#also my brother said some funny shit down stairs thats why i laughed

[airsignss]

Pov: you’re sitting in my room with me as i try for like 15 minutes to get one. good. video. of me winking

[i-cant-sing]

I wonder what would happen if Y/N had a really bad day and just decided to pick a sibling from the Yan!Todoroki clan like a cat would pick its person and just?? Sit in their lap?? They'd say 'I had a terrible day, no torture today please' before taking their well-deserved nap lookin' all cute and peaceful. Then the sibling would be so proud and confused at the same time but really really happy like 'omg for real? Me? What's happening?? 🥺'. Bonus points if it's Dabi just having the widest grin on his face while staring straight at the rest of the fam seething with jealousy.

I saw your works btw and been inhalin em all cause they're all so good *chef's kiss*

-Vibin' anon

Yandere Dabi comforting sister reader

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Yandere Dabi:

Shotou had come to pick you up from school today. Even though he had a busy schedule himself, he still made time for you, just like the rest if your family.

"How was school?" He asked.

"Fine."

"Just fine? Wasn't your result supposed to come today?"

You nodded. "It did. I passed."

Shotoy smiled. "Thats great. Did you get your report card?"

You knew he was going to ask for it. You also knew that he already knew what grades you got.

You nodded and handed him the report card from your bag.

Shotou's face lit up when he saw your grades.

"You're first again. I'm so proud of you." He patted your head.

You smiled. "Thanks."

By the time you guys reached home, you already knew that your entire family was home. They always were when your result came. You knew the principal had already informed Enji of your grades, she always does.

When you entered the house, your family yelled "surprise!" You feigned shock as they hugged you and congratulated you on your achievement.

Rei had prepared a little feast for you, everything was made from scratch. Enji was beaming with joy, he was so proud of his little girl. Rei had made your favourite cake, kissing your cheek as you cut it. Enji had gotten you beautiful diamond necklace. Natsuo, Shotou and Fuyumi had gotten you some gifts as well, stuff you had vaguely mentioned about. Dabi wasn't home, but you didn't mind his absence.

Your family had planned to spend the night on the couch cuddling and doing a movie marathon, but when you asked them to excuse you for the night because you were feeling tired, they became a but worried. You reassured them that you just had a long day at school as well, and now that you were stuffed with Rei's delicious food, sleep was inevitable. They nodded, a bit sad that you wouldn't be joining, but understanding nonetheless.

You went up the stairs to your room, and as soon as you closed the door, the smile you had been displaying all night was wiped off.

You sat on your bed and recalled the events of the day. Tears pricked your eyes, but you kept yourself quiet. They're not worthy crying over, you reminded yourself. Still, you couldn't help but crumple up your report card and throw it in the dustbin.

Silent tears fell from your eyes, no longer being able to hold them in. God, its infuriating.

Suddenly, you heard someone knock on your bedroom door. You looked at the clock. 12 am.

Its Dabi.

You couldn't deal with him tonight. You remained silent, hoping he'd leave you alone.

But of course not.

You quickly turned away from the door as soon as you heard it open. Wiping your tears quickly, you heard Dabi come in.

"You brat. Why didn't you answer when I knocked?" He asked, pushing the door close with his foot.

"Leave me alone, Dabi." You were trying hard to stabilise your voice.

"Huh?! Is that anyway to talk to your favourite brother?" Dabi mocked as he pulled at your ponytail. You yelped before turning around to push him away.

Dabi was about to laugh at you when he suddenly noticed the your face. Your eyes were full of tears, lashes heavy with them. Your face was flush, your nostrils flared, your lips in a pulled in a tight scowl. Had you been crying? Or did he make you cry?

"Hey, I'm sorry-"

"Just leave me alone." You said as you angrily wiped the tears from your face.

Dabi was shocked to see you like this. He had never seen you cry, not even when he took his teasing a little too far. So, to see you react like this, it worried him a bit.

"Have you been crying? What's the matter? Did you fail or something?" His voice actually held some concern.

You shook your head, pulling your ponytail loose. "Its nothing. Just leave."

Dabi could see the pain in your eyes. What happened? He plopped down on your bed next to you. "Come on. Tell me." He poked your shoulder. "You know I won't leave until you tell me."

"Its nothing, really." You sniffled, avoiding his gaze.

"Did Enji say something?" Dabi asked, his voice taking a dangerous tone. "Look at me. Did he do something?" He's going to kill that bastard if he-

"What? No. God, just go."

Dabi let out a huff. He'll have to use another strategy. "Fine. Don't tell me. I'll just tell Shotou you have been crying, and then you can answer to him."

Shotou? God, he would just overthink everything and do something stupid.

You caught his wrist just as he was about to leave. "Do you have to be such a jerk every single day?" You glared daggers at him.

Dabi smirked before pulling his wrist away and plopping on the bed next to you. "Yes. Big brother privileges." He poked your cheek. "Now spill."

You looked at him, hoping he'd just get blasted magically. Idiot.

You inhaled deeply before closing your eyes. "Its stupid, really." Dabi stared at you, signalling for you to continue. "Something... happened at school." You paused. "Just a couple of assholes."

Dabi was attentive now. "Go on."

You looked down at your lap, playing with your fingers. "Some kids in my class... they said mean things about me."

"Bullying?" Dabi quirked an eyebrow.

You shook your head. "I- I don't think so. They just said that I only get the highest grade in class because of my dad. Like Enji bribes the school into giving me good marks." You sniffled. "They undermine me. They say I'm not good enough to be in their school, and that the only reason I got in was because of my surname."

Tears dripped down your face slowly, almost as if they were ashamed to fall.

You wiped them away harshly. "And it doesn't matter what I say. I've tried to befriend them, I've tried to get along with them, but they still ridicule me. Its frustrating. They... they don't understand that my only option is to be the best." You whispered the last part, but Dabi heard you loud and clear.

He sat up and gently gripped your chin, turning your face towards him as he narrowed his eyes. "What do you mean 'its your only option'?"

You rolled your eyes. "You know what I mean. I know that no one in the family cares if I get the highest marks or not but...I still have to live up to the family name. What will people say if the number 1 hero's kid is both quirkless and dumb?" Your lips wobbled.

Oh. Ohhhh.

You don't want to let down the Todoroki name; you don't want to let down Enji.

He already knew it was that shithead's fault.

Dabi sighed before pulling you close to him. Placing an arm around your shoulders while his other hand wiped your tears away.

Wanting to prove your worth, that you're a valuable asset to the family. Dabi never thought he'd see himself in you, or his younger self really.

"You're an idiot." Dabi began, carding his fingers through your hair. "You don't have to be the best. You're not expected to. You know, the family knows, hell even I know how hard you worked to get in that school. I've seen how you'd do all nighters, how many times you've turned down going out so that you could do well in your exams. But you don't have to do that." He tilted your chin up, staring into your glossy eyes. "We don't care what the public thinks of us. We won't care if you fail. We don't care you're quirkless. You're not expected to be anything but a good girl." He squished your cheeks together, making you look like a fish. "You just need to be safe. Do you understand?"

You sniffled as you nodded. "Yes. Thank you."

Dabi smiled. "Why didn't you tell anyone before?" You shrugged in response. "You know what would've happened if I said anything. They're already hesitant to let me go to school, this would just give them another reason to homeschool me. Besides, I didn't let their words get to me before, so it really wasn't a big deal." Before? You were about to continue but then kept your mouth shut. But Dabi saw that. He pulled you away from him, his eyes turning sharp as he raised his eyebrows. "But something else happened today as well?"

You averted his scrutinising gaze, keeping your lips sealed as you shook your head no. "Do not lie to me. Or I'll tell Shotou and Enji and then they can handle-"

Your eyes widened. "Do you ever stop making threats?" Rolling your eyes, you told him what happened. "It wasn't anything serious. One of those jerks... thought it'd be funny to try and kiss me. When he tried to force me, I slapped him. Really hard. My handprint still on his face." You smiled at that. "He said the only reason he wasn't using his quirk on me was because I was Todorokis charity case. Then he said that I should be grateful that he was going to kiss me, especially since no one cares about a quirkless, frigid bitch like me." You let out a humourless laugh, but Dabi could see the pain in your eyes. You gave a small smile. "Dont worry. I already know what they said isn't true."

Thats it.

Dabi was already planning murder. He's going to make those little shits pay for what they did to you. The nerve to not only bully you, but make you cry, and then touch you? Dabi is gonna make sure they get tortured in every way possible before he incinerates them-

"Dabi?"

Your soft voice pulled him out of his violent thoughts.

"Hmm?"

"Can you... stay the night?"

He looked at your tear stricken face, your eyes were still laden with tear drops, your nose red from all the sniffling.

How could he say no to you? You looked ugly.

"Its okay. You don't have to-" you were cut off by a pillow hitting your face.

"Move over, brat." He climbed in the bed with you, covering you both with the blanket. "And don't put your cold feet on mine." You smiled cheekily at that.

"Don't hog the blanket- why do you need it anyway?"you yanked the blanket.

Dabi pushed another pillow on your face, laughing as you punched his shoulder. "You're insufferable."you mumbled.

It took a while to get comfortable on your single bed, but it ended up with your head on his chest, while Dabi propped himself against the headboard.

"Thank you." You whispered.

Dabi hummed. "Dont think I don't know why you're doing this."

You smiled softly. He caught on to why you were keeping him home that night; you knew he would do something terrible to those guys. "Promise me you won't hurt them?"

Dabi remained silent. You pulled your head away to look up at him. "Dabi. Promise."

When he didn't reply, tears started forming your eyes. He sighed, before shoving your face back into his chest. "Fine, crybaby. I won't hurt them. Promise." You're such a brat, stopping him from doing his big brother duties.

You went back to snuggling him, not taking long for you to finally go to sleep. Once Dabi made sure you were asleep, he pulled out his phone and texted Toga.

"Need a favour. Up 4 stabbing?"

[easily-infatuated23]

Over Protective

Request: Could do image were she dating Dustin in secret and her sibling is Steve Harrington. She sneaks out to see Dustin and then she come back to see Steve sitting on her bed then Steve spots a few hickeys on her neck and he asks her about and she denies it. Then Steve calls robin because he freaking out. He invite her over and Dustin for like a dinner then he see them on Dustin’s neck. Then start being like an over protective brother and talking to them about it. ~anonymous 

a/n: thank you so much for your request anon! it’s my first request so i hope you enjoy! i also aged up Dustin to be 16 bc i felt weird writing this with him being like 13. enjoy!

pairing: Dustin Henderson x Harrington!Reader x Steve Harrington

word count: 1.9k

summary: Steve is overly protective of his little sister and when he sees a hickey on her, he’s furious

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Y/N hated sneaking around. When she and Dustin started dating, Dustin had suggested they keep it a secret. It’s not that he was embarrassed or wanted to hide it but they didn’t want their friends to tease them (especially Max and Lucas), but also because of Y/N’s brother. Being Steve Harrington’s younger sister meant that he was super over protective, especially when it came to dating. Steve knew what guys could be like so he made sure that he kept boys away from her. “I’m sixteen now Stevie” she began. “I am old enough to start dating. Besides, you didn’t act like this when Mike and Eleven got together” she finished, crossing her arms angrily. “Thats different!” Steve replied. “You are my baby sister and I don’t want anybody to…corrupt you!” Y/N laughed. “Corrupt me?! You are worse than dad!” “No boys until you’re thirty, and thats final!” he said, pointing an accusatory finger at her. She rolled her eyes and stomped up the stairs to her bedroom, slamming the door after her. No matter how annoyed she was, even an argument with her brother was not going to ruin this day for her. It was her and Dustin’s two month anniversary. Although it wasn’t a super long time to be with someone, it was still a big deal for her because it was her first relationship.

“Hey I procrastinated doing my English essay for Mr. Hartman so I’m gonna be in my room trying to do it so don’t bother me” Y/N called down the stairs to her brother. “Yup got it” Steve replied, not looking up from the TV. Brilliant. With Steve distracted and her alibi set, she could sneak out to go meet Dustin. She ran back up to her room and changed into her favorite pair of jeans, t-shirt and a red sweater, and sneakers. She carefully opened her window and climbed out, standing on the sloped roof beneath her. She propped the window open with her Science textbook and climbed down. She then hopped on her bike and rode to Dustin’s house. When she was half way there she realized she had forgotten to lock her door. “No matter,” she thought. “Steve is so engrossed in his TV show he won’t check on me for at least four hours”.

Once she arrived, she hopped of her bike and climbed up to Dustin’s window. She knocked on it lightly. Moments later, the curly haired boy appeared at the window, smiling. He opened the window for her and helped her climb in. Dustin turned on the radio and the two began laughing and talking, simply enjoying each other’s company. After a while, the two began to get a bit hot and heavy and started making out. They hadn’t gone much further than this and Dustin respected her decision to wait. Besides, he was enjoying being with a girl as beautiful, smart, and funny as Y/N Harrington. “You are incredible, you know that?” he said to her as they pulled away. She smiled and shook her head. “How did I get so lucky?” The two smiled at each other for another few moments before Dustin’s face dropped. “Oh shit. Oh shit oh shit oh shit I’m sorry” he said, panic filling his voice. “What? What is is?” Y/N said, sitting up. “I left a pretty obvious mark on your neck. I swear I didn’t mean to” he said. She stood up and went over to a mirror on the other side of his room. Sure enough, a purple mark was appearing on her neck. She pulled her shirt down and counted two more, each more purple than the last. “Shit” she said. “I can hide the ones on my chest but this guy,” she said pointing to the love bite her neck, “no way”.

She turned to face the boy and started to laugh a bit. “Why are you laughing?! If Steve sees it he’ll kill you! Oh my god what if he finds out it was me?” he said, even more panicked than before. “He probably will babe, but, you aren’t exactly mark free either”. He went pale and joined her at the mirror, examining his neck. “I’ll just wear a turtle neck tomorrow or cover it with makeup. It’ll be fine” She looked at her watch. 8 o’clock. Damn. “Hey I gotta get home. I only give Steve like a four hour window of focus on that TV before he comes to check on me. “Okay, I’ll see you tomorrow” Dustin said, giving her a hug and kissing her sweetly. Little did Y/N know, Steves focus had worn off much sooner than she had anticipated.

At 7:30, Steve got bored of whatever dumb program had started, and decided to go check on his sister. She usually talked to herself when she did homework and it had been unusually quiet in her room. He walked up the stairs and knocked on her door. There was no reply. He knocked again. “Hey Y/N, you alright in there?”. He was puzzled. He opened her door and was shocked to find her room empty. “Are you trying to play a prank on me? Are you gonna jump out of the closet or something?” Still no response. Then he spotted it. The textbook in the window. A classic Harrington move. Steve couldn’t believe it. His little sister had really snuck out and he hadn’t noticed! He decided he would sit on her bed and wait for her to sneak back in. He waited about thirty minutes before he heard the breathless girl climbing up the side of the house.

When she reached the window and opened it, her heart dropped into her stomach. “What do you think you are doing?” Steve said, pulling his little sister back into her room. “What are you doing in my room?” she retorted. “My question first” he said. Thinking on her toes, Y/N came up with a lie to explain her disappearance. “I wanted to hang out with Max and Elle without you breathing down my neck okay!” she said. She suddenly remembered that her hickey was visible above her sweater and covered her neck with her hand as casually as possible. “Hey, hey what are you hiding?” He moved her hand and felt his face go red. “What is that?!” he boomed. She pushed him away, trying to come up with another lie. “Get off! It’s just a curling iron burn! The girls were curling their hair and when I went to try I burned myself!” That made sense right? Steve squinted at her suspiciously. He knew a hickey when he saw one. “I am gonna find out who did this and I’m gonna kill them” Steve said. “I told you it’s a burn! Now get out of my room!” She yelled, pushing her older brother out of the door. “Just tell me his name!” Steve shouted. She slammed the door in his face. Steve was fuming. They had the boyfriends argument before but this was a new level. Steve did the only thing he could think of. He called his best friend Robin.

“Hey Popeye” Robin said. “Whats going-” “No time Robin, we have an issue” Steve interrupted. “What is it Harrington?” she said. “I caught Y/N sneaking back into her room through a window and she had a hickey! What am I going to do?! I need your help to figure out who the hell did this to my baby sister!” There was a moment of silence and then laughter from Robin. “First of all, relax. It’s just a hickey. You were probably like ten when you had your first one so get some perspective” “I was twelve” he said. “Don’t interrupt me” she continued. “Secondly, why do you care? She’s sixteen now. You have to loosen up.” Steve sighed. “I guess you’re right”. “Also I know who she’s dating”. “What?!” Steve shouted. “Tell me now!” “Fine fine don’t get your panties in a twist” Robin said. “But you have to promise not to do anything drastic.” “Fine fine I promise just tell me”. He said. “Henderson” she said. Steve was silent. Henderson?! Of all people she chose Henderson! I guess it wasn’t as bad as he had expected, after all, he liked Dustin. “What are you gonna do Steve? I can hear your brain exploding” she said. She was met with more silence. “Just invite him over and talk to him or something. Just don’t make it weird.” “Right yeah thanks Robin. I’ll see you tomorrow” he said, hanging up the phone. Thats what he would do. He would invite Dustin over tomorrow and interrogate him.

The next day he called the Henderson house. “Hey Dustin it’s Steve” “Oh uh hey Steve, what’s up?” Dustin’s voice was squeaky. Got him. “I need your help with something and I need you to come over.” “Oh yeah uh sure I’ll see you in a few hours and-” “No,” Steve interrupted. “I need your help now, I’ll see you in twenty minutes.” “Okay”. Dustin’s voice was quiet and his nervousness could be felt through the phone. When Dustin finally got to the house, Steve met him at the door. “Henderson, I’m so glad you could come over” Steve said coldly. Dustin didn’t speak as he entered the house. Steve glared at him. “So what did you need my help with?” Dustin asked cautiously. “I need help understanding what the hell you are doing with my sister.” Steve said. His arms were crossed and he stood blocking the door, blocking any hope of escape for Dustin. “Hey Stevie who’s at the door?” Y/N asked, having heard the knock from her room. “Oh hey Dustin what’s up?” she said casually. “Oh no no you aren’t fooling me” Steve said. “I wanna know what’s going on here” Y/N rolled her eyes. “Did you call Robin last night? Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her.” She finished walking down the stairs and stepped beside Dustin, clasping his hand in hers. “No no no, none of that” Steve said, trying to break them apart. “Steve relax seriously, you are way too worked up about this” Y/N said. Steve sighed. “I just don’t want you to get hurt” he said. She let go of Dustin’s hand and put her hands on Steve’s shoulders. “I know that but this whole over protective brother act is suffocating”. Steve nodded. “If it helps, I have no intention of breaking up with Y/N and honestly, the past two months have been some of the happiest months of my life” Dustin added. Steve looked up at him suddenly. “TWO MONTHS??” he yelled. He lunged at Dustin, Y/N stepping between them before they collided.“Woah Stevie, chill take a deep breath”. She pushed him back.

“Okay okay I can deal with this, this is fine” Steve muttered under his breath. “But, we need to make some ground rules. No closed doors and no sneaking anybody in anywhere. You come in through the front door and make your presence known!” Steve said, pointing towards the door. The two teens nodded. “Okay…” Steve ran his hand through his hair. “I think I can get behind this but I’m gonna need some time to process.” He lowered himself down onto the couch. Y/N and Dustin looked at each other with smirking expressions. “Okay Steve…you just take your time. We’ll just be upstairs.” Y/N said, slowly leading Dustin upstairs. “Yeah…okay…but I want that door open!” He yelled after them. The two teens laughed and ran the rest of the way up the stairs. Steve shook his head. “Crazy kids” he said, chuckling a bit as he realized he was glad that if his sister had to date anyone, it would be Dustin Henderson.

[shhh-no-ones-home]

green looks good on you  vinny mauro x reader

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Request from @gardenjungle : "If you are taking requests, I would LOVE if you could do an imagine where the reader has a ton in common with Chris (likes hockey and Harry Potter, is a vegan, etc...) so they’re super close, and Vinny is super upset about it because he likes her sooo much and “Chris gets all the girls” ??? Vinny gets no love and you’re one of the only people who writes about him often. I’d also love if you could get a little sexy action in there"

Ngl this is like 1600+ words and i wrote it in like twenty minutes and loved every minute of it. i really hope you like it! i didnt end up adding anything ‘sexy’ but its pretty gratifying to say the least lol.

Song: gold by sleeping with sirens

tag list: @musicsexandpizza69 @svintsandghosts @alilpunkrock @cynic-spirit @theoneandonlykymberlee @ryansitkowskiswifey @joeybarber @thisplace-ishaunted

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i rocked back into the couch, laughing at what chris had said. he was sat next to me, very comfortably, as we chatted amongst ourselves. we had been very close friends for a very long time and i was over the moon that he'd invited me to travel with them for this tour as the videographer. not only did i get to expand my portfolio but i also got to connect with my best friend and his band.

"okay but do you remember that one fall at the orchard when you tripped on that apple and ended up face first in the dirt?"

he laughed out and i sent him a shocked expression.

"i thought we agreed to never bring that up!"

i protested, the other guys around us sort of laughing along, them only half paying attention as they played a new video game. their focus was above our heads.

"but it was hilarious. i looked up for a split second and BAM! there you went."

he said loudly, being a little more expressive at the 'bam.' i shook my head at him.

"okay then, if we are ratting each other out about stupid shit weve done,what about that one time you got your hand stuck in the Christmas tree ties on your dads car?"

i said matter-of-factly. his eyes got wide.

"hey! that was an accident and you know it. we couldve taken my whole arm off!"

he said in his defense.

"i thought it was hilarious."

i said sternly back, smiling widely at him. he stuck his tongue out at me, a notion i gladly mirrored. then he grabbed me around the shoulders, pulling me to him. i screamed at the sudden motion, looking to vinny and rick who were sitting across from us for some guidance but they were to into the game.

"you two are too much."

ricky laughed out, looking at ryan for a second as he walked by. chris pulled me closer before licking a stripe up my face.

"ew!"

i said pulling away from him and wiping his saliva off of my face.

"asshole!"

i said, grabbing his face and blowing raspberries into his cheek. he laughed incredulously, pushing me away from him.

"youre nasty."

he said mimicking my notion and wiping his face. i punched his arm lightly before swinging my legs into his lap, him holding them there and looking down at me endearingly.

"so are you."

i said back, shaking my head at him, nose scrunched.

"you know you love me."

he said, bringing his face closer to mine.

"well yeah."

i said back, squinting at him.

"i think im done for tonight."

vinny said suddenly, pausing the game. ricky sent him a look like 'wtf?' and watched him stand.

"im gonna go get some air."

he said and we all watched him walk off the bus.

"that was weird right?"

i asked and they all nodded. i had a good few chances to talk to vinny since tour had started and he seemed like a really cool guy. someone id be lucky to call a close friend by the time tour was over if not something more. part of me felt bad, like chris and i really where too much for him to handle in that moment. but this was how we always were. we practically survived our teens years together, losing touch for a bit but inevitably going back to the way things where when we found each other back.

"you guys mind if i go out there too?"

i asked and they all sort of shrugged at me, chris letting my legs go so i could stand. as i did i leaned down and kissed the top of his head.

"dont miss me while im gone."

i joked and he rolled his eyes at me.

"of course not."

i laughed a little bit as i descended down the stairs, pushing the door open and seeing vinny leaning against the bus.

"you okay?"

i asked softly, walking to him and rubbing my hands together. i had sort of forgotten how cold it had got. it was late fall after all but the bus was so warm and inviting i didnt even think about grabbing a jacket before leaving. i half shivered as i walked closer, his face being illuminated by the street lights outside the venue.

"uh yeah, everything's great."

he said a little condescendingly, kicking his foot into the gravel under him.

"im sorry if we were too much, i guess when we get together we have a tendency to overshare and its not for everyone. but i suppose thats what you get when youre comfortable with someone the way we are."

i tried to defend to him and he let out a short sigh-laugh.

"its no big deal, you guys really like each other. its cool."

i smiled.

"yeah, hes my best friend."

vinny nodded once.

"how long have you guys been together? i dont recall him ever talking about you before."

i drew my brows.

"together?"

i asked and he seemed just as confused as i was.

"look i get it, chris gets all the girls, being the front man and all."

he seemed a little jealous.

"but i dont think he ever mentioned you before tour started and then one day he told us about some girl coming on to film us. but clearly you guys are close so do you have like a, i dont know, like a open relationship type thing?"

i laughed a little bit.

"you think chris and i are dating?"

he half shrugged.

"well yeah, its kinda obvious."

i shook my head and took his hand in mine.

"vinny i can assure you that chris and i are just friends. if anything hes like the brother i never asked for nor wanted but got anyways. but life just does that sometimes."

he looked down at our connected hands and let go of me promptly.

"i guess it just doesnt seem like that."

he said a little hurt. i sighed and leaned against the bus next to him.

"it would be kind of weird to bring it up to him but i like someone else in this band, if you wanted to know."

i said, looking at him a little hopeful he was picking up what i was putting down.

"oh."

he said sadly. i sighed, i guess not.

"yeah, hes super cool, and nice, and ive really enjoyed connecting with him."

i shivered as the wind blew and he finally looked over at me.

"are you cold?"

he asked, ignoring what i had just said. i nodded a little bit, crossing my arms over my chest.

"just a little bit but i ll be fine."

he shook his head at me.

"no way, here."

he said taking his jacket off. at least he had long sleeves on. he placed his jacket over my shoulders, pulling it together in the front.

"thanks vin."

i said as we both returned to our positions against the bus.

"would your new dream guy do that?"

he half joked, i could still hear the venom in his voice. he was absolutely jealous. i thought it was funny because now he was jealous of himself.

"actually yeah."

he scoffed, hiking his foot up on the side of the bus.

"great."

he said looking away from me. i stepped closer and nudged him.

"he would because he just did."

he looked at me and drew his brows together.

"wait you mean?"

he asked, his face turning to that of shock. i nodded.

"god, yes. vin ive had a crush on you since i got here."

i laughed out.

"i didnt think you would like me back and then i realized just now that that was utter bullshit."

he half smiled.

"and whys that?"

he asked a little cocky.

"you were jealous of chris and that has only happened to me a handful of times in my life. once in highschool when my boyfriend said he would break up with me if i didnt stop hanging out with him. once when i graduated college and my then boyfriend accused me of sleeping with him. and right now."

he looked down a little ashamed.

"yeah i guess that wasnt fair of me to do. i just figured since you guys hit it off so fast that you were into him."

i laughed a little bit.

"dont get me wrong i love him with my whole being, but seeing someone go through puberty just does something to your vision of them ya know?"

i asked and he laughed back, nodding.

"okay, well if you really are into me, would it be stepping to far to ask you out?"

he said hopefully and i grinned widely at him.

"i would love that vin."

he sent me a tired smile in the dim street lights.

"may i also be so bold as to ask if i could kiss you?"

i let out a nervous laugh. i was really gonna let that happen huh? i nodded.

"id like that a lot vin."

he stepped closer to me slowly, placing his hand gently against my cheek, running his thumb over it. his hands were rough and calloused from playing the drums so long but i didnt mind. it kind of felt nice. he looked deep into my eyes before leaning down and capturing my lips in his. all of a sudden it felt like home, like this was it, the thing id wanted for so long and never found. his other hand made its way to my waist as he deepend the kiss. i sighed into him, practically melting against his mouth like chocolate left outside in the sun on a hot day. when he pulled away he rested his forehead against mine and smiled like an idiot, one i gladly returned.

"fucking finally."

i heard from behind me, the bus door clicking closed. both of us turned to look, seeing ricky and chris standing there grinning from ear to ear. i had a mad blush splayed across my face now and was thankful that the light was behind me so it would be harder to see.

"how long have you been standing there?"

i demanded, walking to chris and punching his arm. he laughed in pain as he rubbed his arm.

"long enough to see the sparks fly."

he teased, pushing me back. i rolled my eyes at him.

"get your ass back in the bus."

i said opening the door and escorting him back inside. he made kissy noises at me as rick followed him up the stairs. i shook my head and turned around, jumping a little bit at vinnys presence behind me.

"rick had kind of been waiting for that for a while."

he said, looking up at the now closed door. i raised a a brow.

"oh?"

i asked and he sent me a bashful smile, scratching the back of his neck lightly.

"ive been crushing over you for a while too. and being jealous of chris just as long, rick's been pushing me to say something. i guess it just took one last little push."

he shamefully laughed out.

"at least now we're on the same page."

i said before standing on my tip toes and bringing him down to kiss me again, both of his hands going to my waist.

"now come on, im still cold and the bus is much warmer."

i joked and he nodded along.

"agreed."

[klaus-is-the-real-number-1]

Goody Two Shoes (Number Five x reader)

ASK:Hello! I really enjoy your writing and I was wondering if you could do a Five x reader where the reader is easily embarrassed and Five knows that and constantly teases her but even after all that she is doubtful that he likes her? Thanks again!

Thank you so much to the actual angel who requested this ur forever in my heart n should 100% hmu when u see this, hope this is what you had in mind!!! stay fresh my dudes!! (also im british but were going to pretend that five and you are both 16 in high school. idk how the system works so i hope this is ok!)(ALSO ALL OF THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY ARE 16 AS WELL AND IN HIGH SCHOOL)

A/N: woow i did not expect it to be this long, do apologise for the angst but i hope it gets better lol, love you all have a nice day and yet again thanku to the angel who recommended this i think i went a bit off but hope its a bit like what you wanted!!

warnings: swearing, fives a bit dodgy but it gets better i swear, angst, fluff eventually, probably pretty long. 

words: 2246

The Hargreeves were an unusual bunch, they were all so different yet you could see that deep down they all cared for on another. Klaus was your best friend, even though you knew all the Hargreeves, you could always be found with Klaus. You and Klaus would often go shopping, have sleepovers and keep up to date with the recent gossip around school; as sad as it sounds Klaus was really your only friend and you hardly got to hang round with him at school, school was a whole other issue on it’s own. Even though you were the same age as Klaus, and the rest of the Hargreeves children, your high school pushed you up a few grades so you were sitting your final year, your intellectual ability was far above average, even being in your final year you were scoring 100% on all the exams. You had no one in your lessons that you knew, well no thats not quite right, you had Five.

Five. Five was a funny issue, just like you he had been pushed up to his final year and you were in constant competition with him, he was always nit picking at everything you do and knew exactly what buttons to press to get you angry and even upset. But for some reason, you liked him. You liked him a lot, no matter how angry or upset you got with him you just couldn’t help it, in a way he helped you achieve much more because for every snide comment he made to you, you’d just go and smash the next test that came up. 

You were currently sat with Klaus in his room, it was raining heavily outside, you were painting his nails for him as he rants about everything thats upset him this week. You were only half listening to him, concentrating on holding his hand still and humming every now and again.

“You know who else has been annoying me this week? Five.” He states waving his free hand around. “He wont stop asking me when you’re next going to be round, he keeps saying things like ‘Klaus, when is y/n coming round?’ and I’ve been hearing this all week, if I didn’t know any better I think he’d be trying to steal you from me.”

“I seriously doubt that.” you say with a slight chuckle, you couldn’t even imagine Five wanting you to be around, Klaus was probably just saying this to make you feel better about your small crush on him. Klaus knew all about your crush on his brother, to say he disapproved would be an understatement. He just didn’t get it.

“Honestly y/n, I don’t get what you see in him, he teases you all the time, and too be fair he’s so fucking annoying.” You look up and laugh, he gave you a weak smile looking down at his nails that were almost done, appreciating the black glitter polish you brought with you. He was about to speak again until a voice spoke up from the door.

“I thought I could feel myself losing brain cells, but of course it’s just because you two are in here together.” It was Five, he was leaning against the door frame, a smirk evident on his face. “Y/n, you haven’t been answering any questions in class recently, I hope it wasn’t because you stuttered that one time, or maybe it was more than once. To be honest, I can’t quite remember but it was still funny either way.”

That had hit a nerve, you were always so nervous to answer questions in class even though you knew it was the right answer, it was just something that happens. Feeling your face get red from his words, he continued.

“Oh I tell you what was funny,” He stepped closer into Klaus’ room, an evil glint in his eyes. “that one time that senior asked if you had a spare pen and when you went to give him one you spilt your water on him, ha!” Klaus knew all about that story, the senior is question was fairly attractive and you really didn’t mean to, you couldn’t apologise enough to them no matter how many times they said it was fine. Your eyes begin to burn, you hated how easily embarrassed you could get, you just couldn’t help it. 

“Just fuck off Five, stop being awful to her just because you fancy y/n!” Klaus said almost impulsively, covering his mouth. Now Five was the one with a red face, but not out of embarrassment, out of anger. You could see him getting angry with Klaus. Klaus would never fail to mention how Five said things he’d regret when he was angry.

“I’d rather chew my own foot.” You felt your chest getting tight, his words hurt and now you could really feel your eyes stinging.

“Sorry, I didn’t realise I was that repulsive.” You say with a quite voice, you didn’t understand how one persons words could hurt so much. You got told often by others how pretty and beautiful you are, but non of them compliments mattered to you because they weren’t from the person you wanted them from. “I’m going home.” You quickly grab your bag from the floor and push past Five, you glance at him through tears, his face looked almost regretful, but it couldn’t be. 

“Y/N wait!” You heard klaus shout but you were already half way down the stairs. “Five, what the fuck!” You heard steps chasing after you. It was pouring outside, and it was at least a 30 minuet walk back to your house, but you didn’t care.

“Y/n, you can’t walk home in this.” Klaus almost begged with you.

“Please just let me go, Klaus.” You step out the front door not giving him a chance to respond. 

The rain was soothing on your hot face, you couldn’t hear the rain fall on the ground though, the thumping in your ears drowned everything out, you couldn’t believe Five, he’d never gone that far before. 

‘shit.’ Five mumbled to himself once he heard the front door slam, he didn’t mean to say that, he was so angry at Klaus for telling Y/N his secret, he didn’t know what to do. He knew he was always a bit too harsh on y/n, he just didn’t know how to handle his feelings for them. He’d never met anyone who could challenge him and win, y/n was the only person who beat him on any tests you had in school, the only person who could distract him enough to completely forget the world around him.

“Five!” he could hear Klaus getting closer to him. “What the fuck? why do you have to be such a dick all the time! You always ask when Y/N is coming over then you go and upset her, every time, you say you fancy her and go do shit like that every damn time, you won’t have any chance with her if you keep going.” Klaus was angry, really angry. “And you know what Five? I hope you don’t get with her, she’s my best friend and she deserves better.”

Five knew what he meant, he could see that. She did deserve better than him. Five just looked down, clenched his fists and disappeared. A flash of blue and he was gone. Klaus almost wanted to scream, y/n was the best person he’s ever met, it’s almost as if he can’t have anything to himself in this house. Klaus slammed his door, hard, he was done with Five, always asking how to win y/n over and then completely ignores any advice he gives and he gives good  advice. He told him everything from her favourite music to her favourite plants and trinkets. 

It was now Monday, you and Klaus had been face-timing almost all weekend as you always do, he hadn’t mentioned anything about Five and you were grateful. You were waiting for Klaus just outside the Academy, it was a sunny day so you knew during all the breaks you and Klaus would probably be outside basking in the sun. You heard the door open and you look up expectantly.

“Hey y/n.” It was Five, he was in a crisp suit as he was always. His eyes burnt into yours.

“Oh, is Klaus almost ready?” You ask, keeping eye contact with him, not letting him intimidate you.

He goes to speak but gets interrupted by Klaus, you smile at him wearing a leather skirt and a crop top and dark eyeliner. He graciously links arms with you and pulls you off, you spare a look at Five behind you and you see him with clenched fists walk back into their mansion of a home. You and Klaus talk about his new fascination on one of the senior boys in a few of your classes, Dave, you and Dave occasionally talk in classes and Klaus practically begs you to get his number for him. You would try and do it for Klaus but you didn’t know if Dave liked boys or not but despite the facts, Klaus still begged you to get his number.

Once you get to school, you and Klaus head to your locker, the entire time he wouldn’t stop talking about Dave, you notice a small piece of paper thats slightly crumpled. In small, seemingly rushed writing, was ‘y/n x’.

“Recognise this writing?” You ask Klaus. He looks at you cheekily, without a second thought he snatched it from you.

“Hmm, I wonder what it says?” He says sarcastically as he opens it to read it aloud, reaching well above you so you couldn’t reach it. “y/n, sit with me in physics? -A x” He paused. “Who’s A? Wait, isn’t it that senior you spilt water over? Wait y/n!” He excitably garbs your arm, hitting it many times. “He sits next to Dave! y/n you’ve got to sit next to him, not just for you, but for me.” 

You grabbed the note and shove it into your pocket, you just sigh and agree, if you weren’t going to do it for yourself, you’d do it for Klaus and his weird obsession with Dave. 

You say your goodbyes as you make your way to physics, you felt nervous, you usually don’t sit with anyone and just get your head down to get your work done. As you walk into the lesson you see him sat in his seat, you smile and go to sit next to him.

“Nice to see you got my note.” He beams, he was cute, but not Five cute. You couldn’t wrap your head around how he acted this morning when Klaus practically dragged you away from him. He looked almost sad when you didn’t respond. Speaking of the devil, Five walked into the class, calculating eyes scanning the room until they land on you, his eyes then move to the boy next to you causing his eyebrows to furrow. You’ve never moved seats since you started the class. You turned to the boy next to you and started a conversation about the assignment thats due in soon, you hear a chair behind you scrape. The chair where you’d usually sit, a quick glance confirmed that it was Five, you did what any reasonable person would do and completely ignore him, all lesson. You feel his eyes in the back of your head all lesson, only to get worse when the boy next to you leant over and whispered a joke into your ear too make you laugh, and it did. 

Five couldn’t believe it, y/n shamelessly flirting right in front of him. He filled with anger every time he’d look at her, when they’d touch legs, give each other little looks but the worst moment was watching him lean over and whisper something into y/n’s ear and she laughed. Y/n laugh was almost like heaven, soft and quiet, Five desperately wanted to be the one making y/n laugh. 

You had two periods free, you began your walk to the schools library, as you do every Monday, you’d pick a book that you haven’t read and begin to make an attempt at it and even though you hated to admit it, it was your favourite part about Mondays. But suddenly, you were pulled to the side and in a flash of blue you were gone, and just like that you were stood in a room in front of the very person who said he’d ‘rather chew his own foot’ than be with you, the person who has continuously tried to put you down since you first met him, your crush, Five. 

“What. The. Fuck. Five!” You say angrily at him, you repeat the phrase, pushing him away from you when you said it. All he did was look at the floor. “You can’t just teleport me whenever you want, honestly, if you’ve genuinely just brought me here to have a go please just leave me be honestly. What the fuck.” You emphasise the last words.

“Let me explain, please?” You just crossed your arms at him, waiting for whatever response he could give you. He just sighed before continuing “I’ve been an asshole to you, I know I have, it’s just,” He paused, looking at you, “You might not believe me when I say this, but I like you, y/n” You saw the vulnerability in his eyes. “And I don’t expect you to forgive me right away, but please let me make it up to you, everything that I’ve done. I promise I’ll do anything.” You looked at him, and you saw the real him, all his cards out on the table. You let your arms drop and look down.

“Promise?” you say sticking your pinky finger out, childish, but he knew that you took them very seriously.

“Promise.” Five said as he interlocked your pinky fingers. You smile, hoping he does keep his promise.

Six months later, Five had kept his promise. You were sat on his bed finishing off work before your finals, soft music was playing in the background. You quietly hummed to the tune of the song, Five was laying his head on your shoulder, lazily watching you neatly write out equations.

“Wheres Klaus?” He asks as you set your notes to one side.

“He’s on a date with Dave.” You lean into Fives arms, he just hummed in response.

He pulled you down onto the bed and wrapped his arms around you, you listen to his heartbeat, the soothing beat sounding like music to your ears. You feel him press a kiss to your forehead, you were glad he kept his promise and made up for everything that he’s done. Five slowly gained your trust by just sitting with you in lessons to start with, then to dates at Griddys, picknicks, meals out and eventually you saying yes to being his girlfriend. It took Klaus a while to accept your new relationship but he eventually came around to it, especially since you got him Dave’s number. You were happy with Five, you close your eyes and get even closer too him, just as you fall asleep you hear him whisper.

“y/n I think I’m in love with you”

[tgai-spock]

Lines of ice from rolling waves and subtle villains

The chaotic boy who won’t shut up

tw: mentions of a ‘r*pe alarm’ but its actually a slightly different personal alarm. Nothing to do with r*pe this is pg. I just use the word so I’m giving you a heads up.

Chapter 5

Have you ever walked into a fancy house you had to pay to visit? There’s always those weird spiky plants on chairs, and urgent messages saying ‘do not sit’, as if you don’t have the common sense to knock the plant on the floor before sitting down. The common room reminded Spock of that. Red walls, seats everywhere with carved wooden legs, and big puffed cushions. To the left of the room 3 sofas faced each other around a coffee table on a rug. They looked out of a window, which on this second floor gave a view across the field, up to the beginnings of the not too distant forest. 

The right side of the room had another dark red rug, with a table  on it low to the ground, cushions on the floor around it. Elsewhere around the room, snuggly hidden were several other tables, with cushioned chairs. Tyler walked to the wall nearest the door they had just entered and tapped the cabinet with the sink.

“This is the drinks station, you can drink all the water from the tap, use the kettle, and any of the teas” He opens a mini-fridge below the table where several different types of milk were stored “milks all good, but if you see sweets they belong to someone. Do not eat the sweets. And clear up after yourself, or I will beat your arse. I mean, report you, and you will be on cleaning duty for a week. That means you get to clean the toilet. If you refuse the punishment you get expelled.” 

“Upstairs belongs to the elder years, don’t go up there, it’s mostly just dorms” he said pointing to a small twirly stairs next to the window. They walked through a door on the right side of the room. It was stacked with a bookcases, and several dozen bean bags.

“This is the bean bag zone. A lot of people come in here when they get cramps, apparently. It might have something to do with the real fire, or the way the bean bags eat you. First years are not allowed to touch the fire. You gotta get your fire license first. Might seem annoying but apparently a few years ago some kid set himself on fire, which personally, I don’t know how you’d even manage - a burn sure, your whole face on fire? Ridiculous. Don’t put anything near the fire. I’d say flammable, but y’all dumbass’s so don’t put anything near it. Especially illegal alcohol. Alcohols not allowed on site, it’s the one thing me and the other prefects have agreed not to tattle on, but if I catch you puking anywhere in the common rooms I’m going to throw you out a window.” Tyler said and they walked into the next room. Tyler, was a confusing guy, was he serious? He was threatening yet also, he smiled. Smile means happy, and friendly, Spock thought. 

“This room is split in to 14 mini segments it’s a quiet zone. Whatever you do in their you gotta be quiet. Some folks just need a moment alone introverts and all, or want to do their  homework in peace. Do not masturbate in the segments. I need one room I know I can lay down in, without getting gunk on me. My own beds no good because thats where I masturbate. Jokes! Thats where I f*ck.”

“Is there… a room to do that then? The set wank room?” One boy asked, and he was pushed around by the blokes around him laughing.

“The fucking toilet, whats your name?” Tyler asked.

“Scotty.”

“It’s wanker now. Wi-fi reaches the toilet, don’t wank in the showers. Last year I took my money into my own hands and started DNA testing the shower, will I ever recover? No. But now I can  shower in peace, and if someone has a complaint I have money and DNA tests I will freely give. Anyway, enough about wankers. I’ve made out with someone in each segment.” He points back out the door, the way they came from “down that hallway is all of your dorms. Have fun finding yours.”

There were six, huge bedrooms, each room had a bit of paper stuck to it. Spock searched each room for his name but couldn’t find it, he and Pavel carried their bags with a bunch of other kids to the end of the hallway. Where Spock at last found his room. The room was blue. The floor wooden, and the single bed frames silver. Spock walked to the end of the room, seeing the bed he wanted immediately at the end, close to the large window. Pavel followed and put their bag on the bed opposite him. Pavel frowned as they put their bag on their bed.

“Is this okay?” Pavel asked him and glanced towards the others, what from appearances alone looked like 4 boys, and 3 other girls “or like are we dividing the room between girls and boys and.. non-binary… are any of you non-binary?”

“I’m agendered” said a person who appeared asian short black hair, and big circular glasses “although I just use he/him pronouns.”

“Cool, I’m Pavel, what’s your name?”

“Hikaru. I heard someone call you Moriarty what’s that about?” Pavel put his head back and sighed.

“A mistake. I’m sorry I forgot my name. My name is Pavel, please I just panicked.”

“I wondered how the dorms were going to be split” Nyota, with hair cropped in a wavy bob, and hooped silver earrings said as she placed her bag on the bed next to Spock’s “not to sound sexist but I’m a little worried that someone who doesn’t have tits might stare at mine in my sleep, I mean, a lot of the teenage boys I’ve been around are just the worst. Not to accuse any of you anything but I doubt everyone in this school’s an angel, it’s mathematically impossible.”

“I get what you mean” Pavel nodded.

“Well” Sulu said “what if someone stares at my dick while I’m sleeping?”

“Thats not the same, I mean, its always under covers, it’s not like your duvets going to outline your dick.” Nyota said, Sulu raised his eyebrows and his eyes darted to Spock, and the boy on the bed next to him. The boy next to him was Charlie, a large sized boy with brown hair and a look of confusion. On the other side of Charlie was a girl with blonde hair called Janice with a buzzcut and lightening shapes in her hair. She seemed amused by the conversation, but didn’t look like she agreed. On the bed beside Nyota close to the dorm door, was Christine, the girl who had called Tyler a slut. She was opposite Charlie. It was during the moment of awkward looking about that Tyler bursted into their dorm room.

“Oh don’t tell me you fucked someone in this bed too” Christine immediately yelled.

“I did not fuck anyone in that bed. But I think pissy Jax slept there last year so good luck with that.” Tyler said hands firmly on his hips.

“Oh you must be joking? Someone swap with me, Janice?”

“Why? You sleep in Jax’s piss, piss girl.” Janice said.

“I’m sure it got washed” Tyler said rolling his eyes, then he shook his head in Nyota’s direction.

“Have you all found your privacy barriers?” Tyler asked.

“The what?” Nyota asked.

“I’m about to save your life.” Tyler said walking over to her “just slide your hand down over that black thing behind you.” 

Nyota turned behind her. There was a 1cm wide, 20cm long black stick, outlined by silver metal on the wall. 30cm to the right of it was a small square black box. Nyota waved her hand over it, and down from the ceiling fell a black curtain. There was one of these sticks behind all of their beds. The ends of the curtain stuck to a silver metal line that went around the whole of the outside of the bed leaving enough room for her legs.

“Neat” Nyota said from inside her curtain.

“Pretty cool right? Watch this” Tyler said and pushed the black curtain, almost immediately a quiet, but loud enough to be easily heard beeping began, almost like the ringing of a phone.

“Thats the rape alarm. The goto rule is, if the curtains are down, you’re not allowed to clown, also you gotta yell at them to get up. Except me of course I’ve got this” Tyler said and pulled out a card and waved it next to the silver box. The curtain began to raise by itself and the alarm cut off.

“My brother goes here” Janice said “he said it was to stop kids dragging the mattresses on to the roof whilst they were asleep.”

“You say, de-pranker, I say rape alarm, tomato tomatoe.” Tyler shrugged with a grin.

“Why is there an alarm?” Nyota asked.

“It’s mostly incase someone gets stuck in their curtain, or they’re having a medical emergency. Surprisingly getting tangled and sucked up into the curtain happens more often than you’d think. Honestly theres nothing wrong with having some hand pulled curtains but then the rooms don’t look minimalistic y’know? If you think theres an issue with someone, like you can hear them breathing real funny and they won’t respond you just run upstairs and find a prefect. However I’ve adjusted that rule, you put up someone else's curtains, you set of the rape alarm, then you get me. Then I’ll help your friend while a teacher is already on the way.”

“How long do the teachers take to respond?” Spock asked.

“They - nice hat kid” Tyler said with a slowing grin, and then a blink “been meaning to say that the whole tour. Shit what was I saying? If your personal alarm stays on for more than 30 seconds, it starts getting louder, after two minutes you’ll have a teacher come in. Last year, the third years drew up this really elaborate murder prank and set it off at 3 in the morning, turns out those pranks aren’t as funny as you’d think because apparently the teachers will straight up bring a stun-gun into your room, and I’m pretty sure that shits illegal.”

“You set of an alarm and think its bad the teacher would come to your rescue with a stun-gun?” Nyota asked

“Well… whatever. You folks all good now? Can I go catch up with my friends. Oh, and just so you know. There’s no bell you just have to manage yourself. You’ve probably all got your timetables already, the next thing you go to is lunch, which is in an hour or so, and then you will have to head to your last two lessons. For lunch, just go back to where you came from.” Tyler said and then left. Spock took a deep breath in, this was a lot of good news, but the personal alarms seemed a bit much, still given his history with classmates, at least he’d be able to sleep peacefully, he had already been planning to go find somewhere else to sleep like on the roof for a week or so before he made the brake from school. The bed was now a better option.

“I’ve got no idea how we got here” Pavel sighed “let alone finding the lunch room.”

“Me neither” Charlie said “but at least I know every room Tyler’s fucked in.”

Note:

Listen most people have direct hair cuts when their a kid. The reason for Janice Rands long elaborate hair is because she used to shave it off all the time because punk, but later she learns to be a gentle punk and love pink without fear. Nyota hair is similar. Chapels is similar. Was thinking about giving sulu long hair but he can stick with short.... leaves a lot of wiggle room incase I think of something cool to do with it. 

[Chapter 1]         [Chapter 2]         [Chapter 3]          [Chapter 4]

[Chapter 5]         [Chapter 6]

[fanfictionofmyown]

Out in the open

Roman Reigns x Reader

Prompt: You join the Shield and your boyfriend to also keep justice in the women's devision. Through the segment your relationship is revealed.

Warnings: bad writing, a bit fluff maybe?, OOC probably

It's my first WWE-related fanfiction so maybe it isn't the best. I still hope you like it.

*****

You looked into the mirror in front of you in your dressing room, ready to get out.

You wore a black stomach-free top, a maybe a little too short cargo hot pants and black boots. Around your left leg is a holder with small pockets. You wore brown eyeshadow and the black mascara and black eyeliner made your eyes a bit bigger. They looked almost innocent and create a big contrast to the rest of your outfit. Your lips were darkred.

Nervous you checked more than once your outfit. You wanted to look perfect for the show. Everything was planned. You would go out and interrupt Miz Tv while he is talking shit about Roman. You would have everything under control but the Shield would come out anyways. You join them, because they think you would fit. Miz would talk about your relationship and then he will get punished by the hounds of justice. After that you would get back behind the scenes. Maybe an interview or two and then you could go home.

You are quite good in wrestling, actually you are tag team champions with your best friend Sasha. You met her when you joined the WWE and just clicked. She actually introduced you to your now boyfriend.

People liked you, they liked you even more when you starting fighting with Sasha. You were popular for your flip knee drop. You stand on the highest rope of the ring, jump and do a flip to land on your knees on the chest of the opponent. Thats your final move for most of the time.

But there also could be a lot of trouble with the planned scenario. Your boyfriend wasn't quite liked at the moment. Stuff about his Promos, the booking of his matches and of course the drug thing.

So you didn't know what was going to happen tonight. The audience could just start hating at you or they would accept it. Or maybe they would actually like it.

"Hey! (Y/n), Big Dog asks for you." Dean knocked hard on your door. "Sorry, I can't. We meet each other in ten on stage anyways. Tell him to wait 'til then." You heard a grumble on the other side of the door and shouted after him. "And that he could come on his own and not sent you all the time!" You chuckled a bit.

You were quite close to these guys. They were all your best friends. They supported you from the beginning of your joining. And eventually you became good friends and more.

They had another entrance area so you wouldn't meet. And they wouldn't get the chance to actually see your new attire. You didn't know what the boys would think and what your boyfriend would say. He is quite protective and covers you most of the time in the locker room. You just hoped for the best to happen. You could never be sure in a show like that.

You stood in front of your entrance door and waited for Mike to say his lines and for your music.

"...And thats not the only thing! What's with your so called 'Hounds of Justice'?! Where are they?! Haven't been around lately! You all need new protectors, this ring needs new protectors, this COMPANY needs new protectors!!... So we decided for ourselves - The Bar and me, The Miz - to be your new heroes!... They all can't wrestle anyway!" You heard Miz' words loud and clear in your area. They encouraged you even more. Somebody needed to shut his mouth again. You chuckled a bit and grinned wide when your music hit.

You walked outside, the confidence clear in your steps. The crowd chanted your song and Miz stood in the ring. His face in 'shock'. You heard a few whistle when you walked down to the stage. You climbed on top of the small stairs and turned to the fans. Your arms raised in the air. You faced Miz and climbed over the middle rope. You smirked to him mockingly. When your music stopped he raised his microphone and said. "(Y/n)! Hey! Why are you out here?! If you want to be on Miz Tv then get in the line! I have better things to do than listen to your crap!" He earned himself a few 'Boo's with that. You walked around him, ignoring him, and shouted to the crowd "Good evening Atlanta! How are you doing?" They cheered loud. "You seem to have a good time even with this scumbag talking so much shit." You grinned wide, head raised high. You heard the Miz gasp in shock. He wanted to raise his voice, but got interrupted with 'Scumbag' - chants. You laughed. It was just too funny.

"Excuse me?!-" You interrupted him. "You are. Now shut your mouth, Mike. Before I make you." His mouth opened, but closed just a moment after that. "Who do you think you are? Trying to - Yeah! What are you actually trying to do?! Be the new Shield? Fight for justice? Come on, Miz. Like most of the people in that locker room put you more than once on your ass. What do you want to do? Ask them nicely to be not too harsh with you? Because you are not good enough to make them do what you want? You really think Cesaro and Sheamus are on your side? They are stupid if they think that this would be a great idea!" You stopped for a moment and looked around. You shrugged. "Miz Tv is the best example! We just come out here to beat you up. Nobody cares about your talk show! Thats not what we are hired for, Mikey!" The crowd cheered loud for your speech. You waited for his answer. The blonde started to speak "Are you finished? Because now I tell YOU something. I don't- " The music of the Shield hits.

The crowd went insane. It didn't matter what anyone thinks of the single characters, because when those three are together nothing can stop them. They proved it many times before. You couldn't decide if Miz looked annoyed or terrified, but what you knew: He was shocked.

The hounds of justice made their way down to the ring. It's a few months since they reunited and Miz was right. They haven't been around lately, because Dean was injured. You stayed in the middle, Miz was slowly coming closer. 'Oh Mike,... you know they don't come for me.' You thought smirking.

Dean, Seth and Roman surrounded the ring as always and stalked their target. Seth to your left, Dean to your right and Roman in front of you. They stared at Miz and the tension was growing. What you didn't expect really was how Roman locked his eyes with yours after a moment and didn't seem to let it go. This was for the guys to show that you are what they want. You didn't want to let him win over the dominance. So you looked back while he and the other two made their way into the ring. You grew nervous when Seth and Dean surrounded you and not Miz. He walked to the side and out of the dangerous zone. He stood outside of the rope. You just had to break the contact from the big dog and looked around you. Seth walked up and down, acted like he was checking you out. Dean did the same but without moving so much.

It was not the first encounter for you and the guys to meet on stage, but you never met them as The Shield. You only met them alone or as Tag Teams. It felt like it was the first time meeting them. They had so much power and were just really intimidating as a group. It was just a complete different atmosphere.

The big dog stopped a few steps in front of you. He looked up and down at you and turned to Seth with smug smirk. Seth punched Roman in the chest brotherly and laughed a bit. Dean stood a bit on the side, awfully quite for him. Seth lifted his microphone and spoke up "You know what? Deano, I like your idea. It would fit so good." Dean started to nod confident. "Yeah, I told you. What's up, Big Dog? What do you think?" He said. Roman looked at them before he turned to you again. Your eyes met again. "I like it. What do you say Atlanta? Would you want (Y/n) to become a member of the Shield?!" He viewed the crowd and raised his hands. You raised your eyebrows shocked and annoyed. The audience was shocked but started to cheer pretty soon. When it got quieter again you raised your voice.

"Uuhh.. Atlanta, do you hear that?! The Shield! The big boys of WWE! And they ask a small girl like me to help them!" You said sarcastically and got rewarded with laugther. "Guys, we are friends - everybody really knows that. But do you really think I would accept it without you asking nicely? I want you begging on your knees before you can assure me to be part of the team. You want me? Start fighting for it!" You explained with a firm voice. You were their friend. But your character wasn't the easiest to get through. Also they weren't the first who tried to get you on the team. They will just be the first actually who got you on board. With - what you thought - great reasoning.

"We don't need to fight to get you. We already have you." Roman smirked. You looked at him questioning. "Not like that this is the first time you get something right. You do that quite a lot lately. It's about fighting for what you think is right. Just like we do. So why not join my brothers and me? Why not join us and kick some ass?" - "Well big dog, aren't you enough people in your boyband? It's not like you need me anyways." You tried to reason, but he kept going. "It's more. It's about family. And like you just came out and defended us, we will come out and help you, fight for you. That's what a family does. It doesn't end with blood." He grabbed Deans shoulder and pulled him into his shoulder. He did the same with Seth and his arms stayed on their shoulders. They grinned at each other and then at you. "So? What do you say? Will you join us?" Seth asked now.

"Let's ask Atlanta! Atlanta! What do you say?!" You shouted to them. There was quite the tension after they asked. But the crowd erupted in 'Yes'-chants after you asked the question. You smiled happy, everybody seems to want you as a part of the Shield. You grinned and said "Well, you hear them! It seems that The Shield are now four!"

The audience cheered and you turned to them. The Shield cheered too. In no time Seth and Dean stood besides you and hold your arms up as if you won. You laughed and they grinned. You heard the usual howl for a triple powerbomb and wanted to turn. But you couldn't the architect and the lunatic fringe lifted you up and put you down on Romans shoulders. You put your hand into his wet hair to stable yourself. You laughed and a shower of adrenaline rolled down your spine. It wasn't bad. You felt amazing. The people all shouted and partied, the boys were happy and you were happy.

When everything began to get quieter Miz - who everybody forgot about - raised his voice. "Aawww... finally! All the freaks are together! Now they can have christmas eve together. Starring the little son: Dean Ambrose! The older son: Seth Rollins and the lovely mother and father: (Y/n) and the big dog! The perfect freakshow!" He shouted sarcastically. You knew this was the time to expose the relationship and grew nervous. You all looked at him, Roman put you down carefully. One hand searched his way to your waist when he stepped a bit in front of you, the hand never leaving its place. Without a microphone Roman told Mike multiple times to shut up until Miz decided to say loud, so everybody could have heard him. "What!? Getting all protective over your girlfriend? You should! Women are crazy about me! Ask your cousin, Jimmy!" He grinned triumphantly.

Within a second Roman let you go and chased after Mike. He should have run for his life. But he ran faster when Jimmy came out and he was surrounded by two angry samoans. You stepped to the rope and leaned on the top one. A smile placed on your face. Dean came to your side and held a microphone for you out. You took it and thanked him.

"Hey, Mikey.. what were you saying? Maybe if you want to steal someone's girl you should search for someone whos boyfriend is not able to kill you on an instant." He held his arms out in defence and talked to the samoans. He apologised for being such an ass, but Mikey: the damage was already done.

They cornered him and started (fake-)punching him. Within seconds he lays on the ground, hands over his head and the two attackers towered over him, trash-talked to him. They got him up and pushed him into the ring. Dean and Seth greeted him there and got him up. Miz stood between them and was held by his arms. First one there to do his thing was Jimmy who superkicked him in the chest while the big dog howled his typical call. Miz was janked up again and put over the Romans shoulders by the Architect and the lunatic fringe. They triple-powerbombed him. In the mean time you climbed the top rope and did your finisher, the flip knee drop. The crowd was on their feet for you all. All those attacks are crowd-favourites and then all of them after one each other got a lot of hype to show up.

You stood up and all of you lifted your arms and got cheered. So much adrenaline floated through your veins and you couldn't stop yourself, but kissed Roman. You grabbed his face and pulled him to you. His thick arms pressed your body against his. You smiled against his lips. The audience began to cheer and made kissing noises. But you could only concentrate on your boyfriend. It was out now. Out in the open. It would become a lot easier now. You didn't have to hide anymore.

The kiss didn't last as long as you wanted to but you would have had enough time after the segment.

Time ran fast after that. You made a round for autographs and pictures with a few fans. Some of them even gratulated you what put a smile on your face.

After all of that you all were finished for the night. What meant showers, change locations and sleep. The show was still going so you had enough time to shower. You got separated from The Shield to get checked. Even if you haven't done much they still wanted to check your knees. Old injuries and stuff.

So you were alone in your dressing room again and tried to calm down. You sat on your couch with your favorite tea and still in your gear. It was your ritual. Your eyes are closed and you concentrated only on your breathing. A knock on the door interrupted you. All you said was "Come in." You didn't bother to ask because you knew who it was anyway.

The couch sank at your side. Arms wrapped around your belly and a nose was pressed against your tummy. You smiled.

"We did it." The deep voice was calm. "Now you are officially mine." - "Cool down, big guy, I am nobodys but mine." You chuckled and opened your eyes. Unconsciously did you put your hand in the long hair and started to massage his sculp. "I love you, Leati." You smiled. "I love you too."

[bnhascenariosheadcannonsimagines]

How would iida help his s/o with anxiety from work and whos also being pranked by neighbor kids

“(Y/n) you should get some sleep. Getting a full eight hours is imperative to your mental and physical health.” Iida popped his head into the living room where you were sitting and typing away at your laptop on the couch. “You should also use a desk chair and sit up straight or your back will hurt!” Iida rushed over to you and lifted you from the couch. “Iida dearest,” you sighed as he set you back on your feet, “I love you so very much. You know that, I know that-” “I love you very much as well.” he pressed a kiss to your forehead. You smiled and huffed out a short laugh, “But this project is going to be huge and I need to work on it nonstop until it’s finished. I was finally given the reigns to a big project at the company and-” “(Y/n) I know this is important to you, but you and your health are important to me. Please dear, save your progress and let me help you.” Iida cut you off and and looked at you worried.

He knew you were getting tired and worn out. You had been working on this project nonstop for a couple of weeks now, researching the demographic you were marketing towards, plugging in all the statistics, budgeting every part of this on your own, you were in full control of the project but you’re neglecting yourself. Your eyes were dull, the bags under them getting darker each day, your cheeks hollowing out slightly because you were forgetting to eat proper meals, your clothes a crumpled mess from sitting slouched over for too long, he didn’t like it. He made enough money being a hero to support the two of you easily, but he knew you wanted to do something so he never urged you to quit, he just wanted you to take a break. “(Y/n). Please.” Iida brought your hands up to his mouth and pressed kisses to your fingers.

You bit your lip knowing he was right, he was always right! To say you were stressed was the understatement of the year. You were about to fall apart. Presentations needed to get done, your team with a bunch of useless blokes who didn’t know how to use Word Processor, and to make matters worse the kids down the hallway from your apartment were sent by Satan himself! You leaned into Iida’s chest and sighed, “Okay dearest, I’ll save my progress and come to bed.” “Who said we were going to bed? We’re making you a healthy meal, taking a bath, and then going to bed.” He pulled you into a hug and you smiled, hugging him back tightly, “Thank you dearest.”

You woke up the next day feeling refreshed, something you hadn’t felt in a while.  You rolled over in bed, seeing Iida had already gone for his morning run and buried yourself in the blankets again before yawning and throwing them off of you. If you stayed in bed any longer you would fall back asleep and miss your train, so you got up and grumbled at the early morning sunshine creeping through your blinds. You walked into the kitchen to find a full breakfast sitting on the table ready for you with a note from Iida, “Breakfast is the most important meal of the day, don’t skip it again dear. I love you.” You smiled and sat down, knowing that if you left it you would be getting a very angry call from Iida later today.

Once you had finished breakfast you got dressed and collected your laptop and briefcase, putting your laptop inside and snapping it closed, looking around for the poster boards you and made for todays presentation. They were neatly stacked near the door and you smiled as you read another note from Iida, “Good luck today (Y/n), you’ve been working very hard on this and I know you’ll do great. See you tonight.” You pressed a kiss to the paper and picked ups the boards, trying to keep your cool as you walked out of your apartment, setting the boards down to lock the door. You picked up the boards and thats when the anxiety started the creep in. You had a presentation today. In front of the top people at the company. If you messed up you could be fired on the spot. Stumble over one word and you were done for. No! No. You had this down. You were totally fine. You had practiced your presentation to Iida, to yourself in the mirror, you were totally fine. You could do this. And with that little pep talk you entered the elevator and went to work.

Oh man. You were so fired. They looked so bored the whole time, like you weren’t even talking! Maybe you had insulted them on accident? Maybe you had misspelled something on one of the slides! Oh shit what if it was one of their names! Autocorrect was going to get you fired! You were so wrapped up in your thoughts as you walked up the stairs to your apartment, the elevator was out. Probably because those stupid kids had thrown a firecracker in it again. You huffed your way up the stairs until you reached the fifth floor. You sighed, too many thoughts running through your head for you to really look where you were going, and by the time you caught it you were a little too late. An RC truck raced under your foot as you reached the landing and threw you backwards… Down a flight of stairs. With your briefcase. And your poster boards.

You let out a couple of loud curses as you slammed your leg into the stairwell and heard a couple bones pop. “(Y/n)?” you heard your door open and a confused Iida stick his head out. You groaned quietly and Iida ran to the stairs, seeing you in a messy heap on the landing between the fifth and fourth floor. “(Y/n) are you alright?! What happened? Did you break anything? Are you hurt? How many fingers am I holding up?” You groaned and pushed yourself into a sitting position, Iida kneeling down to hold you steady “I-I’m fine.” you whisper and try to stand up, your legs shaky and your breathing uneven and ragged. “(Y/n) you are most certainly not alright, what happened?” “Fuckin’ remote control car.” you whispered, trying o keep your voice even but failings it cracked towards the end. Iida hugged you close to him, rubbing your back as he lifted you onto your feet, “Can you stand?” He asked you quietly and you nodded slightly. “Now. What remote control car?” he asked and right on cue a small remote control car showed up at the top of the stairs, reversing back down the hallway towards a quiet snickering. “That one.” you sighed and leaned against the wall.

“Wait here please dear.” Iida smiled at you but his eye didn’t say he was happy. He zipped up the stairs and grabbed the toy car before zipping to the end of the hallway, pushing the door open to reveal to young boys. “This your’s?” Iida asked pointedly and both boys froze, one shoving the control into the others hand and the other one dropping it immediately. “Can I ask you what it was doing by the stairs?” Iida eyed the two children and they shrank into themselves. “They’re just kids man, what’s the big deal?” an older voice was heard from further inside the apartment. “The ‘big deal’ is that hey just threw somebody down a flight of stairs. THAT’S the ‘big deal’!” Iida huffed and a teenager came into view from a round the couch, “Shit.” the mutter and grabbed the remote control from the two smaller boys. “Dad is already pissed at you two for dropping all of the dishes off of the shelves do you really think he needs to hear that you two sent Ingenium’s fiancee down the fucking stairs?!” The two boys pouted and looked at the ground, “Say sorry assholes.” the teen crossed their arms and nudged their brothers forward. “Sorry.” one said and the other nodded. “Sorry doesn’t cut it. Go help them clean up their stuff.” the teen shoved the two boys out of the apartment and they trudged over to the stairs where you were starting to collect your things from the ground. “We’re sorry.” one said to you and handed you one of your boards, “Yeah. We’re sorry.” the other one kicked at the ground slightly.

Iida watched from the top of the stairs with the teen as the two little ones picked up your stuff and returned it to you. “I won’t tell your father on one condition. You leave (Y/n) alone. Pranks are only funny if they are harmless and this was anything but harmless. You could have seriously hurt someone.” Iida scolded the children and the nodded before running back into their own apartment. the teen waved and turned to go inside, “They give you any more trouble just knock. Sorry.” Iida returned to your side and helped you up the stairs, “How about another bath darling, you can tell me all about your presentation.” You broke into a nervous sweat at the reminder of your presentation when your phone lit up. It was your boss. “Iida?” you looked at him desperately as you sank to the floor in your doorway. “Yes dearest? (Y/n) what’s wrong? Are you really hurt?” “N-No. Just please… Read what this says of me, I-I can’t do it.” you shook, trying to keep your tears back. “(Y/n)?” Iida whispered and unlocked your phone, opening the message “(Y/n) your boss is congratulating you on your great work dearest, why are you crying?” “I-I’t been a long day.” you sobbed and Iida gathered you in his arms, hugging you to his chest and carrying you to the couch, “A long day indeed, you deserve some time off. Some time to relax.” he pressed a kiss to your temple and held you close, pressing kisses to your head and cheeks as you calmed down. “Let’s put on a movie, I’ll rub you back, we can eat together, then take a nice warm bath, get ready for bed and then cuddle together.” “Iida, I just fell down a flight of stairs and thought I was being fired. I don’t want a movie. I just want you.” you leaned into his chest and he chuckled, “And you have me. Forever.” he tilted your head to face him depressed a kiss to your lips, leaning into it as you lifted your hands into his hair. “Forever.” you whispered against his lips. Getting a full eight hours of sleep was important, but it was the furthest thing from Iida’s mind at the moment.

[irregulardiaryposts]

00:53 21/06/2021

Hello again <3

so i think im gonna write about my mental health today because i dont feel like i have anyone who understands fully apart from myself maybe so i need to Organise my Thoughts. as a kid i had a pretty normal childhood, a mum a dad and a brother - pretty nuclear right. but as a child i felt like my family maybe wasnt quite right, that this wasnt supposed to be what family is? perhaps. - i was scared of my mum a lot because she wasnt very understanding of me - and i was a great kid, never getting into trouble, very good at school, no issues whatsover. the thing that really shows how i thought of my relationship with my mum was when i was like maybe 8 or so having a parents night and at it my teacher had nothing bad to say apart from i was kinda bossy in group settings (im sure i dont need to explain how misogynistic that actually is- i was not bossy i was a natural leader) and when i got home my mum told me off for that and i felt like she was kinda cold to me and not taking all the good things about me into consideration when telling me off for that.

i feel like thats a really defining moment in my life when i realised i cant expect adults to Understand me, realised how people treat young girls, also started my defiant behaviour maybe or was kinda one of the key moments that made me dislike certain authorities in my life, that if people wont understand me regardless of how i explain myself then i wont bother trying to be understood by people who wont matter to me. anyway yes i was scared of my mum-like petrified sometimes- but my dad wasnt great either, he also had his shortcomings. i feel like he never really cared about me like he was kinda apathetic towards raising me like a parent - i feel he would be better suited as an uncle to someone rather than a dad - the funny childish guy that makes kids laugh -not the uncaring dad that cant be bothered to really learn about his kids. and i feel im sitting here complaining about my parents when the fact is that a lot of adults should never be parents, society has conditioned people into thinking the only way to be fulfilled in life is to live vicariously through your kids when life gets to such a boring and monotonous place where you feel the need to create a new life to spice things up lmao. i feel a lot of parents regret having kids but they cannot express that regret because it was their choice and they should deal with that, also saying you regret it would be pretty horrible to the kid.

so while yes i am complaing about my parents i dont think they were Bad in any way just not that great yaknow. also i just notice all these things growing up and i feel its been pretty impactful to understanding myself and my parents. also just some anecdotes from my childhood - i used to watch my dad play video games like the uncharted games i think theyre called, and whenever i got scared i used to hide behind the couch until the scary part was over (usually a lot of guns and high energy fight scenes thats too much adrenaline for a 7 yo) and sometimes when i would take out my dad/brothers game i would get them to fo the hard parts and do other stuff myself - i dont remember many games i played apart from one of the spidermen games where u could just web around the city and not progress apart from sometimes you would come across some strippers and i accidently got into a fight with them (also hot women with umbrellas they use to fight- maybe i went near them on purpose) i would yell to my dad and get him to do it for me. also on new years eve whenever my mum was working and we werent going to any family parties we would make a bunch of food and put it out in the kitchen - wed make like homemade onion rings, chips, have crisps and dips, and a bunch of junk basically and watch like austin powers or some shit and genuinely miss those times they were so simple. but a lot of thats tainted now from what happened. also my brothers always been annoying as shit but when we were kids we couldnt be in the same room without arguing which like whatever thats how kids are esp brothers and sisters for some reason.

i think thats majority of the background needed for the rest. wait this is a little addition but i meant to mention this here so ill put it in- basically sometimes on holidays i would geniunely think my parents hate each other/ were getting a divorce like once when we were in florida in 2012 my dad convinced my mum (as well as me and my brother convinced her since we liked them) we convinced her to go on a water slide thing that u had to walk up the stairs for, it was outdoors, and it was kinda tall and then we got in one of the big donut things and it swooshed from side to side a lot and was generally pretty scary i suppose for someone who doesnt like rides esp since you had to hold on to the handles there were no buckles or anything, and so when we got off the ride my mum was big mad at my dad and like wouldnt talk to him and stuff like that which was pretty uncomfortable to have to be the 8 year old mediator of that but there was also another occasion i think (maybe also at florida) where they were made at each other and i asked my mum if they were getting divorced and all she said was 'ask ur dad' like???? no sort of consolation to this child who thinks their parents hate each other nooo just petty 'ask him' and theres also been other times when they fight/ are mad and they dont feel the need to hide it from us so i felt quite anxious around my parents sometimes.

so ahnyway . yes. when i had just turned 13 my parents split up and it fucked me up in a multitude of ways. also i cant beleive i stopped being a proper kid at 13, like as soon as i turned a teenager life hit me like a fucking truck. so the context as to why they split is still kinda lost to me ngl but they didnt tell me much anyway since i was young but my mum basically said my dad didnt love her anymore and he wanted to separate. its kinda funny because leading up to this my dad had been sleeping in the living room for like a few weeks and there was on and off fighting i could hear and i basically thought they were fighting over me and that i was in trouble and it kinda used to keep me up coz i could hear loud voices when they thought i was asleep- which is probably the cause of why i get veryyyy mad and angry when i hear my mum at like 1 am downstairs when shes drinking and im trying to sleep, probably something ive internalised (is that the word?) and made me respond so strongly to those type of noises.

anywayyyyy yes i thought i was in trouble when they were actually just getting a divorce so ... yeah you can really tell i was young and didnt understand adult issues or really couldnt figure this out myself from all the arguing and him sleeping downstairs lmao. anyway my dad moved out and it was just me my mum and my brother now and at this point my brother wouldve been about to turn 18, so although still kinda shit, not really as affected my it as a 13 yo, just to keep in mind. so i was devastated obviously and my whole world was kinda shattered but i had to hold it together a bit, also i was sometimes my mothers own therapist having to say things like 'everything happens for a reason' 'itll get better' in response to her deteriorating mental health and her questions that would be really hard for me to answer like 'why did he leave' etc (bish im a child be there for me not wallow in ur own pity, u have ur whole life to sort this out youre an adult, im a 13 you and only months away from wanting to kms hun think of ur CHILD please) anyway this left me feeling like a burden if i were to share my mental state because when my mum shared her stuff she was burdening me (AGAIN i was 13 she is an adult) so that made me bottle a lot of things up also the fact that i had no one to share it with because she works as a nurse and now shes a single mother and so she works almost all hours of most days and i dont see her much, my brother was either working at this time or just didnt give enough of a shit about me to make sure i ate.

i went from being catered to for every meal because i didnt know how to cook to suddenly no one being there for me so i had to learn how to do it myself. needless to say that lead to a bunch of unhealthy eating habbits like eating the same things every day - frozen pizza, cheese toasties, i cant think of anything else probs because i didnt make anything else just ate chocolates or didnt eat breakfast coz i woke up at 2pm. just general unhealthyness both in substance and like how healthy that was for my head yk. also this is during the summer btw so it gave me the option to be incredibly depressed - im not saying that as an edgy teen thing to say im being 100% genuine i was very depressed like textbook style - not eating or overeating, not showering/ taking care of myself, extreme lack of energy and hated doing social things coz i had to put on a farce that i was okay meanwhile i couldnt wait to get into my bed and sleep the next day and a half away.

i very vividly remember at the start of the summer holiday my friend asked me if i wanted to go out and do something and i rememeber just crying at that because i had no reason to say no but i just didnt want to and felt like i couldnt do anything and so i lied and said i wasnt feeling well and then put my phone down and curled up in my bed and cried coz i was frustrated and upset and i couldnt really understand what was wrong with me and why i was Like This.

god i didnt take into account how tired i was and how late it is when i started this huh, this isnt even half of it, but i have obligations in the mornign, the last until uni or whatever so ill put this in my drafts and finsih it somethime. alrigtht it is 02:08 btw z_z. also ive just now decided im gonna re organise my tumblr so if this ends up being an actual blog thing i can navigate it easier by adding tags and such. anywau goodnight.

20:21 30/06/2021

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MY LAPTOP SHUT DOWE IN THE MIDDLE OF THSAT SO ITS ALL GONE BASICALLY I WAS DEPRESSED BURTNOUT GIFTERD KID AND IT SUCKED YADDa YADDSZ ANYTWAY

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23:01- well. yes earlier i wrote a little about the ages 13-16 and how they sucked but whatever it got deleted the more pertinent stuff happened in the last year or so anyway.

um yeah so i started the last year of highschool as a 16 year old with a fucked up brain and never having learned any study techniques or work ethic in the slightest. i took 3 uni-level courses only one i actually wanted to do, most people take 2 at most or even 1/0 but do other classes. honestly it fucking sucked this year for school but i scraped all passes so thank god for that. so i started the year quite optimistic, or as much as i could be and in all fairness the content of this year wasnt actually that bad considering i was doing 3 hard classes but corona really truly fucked everything up and by November i had mentally dropped out of my classes but of course i still had to go to them. i feel like im an oddly independent teen because ive never had a solid parental presence in a while, like i had to do a lot for myself and maybe i should thank myself for getting me through it all because i really did pull through.

my thoughts keep drifting from what im writing coz i wanna talk about different things and im just thinking maybe i shouldve just posted the last one then added a reblog when i could be bothered to write and not force myself because if theres ever a reoccurring theme in my life is that if i force myself to do anything i will hate it with my entire being, so maybe i should just do a short synopsis and write about something else afterwards.

so i took 3 hard classes, slowly lost all motivation because in jan it switches to online classes and i could Not deal with those it was horrible, and i became more of a "troublesome student" in one of my classes *cough* maths *cough* and almost got "kicked out" of taking the class just because the teacher was a control freak but like wanted to control all of our actions and behaviour, also i think i may have adhd and another kid in my class i think he does too and surprise surprise the teacher "dislikes" him too but its only a farce because he doesnt actually dislike him its only so that i cant call him out for singling me out when other students behave "badly" too. but anyways maybe ill come back to this in a while when i can be arsed explaining my complicated relationship with my parents.

the only reason i wanted to write this today was so that i could tag the post with like june 2021 or something and not june/july, but i might make another post later, Anyway happy end of pride month i supose, hope u figure it out me!

[itstommyfuckingshelbysir]

where it all began

*part four*

you just lay in tommys arms for while.

“shit tommy im sorry i shouldnt have said anything” you jumped up awkwardly, “lets just forget about it ok its stupid” you began to walk away , tommy grabbed your arm, he just looked you in the eyes a nodded. 

Curly approached and tommy let go, “curly we will be back to check on the black mare and get that stable ready for that new one” tommy ordered. “new one, theres a new horse coming” you smiled, “if all goes well with this meeting today then yes there will be”, “tommy can i come and check the horse out sorry i shouldnt have asked” you hummed worried you had over stepped your mark, “its a business dealing ye so do as your told and only that right”. “yes sure as you wish” you smiled.

Few hours later you were sitting in tommys car waiting for tommy to round the boys up.

“ali what are you doing in tommys car” micheal looking confused, “dont look so confused my dear michael im coming with” you smiled, “with the boys to the meeting but why these meetings can be dangerous ali”, “oh relax ill be fine it will give us time to catch up” you smiled, “ali im serious” clenching his jaw , “ive no doubt you that you are” we smiled “come on” ....

.before you could finish you saw the boys heading towards the car.

“tommy why is ali coming” michael spat. “for the horse michael thats all” “for the horse sure” arthur said amused with himself, “i heard he is arranging a marriage to one of the lee boys for you” john laughed. “the big bald fella with the four kids arthur joined he as four kids so least you know he can perform” arthur spat. michael looked more worried then you did “tommy there joking right” michael laughed. no not atal its the only way i could get the horse she be well looked after michael dont be worried, tommy said serious. 

michael looking at you. “i always wanted kids you joined do love a bald man”you laughed. “its a joke michael before you have a heart attack” you laughed, “it is a joke tommy”you looked at him , “of course what kind of a man do you think i am” he hummed “you had no problem marrying me off” john smiled was only trying to get rid of you arthur laughed. 

we pulled up to a huge camp site horses and caravans were everywhere , the smell of the countryside sparked something inside you.

“theres your husband ali” john laughed pointing to a bald fat man.

oh yum you laughed.

“enough boys time for business” tommys face changed. 

“ali you stay in the car till your told otherwise ok”? you just nodded.

A small man came towards the car “ah boys” he began you couldnt hear alot you just watched there moves and made up your own story.

they spoke for what felt like forever until tommy turned towards the car a used his finger to signal you to come over.

you didnt know why but you felt nervous but you would be damned if you showed it to anyone.

you stopped beside michael and smiled at tommy.

“whats a women know about horses” the man spat at tommy, “alot more than you would think now lets get on with it” tommy spat back, a beautiful grey horse came around from behind the van, shes a beauty tommy” the man smiled. “ill decide that myself” tommy smiled, ali your up tommy hummed.

“hey girl easy” you hummed, you started at the hoofs and checked every inch of that horse from tail to mane leaving notting unseen, “she is in good condition , teeth look good” , “hoofs need some oil and new shoes there fairly old other than that notting some attention wont fix” you smiled, “michael give me a leg up you ordered “you jumped on the horse ,”easy girl “ you did what you needed, your legs hit the ground.. “nice strong horse” you hummed,”up to you” tommy you smiled , you shook the lee mans hand “its ailson robertson by the way ill be in the car boys”you winked walking away. you heard the boys smirk as you left.

you could still see the boys discussion with the lee family , you could see tommy getting angry and the boys all started to step towards the other boys right in front of you a fight broke out blood and screams came from everywhere,  shit you hid down on the back sit the boys stopped, the main lee brother and tommy came close to each other something was said and the boys came towards the car.

“what the hell was that about jesus” you spat, no one spoke at all.

after a long quiet drive home the boys walked into the shelby home.

“what the fuck happened tommy”?polly looking cross, “just a disagreement is all” “are you trying to start a fucking war tommy eh cause thats whats gonna happen if you keep doing this you know that”polly spat sit down all of you, “GIRLS”polly shouted lets get this idiots cleaned up, you ok michael you smiled , “lovely thanks” he giggled, “its gonna hurt”you said wiping his face, “ugh” he tensed, 

after everyone looked good again, 

“i have to go back to the office”, “ill come too michael ive things to finsh” you sang.

the walk to the office was just like the old days you and michael linked laughing about something that wasnt funny but to you both it was and thats what mattered.

“who knew this is where we would end up” you laughed pushing the door into the office, “hey michael did you know my best friend is a gangster now” you mocked , “the biggest and baddest “he spat back you grabbed his cheeks “ oh darling with this face it wont work your too cute “you laughed walking to your desk, “im hurt” he laughed. 

“im bored michael lets doing something tonight” you smiled sitting on his desk, “what do you have in mind ali?” “anything even just the garrson” you laughed, Just the garrsion im offended thats home he smiled, “well can we” you poked him playfully  “of course anything you want my love” he laughed he began tickling you like the too big kids you are “stop” you sang laughing so hard “stop”.. 

“do you too want piracy” tommy spat his eyes were dark walking into his office, once he closed his door you both started laughing like to bold children.

alison tommy sang out, “here we go” you smiled at michael, “yes sir “you closed the door sitting down, “this is a place of work so no more of that” he spat , “tommy we were only having a laugh ok no one was here”, “not the point” he looked angry clenching his jaw, “ok sorry ill be on my best behavior sir you spat is that all” you looked at him with attitude , “your not kids anymore alison”, “id rather be like a kid instead of a boring old man who doesnt know how to have fun now that will be all im off home ive to get ready for tonight” you spat , “tonight?” “michael and i are going out to have fun i would invite you but i guess fun not your thing” you smiled and walked away.

“hey poll” you smiled, “ill make you tea”she smiled.

“how are you finding life here ali?”, “its different from the country thats for sure but i like the feeling of family here ive never been apart of such a big home before” you smiled, “what was your family like “poll asked smiling , you hesitated “eh we had a small house with alot of stables my father trained racehorses before he found love for the drink and my mother wasnt much better” you smiled “michaels family was more my family”you said.

what was michaels family like his childhood she looked upset,

“his mother was called angie she was such a lovely person always happy , thought him everything and made him the gentleman he is and his father wasnt around much he worked but he was a quiet man when he was around”,you smiled. 

“you know he always talked about you poll we used to guess who you were you”said smiling, “for awhile there we thought you were a superhero” then there was a maid and then we guessed the teacher miss emma but your much better than we could have guessed “you smiled , a tear fell from her eye “god i missed him so much” , “your making up for it now he loves you and all the shelbys” you hugged her. “im so glad he had you ali to look after him you know that” poll said, “im the lucky one poll i wouldnt have made it here if it wasnt for him” you smiled

*the kitchen door opened*

jesus speak of the devil and he shall appear you laughed. lord what have i done michael laughed,” i was just telling storys on you that all” you giggled ,” dont believe her mother shes a liar” he hummed shut up you punching him in the arm, “where did you disappear to” michael asked, “had a agrument with tommy needed time to cool down also i need to get ready for tonight” you smiled.

“that man will never learn” poll laughed “he needs a good women like you to keep him on your feet “she said, oh lord id kill him you spat , “poll what was tommy like before the war ? “you hummed , “he was peaceful , always smilling and softer” , “he is still there just takes time to find him she smiled a good few wiskeys “she laughed” that will do the trick “she smiled. “enough taking you get ready “michael pushed you out the door “you know how long it takes you “he laughed.

*after a while you were ready* 

“ali will you come on the boys are waiting “michael shouted “im coming will yeah calm down “you spat walking down the stairs.

.you wore the most beautiful red dress which looked perfect on your pale skin and hugged you body like a glove and you blonde hair hung in long curls , the red made your bright green eyes shine. 

none of the boys spoke , you could feel tommys eyes watching your every move.

“well are we going “ you smiled, “you now were only going to the garrison right” michael mocked “shut up you never know my future man could be there tonight” you laughed” lets go”. 

you and michael walked ahead of the boys linked and laughing as always, you didnt realise that when you walked into the garrsion the whole pub went quiet,“whats everyone starring at “ you asked michael, “you” he smiled.

*after a few hours*

you, ada and polly where dancing on a table laughing about everything , more drink arthur shouted ,”thank you arthur your a dear” you kissed his cheek, you had felt tommy’s eyes following you all night , you sat down beside tommy crossing your legs so your legs would be on show, you not dance tommy you laughed not drunk enough he hummed, “you look beautiful tonight ali” he whispered in your ear the feeling off tommys breath againt your ear made you jump.

“your not bad yourself mr shelby” you giggled, “can i have this dance” a strange man asked from behind “of course mr shelby if thats ok” he smiled , tommy clenched his jaw and nodded “its up to the lady” , “well no other man will dance so why not “ you smiled,

 as the night went on the room started to spin, “i need to sit down “you moved away from the man he grabbed you arm “cant dance with me all teasing me all night and just leave it” pulled you close , “no thank you i was dancing thats all now get off me” you shoved him back and he came towards you and without thinking you punched him” i said no now fuck off “you spat , you felt arms grab your waist it was tommy “everything ok” you said looking at the man “now get out “he spat 

“you can keep the whore” the man spat back tommys jaw clenched together and you stood infront of him “tommy please just leave it dance with me” you said smiling puttng your head on his chest , 

“your not a whore ali your much more than that “he smiled “your my assistant” he laughed amused with himself did i just see Mr thomas shelby laugh its a miracle you smiled. 

the walk home was werid you linked tommy laughing with him and michael was attached to some other girl.

“goodnight michael enjoy you laughed to yourself wear protection” you shouted, “night beautiful“ he sang back, “you and michael have always been this close” tommy asked pourin himself another drink, “always and i hope we always will be i wouldnt be here without him” you smiled.

im glad you found him tommy., maybe a bit selfish because im glad i got away with him you smiled, it makes poll happy thats all ive ever wanted he smiled, i better go to bed my boss wont like me late tomorrow you laughed , me too he followed you up goodnight tommy you smiled kissing his cheek.

Took you awhile to get into your night clothes the room was spinning to much you fell over laughing and there was a knock on your door.

“come in” you said not able to get off the bed, “you ok i heard a bang” tommy smiled , “im fine just feel over room moving to fast” you laughed , here let me help you into bed he pulled you up the bed, “thank you tommy” you smiled” i dont drink often” you giggled “i see that” he smiled, 

you could see him staring at your scars just under your hips, “stop dont look at them” you covered them feeling embrassed , “how did you get them ali” he looked angry , “there from my childhood” you sang “my wonderful father and his riding whip” you looked away “anytime i would say no” you said. “fuck ali your save now noone will ever touch you again you hear now go to sleep” , he stood up placing a kiss on your forehead “goodnight beautiful” , your snores filled the room.

i love this part so much im not an actual writer but i do my best i would love feedback so please do give me some i hope you all enjoy my storys half as much as i do xx 

[thecastcompany]

The Writing Prompt given to the Cast Company was....

What was your childhood like? What was Azeroth or your Planet like when you were a child? Share a nice childhood story with us.

Here is the stories of: Lora, Rak'kaba, Zaneryne, Vida, Selth, Sam, Lyla and Maddi

Lora reaches up to adjust the dark red hat on her head, "Vol'dun wasn't great, but I had big sister there! At least...when I was little I did. A story?" She pulls down on her hat, almost covering her whole head with the brim. "Well, there was this one time our caravan stopped near some ruined building or something. The adults said we were gonna stop there for a few day and asked Nika and me to go find supplies and food and stuff! So Nika had a great idea to go explore all the buildings! Of course I wanted to follow my big sister on a big adventure! So we set out and started digging around the rocks and stuff." She seems to lean forward a bit as the memory of the story makes her more and more excited.

"Anyway, I didn't really find much but Nika found this, like, door or something. Me being much smaller, I could fit into the crack in the door, so Nika stood watch while I climbed through! When I got inside, there were these stairs that led underground so I followed them. When I got to the bottom, it was...amazing! All kinds of crazy paintings and broken pottery and stuff! I never found out what anything in there meant but there were these holes in the ceiling that shined light on all the walls and stuff!" Her tail begins to move erratically behind her as she continues to describe the walls in exhausting detail.

"Anyway, we didn't find anything useful, but I think Nika just didn't tell anyone what I had found and just said the place was empty. Maybe someday I can try to find that spot.." Her voice trails off as she starts talking in her native tongue about who knows what for a while...

click, click, click A singular, weathered talon taps against a table. It fills the silence, but leaves the interviewer wondering if they are speaking to a Mercenary. . .or a Bird of Prey. The bird in question hums, the talon finally pulling away from the table. "Hrm. Childhood? I do quite like talking about myself.  I will enlighten you on how I became a Solar Priest. Hrah! No questions, only listen." Rak'kaba begins to pace the room, making wild hand gestures as they speak. "As a hatchling, our Elders decide our fates. However, we can also decide ourselves. So I did whatever was necessary. Like tossing the flightless ones over the Spires." It's hard to tell what sort of emotions are expressed with the bird, but one thing is for sure - they think it's hilarious. "As a hatchling I excelled in the arts of Solar energy, I can make Night into Day with just myself and a particular ritual. Hrm, yes, I suppose I learned it to throw off the competition mainly. The Elders were impressed by my talents at such a young age. Hrm, you are impressed by my talents, correct? You should be. I am very important." The Arakkoa continues to speak for quite literally hours on end about themselves, making sure the interviewer understands just how important they are and not so much about the home they were exiled from.

Zaneryne smiles slightly to this question, "Well as all noble children of the Sun our lives were filled with schedules, schedules and more schedules....sure I grew up with a silver-spoon in my mouth, and had a lot of stuff to do, like school, mage training, this or that, but it was still a good life. I don't really know what the rest of Azeroth was like, I just knew what Quel'thalas was like. It was a golden palace of silver and golds and the finest of stones, everyday felt like a fairy tale and that you were the Princess of the city...but my most cherish childhood memory was.....a picnic we went too....it was my mom, me, my sister Zainstra and our father, we all day sat in the sun and ate cakes and sandwiches and chased geese and had some chase us back, and it was not until night when we made a fire and my parents told us the story of how they met and fell in love and had smores together, and my father was so particular about not having chocolate of anything smudge his face cause appearance was EVERYTHING!" flutters her eyes before rolling them.

She giggles a little, "He had the smallest smudge of chocolate here..." taps the left corner of her mouth, "my mother pointed it out by kissing it and saying he tasted sweet, he quickly went to wipe it away and this started a huge food fight, my mother smearing her smore into his face, and then me joining in, Zainstra at first was a little afraid to join in, but the tickle monster, aka my mother dragged her in and smear chocolate on her and we left the park looking a mess."

From Vida:

"Alright strap in, this is a story from like 20 years ago!" She said as she sighed nostagically. "So before I got into modeling and all that mess, I had a talent for tinkerin!  I mean at the time I could build a whole bunch of fun things!  I build a dancin robot, a music box, and explosive!"  She said as she laughed "the noise and sight were fun to watch!"  She said as she got comfortable in her seat.

"So at the time my old man and my ma lived in Dun Morogh.  My dad had this job he had hated working for this gnomes corporation.....I mean yeah he made a lot of money, but he had zero fun doing his job!" She said passionately.

"My ma didn't care about his happiness cause she was out spendin his money!  Man I wish she would die already!!!!" She said as she snapped before calling down.  "Anyways!"  She said happily

"So my dad took me to work for bring ya kid to work day and showed me some of the stuff they were workin on, and thats when I saw it!"  She said with excitement. "In my dads bosses office they showed a device powered on pure mana!  The goal of it was to help mages power interdimensional portals or somethin...who cares!" She said as she leaned closer.  "So when no one was lookin I decided to sneak back in and well....ya know play around with it!

"My daddys boss had a whole lot of cool things to tinker with, So I started really goin to town!" She said as she raised her goggles up " and after a hour later, my greatest creation was active!"  She said proudly.

"Daddy and everyone were lookin for me but when they found me my daddys boss flipped out!"  She laughed "like he saw what I made and panicked calling all law enforcement and nearly evacuatin the city we were living in!"  She said as she busted out laughing "apparently I made a dirty mana bomb that was SUPER unstable!" She said as she fell out of her chair from laughing "can you imagin it!?  Me making a dirty mana bomb!?  Man I was a stupid kid!  If I were more mature it wouldn't  had been dirty!" She said as she still laughed as she got back up.

"Anyway, they were able to defuse and everythin, dad was proud of me, ma was pissed and my dad lost his job.....oh as we were banned from ever enterin that city again!"  She said as she snickered

"Whats funny is that a shit ton of years later no one would be able to enter that city!  I mean I may have almost blew up gnomergan, but atleast I didn't irradiated the hell out of it!" She laughed

Selth

The forsaken man smiles as he pets his rather massive stitched abomination hound. "Ah, Lordearon, used to be so nice back then, less volitale plague, more green and normal mind you." The man tosses the hound a snack of a leg that still looks a big bloody, it appears to be an entire bear's hindleg. "I grew up on a farm, I spent many days helping gather crops, herding sheep, occasionally riding with my father to sell at the market, truly it was a better time."

The forsaken man smiles at his hound a moment, patting the head of the beast laying next to him chewing on the bone of the leg. "It was around my fourteenth birthday my father gave me Cerberon, an early birthday present, I loved him as much as I still do! He was always just an adventurous pup, and grew into a very strong dog, why he once helped me move a small tree that had fallen in the road on the way to the market." He frowns a moment as the next distinct memory comes to mind. "Then the scourge came..." he snaps out of it. "Apologies, a story best saved for another time I think."

Sam

Sam growls, getting in the interviewers face, baring his night elven fangs, "Drop it..." Sam storms out of the room leaving a young night elven woman behind looking apologetic. Lorianda Moonfury sighs, "I am sorry about my father's reaction. His childhood is a very sore subject, one he rarely even confides to me about." The young woman smiles, "Still, he is a wonderful father, he took me in after my family was killed by the Scourge and gave me a wonderful childhood."

Lori smiles fondly, "I remember one year around this time, though he was still stuck in his cat form he put on a beard and red suit and played Greatfather Winter for me. I believe it was the year after he adopted me and I was still suffering from the heartache of losing my family. He did everything in his power to make me smile and laugh, the man he is right now I don't recognize. I still see flashes of that wonderful father, but they are buried behind whatever mask he is wearing right now. Please do not think badly of him."

Lyla

Lyla sat back and sighed “Honestly most of our childhood was amazing. Full of love, and compassion, and family. My brothers were always picking on me, always. I sort of grew used to it and now that all of them but Teav have sort of given up I miss them picking on me. It was full of laughter and pouting. We did tons of farm work, and learned what working hard meant. We were responsible for the animals and crops but I learned the value of hard work.

I think one of my favorite moments include all the pranks we would play on each other. I gave Teav a box of crickets for Winter’s Veil. He squealed like a little girl. We were all laughing, my mom was in tears. That was also the year we got our horses. Teav and I were given really rare twin horses. The last gift from my mom before she died. I miss Westfall and the way things were, now I just hope to be able to give these two a life as grand as mine. She places her hand on her belly and smiles

Maddi

Maddi smiled “My childhood itself was … entitled. I was an only child, my mother died so my dad made sure I had the world. I had the best dresses, the best teachings, the best training and tutors. My father raised me towards the light, I would say the teachings were more like brainwashing, but it didn’t work. All I wanted to do was fight” She laughed “I would spar with the soldiers at night because they gave me everything I wanted. Even sweets. I was on a strict diet, and schedule. I  had amazing holidays and birthdays and literally got everything I wanted...I remember once I sat down with my dad and he asked what I wanted for my birthday, I told him a sword like his. He refused, so he got me my horse. And I fell in love with him, he was my only friend most of my life. I learned to do handstands on him and everything. He’s getting old now, but I love him. When I went back home after everything, he was still there being loyal. He was injured from many years before and his leg didn’t heal right but we rehabbed him and he only has a small limp now.

[earthghoul-mp4]

Idk what am doing(Also Trigger warning !!Abuse, Self-harm mentions, Drug use and Self starvation!!)

Alright so context: These characters are the Alternate versions of two other characters which is why there reffered to as “Alter Siri, Alter Subaru, Alter Kou, Alter Rina, Alter Melon’ and ‘Alter Akai” Subaru, Kou and Melon are all vampires in theyre universe and all of the (except Alter Siri) are part of the Crimson rose’s mafia (I didnt come up with most of this stuff, This happened a while back when I had discord) Alter M(Melon) has been shown to have a crush on Alter R(Rina), Alter S and K(Subaru and Kou) are dating. No one really knows about Alter Siri. Alter A(Akai), Is a dick-head brother. He and Alter M are twins with her being the younger of the two. Alter A has always been abusive, physically and mentally. So Alter M’s trust issues and low esteem, stem from him. Alter M and Alter S, intentionally chose, not to bite Alter R or Alter K. (Even though both have been very adamant about them doing so-) Alter R is in fact a Demon- (Not really sure what kind though-) UHM- Oh yeah, Alter M and Alter A’s parents were murdered when they were very young and Alter A was thought to be dead as well. (WHICH HE WASNT) Alter R’s mother was killed by Alter R’s hand and Alter R’s sister also died. Alter S and Alter K have been trying to set up Alter M and Alter R because its painfully obvious they like each other. THE MAIN THINGS TO REMEMBER: Alter A is a dick, Alter M is SUPPOSED to feed off Alter R but refuses to do so, Alter S and Alter K are the chaotic duo of the four, and Alter Siri stays out of their bullshit at all costs. Alter M and Alter K both have ADHD

Alter R lay awake on her bed staring up the ceiling. The storm outside was making it pretty hard to sleep, so there wasn’t any point in trying. There was a quiet knock on her door and Alter R looks up to see Alter M  standing half-asleep in the doorway. “Cant sleep either, huh?” Alter M shook her head and walked over to Alter R. “Storms are always so pretty but they make too much noise..” Alter M  whines as she flops onto Alter R’s bed. “Sounds like you-” Alter R realized how that sounded, but apparently Alter M didn’t. “Nuh uh, I dont make nearly as much noise as Kou-chan, and Baru-chan” Alter R laughed a bit “I’ve always found that family dynamic you three have very interesting.” Alter M sits up “Whats that s’posed to mean?” Alter R smiled “It just means that you three never cease to confuse me, Especially you” Alter M folds her arms across her chest “What’s that supposed to mean?!” Alter R sighs “I just mean, Ive never understood you, Or any of you for that matter. I’m not good with people, and probably never will be” The storm outside seeed to die down some to the point where it was just rain and Alter M smiles. “What’s got you all smiley?” Alter M’s hands ball up into fists and shake a little “Hehe! The rain! Do you hear it?” The gentle pitter-patter of the rain on the roof had Alter M’s brain go nuts, and Alter R found it adorable “Yeah, I do. It is a nice sound, huh?” Alter M smiled widely and nodded happily. Alter R laughed “You find the strangest things amazing, Alter M” Alter M drew her face into an angry pout “Nuh-uh I dont.” Alter R looked at her skeptically “How many people do you know can go from crying to almost perfectly fine when given a frog plush?” Alter M didnt respond “Thats not fair! Buttons is the best comfort plushie!” Alter R laughed. Alter flopped backwards onto Alter R bed and turned over to face the wall. “Aw c’mon-” Alter shook her head “Nu!” Alter R took a minute to decide what to do. “Hmm...Hehe...” Alter R decided to pick up Alter M. It wasnt hard with how small Alter M is. “Put me dooown, meanie” Alter R sat Alter M in her lap “Better?” Alter M was not prepared for that “HHHHHH-” Alter R was kinda oblivious to Alter M’s crush on her since she felt like she didnt deserve to be loved so she hid her feelings for Alter M, and hoped they’d just go away. Alter M hid her face in the collar of her sweater “Thats not fair...” Alter R laughed a little “How?” Alter M turned away “Cuz!” “Pfft- “cuz” how?” Alter M flapped her arms quickly “Cuz because!” Alter R realized how tired Alter M looked “Hey...When’s the last time you slept?” Alter M didnt respond “Alter M...” Alter M shrugged “I dunno...two..three days ago?” Alter R sighed “Its not my fault! Trying to sleep is hard” Alter R knew how that was. There were countless nights where she couldn’t sleep at all even if she tried. “When’s the ast time you had any water?” Alter M drew a black once again “Alter M!” Alter  pulled her collar further over her face “I’m sorry!” Alter R sighs “Stay here, alright?” Alter M nodded. Alter R got up and walked down to the kitchen. “I shouldn’t be so hard on her, Its not her fault...But she’ll keep doing if someone doesn’t tell her other wise” Alter R sweared under her breath and folded her arms on the counter “Ri-chan...?” Alter R forgot Subarus and Kou’s room was down the hall from the kitchen “Hey Subaru..” Alter S walked over to her “You okay?” Alter R nodded “Yeah I’m fine, its super early though. You should get back to sleep.” Alter S just looked at her. “Yo hear yourself right? I should sleep? Whens the last time you had a full 8 hours of sleep, huh?” There wasnt an answer “Thats what I thought. Now what been keeping you up at night? Somethings bound to be wrong if you’re the one distraught” Alter R walked over to the fridge to get some waters “No ones distraught, alright?” Alter S knew better than that. “Then why is it that every night this week, without fail, You’ve been up in the middle of the night....For what?” Alter clenched her fist around one of the waters “For the last time...Its nothing!” Alter S let it go this time. “Just take of yourself, alright?” Alter R nodded and headed back upstairs. Alter S sighed and got a cup of ramen “She’s the one who worries me...She stretches herself thin for everyone else and just acts like she’s fine. I just wish she didnt keep everything bottled up. Both of them! Her and Mel-chan” 

Alter M had fallen asleep on the end of Alter R’s bed “I didn’t tell her she had to stay awake..” Alter R picked up her phone to check the time “Damn...Its already three- thirty..” Alter R threw one her extra blankets over Alter M. Alter just curled up underneath of it, “pfft- That’s not how you use a blanket” Alter M picked up her head “Hm...?” Alter M sat up sleepily and looked at her. “Nothing, Nothing. I didnt say anything” Alter M hugged Alter R “Oh- ok...?” Alter R was never really one for physical affection, shes only ever really let Alter M hug her, any physical contact really. “Hey...You can let go now..” Alter M only hugged her tighter and Alter R realized she had fallen asleep. “Ah...Jeez...” Alter R was too tired at this point to care, so  she just laid own with Alter M still hugging her. Around seven or so Kou came around to check on Alter R since she’s usually up by then. “Awww!” Alter R had held onto Alter M the whole night. Its not uncommon for Alter M to e hugging something especially when she’s asleep. Its more uncommon to see Alter R hugging anyone for long periods of time. “I dont think either of them have actually, slept, in a while” Kou walked off leaving Alter R and Alter M to sleep. Kou went to go get Subaru who had ultimately fallen alseep on the couch “Oiiii! Subaru.” Subaru rolled over off the couch “AGH- Shit!” Kou kicked him “SHHH- Ri-chan and Mel-chan are still sleeping” Subaru punched him “B!tch” Kou gasped dramatically “Ooo Ouch what a burn” Subaru just looked at him. Alter R stared down at them from the top of the stairs. They both knew they fucked up, Alter M appeared behind her looking half dead. “Im going back to bed...” Alter M turned on her heel and walked down to her room.  “Wait yall two was in the same room???” Alter R walked down the stairs “Uhm...Yeah?” Alter S nodded “Mhm...” Alter R just gave him a confused look and went to get a coffee “And your still sure you dont have feelings for her?” Not many things can catch Rina off guard...This however, Caught her very off-guard “Yes I’m sure!” Alter S and Alter K gave her a look like “Uh huh” “Yeah well your face just about as red as your eyes” Rina threw a spoon at him “You shut your mouth!” They both started laughing and Rina just sipped her coffee “I’m gonna kill you both in your sleep...” Alter M stomped out of room “If y’all don’t shut the fuck up, I will burn all of your clothes” Everyone just looked at her “Let this be a godammned warning” Rina just kinda looked at her “Uhm- Okay then...” “Kinda saw that oe coming she’s always pissed off about something- Its just easier to piss hernoff if shes tired” Alter M threw her shoe at him “Ya damn right” Rina laughed and so did Kou “Thats not funny that hurt!” Melon went to grab a redbull but Rina stopped her. “Eh?” Rina looked her dead in the eyes and just told her “No” Melon just kinda looked at her “Fine” and went to go sit down. Rina grabbed her wrist “Subaru, Kou...Out. Now” Subaru and Kou knew something was boutta happen but when Rina said something ya best listen. Both of them left the room. “What?” Rina leaned back against the counter “....” Melon was throughly confused “What did I do??” Rina looked up from her mug “Whens the last time you ate anything?” Melon looked away “That requires an answer...” Melon refused to meet Rina’s eyes “Alter M...” Melon simply walked outside and into the woods Rina followed her but from a distance. “Maybe she just need some air...?” Melon sat down in the middle of a clearing and just stayed there

                        (End of part one cuz Im Lazy \(030)/)

What should happen next???

[captainlillybear]

#27 no regrets with Jeff Hardy?

The Hardy boys had been your best friends for around 5 years, it sounds cheesy to say but they were some of the best 5 years of your life so far. Of course being best friends with the boys ment you were very close to them, Jeff in particular.  Every one was telling you that nothing would happen between you and Jeff because of the age gap, slowly you had come to terms with the fact that your little crush would be nothing more than that, but little did you know Jeff felt the same and he was finally realising it was time to tell you.

Standing backstage after your match you wait for the boys to come back from confronting Shemaus and Cesaro, as they rounded the corner Jeff instantly smiled seeing you stood there in your ring gear wearing one of their shirts over the top. The shirt was one of Jeff’s own meaning on you it was huge, the shirt hid your ring top and shorts perfectly making Jeff wonder if you’d look like this having just woke up, throwing on the nearest item of clothing before heading downstairs to make breakfast for the 2 of you. Snapping out of his day dream Jeff noticed that you and Matt had stopped chatting and were stairing at him like he’d got 2 heads.

“You okay there buddy? You seemed happy in your own little world there.” Matt smirked at his brother, knowing that Jeff had feelings for you and that was what he was day dreaming about.

“Yeah I….ummmm… was just thinking about the next step in this storyline ya know. Should be a good one.” Smiling nervously he sees you give him a sceptical look, knowing when the older man was lying. “In fact we should probably get going, lots to plan.” Jeff nervously clasped his hands together signaling to Matt that it was time go before he said something stupid.

“Well I’ve got to go find Bayley she’s my ride and I’d like to get to the hotel tonight.” You chuckled refering back to a time you’d decided to ride with the boys and ended up getting lost.

“Hey you were the map reader. Not my fault that you put in the wrong address!” Matt defended chuckling at your hurt expression.

“And I told you thats why next time I should drive!”

“Oh no I’ve been ith you while your driving and that is some scary stuff.” Gasping you playfull smack Jeff’s arm for his comment glaring at him.

“My driving is not scary.”

“Sure it isn’t.” You reach out to hit him again but Matt inturupts you.

“Okay lovebirds that’s enough arguing for one night. I’d like to still have a tag team partner so before you can bet him up anymore we better get going.” Matt grinned mischieviously noticing the blush that was spread across yours and Jeff’s face at the mention of lovebirds. Turing away Matt headed off down the corridor trying to formulate a plan to get the 2 of you together.

“I’ll see you tomorrow yeah?” Jeff smiles stepping a little closer to you. You take a moment to reply, the smell of Jeff’s colonge, sweat and natural scent catching you off gaurd for a second.

“Umm yeah. You will. We don’t have to go to that cafe if you don’t want to, I can always go some other time.”

“No I’d love to go with you, it sounds like a really cute place, and I know you’ve always wanted to go so I don’t want you to miss out.” He smiles sweetly at you making you blush even more. Come on (Y/N). Pull it together. Jeff is your best friend, he’s just being nice and you’re making this awkward by being all nervous around him. Part of you wished you could go back to before your feeling for Jeff got super bad so you could at least talk to him without tripping over your words or blushing.

“Okay if you’re sure. No backing out now though.” You fold your arms over one another smirking at him. Jeff chuckles in responce, shaking his head.

“I wouldn’t want to back out for anything in the world.” Pulling you into a hug you let your arms wrap round Jeff’s neck as his palms rested on the small of your back. Your chests were pressed together and you hoped that Jeff couldn’t feel your heart rate increase. “I’ll see ya then doll.” he breathed into your hair, pulling away you already missed the contact and warmth, discreatly wrapping your arms around yourself to keep the feeling of his contact. Watching Jeff walk away you made a promise that you had to tell him how you felt, and you had to tell him soon. Heading to the locker room you get changed and make sure you have all your things before heading to the arena grage to wait for Bayley.

Glancing down at your phone you see a text from Bayley.

B - Sorry (Y/N). Had to leave, Sasha was freaking out about not having a ride and wanting to get to the hotel has soon as possible. So I offered to take her. I’m so sorry. x

Great, now you were going to be stuck here. Most of the superstars had left and the ones that hadn’t you werent close enough with to ask for a lift. Grabbing your phone you dial Jeff’s number hoping they hadn’t left yet.

“Hey (Y/N)! Miss us already?” Matt chuckled down the phone, jeff must have been driving and got Matt to answer for him.

“Of course, it’s no fun without you guys….Say you haven’t left the arena yet have you?”

“Yeah we left like an hour ago why?”

“Shit. Ummm Bayley kinda left without me and I’m stuck here.” Sighing you lean up against the wall, head in you hand.

“We’ll head back and pick you up.” Jeff’s voice echos through the phone.

“No you don’t have to! Didn’t you say you left like an hour ago?”

“Yeah but we can head back to get you, I don’t want you to have no way to get back and catch a lift with someone you don’t know.” You smile at how sweet Jeff was, always looking out for you.

“If you’re 100% sure. I don’t want to put you guys out or anything.”

“Nonsence! Jeff’s right. We’ll turn round and come and get you. Sit tight.”

“Thanks guys.” You relax a little as Matt hangs up the phone, and you wait for them to arrive.

Around 45 minutes later a car pulls up and Matt and Jeff hop out.

“Thank you so much guys you didn’t have to do this.”

“Of course we did. Can’t let you catch a ride with some stranger.” Matt smiles at you, accepting your hug as Jeff puts your things into the car.

“I’m gonna sit in the back, had too much time sat next to that one so you get the pleasure this time.” Matt points with his thumb to Jeff pulling a face.

“Come on man. You can’t do that to me!” Pouting you look between the 2 men seeing them both smile.

“Oh I can and I just did.” Matt hoped into the back of the car getting comfy.

“Guess you’re Stuck with me Darlin’.” Jeff commented hoping into the drivers side as you slid into the passenger seat.

“Oh the joys.” Rolling your eyes at him you settled in your seat ready for the long trip ahead.

The journey so far had been great, you were halfway there and you didn’t think you’d stopped laughing the whole time. The day had taken it’s toll on you, WWE were turning you heel so you’d been busy working on a bunch of moves and working hard to get promos right. Feeling sleep overcome you, you rest your head on the door and drift off. The last thing you remeber hearing was Jeff’s laugh. Noticing you’d gone quite Jeff shifts his eyes from the road to quickly check on you, seeing you asleep he smiles, shushing his brother who was getting particularly loud.

“Shut up Man. (Y/N)’s sleeping.” Matt sits up, placing an arm on each of the chairs to talk to his brother.

“Sorry. So are you ever going to tell her or are you two going to keep flirting with each other and never go anywhere.”

“Ah Matt straight to the point as always. I don’t think I should tell her, the age gap it’s just to much. I really think I’m in love with her and I don’t know if I can put her through all the stigma that comes with dating an older guy. Besides she probably doesn’t even feel the same way” Sighing Jeff started to drumb his fingers on the stearing wheel, glancing at you then at his brother through the mirror.

“Age gap smage gap. There’s what? 8 years? I know of people who have a much larger age gap than that and are happily married. It’s obvious you two have feelings for each other so just man up and tell her. You’ll regret it if you don’t and what do we say?”

“No regrets.”

“Exactly. Oh and when she wakes up don’t let her be mad at Bailey. She had good intentions.”

“What do you mean?”

“Nothing, just it’s a little odd that Bailey would leave (Y/N) behind. There are more than 2 seats in a car you know.” Matt sat back in his seat watching as Jeff thought about what he had said, laughing when Jeff finally realised Bailey and Matt had planned this. Through out the journey Jeff would find himself stealing glances at you, Matt had nodded off also and he was happy for the silence. Looking at you he loved how cute you looked, the way you still had a faint smile on your lips from whatever was happening in your dream. You hair came down to cover half your face and Jeff wanted nothing more that to brush it to the side so he could see your face in all it’s beauty. Towards the end of the ride Matt had woken up but you were still fast asleep, Jeff pulled into the parking lot of the hotel lookng at your still sleeping figure not wanting to wake you up. Matt hopped out first heading round to the boot to grab the bags.

“Are you going to wake her?” he asked his brother as he came round the car looking deep in thought, looking through the car towards you Jeff shook his head.

“Nah, she’s had a busy week. I’ll let her sleep.”

“I’ll take the bags if you want to help (Y/N)?” Matt suggested aleady grabbing the bags and closing the boot, heading up to the rooms. Jeff carefully opened the door, placing one arm beneath your legs and the other around your waist. Gently lifting you up he pulled you into his chest making sure your head was resting on his shoulder. Stiring against him you nuzzle more into the warmth causing Jeff to smile. Shutting the door with his hip he started to head up to your hotel room, ignoring the funny looks he was getting from some of the hotel staff. Finally reaching your room he see’s Matt waiting with your bags, opening the door he lets the 2 of you in, dragging the bags in behind you both.

“I’ll leave you to it.” Matt whispers shutting the door behind him. Jeff gently places you down on the bed but your grip around his neck tightened causing him to fall down next to you.

“I heard what you said in the car.” You sleepily mumbled turning to face him.

“You did?” He blushed as you shuffled closer, wrapping an arm around his waist.

“I did. And I think I love you too.”

“(Y/N). What about the age gap? I can’t put you through that.”

“Put me through what? Being with the man I love? I know you feel like there is a lot of stick around couples wiht big age gaps but I don’t care. I want you. I’ve always wanted you.” Looking up at him with wide eyes you grab Jeff’s chin and pull him down for a kiss, as cheesy as it sounds your lips fitted together perfectly. Jeff’s lips were slightly chapped and tasted like the gum he was always chewing, he swiped his tongue over your bottom lip, asking for permision. Opening your mouth slightly to let your tongues connect causing you both to moan at the contact.

“Oh fuck it. How bout we give us a try?” Jeff mumbles against your lips, pecking them every now than then.

“Definatly.” Sighing you wrap your arms back round Jeff’s neck pulling back to you, reconnecting your lips for another passionate kiss. Jeff making a mental note to thank Matt and Bayley for their team work because he definatly wasn’t going to regret this.

Prompt from this list.

Masterlist

[casuallyglitterykryptonite]

Avery (Sam Drake x Reader)

Hey!

This one took me awhile to write because I had so many ideas I wanted to include in it. There are time lapses in this so I hope thats not confusing. Also, I would love some more suggestion if anyone has any ideas! I hope you guys enjoy!

Characters: Sam x Reader

Warning: None

Word Count: 3,139

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*3 Months*

“Sam!” you call up the stairs tapping your foot impatiently.

“I’m coming!” He called down

“Why am I the one who’s always waiting! Shouldn’t this be the other way around.” You huff walking from the door back into the kitchen to grab a glass of water. Opening the fridge you notice that Sam had finished the rest of the cherries. This was it, this was your breaking point with the man you called your husband.

“Ready.” You stand upright looking at your husband dressed in a navy suit, his suit jacket draped over his arm. He looked so handsome but his attractiveness could not subdue your frustration, not this time. “How do I look?” Sam smiled charmingly, striking a pose.

“You ate the rest of the cherries.” your voice is even and steady trying to maintain your composure. Sam’s brow furrows at your words.  

“We can pick up some more on our way back from the restaurant babe.” His solution wasn’t enough.

“That’s not the point Sam.” You take a breath placing your face in your hands.

“Babe, they’re just cherries.” Sam had yet to move from his spot in the doorway of the kitchen.

“No, I specifically asked you to save me some!” Your voice raises slightly

“Okay, I’m sorry.” His words were far from sincere, you could tell he just wanted this to be over so you two could leave and he could get out of that suit.

“Samuel” You warn feeling the anger bubbling in your stomach.

“Are you really going to throw a fit over cherries.” Sam stares at you in disbelief “You’re being ridiculous-“ Before he can finish you find yourself crying uncontrollably. “Whoa, whoa, whoa! What’s with the tears?” Sam was now in front of you, one hand on your shoulder the other under your chin lifting your head so he could look at you.

“You ate my cherries, I’ve been waiting for you for a half hour, and you promised you'd take out the trash but it’s still by the back door!” You cry dropping your head against his shoulder as his arms wrapped around you waist.

“I’m sorry babe, I really am.” This time his words are sincere. You feel his hand on your stomach, his thumb rubbing your newly forming baby bump.

“I think- I’m- be-ing hormonal.” You stutter out through sobs, feeling Sam’s chest rumble from laughter.

“Maybe just a little.” Pulling away you wipe your eyes noticing that Sam had a funny look on his face.

“What?” You immediately become self conscious.

“Nothing!” His voice is higher than usual which was his tell when he lied to you.

“Sam, what!” You'd demand watching as his face turns unsure.

“You kind of-“ He pauses “You fucked up your makeup.” Sam settles for the blunt approach, clearly not realizing that his very emotional, newly pregnant wife would just cry more.

“Sam” You begin to cry pathetically again.

“Whoa, the water works gotta stop.” His words are followed by a laugh as he brings you back into his chest, the smell of cigarettes clinging to the fabric.

“I’m gonna go fix my ugly face.” You try to move around Sam his arms tightening around you.

“Now who said you were ugly?” Sam’s finger finds its way under your chin again so you two are gazing into each other's eyes. “You are the most beautiful woman in the whole world. I have no idea how I got so lucky.” Tears flood your eyes again.

“You’re such a sweet heart” you whisper holding back your sobs.

“Please don’t cry again.” He smiled kissing your lips softly.

“I’ll try” You whisper against his lips. Sam kisses you more passionately his thumb wiping the tears from your cheek.

“Now, cmon. I promised Nathan we wouldn’t be late.” You gaze into each other's eyes.

“Maybe just a little late.” You kiss him again unbuttoning the first two buttons of his shirt.

“Babe, I promised him.” Sam groaned as you kissed and sucked up his neck tattoo.

“But Sam.” You whispered placing your hand on his already present bulge.

“Fuck it, we can be late.” Sam’s arms move quickly hosting you into the air bridal style.

“Wait I have to pee!”

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“Finally! Where the hell have you two been?” Nathan was standing with Elena outside the restaurant.

“I had a melt down over cherries.” You say with a smile, Nate gave you a strange look.

“She’s not kidding she actually did.” Sam added rolling his eyes, you slap his arm jokingly.

“Aren’t you allergic?” Elena asked you a giddy smile on her face.

“Not like deathly allergic, but I do get itchy.” You smile hugging your sister-in-law

“When I was pregnant with Cassie all I craved was chocolate covered potato chips.” Elena laughed

“Sam, those sound so good!” You turn to your tall husband an amused smirk on his face.

“We can grab some on the way home.” He kissed your head turning to his younger brother.

“Did we miss the reservation?”

“Drake!” A woman called from the door.

“That’s us!” Nathan waved “No, you got lucky this time!” He pointed at Sam as if he was threatening him.

“You’re right, I did get lucky.” Sam winked at Nate making him laugh and slap his older brother on the shoulder.

“Sam, wait for me I have to pee!” You call after your husband who stops in his tracks to wait for you.

“You’re glowing (Y/N)” Elena said genuinely.

“Thank you! I feel so fat though and I'm constantly peeing.” You admit

“You’re just starting to show, it’s normal don’t worry.”

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*6 Months*

The drumming of rain beats against the roof top, lighting flashing through the window. Sitting on your bed your fingers run over the newly washed sheets, the smell of lavender filling the air from your candle on your night stand. With a sigh you lean back into your pillows shifting slightly because of the discomfort of your growing belly. Bringing your attention back to the Tv situated in front of you across the room, you watch as the scary movie you picked comes to a close. You can’t help but feel slightly uneasy, your mind is racing over the details of the movie, thunder echoing through the air. You weren't a full believer in ghosts, you never really thought about it until now. Looking around your empty bedroom you can’t help but want your husband by your side to quell your discomfort, but you knew he was busy with work and had asked for peace and quiet so he could do research. The floor boards creek unexpectedly making you jump, placing your hand on your chest you chuckle at yourself. Sam told you not to watch any scary movies because he knew how paranoid you got afterwards. Just like the night the two of you watched ‘When a Stranger Calls’ and you made him check the whole house because you were convinced the two of you weren't alone.

“Jesus, you scared me!” You laugh waiting for a response from Sam but you hear nothing. “Sam?” You ask getting up from the bed and peaking into the dark hallway. No one was there.

“Sam?” You call again a little more frantically. Once again no answer. Your heart sinks at the sight of nothing.

Sweat begins to pool on your brow, heart pounding, hands shaking. Stepping out of the room the darkness of the hallway is too much for you so you run to the light switch. Squinting your eyes as the light turns on, instinctively holding your pregnant stomach in defense. Everything is in its usual spot, nothing out of the ordinary. Taking a sigh of relief you pick up Sam’s discarded clothes he left in the hallway bringing them back into your shared bedroom.  

“It’s okay, it’s all okay” you whisper to yourself trying to calm your racing heart. Throwing Sam’s clothes into the laundry basket, thunder sounds outside scaring you to the point you let out a high pitched scream. 

“Fuck!” You half yell, covering your mouth, your heart beating out of your chest. The realization that it was only thunder makes you feel foolish but you can not help the adrenaline pumping through your veins. Sitting on the edge of the bed you try and gather yourself, holding your stomach.

“Babe!?” Sam’s voice boomed through the house as you heard him run up the stairs and into your room. “Are you okay, what's wrong!?” Sam was just as frantic as you were only a few seconds ago.

“Yeah, yeah, the thunder startled me.” you admit, cheeks flushing red at the embarrassment. You watched as Sam’s muscular shoulders visibly relaxed. Sitting down next to you, Sam wraps one arm around your shoulder while his other hand rest on your protruding stomach. 

“You scared the shit out of me.” Sam sighed into your ear kissing your cheek firmly, his stumble scratching against your soft skin.

“I scared myself!” You giggled lightly feeling much more at ease having him next to you. His hand rubbed your stomach lovingly.

“He’s kicking!” Sam exclaimed kneeling on the floor in front of you, both of his hands were on your stomach now.

“Sam we don’t know if it’s a boy.” You correct for what seems like the millionth time. Like usual Sam didn’t answer his attention fully fixed on the movement coming from your belly. Sam placed a kiss on your stomach a content sigh falling from his lips.

“I have a little more work to do and then I’ll come to bed.” Sam stood kissing your forehead and then your stomach one last time.

“Okay, I’m gonna get ready for bed.”

“What movie did you end up watching?” Sam asked stopping in the doorway.

“Nothing you'd like.” You smile not wanting to admit to Sam that you ignored his wishes and watched ‘The Conjuring’.

“Sounds like a blockbuster!” Sam says sarcastically exiting the room and disappearing back downstairs.

Getting up from the foot of the bed you make your way to the bathroom. Doing your nightly rituals you find yourself staring at your pregnant belly.

“Wow, I’m huge” you whisper. Noticing something out of the corner of your eye you turn quickly jumping as you watch a towel fall from its hook. 

“What the actual fuck” you squeal running from the bathroom and jumping on your bed. 

You frantically scramble to get under the covers, your heart returning to its racing speed from earlier. Hiding under the covers you flinch at the sound of the wind whistling outside followed by the loud boom of thunder.  You curse yourself internally for watching such a scary movie on your own. To proud to call your husband upstairs you peek your head out from under the blankets assuring yourself that no one was in your room besides yourself. Mustering up the little courage you had, you blow your lavender candle out and shut off your lamp. Trying to distract yourself you try and focus on other things but your mind keeps wandering back to the thought you were being watched. An hour ticked by and then another and you were still sleep deprived, under the covers, mind racing, body shaking. Finally exhaustion took over and you found yourself falling into the darkness.  

Footsteps echoed from the hallway into your dark bedroom startling you awake. Not thinking you grabbed a pillow throwing it with all your might at the shadowy figure entering the room.

“What are you doing?”  The voice snapped making its way to the bed. Petrified you bolted out of the bed grabbing your candled ready to throw it in defense. The lamp flicked on and you threw the candle in the direction of the man. “What the fuck!” Sam yelled, the sound of glass shattering filling your ears.

“Jesus!” You yell sinking to the ground your heart beating uncontrollably.

“What the fuck are you doing!” Sam’s eyes were fixed on you, his face contorted in anger. “You’re lucky that didn't hit me!” He yelled even louder than before startling you once more.

“You scared me!” Your voice cracks

“You watched that god damn scary movie didn't you.” Sam paused “Didn’t you!?” His voice raised again.

“Yes, okay yes! I watched the movie!” You stay seated on the floor angry at yourself.

“The doctor told you to avoid stress. I don't know why you think watching a scary movie would be a good idea.” Sam scolded gesturing to the television.

“I don’t know” You whisper feeling like a dejected child.

“I’m gonna clean this mess up.” Sam huffed storming out of the room. 

Feeling dumb  you get off the floor and make your way to the bathroom, tears falling from your eyes. Washing your face and trying to calm yourself down you can hear Sam grumbling to himself as he cleans up the broken glass. Sam appears in the doorway behind you. You watch him in the the mirror as he tosses the scraps of your favorite candle into the trash. Turning our attention back to the sink in front of you, you jump as Sam wraps his arms around you, hands resting your your stomach.

“Please no more scary movies.” His warm breath ghosted your ear.

“I’m so sorry Sam.” Your voice is hushed.

“It’s fine, now c’mon let's go to bed.” You turn around smiling a guilty smile up at your very tall, very handsome husband.

“Please don’t be mad at me.” you say standing on your tiptoes, you place a soft kiss on Sam’s lips.

“You promise not to throw any more candles at me?” His sarcasm was not lost on you but you chose to ignore it.

“I promise.” You kiss him again, biting your lip as Sam’s hands wandered to your ass.

“Bed?” He winks at you causing a shiver to shoot up your spine and for the first time tonight you didn't mind it.

“Wait I have to pee first!”

“Of course you do”

——————

*9 Months*

“Doesn’t hot sauce induce labor?” Sam’s voice came from behind you.

“I mean it can?” You mumble a mouth full of food.

“You sure put a lot of hot sauce on that babe.” Looking up at your husband, you reached up pressing your thumb into his furrowed brow.

“Relax, it’s fine.” You try to reassure him “We should go on a walk today, it’s so nice out.” Sitting at the counter you can’t help but notice the frown on your husbands face. “What?”

“Don’t walks induce labor too?” Sam’s fingers were drumming on the granite counter top. Sam had been extremely fidgety and uneasy all week but today was worse than usual.

“Are you okay?” You ask taking another bite.

“Yeah.” Sam says defensively.

“Sam, I’m your wife. I know when you’re lying.”

“Fine.” He grumbles, arms across his chest.

“Sam, whats wrong?” You place your fork down. Sam stays quiet eyes fixed on the counter that separated the two of you. “Babe?” You ask again standing and waddling over to the tall man.

“Your due date in next week.” He states factually.

“It is.” You nod, taking Sam’s hand in yours.

“I don’t know if I’m ready to be a dad. What if I’m bad at it.”  Sam’s eyes were still avoiding yours. It clicked finally, Sam’s strange behavior all made sense. He was nervous about becoming a father. After spending so much time in prison thinking his life may never be normal one can only imagine the stress he was under. The fact his own father had abandoned him must be weighing on him more than ever.

“You are the most wonderful man I have ever met, I wouldn’t want anyone else to be the father of my child Sam. You’re going to be an amazing dad, I promise!” Grabbing his other hand you move in his line of vision.

“I-“ Sam’s eyes welled with tears as he looked away from you.

“Sam” You whine feeling yourself becoming emotional

“I’m just scared.” He whispered looking at you with so much love in his eyes.

“I am too.” You admit whipping the tears from his eyes.

“I just-“ Before Sam could finish his sentences you felt a warm wet sensation run down your leg.

“Fuck!” You say, stepping away from the love of your life.

“What?”

“I either just pissed myself or my water broke.” Looking up from the puddled on the floor you see the pure panic in Sam’s eyes.

“Your due date isn’t until next week though!” Sam pleads. A sharp pain shoots up your body causing you to brace yourself against the counter.

“Fuck Sam! Get the bag!” you bite out in pain.

“Babe, are you sure this is it? I mean you are constantly peeing maybe it's-” Sam’s voice was in a higher register, the panic taking over.

“Yes Sam, I just pissed myself and am in an abnormal amount of pain for no reason!” you hiss

“Shit, I’ll- um-“ Sam stood in front of you motionless.

“Get the goddamn car and bag Sam!” You finally yell. Sam ran to the door gathering everything you needed. He had your hospital bag packed for months and by the front door.  Walking yourself in the same direction you felt the panic set in.

“Where the hell are the car keys!?” Sam yelled from upstairs.

“Sam, you don’t panic when people are trying to kill you or your when your life's in danger! You better no panic now!” You yell sitting on one of the stairs pain racking through your body. Loud footsteps stomped down the stairs and then past you as Sam continued his search for the car keys. “If you put them back where I asked you to we wouldn't be having this problem!” You scold him

“Found them!” He shouts from the kitchen  

——————

“I can’t believe you kicked me out of the delivery room.”

“I can’t believe you thought it would be okay to get me pregnant.”

“I don’t think that's purely my fault.” Both of you laughed lightly at Sam’s words.

“We have to decide on a name.” You turn to your husband who had the most loving look on his face as he held your newborn child. Seeing Sam like this was so new to you, you had never seen him so infatuated  before.

“What about Avery?” Sam asks rocking your daughter back and forth.

“I like Avery.” You laugh “I hate how people are already giving us parenting advice.” You complain thinking back to the slew of people who had visited you in the past few hours.

“Yeah, it's like they think we aren't capable enough of screwing up our kid on our own.” Sam jokes making you roll your eyes.

“So are we settled on Avery?” you ask

“Yes, Avery Drake”

[babylon-bitch]

Just Friends (part 19)

The day has finally come, it’s a bitter sweet moment. I’m excited to go home and see Luke, but I’m also really sad to be leaving my family. My brothers and Evie have gone back to University and Anna and Mark are flying out next week.

We all said our goodbyes this morning, there were some tears and confused children. They didn’t have a clue that we were going back home.

Where is home? We come from England so does that make it home? Or is my home back in australia home?

I’ve just come off a 23 hour flight, the flight got delayed for a while. I just did my makeup quickly in the car, we are like 10 minutes away from our house. I probably look awful right now, even if I did do my makeup.

I’ve got a black hoodie on with the hood up, my hair in a shitty attempt of a bun. I’m in all black representing my mood. My arse is so fucking sore from sitting down for a long time.

“Harper, why have you done your makeup if you are going to sleep?” My mum tiredly asks.

“Ah shit yeah, well I only put concealer, mascara, and blush on.” I realise.

Pulling into the driveway, I quickly jump out and stretch. Looking up the road at Luke’s house. All lights are off, understandablely because it is like three or four in the morning.

Everything seems so peaceful at night.

“Come on.” My dad nags.

“Sorry I was daydreaming.”

Walking through the familiar door and go straight to my not bothering with my bags.

Taking my shoes off and not bothering to take my clothes off or makeup, I flop onto my bed that I oh so missed and think back on the whole trip.

Luke and I had an argument, then confessed our feeling for each other. We kissed, then made out, got rudely inturrupted and awkwardly played it off, next day, almost fucked, again, got interrupted, made out in the elevator, and then that was the last kiss, besides a kiss on the cheek.

We then flew back to England for Christmas. Where I spent loads of time catching up with people. Christmas was fun, excitable children were funny to see, had the Christmas lunch/dinner (linner), spent the rest of the evening playing games and I spoke to Luke.

The next couple of days were the build up to new years day. We didn’t do much, just ate and hung out.

That was about it, it was a very chill visit.

Sleep taking over my body as I think about the memories.

An annoying sound of my alarm goes off and I go to turn it off with my eyes closed until I smash my wrist at the corner. “SHIT.” I shout and groan.

Immediately opening my eyes, I see blood seeping out of it already. My bedside table has a really sharp corner, and I have blood on it from similar accidents like this.

My mum burst through the door, confusion plastered on her face. “Are you alright?” She quickly asks.

“Yeah, I just stabbed myself. Again.” I sigh.

“We really should get you a new one.” She says more to herself than anyone.

“Well, as I’m wide awake now, I should get up.” I shrug.

Going into the bathroom and cleaning up my wrist. Putting a plaster on the cut, I walk out and rub my eyes.

It’s like 10 or something so I get dressed. Forgetting about the Australian heat, as I’m sweating in a hoodie and jeans.

Changing into a black t-shirt crop top and some light blue/grey shorts, slipping on some black vans. Doing my normal makeup routine and hair routine I’m all ready.

Jogging down the stairs and make my way through to the kitchen. “Morning.” I chirp.

“Why are you so happy?” My dad chuckles.

“I’m excited to see my friends.” I grin.

Speaking of which I should probably text them. Going onto the group chat and I start texting.

I’m home, your life just got better now.

M: one of my favourite bitches is back!

Me: ✌

A: welcome home.

E: ‘ello Gov'nor

C: I’m Batman

Me: wtf

L: here’s Johnny!

Me: the only normal hello I got was from Ash ???

M: just injecting some fun into your life.

C: okay, how about we meet up later and say a proper hello

E: and I’ll act as if I care about how you are 😄

Me: fuck you Evie

I chuckle and put my phone down. “Thanks.” I smile as my mum places a bowl of porridge in front of me.

My phone starts to ring as I’m about to take a bite. Looking at the caller ID, I see its Luke. “Hey.” He speaks.

“What’s up?” I smile even though he can’t hear me.

“Do you wanna meet up before seeing the others?” I hear the smirk in his voice.

“Did you even have to ask.” I lightly chuckle.

“True, my parents are out.”

“I’ll be over in half an hour or something.”

“Looking forward to it.” He says.

“You better have a plan, if the boys come over or something.” I warn.

“I can think of one whilst I wait.” He tells me.

“Okay, bye then.”

“Bye.” He repeats.

A while later, I’m all ready. I’m mean I was already ready, but I ate breakfast then watched some YouTube for a while. Oops.

“I’m going to Luke’s.” I call to anyone as I walk out the door.

Walking down the driveway and up the road, or down the road, depends how you look at it.

Knocking on Luke’s door because I forgot my keys as I was in such a rush.

Couple of moments later the door opens. “Hi.” Luke grins and pulls me into a hug.

“How’ve you been?” I ask as he closes the door.

“Good, missed you though.” He answers.

Luke takes my hand and leads me up the stairs and into his bedroom. “How much did you miss me?” I question.

“A lot.” He whispers as he places his hands on my waist. “So fucking much babe.” Luke whispers in my ear.

“What did you miss most?” I question as I wrap my my arm around his neck.

“Your body and lips.” He smirks.

“Yeah?” I breath.

“Uh huh.” He says looking down at my lips.

We look into each other’s eyes, for reassurance and just to see if we’re both okay with this.

Luke connects our lips together, the taste I’ve been craving ever since Dubai coming back.

Our lips moving perfectly together, starting off sweetly and becoming hungrier for each other by the second. I tangle my fingers into his hair making him groan slightly.

Luke pushes us towards his bed, lips not breaking apart. Luke pushes his body up against mine, his hands trailing down to my hips and giving them a little squeeze. We pull apart and I look up into his blue eyes, breathes mingling. “I love you.” He blurts out.

“Love you too.” I immediately reply back with.

Luke pushes me down onto his bed and he crawls on top of me. He presses our lips together and slides his tongue in.

I pull back and start kissing up his jaw earning a moan from him and I smirk against his skin.

“Harper.” He breaths out my name.

Luke takes control and kisses down my neck, he sucks on a spot and I moan out and I feel him smirk. “You wanna do it without a interruptions this time?” Luke warily asks.

“Yeah.” I peck his lips.

“Sure?” He raises his eyebrow.

“Shut up and just fuck me.” I grow impatient.

“Eager are we.” Luke teases.

“Well yeah, if your going to unbutton your shirt agonisingly slowly.” I whine.

I watch as he straddles me and unbuttons his flannel shirt. “Thats better.” I grin.

I repeat him by taking my shirt off, revealing my black bra. “Again, I have to say, damn Harps.” He chuckles.

Soon enough we are both naked.

Do I need to explain what happened next?

***

Luke rolls off me as we come down from our highs, breathing heavy. “Shit that was good.” Luke says.

“Agreed.” I tell him.

“Round two?” He jokes and I laugh.

“Idiot.” I tease.

“Wait what was that?” Luke places his hand on my arm.

We listen quietly and here knocking. “Get dressed quickly!” I order.

I put my underwear on that was discarded earlier. I look up and see look staring at me whilst putting his trousers on. “Stop staring and get dressed.” I scold.

“But your pretty.” He whines.

I fight a blush and carry on putting my clothes on.

Moments later I’m all dressed and Luke is just sorting his hair out. “Ready?” I question.

“No.” He drags out in concentration.

“Hurry up.”

“The quiff doesn’t do this on its own, plus your the one that fucked it up.” He tells me.

Once he’s done he takes my hand and walks us downstairs. “Harper! The hickeys!” Luke whisper yells.

“Fuck! Hold on.” I say as I reach into my bag for some foundation.

“Here.” I rub in the foundation on the hickeys. The foundation strangely matches Luke’s skin tone.

A couple knocks later, we are all covered up and there is no evidence.

Luke opens the door and everyone walks in. “About fucking time!” Michael groans.

“Harper!” Erika shrieks as she hugs me.

“Fuck Erika!” Calum says as he sticks his finger in his ear.

“Missed you.” I giggle as I hug Erika back.

“What took you guys so long?” Ashton questions in annoyance.

Luke looks at me fighting the urge to smirk. “We were in the garden.” Luke covers.

“Yeah.” I add.

“Whatever.” Calum mumbles and pulls me into a hug.

We all hug and greet each other, I’ve missed them all. To be honest I wasn’t gone that long, but we are pretty much always together. “I loved the song you did with your friends.” Calum smiles.

“Thanks. It was nice catching up with them.” I think back on the memories we had together.

“How come you never told us about them?” Erika questions.

“They’re criminals, and if I ever told anyone about them I would be brutally murdered by them. No, but your faces, we aren’t exactly that close, I mean we text at least once a fortnight or month. Their old school friends and I don’t see them often, I can’t really be close to them.” I admit.

“Oh, tell me a fact about them.” Michael says.

“Um okay… Delilah the one playing the guitar, err, is bisexual, and Laura is claustrophobic.” I tell them.

“Cool.” Ashton giggles.

“Anymore friends you’ve been hiding?” Luke jokes.

“Probably.” I shrug.

“What?” A confused Michael asks.

“I’m not losers like you, who only has a couple of friends.” I chuckle.

“Rude.” Calum purses his lips.

“What do you want to do?” Erika asks.

“I’m hungry, so does anyone wanna get food with me?” Luke offers.

“Sure.” Ashton gets up from his seat.

Soon enough we are all on our way out for a place to eat. Everyone is a few steps in front of Luke and I. “I mean we still got interrupted, but not entirely.” I admit.

“True.” He says as he puts his arm over my shoulder.

“Love you.” I smile as I look up at him.

“Love you too.” He chuckles and kisses my head.

A bit later, we’ve found a place to eat. We walk in and go into a booth, Luke and I sitting next to each other. “11 o'clock.” I whisper to Erika.

“What?”

“Your eleven.” I whisper yell.

“Again, what? It like 1.” Erika stupidly says.

“You’re an idiot.” I facepalm. “Look at the table diagonal to us.” I explain.

“Oh.” She drags out.

There is a table full of young girls giggling and taking pictures of us.

***

It’s just Luke and I, we are at his house, just messing around. “Your so cute.” He adores.

“Right back at you.”

I jump up and sit on the kitchen counter, taking a sip of my juice box.

Luke walks up to me and spreads my legs apart, stepping inside. He places his hands on my thighs and I place my forearms on his shoulders, looking down into his blue orbs. “Follow me.” He softly speaks.

“Where?” I question.

“Just follow me.”

Luke takes a step back and I jump down. He intertwines our fingers and drags me out of the house.

10 - 15 minutes later Luke takes me to a place we used to come when we were younger. Another one of our secret places. “Shit I forgot about this.” I chuckle.

It’s a huge empty field with a perfectly rounded sycamore tree in the middle. It’s so pretty here, we used to spend hours laying under and climbing that tree. Luke takes my hand and drags me over to the tree.

I lay down and Luke copies my actions.

After 10 minutes of silence Luke speaks up. “Harper?”

“Yeah?” I hum.

Luke presses his lips against mine, very tenderly and passionately. He pulls me on top of him, lips not disconnecting.

I peck his lips a couple of times and he just smiles as I do.

Rolling off him and back onto the grass. “Do you wanna be my girlfriend?” Luke blurts out.

I look over at him, and he is staring at me, anticipation written all over his face. I smile and kiss him.

I kiss him for a couple of moments. “Of course, I love you.” I answer and his face breaks into a huge grin.

“I love you too.” He grins and pecks my lips.

God it feels good to hear him say those words.

“Ya know, I never would of thought I would be dating my best friend.” Luke chuckles.

“Me either, but, I wouldn’t want it any other way.”

“Agreed.”

Luke hugs me and kisses my shoulder. I get up and start climbing the tree. “Coming?” I question.

“Last time I did, I almost fell out.” Luke mumbles as he climbs up and sits on the branch with me.

We are quite high up, a beautiful view of the sunset.

The amount off accidents that’s happened in this tree. I fell out once and broke my collarbone, Luke fell off a branch and broke his arm. I’ve fractured a finger as well.

“If I break a bone or at least injure myself, even scratch myself, I’m blaming you.” Luke warns.

“Okay, but still to this day, I’m still blaming you for breaking my collarbone.” I shrug.

“I didn’t do it!” He denies.

“Then who did? A ghost?” I give him ‘the look’

“No, you fell out of a tree.”

“Because you pushed me!”

“I can do it again if you want.”

I just flip him off and continue to look at the sunset.

“I know it’s not the most romantic way, but I couldn’t wait any longer.” Luke sighs.

“What?” I furrow my eyebrows.

“The way I asked you to be my girlfriend.”

“Oh, no it is romantic. You took me to a special place of ours, I’d much rather have this over a dinner or something. I’ve never really been into romantic stuff anyway.” I reason.

“Your special.” He smiles down at me.

“Wouldn’t want to be any other way.”

***

We stayed there for a while, now we’re all at Michael’s house, playing table tennis.

Not really keeping a score just playing and talking, when one gets bored another will play.

I’m quite tired, jetlag and all that. I’ve got my head rested on Luke’s broad shoulder and his arm is wrapped around my waist. “Anyone got a lighter?” I ask.

“Why do you need a lighter?” Ash asks.

“Because I like blowing things up.” I shrug.

“Here.” Erika chucks me a lighter off of the table, I don’t know who’s it is.

It’s nearly emty, just right. Standing up, I walk out of the garage door. Throwing the lighter down it explodes.

“Well that was underwhelming.” Calum laughs.

“Yeah.” I say. “Well I’m going to go home, I’m tired and hungry. See you guys later.” I tell them.

“Harps!” Michael whines.

“Sorry, but talk to me when you came off a 23 hour flight, then stayed awake most of the day.”

“I’ll see you tomorrow then.” Calum smiles pulling me into a hug.

“Bye.” I say as we pull back.

We all hug and say our goodbyes besides Luke. “Bye.” I smile.

Luke looks behind me and pecks my lips quickly. “Bye.” He grins and hugs me, kissing my shoulder as we pull back.

“I’ll text you losers later.” I tease as I pick up my long shoulder strap bag and putting it on my shoulder. 

“Bye.”

Luke’s pov

I watch as she walks off, her bag hitting her thigh as she walks.

I’m so in love right now.

“You two seem close.” Ashton wiggles his eyebrow up and down.

“Shut up, we’re just friends, honestly.” Fuck that hurts to say.

“I swear I heard kissing going on when they hugged.” Michael claims.

“No you didn’t.” I deny, trying to hide a grin.

“Look at his smile! They totally did.” Calum laughs.

“We aren’t anything more than friends, you probably heard me kissing me her cheek or something.” I dismiss.

“Whatever you say Luke.” Erika teases.

“I’m gonna go home because you guys keep teasing me.” I say like a child.

“Aww bye mummys boy!” Ashton calls.

I flip him off as I walk off.

She’s been gone not even ten minutes, and I’m craving her already.

Today’s been a great day, duccessful too.

I was so worried she was going to say no when I asked her out, because it took her a good few seconds, before she did anything.

When we were in the kitchen I couldn’t wait any longer, so I did the first thing that came to mind. I didn’t think it was very romantic, but she thought differently.

I’m not into all the romantic stuff, nor am I very good at it