary planted his feet, readjusting his grip on the blade in his hand. He was preparing himself for any sudden movement, every single one of his senses heightened. Should he be ambushed from another direction, he was ready. Â
âWhere is she?â The shadow asked, their voice low and eerily calm. Mary stood his ground; he was in no mood for games.Â
âWhat are you doing in my apartment?â he asked, ignoring their question. The figure straightened up where they sat, no longer hunching forwards as they studied something on the coffee table. They took a deep breath, before answering with another question.Â
âWhere... is my daughter?â The shadow turned their head towards where Mary stood, between the outer wall of his bathroom and the entryway to his kitchen. The street lighting gave just enough of itself to illuminate the stark features of the man in front of him, the hardened glare pointed his way. Â
The Mayor.Â
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â Mary lied, without much conviction at all but he already knew there was no point. But he wasnât giving him any information. He could go fuck himself.Â
The Mayor cracked a grin; a sadistic little grin, as if he were some kind of comic book villain spoiling for a fight. âNow I know that ainât true, so youâre gonna tell me where she is, Iâm gonna go get her, and Iâm gonna deal with you later.â Â
âI don't know where she is,â Mary spat, his resentment and hatred for this snake barely contained.Â
The Mayor sighed dramatically, slapping his hands to his knees and standing up. He turned towards Mary then, folding his arms across his chest. His shirt sleeves were rolled up to his elbows, top button undone now he was technically off the clock. But he still wore his expensive suit, save for tie and blazer, as if it would intimidate Mary somehow. Â
âShould have expected this from you, Mary,â he chuckled, âDefiance. Attitude. Even coming in here with a damn weapon.â He nodded towards the swiss army knife in Maryâs ever tightening grip. Â
âSomeone broke into my apartment. Gotta defend myself,â he stated plainly. Â
âNah,â the Mayor scoffed, âit was only a matter of time before you got yourself in trouble again. Cops of this town were always too good to you, lettinâ you off too easy.âÂ
As if Mary had ever done anything to hurt anybody... Sure heâd been picked up a handful of times for graffiti, or destruction of public property, that one fight with Corbin and Asher â which technically, he didnât start... But Mary stayed quiet, staring at the threat in front of him just waiting for him to try something.Â
âYou know,â he started, turning back to the coffee table, âmaybe Iâm forgetting my manners, huh? Maybe we should catch up first?â He bent down, picking something up from the table and turning back. In his hands, was the photo frame Mary kept on his windowsill... Â
The Mayor looked down at it, studying it with a smirk. âShe always was a looker, huh? Howâs she doing these days?âÂ
Mary saw red, desperately fighting every instinct in his body that wanted nothing more than to tear into this vile man, rip him limb from limb and cast him to the wolves. His already injured knuckles turned white, the wounds splitting back open as his fists balled up tighter, the handle of the blade in his right hand digging painfully into his palm. But he stayed grounded. He would not make the first move.Â
âGet the fuck outta my apartment,â Mary warned. The Mayor was testing his patience, and it had already snapped once tonight. Â
âIâm not leaving until you tell me where my daughter is.â His smirk dropped, along with the frame in his hands. He disregarded it without a care in the world, letting the glass crack as it hit the ground with a thud. Mary winced at the sound.Â
âWouldnât tell you if I knew,â he lied. He was adamant he would never tell him where you were, never give you up if he beat him into a pile of broken bones. Youâd been free of him for less than a week, but already youâd come out of your shell so much, found yourself. How could he ever put you back in the box theyâd kept you in all those years?Â
âDo you think youâre good for my daughter, hm?â the Mayor took a step closer, âYou think sheâd want someone like you?â Â
Mary ignored him. He had to. This was just a manipulation tactic, something to throw him off and degrade him like everybody always had. Â
âYouâre the scum of this town, Goore. Everybody knows it.â He stepped closer again, circling Mary with slow and calculated steps like a panther on the hunt. âYou, and your drunken whore of a mother, your deadbeat father... You were fucking destined for the gutter.â Â
Mary watched him as he came to stand in front of him again, just a little taller than Mary but puffing his chest out as if to intimidate him. Mary stayed painfully still, grinding his teeth in rage. One wrong move, he was poised and ready to defend himself. Â
âYou think you know me... You donât know shit,â he taunted, âBut I know you...âÂ
âOh-ho-ho," the Mayor laughed, âYou do, do you? This should be good.âÂ
âYeah... I know youâre a filthy letch who takes everything from good, honest people and lines his pockets with it.â Mary was getting cocky now, arching his eyebrow and tilting his chin up in defiance as a sadistic little smile crossed his split lip. âI know you used to be a good guy, once upon a time. Beautiful family, on top of the world...â Â
The Mayor barely reacted, pushing his tongue into his cheek and looking down at Mary with the same arrogance he always exuded. Â
âI know you trapped your perfect little wife up in your ivory fuckinâ tower while you flashed your shit about town like a damn Kennedy brother...âÂ
The Mayorâs eyes darkened. Now Mary was getting to him.Â
âI know you trained your precious little girl like a damn puppy her whole life, only to have her grow up to resent every little fuckinâ thing about you...â Â
Mary was about to cross a line. He was about to say something just to get a rise out of him, just to make him snap. Heâd never talk about you like this and mean it, but for all the pain and misery this man had caused people through the years, he deserved something that cut him to the bone.Â
âYou repelled her so much that she crawled out of her pink, frilly cage... and spread her fuckinâ legs to the town scum...â Mary laughed, smug and satisfied when he saw the way the Mayorâs hands tightened around his biceps, his nose wrinkling in disgust. Â
Mary took a step closer to him â a stupid move, but he was oozing cockiness, no longer thinking clearly and only wanting to cause as much fucking damage to this prickâs ego as he damn well could. He knew it would turn his stomach to know his daughter was friends with Mary, let alone willingly fucking him. Â
Mary looked the Mayor up and down, smirking with barely contained glee as he leaned into him to deliver the final blow.Â
âShe calls me daddy now...â he whispered, staring directly into his eyes with an impish sparkle in his own. Â
The Mayorâs eyes raked over Mary, sizing him up, looking him up and down while he chewed on his cheek, the disgust on his face twisting and morphing into a vile expression of hatred. Before Mary knew what was happening, the blade in his fist was knocked clear across the room, his balance thrown off as two large hands wrapped around his throat. He was spun around and pushed backwards into the small kitchen space, tripping over the mess left there as he tried desperately to fight the power of the much older, much bigger man attacking him. Â
Soon enough his lower back was being slammed into the edge of a counter, the thumbs of the hands around his throat pressing down on his airways while Mary did what he could to fight back, clawing and scratching at the Mayor.Â
It was getting harder and harder to breathe, spots starting to flicker across his vision as that murderous glare stared back at him. The thought briefly crossed Maryâs mind that he might not stop... Once he was rendered unconscious, there was nothing to stop him from taking the life heâd worked so hard to rebuild over and over again away from him. Just as heâd found a semblance of happiness, too... The Mayor was going to take it all away from him. Again.Â
The Mayorâs grip adjusted to just one hand tightening around his throat, the other pulling back and coming crashing down on Maryâs cheek with a blow that reopened old wounds of the evening. Mary was going to lose this fight, there was no contest. Blow after blow landed to his face as the Mayor squeezed the life out of him...Â
âDaddy!â Â
The Mayor snapped out of his trance, his head whipping behind him with his fist pulled back in preparation for another strike, the other still choking Mary. You looked on in pure horror at what youâd walked into... You had expected to come back to a dangerous situation, but not one that included the attempted murder of your boyfriend at the hands of your own father. Â
With the Mayorâs attention on you, however brief, Mary took advantage and lifted his foot to push at the Mayorâs hip quickly, twisting him just enough that he lost his grip on him, and Mary fell to the floor in a heap, coughing and spluttering as the oxygen rushed back into his lungs. It was all too much all at once, the sudden rush of blood back to his head and the pain of the punches hitting him at the same time and he rolled and writhed on the floor as he tried to regain control of his body. But the spasms continued, and he could barely see nor hear anything while he squirmed at the Mayorâs feet. Â
You rushed into the kitchen, attempting to bypass your father and to immediately help Mary but you were stopped, a hand wrapped tightly around your bicep and attempting to drag you away. Of course, you fought back, smacking at your fatherâs chest and kicking at him as if it would help. Â
âLet go! Get the fuck off of me! GET OFF!â you screamed over and over, hoping someone might hear from another apartment and come to your aid.Â
âYou forget your place, girl,â your father snarled, barely affected by you beating at him. You managed to wrench your arm free of his grip and take a step back, your fatherâs attention on you and you alone while Mary still coughed on the floor, almost vomiting with the way his chest heaved. Â
âIf you think itâs with you, youâre sorely fucking mistaken,â you growled. âWhat the hell are you doing?â Â
âTeaching this little fucker a lesson in manners,â he spat, pointing down at Mary who spat a glob of red tinted spit to the floor â a biproduct of the hits to the face he had taken. Heâd regained enough composure to sit himself upright against the cupboard, letting his head hit the wood as he glared up at your father, chest still heaving.Â
Only now did your father take a good look at you, seeing how different you looked in a short denim skirt, a fishnet top, the make-up youâd chosen to wear over what you had always been told to. Once again, his expression clouded into disgust.Â
âWhat has he done to you?â he asked, looking you up and down. Â
âHim? You think Iâd jump from a life where Iâm controlled by a man into another one?â you shrieked. Your father pretended not to hear you, instead leaning down to quickly grab Mary by his shirt and heave him to his feet, holding him against the cabinets again. Mary didnât fight back; he couldnât. He was still in too much pain, his body not responding to his commands. Â
âYou take my daughter from me, and dress her up like one of your scummy little whores?â he screamed into Maryâs face while all he could do was wince and squeeze his eyes shut, trying to steady the swimming sensation in his head. Â
You rushed towards them, pushing at your father until you could weave yourself between the two of them. Mary barely kept himself upright against the counter, but you reached a hand behind you anyway, securing it in his and holding it tightly against your back. Â
âDonât you fucking touch him,â you warned. Â
âYou wanna protect this little shit? Why? You think you love him?â your father mocked, scoffing at the mere thought of it. âI couldnât quite believe it when I finally got it out of your mother... As soon as she told me she saw you get into a shitty black van, I fucking knew... I thought âno, no way my little girl is that fucking stupidâ. Of all the decent guys in this town, you choose this?âÂ
The anger you felt as he berated you, insulting not only Mary but you and your intelligence too... You had no time to be angry at your mother, knowing what your father was like and how he could manipulate anybody to get what he wanted out of them. All of your energy was directed into protecting Mary, standing between him and your father and proving to them both you werenât backing down. Gone were the days of obeying and staying in your lane. If Mary had taught you anything in your short time together, it was that you could be yourself and stand up for what you believe in unapologetically. And you believed in Mary...Â
âHeâs a better man than you give him credit for,â you seethed, squeezing his hand behind your back. Your father laughed maniacally at you, throwing his head back and pinching the bridge of his nose. Â
âReally? This little shit? If you think heâs any good for you, youâre dumber than I ever imagined. You come from a good, respectable family. This whole fucking town knows me, loves me, and all I ever did was give you everything you ever wanted on a silver platter... But you throw it back in my face?â he argued, throwing his hands around as he yelled. But you stood your ground. âYou know where he comes from, right? Deadbeat fucking dad who drank and gambled his money away. A whore of a mother who also drank herself into a permanent hospital bed?âÂ
âYouâd... know all about that, w-wouldn't you?â Mary struggled to speak through laboured breaths from behind you, hunched over but pushing up on the counter to stand upright. Â
Your fatherâs head snapped back to glare at Mary. âExcuse me?âÂ
You felt a change in the air, notably in your fatherâs demeanour. His eyes had widened, and he seemed to freeze in place, waiting for Mary to speak again while he caught his breath and used his strength to stand properly behind you. He kept hold of your hand, squeezing it tightly but once he stood up, he used his free hand to steady himself on your waist; both protectively and for stability. Â
âYou... you think you have a right to judge... my mother? After what you did?â he asked rhetorically, which only confused you. Your brow creased and you turned your head to look back at Mary. Â
âWhat are you talking about?â you asked softly, trying to make sense of what he was saying. He tore his eyes from your father to glance at you, offering you a look of apology laced with fear as if he were apologising for what you were about to hear... When he looked back at your father, your eyes followed to see that same wide-eyed expression. âWhat did you do?âÂ
âYou gonna tell her, or should I?â Maryâs voice was a warning, but still, your father remained silent. If he wasnât going to tell you what the hell was going on, youâd just let Mary. Someone needed to say something, and quickly, before you lost your cool again. Â
âTell me,â you ordered them both, but still you directed your glare at your father. Â
âYeah why donât we tell her, hm?â Maryâs voice had grown a little stronger, recovered from the hands that had squeezed his neck for almost too long. Adrenaline was kicking in, numbing the pain in his head from the beatings and giving him the strength to get angry, to challenge the Grand High Mayor. Â
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â he defied. Mary just scoffed. Â
âYou tricked my mother, and took everything from her...â he spat. You looked back at Mary, confused and shocked. Your father just stood in silence, glaring. Â
âHow?â you asked, âTell me everything. Now.âÂ
âYou wonât like this...â he warned, never breaking eye contact to look at you. Â
âI donât fucking care, Mary. Tell me.âÂ
He took a moment, forcing a steadying breath to calm the rising nerves. Heâd never wanted you to hear this, fearing it might just devastate you to know who exactly your father was, the kind of man he could be, and what he was capable of. You hadnât needed to find this out, but this had all gone too far. He wanted nothing more than to pull the rug from under the Mayorâs feet, to make sure he knew that Mary knew everything, that he needed to be very fucking careful this secret never got out. Mary had him in checkmate, holding the secret in until someone came along who would hear him and believe him â someone with a higher standing in the town than himself and his friends. Â
âMy mom got clean when I was 15,â he began, âSheâd stopped drinking, got herself a job that could keep us going while I was in school, and still working for Mr. Rogers on the weekends. We were living out in the Oak Ridge apartment complexes, and we were doing alright.âÂ
âThen in came a man in a dapper suit with a briefcase and a fuckinâ God complex, who convinced the landlords to sell up so he could flatten the building and build office blocks instead. He fucked over all the residents, all hard-working people, by flashing compensation to the landlords who just handed out eviction notices. But my mom owned our shitty little apartment outright. Sheâd just managed to club together the money for the deposit, to get herself a mortgage and have a place that was just ours. She wanted stability, and she didnât want to sell up. She was the last one who refused...â Â
Your fatherâs eye twitched as he readjusted his stance, like suddenly he was incredibly uncomfortable. âYou donât actually believe this fucking scumbag, do you?â he asked you, interrupting Mary. Â
âShut the fuck up,â you snapped, and miraculously, he did just that. Â
âSo he... He charmed her. He bought her pretty things, took her to fancy places out of town, told her everything sheâd ever wanted to hear... He told her he loved her,â Maryâs voice cracked at that, at the hurt of somebody lying to his mother when that had been all sheâd ever wanted, âHe seduced her, and told her heâd run away with her and give her the life sheâd always wanted with him... if sheâd just... sign on the dotted line...â Â
You felt sick to your stomach. Not only had he taken advantage of Maryâs mom, their situation, all for his own gain, but heâd cheated on your mother, gone behind his own familyâs back to manipulate a damaged but healing woman and ruin her life. Your head span with overwhelm, purely disgusted by what you were hearing. You knew your father wasnât a good man, but you had no idea he was such a monster...Â
âWhen she signed the deed over, he dropped her and left us both on the streets. He left us with nothing; no money, no home. We had to move into the Quartz motel, and she was heartbroken. She started drinking again, more and more because of what YOU did,â Mary snarled at him, pointing his finger as he raised his voice. âShe was too depressed to get back up again, and I had to pick up the pieces. I had to quit school, work full time and give everything up when I was fucking 16 years old just to keep us afloat. She never recovered, and it didnât matter when I got us this shitty little apartment and finally moved us outta the Quartz, her body gave up.âÂ
Mary pushed you to one side in his rage and stepped up to your father. You stumbled and caught yourself on the counter, too stunned to do or say anything about it as the truth sunk in. Mary got in his face again, pointing his finger directly at him and screamed, âItâs because of YOU she almost fuckinâ DIED. You piece of SHIT! YOU AS GOOD AS KILLED HER!â Mary slapped his hand against your fatherâs chest, who just stood there and took it, glaring at Mary as if he were still that same kid. Â
You shook yourself from your own little trance and pulled Mary back to you by his arm, turning your back on your father and holding Maryâs cheeks to soothe him, to calm him down as he broke down at the truth. Mary stood there and sobbed, letting you wipe the tears as you shushed him, whispering apologies to him as if any of this had been your fault. But your heart broke for him... Â
How could your father have ever been that callous? You thought youâd known him, that he wasnât anywhere near as bad as it seemed he was. You were aware he leaned more towards right wing politics, and no, you didnât agree with him. And youâd known some of his associates were bent and unethical in their ways, but youâd never known he was as corrupt as Mary was telling you. All those whiffs of under the table deals youâd gotten over the years were true. He was a crook... A liar, a cheat, and abusive fucking monster. Â
âYou donât seriously believe this shit, Pumpkin?â he asked, using a damn pet name of all things to try and get you back on side. You span around to glower at him, rage bubbling up inside you.Â
âDonât you fucking âPumpkinâ me, you arrogant letch!â you screamed. âThat explains why you kept disappearing all the damn time, spending your evenings and weekends anywhere but at home. I guess now I fucking know where you went... You missed half of my sweet sixteen, for fuckâs sake! Sped off right after the cake and didnât come home for two days. Is that where you went? Is that where you always went? To take advantage of a decent woman who only wanted to be loved? To give her kid the BEST FUCKING LIFE POSSIBLE!?â Â
âI never went anywhere near his slut of a mother!â he yelled back.Â
âOh, please!â Mary interjected, âYou fucked her, and then you fucked her over.âÂ
âYou LIAR!â Your father lunged at Mary again but you stopped him, forcing him back with a push that took all of your strength, all of your anger. He didnât try it again, instead focussing his anger on you now.Â
âYou gonna let him manipulate you like this? Lie to you? Heâs just trying to come between us, Pumpkin, to keep you away from me. He'll fucking use you and dump you for the next girl who shows him any attention. Youâre just some petty fucking revenge heâs taking out on me... Heâs USING YOU!âÂ
âSounds more like something youâd do...â you growled at him. You had made your choice already, long before tonight. Your place was at Maryâs side, now more so than ever. Fucking revenge. As if Mary would have lied to you all this time... There was no way?Â
Your father straightened himself up, dusting his shirt off as if there were something on it, but it gave him a moment to collect himself, to make himself seem the prim and proper one. Â
âIf you choose to believe his lies and stay with him, then thatâs your stupid choice,â he told you as he straightened the cuffs of his shirt sleeves, not even affording you the decency of eye contact. âBut know this; you choose him, and thatâs it. You will have nothing. No money, no home, no future. Iâll make sure neither of you work in this town. I will cut you off completely.â Â
He thought he had the upper hand, that his words would scare you into submission and force you to come home with him. He seemed to forget the heated words youâd exchanged the night of the dinner at the Town Hall... Â
âI thought Iâd made myself pretty clear last time we spoke... I donât want to live under your fucking thumb anymore. You told me to leave once before, and what, now youâve changed your mind? You want to play happy families, and drag me back into the life you forced me to live? I want my own life, and now? I want it as far away from you as I can possibly get.â Â
Your father stared at you, his jaw grinding in anger. Heâd lost control of you, and he hated it. You were unravelling his perfect âfamily manâ façade that had won him all those elections, tearing down the perception the town had of him as this kind, caring man with a beautiful family. Â
As you glared at each other, challenging the other to speak first, heavy footsteps got closer as if someone were running down the hallway outside the apartment and soon, Forrest ran into the apartment clutching a baseball bat and ready to swing. He stopped short at the scene in front of him, not having expected this at all... Mary, beaten and bloodied behind you, squaring up to your father, the Mayor... Â
Forrest knew everything and quickly connected the dots, keeping the bat raised and ready in case your father tried anything at all. But now he was outnumbered, and his pride wounded.Â
âYouâre making a big fucking mistake, madam,â he warned. âYouâll end up a low life like these idiots, and laying in a hospital bed just like his mother.â Â
âYou need to leave,â Forrest told him firmly. âYou got another witness now, sir,â he warned, sarcasm dripping from the honorific. Â
Your father straightened up and turned, taking a few steps to stand at the edge of the kitchen where Forrest backed up to give him the room to leave, bat still raised. Just as he was about to leave, he turned back to see you reach for Maryâs hand, holding his cheek gently in yours as you took a good look at the bruises and blood that covered his face. Â
âYou should get out of town before morning,â he began. âI will pull every string at my disposal to make sure you will never find peace here. This is my town, and this?â he waved his finger around, âis a dangerous neighbourhood. Especially without a deadbolt.â He nodded towards the front door that heâd bust open.Â
âGet out,â Forrest reiterated with a look that could have burst him into flames if he had the ability. Â
Without another word, your father turned and left, slamming the front door that only bounced back open with nothing left to catch. Â
Forrest lowered the bat with a sigh, rubbing at his forehead from the stress. You focussed all of your attention on Mary, checking he was okay. He certainly wasnât... Heâd taken two beatings in one night and was covered in a litany of injuries that needed attention. Â
Without saying a word, Forrest dropped the bat on the floor with a clatter and rushed into the bathroom, pulling out an old first aid kid from under Maryâs sink and rushing back with it while you gently guided an exhausted Mary to his couch, forcing him to sit back. Â
As you patched him up with band aids and gauze and fed him a glass of water, no one dared to speak another word. After everything that had happened tonight, the silence â however brief â was welcome. But eventually, one of you had to break it. Â
âWe should get you to a hospital, Mare. You might have a concussion, or a bust nose or somethingâ,â Forrest reasoned. Mary shook his head.Â
âIâll be good, donât think anythingâs broken.â Neither you nor Forrest argued with him. âFuck, what the hell are we gonna do?â he asked, sinking further down into the couch beside where you knelt on the cushion, hovering over him. Â
âHeâs just trying to scare you both, right? Heâs pissed, just wants you both out but what the fuck can he really do?â Forrest asked from the floor, where heâd picked up the broken picture of Mary and his mom and set it on the coffee table. Mary stared at it, biting back the sting of tears. Â
âAnything... he can do anything. Heâll make good on his threat, his security donât ask questions.â You chewed on your thumbnail anxiously, trying to think of your next move. Â
âIâm sorry...â Mary mumbled, looking down at the picture on the table with shame in his eyes.Â
âFor what?â you asked, shuffling closer to him and gently turning his chin towards you, âWhat could you possibly be sorry for?â Â
âHeâs cut you off because of me,â he sniffled, keeping the tears in his eyes at bay. âIâve fucked your life up for you already...âÂ
âDonât you dare,â you told him firmly, âyou listen to me. I chose this, I needed to get away from him and I did. This is a blessing, weâll be okay-âÂ
âHow the hell are we gonna be okay? We canât stay here anymore, we got nowhere to go and the money I make at the shop isnât gonna keep us both afloat for long...â he panicked, but you hushed him with a finger to his lips.Â
âWeâll figure it out. Moneyâs not a problem...â Mary looked confused, as did Forrest, the pair of them staring at you. âIâve... Iâve been saving. Funnelling money away for a while. I knew someday Iâd wanna get out and well... I opened a bank account as soon as I was old enough and just kept throwing my allowance into it. I got a trust fund when I was 18, he thinks I spent it. I didnât, itâs been stashed away for years. We can get a place Mary, we just need somewhere for now.âÂ
Mary blinked at you dumbly, âYou... You want that?âÂ
âWhat, to run away with you? Are you kidding?â You ran your fingers through his hair, avoiding the long strands that were clumped together with dried blood. âHavenât I already done that?â you asked with a soft smile. Â
Mary gawked at you, smiling a little himself before he leaned closer to you and planted his bust lips onto yours in a sweet, lingering kiss. Forrest coughed from the floor, bringing the two of you back to reality. Â
âThatâs great and all, but... where the hell are you gonna go for now?â he asked. Mary processed his question for a second, thinking it over.Â
âWell, itâs not exactly a âbest case scenarioâ, but... I have an air mattress back at the shop? Itâs just a storage unit but itâs outta town. Sometimes Iâd work late and be too tired to drive home so Iâd crash there. No one really knows where it is, I never have clients come to the unit.âÂ
âItâll do, while we look for a place in the city,â you told him. You didnât care where you stayed or what you slept on, as long as it was safe â as long as Mary was safe.Â
Forrest nodded, getting up from the floor and starting to gather some of the mess from your fatherâs rage. âBetter get a move on then... Grab what you need, Iâll help you move it in my van too.âÂ
Before either of you stood up, Mary sat upright and turned to face you. âYou sure about this, doll? Like... really? I canât expect you to use that money to set us both up.âÂ
âOh, shut up...â you smirked, swatting his shoulder lightly. âYou really having second thoughts about taking my dear daddyâs money and running off into the night?âÂ
Maryâs eyes glinted with a mischievous sparkle, and his lips curved into a smirk. âWell, when you put it like that...â He leaned in as you giggled, welcoming another slow, tender kiss that felt like a triumphant win given the events of the night. Â
From across the room, Forrest rolled his eyes, picking up a small pillow and throwing it at the both of you to break you up. When you both yelped and looked up at him, he simply widened his eyes and shook his head, tapping at an imaginary watch on his wrist as if to say âhello? Get moving!â. You stood from the couch, reaching your hands out to Mary who used your strength as leverage to sit upright, his whole body aching and protesting after all the damn fighting tonight. Forrest was, of course, right. You needed to pack up what you could quickly, and get the hell out of town. Â
So much had happened tonight, and so much had been said that couldnât remain just a fleeting exchange in the heat of the moment. Revelations of the kind of man your father truly was had to be put to the back of your mind for now, to be dealt with and talked properly about in the coming days. For now, you couldnât focus on it - the wound too painful to acknowledge until you were out of harmâs way. You couldnât think about the truth, or what that meant in terms of your relationship with Mary. The thought that perhaps you were just Maryâs retribution couldnât take root in your mind, lest it grow into genuine suspicion. There was no time to let doubts creep in. Instead, you dove into packing with Forrest, shoving clothes and essentials in whatever bags or boxes you could find to busy your mind.Â
But Mary; he stayed put, fiddling anxiously with his rings. Neither you nor Forrest questioned him, figuring after two pretty rough beatings tonight he could sit this one out. But it wasnât that that held him back... Â
His own doubts were seeping in, an anxiety burning in his chest. Heâd unveiled a huge part of himself tonight, something heâd never intended for you to know. Heâd never wanted to hurt you with this and now that he had, he had to force down the guilt that came when heâd seen the look on your face as the truth spilled. His disdain for the Mayor hadnât ever been as simple as hating the face of the town that hated him. There was so much more to it than that, but heâd never wanted to make that your burden. Â
Part of him now was terrified. The thought had crossed his mind that perhaps â maybe not now, maybe not for a while, but someday â you might think he chose you for this, like some sick revenge on the Mayor. Even he had accused Mary of it, claiming he was using you... Taking his only daughter and defiling her, corrupting her just to get his own back. That night back in the dive bar had started as a bet, yes. The thought had indeed crossed his mind that it was ironic heâd got to fuck you after your father had fucked over his family. But you were so much more than that... Â
He was in too deep now. He loved you. Now more than ever, he was afraid he might lose you over this. He prayed that you didnât think that, that your fatherâs own accusation had fallen on deaf ears. Â
But for now, he just needed to get you both out of town. As long as you were safe, heâd take whatever consequences came his way. Â
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A/N: I honestly had to rethink this over and over again so many times even though I was like half way thru the damn chapter so that's why making this took me long, also the fact I have the attention span of a child. I was really not sure about this whole thing cuz it kinda felt too sudden but hopefully, it turned out fine? for me it did tbh but like. *blink* yk? Or maybe it's just because I'm not confident in my fucking writing skills and need validation for every damn step I take<3 But anyways, I made half of the notes for this chapter during math class and the teacher caught me so that too (Spoiler Alert: I got sent to the principal's office :3) but that's besides the point. Also if some of the characters were a little OOC, I'm very sorry- I tried my best to make them as accurate as possible (some inaccurate shit tends to get on my nerve, mostly if it's produced by me) annnnd I need to stop rantingđ. I don't take requests nor do I plan on doing so in the future. Happy reading! đ
Chapter 2 >>> Chapter 3
Each Stroke of paint is smooth, filling the wall with a little more color than before. The bristles of the paint brush gently swipes over the wall. Music flowed into your ears and through, making you hum.
The atmosphere was calming, like nothing could everâ
âWhatcha listeninâ to?â A teasing voice appeared beside you making you jump and your shoulder tense up.
Right. You forgot he was still here. Pushing your headphones off, âa song.â You answered flatly, turning away from him, your back facing Hobie as you dipped your paint brush into the thick minty liquid that was within the metal bucket and slid the brush across the wall.
âReally? I'll have to check it out when I get home.â
You scoff at the sarcasm in his tone.
After yesterday, he helped you with a little cleaning. You thought he was probably going to dip and disappear from your life after that so when he returned the next day (today), it did surprise you a little. He's been just hanging around. You don't know why, he doesn't owe you anything. âWhy are you helping me again?â You turned to him with a quirked eyebrow.
âMate, you've asked me that like 4 times already.âÂ
âAnd each time, I haven't gotten a proper answer.â
This time, he's the one to scoff. âIs it that bad to want to just help somebody?â
âYou're dodging the question again.â You say in a sing-song voice.
He holds his hands up in surrender, âaight aight. I'm just tryna help out a friend of a friend, y'know? Plus. I ain't' hurtinâ anyone, right?â
âWhat's that supposed to mean?â
âExactly what it means, love.â
You sighed, your arm falling to your side. Your other hand coming up to pinch the bridge of your nose, âokay. I'll admit, I'm being a little⊠douchey.â You say, biting your lip, âBut I can't say that I don't appreciate your help, and company.â
âLittle's an understatement.â Hobie quipped, snickering to himself which made you throw a side glance in his direction. An innocent smile spread across his face.Â
You rolled your eyes turning back to the wall to continue what you were doing. Hobie took it as a sign to pursue his side of the wall.
A small spot was left just at the top of the wall making you push yourself up on your tiptoes, trying to get to the empty white patch on top of the wall.
Hobie, who was distracted by his own work, took a glance at you when he heard a few groans of frustration. Seeing you so frustrated over such a small thing brought a small smirk to his face. He settled his brush down into the paint bucket and made his way to you, your head turning to him when you caught a glimpse of him in the corner of your eye extending his hand, beckoning for you to give him the brush you held.
You raised your eyebrow but gave in, settling the brush into his extended hand, your fingers grazing his palm before you quickly withdrew your hand to your side.
He stepped forward closer to you and the wall, making you step back away, giving him space as he took care of the last white spot on the wall.Â
âThank you,â you gave him a small smile and a nod.
âNo problem.â He returned the smile. You two stood there holding eye contact. His eyes were as pretty as they were in the poster. No. Prettier. You thought, why? You didn't know.Â
You quickly cleared your throat and looked away to look at your progress the two of you had made whilst he sunk the paint brush back into the depths of the mint paint after filling the small white spot with paint.
The two of you had already completed three walls, the last wall was just about half done. The only other thing left to paint was the closet, you'd get to that later.
âYou wanna go get a drink?â Hobie suddenly asked, turning his head towards you, stuffing his hands into the pockets of his leather vest.
You rubbed a hand over your jaw, the thought of a break was very enticing right about now since you'd been busy for about a solid 4-5 hours. You answered after a second or two of silence. âSure. I could use a little break.â
âGood cuz I know an awesome pub around here.â
âLead the way.â You said extending your arm towards the door.
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The two of you walked side by side, Hobieâs gaze fixed on the rock he kept kicking in front of him during your walk, yours lost in the sky that was split into hues of yellow and pink.
âSo, I haven't really seen you around here before.â Hobie suddenly spoke up after his rock companion got left behind, a small pout formed on his face which disappeared as quickly as it appeared when it did but obviously he wasn't going back just to retrieve a rock.
âJust moved here about a few days ago, used to live in York with my parents.â You answered, crossing one of your arms behind your head.
âHm.â He nodded before silence fell over the two of you again, seems neither of you knew what to say. Your eyes lingered on the sky, watching the purple mixing into the pink and orange.
This time, you decided to break the silence. âSo, where are we going?â Your head turned towards him, tilting your head a little.
âIt's a surprise.â He answered, shrugging his shoulders.
âIt's a bar.â
âYour point?â
âI mean, how âexcitingâ can a bar really be?â You snorted.
âDepends, you ever been in an underground pub?â
âNoâ say what now?â You gawked, turning to Hobie with wide eyes who just smirked and lifted his chin. When he didn't continue elaborating further, you decided to poke at the subject. âWait, c'mon. You gotta tell me more.â
Chuckling, he let out a low whistle. âNo, I don't.âÂ
âYou can't just tell me we're going to an underground bar then shut up. Like- what if I get kidnapped or sumn?â You exaggerated, throwing your hands up in the air.
âI'll be right there beside you, love, won't even let anyone lay a hand. Good?â He proposed, playfully tilting his head a little.
âYou're torturing me.â You groaned.
âMaybe that's my plan.â He shrugged, flicking invisible lint off his jacket.
â...â
âHow do I know you're not the one who's trying to kidnap me?â You narrowed your eyes at him. âDoesn't it seem oddly weird you just randomly appear at my parlor, offer me help and now you're taking me to a very secret underground bar.â
As Hobie heard you ramble on, he couldn't help but start to chuckle. His chuckle twisting into a flown blown laugh as you threw a playful punch in his shoulder.
âTell me. You have trust issues or something?â He chuckled, wiping an unshed tear from his eye. âJust have a little patience. It'll be worth it, I promise. I mean, you can always go back if youâre too paranoid.â
âHilarious.â
âI'm being serious, I can walk you back right now if you'd like.â He offered, slowing down.
Your lips parted as you thought about it for a quick second before shaking your head. âNah, no thank you. I'm coming along.â
âHm, suit yourself.â He shrugged looking back to the front of the street. Your footsteps falling in sync with one another once more.
Silence taking over, punctuated by the honking motorcycles and cars and the birds chirping.
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Twelve minutes later, the both of you stood before an abandoned 2 storey office building. It looked like it hadn't been used in decades with its cracked windows which reflected the creamy moonlight. Graffiti turned the concrete structure into a riot of colors, doodles, swear words and penises with overgrown vines that clawed their way up the sides.Â
As Hobie strode towards the door, his hand inches away from pushing the door when you suddenly spoke up, âit's in there?â
âYeah, pretty much.â He said turning his head towards you, âI know it donâ look it but I promise it's on purpose. Keeps the coopers away.â
âEhh⊠I don't know. I'm starting to believe the whole âyou're trying to kidnap meâ thing.â Skepticism traced your voice.
âOh, câmon. Just trust me.â
âThat's what I'm scared to do.â You scoffed. âThis looks like a place where serial killers would stuff their victims in.â
âDunno, never tried digging around. Two bodies at best?â He analyzed jokingly, covering up his laugh with a cough as he saw you pale a little.Â
âYou're not funny.â
âDunno âbout that, love.â He snickered. âYou cominâ?â He didn't wait for you to answer before he disappeared into the building.
You crossed your arms tapping your foot, not wanting to follow him in because of your stubbornness but something about standing alone sent chills down your spine.
I'm gonna kill him. You quickly sprinted into the office-like building following Hobie's direction, running away from something you don't even know.
You find yourself walking behind Hobie who walks up to an elevator across the room. The walls were crumbling, chairs laidon the floor, tables flipped upside down âWhy the hell is this place so run down?â
âIt's a meeting ground made by the government, basically all the corrupted and secret shit that they wanted no one knowing happened around here but word got out. Eventually punks started graffiting the grounds, protesting, sneaking in and eventually drove them out to who knows where. Started using it as a club and a speakeasy after cuz it was spacious grounds. Coopers donâ blink an eye towards this direction cuz they're bloody cowards.â He casually explains (leaving out the part where he whooped their asses and corrupted all their data with a chip he made as Spider-Punk but you didn't need to know that.)Â
He pressed a few buttons which opened up the elevator doors. Wordlessly, he gestured to you to get in.
âAnd you know this how?â You lifted an eyebrow climbing into the elevator, he followed suit.
When you asked that, it brought a proud smile to Hobie's face, âI was one of the punks.â He answered nonchalantly without glancing at you, the pockets of his leather vest stuffed with his hands. The elevator door slid back together locking the both of you in.
âOf course you were,â you said it like it was one of the most obvious things in the world for which you got a little nudge in the shoulder from his elbow. He pressed a button on a small keypad beside the door making the elevator flow down.
The elevator finally stopped making a small chiming sound after what seemed like minutes but in reality. It had been barely more than 40 seconds. Guess time just slowed down when you're in the presence of awkward silence⊠or Hobie.
The doors opened up letting bright neon lights seep in and illuminate your face. The âbarâ (which looked more like a rave) was more lively than most bars you've gone to. Vibrant blends of pink, blue, and yellow casted over you.
âW'dya think?â A voice shouted over the blasting songs, Hobie's voice. You just stared at him wide eyed, unable to make up a coherent response. âYou'll get used to it.â He nudged you before stepping out the elevator, signaling for you to follow him.
You shook yourself out of your daze and promptly caught up with him. You swore to god you've put way too much trust in someone you met a day ago. Maybe not even a complete 24 hours yet but you're too deep in and too stubborn to turn around.
âYou come here often then?â You arched an eyebrow in his direction, his gaze straight ahead but he tilted his head a little to meet yours.
âOccasionally. Usuallyââ He was cut off by someone who called out to him in the crowd. âYo, it's Hobie everyone!â
People glanced in your (his) direction, waving at him and cheering him on. Said man waves back, winking in the direction of a few gals who probably fainted with how excited they got but you didn't bother checking.
âMr.Popular, huh?â
âThat's one way to put it. I come here to hang out often so I know people.â
âDo you usually take all your girls here?â You suddenly blurted out, heat clawed its way up your neck when you processed what you just had said. He raised an eyebrow, unable to suppress the shit-eating grin that came onto his face. âShut up, I didn't mean it like that.â You grumbled, turning your head away from him.Â
âI didn't say anything,â he shrugged, feigning obliviousness.Â
âYou implied it.â
âDid I?â
Something about his tone just wanted to make you sink into the floor and become one with the secretundergroundbarraveparty (whatever it was) or maybe punch that stupid smile off his face but you didn't do either. Instead you continued making your way through the crowd with him until you reached a bar. Several drinks lined up on several shelves behind the counter. You could tell that it wasn't just some cheap liquor crap either. It made you wonder where they had gotten it from.
He sat down on one of the stools, locking eyes with you before patting the stool beside him. Before you could say anything, your body moved on its own, settling yourself on the stool. Nobody else was really seated near your guys, most of the people were already drunk and partying.
Hobie leaned back against nothing but the air particles, his eyes resting on you when you stirred a little, turning to face him, âwhat?â you tilted your head.
âNothinâ, just thinking.â He gave you one of his small smiles before his attention averted to the raven-haired girl that walked through one of the doors that was hidden behind the counter. Her eyes fell on the two of you making them pop open, âare my eyes deceiving me or are those my most favorite people? Y/N, you didn't tell me you were in town!â She beamed.
âYuri?â Your eyes harmonized hers. âI was gonna surprise you but⊠wait, what're you doing here?â
âMe? I work here, babe. The real question is what are the two of you doing here, hmm?â Yuri gaped, leaning against the counter. Her arms crossed over it.
âHe dragged me into this.â You said pointing your thumb at the man beside you, making him gasp dramatically, ânah nah, I see how it is.â He drawled, turning his head away from you.
âDrama queen.â You accused, punched him in his bicep. The two of you acted like you had known each other for years by now.
âOoh, you two must be close.â Yuri cooed, tilting her head, her cheek squished up against her hand as she watched the two of you interact.
âWe met yesterday,â you scoffed, turning down any further suggestions that she could blurt out.
âIs that supposed to make a difference?â Yuri sassed, wiping a glass mug down with a cloth that was under the counter.
âYuri.â Your eyebrows knitted together making her smirk, âwhat? I'm being serious.â She smirked.
âIf this is you being serious, I don't wanna know what you being unserious is like.â Yuri snickered, placing two mugs in front of the two of you. Her body twisted around pulling out one of the alcoholic drinks out of the shelf and shaking the bottle before pouring it into your glass. âSo darling, how've you been, how's Camden treating you so far?â She asked, pushing the two mugs across the counter towards you too.
âIt's been alright. I've been working on my parlor recently. Otherwise⊠nothing special. Oh, Spider-Punk also saved my brain from spewing out like three days ago so that's something,â You shrugged when you suddenly heard Hobie choke on his drink, his beer going down the wrong pipe making him cough harshly. You and Yuri raise an eyebrow in his direction.
âBloody hell. Sorry, this- this drink is really strong,â He sputtered, clearing his throat. He wiped his lips with the back of his hand, tears stinging his eyes.
âOkayâŠâ Your tone contained skepticism in it, âyou good now?â You asked to which he nodded. âFantastic.â
You nodded, turning back to Yuri. A silence washing over the three of you even with the blast of music and chitter chatter in the back.
Yuri opened her mouth to say something but quickly closed it when she heard the door squeak open. A brunette walked through, his face flushed as he stumbled towards the counter. âHey!â
âFlash!â Yuri squeaked, her eyebrows knitting together. âYou're not supposed to drink during your fucking shift!â
âBloody hell. Chill, mom.â He rolled his eyes, voice awfully slurred leaning his hip against the counter but miserably failing after almost falling.
âAy,â Hobie lifted his head in a greeting while you sat beside him thinned-lipped.
âOh my god. Hobie, is that you my man?â Flash exclaimed, throwing his arms out in a hug but unable to reach him due to the counter that separated them so going for a high-wave instead that he missed by a head.
âThe one and only,â Hobie snickered, grabbing Flash's wrist and guiding him through the high five properly.
Flash clicked his tongue, turning his head towards you, âOoh, and who's this pretty little thing?â He smirked, grabbing your hand that laid atop the counter and pressing a kiss to your knuckles. You gave him a polite smile, retracting your hand. You opened your mouth to introduce yourself but Hobie beat you to it. âY/N Y/L/N. We met yesterday.â
âWhat he said,â you dipped your chin in agreement.
âA pretty name for a prettier lady,â Flash winked at you when Yuri pushed him away with her whole hand pressed up against his face, âdon't mind this idiot. He always gets like this when he's woozy.â
ââm not woozy.â Flash grumbled, pushing her hand off his face and crossing his arms over his chest like a child who didn't get what they wanted.
âSure you aren't.â Yuri rolled her eyes, wiping the black marble counter with gold veinings etched into them with a scruffy cloth tinted a light brown at hand (you assumed that it used to be white once.)
âJust a little bit, alright?â He grunted.
You tune in and out of the conversation thinking about what you could do back at the parlor, what you still need to do and improve, how you're going to start developing and promoting your work. Making a website could do me goods, never hurts to try. Maybe I should make a Facebook pageâ You jumped out of your twilight zone when a pair of fingers snapped right in front of your face.
âWelcome back to earth, love.â Hobie's voice was the first one you processed.Â
âSorry, just got some things on my mind.â You ran a hand over your head till the nape of your neck, letting it settle there.
âI can see that,â Hobie took the empty glass of beer in your hand and replaced it with a refilled one. Your eyes lingered on his hands, watching them with precision before your eyes found their way back to your glass, staring at the foam floating at the top of the glass. You brought the glass up to your lips letting the liquid burn down your throat.
Hobies eyes lit up with amusement, a smirk tugging at his lips. âCalm down, love. The drink ainâ gonna run away from you.â He quipped, his fingers gently wrapping around your forearm pulling the drink down from your lips. Your body slightly tensed up as his warmth seeped into your skin and throughout your body, your eyes meeting his.
Hobie's amused smirk seemed to drop into a line when he noticed the change in the atmosphere. His eyes stuck on yours, yours on his.
The tension suddenly drowned out by the cackle of Yuri who was watching Flash flirt (and fail miserably) with some gals that sat a few seats away from the two of you. His hand quickly untangled itself from your arm finding its way back onto the counter. You let out a breath of relief thankful for brief distraction.
Flash trudged back to where the three of you were, his shoulders slumped with a small pout planted on his face after the girls left with scowls and disgust etched on their faces.
âNo luck?â Yuri teased.
âShut up.â Flash huffed, snapping his head away from her to which Yuri hummed smugly.
Hobie reassured Flash by giving him a small pat on his back whispering some words into his ear that seemed to lighten him up.Â
âHey, up for some dare or drink?â Flash beamed suddenly, his movement more animated than before.
âWhat?â you tilt your head quizzically.Â
âDare or drink, do the dare or chug a beer.â Flash summarized with a nonchalant shrug of his shoulders.
âOh no, I should probably get back in a couple of minutes,â you interjected, waving your hands in the air dismissively.Â
Yuri frowned, âc'mon babe, my shift is almost over. It won't hurt you to have a little fun, y'know?â
âI really shouldn't-â You protested but quickly folded with Yuri's small pout the alcohol in your system. I'm so gonna regret this later.
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âChug, chug, chug!â The three chanted while your hazy eyes tried to focus on the mug of beer in front of you. This might've been your fifth drink of the night, but could you blame yourself? You were definitely NOT texting your fucking ex that you missed him (given by our dear Flash). Not in a million years, but it was more tempting than chugging another beer and inevitably using the next person near you as a vomit bucket.
âFuck, 'm gonna vomit.â You slurred, putting the glass mug down on the marble counter. Somehow, even with four and a half beers in your system, you could kind of think properly.
Kind of.
âIt's the beer or the dare, babe.â Yuri reminded, wiggling her finger.
âMhm,â you pinched the bridge of your nose trying to rub the blur out of your eyesight. âI-Iâm going to find the bathroom.â You shook your head, standing up clumsily. You swallowed the saliva that had built up in your mouth but it didn't help with your slurring at all.
You just whipped around and showed yourself the way towards the bathroom which you had no idea where the fuck it was simply disappearing into the crowd.
âThat's not even the direction of the bathroom.â Yuri murmured, sighing defeatedly.
âSo⊠who's going with her?â Flash raised an eyebrow, his eyes bouncing between Hobie and Yuri. The two stared back at him, making him raise his hands in the air defensively, ânot it.â
It made both Hobie and Yuri roll their eyes. Yuri turned towards Hobie, opening her mouth to say something but Hobie interrupted her before she could.
âI'll go, ya both enjoy. If we don't return, we left, âight?â Hobie gave them a curt nod and small goodbyes before he headed your way quickly just in case you were about to do something stupidly stupid and wouldn't be able to take it back.
Hobie strutted through the packed room, hands in pocket, eyes searching for a certain (h/c) headed individual. His height an advantage as he could see over the array of people. His nostrils taking in a whiff of the sweat and alcohol mixed in with the air, dancing bodies bumping against his.
Where did she go? He bit the inside of his cheek, eyes wandered over the room, skimming through the crowd but unable to spot you. You went in the complete wrong direction so you couldn't possibly have made it to the bathroom.
Should he call your name? Probably not, as tempting as it was, you weren't really a lost child.
He caught a glimpse of you â your back turned to him whilst you talked to two other girls. He doesn't remember introducing you to them. Maybe you knew them already? He pushed the thoughts aside, walking over towards you.
He tapped your shoulder, âY/N-â only to freeze in his stance when he saw âyouâ turn around.
âHuh?â The amber-eyed woman looked Hobie up and down, her eyes sparkling. âSorry, can I help you?â She spoke softly, tucking a stray hair behind her ear.
âSorry love, thought you were somebody else.â He explained noticing her smile slip a little.
âOh.â She murmured melancholy, plastering a fake smile on her face. Hobie nodded and quickly left before she could say anything else.
Something â Someone â suddenly slammed into his side, his hands reaching down and grabbing their waist to steady them.
He looked down, finding your hazy eyes melding with his, âyou good?â
âJust a little⊠light-headed.â You reassured, rubbing your eye with the heel of your palm unable to ignore the uneasiness in the back of your throat but you didn't see why he had to know that.
âYou wanna get outta here?â Hobie suggested, watching you narrow your eyes at him before nodding and mumbling something he assumed was a yes.
He moved his hand up wrapping around your shoulder and leading you towards the elevator.
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Ding.
The Elevator had reached the top, the metal doors sliding out revealing how the dark blue had taken over the sky, multiple glowing specks adorning the sky. What time was it? Where were you two going now? You wondered, your thoughts racing from one to another. At least they hadn't gone completely blank⊠yet.
Your body moved on its own â with the help of Hobie, of course. Otherwise you'd probably still be tossed around the crowd like a colorful toy among a group of children.
You'd rushed over dipped your head over a plant pot that busied the wall right next to the elevator when you reached it. Gagging and retching, expecting your half-digested lunch and almost 5 beers to make a quick reappearance but it never did.
âYou feelinâ better?â The voice snapped you out of your musing.
âNope,â you answered with a pop of the p. âI think⊠I think it's probably gotten worse actually.â Your answer was slow, trying to comprehend each syllable you spit out of your mouth.
âEh, should've known better before dragging ya into a bar and making you chug beer.â He sighed, feeling you lean against him while he continued to steady your movement.
âProbably.â
âDefinitely.â
âDid you enjoy at least?â Hobie asked, trying to make some good of the situation.
âMhm.â You crooned, stumbling over your own foot but never making it to the floor. He twisted the door knob that probably would've broken down if the breeze of air was too fast. âSo where do you live?â
âEh⊠my apartment.â You answered.
He chuckled at your ominous answer, âand where would your âapartmentâ be?â
Huh⊠your apartment? It was on street⊠Your thoughts went blank. Did you just forget where you fucking live? yes. Yes you did. But if you think hard enoughâ nope. nothing. Maybe you shouldn't have drank that much.
With how long you were silent for, Hobie realized the problem. âYa forgot?â
âI forgot.â
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hii! does anybody have any advice on how to feel okay with not having friends? i spent years abroad, so in the meantime my irl friends from hs found other friends to hang out with who they seem to like more than me or else are very busy with work and uni and such. which is cool, good for them for having such a vibrant social life, but it feels like they have no room for me anymore and i'm a person who can't make friends that easily. i don't drink or smoke, and i feel uncomfortable in big gatherings and feel better getting to know ppl one-on-one over a longer period of time, but that makes it hard for me to connect to ppl bc most irl people don't have much patience or already have their own established friend group and little old me doesn't hold their attention.
i'm starting a new job in a couple of weeks, so hopefully that will give me the necessary social interaction plus i have a great family, so i'm not going stir crazy, it just hurts a little that my friends don't bother to text me for days if i don't text them first or invite me out to places. and i'm trying to make new friends, it just doesn't come that easy and in the meantime i wish i could just feel at peace w being alone instead of questioning why people don't want to hang out with me or why i don't feature into their leisure plans. (not that i'm blaming them, it's just that it's hard not to feel inadequate.)
so yeah, anyone have any advice on how to feel at peace w being alone? like, maybe i'll never manage to make new friends or make new connections, maybe through lack of trying, maybe through lack of luck, idc, i just want to be enough for myself, but i don't know how.
so any wise words are appreciated and thank you, OTNF, for letting me vent in your inbox :)
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Well... those feelings are pretty common and a natural reaction to the situation. You may not really get rid of them entirely, but you can accept them as a natural part of things and not a sign that anything has gone wrong.
HS friends rarely stick with each other even during college, let alone after, so you would likely be in this same boat regardless. Making new adult friends can be a pain, but it's something most of us face multiple times even if we luck into some good friend groups at points and even if we're more social.
The thing to do for many people is to keep busy with hobbies. A crafting meetup or book club isn't usually massive. I know you don't like groups, but nobody is going to go off one-on-one without meeting you in a group context first. Finding some more manageable groups to meet people casually and see if you click is how most people do it. The only way to get to know people over time is to show up in the same places with the same people a lot.
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Another important thing to realize about adult friends is that many of them won't be good about texting you or inviting you because they're all out of energy for doing that with anyone. Maybe all of their energy is reserved for a job. Maybe for a child. Maybe for a romantic partner.
Even if you're their very best friend, they may still not respond much at certain times in their life. If you guys are just post college, maybe that's not the issue yet, but it will be at some point.
Every single book about the plague of loneliness and how people suck at maintaining core friendships outside of their household is fixated on this. People suck at recognizing when they aren't putting enough energy into maintaining relationships.
I would axe that hangdog attitude about little old you not holding people's attention. They probably just aren't allocating time to building friendships at all.
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Liking being alone has a lot to do with loving yourself in general and having hobbies and things you want to have time for that are solo pursuits.
It's also about not waiting to do things like go to a restaurant you want to check out. Go alone. Go with a book. Anything can be a solo activity unless it literally mandates 2+ people. Missing out on friend time shouldn't mean missing out on everything else, but a lot of people let it become that.
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I think I got an ex but I forgot him.
Part 1. Part 2. Part 3 (this is it.) AO3 link.
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Their plan changed. Them planing to come out changed things, mostly the storyline they were going for. Jonathan realizing he was lonely and didnât actually love Steve as a way to end the relationship seemed too gut wrenching for a baby gay to witness. So that was out.
The timing of them getting together would stay the same. But instead of those elaborate phases they planned, they would just take it one day at a time. Like normal couples would. When they decide to break up, they would just say they realized they work better as friends. Simple, easy.
Today was probably the hardest part of the plan. Coming out to everyone. Dustin actually convinced them, made them believe that the whole crew would be supportive. If anything went sideways Steve was definitely putting this on him.
They had get togethers almost weekly now. It was a comfort thing. Most of the time the brats used these gatherings to play their nerd game. The rest of them just hanging out. Steve only wished Mike took better care of his basement.
The party and Eddie were playing their game on the table. Steve made sure he sat down close to Jonathan, Robin on his other side. Eleven and Max were reading some comics in the corner, on a beanbag. They looked comfortable.
Steve was anxious. He didnât know how Jonathan could take this level of anticipation and anxiousness. He was fidgeting almost violently, so Jonathan took his hand in his. Robin, who was in the middle of a rant, faltered for a second before going back to talking. Both Steve and Jonâs attention on her. Even though she was still talking, she looked Steve in the eyes and raised a single brow. He knew what she was asking. He hopefully telepathically sent the right message.
When the party announced that they finished their session for today, Mike rushed to get some drinks. Jonathan dropped his hand and resumed his previous position. Steve caught Will and Eddie curiously eyeing the movement, while Dustin was downright staring and not so subtlely hiding his grin.
Everyone was chatting amongst themselves, when Mike returned Jonathan cleared his throat. âUh, guys?â His voice was slightly louder than it normally was. Also firm. âWe have some news.â
Mike raised an eyebrow. âWhoâs we?â
Steve spoke up. âMe and Jonathan.â
âUnexpected but welcomed duo, huh.â Robin tried to lighten the mood. It was like every time someone heard the word news they assumed the worst. Steve gave her a grateful glance.
âItâs nothing bad, donât worry.â Steve reassured them. They seemed to relax at that, nodding and giving them their full attention. Jesus, their faces were earnest and curious. Steve didnât know if he was gonna survive this. He turned to Jonathan. âShould you tell them or do you want me to do it?â
Jon gave him a small and teasing smile. âIâll tell them. You got the worst of it already.â
âHey! What the fuck? I thought we were cool, Jonathan.â Dustin protested when he heard Jon. And that reaction just proved his point.
Jon just stared blankly at him. âSomeone just spit it out already.â Mike said, rolling his eyes like the impatient little shit he was.
âYou just donât know how to wait, huh.â Lucas shot back.
âShut up.â
âGrow up, Mike.â
âOh, pleaseâŠâ
Eddieâs voice cut through the argument dryly. âKids! Please, just stay quiet so they can say what they need to.â
Jonathan muttered a quiet thanks before taking a deep breath, probably mentally preparing himself. âIâm just gonna say it.â He looked around, then directly at Steve, before addressing the whole group again. âSteve and I are dating.â
It was like Steve was able to watch all their reactions in slow motion. He mostly just felt Robinâs, her gasp and the way her neck almost fell off from how fast she turned to them. Eleven just nodded and went back to reading, he supposed they havenât taught her all about what the world thinks about homosexuality? Maxâs was kinda scary, she just smirked as if she was going through all the new material she had to tease Steve in her mind. Mike and Lucas both raised their eyebrows, they were comically up. Willâs eyes sparkled and widened at the revelation, he was surprised too. And Eddie was almost unreadable. His mouth slightly opened and he looked shocked, frozen.
Mike broke the silence. âThereâs no way.â
âItâs true!â Dustin looked ready to defend them if anyone had something even remotely weird to say.
âYou knew?!â Lucas almost shrieked.
âI did.â Dustin looked so proud.
Steve didnât want to look at Robin right now, he had absolutely no idea how she might react. Or if she was gonna be mad about not knowing first. He felt a hand in his that wasnât Jon, so he looked up to find Robin softly looking at him. She squeezed his hand. âThanks for telling us, both of you.â She directed this to Jonathan, too.
âItâs kinda weird that you both dated the same girl,â Max started. âBut I guess youâre cute, or whatever.â
âCute or whatever.â El repeated. Still not paying much attention to them.
Steve laughed. âThanks?â âI guess.â Added Jon.
The only ones who havenât said anything were Will and Eddie. The rest of the room put their eyes on them.
âOh. Um. Even if itâs kinda unexpected, thatâs great.â Will nervously said. He looked around. âRight?â A chorus of yeses and rights filled the room. Steve could breathe easier.
âYeah, great.â Eddie muttered. âWeâre all happy for you guys.â His smile was small, almost subdued.
âOkay, now that thatâs over,â Jonathan tried to end this conversation, the kids wouldnât have that though.
âWait! I have questions!â Lucas of all people exclaimed. âWhen was this?â
âUhâ well. We got together a few weeks ago. If thatâs what you were asking.â Steve answered.
âWhen?â
âLike 2 weeks after.â Jon replied. They didnât need to say after what, it was implied.
They answered all their questions with their planned answers.
Who made the first move? Actually Jonathan because Steve wanted to go at his pace.
How did they get together? Jonathan asked him after they came out to each other.
Were they in love? (This was El) At that, they got caught off guard, they didnât expect someone to ask that. âWe havenât been together for long, El.â She didnât seem to understand but left it alone after Max said sheâd explain it to her later.
Everyone, like Dustin said, was supportive. Which they were grateful for. And Steve was also super happy for Will and Robin to see that their friends would support them too when they decided to come out.
Steve just didnât know why Eddie was so quiet all of the sudden. He wasnât like that, which made Steve worry he was actually not all that okay with this. He didnât want that to be the case, he didnât think that was the case. But people could surprise you sometimes.
Steve and Jonathan were holding hands while they answered questions. Whenever Steve chanced a glance at Eddie, he looked like he was staring at their hands but quickly redirected his gaze to something else. Steve felt uneasy.
All too soon it was time to go. Everyone was climbing the stairs, Jon was pulling his hand to get out of the basement. Eddie was still packing some of his stuff. Steve stopped walking. âGo ahead, Iâll catch up with you outside.â He told Jon and pressed a kiss to his cheek. He just nodded and left the basement. Now it was just Steve and Eddie.
âHey, Eddie.â
âYeah?â
âWhatâs up with you?â Steve hadnât known Eddie for long. But during these last months they had developed a friendship, so Steve thought he knew Eddie an appropriate amount to know something was off.
Eddieâs eyes were slightly more open than usual. âNothingâs up. Why do you think that?â
âWell, you were awfully quiet at the end there. Not really like you, is it?â Steve went up to Eddie so now they were standing in front of the other.
âYeah, Iâm just kinda tired you know.â He was looking down at his feet.
âYouâre not⊠uncomfortable, are you?â Steve was scared that he might regret asking that. But the way Eddie wasnât even looking at him right now, made it hard.
Eddieâs eyes widened and worry splayed over his face. âNo!â He loudly said. âNot at all, please donât think that.â He sighed. âI really am just tired, Steve. I promise.â
Steve nodded, maybe he was being paranoid. âOkay, I just. Well, I was worried for a sec.â
âIâm sorry.â Eddie moved his hand, like he was gonna rest it on Steveâs shoulder but then he aborted. Okay, that didnât really help his case, but Steve wanted to believe him. âI know how I couldâve come across. But Iâm happy for you, Steve. Um, both of you. You deserve it.â He smiled and didnât give Steve time to respond before he bolted.
When Steve stepped outside, Eddieâs van was already gone. Will, Jon and Robin were waiting for him by his car.
âJust âcause youâre the boyfriend now doesnât mean Iâll give you shotgun privileges, Byers. I hope you know that.â Robin deadpanned.
Jon put his arms up, innocently enough. âI didnât expect you to.â
âGood.â Robin narrowed her eyes at him. âWeâll have to schedule our shovel talk, by the way.â
Will cackled while they all climbed into the car.
The ride was short, or more like it felt short. Steve didnât even feel like time was passing with his friends making him laugh and happy.
He dropped off Jon and Will first. Jonathan gave him a peck on his cheek as a goodbye before he and Will entered their home.
Robin was awfully quiet when it was just the two of them left. She was unbuckling her seatbelt to get out when she decided to say something. âI couldâve sworn it was gonna take you longer to figure out your sexuality.â She looked at him, fondly. Steve was expecting a lot of things, but not that. âEven if I wasnât given an exclusive, Iâm happy for you, Dingus. Hope he treats you well.â She got out of the car with a salute, the dork.
What did Robin mean by all that?
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This was like a whole other level of fucked up. The universe really liked to just tell Eddie âfuck you!â whenever it wanted. And this moment felt like it was up there, in the top 5.
It was one thing to have a crush on a straight friend, who was so unattainable that he didnât even need to worry about ever bringing it up, outside of his mind. Steve was a great friend. Which just made him crush harder. It was so easy to almost, not completely, ignore it. Eddie had it all mapped out, he was gonna pine from afar until Steve got a girlfriend. Then heâd make himself get over him. He knew it wasnât gonna be easy, but he had to. For his sanity.
Leave it to Jonathan freaking Byers, to throw that down the drain.
Eddie was well aware how bad his reaction was to the whole thing. He didnât want Steve thinking the worst of him. He tried his best at reassuring him that he was happy for them! Even if he wasnât at all. But at the end of the day, Eddie figured heâs still a coward. Because he ran so fast at the first opportunity he had to get out of there.
He supposed that now that Steve was taken, he still would have to get over him.
But it was so much worse now.
Steve being straight kinda softened the punch of any unrequited feelings Eddie had. He had to accept the cruel reality of Steve never even being able to return them. And he was sure he could live with that.
What he wasnât sure he could live with is Steve liking guys, but still not liking him.
He bitterly wondered what could Jonathan possibly have that he didnât. Which wasnât fair at all because it wasnât his fault that Steve would choose to date him instead of Eddie. Eddie even liked Jonathan.
This was gonna be torture. But Eddie knows that he was still gonna suffer through it. There wasnât anything really, that could keep him away from Steve.
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Yes, Chef â ethan landry
Description: The most loving thing one could do is cook for someone else. Ethan finds out itâs your love language.
Pairing: Ethan Landry x GN!Reader
Warnings: implication that reader is shorter than ethan, no ghostface, amber was readerâs ex but itâs only a small mention, lmk if thereâs any warnings i should add !! there may be some errors since i only edited this once
Word Count: 3k
Authorâs note: i wrote with a poc reader in mind, and much of readerâs experience with cooking is based off my own
Chad is starting to get worried. Exams are in a month, and even though everyone he knows is working hard to prepare, itâs like Ethan is studying as if exams are next week. Chad thinks he can even hear his roommate talking in his sleep sometimes.
He wakes up to Ethan being up at the crack of dawn, a large cup of coffee in hand and deeper bags under his eyes than yesterday.
So, yeah, itâs concerning.
He already tried to coax him into taking more care of himself, but Ethan waves it off. Heâs tried other things: getting Sam to scold him, try to get him to go out and party so heâll get tired, having Quinn threaten him.
If nothing happens, he may resort to putting sleeping pills in Ethanâs coffee.
However, there is one more thing.
You.
Ever since Ethan was introduced to the rest of his friends which included you, heâd been paying more attention to his appearance and how heâs perceived. At first Chad thought he mightâve had a crush on Tara, but Ethan slipped up one time when he not very casually asked if you were going to a group hangout, a few weeks ago.
Chad can use that knowledge to his advantage, he realizes.
Knowing you since freshman year of high-school, youâre a naturally caring person, though can be quiet or a little closed off especially since the Woodsboro murders in which you discovered that your ex-girlfriend was one of the killers.
Your gentle nature, along with his crush, can surely save Ethan from burning himself out so much that heâll show up to finals only a skeleton, right? Hopefully.
Chad prays heâs right as he sends you a text, Friday evening.
Chad
Hey, can I ask a favor
          depends
Might be a little weird but u know how ethan has been studying rly hard?
          yeah u said u were worried. is he ok?
Yeah heâs fine mostly. Im just worried so Im asking if you can
like
Ask him to hang out or something
          ? why
           not that i would mind but why
Youre the one he would say yes to I already tried other stuff to get him to relax but man looks like hes about to pass out
Idk I have a feeling its more than about school but its not my place and I think he would open up to u
You know he has a crush on u right
           i dont believe u but ill do it
Bro dont even act like u dont like him too
           shut up
You roll your eyes at your phone, already coming up with a plan for a way to get Ethan to chill out. Thatâs when you think of it.
Ethan allows himself to sleep in during the weekends. But when he wakes up at 11 AM to a text from you that was sent at six, he immediately regrets it.
He opens his phone to read it.
hey i have this new recipe i wanna try but i need a second opinion
wanna come over after work? i get off at 5
He rubs his eyes, making sure heâs reading it right. You? Inviting him? To come over to your place alone?
Heâs not proud of the way he gapes at the message for a long moment before he can answer, responding with a âsure!â despite the word not conveying his excitement mixed with the worry at the pit of his stomach. Why are you inviting him alone? He canât let himself think that itâs anything other than friendliness, right? But you only invited him, so it must mean something.
He rushes to his closet to pick out his outfit, already forgetting about the unfinished page of notes on his desk.
Ethan has known you for a good few months, since the beginning of the school year. But at this point, heâs memorized your smile and your voice, becoming less subtle as time goes on. He pays attention to every single thing youâve said about yourself, including but not limited to how you almost went to culinary school. He remembers how you once baked a cake for Taraâs birthday, not only the batter from scratch but also the buttercream frosting. He smiles at the memory of you showing the group how to make pasta one night.
To say heâs excited is an understatement.
He doesnât even bother getting his coffee this time so his breath doesnât smell like it.
Chad notices that Ethanâs usual cup is still in the cupboard, mentally patting himself on the back for getting the idea to reach out to you.
Itâs not long until itâs almost five, and Ethan is walking the few blocks over to your apartment, enjoying the wind. He knows not to show up empty handed, so he stops at a bodega to buy your favourite chips.
Youâd gotten home a little early due to your workplace not being too busy, thankfully. You start prep, laying out the ingredients. The knock from your door reaches your ears a few minutes later, and knowing itâs Ethan you open the door.
Youâre greeted with a bag of chips to your face, taking it and seeing Ethan have a slight upturn at the corner of his lips. You mirror his expression, albeit with a wider smile (you canât help it), letting him into your apartment. He sits down at the breakfast bar facing into the kitchen, while you stand on the other side facing him.
This isnât the first time heâs been here, but it is the first time heâs here alone. With you. He tried to get rid of the images in his head of him being over at your place every day because you want him to be there. He canât think like that, not now when youâre beaming up at him while you showcase the ingredients on the kitchen counter, your sentences going into one ear and out the other.
ââŠEthan?â Your brows are furrowed, not knowing if heâs paying attention. You quickly catch that heâs notâhe has to think for a moment about what to say.
âUhmââ he clears his throat. âSorry, I wasnât listening. What?â He mentally cringes at himself. Heâs sure youâd think heâs not interested and oh god, what if you think he doesnât want to be there?
You laugh lightly. âI said do you like steak? I mean, I probably shouldâve asked, butââ Youâre glad he stops your ramble before it goes any further.
âI like it, donâtâdonât worry.â
âOkay, good. Because this wouldâve been awkward.â
Ethan is determined not to let any weird silences happen, so he continues despite not knowing what to say. His curiosity gets the best of him. âNot that I donât want to, but why did you invite me here? I meanâŠjust me.â
You try to brush it off, coming up with an excuse. âI invited Tara, but she couldnât make it.â You turn back to the ingredients to get started.
Heâs glad youâre not facing him to see his shoulders practically deflate finding out that heâs not the first choice. Heâs not sure why he got his hopes up so much.
Before he can say anything else, you interrupt his train of thought. âWanna help?â
He stands up quickly, eager. âWhat do you need?â
Truthfully, youâd made this dish a thousand times before that you could do it in your sleep. Youâre not about to try anything new when your main objective is to take Ethanâs mind off things.
âHow are you with knives?â You ask, taking out a chefâs knife from the knife holder. His eyes widen, begrudgingly taking the object from your hand.
âThis is gonna soundânevermind,â He shakes his head.
âTell me.â
âIâve never had toâŠcook before.â
âOh,â you sigh. âThatâs fine. Do you not want the knife?â
âI do! I justâhow do I use it?â
You smile, an image he wishes was burned into his mind. You slide the cutting board toward you, putting a handful of asparagus in the middle.
Ethan canât help but stare at your hand at the way you delicately go through the motions of cutting, slowly to make sure he sees it. You show him how to trim the asparagus, and you give him back the knife to try.
A spark tingles throughout his hand when you put yours on it to guide him.
âJust trim all of these. Got it?â
He nods.
You prepare the steak on a separate cutting board alongside him.
âCan I ask why youâve been studying so hard, E?â
The nickname isnât lost on him, but he tries his best to ignore it before he accidentally cuts himself.
âFinals next month,â He says curtly.
âIs that the truth?â
âDoes it matter?â
âIt does to me. But Iâm not trying to force you.â
He pauses. âCan we change the topic?â
You nod, âYou pick. Turns out Iâm terrible at conversation. Can you fill up a pot of water for the mini potatoes? And put some salt in it.â
âHow long have you been cooking?â He puts the asparagus in the bowl they were previously in and doing as you say. With the way he gets the question out so fast, youâd think heâd been thinking about it.
âAs a kid, I was around a lot of people who knew how to cook,â you begin while you prepare a pan on the stove, melting the butter. âI learned from them. International dishes, mainly. Lots of spices. But I moved to New York and started working in a kitchen when I was sixteen, so I learned about some European pastries and white people food.â You chuckle.
Thereâs something with the way you talk about food that makes his chest warm. Itâs unfamiliar, but a welcome feeling nonetheless. Itâs different from how you talk about other thingsâthis one feels more intimate.
You continue. âI think you know, but I almost went to culinary school.â
He does know. He wonders why you didnât go.
âI took cooking classes as an elective at my high-school. I was lucky they offered that. Senior year, I was a stage for some really pretentious restaurantsâyâknow, mainly as a server, but I got to know how the kitchen worked.â
He hasnât even noticed that the butter is almost all melted on the pan and youâve put some rosemary and thyme on it until you pause to turn to him.
You grab the cutting board with the steak on it, placing it next to the stove.
âThey were the kinds of places that served small portions for high prices.â You stared at the stove, turning up the heat.
âWhy didnât you go to culinary school?â He timidly asks.
âThe people,â You say it so quietly at first that he almost missed it. âI met people who made the kitchen pretty much unbearable. There was shoutingâŠlots of it, actually. The crazy high standards. They didnât shout at me, but seeing it from the sidelines was worseâŠsomehow? I donât know.â
He finds himself wanting to have a stern word with whoever made you feel that way about something you so clearly love.
Heâs about to ask another question before you interrupt him.
You pick up the steak from the board, motioning for him to come closer. âAlways lay away from you,â you say. âOtherwise you splash oil on yourself, âkay?â
He nods. He continues with his question. âDo you regret it?â
He doesnât realize how heavy of a question it is until after he says it, and heâs going to retract his statement but you respond.
âNo, actually, I donât.â
Thereâs a sweetness in your voice thatâs hard to catch, but for Ethanâs ears, itâs as if theyâve been attuned to your tone.
âIf I went to culinary school, I wouldâve started to hate itââ You grab the tongs, using it to push the sides of the steak to the pan, ââThatâs searing. You seal in the juices when the surface browns, see that?ââ
When he nods, you proceed.
âI grew up believing that cooking was a way to care about people, you know? Like a love language. And If I made cooking my career, thatâs not what it would be for me. Does that make sense?â
âYeah, yeah. It does.â
Once all the sides are seared, you grab a spoon and you slightly tilt the pan, using the utensil to coat the steak in the melted butter. âThatâs basting. So it doesnât lose moisture. Every time you flip a steak, it loses moisture, so just do it once.â
He thinks heâs getting repetitive when he nods once more to show that heâs actually listening.
Itâs not long until the steak is done, and heâs excited to get it on the plate but instead, you put it on a baking sheet and cover it in tin foil.
âYouâre next.â
His head snaps up toward you, sputtering, âWhat?â
âDo you want to learn?â
âYeahââ
âThen get to work.â You smirk, and heâd be lying if he said that didnât awaken something in him. You point to the other steak in the packaging.
He tries to remember the steps you did, but you do have to remind him what to do occasionally.
Youâre standing close to him, almost hovering, but he doesnât mind one bit. In fact, he almost leans in instinctively when you bring your hand up to his face and pushes his curls out of his face.
âYouâre doing good,â you whisper.
It takes everything inside him not to collapse right there. Heâd give everything to feel your hand on his face again.
Youâve set two plates on the counter. The mini potatoes were boiled nicely, and you cut them swiftly in half (a feast for Ethanâs eyes). Ethan watches while you quietly as you carefully plate the food, and he canât help but look around him. The used pan, the knives, cutting boards, you plating the foodâthereâs an element of domesticity.
Itâs in the way you flash a smile directed at him and only him, in the comfort of your own home, after youâve just cooked together. He imagines a future where itâs like this every night.
You open the fridge, grabbing out two sodas. As you turn around Ethan is surprisingly close to you.
Only a few inches away.
He slowly takes the cans from you, setting it on the space next to him. All as if heâs about to wake a sleeping dragon if he were to move too quickly.
âWhy are you doing this?â He asks, almost in a pleading whisper. His eyes are boring into yours, and you canât bring yourself to look away.
âI told you.â Your tone mirrors his. âCooking is a way to take care of someone, and I care about you.â
He doesnât know what possesses him to do the next thing.
He brings himself closer to you, not breaking the eye contact.
Suddenly, everything makes itself known. Your breathing, shallower than his, anticipating his next move. The way your clothes touch. The cold air coming from the fridge.
He brings his hand to touch your jaw, itâs a feather-like sensation as his digits make contact with your skin. âIs this okay?â
You gulp and nod, unable to find the words.
âNeed to hear you say it.â
In the lowest whisper, âYes.â
He lifts your chin, tilting his head.
Itâs a tiny pause until youâre the one taking the leap, closing the small distance and slotting your lips against his.
Everything falls away, and nothing else matters. His lips are soft. You feel his large hands go to your neck and you wrap your arms around his torso, trying to get impossibly closer.
Youâre the first to pull away and you grin when he chases your lips.
âHi,â You beam. âWâwhat was that for?â
âYou tell me,â he smiles.
You anticipate the night to end when youâre both finished the food and the drinks, and youâve cleaned up the kitchen.
But neither of you want it to end.
You cross your arms, facing Ethan whoâs reluctantly about to open the door.
âWanna stay?â
He turns around, tilting his head like a cute puppy. âThought youâd never ask.â
Thatâs how you found yourselves cuddling on the couch, a new show on your television.
âI have to tell you something,â you whisper, eyes still on the screen.
âHm?â
âChad told me to ask you to hang out.â You grimace. âAnd before you say anything, I didnât invite you just because of him. I was worried about you too.â You look up at him, the proximity comfortable rather than awkward.
âI figured.â
âReally?â
His arm tightens around you. âWhen you asked me why I was studying so hard, I remembered Chadâs been trying to get me out of it. This was his last resort.â
You snort, âHis last resort was putting sleeping pills in your coffee.â
âIâmâŠgonna have to talk to him about that.â
âCan I ask why youâre studying?â
âTo distract myself.â
You almost sit up. âFrom what?â
âNot tonight.â He lays your head against him again, and your trust is in his hands. âSomeday.â
And someday, heâll tell the story about how the week before, he realized he loved you. It scared him so much that it kept him up for days, but the night you kissed would be the day his worries all went away.
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Iâve got you now (P.P)
Warning(s); Pet play/kink,slight Ddlg undertones,mentions of kidnapping,age gap,Pedro being a sweetheart. (If I missed anything lmk)
Pairing(s); Pedro Pascal x BunnyHybrid!Fem!reader.
Summary; Pedro buys himself a nice little pet.
A/n; thank me later.
Pedro had been calling these guys for weeks planning out the perfect way to get himself a pet. The man had wanted one for awhile. They had named off a few different breeds but he settled on a pure white bunny.
He was excited for the little fellow already buying a cage,food bowls,and some toys for them.
He arrived at the place already unsure from the building as to if he had gotten scammed. He clambered out greeted by one of the men heâd talked to âhey! Pedro right?â He asked and Pedro nodded. âRight this wayâ he said walking Pedro inside and down some stairs.
âSheâs in that roomâ he said pointing to one âwe will give you a second to see how you feel with herâ Pedro nodded and opened the door. He was shocked and a little horrified to find you curled up in the corner. âUhm this-â he was going to turn to the man and explain this wasnât what he thought it was. He was met with a empty hallway âuhmâŠhelloâ he said and you lifted your head.
Your ears stayed down flat against your head as you looked up at him absolutely terrified. You looked malnourished,your clothing has rips and holes, and you could obviously use a bath. Pedroâs heart hurt, it physically hurt. You couldnât have been much older then 20 judging by your looks. Pedro walks towards you crouching down in front of you âyou look like you could use a snackâ he said and reached into his pocket opening up some carrots he had packed for what he thought was a bunny.
He held one out to you and hesitatingly you leaned forward eating the vegetable out of his hand. He smiled fondly at you and you felt your heartbeat quicken as you ate.
âIâm Pedroâ he introduced himself but you didnât reply shying back into your corner. It took some coaxing but eventually with the help of his carrots he got you out of the corner.
âHow long have you been here?â He asked and you shrugged not truly knowing âare those real?â Pedro asked and you nodded. âYouâre so prettyâ he commented a chuckle coming out when he saw your tail twitch.
âAre you gonna save me?â You finally asked your voice strained from lack of water. Pedro wasnât sure what he even could do,yeah he could take you home and care for you but what was he supposed to tell friends that come over. Pedro looked into your hopefully eyes full of pleading to save you from this place.
The door opened and Pedro watched you shrink back o to your corner almost immediately. âWell? What do you think?â The man asked and Pedro glanced back at you nodding. âYeah, Iâll take herâ he said and watched your eyes light up at his words.
After signing way too many papers and being given a rather touchy pat down he was able to take you home. He wasnât even sure where he would put you everything he bought meant for a bunny. He stopped along the way to get you some actual food watching as you ate and drank like you hadnât in months.
***
Months had gone by and both you and Pedro fell into a comfortable routine. When he would work he made sure you had anything you would need and if he traveled heâd bring you along. None of his friends asked questions most of the assuming itâs was some kink he had.
Pedro had been at work all day and you had spent your day curled up in bed. You only got up when Pedro called to inform you he was on his way home and some friends were joining you two. You cleaned up a little,shut the door to your room and baked a batch of cookies.
When the door opened you waited patiently to see Pedro,more like impatiently. Your ears dropped when he walked in, another girl hanging on his arm. You saw his eyes light up when he saw you and you smiled. You walked over and pulled Pedro from the girls grip âmine.â You hissed at her.
You immediately turned to Pedro looking up into his eyes âAwh, hi bunny.â He cooed and you smiled âhiâ you replied and he lifted you up.
The next few hours you didnât leave Pedroâs lap,only getting up when he asked you to. You were attached at his hip for the next few days as well.
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Mistletoe
Summary: Astarion wants to kiss you. Luckily it's Midwinter, and he's come up with a plan that will definitely work this time. For the #BG3HolidayFluffle23 prompt "mistletoe"
Pairing: Astarion/GN!Tav(reader)
Tags: Astarion is bad at planning, friendly chaste kisses from the party, shenanigans, silly idea and silly story, fluff with maybe some feels if you squint
Note: This is just a silly idea that made me smile because this man can't plan his way out of a paper bag. Just winging it the whole way. I've been really struggling with my mental health and my brain is screaming at me that I should not post this- but I don't listen to my brain, it's not the boss of me! Make bad art, have fun with it, that's what I say. Hopefully it makes someone smile.
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Astarion wanted to kiss you.Â
Ever since you both had agreed to just being friends, he couldn't stop thinking about you and what he didn't have. Â
Being friends was nice, it was. He liked that there were no expectations. He liked that you still always made time for him. But he didn't want to be your friend the way Gale or Karlach was your friend. You listened to their problems, you hugged them, you told them they were goodâ and that was fine. But he wanted more. Â
He wanted to be special to you. He wanted you to be special to him. He knew you well enough now to know that the nice part of âbeing friendsâ would also be part of âbeing togetherâ in a way that wasn't just sex, but was care and connection and closeness.Â
He wanted to kiss you again so badly, it was hard to think of anything else. To feel your breath on his lips before he pressed them to yours, to be held in your arms because you cared for him, and to know that if he wanted, you'd stop.Â
But he didn't know how to ask for it. Not after the conversation about not wanting to have sex. Kissing normally led to sex, and he didn't know if you would want to kiss him if it didn't. If he were really honest with himselfâ which he tried not to beâ he wasn't sure how he would feel about it either. But he wanted it.Â
So he hatched what he considered a devious, genius plan.Â
It was hard to tell from the weather, but Karlach had been reminding everyone that it was nearly Midwinter. The ground was clear of snow and there was only the faintest nip in the air, but the calendar didn't lie. She had started decorating around the camp, making garlands for everyone's tents and trying to cook holiday treats over the campfire.Â
The plan began when it was his turn to gather firewood. That was already his least favorite camp chore and whoever's turn it was to go with him usually made it even more unbearable. It was dirty and heavy and the other person always got upset when he stopped to drink a squirrel or three. This time, though, his partner was Halsin, who was more willing to do all the hard work and never chided Astarion for being what he called an âapex predator.âÂ
He was doing his best to ignore the druid's rambling about nature, until he heard the word âmistletoe.âÂ
âI have not seen much in this area, but it certainly is appropriate for the season. It is feeding off this aspen, but it seems the tree is still thriving, for now.â Halsin patted the tree as if congratulating it for doing a good job.Â
âLook, a stick. Do be a dear and pick that up,â Astarion drawled, examining his nails for imperfections.Â
He marked the location in his head and resumed tuning out Halsin's lecture about parasitic plants.Â
He snuck back later to harvest some of the mistletoe. This would be perfect. You wouldn't suspect a thing, he'd get to kiss you, and then it would be easier to talk about what he wanted.Â
It wasn't until he got back to camp that he remembered you weren't staying in an inn or house with convenient doorways and roof beams to hang the mistletoe from.Â
Sulking in his tent, he glared at the handful of mistletoe on his floor. He couldn't just hang it in his tent, that would be too obvious. He couldn't hang it in your tent for the same reasonâ and he didn't want anyone else kissing you. Â
He began wandering around camp with his head craned back, looking for places to hang mistletoe from. Which was fine until he tripped over Scratch and you giggled at the way the dog kept trying to lick his face while he was in the dirt. His stomach swooped into knots at the sound. Gods, he wanted to kiss you right there.Â
There were a few branches overhanging the area they'd agreed on for weapons care and sharpening, after Lae'zel kept grinding her sword at all hours of the morning right next to the other tents.Â
He waited until dark. As quick and dexterous as he was, he wasn't the best at climbing trees. Not a lot of opportunities in the middle of the city. Not to mention living as a slave to a deranged sadist, he thought.Â
He only fell out three times, which he considered a pretty decent showingâ as long as no one was watching.Â
In the morning, when it looked like you were getting your weapon, he pulled out his daggers and sat under the tree, making a show of honing them.Â
He stood gracefully when he heard footsteps. âHello, dar-âÂ
âOh, Fangs, look! Mistletoe!â Karlach had him in a tight hug before he could even think to say anything, lifting him off his feet like he weighed nothing. She laid a happy kiss on his forehead and put him down. âI wonder who put that up there. Guess I'm not the only one looking forward to Midwinter!âÂ
âI guess not,â Astarion managed, smoothing his clothes down and picking up the daggers he'd dropped in surprise. He felt oddly warm and cared for. It made him defensive. âIt certainly wasn't me. I don't need a plant to get someone to kiss my gorgeous face.â Â
It must just be the fire of Karlach's engine making him so warm, he told himself as he sauntered into the woods- so she wouldn't see him gently touch the spot she'd kissed. Â
When he got back, ready to wait for you, the mistletoe was gone.Â
That night, he only fell out once hanging another sprig. But he really hoped he wouldn't have to climb this damn tree again. And he was going to make sure of it.Â
It was easy to steal your weaponâ you really were too heavy of a sleeperâ taking it into the forest and slamming it into trees and rocks to dull it. Now you'd have to come sharpen it.Â
He waited until he saw you come out of your tent holding it, a confused look on your face as you ran your finger down the ruined edge.Â
Taking position back at the grinding station, he hid a smug grin. Now, he'd get to kiss you andâ
âHello, Astarion.â Â
Wyll, dammit. Sounding very friendly and annoying.Â
Astarion glanced at him. He was carrying your weapon.Â
âTav asked me to sharpen this for them while they help Gale with something,â Wyll explained. âOh, is that mistletoe? Karlach's certainly been busy.â Â
Wyll put down your weapon and gave him courtly bow. Astarion watched warily, but was completely shocked when Wyll took his hand and kissed his knuckles with a light tenderness that slammed him back into a life he'd thought he'd forgotten completely. Bright, colorful parties, gaining favor with powerful people, the polite rituals of small talkâŠ
âAre you going to ask me to dance next?â Astarion said sharply, shaking off the memory.Â
âI wager you'd be amazing at it, if I did.â Wyll dropped his hand and picked up your weapon again with a knowing smile.Â
A harsh tsk interrupted whatever Astarion might have said back.Â
âWhat are you two doing, this is a place to sharpen your weapons, not your tongues.â
Astarion sighed.  Â
âWhat is that plant doing above your head, Astarion?âÂ
âThat is mistletoe, Lae'zel,â Wyll said patiently. âItâs tradition around Midwinter for anyone standing under it to get kissed.â
Lae'zel took three steps closer to Astarion, at a worrying speed. âKissing?â she asked, deadpan.Â
Oh no. Astarion stepped back, raising his hand in front of his mouth. Â
She tore down the mistletoe and ground it under her heel. âA distraction. We have other concerns to focus on.â
He exhaled. Â
This wasn't working at all. Here he had thought he was setting the perfect trap and-
Oh wait. A trap. A trap. It wouldn't be that hard to modify a trap to swing the mistletoe overhead when you tripped it. He was excellent at setting traps. Much better than climbing trees.Â
After finding a few animals to drink, he sat down to make his kissing trap while everyone else was asleep.Â
He set it up close to camp, but not in the main area where just anyone would trigger it. You took a morning stroll to stretch your limbs each day and you would walk across it it when you did.Â
Astarion sat just beyond the trap, pretending to read his book. Very casual.Â
He heard the trigger snap and was on his feet in an instant. Still very casual, he told himself.Â
His saunter froze upon seeing the distinct purple robes.Â
âAh, look. Mistletoe. You know, the berries of the mistletoe were once thought of as symbols of male fertility.â Gale chuckled, inviting Astarion into the awkward subject. âHow they became associated with Midwinter is quite the mystery, though. I suppose a fertility symbol becoming a romantic signifier isn't so unusual-â
Astarion couldn't take much more of this. He had to get Gale out of the way before you walked by, which could be any minute. He could already see Scratch in the distance and the mutt usually accompanied you.Â
âIt is even considered bad luck by some to ignore the tradition to kiss under the mistletoe. Although-â
Without thinking more about it, Astarion surged forward and pressed his mouth to Gale's. The man had surprisingly soft lips, contrasted by the prickle of his mustache. Astarion jerked back, startled by his own actions.Â
He was slightly mollified by the pink in Gale's cheeks and the way the man mumbled, âI suppose we will not be having bad luck, then,â without meeting his eyes.Â
Scratch bounded towards them, breaking the tense moment. Astarion looked, but couldn't see you anywhere. The dog barely stopped for a pet before he was sniffing his way towards Astarion's abandoned book.Â
âHey, no! Dog! Dog, stop that!â he snapped, rushing after him. Scratchâd eaten more than one book around camp already; he seemed to have an insatiable appetite for them. Â
Astarion nearly dove onto the book, trying to get Scratch to let go of the cover without tearing it.Â
Clutching his book to his chest and out of reach of Scratch, he returned to his trap. âI'm not kissing you, don't get excited,â he muttered to the dog.Â
It looked like he wasn't going to be kissing anyoneâ the mistletoe was gone. Again.Â
He dashed back to his tent to grab more. He still had time. He could get it all set up again before you walked by, he was certain. He was fast.Â
He rushed through laying the ropes and tying the knots, crouching on the ground. He hadn't even seen you yet this morning, maybe you were still asleep.Â
He straightened up to examine his work, taking a step back.Â
The unnoticed coil of rope around his ankle tightened and yanked him forward and up before he could even yelp.Â
So much for no bad luck.Â
He swung around, just far enough off the ground to make getting untangled a challenge. He scowled. Maybe he should have slowed down. Just a bit. The only saving grace was that you were still nowhere to be seen.Â
As he rotated around, a pair of sandals came into view.
âFunny, I didn't picture you as one who likes to be tied up,â Shadowheart said with soft disdain.Â
âBeen picturing me tying you up?â he tried to sound as sexy as possible while hanging upside down. âI'll do it if you say please. Setting you loose, however, that's another thing.âÂ
The sound she made would have hurt his feelings, if he didn't feel the same way.Â
Shadowheart picked something off the ground and then held it over his head by one leaf pinched in her thumb and forefinger.
âThis isn't what it looks like-â he started.Â
She rolled her eyes. âI'm sure. Whatever it is, it looks ridiculous.â She dropped the mistletoe on his face. âSave this for someone who doesn't mind fangs.âÂ
âSo, you're not going to help me down, then?â he called as she walked away, an irritated pout in his voice.Â
It didn't really take him long to free himself. At least that's what he repeated over and over as he stalked off into the woods to find something to eat. Killing something would soothe his bleeding pride.Â
Later that evening, as the party sat around the fire, he watched you take a bite of a burnt lump that Karlach called a cookie. It looked dreadful. But you smiled as you chewed slowly, telling her it tasted like cinnamon. Always kind and thoughtful- even as you downed a huge swallow of wine.Â
You were so stupidly nice, he couldn't stand it. He wanted to be with you. He wanted to taste that wine on your tongue. Â
Forget the plan, it clearly wasn't going to work. When had his plans ever worked with you? He snuck away from the fire. It took mere minutes to hang some mistletoe from your tent and return to the group as if he'd never been gone.Â
He walked with you when everyone headed to their bedrolls, making sure no one else was close enough to steal a kiss from you.Â
He was practically preening with satisfaction by the time you saw the mistletoe. He was going to kiss you and you would hold him and-
âOh no, I'm so sorry, I don't know how this got here.â You yanked down the mistletoe, gripping it in your hand like he wouldn't notice it if you just held it tight enough. âI've been taking this stuff down all over camp.âÂ
Astarion stared. âYou've been taking down my mistletoe?â
âYes, Iâ what do you mean, your mistletoe?âÂ
âWhy have you been taking it down!âÂ
You threw the crumpled plant to the side. âI didn't want anyone to force you into something you didn't want to do. It seemed like a disaster waiting to happen.âÂ
âI've kissed everyone in this camp trying to get you under this damn plant!â His voice was rising too high.Â
âI am so confused,â you said, putting your hands on your hips. âWhat are you talking about?âÂ
âIt's Midwinter. There's mistletoe. It's quite simple, really,â Astarion covered his embarrassment with condescension. âKissing, my dear. It's the traditional response.â
You looked at him until he wanted to squirm away or lash out to get you to stop. He knew you were too damn perceptive.Â
âI wanted to kiss you,â he sighed, resigned to having to tell the truth.Â
âI thought you wanted to just be friends.â
âWellâŠâ Astarion waved his hand vaguely, âYes? I do? But I also want to be⊠more than friends. Together. With you. But in a way that doesn't involve sex?â He tilted his head, touching the curls on the back of his neck, feeling extremely vulnerable. âIf that's something you⊠might considerâŠâ
âOh, Astarion. I would love to love you in any way you want.â You looked at him with a mix of fondness and impatience. âNow kiss me, you idiot.â
He put his hands on your cheeks, drawing you close. Your breath warmed his lips before he touched them to yours. Your arms wrapped around his waist as he'd imagined, mouth opening for him. His tongue grazed over yours, soft and gentle, the heat of you seeping into him.Â
It was everything he wanted.
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In Breakable Heaven CH1
It's @ladrienjune yall!
And I know what you're all thinking
But I finally wrote something! One chapter of a thing. For now, but more will be coming, I promise! As I mentioned previously, I am moving for the next couple weeks, but I will hopefully have some down time to write here and there. I also still need to plan the ending for this fic, but shhhhh that's future Cat's problem ;) Anywho, here's the beginning of a Ladrien secret-dating adventure. Enjoy~
This chapter covers days 6, 7, and 8 (social media, jealousy, and biggest fan respectively).
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Rating: G
Summary:
When Adrien wins a contest on the Ladyblog, he catches the attention of Ladybug herself and scores more than just an opportunity to hang out with her. Caught in a fever dream high, the two lovebirds try to navigate their budding relationship away from the public eye and find that keeping secrets is a lot harder than they anticipated. Devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes, what doesn't kill them makes them want each other more, and they'll do whatever it takes to stay in breakable heaven.
Chapter 1
âYou Play Stupid Games, You Win Stupid Prizesâ
âAlright, Bugheads, now onto the big announcement! With summer holidays coming up, I thought it would be a fun time to host a little contest, and ask the question: How well you know our resident superheroine? Iâve created a quiz that only the most die-hard fans will be able to pass because the stakes on this one are high. The person with the highest score will get to spend an afternoon with Ladybug! And donât worry, this was approved by the head bug herself! Details for entry are listed below. Best of luck to all of you, and donât forget to stay connected!â Alyaâs cheery lilt ended on Adrienâs computer screen, and he leaned back in his chair.
âA whole afternoon with Ladybug?â He swooned.
âWhatâs the big deal? You already spend every afternoon with her.â Plagg hovered over Adrienâs head with a wedge of cheese.
âYeah, when weâre fighting bad guys,â Adrien said pointedly. âShe never wants to spend time with me outside of work. This could be my chance to finally see a movie with her.â
âWhatâs the appeal of seeing a movie anyway? You just sit next to each other in silence for several hours. The only plus is the buttery popcorn with its salty, crunchy, oily goodness...â Plagg shoved the cheese into his mouth and chewed thoughtfully for a moment. âOn second thought, why donât you and I go see a movie? Iâm much better company.â
Adrien rolled his eyes and clicked the leaderboard in the comments of Alyaâs post. Someone had already gotten a decently high score on the quiz, only a few points away from perfect. A few scrolls down, the same username popped up again, and Adrienâs grip tightened on his mouse.
ladybugsfuturebf: Good luck beating my score! Only Ladybug herself could score higher. Canât wait to spend one-on-one time with her on our date!
âWho does this guy think he is? A date? Ladybugâs future boyfriend? Before me?â Adrien scoffed.
âNeed I remind you, the contest is to win a chance to hang out with her, not date her,â Plagg said.
What kind of flowers do you think she likes? Oh, wait! I already answered that on the quiz! Sheâs gonna be so impressed sheâll forget all about Chat Noir.
Adrienâs teeth ground together. There was no way such a boastful, arrogant person was in the lead. And forget about him? Please, he was Ladybugâs best friend! No one knew her better than him. He could ace that quiz in no time.
âWhat are you doing?â Plagg sighed as Adrien clicked the entry form.
âOh, come on, Plagg. I canât let that guy win! If anyone is going to win a date with Ladybug, itâs me! I know her better than anyone,â Adrien said.
Plagg floated down in front of his face. âAnd you donât think itâs going to be a problem if you get a perfect score? Letâs just broadcast to the world that youâre Chat Noir!â
âIâm not that dense, Plagg.â Adrien waved him out of the way. âIâll sign up with a fake email and username. No one will ever know Adrien Agreste won.â
Pursing his lips, he tapped the keys of his keyboard in thought on the account creation screen. He needed something inconspicuous, but not too mysterious. Something that wouldnât be surprising when Chat Noir revealed himself as the winner, but also, not something that would be a dead giveaway that it was him. He didnât want Ladybug to disqualify him for cheating. Besides, he wasnât really cheating. There were no rules that her best friend and partner couldnât enterâŠ
Heâd keep it simple but on brand â thecatsmeow had a nice ring to it, and it was surprisingly not taken. Now that his account was squared away, he just had to pass the quiz. 40 questions? Piece of cake.
What is Ladybugâs favorite color? Easy, pink.
Favorite musical artist? Jagged Stone.
Eye color?
It was almost sad how easy the questions were, and before he knew it, heâd finished. Adrien sat back as the site tabulated his score, and Plagg came to a rest on the top of his chair. A perfect score flashed on the screen, and Adrien shot up with a whoop.
âYes! Take that ladybugsfuturebf!â he cheered.
âDonât you think Ladybug is going to be mad when she finds out you won?â Plagg asked.
âOh, come on. If anything, this just proves how much I pay attention. Sheâll be impressed that I know her so well,â he said. At Plaggâs skeptical expression, Adrien sat back down. âAnd sheâs not going to have a choice because I won fair and square.â
âYouâre delusional.â Plagg floated off.
Adrien shrugged it off, smiling at his username at the top of the leaderboard. He was finally going to get that movie date with Ladybug! Nothing was going to sour his mood.
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The next day, Adrien arrived at school as usual, shutting the door to his silver town car without a second thought. After winning the date with Ladybug, he was on cloud nine, imaging how romantic it would be in the dark theater. Maybe heâd pick a horror movie and hold her when she got scared. Oh! And their hands could brush as they both reached for popcorn at the same time! Entering the contest was the best idea heâd ever had.
âThereâs no way itâs not him. Chat Noir totally won the contest,â Alya said as he entered the classroom.
Adrien stopped in his tracks. Okay, maybe not his best idea, but it was fine because he used a fake account. There was no way they traced it back to him.
None of them paid him any mind as he took his seat beside Nino, who was tapping his chin in thought.
âBut why would Chat Noir need to enter a contest to spend time with Ladybug. He spends like the most time with her out of everyone,â Nino said.
âItâs so obvious. Heâs been trying to get her to go to the movies with him for like ever, and now she has to say yes,â Alya said.
âShouldnât that be against the rules or something?â Marinette asked. âI mean, they spend so much time together, of course heâd know all the answers.â
âIâm willing to allow it because I think itâs really funny, and I donât mind being Chat Noirâs wing woman.â She shrugged.
âAlya!â Marinette gasped.
âWhat? I want them to get together. Sue me.â Alya giggled.
âHey, didnât all the contestants have to have valid accounts to enter? Whatâs the name on the email address for the username that won?â Nino asked.
Adrien stiffened.
âWay ahead of you,â Alya said. âI looked right after the results posted, but the email is registered to an obvious alias, which further proves that itâs Chat Noir. He wouldnât use his real name. He may not always look it, but heâs a smart cat.â
He wasnât sure if he should be offended by that statement or not. Â
âDang, would have been cool if we learned who he was,â Nino said.
Adrien breathed a sigh of relief when they let it drop. Everything was fine, and Alya wasnât going to disqualify him. He could already taste the popcorn!
âYa know,â it was Max who spoke up, having stopped midway up the stairs to his desk upon overhearing their conversation, âif youâre interested in knowing who the account really belongs to, I can track the IP address.â
Adrienâs heart shot up to his throat.
âWait, for real?â Alya perked up.
âThat would be totally awesome!â Nino added.
Maybe it would be fine. His father paid for crazy firewalls to protect his design secrets. No way anyone could get through them⊠Right?
âI recently upgraded Markovâs tracking capacity. I can crack a low-grade military firewall and find an address with pin-point accuracy,â Max said.
Most of the time, Adrien was amazed at Maxâs genius, but today he was terrified of it. Plagg was right, entering the quiz was a surefire way to get him caught!
âGuys, thatâs an invasion of privacy! Besides, donât you think it will be dangerous if it is Chat Noir? I mean, exposing his identity will lead Hawkmoth right to his door. Youâre practically handing him his Miraculous,â Marinette, his sweet pig-tailed savior, said.
Adrien cleared his throat and turned around, âYeah, Marinetteâs right. I think it will cause more trouble than itâs worth.â For him specifically.
âChill out, Iâm not going to post it online or anything. I just think if we knew who he was we could help him. I can be the girl on the ground, and I can also give him tips to fix his pitiful attempts at flirting with Ladybug,â Alya said.
Pitiful! Oh, she was definitely getting snubbed next time she asked for an interview.
âAlya, itâs dangerous and wrong. Even if he entered the contest for selfish reasons, that doesnât mean you can invade his privacy like that.â Marinette chided. âPromise me you wonât look into it. It would put all of you and him in danger.â
Alya pursed her lips, exchanging glances with Max and Nino before slumping in her seat.
âFine, I wonât look into it,â she said.
âGood,â Marinette said as Mlle. Bustier entered and called for everyone to find their seats.
Adrien turned back around, breathing out a ragged sigh. That was close, but it had all worked out in the end. Heâd have to stop by the bakery later and buy a caseload of chouquettes to thank Marinette. Her level-head really saved his hide.
As the day wore on, Adrien pushed the morningâs conversation from his mind, though he had a feeling Plagg would give him an earful about it later. It would all be worth it when he and Ladybug finally went on their date. Could he get cherry blossoms this time of year? They were just barely out of season, but he could probably pull a few strings.
He pulled out his phone to check as he entered the library, and heâd almost found a promising listing when he rounded the corner and found Alya and Max crowded around a laptop at a table. Ducking back behind the bookshelf, he strained his ears to listen.
âHis firewall is surprisingly good, it may take me a while to crack,â Max was saying.
âBut you can definitely get around it?â Alya asked.
âOf course, what do you take me for?â Max scoffed.
They were going through with it after all! Adrienâs heart sped up, his palms growing shaky and sweaty. He should go over to their table and call them out for going back on their word, but would it be suspicious if he got onto them? Why would he be so bent on keeping Chat Noirâs identity secret unless he was Chat Noir? This was bad! What should he do?
Adrien bolted from the library, peering out over the railing at the courtyard below. Marinette was sketching quietly on a bench, and he raced to her side. She looked up at him with wide eyes, recoiling back with a nervous smile, probably in response to how desperate and deranged he looked, but there was no time to worry about that.
âMarinette, we have to stop Alya and Max. Theyâre in the library trying to crack Chat Noirâs firewall right now!â He panted.
âWhat?â She abandoned her sketchbook on the bench and took the lead back up the stairs to the library.
She burst through the doors and stormed over to their table, and Adrien did his best to look supportive but not too panicked. Alya winced when she saw them, and Marinette placed her hands on her hips.
âSo, you were just going to go behind my back and do it anyways?â She scoffed.
âIâm sorry, girl! But think of how much good we could do if we could team up and help him!â Alya said.
âThink of how much danger youâre putting yourselves in! If Hawkmoth finds out you know his identity, heâll come after you and your families. What if one of you gets akumatized? You could get hurt. Chat Noir could get hurt or worse!â Marinette said.
âSheâs right. You guys shouldnât go through with this,â Adrien added.
âIâm almost through the firewall,â Max said.
âCall it off, Max!â Marinette ordered.
âKeep going! Weâre so close!â Alya pleaded. She turned to Marinette and pressed her palms together. âLook, I know itâs risky, but what if we can help take down Hawkmoth? Thatâs worth the risk, right?â
âItâs not our job! We donât have superpowers, and it can put us and the people we love in danger!â Marinette placed her hands on Alyaâs shoulders. âPlease, stop.â
âGirl, I know youâre scared for me, but I promise Iâll be careful. âAll thatâs necessary for the triumph of evil-â
âThat doesnât apply here!â Marinette shook her head.
âI made it through the firewall!â Max said. âA few more seconds, and I can tell you exactly where he lives.â
Marinette and Alya were at a stand-off, and every clack of Maxâs keyboard was a nail in Adrienâs coffin. He didnât have a choice, but if they were going to find out it was him, he was going to do whatever it took to convince them he wasnât Chat Noir. He just hoped Ladybug didnât think he was a total freak afterward.
âItâs me!â He blurted. When Marinette and Alya turned to him with quirked brows, he let out a sigh. âIâm the one who won the contest. Iâm thecatsmeow.â
Maxâs keyboard went silent, and he turned the screen to face them where Adrienâs home address was flashing. âHeâs telling the truth.â
âWhoa, so youâre Chat Noir?â Alya grinned.
âNo!â Adrien held up cautioning hands. âIâm just, uhh, I didnât want my father to know I entered, so I used a fake profile. Thereâs no way he would have let me go if he knew about it.â
âWhy didnât you say anything sooner?â Marinette asked.
Adrien rubbed the back of his neck and averted his gaze. âI guess I was just embarrassed. I didnât want any of you to think less of me.â
âI donât think less of you!â Marinette assured him. âI-I mean, you won the contest fair and square, and you had every right to enter.â
Alyaâs eyes narrowed, and Adrien shrank under her gaze.
âIâm still not entirely convinced. Ladybug and I made some of those questions crazy specific. How would you know she doesnât like anchovies on her pizza, or that she likes lemon in her tea?â Alya crossed her arms over her chest.
âI⊠have a lot of money and free time.â He shrugged. âI got a bunch of drone cameras and spy equipment, and I watch her and Chat Noir all the time.â When everyone stared at him with wide eyes, he quickly added, âNot in a creepy way! I just admire her.â
ââŠYou donât know her identity, do you?â Marinette asked.
âNo, of course not! Iâd never do something like that.â Adrien shook his head. âIâm justâŠher biggest fan.â
Alya looked him up and down, her skeptical expression giving way to a smile. âYou could have just said something. I mean, you know how freak-crazy I am about all of this. I would have understood.â
âIâm sorry. Iâm just used to keeping a lot of my interests a secret because I have my fatherâs brand to consider â and my father to consider. If he knew what I was doing, heâd put an end to it immediately.â Adrien traced his thumb over his ring behind his back.
âWell, you donât have to worry about us. Your secretâs safe.â Alya placed a hand on his shoulder with a wink. âThough, I may need to borrow your drone from time to time as payment.â
âAlya,â Marinette said in a warning tone.
âWeâll discuss the details later,â she said. âAnd if you ever want to talk Ladybug, Iâm always here.â
âThanks.â He smiled, letting his shoulders relax.
âThough, I am still a bit confused on your logic. I mean, you won the contest, so you were going to have to reveal it was you eventually to claim your prize. What was your plan there?â Alya quirked a brow.
âUhh, wear a disguise?â Adrien said with a wince.
Alya threw her head back with a laugh. âWell, congrats on winning. Iâll pass the message on to Ladybug that youâre the winner, and weâll arrange your prize soon.â
âThanks,â Adrien said.
When the bell rang, Alya and Max packed up, and Adrien breathed a sigh of relief as they headed to their next class. That was way too close, but somehow, heâd managed to convince them. Plagg was going to scold him later.
Marinette fell into step beside him, tugging at her blazer.
âUm, congrats on winning,â she said. âI-I think itâs a good thing you won instead of some weirdo. I mean, if I was Ladybug, Iâd be happy you won because it means weâd get to spend time together, and who wouldnât want to spend time with you?â
Adrien smiled at her. âThanks. Iâm looking forward to hanging out with her. I admire her a lot,â he said. âAnd thanks for your help earlier.â
âN-n- Mmmhmm.â Marinette nodded.
She fell back to link up with Alya, and Adrien bit back a smile. It wasnât exactly what heâd planned, but he still got to spend time with Ladybug either way. And who knew? Maybe there would be advantages to her going with Adrien Agreste instead of Chat Noir. At least this way, she couldnât scold him. Besides, it didnât matter to him which side she fell in love with, so long as it was him. He couldnât wait for their date!
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iâve been missing the universe from my first fic lately, so enjoy this snippet (my best comedic work yet) from tip of my tongue, heâs pulling my hair; iâd do what he wants anywhere
âHenderson, please do not get pizza sauce on my carpet!â Steve yells across his house at the man-child balancing boxes reaching higher than his head.
âGeez, Steve, relax, would you?â Dustin chides, âWhy are you freaking out anyways? I have never once seen your house this clean.â
Steve spares a moment to feel a bit caught out. âHeâs right,â he thinks.
He follows Dustin into the living room carrying a stack of plates. He is met with a sight he has grown all too familiar with over the years of the kids using his home as their designated hang out. Coffee table pulled out to the middle of the floor so there is optimal seating around its perimeter; Lucas, Mike, and Will already seated and bickering about Willâs campaign; Max and El on his couch trying to choose a movie to watch; and more D&D paraphernalia then he even understands or knows what to do with. The only thing currently missing are the rest of the adults of the group, all of whom are en route, hopefully with beer and other substances so that Steve can get through another night of fifteen year olds screaming until three in the morning.
âNo seriously dude, you look like youâve seen a ghost, what the hell are you being so weird for?â Mike asks about the time Steve realizes heâs moved the cups around the table three times.
Moving to stand at the head of the table Steve claps his hands together and places his hands on his hips in what the kids call his âmom poseâ, deciding to make an announcement. They had originally planned on just introducing Eddie as a friend, and then getting a read from the kids before they told them anything more. But now that they have seemed to figure out that something is up, Steve is loath to keep the secret from them.
âOh here we go,â Lucas whines.
Mike groans and Max and El perk up in their seats.
âWatch it Sinclair. Don't make me put you on trash duty.â
Lucas mimes zipping his lips shut.
âThank you. Okay gang. I donât usually ask you guys to be on your best behavior because my home is your home and all that shit. But today Robs is bringing over this guy that I have been talking to so I really need you guys to be cool.â Steve pleads with the group, feeling irrationally jittery even though he knows they can tell heâs nervous and would never do anything to actually jeopardize or invalidate his worries.
The girls on the couch both look like this is the best news they have ever heard. Meanwhile, Will, Lucas, and Mike all look shellshocked. Dustin is the only one who maintains some sense of a calm demeanor. Immediately diffusing the shock with an âOkay.. well weâre missing a D20, does anyone have a spare in a backpack or something?â
Steve just laughs as his panic is so quickly relieved with the normalcy of these kids, who all immediately take to looking under the table and under pillows for the missing dice. He takes a second to be grateful they all are so quick to support one another, himself included.
Steve, shaking off his shock, responds, âYou know what? I think you guys actually left some here last time you came over to play, let me go grab them.â
âSweet, thanks mom!â Lucas says to Steveâs retreating form, earning himself a middle finger over the shoulder.
On his way down the hall he hears the doorbell and the sounds of Jonathan, Nancy, and Argyle joining the party and making themselves at home. Steve thinks the most home this house has ever felt is when it is full of these kids and these friends.
Walking into his spare room Steve rifles through the top dresser drawer that has turned into some kind of makeshift lost and found, letting out a victorious âaha!â when he lays his hands on Dustinâs missing D20 and the various other matching D-somethingâs.
He stops in front of the mirror one last time on his way out to give himself a pep talk before Eddie comes over. It's not that heâs nervous to see him, but the fact that Eddie is essentially meeting his family today, and everyone that's important to him. Logically, he knows there is literally no way they won't like him, but a little bit of fear permanently stays lodged in his chest these days and today it's chosen to take root in this situation.
Making his way back to the rowdy table he drops the dice in Dustinâs hand with a flourish and goes to check his phone to see if the rest of the group are almost here. He is broken out of his task to Dustinâs âWhat the fuck?â
Turning to see Dustin still standing stock still with the dice in his hand Steve makes to reprimand him for his language before getting cut off with âThese are Eddieâs.â
Steve freezes. Approximately a million thoughts and questions start running through his head, the most prominent he asks aloud, âHow do you guys know Eddie?â
By now the rest of the party has clued into the situation, Lucas chiming in, âEddieâs our DM when we play at Hellfire. How do you know Eddie?â
Steve stutters, trying to connect the dots.
âOh my god,â Dustin screeches, âEddie said he lost his customs after he was playing with a hookup. Was it you?â
Steve has about three seconds to be offended that Eddie referred to him as a âhookupâ and to think that he needs to text Eddie a warning before the doorbell rings.
This time, everyone freezes, Steve sees the moment that the kids all suddenly remember that Steve said Robin was bringing a guy over.
Steve, still in shock, is rooted to his spot while Mike runs to the door, flinging it open to reveal Robin and Eddie. If Steve had his wits about him, he would be most interested in the fact that Eddie looks really fucking good in his worn old Black Sabbath tee and ripped jeans with his hair up, but as it is he is too busy reeling.
Steve watches with bated breath as Eddieâs eyes flit to all of the people in the room and connect the same dots that Steve did only moments ago. Eddieâs eyes finally land on Dustinâs open palm with his apparently custom DM dice and he goes to say âOh shit! You found-â
âYour dice.â Steve finishes for him.
Again, he sees the moment Eddie remembers what he told the kids happened to his dice.
âMy dice... Yeah.â He brings a hand up the scratch at the back of his neck.
All of the kids shake out of their shock at once with shouts and jeers of, âSTEVE was the hookup?â and âOh my god I canât believe this is happening,â and from the girls, hushed giggles, the remaining adults all putting two and two together themselves.
Robin breaks the panic with, âI feel like Iâm missing something here.â
Rather than rehash the entire event in front of the kids, Steve finally launches back into action and grabs Eddie and Robin and drags them into the kitchen.
âOh my fucking god!â Steve screeches, dragging his hands down his face.
He feels Eddieâs presence behind him and feels one arm snake around his waist and another come to rest where his thigh meets his hip, and warm lips dropping a kiss to his neck.
âWhy are you freaking out, baby? This is honestly the best case scenario. Iâve been so nervous all day about meeting your kids, come to find out your kids are my kids,â Eddie speaks lowly into Steveâs ear and honestly? He does have a point. But-
âI think Iâm mostly freaked out that they figured it out before I got to tell them. I was fully prepared to make an awkward introduction and wait for you guys to hit it off. I was not prepared for all of them staring at me asking if I was the hookup you left your dice with.â And now that he thinks about it, maybe the world hookup is the part that is bothering him the most.
Robin seems to have finally pieced together the puzzle, âOhhh, shit. These are the kids that always come to your D&D nights. You know, I honestly should have put this together earlier. Especially after that time you came into work talking about your dice getting you into some super kinky sh-â
âRobs!â Steve cuts her off.
âSorry!â She squeaks. âThis is just all so funny to me. Like how did none of us put together that the obnoxious kids that play at your house are the same obnoxious kids that play at Hellfire?â
Eddie laughs over Steveâs shoulder. âYeah, I donât even have an argument for that one. This seems like a massive oversight.â He says rubbing circles into Steveâs hips. âWell, at least we know your kids love your new boyfriend already,â and Steve just rolls his eyes, able to hear the smirk in Eddie's voice, âNice save, Master.â
Steve shakes off a slack-jawed Eddie and makes to go back to join the kids. âWell, we may as well rejoin the kids and suffer through the impending torment.â
Robin and Eddie cackle behind him as they make their way into the living room.
Upon seeing the kids already in the throes of their game Steve just stands and looks out over the room at all of the people he loves and is once again, so grateful for each and every one of them and their ability to make him feel so effortlessly comfortable even at his most nervous.
He shouldâve known better than to think Eddie would ever let him win though. Heâs struck from his reverie, when he hears Eddie, in what is undoubtedly his dramatic DM voice, say, âHey anklebiters! Do you guys need a Dad? Iâm trying to un-single your mom!â
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Yandere Hisirdoux Casperan đđȘ
~ If Hisirdoux finds an obsession he loves he is not above secretly using magic to make himself seem cooler or more appealing. Maybe he uses mind reading to make sure he's impressing you, or he casts a small charm to be super strong or super smart so he can help you lift things or have a long conversation about the topics you love. If you seem resistant or not interested Douxies not above using magical persuasion, a type of spell that'll make you want to do what he asks you to so he can snag a date.
~ Phones are some of the most useful inventions on earth. Why cast a spell on you when he can just use your phone to track you? He wants to memorize your schedule and know where you go so he can plan meet cutes and make himself appear mysterious but alluring. With Zoes help he preorchestrates everything by tracking where you'll be and when. Using a fake account to check up on you. But its obvious his plan is working when he gets that first date and begins to gain your interest. He makes himself apart of your schedule and implements himself in your daily life. Whenever he changes the schedule or leaves you notice and ask him about it making him smile. Slowly but surely he's wormed his way in.
~ He's not quit sure when he fell for you but when he fell, he fell hard and now he can't get you out of his head. Out of his 919 years on this planet no one has ever made him feel this way and he's not about to let this feeling go. He's lost so much and given up so many things. But he loves you too much too ever let you go.
~ Douxie wears his heart on his sleeve for everyone to see but he hides his obsession of you from you. He doesn't want to come off as annoying or clingy or even creepy. He also doesn't want you to know about his endless love for you, at least not yet. He wants to befriend you and become a constant part of your life before he makes you his and Douxie wants to make sure the transition from strangers to friends to lovers is flawless and that no one will ever question if you fell in love too quickly. The moment he set eyes on you he knew you were the one but the rest of the world didn't need to know that, not until it was the right time.
~ He talks about you to Archie all the time. The familar knows you just as much as Douxie if not more. As his familar Douxie and Archie are already connected and have a deep bond where emotions are shared, but when Douxies obsession with you grows so does Archies. Archie helped raise Douxie and cares about him more than anything. So if Douxie cares about you, so does Archie. The familar often gives Douxie advice for how to woo you and Archie being the romantic he is, can't wait for when you two finally fall in love. Hopefully you like cats because he'll act like a stray and follow you to help Douxie keep tabs on you.
~ You hang out all the time. At his bookstore, the coffee shop he works at, college in between classes, and before and after his shows. He's always inviting you and your friends places and making sure that you love him and that your friends approve of him. He bumps into you while your out so he can introduce himself to your parents and any family in the area so they know him and trust him and he quickly gains confidence when it comes to courting you. He slowly eases out of friend territory and into boyfriend territory.
~ You're invited to all his concerts. Douxie makes sure to keep an eye out for you as he performs. His bandmates and many of his fans notice the sudden switch from hard rock songs to more lovey dovey music. He pours all of his passion and love into his music hoping you understand and hear him. After all music was his world but now your his world. He wants no needs you to understand he'd do anything for you.
~ He lavishes you with attention and gifts. Backstage passes, free merch, concert tickets to other shows, sentimental items, cute souvineers, movie tickets, and anything else you could ever want. He tries not to overwhelm you with all the money he spends on you but you just deserve the world and he always adores your smile. He can't wait til you smile at him like that all the time.
~ Douxie is smart and patient. Hes willing to play the long game even if he doenst really want too. He wants you to know he's magic but he needs you to find out in a cool way. He often fantasizes about saving you at work and being your hero. He slowly introduces the concept of magic and gives you books from his giftstore to try and get you interested. You'll never become a magic user yourself but he'd like you to not freak out at the idea of him having magic.
~ When you find out your ecstatic and ask him so many questions. You begin doing more research in his shop and help him hide his secret. He tells you all sorts of stories and slowly he watches you fall in love with just like he planned. Hisirdoux is planning your wedding in his head every time you laugh and he can't wait til your together forever.
~ You're not magic but that doesn't matter to him. Hisirdoux knows more than enough ancient spells that could keep you alive forever. Age won't be a problem and whether you like it or not you will be spending the rest of your life with him. He will love and protect you and be your knight in shining armor. History may not remember the name Hisrdoux but you, you will never forget him.
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[pre-gala]
Ted couldn't help but envy his twin sometimes. He was pretty lucky in ways Felix never even seemed to notice. Lucky in other ways? No, that would be an outright lie. But in his sense of fashion, his taste for higher class clothing, and etiquette, and language, and... all that other stuff Ted personally found boring-- were all things Fe absolutely thrived in. Ted only barely managed to learn it just because he was going to inherit their father's company, and even then, he'd hated every second. Felix on the other hand, had no reason to learn it better than Ted ever could, but he did. He had a real talent for it. And it was probably another case of doing it in the hopes he'd earn their dad's favour for once, but Ted could tell Felix did actually enjoy that stuff too.
The kindergala again... Ted shifted himself on the couch he was sitting on. --Well, 'sitting' was the wrong word. He never liked sitting still for too long with the restless energy he had, and now he was hanging upside down, back draping over the cushions, legs up on the backrest.Â
It was a shame that Penny couldn't come this time. Something about being busy with the numerous afterschool stuff she'd begun taking up, and Ted understood. After all, he had MMA, music lessons, and business classes, but that was enough to juggle with the gala going on too. Besides, he could probably plan some other date with Penny, just the two of them. That'd be nice. But he was really hoping he could go on a double date, now that Felix was finally ready to ask someone out this time. No matter; he was gonna wingman the heck outta him and Ozzy, and hopefully they'd have as great of a time as Penny and himself had. ...The last thing he wanted was to see his twin sad. Yeah, no, Ted had already decided this gala was gonna be fun no matter what!!!
But still, Ted didn't entirely want to come alone either. It was a masquerade party this time around, wasn't it? ...It was kind of a no brainer as to which one of his friends would enjoy that the most.
Calling up Alice to invite her turned into a nice conversation, which turned into Ted immediately setting off to go to her house. She was such a creative person, always bursting with ideas he'd never even thought of. All he did was complain about the dress code, how much he hated wearing stiff, fancy tuxes and suits. He had plenty of those in his closet, thanks to the typical Huxley dinner parties and company balls that Ted was forced to attend as the son that Mr. Huxley had put all his hopes on since the moment of his birth. Eugh. But he really liked Alice's ideas-- much preferred them, really-- And she mentioned having some clothing in her possession that might work.
"Why not wear something else?" Alice had suggested during the phone call, "If you don't enjoy wearing formal clothing, then don't. It is a masquerade, yes? Masks are an important part of the attire, indeed, but that's just one component of it. Costumes are another big part of it. Actual costumes, not just suits and ties; although there is a lot of that in the modern day."
Ted blinked. That was news to him. "Like, Halloween costumes?"
"...Hm, well, somewhat?" Ted could hear Alice's voice teetering on how to answer that, "Sure, I suppose. Like Halloween costumes, but with a level of decorum."
"So no dressing in Spongebob foam suits?"
"I suppose you could. I don't see why anyone would stop you, but traditionally, no." Alice rejected solemnly, not even a hint of getting out of character, refined and composed, "Regrettably, Spongebob was not invented long 'til the eve of the 20th century. But I am sure aristocrats would have loved to have Spongebob costumes as their main mode of dress for masquerades, had that materialized in their time." Ted stifled a laugh as he listened to Alice continue on, "No, no, I have a proposal which should find you leagues better."
"Oh?" Ted asked, moving to sit right-side up on top of the couch's back, trying to see if he could fit in between the space between the couch and the wall (He could not). "I'm all ears!"
He could practically hear the way Alice's eyes sparkled when she got really into her fantasy, fae court, riddling, bone god roleplay kinds of scenarios she'd get super into. Especially when other people played along. "I beseech that you should don yourself a rogue of yore. One who is stealthy, perceptive, and skilled. Agile, cunning, and quick-witted-- Such a role is what would contend best to the likes of you, Theodore Huxley."
Even after knowing Alice since kindergarten four years ago, he still sometimes struggled to understand her fancy-speak. This however, actually wasn't too bad this time. "A rogue? I know what that is! Those are, like, the thief guys in D&D, right?" Ted thought about it some more, nodding to himself, "I bet they dress pretty comfy, 'cause they gotta move around a lot, too. Yeah! That sounds perfect for me! ...Uh, so, how do they dress anyway? Are they fancy enough for the gala?"
"I can exert my magic, if you wish it, to add some âfancyâ elements necessary. Depart for my dwelling, and you shall be bestowed garments fit for Robin Hood himself. Certainly, I have something in here to spare. Some old costuming from plays, and whatnot." Alice paused for a second, "...And you've already set off, haven't you? The wind whispers so."
Oh. She could hear the wind through his cellphone. "Right, sorry. It is pretty windy today, huh...? That's distracting. Tell you what, we can just talk more when I get to your place! See you then!"
"Then I await your presence. Godspeed." Alice hung up. And Ted was already on his way, glad he finally didn't have to wear some stupid stuffy Huxley outfit to a fancy party for once.
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Through The Window | JK
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Summary: Being friends with benefits means having sex almost whenever you two wanted. He always comes over, entering through the window.
âYou know how much I love coming through the window, just how I like cuming in you.â
-> Smut; Friends with benefits
-> Warnings: unprotected sex, fingering, biting(slightly), creampies, squirting, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, explicit language, short smut
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One thing that you hate the most about going to sleep in the day is not being able to sleep during the night.
You were currently sitting up in your bed, doing anything but sleeping. The only person to blame was yourself, since you stayed up all night yesterday to finish working on a painting for work. You shouldâve just did it in the day time but you wanted to go out during the day and hang with friends. When the plans got canceled due to the rain, you stayed in and caught up on the sleep you missed last night.
So to occupy your mind and hopefully help you sleep, you decided to catch up on a book you have been pushing back to read for the past few weeks. You were about 60 pages in, already enjoying the book. Seeing how good it has been turning out, you were actually glad you took your friend Namjoonâs recommendation to read it. You would definitely be asking for another one soon.
The wind from outside blew throughout your room. The rain stopped hours ago but it did bring a cool breeze. Your room was dim with just your night light on so you could see while reading. It was peaceful, that was until you heard you a noise near you window. Looking over you saw it slowly starting to open up, maybe the breeze got stronger. But you didnât feel any cool air come in. You reached over and turned off your night light and closed your book. Now you could see your window clearly. It was no one but Jungkook.
He began to climb through your window just like he does every night. Why did you get so worried knowing he was the only one who does this but god, why doesnât he just come through the door like a normal person. Jungkook stepped in through the window, he had his signature bunny grin on his face knowing you were about to scold him.
âJungkook, how many times do I have to repeat myself to you.â He immediately began to chuckle as he took off his leather jacket and combat boots. Mustâve drove his motorcycle here.
âThat I should wear my helmet when I ride my bike?â You could kill him now.
âNo, smart ass. That you have to stop coming through my window like this. One day someone is going to think youâre an intruder.â Jungkook began to walk over to your bed, getting inside to join you.
âWhy are you up so late?â
âCanât sleep.â
âMaybe some cuddling with me will help you sleep.â You nodded your head immediately cuddling up to him. He laughed as he kissed your forehead.
âGoodnight Kook.â
âGoodnight Y/N.â
You were sleeping peacefully until you were woken up to sudden movement in the bed. You back was facing Jungkook, from where all the commotion was coming from.
âKook? Whats wrong?â
He looked over at you, even through it was dark in the room, you could see the lust in his eyes.
âIâve missed you Y/N, so much.â
You began to rub your eyes while sitting up to fully face him. âIâve missed you too Kook.â He pulled the cover from over your legs, then pulling you onto of his lap.
âItâs more than what you think, love.â Mm, he missed fucking you. But so did you, his sudden actions only reminded you how much you missed him inside of you.
The wind blew through your window. Feeling a chillier breeze. âThis is why I tell you to come through the front door too. You know I shut my window when itâs a little too cold.
âI can always warm you up and come on, you know how much I love coming through the window, just how I like cuming in you.â You rolled your eyes at him, getting comfortable on his lap.
His bulging dick pressed against you from through his sweatpants. You grinded on him slightly, showing him you wanted this too.
Jungkook groaned at the feeling. He had to have been hard for the longest. His dick was throbbing underneath you. âYou miss it too Y/N?â
âMhm.â Was all you could mutter out when you leaned down to kiss him. He was taking too long to kiss you.
âYou always take forever to kiss me.â He chuckled.
âIs that a problem?â
âYes it is, if youâre gonna fuck me kook, kiss me first. You know I love your lips.â Jungkook grinned at you as he pulled you closer on his lap, rubbing his hand up your back. Licking his lips, he leaned in and began to kiss you. You felt him unclip your bra so effortlessly when his hands were roaming your back. He pulled your shirt off, followed by your bra before gently changing the position by laying you on the bed. He hovered over you immediately. He enjoyed the sight of you being left just in your panties.
Your lips were connected again in no time. His hands continued to roam your body rubbing over your soft skin. He pinched each of your nipples which cause small moans to escape. Jungkook brought his tatted hand to your core, rubbing you through your panties. You were leaking through them already. You always hated how fast your body reacts to him but he loves it so much. Jungkook was quick to slide his hand into your panties and rub at your wet pussy. You moaned immediately against the kiss, his tongue slipping in. He wasted no time slipping his fingers into your throbbing hole, too. Your eyes rolled back as he fingered you slowly while still rubbing at your clit with his thumb. You broke the kiss when your hips buckled upwards. His constant pace on your clit cause you to flinch slightly.
It still felt so good. Making you crave him more and more.
âFuck Kook, just like that.â He smiled at you, pressing down harder on your clit and curling his fingers repeating inside of you.
âDo you feel good baby?â The obvious questions he asks always makes you want to roll your eyes at him with an attitude but inside he had your eyes rolling back with pleasure.
âYes Kook, feels so good.â He bit down on his lip before bringing his head to your neck. Kisses and bites were made on the soft skin of your neck. Moans were the only thing that could leave your mouth. He always makes you feel like youâre in heaven. You began to squirm in the bed from the pleasure.
He stopped his movements on your neck, sitting up but still being in between your legs. Jungkook used his left hand to pull down your panties but continued to please you with his right. Once your panties were off, he lowered his head down to your pussy. Replacing his thumb with his wet tongue. You couldnât help but arch your back and moan out a little bit more. His tongue rubbed up and down your clit, sucking it hard too. His fingers didnât stop either, Jungkook was going to make sure you cum hard for him. You surely were going to do so.
Your hand made its way to his hair, pulling on it as your back arched again. Your legs began to shake as Jungkook flicked at your bud incredibly fast. More than cum was going to exit your body, you were about to make a complete mess all over your sheets and Jungkooks face.
âJungkook! Shit. Im going to make a mess Kook, fuck⊠gonna squirt.â Hearing you say so was like music to his ears, he smirked on your pussy as he sucked harder on your clit. His fingers exited your hole and made its way to your mouth. You sucked on his fingers as he continued to devour you. Your legs shook intensely as you came on Jungkooks face as well as squirting onto it too. Wetting up the bed and his shirt too. He enjoyed it well, slurping it all into his mouth. Your eyes were glued shut as he pleased you through your orgasm. If he doesnât stop going, you were sure to cum again. The grip on his hair loosened as he pulled away from you pussy. He looked at it and smiled.
âYour pussy is so pretty baby. Whoâs pussy is it again?âThis was one of your favorite compliments.
âItâs yours Jungkook, itâs all yours.â He smirked as leaned down to kiss you. You tasted yourself all over his lips, enjoying the taste mixed with his saliva. Jungkook broke the kiss to remove his clothes.
âYour pussy is always so wet just for me.â Jungkook began to thrust inside of you slowly. As well as rubbing your clit to give you more than one stimulation. You wanted more, you needed more.
âFaster Kook.â
âSo needy.â He pressed down harder on your clit with his thumb while speeding up his pace. âLike this love?â
You began to nod your head repeatedly while groping your breast, rubbing your own nipples. âJust like that Kook. God, so fucking amazing. Youâre so amazing Jungkook.â
His hips rocked against yours.
He stopped rubbing your clit as he gripped your waist with both hands. You erupted something inside of him with that saying. Jungkook began to pound you into the mattress. You eyes were wide by his sudden change of pace completely. You loved it. Cries of his name left your mouth as he began to kill your pussy. He never fucked you like this. Jungkook was sure to ruin you tonight.
âYou feel so good baby, your pussy is all minds. Understand?â
âYes Kook, I understand.â He approved of your answer when he began to hold your waist tighter.
Jungkook fucked into you hard and fast, the bed squeaked and the headboard hit the wall repeatedly. Fuck, he wasnât going to go easy on you.
âKook, baby⊠Gonna cumâŠagain.â He was fucking you so hard it felt like you were going to cum twice at once. Your walls clenched around Jungkooks dick, causing him to throw his head back from the pleasure. Jungkook moaned out at the feeling of you cuming around him again.
âIm gonna cum deep inside of you love.â
âPlease Jungkook! Please!â You screamed out while moving your hands from your breast to his shoulders. You finger nails dug in deeply as you pulled his body down to touch yours. His body was cold but lingered of sweat, yours the same.
You guys remained eye contact as your bodyâs was skin to skin. His breathing was extremely heavy as he let out low moans, filling you up with his cum. You moaned out louder and louder as Jungkook slammed into you, fucking you through your orgasm and into the next. Your hole throbbed around Jungkooks dick. Once the clenching began, he immediately was signaled of your next orgasm.
Jungkook took your mouth into his, kissing you sloppily and rough. Your nails dragged down his back. You pushed your body onto his, trying to get as close as possible. You moaned deeply into the kiss, cuming again.
He was like a sex god, always having you cum over and over again.
He broke the kiss and looked at you with gleaming eyes. His mouth parted as he slowed down his pace, filling you up with his warm cum.
âSo in love with your pussy.â
âSo in love with your dick.â
It was just friends with benefits, there would not be anymore. Sex was all you two young adults could care for in relationships right now.
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ê© ïŸË AFTER DARK
âïč đ ïčpark sunghoon ïčoneshot ïč @woonova ïč
ÊÉ ïŸË  written to after dark by mr. kitty
ÊÉ ïŸË  genre fluff, friends to lovers, neighbours to lovers?
ÊÉ ïŸË  synopsis in which sunghoon has different plans regarding the silly games you play at your sleepovers
ÊÉ ïŸË  warning ....
ÊÉ ïŸË  wc 0.77k
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IT WAS NORMAL FOR YOU TO SPEND THE NIGHT AT SUNGHOON'S, clad in one of your old, oversised t-shirts and a pair of your favourite shorts.
It was your routine, every friday you would pack up all your fun board games and head next door ready for another night of fun.
However, sunghoon had a different plan for this meeting. it had been months, almost a year since you started coming to his house every friday night, sharing laughs with his little sister over the smallest things and engaging in pointless conversations with his parents. it gave him a sense of normality, something that he failed to admit until this very moment.
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Truthfully sunghoon had forgotten about your friday tradition, due to a hetic schedule and a busy mind. he had also forgotten his plan, the plan that would forever set these greetings and possibly more - in the future. so instead of joining the family dinner only a few feet away, he rushed back up the steps that led to his room - locking himself in until your arrival.
Sunghoon had never really cared that much of his appearance, sure he took care of himself and always made sure he did the small things that would help him look his best, but he never really cared for a long and tiring routine every morning and night.
But here you had him standing, staring back at his own reflection as he tried to brush his hair into a suitable style for your sleepover. a bit dramatic, right? but sunghoon couldn't find it within him to care, although he was sure the style wouldn't last him an hour, due to his tendency to fall asleep pretty early on the days he was particularly busy. but again after seeing the cute smile on your face accompanied by a small compliment on his new style, sunghoon concluded it was worth it.
And the night continued as it usually did. after a conversation with mrs.park - that was honestly way longer than it needed to be you found your self cuddled up in sunghoon's comfy blue comforter.
"Hey y/n, let's play another game before bed," sunghoon said breaking the silence that had overtook you, and how were you to reject his offer when he looked up at you with such beautiful eyes and a small pout on his pretty lips. "only one round and then im going to bed," you responded earning a grin from sunghoon, as he nodded his head successfully ruining his previous style giving him a messy look, that complimented him so well.
But despite your previous statement and sunghoon's agreement you both ended up playing into the late hours of the night, switching to other games when the previous got boring. right now you were on your seventh round of truth or dare, and having gone through some pretty embarrassing dares throughout your years you opted for the choice of truth everytime it was your turn. and sunghoon who was well aware of your plans, mentally rejoiced finding it easy to carry out his own.
"Y/n," he spoke in a low tone, not even bothering to ask which option you choose this time, since you both already knew. "is it true that...," he paused leaving you hanging off every word he said as he moved closer to you. "is it true that you like....me," he finally let out, pulling himself even closer to you, a boyish grin covering up his slight awkwardness.
Meanwhile, there was nothing to cover up your state, as your cheeks slowly gained a faint pink hue, and your breath got caught in your throat as you tried to find a way you could quickly get out of this situation. but sunghoon beat you to it, "dont worry, i like you too y/n," he said in a quiet tone - almost as silent as a whisper, as he looked deep into your eyes, love evident in his brown orbs.
And from his statement you gained a feeling of confidence, as your hand found its way to the nape of his neck, and similarly sunghoon felt his hands traveling to your waist. until you were closer than ever before, and your lips met in a warm embrace.
You would have never thought one of your usual friday night games would end like this, cuddled up to sunghoon as he ran his hand through your hair, but you were sure this was only the start of something bigger, something you were sure you and sunghoon would accept with open arms.
After all, he liked you and you liked him.
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