#also please please hmu if you would like to plot

[novictor]

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[jo6hny]

Casual - Hazel Callahan

Pairing: College student! Hazel Callahan x College student! Reader 

Contains: the angst that comes with a “casual” relationship, some fluff, a smidge of smut (for the plot), reader’s kind of an asshole in this, happy ending!! 

Word Count: 4.4k

Summary: Hazel and Reader are in a “casual” relationship.  Based on Chappell Roan’s song!

A/N: First time writing wlw please spare me and i also haven't written in a long time so :< I also take requests for hazel and kit, my inbox is open and i also need mutuals so hmu pls :)) 

Knee deep in the passenger seat and you're eating me out Is it casual now?

“Seriously, Hazel. Get a grip, she’s using you.” PJ rolled her eyes at the brunette after having to listen to the same story about you for nth time. It was always like this. She always yapped to her friends about how you made her feel in love but conflicted. How she never knew what your relationship was and how she could never find her grip over you loosening. 

Josie nods at PJ's statement. She knew that her friend could use better words especially since Hazel is sensitive, but she needed the truth. They were both tired of giving the latter hints. Josie especially couldn’t help but feel hurt on Hazel’s behalf after she’d heard about your ongoing “casual” relationship. 

“I don’t know guys,” Hazel trails off, fidgeting with her rings. “Maybe tonight will be different. I’ll have the courage to ask her about us again and we’re gonna be official. I know it.” 

The two girls couldn’t help but sigh at their friend’s hopelessness. But they couldn’t do anything but be supportive. They’ve tried their best to warn her about the dangers of being with you and yet nothing seemed to faze the blue eyed girl. She didn’t care, she was in love. She looked at you like you were the universe. It didn’t matter that you keep brushing her off whenever she asks about your relationship. It didn’t matter that she’s met half of your family but you only introduced her as a “friend” No, none of it mattered to her. What mattered was that she was in your orbit; that you saw her. 

2 years ago she would have never dreamed that you would spare her a glance. You were never the type to date losers. And yet here she was, knee deep in the passenger seat of her car, eating you out and having the time of her life. Hazel lapped up your juices, not wasting a drop. The brunette swore to herself that she would never get tired of how you tasted. How soft you felt under her palms. 

“Fuck Hazel, right there.” You moaned, gripping her hair as you found release. 

The younger girl looks at you with a sense of pride as she props herself up on her elbows. You take a hand and caress the sweet girl’s cheek, looking at her with admiration. 

“Did I do good?” She asks with a seemingly innocent tone. Oh, how sweet she was. How kind. It broke your heart to lead such a good person on. 

You nodded, adjusting your clothes and sitting up. The brown haired girl sat next to you on the driver’s seat. She looked nervous, like she was bottling something up. 

“Is something bothering you?” 

Hazel sucks a breath in. She was fidgeting with her rings and that’s how you knew that she was nervous about something. You put your hand on top of hers to calm her down. 

“It's just that,” She starts, not able to make eye contact with you, “I wanted to ask you something if that’s okay.” 

You purse your lips. You know where this was going. She was going to ask about your relationship again. You didn’t have it in you to break her heart today. Not when she just gave you the best head of your life. But you couldn’t exactly give her what she wanted. It wasn’t that easy. You adored Hazel more than anything in the world, and she meant more to you than any other person did. But you couldn’t bring yourself to make things official. It was all too real, too heavy. Being vulnerable and leaving your heart’s responsibility to another person was something you just couldn’t do. You couldn’t afford another heartbreak. It’s not like Hazel would, though. You knew that she would treat you well, but you couldn’t promise the same for her. 

“Hazel, baby.” You said, giving her hand a squeeze. “If this is about what I think it is, I’m sorry. I can’t give you an answer today. But you know what you mean to me.” 

Hazel nods, biting her lip as she tries to fight off tears. You could feel a crack forming in your heart at the sight of your girl with glassy eyes.

“It’s okay.” She breathed. It was not. But she had to pretend that it was. She didn’t want to lose you. She knew that many others sought after you. So she nods and she smiles. 

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Hazel settles into class and takes a seat next to PJ and Josie. The pair looked at her expectantly and she could only give them a sad stare. They already knew what happened from the looks of the brown haired girl. The campus crush strikes again. Hazel spends the rest of the class with her mind not on the lesson, but on your relationship. Dark thoughts started to muddle her mind, she wondered what was wrong with her, why it was so hard for you to give her a chance. 

PJ puts a hand on her shoulder, shaking her out of her trance. 

“Hey, we’re going to the cafe and maybe study, you wanna come with?” She asks, both her and Josie look at her with sympathy. This was the only way they knew how to cheer their friend up. Neither were the type to be touchy or give words of assurance. Plus, they knew Hazel wouldn’t want anyone else but you to touch her anyway. 

Hazel simply nods, not having the energy to respond verbally. 

They head to the cafe nearest to their building and occupy a table near a window. This was your table. Well, both of yours. Hazel brought you here the first time she asked you out and it became your meetup destination from then on. 

Josie sets a drink in front of her and takes a seat across the table.Her friends look at her expectantly. They want to know what went down, expectedly. Hazel doesn’t know if she has the courage to tell her friends about her rejection. It wasn’t like this was the first time anyway, but it still hurt. She can’t help but feel ashamed of her hubris, how she spoke highly of herself and how sure she was that this would be the time you would change her mind only for her to come back like a scared dog with her tail tucked between her legs. It’s like she never learned when it came to you. 

Hazel opens her mouth, racking her brain for words to describe what went on yesterday. 

“Well-” 

“Shut up.”  PJ interjects, looking at something behind Hazel. Something beyond the window and on the outside of the cafe. 

“What’s going on?” She asks nervously. 

Josie gives her a disappointed look, nodding her head towards where PJ was staring. It was you. With a girl who wasn’t her. Now, she wouldn’t immediately assume malicious things whenever she sees you with someone else but this time it was different. You had your arm wrapped around the woman and the both of you were smiling at some stupid thing she couldn’t comprehend. Hazel’s body started to feel warm and tears started to well in her eyes. She felt stupid. Her lip quivered and she was holding back a sob. 

“We should go.” Josie says with caution. Her friend takes her hand and leads her outside away from the cafe. Away from you. 

“I’m sure that was nothing.” PJ says, which was very unlike her. Usually, she’d take this as an opportunity to spew insults and talk about how you were using her. How people saw Hazel as some girl that you fuck on her couch. But this time she chose to bite her tongue. She already saw how broken her friend was and she didn’t want to add to it. Especially not since Hazel was the only person left in the friend group without a solid relationship. 

“Right.” Hazel choked out. She couldn’t bring herself to speak. If she spoke, she was sure that it would continue on to a sob. The blue eyed girl didn’t want to break out sobbing in front of so many people. But she couldn’t help the hurt she felt. 

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It’s been a week since the incident. Hazel was ignoring you. She didn’t need Josie or PJ’s words to convince her to do it this time. The hurt in her heart was enough. Though she couldn’t deny that it was difficult to do. You would hit her up and all she could do was ignore you. A small voice inside Hazel was deluding her, telling her that you care because you didn’t stop messaging her. But she knew better. Just then, her phone pings and it was another text from you. 

MY girl (mine): baby are you okay? It’s been a week. i’m worried about you, yk.  MY girl (mine): text me back, okay?  MY girl (mine): i miss you. 

Hazel groans at the last message you sent. You certainly knew how to reel her in. Did you actually miss her? Maybe it wouldn’t hurt to give you a bit of an update. No. She had to stay strong. This relationship had dragged on for too long. She was going crazy without confirmation from you. She needed security, stability. She needed you to tell her that you wanted her. But she knew better. The brunette throws her phone across her bed and decides to continue ignoring you. 

Just then, a knock on her door interrupts her train of thought. Hazel’s stomach drops and she feels nervous for no reason. Her mind was feeding her delusions again. What if it was you? Had you come to check up on her? The knocking continues and she forces herself to get out of bed to make way towards the door. Her hand hovers over the doorknob, she didn’t know how to feel if it was you on the other side and if it weren’t. She’d been doing so well at staying away, but her being called for you. Every part of her being yearned for your touch, for your voice, for you.

“Hazel? It’s me.” Your voice is muffled by the door but she definitely knew that it was you. Her heart jumped, her pulse was racing. Her mind was screaming right now. So you did come to see her! She couldn’t help but smile at the thought of your concern. Maybe you did care for her, maybe a part of you felt the same. 

She wiped the smile off her face before opening the door. She didn’t want you to see how excited she was. Not that it wasn’t obvious from how she glowed. 

“Hey.” She greeted, opening the door a bit too excitedly. “What are you doing here?” 

“I wanted to see you. You’ve been ignoring me.” You reply, looking at her with a bit of hurt. 

“Oh, I’m sorry. I got sick.” She lies, fake coughing. Hazel couldn’t help but feel guilty. She couldn’t tell you the truth, though. She wasn’t very confrontational and she was too scared that you’d shut her down. All she wanted right now was to bask in your presence and let herself enjoy the fact that you went out of your way to see her. 

“Aw, you should have told me, Haze. I would have brought you meds too.” The brunette looks down and sees your hand with a plastic bag full of what she assumes are snacks. 

“Are those for me?” Hazel replies with shock and fascination. You’d never done anything like this for her before. This caught her off guard. Usually it was her that did all the effort but here you were with all her favorite snacks. Her heart warmed at the thought. Maybe PJ and Josie were wrong about you. 

You roll your eyes playfully. “Obviously, dummy. Can I come in?” 

The blue eyed girl nods and lets you in. You settle on her bed and put the plastic bag full of Hazel’s favorite snacks and drinks on her desk. It took you a bit longer to come visit Hazel than you’d intended. You were well aware that she was ignoring you and that she was lying to your face. But you couldn’t blame her. She must have had her reasons and you knew that you were a major part of it. You felt guilty. Hazel didn’t deserve to be stringed around like a rag doll, but you couldn’t let her go either. Which is why you swallowed your pride and came over to hers with all her favorite snacks. You didn’t even have to make an effort on remembering what she liked because it was all ingrained in your mind. If it were any other girl, you would have let them stay away but Hazel was different. 

“Do you feel okay now?” 

“Uhm…yeah. I guess.” 

You pout, not knowing what to say to her. Instead, you pat the empty spot beside you and gesture for her to sit. Hazel takes the cue and as soon as she does, you wrap your arms around her. 

“I missed you, Haze.” You whisper, burying your nose on the crook of her neck. She smelled good, clean. She smelled like home. 

Hazel’s arms tighten around you as she reciprocates the feelings. You feel a weight fall off your shoulders, one that you never knew you had. It was always so easy to be with her. Sure, she was sometimes awkward, and sometimes she yapped a lot, but she was your girl. She felt like a warm cozy day in bed. She enveloped your mind and senses and it scared you dearly. 

“Tell me what’s wrong, Haze. I know you aren’t sick.” You mumble, holding her tighter. 

Your lover sighs and takes a minute before replying. Your heart was pounding. 

“I saw you the other day near the cafe.” She trails off, rubbing her palms on your back. “You were with a girl.” 

“It was a friend.” You reply, cutting off allegations before Hazel could make them. You knew where this was going.

“I knew that,” She says, giving you a reassuring smile. “I told PJ and Josie that too.” 

Hazel felt as if that wasn’t true, but she didn’t want to ruin the mood. It’s not every day that she has you in her dorm room all to herself. And it wasn’t like you two were a thing anyway. The thought of your relationship seemed to dampen her mood even more. The brunette couldn’t help but noticeably frown. 

You lifted your head from her embrace and looked at her, your eyebrows furrowed.  

“There’s something else that’s bothering you. I can feel it.” 

“It’s just…” She starts, readying herself for what she was about to say. She really couldn’t hold it in any longer. Hazel could just not get why you two couldn’t become official. 

“Don’t you want to be mine? Or like each others” 

Your face feigns confusion. “What do you mean?” 

“Like, girlfriends.” She shrugged, avoiding eye contact. “It’s not like we don’t already do couple-y things, you know.” 

“Hazel,” you sigh. “Please don’t start.” 

“I love you.” She blurts out. You could feel your breath hitch and your palms grow cold. This couldn’t be happening right now. Your chest tightens at her confession and you feel sorry for her. No words could leave your mouth right now and all you could do was stare. 

“I’m sorry.” She says, noticing the lack of response. 

You put a hand on her cheek. 

“No, baby. Don’t apologize.” She looks at you with her big blue eyes that were filled with regret and sadness. Hurt filled your chest as you saw how tears started to fill her eyes. 

Letting go of your embrace, she said, “I just don’t get it. I don’t get why you don’t want me.” 

“Haze, that’s not true at all. You know that. I do want you.” You counter, trying to get her to look at you. 

“Then why can’t you admit it? Why can’t you commit to loving me?” She shoots back at you, her voice cracked. 

A lump formed in your throat and you couldn’t find the words. It’s not that you didn’t love her, you did, with all of your being. But you couldn’t commit to being with her because of how afraid you were to hurt her. Hazel wasn’t like you. She’s pure, kind, and thoughtful. You on the other hand had a reputation for breaking hearts. You simply couldn’t bear the thought of breaking her heart. Being with you meant people would judge her more than she already was. More than you already were. 

“Please leave.” She whispers as she takes your hand off her cheek. The sound of her sniffles filled the room. 

“I’m really sorry, Haze.” You mutter, getting up. Maybe giving her space would be the right thing to do. Hazel deserved better than a girl like you, after all. She would be better off with someone who’d be proud to love her. 

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Hazel looked at her phone for the nth time today, hoping that she might catch a stray message from you. Unfortunately, you seemed better off without her as she hadn’t received anything for the past two weeks. She even texted once and you didn’t even read the message. 

The brunette groans into her pillow. She regretted ever pushing it with you. Honestly, she wished that she kept her mouth shut. Maybe you’d still be in bed with her if she had. But a part of her was relieved. Relieved that at least everything’s clearer now to her and she managed to say what she always has. Hazel loved you more than anything in the world. More than her stamp collection and that says something. But she knew when to let go and wave the white flag. She couldn’t keep going in the relationship blind and not knowing what to do. Though, a small part of her still puts up hope that maybe one day you’ll choose her. Maybe. 

Her phone pings just then and her head shoots up. Hope fills her heart up as she looks at the notifications on her screen. 

MY girl (mine): Hey! Sorry I didn’t reply to your texts. LOL. I think I’m ready to be girlfriends now :))  Come over to the party over at Isabel’s later? 

Hazel frowned. Something wasn’t right. There was a tugging at her stomach that told her to be careful, but it was quickly overridden with excitement. 

Hazel: sure bby ill be there!! see u <33 MY girl (mine): Great :)) 

She arrives over at Isabel’s after a good fifteen minute walk. Hazel slowed herself down, she didn’t want to seem too eager to see you. Plus, she wanted to rehearse the potential conversation in her head before she saw you. In her hands was a bouquet of flowers and a handwritten letter that she wrote when she first met you. It was full of adoration and compliments about how captivating you were and how you captured the girl’s heart. To say she was excited was an understatement. The day was finally here. You two would be official. 

“Hey Haze!” Isabel greets her as she makes her way to the door. 

She waves her hand at her and asks your whereabouts. Isabel tells you that you’re over at her room, something about needing to lie down because your social battery is low. Hazel chuckled at that and thought about how you and her were similar in many ways.

Making her way upstairs, she rehearsed every talk point she wanted to bring up. Her hands were sweaty and her heart pounded but she was feeling optimistic. 

Standing in front of Isabel’s room door, she takes the knob and opens it. Her heart drops at the sight in front of her. There you were kissing the girl she saw you with near the cafe. Tears  flooded her eyes as she choked up a sob. 

The sound of Hazel’s sob alerts you and you push the girl away. 

“Hazel, oh my god. It’s not what you think-” 

The blue eyed girl storms out of the house faster than you could finish the sentence. You run after her but not before slapping your friend. She kissed you without prior knowledge and somehow you had a feeling that she might be the reason why Hazel was here. 

Catching up to your lover, you spot her walking away from Isabel’s house. 

“Hazel, wait! Please.” You pleaded, grabbing her arm. Tears were also evident in your eyes. Somehow you knew that this moment would define the way Hazel saw you and it burned you with agony. 

“You lied to me!” She yelled, not being able to contain her feelings anymore. She had always tried to be patient and kind. It was never in her nature to yell or be aggressive but this time all of the anguish inside of her built up and she couldn’t help but lash out. 

“Hazel I didn’t know you would be here and it’s not what it looks like, please.” You sob, pleading with her. She didn’t seem to believe you. Her eyes were filled with hurt and doubt. 

“You-” She said in between sobs, “You said you wanted to be with me. That you wanted to be together. You lied.” 

“Baby, I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’m sorry.” You said. 

Hazel takes her phone out of her pockets and shoves her phone in front of you. There, you saw a text from your number but it was not written by you.  You were right. Your friend did set the whole thing up. Disbelief filled your senses at the betrayal. You knew she had a thing for you but you couldn’t believe that she would do such a thing like this. Everyone knows not to approach you especially because they’ve seen you with Hazel and because you reject anyone else. 

“Do you know what they call me? They call me some girl you fuck on the side. I can’t believe I let this go on for so long, I feel so stupid.” She said, her voice breaking at every word. Hazel’s words were filled with venom and each felt like poison injecting itself in your bloodstream. The day you feared had come to be. In an attempt to run away and shield her, you broke her heart without notice and without care. 

“Hazel, I’m so sorry. You’re more than that to me, you know that.” 

“Just because you say that doesn’t mean I feel it.” 

It felt like something sharp struck your chest. How could you be so blind? You thought that keeping her at arms length would be the safest thing to do. But now you see your lover as she breaks in front of you. 

“You’re not stupid,” You say as you get closer to her. “And I do love you, Haze.” 

At that, Hazel froze. She didn’t know if she heard it correctly. But she did. Did she? It felt like a trick on her mind. The girl’s brows furrowed and her mouth hung ajar. 

“Do you really?” She whispers, scared that if she said anything louder that everything would disrupt. She was afraid that she was dreaming. 

You nod, wrapping your arms around her chest. 

“More than anything in the world, Haze.” 

Hazel looks at you, searching your eyes for any signs of trickery and lies. But all she could see was sincerity. 

“I’m sorry that I hurt you. I thought that it would be better for the two of us if we weren’t anything. I thought people would judge less. Stupid on my part, I know.” You apologize, breaking eye contact. 

“You’re not stupid.” She assures, her tone was soft and kind. 

“I kind of am.” You sniffle, giving her a shy smile. It was time to face your fears. You couldn’t handle seeing Hazel hurt and you had to admit that your heart screamed for her. It was as if you were made on this earth to love and care for her. 

“It’s okay, I am too.” She reassures you and it makes you laugh. Hazel smiles at hearing your laughter. 

“So where do we go from here? Girlfriends?” 

Hazel purses her lips, thinking about your friend she caught you in a lip lock with. 

“I don’t know, what about the person you were kissing earlier?” 

“That was nothing,” You said, shaking your head, “She was jealous of you. And she was the one that sent you that text. I’m so sorry for roping you in this, Haze.” 

“It’s okay.” She replies, Hazel believed in you. Her gut was right about that text message. Next time she saw that “friend” of yours she was sure to put a punch in. She hadn’t forgotten about her days at the fight club after all. Maybe she should put her skills back to good use. 

“So…” You trail off, cutting her thoughts off. 

“Girlfriends?” She asks, retracting from your arms and handing you the flowers and letter she had. 

You beamed at the brunette and nodded eagerly,  “If you want me to be.”

Hazel looks at you, bewildered. 

“What? of course I want you to be.” She said, not catching your teasing tone. This makes you laugh at how adorable she was. 

“Never mind.” You reply as you lean closer, putting your lips on hers. The kiss was eager but definitely not rough. It was a kiss shared between lovers that have reconnected. Lovers who finally bared their hearts with each other. It was soft, beautiful, and it made your head dizzy. 

“I love you, Haze.” You said in between kisses. Hazel smiles and continues kissing you. 

In the far distance, two girls had their eyes set on you from the beginning as the fight between you and Hazel ensued. They were both taking bets on what the outcome would be. When you kissed and made up, the other had to pay up. 

“Damn, I didn’t think they’d actually end up together.” PJ said disappointedly as she rummaged her pockets for twenty dollars that she lost to Josie. 

“I told you, dumbass. They have the hots for each other.” Josie replied, not revealing that Isabel told her all about how you wanted to be with Hazel but couldn’t because of your issues. She admits that she was iffy about you at first but now that she saw you going after Hazel, she decided that you weren’t that bad after all. Though, that was something she’d keep to herself. For now though, she’s enjoying her victory and beaming with pride as her friend finally gets the girl. 

[maaskuline]

HIII SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN VERY ACTIVE LATELY ;w; i know i don't need to apologize but i just really wish i could be here more often, i've been missing being able to rp my goofy greaser boy this week!!

little vent under the cut just to update on what's goin on fjaoiceocjwkgj

my step-dad is in the hospital rn, and there's a very real chance he might pass away eventually. i'm very conflicted about it bc we never had a very good relationship at all. but he's also the primary carer for my mom who is disabled, so i've been a little extra busy with helping her out while he's been in the hospital — along with starting a new job and general financial trouble all around

SO. needless to say it's been a bit rough this week 😅 so don't be too surprised if activity here is spotty. i still have the rest of the asks from the last rp meme i reblogged in my inbox and i rlly wanna respond to those but my anxiety has just been through the roof, which makes it even harder for me to like. articulate thoughts and talk to people. ;w; so if you sent me anything and i haven't responded yet please just bare with me atm

i really wanna do something fun when i'm properly able to pick the activity back up!! but i'm still brainstorming on that rn so who knows

IN THE MEANTIME THOUGH...... if anyone wants to plot anything perchance, feel free to hmu 👉👈 i'm probably gonna have to ask that you already have some kind of idea of what to plot though bc, brain has been blank writing wise lately and words are harder to articulate for me rn but. if you're willing to deal with that then ur free to dm me if you'd like!!

also my discord if anyone would like to add me there!! (preferably let me know who you are if you add me so i don't think ur a total stranger lol)

[desertforestfic]

i am thirty years late to this but thank you @hephaestiions @citrusses @its-the-allure for the writer interview tag

how many works do you have on ao3? ten! ten fics. ha ha ha

what's your total ao3 word count? 31,294

your top 5 stories by kudos?

where i have to go

horizon

the tie

psychopomp

twirled around his finger

do you respond to comments? you know, i really want to, but it is honestly a lot of brain power to sit down in front of like fifty compliments and try to come up with a genuine response to each - so yes i reply but only in incredibly specific moods, lol

what's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending? DIVORCE

what's the fic you've written with the happiest ending? probably this one in which it is foreshadowed that harry gets to go be an unemployed stoner in amsterdam (draco has to get a real job)

do you write crossovers? um does a sports au count? then yes, eventually

have you ever received hate on a fic? no and i am honestly taking it as a sign that i need to step my pussy up and write some more upsetting fic

do you write smut? ya

have you ever had a fic stolen? naur

have you ever had a fic translated? no and i am ambivalent about the idea. i have sooo much respect for the folks who put in the work of translating fic for free, but the idea of not having control of what my fic sounds like in another language is a little scary ngl!

have you ever co-written a fic before? no but it's very much something i would like to try eventually!

what's your all-time favorite ship? oh probably drarry just because i feel like these are My People :) i have some pretty near and dear rpf ships but they feel more like old friends than anything i would want to actively read or create for these days

what's a wip that you want to finish but don't think you ever will? ummm one of the first things i ever wrote was like 1,000 words of draco eating a bagel in a park in new york city and then running into harry. i was real hyped about the idea until i remembered that i have spent like ten hours total in new york city and i went down a reddit rabbit hole trying to decide what neighborhood draco would live in and then was like...why am i doing this. it was cute, maybe i'd pick it back up on the off chance i ever move to new york city, but the writing already feels sooo bad to me that idk if i could stand digging it up and editing it lol

what are your writing strengths? descriptions? that sounds broad. i think i'm really good at evoking freeze-frame moments: a sunset, a landscape, a facial expression. physical sensations, too - being drunk, being cold, having a headache. i really like digging out the exact combination of words to describe sensations and emotions i myself have felt. anything like that is likely going to be the most personal part of my writing.

what are your writing weaknesses? making..there be a plot...lol. i think i can write a believable emotional arc, but i was talking to @yiiiiiiiikes25 the other day and was straight up told "i think you need to have more things happen to your characters." read me for filth.

what are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? am i supposed to have thoughts on this? i don't speak any other languages. there's a good chance i'm going to have to throw some Old Norse loanwords into some stuff i've been working on so uhh any Old Norse speakers out there please hmu

what's a fandom/ship you haven't written for yet but want to? i'm reading captive prince rn and i'm quite sure i'll have thoughts when i'm done with that :) also f1 is tugging on the hem of my shirt like an eager toddler

what's your favorite fic you've ever written? horizon by a mile :)

i don't remember who's done this due to the aforementioned being thirty years late but uhh tagging @dryrsheet @kamaela @faiell @thehoneybeet @twnkwlf-writes @marrythemonstersao3 @chaos-bear and anyone else who's feelin it

[jayywrites]

CURRENT STATUS: closed - not taking on any new plots but happy to connect for future writing!! <3

hi there, welcome in. i follow #JAYYWRITES & my discord is jayfl01 add me and lmk your username on tumblr so i know who you are. this is an indie rp penned by jay, 31, she/her. i am semi-selective, i write in para form, and i prefer discord. there will be NSFW content and kinky themes and NONE OF THIS WILL BE TAGGED, so please don't follow if easy triggered or under the age of 21. open to taboo plots but will need to be discussed as getting back into this and not yet created a list of plots/kinks im open to. kinks plot most open to: daddy/sir, breeding, 24/7, begging, overstimulation, age gaps (legal), and most things that can be done during kinky sex like slapping, choking, hair pulling, edging, dirty talk liiiike that stuff. banned kinks: grooming, underage, incest, trafficking, pee/poop/vomit, beastiality, this writer prefers m/f and has a preference for writing male muses. hmu as always looking for new plots and fun ideas! also i love plot and ships so do come if you would like to do just that with no smut involved. no pressure at all for smut to be the focus/or only thing. if you are bothered by any of the topics or writing in this blog please do not interact or follow. DO NOT INTERACT AT ALL if under 21! about ⚡︎ guidlines ⚡︎ muses ⚡︎ plots ideas ⚡︎ wanted faces

*ADDED TO EMPHASISE: I LOVE SHIPS AND PLOTS THAT ARE NOT SMUT/NSFW AS WELL SO YOU CAN WRITE WITH ME EVEN IF SMUT IS NOT YOUR THING!!

[lgcahin]

HELLO i am typing this from mobile so everyone please excuse the horrible (and possibly even broken <3) formatting. but hiiiiiii this is ree (25+ they/them) and i also write @lgcwooju the guy that is literally just a guy. but he;'s not important.

this is about ahin! so there's more below the cut (i really hope the cut works) and some vague plot suggestions, but otherwise feel free to hmu on twitter @ sokdojojeol or like this post and i'll shoot you a dm! i have a discord too but am abysmal at checking it without someone grabbing me by the scruff of my neck fyi.

anyway.

ahin is a revamp of an old old character i had in lgc with a new face (rip hsw he isnt dead i just miss victon). a long-time trainee who is passionate about dancing but just really likes performing in general, ahin is like an old senior dog that's just happy to be here. he's very gentle in nature, very mellow, and very very easygoing in a less eccentric manner compared to Just A Guy (TM) wooju.

he has a finicky (but ok!) knee from an old soccer injury, and is a #survivor of a training stint in a shady second-rate entertainment company. he joined lgc as a 21 year old, so right on the cusp of aging out... and has been here since 2022!

tl;dr he is an 80 year old ascetic monk at heart who is at peace with the world and his life, but only on the outside because on the inside he's like hmmm when should i give up...

PLOT IDEAS

he's a really friendly guy, just a little on the quiet side because he doesn't really go Out of his way to make friends — so it would be funny to have some younger trainees who are extremely awkward around him for whatever reason while he's just like um..haha? T_T he'll try very feebly to break the ice but he's kind of lame so it's like watching a narc in a high school class like how are you doing fellow kids...

EXERCISE BUDDIES! he loves staying active so if anyone wants to jog, lift, hike up large mountain trails, and/or kick around a soccer ball with him, PLEASE come here. he will treasure you.

older trainees that have also been around for quite some time, i would love a one-sided pining plot <3 something along the lines of your best friend ahin has been lowkey infatuated with you for forever but has made no indication of such because he is forever happy with pining fruitlessly for you while supporting you in all of your endeavors. I Love Angst

BEST FRIEND! LONG-TERM! person who has known him since he came to seoul from busan. person who is aware of all of his trials and tribulations that he likes to bottle up and keep out of others' peripheries otherwise. the one (1) person he feels like he can fully be honest and transparent in front of.

im running out of free wifi in a coffee shop im overstaying my welcome in for sure so im going to post these for now and then do a dedicated plots post later trust me ok? BYE

[pinkrose504]

Y'ALL I WANNA RP PLEAASSEE

(Plz read the whole post if interested...)

Hey gang. I have been searching high and low for a rp partner.

I would prefer semi lit to lit (Idrc), at least give a lil something to progress the rp. (I might just try to copy how you respond)

I will double up if you do the same (I rp someone for you if you do the same for me). I actually JUST wanna double up..

I personally rp in 3rd person. I also don't care about your own rp style as long as I can read it and it makes sense.

18+ please, I am a horny bastard and want to do NSFW rp. Along with fun story plot and such lol. (I am 20.)

I love OOC chat during rp! Id love to also become your friend while we rp.

I am a college student so I am a bit busy but love to have a rp so I can escape the hectic college world so please don't poop your pants if i don't respond instantly, Ill also text if i'm busy!

I want to rp a fandom. We dont both have to rp in the same one. I am into a good handful of fandoms, right now I am super into Creepypasta and Jujutsu Kaisen. (If we were to rp these I would like you to play Eyeless Jack or Itadori.)

I will play a self insert because I am a SIMP LMAO

I do prefer to rp on Discord but I am okay with rping on here!

I am also okay with you calling me by my name! I really enjoy it, my name is Emilia :3

PLEASE HMU TO RP <3

[glacial-waltzes]

Kaeya, cavalry captain of Mondstadt! A pleasure to meet you all~ 23, he/him.

This picture isn't fully accurate now, but Borealis is still with me! Along with his other friends who keep tailing us around, haha.

Kaeya’s pokemon

Pleasure to make your acquaintance. I am Lynette. 21 and she/her only.

Kaeya has let me borrow his... odd mechanism when I please. If you are interested in magic, or my brothers… this is the wrong time and place for that. But if you wish to speak with me... just get to the point.

Lynette’s pokemon

If any of you see my good friend Aether, or our other companions, Alhaitham or Furina, please do let us know. We’re a bit worried for them.

//Universe shared with - @diamond-lost-in-time - @fallenboughtkeeper (on the genshin side) - @blueberry-gills - non emo au of @arven-x-drayster-4ever (both on the pokemon side)

please go through ‘read more’ before interacting!

Heyaaa!! It’s @saywha413, mod of @arven-x-drayster-4ever, @ask-sarah-and-co, and all the other blogs in that universe!

I love Kaeya genshin sm and I thought a faller blog would be silly…

since this is a separate universe from my main one, I’d be alright with him being in like other universes if that makes sense? but uh. hmu if you want to do like a rp thread or join universes or smth.

Note relating to the actual genshin part. The only other faller chars planned (as of rn) are the ones he listed. Most other chars will be back on Teyvat- so in @/fallernboughtkeeper’s side.

finally. There will be kaether (kaeya/aether) bc I am crazy abt them. Aether is 20 (under legal drinking age of 21). I am also highly considering furina/lynette and kaeya/aether/alhaitham but we’ll see lmao

Pelipper mail/malice/mystery gifts: ✔️ Musharna mail/malice: ✔️ Union circle: ✔️ In character hate: ✔️ Magic anons: depends on the anon

Anyone can interact, given that we keep it within a social media context.

also full icon bc im super proud of how it turned out

Tag guide:

I didn't know you were such a slacker. Anything by Kaeya Hey; fancy joining me at the tavern for a bit? Asks We're not frozen in place; after all. Reblogs Haha; just don't feel intimidated by what I can do. Plot related stuff Hehe; seems all the other knights already have their hands full. Anything long lol

There is nothing new under the sun... Is that really true? Anything by Lynette + text color

ask games ooc posts ooc reblogs

dividers: x og icon (mines a redraw): x header: x background of lugia image: x

[torrentials]

hey everyone, i'm sunny (she/her)! super excited to join with oh daewon aka wonil, a ydh soloist (and troublemaker, apparently). he's been pushing ydh's boundaries (re: buttons) since 2018, so i'm looking forward to seeing him develop further! i've got an overview of his background below, but for more info, you can also check out his file, bio, and career, as well as a few plots. there are more plot ideas below, and i'm happy to brainstorm connections, so please hmu or give this a like if you're interested! <3

pt. i — background, tw for brief mention of illness, and death

born in yeosu, but if you ask him about it, he doesn't have much to share save for a few impersonal details, like the views on the water or the slow-paced life. it's enough to make evident that he's glad he's here than there, but to give the run-down he won't: daewon had a very typical, modest upbringing.

his parents worked a lot, as they had to, and he was a good kid; excelled in his classes, helped around the house, and never complained. though, naturally, he always wanted more for himself. the idea of living the same life as his parents—well, let's just say it gave rise to many complicated (and unresolved) feelings.

so, he moved to london to live with his aunt when he was 12/13 with the initial idea of going to med school. he only returned at 19 when his dad got very sick, and then just... never went back. did his military service, got scouted (in uniform, mind you), started training, and the rest is history.

his dad has since passed away, so it's just him and his mom now, but he hasn't been very attentive in visiting her, tsk tsk.

pt. ii — training and career

it wasn't always the plan that daewon would debut as a soloist, but he was very diligent with all aspects of his training; never easing up or letting his exhaustion outwardly weigh on him—even though he was an older trainee. you could say he's a bit of an all-rounder as a result (just don't make him rap lol).

as for his debut, while daewon didn't have a strong foundation (nor an interest) in music to start, he did have a very clear vision of how he wanted his music to express him, and thankfully, ydh was on board. he's quite particular. in that respect, wonil's sensual image and sound is as much a credit to him as it is to ydh.

that said, though, i don't think daewon fully appreciated exactly what he was getting himself into and just how rigid ydh's rules are—or how serious management is about enforcing them, and that's lead to some... issues (re: scandals—yes, plural). but! it seems like the relationship is still going strong since daewon doesn't have any plans of stopping or slowing down anytime soon (maybe music truly is his calling).

although he's been especially interested in the production of music and has developed that skill further, i'd actually say he's his strongest during his concerts. it's a melting pot of creativity, and he gets a whole lot more influence on the choreography, song transitions, mood, etc (tldr; you should catch him on tour).

pt. iii — personality

overall, daewon's relaxed and friendly—it's easy to be comfortable in his presence. he's polite, polished, and professional, but as you get to know him, his personality reveals to be very sarcastic, disarming, and confident. he's got a bit of an ego, tbh, and sometimes he can be a little insensitive, but he (mostly) has good intentions, and is at least (mostly) genuine, so you know what you're getting is (mostly) real. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

to elaborate further in a series of will's and won'ts: will know how to change your tire, but won’t show up to do it without a lil tit-for-tat. will latch onto the smallest tension in a room with slight intrigue, but won't act on it. won't remember your birthday (sorry), but will remember that time you mildly ticked him off.

pt. iv — plots

as someone that likes to be very practical, his attempts to articulate his feelings often lends to a clenched-jaw and stiff tongue—like a child, he's bad at expressing all its syllables and sounds. all you make out—if you make out anything at all—are vague highlights: that he's good, or he's tired, or he's interested. so, it'd be nice to have some people who just get him; an easy presence, or someone similar.

he can also be quite self-serving. it's not malicious or anything, but just an instinct to put his best interests first. though, maybe the consequence of always acting on that instinct has scarred the relationship between him and your muse. on the flip side, maybe it's an approach they appreciate since they can comfortably rely on it.

those that share his enjoyment of a drink and a smoke. maybe he has a few too many vices and is too comfortable leaning into every desire. and sure, maybe he's just bordering a problem, but the bottom line is that he's not there yet, and in the meantime, he loves a good crowd, which includes your muse.

artists he's worked with before—either those that have featured on his tracks, or those who have produced some of his music (left many credits open cause he loves working with people on this). maybe they can work on an upcoming project together, or this time he can return the favor and feature on your muse's music.

more of the basic connections: ride-or-die friends (those that stare down the midas barrel with him), rivals (friendly or otherwise, music-related or otherwise), exes (very few since he doesn't enter relationships often), mentees (even fewer cause he is not great at taking people under his wing). more tbd!

[apollxnian]

hey everyone it's mars here again with a third muse! you may know me from previous hits @andxnte and @timbxrs and now i'm back with a new kid who hopefully rounds out my muse lineup nicely :)

anyway, you can get a lot from his profile and bio but i'll put a few more facts under the cut! and of course if you'd like to plot with luke, shoot me a message or like this post and we're ready to get involved!

alright so i kinda realized i accidentally wrote his bio more from the pov of his parents than including his own thoughts and feelings, so i'll try to give some more insight into that... basically luke was lowkey parentified, his mother in particular because she had to lean on him to translate for her in canada and his dad was spending long hours at work. this kinda forced him to grow up too fast, and he accepted this until he started to become a teenager and realized how unfair his situation was. it sounds kinda insane to use the idol industry as an "escape" to freedom, but that's exactly what he did. it gave him an excuse to leave his parents' home for an extended time and he doesn't hate it tbh, so he's soaking up this experience while he tries to decide what comes next.

that said he loves his family! he really does! he has his grandparents and probably aunts/uncles/cousins in south korea so he's not exactly alone here (and i am so open to plotting out extended family relationships too just saying...). he does struggle with some guilt at likely leaving his younger siblings in the same situation he left, and he misses them, but he had to do this for himself.

a lot of his community growing up was through church btw. his parents attended a korean community church in toronto where some services were held entirely in their native language. they became very involved as it was a way to connect with the culture they moved away from for luke's dad's job. another reason he wanted to get away is because of his bisexuality, which he knew he could never admit to his very conservative parents, and y'know still acknowledges that south korea isn't exactly the place one would go to in order to explore that but it is what it is. he's not totally sure of his own religious beliefs at this point in his life but kinda appreciates the fact that it doesn't have to be a priority right now either.

all this said, he still very much has caretaker tendencies despite being one of the youngest members of his group (and in the company?)!! that's sort of how he adopted the "mood maker" role for himself; he can't exactly take care of his members or anyone else like he would his younger siblings, but he can try to make them laugh or brighten their day a little bit. he's kinda good at it too since he's not really afraid to make a fool of himself. it's why he keeps going viral for dumb shit too and he's probably the guy hosting the party in the fanfic since he comes across as super extroverted and friends with everyone.

he's actually way more chill than his image would imply though. he's not actually full of boundless energy and is perfectly happy to sit in silence and just relax when he has the opportunity. but he does put pressure on himself to be the funny guy, to make everyone around him happy, and ALSO that "chronically online" image means that he's VERY active on social media and hi-u. social media, unfortunately, is a 24/7 job and fans are becoming increasingly entitled to his time and attention and a touch of people pleasing tendencies make it hard for him to establish boundaries. luke's doing his best, but this is definitely a theme i want to keep exploring and how it'll affect him longterm!

i don't have any particular plot ideas right now and kinda prefer to work things out on a case by case basis, so if luke sounds like fun to you then please hmu with a like or a message or a nudge on discord and we can get something going!! i think this is all i have to say for now <3

[roleplayfinder]

hey! i’m a 22f looking for a Stranger Things rp! minors dni, and i would prefer 20+ for age, but wont turn 18+ away.

i roleplay as steve harrington and prefer mxm, will take any ship even though i have a preference for steddie. i also will do fxf or fxm with me as stephanie harrington (if your character is transfem or transmasc or anything in between, i will not turn you away, you are welcome here!)

i have a whole bunch of hcs with steve and do like nsfw, my steve is a sub switch, but also fairly vanilla so im open for compromise on everything :)

I have a plot in mind, so if anyone likes period pieces hmu!! however, im not married to that plot and am open to anything (i prefer au!).

i write anywhere from like one paragraph to over discord limit (third person), so i am not picky with length, but if you make me write over discord limit every time ill lose interest — I’m sorry. I struggle with motivation because of work, so I’m really trying to he consistent. So hmu!! I also love being friends outside of rps so please be personable ☺️

Like comment and i will reach out to you from either @skjachuk or @sthairrington !

@skjachuk

@sthairrington

[darkrpfinders]

🦇🦇Hi hill! Its been a while but i have been DYING to start writing again!! And thanks to some new (and old) hyper fixations developing figured id try to reach out on here (⁎˃ᆺ˂)

First things first!! I ask that my rp partners be 18+!! Im 20, and id prefer my rp partners (and possible new besties ) to be in a close age range to me! That, and there will most likely be mature themes in our rps :P

I am super open to 🕊️ plots!! But I do have my limits. Although I think dead dove is a great playing field for angst plots, I have to disagree with some topics/dont feel comfortable roleplaying them!! This ESPECIALLY goes for 🍪 . This is a hard no on my part; any and every character I play will be 18+ or aged up to whatever age!

Ermm follow basic dni criteria; dont be homophobic, racist, sexist, ect.. basically dont be a hater! Or weird with kids!!

I love love LOVE hearing about ocs and self inserts!! Im a self inserter in just about every media I consume so please dont hesitate to show me your self inserts!!! I love yumeshipping... dude...eff yes... i love my ten million gfs and bfs and partners...also puhLEASE TELL ME YOUR HCS!!! I LOVE HEARING AND MAKING THEM!!!

Im only looking for double up rps!! And if you dont know what a double up p is; its pretty much mutual writing!! :3 i would write oc × cc for you, and you would do the same for me in return!! I think its a great way to explore different plot ideas! And this gives me more drawing ideas... if youre an artist hmu immediately were gonna yumeship tf out....fuck it even if youre not an artist get over here I LOVE DRAWING OC X CC!!! AND MAKING SHITPOSTS!!!

The fandoms im currently interested in, from highest/most to lowest/least are

* The Eltingville club (yeah.... 𝓨𝓮𝓪𝓱👅…#needthat)

* Fear and Hunger (1 and 2)

* Degrees Of lewdity

* Mouthwashing

* Stardew Valley

Please dont be afraid to dm me or like the post!! I will try to get back to you asap :33

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[prpfz]

🦇🦇Hi hill! Its been a while but i have been DYING to start writing again!! And thanks to some new (and old) hyper fixations developing figured id try to reach out on here (⁎˃ᆺ˂)

First things first!! I ask that my rp partners be 18+!! Im 20, and id prefer my rp partners (and possible new besties ) to be in a close age range to me! That, and there will most likely be mature themes in our rps :P

I am super open to 🕊️ plots!! But I do have my limits. Although I think dead dove is a great playing field for angst plots, I have to disagree with some topics/dont feel comfortable roleplaying them!! This ESPECIALLY goes for 🍪 . This is a hard no on my part; any and every character I play will be 18+ or aged up to whatever age!

I love love LOVE hearing about ocs and self inserts!! Im a self inserter in just about every media I consume so please dont hesitate to show me your self inserts!!! I love yumeshipping... dude...eff yes... i love my ten million gfs and bfs and partners...also puhLEASE TELL ME YOUR HCS!!! I LOVE HEARING AND MAKING THEM!!!

Im only looking for double up rps!! And if you dont know what a double up p is; its pretty much mutual writing!! :3 i would write oc × cc for you, and you would do the same for me in return!! I think its a great way to explore different plot ideas! And this gives me more drawing ideas... if youre an artist hmu immediately were gonna yumeship tf out....fuck it even if youre not an artist get over here I LOVE DRAWING OC X CC!!! AND MAKING SHITPOSTS!!!

The fandoms im currently interested in, from highest/most to lowest/least are

*The Eltingville club (yeah....yeah,)

*Fear and Hunger

*Degrees Of lewdity

*Mouthwashing

*Stardew Valley

*Chainsaw Man

Please dont be afraid to dm me or like the post!! I will try to get back to you asap :33

like or dm

[whateverwhyamievenhere]

little lestappen drabble

Hii, so I usually don't post on here, but you know it, it's winter break and the brain rot is brain rotting, so I've started to write a drabble. It's inspired by some of my favorite moments of Charles and Max that can't seem to leave my mind. This is nowhere near anything but a draft, though I thought some of you might enjoy this. Please be so kind and let me know if you like it or what could be improved. Also if anyone has any ideas where this could go plot-wise hmu, because I suck at drawing up plots beforehand. Have a great day/night wherever you are. L <3

The sun peaks right through the tips of his hair. Strands flying, highlights glistening in the golden light. One last lap they said, one more push, till he got to feel the light of the setting sun blind his eyes. He's in Texas, finished his quail lap, scrambled out of the car, and all he searched for was the blue of his eyes.

Like ocean, like storm. Crashing on a shore, there will always be a twist in Charles gut when Max meets his eyes. Inevitably drawn to each other, dancing around each other, desire mistaken for distaste. Green clashing into blue, in a haze of moments Charles is being ripped right out of the calming sun. Media Duty, take pictures, smile, be nice and orderly. Most importantly, get along. Get along with Max. These are direct orders because everyone seems to think they hate each other. Charles thinks they may did once upon a time. Now he’s not quite sure what to make of it all. ____________________________________________________ “Charlie I’ve got some space for you” the words echo in Charles' head, did Max just call him Charlie, normally only Alex or maybe Lando does so rarely. Why in the world of why's does it make feel Charlie all giddy? What does Max think that he's allowed to call him Charlie? Isn’t that reserved for his closer friends? Does Max think they are friends? Sure, he's been acting as such ever since Austin, but what exactly changed? Why aren’t the forcibly nice, why does it seem like Max enjoys his company more than he used to?  And why does he immediately comply and squeeze through to Max, standing at the other side of the room? Brush of shoulders, hands clasping each other, slight shove where his back dips in. Broad smile, teeth on full display, eyes crinkling. Max is flashing him his most Maxie smile there is. Sue him if Max can call him Charlie, at least he can call him Maxie in his mind. Maybe one day he will be allowed to say it out loud, just like Daniel is.  “I thought you’d suffocate over there.” “Yeah, well I’m glad, I didn’t. Any news from Daniel, his party still standing for tonight?” “Do you really think we’d be in Vegas and Daniel would let it slip though his fingers to start the weekend of sober? He’s going to be the death of us!” “Ah no, I think we will manage quite well, you think?” At that, Max slings an arm around Charlies shoulder, slightly shakes his head in dismissal, smirks to himself and moves them after the rest of their friends that were just mingling mere seconds before. Max is leading them towards the press conference that Charles entirely forgot about once he heard Max claim “Charlie” his. ____________________________________________________

[batsnooore]

Rp Request post yet again :33

Hi hiii! Its been a while but i have been DYING to start writing again!! And thanks to some new (and old) hyper fixations developingI figured id try to reach out on here (⁎˃ᆺ˂)

First things first!! I ask that my rp partners be 18+!! Im 20, and id prefer my rp partners (and possible new besties🫂) to be in a close age range to me! That, and there will most likely be mature themes in our rps :P

I am super open to 🕊️ plots!! But I do have my limits. Although I think dead dove is a great playing field for angst plots, I have to disagree with some topics/dont feel comfortable roleplaying them!! This ESPECIALLY goes for 🍪. This id a hard no on my part; any and every character I play will be 18+ or aged up to whatever age. Hard pass on 🍪.

I love love LOVE hearing about ocs and self inserts!! Im a self inserter in just about every media I consume so please dont hesitate to show me your self inserts!!! I love yumeshipping…dude…eff yes… i love my ten million gfs and bfs and partners…also puhLEASE TELL ME YOUR HCS!!! I LOVE HEARING AND MAKING THEM!!!

Im only looking for double up rps!! And if you dont know what a double up rp is; its pretty much mutual writing!! :3 i would write oc x cc for you, and you would do the same for me in return!! I think its a great way to explore different plot ideas! And this gives me more drawing ideas… if youre an artist hmu immediately were gonna yumeship tf out….fuck it even if youre not an artist get over here I LOVE DRAWING OC X CC!!! AND MAKING SHITPOSTS!!!

The fandoms im currently interested in, from highest/most to lowest/least are

*The Eltingville club (yeah…..yeah,)

*Fear and Hunger

*Degrees Of lewdity

*Mouthwashing

*Stardew Valley

*Chainsaw Man

Please dont be afraid to dm me if you have any questions!!! :33

[ocrpsearch]

hi! i'm, f, 22. looking for 21+ yr old literate creative minds in the mood for something horror-filled, something dark and angsty/anguish-y! gritty psychological!! toxic, destructive, no good dynamics!! on the run with no concern about who strays in their path!!

!!!!!!!!!!!! (almost) any thing !!!!!!!!!!!!

I have some plots of my own, but would love to brainstorm something new. all I ask is to not come to me with detective, zombie* apocalypse, or vampire plots </3

✱i'm open to any gender pairing! oc x oc. ✱spiciness welcomed. ~15/85 smut/plot ratio. plz nothing real nasty. ✱minimal triggers, lets discuss in DMs.

the two plots below is what i'm itching to do. but I have an array of other dark plots in an amino blog. happy to direct you to browse them!

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cult, horror/supernatural | any x any

premise takes places before the turn of the century (1900s? 2000s? 2100?). we play as pre-established cult members, who are well acquainted and very much embrace the ways of the organization. their doctrine states that all members are to quit their worldly jobs and live off of the land on remote communal compound in the desert. from sunrise to sunset, they are tasked to perform a number of rituals to appease their god(s). ( can get as dead dove-y as you'd like! )

after roleplaying out their routine for a bit to set the tone, we can introduce a new recruit, X, to the family. they have to go through some bizarre, torturous ritual to be initiated. but they never tap out -- they pass, and are accepted with open arms.

as they settle into the family, our characters grow suspicious of X and their true motives in joining. real world manifestations plague the compound because of X's impure intent, subtle at first.

intensity increasing as X steadily manipulates the cult leader to stray from their doctrine in a multitude of ways and then ultimately convinces them participate in human sacrifice.

but what do our charas do about it? from here the plot can diverge into many different avenues! I have a few ideas of my own!

. . .

piracy, action, supernatural(?), experimentation violence | g x g

premise takes place in 1690, the chaos of piracy destructfully plaguing Western Europe. it was a popular profession because the high-risk high-rewards of the game was enticing to most young men of boring coastal towns. but for women, unless they had a decent father or a brother that stuck around, they were recruited for servitude or [to work the late night docks, if you will]

our characters got pushed out their homes because they were unmarried at undesirable ages and generated no income. they were left no choice but to dedicate themselves to a predatory brothel that service the small port town's visitors.

OR instead of a brothel, we could make them be indentured servants to a cruel scientist/witch that performs inhumane experiments on them. ( keeping the science relevant to 1600s-1700s grasp of medicine )

one of our characters proposes after awhile when their final straw has been broken to escape their situation. their options? venture into the mainlands, or test their luck with the open seas?

but their curiosities wondered after each continual night of their humanity being stripped from them, to what extent was it really that dangerous?

how will the girls plan their escape, how and to what lengths will they go to defeminate themselves to blend in with the crew,

and ultimately how far will they survive in this pirate lifestyle?

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but also… an offhand request, but if you have any lethally cruel criminal oc and want to rp out their crimes, hmu :eyes: (dw, no uwusoftsub type shi)

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if you've made it this far, but aren't feeling these two specific plots, i gotchu. happy to brainstorm! work with me to keep it interesting!

✱need a partner who doesn't mind playing throwaway characters or major side characters when relevant, won't be all the time. ✱don't be afraid to speak your mind on any plot adjustments, criticisms, anything! ✱please be proficient in english, roleplay in the third person, with great grammar and proper capitalization. ✱i write in the range of 150-3,000 words per reply, so NO one liners. ✱a MINIMUM of one paragraph (5+ sentences) per reply. don't make the minimum a habit, please. ✱be alright with reply times spanning from 2-5 days!!! ✱plot on tumblr, roleplay on discord only.

✱will contact through likes!

interact and the poster will reach out!