#also summertime record makes me cry

[alterigo06]

Late to the party as always 🫡 but happy Kagerou Day, everyone 🫡

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[iichaeyj]

the songs enhypen dedicates to you . . . ♡

PAIRING: enhypen x gn!reader

GENRE: fluff

WARNINGS: some of the songs use she/her pronouns and refer to the person as a girl, but the post itself does not mention the reader's preferred gender !!

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A/N: i sorta thought about the thing where people post their s/o on their instagram stories with songs in the background

HEESEUNG

"Something About You" by Eyedress and Dent May

"she looks just like a dream, the prettiest girl i've ever seen"

i feel like he would know the song

and everytime he hears it, he pictures you

and i feel like the song just sorta captures the way he sees you, yk??

like he definitely thinks that you're the most perfect person out there

and he'd post a picture that he took of you with the lyrics in the corner

it'd be a picture he took of you when you weren't looking, too

just so that he can show everyone how wonderful you look in his eyes <3

JAY

"Every Summertime" by Niki

"baby, i'd give up anything to travel inside your mind. baby, i fall in love again come every summertime"

this song suits him so well i can't explain it

the song talks about how someone falls in love with their s/o more and more every summertime

and i think jay just falls more in love with you everyday

like every little thing you do makes his heart flutter

he'd probably post a picture of you smiling happily he took when you weren't looking

he thinks you look the cutest when you're smiling

and he wants to show everyone how in love he is :(

JAKE

"Adore You" by Harry Styles

"walk through fire for you, just let me adore you like it's the only thing i'll ever do"

HE'S SO IN LOVE WITH YOU PLEASE

like i imagine him just doting on you so much

and this song is meant to show how much he's willing to do for you just because he adores you so much

like honestly, he just goes all <3_<3 whenever you're around

and the song just suits him so well

he'd post the song to a picture he took of you while on a date or smth

and he might add little drawings of hearts around you

it's so cute i'm gonna cry

SUNGHOON

"Until I Found You" by Stephen Sanchez

"i would never fall in love again until i found her. i said i would never fall unless it's you i fall into. i was lost within the darkness, but then i found her. i found you."

now, i don't necessarily think sunghoon is the type to be extremely emotional and cheesy with his words or anything like that

but through songs?? i think he'd convey his emotions through lyrics

like you wouldn't expect it, but he would post a cute picture of you two looking at each other looking all cute to this song

and although he doesn't show it often, he knows that the lyrics are what he truly feels towards you

he didn't know falling in love was possible until he found you <3

SUNOO

"You Belong With Me" by Taylor Swift

"if you could see that i'm the one who understands you, been here all along so why can't you see? you belong with me"

i feel like he'd post this not long after you two start dating

he's probably pined for a while and wants the entire world to know that you're his and he's yours :(

(also i just think he suits taylor swift songs so well)

i honestly think he'd post you multiple times to classic taylor swift love songs

and he'd just love posting you in general

he'd probably post a picture of you two hugging or holding hands to this song

JUNGWON

"Love You Like A Love Song" by Selena Gomez

"no one compares, you stand alone, to every record i own. music to my heart, that's what you are."

CRYING SCREAMING FIGHTING BLEEDING

okay okay but he's just so in love with you

like you're the only thing he sees

he's the type to randomly think about you during the day and not be able to hold back a smile

and he not only thinks you're so perfect in general but so perfect for him

like you two are meant to be together

he posts a picture that he took of you while you weren't looking

like a very candid picture of you to show everyone how perfect you are (sorta like heeseung)

also doesn't he give off selena gomez vibes?? idk

NIKI

the subway surfers theme song

"Day 1" by HONNE

"you'll always be my day one. day zero when i was no one. i'm nothing by myself, you and no one else. thankful you're my day one"

i think niki and you would have a very sweet relationship? like a first love type of relationship, yk??

and he shows how much he appreciates you by posting you to this song

i think niki might be the type to need someone to rely on at times

and you just feel like home to him

he'd post a picture of you two that he took when you two first met/first started dating

it's so cute :(

(okay but i do think he'd post the subway surfers theme song to a picture of you he took when you were sleeping)

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[beta-adjacent]

Playlist Makes Brain Go Brrrrr

First off, the playlist in question here was created by the amazing @softomegaposting. They did and excellent job I'd highly recommend listening to it first, especially if you weren't familiar with the songs like me!

Vibe Assessment

I was really struggling to describe the tone of this playlist. To solve that, I....may or may not have roped in some of my irl music-loving friends.

I challenged myself to describe this playlist without mentioning omegaverse. These are the phrases I came up with: "utopian domesticity and All its vile implications", "calming your lover down like they're a feral animal", "you've been reduced to your body and pray you will transcend physicality", "bawling your eyes out as the credits of an indie romcom roll", and "healing a debutante of her tuberculosis despite knowing her illness is prized".

After many listen-throughs, I still stand by these descriptions, except for the tuberculosis one (though it has great potential to be for another dynamic).

I think it's interesting how you found songs that have shockingly great parallels to omegas. "Froot", "Calm Me Down", and "One Day Robots Will Cry" FLOORED me when I first heard them because of this. I thought the religious aspect to some of the songs was interesting; not only were they good portrayals of that nuanced worship, but it also fit into the late 20th century domesticity theme?? I don't know, it's just *chef's kiss*

Song Reccs

Dicslaimer

What this is: Chai trying their best at using their and their friends' knowledge to find songs that Chai would include if this were their playlist. Chai is heavily biased by their musical background, and tries their best to explain the issues they have with each recc What this is NOT: Chai stating that these songs should actually be added, that these are the perfect/most-fitting songs for the playlist, or that these songs were chosen purely through an objective pattern-seeking lens

Friend's picks:

"Video Games" by Lana del Rey, "Abandoned" by Alexander Ryback,

Putting this category first because it's the shortest and also incomplete since I'm still waiting on another friend's reccs. To be fair, my friends had way more suggestions than this, but these were the only two I felt really fit the themes described? But they're, naturally, missing the canine edge

My picks:

"Sweet Nothing" by Taylor Swift, "Grenadine" by Dreadlight, "Impostor Syndrome" by Sidney Gish, "Los Angeles" by Sugarcult,

"Sweet Nothing" hurts the most if it's played directly after "Hey Good Lookin", which is what took it out of the Honorable Mentions category tbh. It is the only song I believe actively captures one of the listed descriptors

"Grenadine" feels like it has the most on-the-nose for feral animal energy, but I also feel like it doesn't nail the theme 100%? It has more of a 'man-eater' vibe than anything

"Impostor Syndrome" is just a personal favorite of mine, omegaverse aside. Content-wise, a song about feeling disturbingly different/lesser than others feels very omega-coded, at least by many verses' standards. Lines like "these sweet instincts/ruin my life" and "for canine/grossly overqualified" are just icing on the cake

LISTEN!!! “Los Angeles” is THE typical omegean heat story. This is the hardest song to place in the descriptors, since it's describing a common trope instead of the psyche of an omega, but I've thought about this song for too long to not mention it. There's something very omega in struggling between intimacy and just getting through the day, especially as you try to fight against the "heat".

Honorable mentions:

"Summertime" by Dutch Criminal Records, "Sirens" by Elefant, "Sanctuary" by Utada, "The Detail" by Delta Sleep, "Self Defense" by Paul Westerberg, "The Garden" by the Crane Wives

Out of all of these, I think "The Garden" is the strongest, but I couldn't sit down and explain why to you if I tried :')

"Sanctuary" is here because I listened to FOB's "Church" and heard the singular word 'santcuary'. And then I read the lyrics and debated for 20 minutes on if this was a good addition, so I compromised and put it here

"Self Defense" first entered the scene for the 'cheekbones and hormones' line, and remained because it felt on-theme in its somberness

"Summertime", "Sirens", and "the Detail" were just ones that stood out when I was pilfering through Spotify, and fit the musical themes enough for me to say "fuck it, someone could reasonably interpolate this probably"

A few other artists I listened to on the quest for suitable reccs: Owl City, The Smith's, Crystal Castles, The Pierces, Melanie Martinez, the Front Bottoms, and the Barbie album (haven't seen the movie yet either oops). I wish I could've gone through so much more, but life really caught up to me

[dreemurr-skelememer]

skia ,,, who was your favourite in kagerou / what ws(is) your favourite song frm the series :thinking_emoji:

i love mary so so so sooooo much but konoha and ene's lives as haruka and enomoto literally grip me like there's no tomorrow. not a day passes by where i don't think about them and cry about the proper lives they could've had. also ayano because she makes me so fucking emo

im listening to every song again. hold on. give me a moment i will update u in a bit.

i could so easily choose some other song, other bangers like children record, ayano's happiness theory, imagination forest, yuukei yesterday, just to name a few of my favorites, BUT nothing beats kagerou days.

IM SORRRYYY IMSORRYYY I KNOW IT'S THE BASIC STANDARD ANSWER EVEN FOR PEOPLE NOT INTO KAGEPRO BUT THAT SONG HAS LITERALLY HELD ONTO ME FOR YEARS, IT'S UNAVOIDABLE.

if i really had to choose a second favorite though, it's summertime record. it's the perfect epilogue song and it's just. it makes me so. it makes me mush it makes me so tender and it ruins my life it's their endings and the fact that it's sung by konoha mAKEMSK MRE JNEKJS OSOOOOOO. SEUHHU SHUT UP!!!!! SHUT UP1.!!!!!!!!!!

anyway thank u for letting me indulge in them again. i saw a picture of shintaro in my phone storage from around like 2014 and i felt tender. coincidentally, this song was sent to me earlier today. so i think that's cool

[rodeoromeo]

3, 9, 10, 13 (since u said u hate 80s....), 23 + 30 for music ask :3

Holy crap an essay prompt!!!!! Okay okay okay thank you ily, here we go!

3: A song that reminds you of summertime

I know it’s right there in the title but… “In The Summertime” by Mungo Jerry! Last summer I had a HUGE moment with this song, which cumulated in me playing it a hundred times on a road trip up the coast of California with a dear friend of mine. We listened to it a lot, laughing at the funny sounds and grunts that are layered in… and then when we got up to Northern California, we were at an antique fair and I was singing it to her in public to make her laugh, and a guy at a neighboring booth came around the corner and said “hey, I have that song on 45”. I still have the record and I still love the song.

9. A song that makes you happy

“December, 1963 (Oh What a Night)” (Frankie Valli & the Four Seasons) makes my heart literally SING with joy and makes me jump out of my seat. It’s like an instant drug of happiness to my soul.

Honorable mention because I couldn’t decide- ever since I was a freshman in college, “Daydream Believer” by the Monkees has been a literal fix it song for me- it’s sharing space on this answer because it’s mainly tied to watching the music video as well. This is WELL before I was the Monkees fan I am today, but my mother was always a big Monkees fan growing up, and encouraged me to look up the video when I learned the song (through wii music of all places). I don’t think she remembered really what happens in the video, but she remembered loving the Monkees as a kid. I must have watched that video 1000x before I even knew any of their names. Every time I felt down or upset it was like shoving some happiness into my brain. Lately I took up a habit of sending my mom “This Just Doesn’t Seem To Be My Day” (also the Monkees) on YouTube whenever I had a rough, hard to deal with day. The other week she responded immediately with a link to the Daydream Believer music video, remembering my ritual of watching it to get happy. It not only cheered me up then, but reminded me to chase that optimism instead of wallowing in the sadness.

10: A song that makes you sad

Despite my last answer I am a bitch who loves to cry regardless. I mean I literally cannot physically listen to Johnny Cash’s “Hurt” but who can?…. Let me give some representation to my favorite artist, Orville Peck, and his gorgeous song “Let Me Drown”. I don’t think I’ve cried harder to a song in my entire life. It was so cathartic for me but also really shifts me into a melancholy mood when I hear it. I suggested to a friend that I might get the lyric “I’m finding it hard to be kind, while I’ve been lost out here losing my mind” tattooed and she thought I was insane but it is tattooed on my soul.

13. One of your favorite 80’s songs

Okay I feel there is defamation at play here because I never said I HATE 80s music I just said I don’t really like it… I truly used to love 80s music and had a massive 80s phase. I was and am still a massive Styx fan, so I will just choose my old favorite of their work, 1983s “Don’t Let It End”. If you haven’t heard it I do recommend it- it’s fun and emotional and I just love love Styx.

23: A song that you think that everybody should listen to

This is hard because nothing is for everybody. Would this pick to be to get a message across? To highlight an under appreciated song? To choose something lyrically significant? It’s so hard to say. Honestly, I’m going to go with a song I ASSUME everyone has heard that would shock me to my core if they hadn’t although I know many people haven’t. I think everyone at some point in their life needs to be set down and made to listen to Blowin’ in the Wind. I grew up on Joan Baez’ rendition, but Bob’s is lovely as well. People just need to understand folk music and people need to learn to listen.

30: A song that reminds you of yourself

I feel like every other morose mf who has walked this earth but… “I Just Wasn’t Made For These Times” by The Beach Boys. It so succinctly describes how I have felt about myself since I can remember. One of those songs the first time I heard it I was taken aback- how could someone know this feeling without knowing me? I’ve even shared the lyrics with friends who have said holy shit. it’s about you! It’s one that really resonates with me.

Thank you thank you!!!!

If you people want to pry in my brain more, ask me music questions!

[emmythespacecowgirl]

Fandom: BoB Gender/Pronouns: Female. She/Her. Sexuality: Straight Gender Preference: Male Appearance: I am 5’6, black hair just past my shoulders, brown eyes that I’m learning to love. I have light olive skin in the summertime that pales a bit during winter due to lack of sunny weather. I wear minimal makeup, keep it more natural. My hair either in a ponytail or bun for practicality. Only letting it down during the evening. About me: I grew up too fast due to childhood trauma that made me distrust men; to put it politely as I can without triggering anyone who reads this. So sex is, well, patience is required ^^”. For the longest time I went through dark depression, and recent years, I’ve managed to overcome the ‘S’-word and not looked back. I’m kinda proud about that, to be honest. PTSD still grips me in the form of nightmares, trust issues and anxiety. I think I formed a hardened shell around myself because I’ve become this hard-ass stranger trying to protect this sweet little girl trapped inside and it hurts that I have to protect her from the world. So only a select few get to see the real me. Trusting people is a major issue. It causes heartbreak when you put your trust in someone, utterly loyal and they break with a lie or something worse. I wish I was braver than I come across. So many fields of occupations I could have chosen but anxiety prevented me in doing so. But then, if I chose to become a Nurse or followed through Boot Camp, I wouldn’t be here asking for a ship XD I hate the cold. I hate loud noise (loud music blaring, overlapping of TV, Music, Chatter all at once). Main Flaws: Shutting down when there’s a problem. My brain can’t deal with confrontation so I have nothing to offer in an argument. I need to just go away and process everything before I have an answer. Also, I’m not good at seeking someone else out to have a ‘Hey can I talk to you about something?’ off my chest-situation. I just find a quiet place to sit, stare and sometimes cry. I don’t seek out comfort either – simply because I don’t want to burden that person. I don't like ice-cream or sweet-tooth desserts (apparently that's a flaw because everyone is flabbergasted when I turn down icecream) Hobbies: I love to read. I used to be an avid bookworm but that slowed down in recent years but I’m starting to find a routine and pick that back up again. I love photography; particularly photographing sunsets. It makes me soft. I love listening to music. Remember when I said I grew up too fast? Well… I think I’m an old soul stuck in a young person’s body because I adore listening to 40s music on the Record Player. Also have a tendency to bake to music too. I’ve actually also discovered I love sitting outside in the evening and eating dinner or having a drink. Just enjoy the weather. Personality: Introvert but more open with the right people if I’m comfortable with them. (I don’t do astrology signs because I don’t believe in allowing the alignment of the sun and moon dictate how I do the dishes). Pet Peeves: Oof…uh… not tidying up. Like, don’t leave a dirty cup on the table when you can put it in the sink. Put that pen away, don’t just leave it there. TV remote goes back in the drawer when you’re not using it. Not making the bed. Oh my god. Make the damn bed. Love Language: despite trauma, physical touch (not mollycoddling touch) helps. It also helps build that trust back in the male species. Hugs are pretty important. Words. I don’t require some lovey-dovey speech, but a few firm words of reassurance helps deeply. Other: I love the idea of slow-dancing. I never get to. But it’d be nice? To walk, arm around the crook of my lovers elbow as he take a walk along the path before sundown. Soft vibes would melt me. I love spring/summer weather. I love the smell of freshly mowed grass and rain on hot cement. Insecurities: Not feeling like I’m good enough. I don’t burden this onto people but it’s always nagging at the back of my mind.

I ship you with:

Doc Roe from Band of Brothers!

ship theme song: Dancing in the Dark by Artie Shaw

I think our Doc Roe can thaw you out :)

he's a Louisiana gentleman through and through

so he would never want to make you uncomfortable

he first notices you in England

you're both training in your respective medical units

but he can tell that you look slightly uncomfortable and in desperate need of a friend

I think Doc Roe sees a lot of his own qualities in you

so he's able to understand what you're thinking or feeling a good 90% of the time

oh and did i mention that he thinks you're the most striking creature he's ever seen??

he loves your black hair

he especially loves seeing it down and in it's natural style

you remind him of nature because there's nothing made up about you

you don't have to try hard to be pretty

Doc wouldn't change a thing <3

the trick will be getting you introduced to each other

since's you're both introverted, it'll probably take some outside force to get you two to connect

the first couple of dates might be a little awkward

but then Doc invites you dancing at this tiny dance hall in Aldbourne one night

its probably the most fun that you two have had together!

Gene is a humble yet very smooth dancer

almost a natural talent

it's actually where you share your first kiss together <3

the lights are all dim on the dance floor

and you both just feel like very safe in the anonymity of the other dancers

it's during "Dancing in the Dark"

ugh! perfection!!

y'all do all the cute spring activities together in England!

Gene is a big fan of spring

it's his favorite season actually

he makes it his life's mission to to draw you out of your shell and put you at ease

since your love languages match perfectly

i see lots of endless hand-holding

Gene could walk miles with your hand in his

as far as anything sexual goes

Doc is perfectly fine with taking things slowly

as long as you're comfortable and safe

that's all that matters to him

Gene also is no stranger to PTSD either

you both comfort each other when someone wakes up from a nightmare

Gene is a particularly gifted reassurance-giver

it's the soothing tone of his voice

and yes, the cajun accent does help, too

but the dude knows exactly how to calm your nerves

Gene is also a pretty perceptive caretaker

he can sense when you're upset

and he'll never let you cry alone

his shoulder is always free to cry on

"shh, ma cherie," he coos to you

Gene feels blessed and honored that he gets to be one of those rare people who gets to see your most vulnerable and naive side

he stills thinks you're the most strong person he's ever met

anything you tell Gene in confidence will be taken to the grave

you spend hours together in Bastogne

snuggled under the same blanket in a fox hole

and fantasizing about the big house you'll buy together when you get back home

one with a big wrap-around porch

Gene knows how you love to be outside

he loves the idea that you can be both outside and inside at the same time

because you could technically listen to your favorite records from the stereo system inside :)

PLEASE bake this man something!!

he will love it !

[lookismaddict]

LISTEN. LISTEN. gun w/ lana del rey's songs... esp:

1. diet mountain dew (demo)

2. honeymoon

3. west coast

4. yes to heaven

5. cinnamon girl

you're welcome 😵🙏

OMG I LOVE LANA DEL REYYYYYY. HNNNNGGGGHHHH. 😩😩😩🖤🖤🖤🖤 Her songs Summertime Sadness, Radio, Young and Beautiful, and Doin’ Time have a special place in my heart since they’re so nostalgic. ❤️ (Mostly Summertime Sadness, Radio, and Young and Beautiful. Doin’ Time is much newer, that’s why. 😅) I’ve been meaning to listen to other songs from her, and now I get to listen while thinking about Gun. Let’s do this… 😳

Diet Mountain Dew (demo) - Already the line, “You’re no good for me, but baby I want you.” REALLY DOES RESONATE WITH HIM LMAAOOOO. UGHHH it really do be like that. 🥲💗 And “Do you think we’ll be in love forever?” really got me thinking. That eventually, my obsession for Gun will die down and that lowkey terrifies me. Like baby, pls don’t leave me- 💀💀💀

Honeymoon - I like how dreamlike her voice is in this one. And even though it’s a long song to listen to, it’s like listening to a work of art. A masterpiece. “My honeymoon, say you want me too~” ✨ God, I love how minimal and simplistic the background instrumental is. Just to hear her lyrics clearly. BUT ANYWAYS- back to Gun LOL. It’s like… UGH. It’s like seeing him in one of my dreams. Specifically, that “Gun’s Classroom” dream. 😳 If only I could record my own dream and show it to you. But this song made me remember how mesmerized I was when I even saw this man in my dream. Just imagine. Him walking towards you in slow motion. With that alluring gaze of his, wearing that attractive suit and tie. Interacting with you almost “intimately” behind the closed curtains where it was just only you and him standing there so close… AHHHH THIS SONG MADE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY. MOVING ON-

West Coast - This gave me The Neighbourhood vibes ngl. 😭🖤 The bass guitar and the cool vibes in the background. With this song, it made me imagine a scenario if I was in a night ride with Gun down a highway. Either inside a fancy Porsche car with him, or riding on a motorcycle. Wind blowing through your hair, speeding away through the night. Think about it. If it was in his car, imagine his right hand grabbing onto your thigh while his left hand was firmly gripping the steering wheel. If it was on his motorcycle, imagine wrapping your arms around him from behind, ever so tightly. You lean your head onto his back tenderly as he took control of the handles… Ahhhh this song is so 😩❤️‍🔥 good for actually thinking of hot Gun scenarios LMAO

Yes to Heaven - God, this song… Made me think about (Y/N) from my story, Rendezvous. This song is literally her perspective and it makes me cry. 😭 Like deadass, it made me tear up, idk. It’s a really beautiful song. 💞 UGH IDK WHY THIS MADE ME TEAR UP. IM SO DRAMATIC. 💀💀💀 I HATE MYSELF LOL. I think the lines, “Say yes to heaven. Say yes to me.” and “If you go, I’ll stay. If you come back, I’ll be right here.” really does match with her character so well. Because whenever Gun leaves, she’ll always be there at home, waiting for him to come back. And I think the reason why it made me a bit “emotional” is because of the idea of how (Y/N) is just waiting for Gun to confront his own feelings. Like yeah, the guy is known to be a heartless bastard, but he also is now starting to actually FEEL things. I guess I got an emotional attachment to my own story. Call me crazy and a Drama Queen. 😭✨

Cinnamon Girl - Ooooo I love how soft and mellow this song is. Also, awwww… shit. 💀 This one too, reminds me of Rendezvous LMAAOOOO. Making me think of (Y/N) x Gun. GDI… 😭😭😭 These lines, “There’s things I want to say to you, but I’ll just let you live. Like if you hold me without hurting me, you’ll be the first who ever did.” Specifically, made me remember Ch. VII when Gun found (Y/N) in the convenience store, crying her eyes out. 🥲 This song made me think about how she was thinking about him without even realizing that he’s been there watching over her. And those thoughts while he was away from her, made her think about how she truly felt about him.

ALSO, THANK YOU FOR THESE WONDERFUL LANA DEL REY SONGS!!! YOUR TASTE IN MUSIC IS AMAZING!! THANK YOU ANON. 😭😭🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💗💗💗💗

[stillbandofbrothersthirsty]

Hello my darling! I was wondering if I could get a BoB ship if it’s not too much trouble?

Appearance: I am 5’6, black hair just past my shoulders, brown eyes that I’m learning to love (People say I have lovely big brown eyes and It’s something I’ve resented but learning to love). I have light olive skin in the summertime that pales a bit during winter due to lack of sunny weather. Again, it’s something I used to get highly complimented on and just made me resent it. So…learning to love it. It’s a process. I wear minimal makeup, keep it more natural. My hair either in a ponytail or bun for practicality. Only letting it down during the evening. About me: I grew up too fast due to childhood trauma that made me distrust men; to put it politely as I can without triggering anyone who reads this. So sex is, well, patience is required ^^”. For the longest time I went through dark depression, and recent years, I’ve managed to overcome the ‘S’-word and not looked back. I’m kinda proud about that, to be honest. PTSD still grips me in the form of nightmares, trust issues and anxiety. Thinking about having kids is a BIG issue. I'm leaning more towards 'no' buuuuutttt for the right BoB character, I might just say yes -wink- I think I formed a hardened shell around myself because I’ve become this hard-ass stranger trying to protect this sweet little girl trapped inside and it hurts that I have to protect her from the world. So only a select few get to see the real me. Trusting people is a major issue. It causes heartbreak when you put your trust in someone, utterly loyal and they break with a lie or something worse. I wish I was braver than I come across. So many fields of occupations I could have chosen but anxiety prevented me in doing so. But then, if I chose to become a Nurse or followed through Boot Camp, I wouldn’t be here asking for a ship XD I hate the cold. I hate loud noise (loud music blaring, overlapping of TV, Music, Chatter all at once). My biggest flaw is I shut down when there’s a problem. I either sit there and take the yelling, or I don’t seek out help with a ‘Can I talk to you about something?’. I cry by myself. I hate crying and I hate doing it in front of others. Because if they give me a hug, or show me gentleness, I break further. It’s embarrassing.  Hobbies: I love to read. I used to be an avid bookworm but that slowed down in recent years but I’m starting to find a routine and pick that back up again. I love photography; particularly photographing sunsets. It makes me soft. I love listening to music. Remember when I said I grew up too fast? Well… I think I’m an old soul stuck in a young person’s body because I adore listening to 40s music on the Record Player. Also have a tendency to bake to music too. I’ve actually also discovered I love sitting outside in the evening and eating dinner or having a drink. Just enjoy the weather. Other: I love the idea of slow-dancing. I never get to. But it’d be nice? To walk, arm around the crook of my lovers elbow as he take a walk along the path before sundown. Soft vibes would melt me. I didn't add my astrology or anything because I dont believe in all that. I wake up, do what I set my mind to and don't allow the stars positions to dictate my life XD I don’t know. I hope this helps and isn’t too overwhelming. I hope it’s okay if I copy and paste this because it's so hard to write about me’s.

Hello! :) I would love to ship you. And I ship you with… Shifty Powers!

You know what’s magical about Shifty? He’s a soft boy but not a simp.

He doesn’t need external validation about who he is— he knows who he is. He won’t take it personally when you need to just check out sometimes.

He has put in the time and effort to understand who you are and continues to want to get to know who you’re becoming.

Shifty is sweet like that and endlessly patient.

The toughest moments for him are when he knows you’re upset. But he knows not to push it and to give you the right amount of space.

(Again, he’s secure. He knows your shit is beyond him, he’s only there to support you & not be your savior). 

Who knows if children will come to you guys. I have a feeling it will happen in the most serendipitous way, and possibly in a non-traditional way that isn’t over thought but just feels right.

I see a lot of soft, simple moments between you two; spontaneous walks through the forest, cooking and washing up after dinner in your home while music plays on the record player, etc.

Sometimes you guys are energetic and playful and sometimes you’re mellow. Call it domestic bliss ;) 

P.S. I hope you’re not just kinda proud but SUPER proud of yourself. I’m sure there are days that aren’t easy but you’re a superhero to keep showing up and trying for yourself. 

[dilemmaed]

27: A song that breaks your heart

30: A song that reminds you of yourself

3: A song that reminds you of summertime

11: A song that you never get tired of

6: A song that makes you want to dance

FIVE???? you are my favorite person ever now thank you thank you 🌱☆

( 27 ) : already did this one but I'll probably never run out of songs that make me sad sooo let's go with cynical one by tv girl. it doesn't make me depressed per se but it sure as hell does make me feel a wide variety of emotions, particularly melancholy, without fail. it's like a not quite nostalgic, but yearning song that scratches my brain so nicely. also it has strings in it which can improve any song

( 30 ) : I've been meaning to make a playlist of songs that remind me of myself but haven't gotten around to it and now every song has left my mind. that aside, a few that come to mind are scrawny by wallows, francis forever by mitski, and I can't handle change by roar. scrawny was personally assigned to me by my friend and I, francis forever for a reason I wouldn't be able to articulate, and the last one is self explanatory lol

( 03 ) : literally I could list an entire playlist's worth of songs for this but I will try to limit myself to three. okay let's go with supercut by lorde, stargazing by the neighborhood, and I don't want to talk by wallows. they all scream summer to me including idwtt even though I also associate it with september which is when it was released I think. my brain is a mess of contradictions but it's okay. also a lot of wallows songs remind me of summer so I had to debate with myself which one to choose so shoutout to these days, pleaser, sun tan, pictures of girls, and remember when <3 other honorable mentions include I'll call you mine by girl in red, crush culture by conan gray, generation why also by conan gray, and summer's over by jordana (ironically) + 27 others but I'll shut up and move on now

( 11 ) : remember when by wallows has been one of my favorite songs for years now it's like a best friend to me. we are like this 🤝 if I ever stop liking this song I'll probably cry

( 06 ) : fuck disco by surf curse would have been perfect for this umm. memories by conan gray it is it makes me want to dramatically drape myself over furniture and song into a fake mic and spin around which is basically dancing. oh you spin me round (like a record) by dead and alive too of course if you listen to this and can sit still you're weird

and that is it I have sat of my bed for about half an hour doing this and I had the time of my life thank you so much for sending me this have an amazing day 💫 ♡

[masonsystem]

this line from konoha's state of the world keeps making me cry like a baby bc ouhglksfjk "a landscape of falling leaves" = autumn = the end of this never-ending summer, but 'konoha' being the same word as leaves in japanese like...... and 'with your eyes' referring to hibihiyo's eye powers, bc to leave hibihiyo's kagerou daze, either hibiya or hiyori needs to receive focusing eyes, but also referring to everyone's eye powers w how in every version of summertime record be it song route or anime route, konoha never, ever survives, and summertime record is achieved thru all of the mkd member's eye powers being used together... KONOHA.......

[laurastratfordmedia]

Hi! I'm Laura and I chose to take A level Media following the GCSE course that I really enjoyed. I think that being able to decode the media that we see constantly in our lives is an important skill and I would like to be able to use this to help me make more educated decisions in navigating the world.

I love music, so I would say that music videos are my favourite form of media because I love how they are able to add new meaning to a song visually. Some of my favourites are: Survivor - Destiny's child, Spinnin - Madison Beer, She's all I wanna be - Tate McRae, Cardboard box - FLO, No tears left to cry - Ariana Grande.

I really like this music video because of the way it is able to portray the song's lyrics visually. The video follows the journey of Stella, Jorja and Renee as they enjoy a tropical trip in Greece. The hand held video camera and scenes of the girls having fun conveys the idea of a girls trip which reinforces the lyrics of the song. I like how these scenes are interspersed with clips of dialogue, as this adds to the overall fun atmosphere of the video. The mise-en-scene of the summer clothing, pool and beach also aligns with the lyrics and creates a clear visual image of summertime.

I think this is a great film trailer and after I saw it for the first time back in March, it influenced me to watch the film itself. I really like the way that the beginning of the trailer instantly engages the audience by utilising scenes with high tension followed by blackout. I love that throughout the trailer, the visual aesthetic of the film is captured, as we see key moments of the storyline including action, beautiful images of the sea life and we are introduced to the main characters. I like the way that the moments of daring action we are shown contrast with the calming scenes of life under the sea. Towards the end of the trailer we hear a snippet of the reimagined 'Part of Your World'. I think it is important that this was included because it gives the viewer a sneak peek of the new soundtrack whilst also reminding the audience of the familiar music from the original animated film.

I think this advert is very entertaining as it is a humorous continuation of Ariana Grande's 'thank u next' music video, which recreates scenes in reference to the iconic early 2000s films: Mean Girls, Legally Blonde, Bring it on and 13 Going on 30. The original music video caught the attention of many, breaking multiple records including the most watched music video on Youtube within 24 hours with over 55.4 million views and it was the largest Youtube premier ever at the time. I think making the advert an extension of the music video is clever marketing, because those who enjoyed the original video are more likely to watch the perfume advert as it is associated with something they know they enjoyed, also making it more likely that they will purchase the product. The song is also featured in the advert, which was very well received as it currently has over 16 million views with users commenting "If all commercials were like this I would never skip them". Overall I think this advertising was very successful as it includes details of the perfume in a fun way that stands out from other fragrance adverts.

Personally, I enjoy this media website because it shares content that I find interesting, including music and pop culture news. I like the layout of the site because it is clear and easy to navigate with categories at the top to help you find something that interests you.

[bootlegfrank]

You know me so welllllll I definitely do not mind you staring into my eyes more. I would like nothing more than to stare into your eyes hehe I figured that MCR wasn’t really big there that’s awesome that despite that, they came there for you!!! (Yes for you they did it for you<3) (also while typing this up I have mcr on for the authentic experience it’s nice I haven’t heard them in a hot minute) OOOO you’re a bullets fan huh? You definitely have the vibe I stg the coolest mcr fans always have bullets as a fave. IM GLAD THEY DID YOUR OG FAVESSSS oh that’s such a good feeling isnt it? You saying it’s worth it to stay alive to see MCR perform is so fucking sweet:’))) and then the fact you got to!!!!! I’m really glad you stuck out life and lived this long and I hope things only get better from here. I have faith they will:) I can relate to thinking you’re never gonna get to see them live I thought the same thing and made sad peace with that fact. I have to ask as well. What did you wear for your show? I have to know what the fit was I bet you looked awesome YO WAS YOUR MERCH LINE ALSO ATROCIOUS????? So long and for what I’m sad bc I wanted a mystery shirt so bad but they fucking sold out before I could get my hands on one:( I DID HOWEVER GET A MIKEY FUCKIN WAY SHIRT HEHEHEHEHEHE>:))))))) imagine me in that one;) Also you were in the fucking pit!!!!! jealousssss I wasn’t in the pit:( we didn’t have no damn pancake video!!!! Feeling robbed. NOW LEMME TELL YOU ABOUT MY BEEF WITH MCR/LH OKAY SO THEY DIDNT DO MY OG FAVORITE SONG (tbh they didn’t do a lot of faves) and I was sad about it but yk whatever it happens…BUT YK WHAT THOSE FUCKERS DID??? THEY PLAYED IT AT THE LITERALLLLL SHOW AFTER MINE…..I was on a livestream and when it came on…I think I started crying LMAO I WAS DISTRAUGHT THE BETRAYALLLLLLLL so now I got beef with them. I was curious and looked up the setlist for your show and you guys also got my favorite song too..BYEEEE they hate me fr I swear everyone got the song but me:’((((((((((((Your setlist was actually really good DAMNNNNN You guys got summertime too OMG God fucking damn!!!!! THEY TURNED OUTTTTTT And you got bulletproof heart AHHHHH YALL WON holy shit SAME talking about the MCR show is making me miss it so much:( remember the anticipation of them coming out on stage?????

So like at the time I think my fave they did was Prison or give ‘em hell kid or maybe nanana NOT TO BE BASIC okay I have fucking BEEF with 2022 me listen to this shit so…..at the time….I uh….didn’t know our lady of sorrows drag me I deserve it I actually got into it this summer AND THEY DID IT AT MY SHOW. BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT THEN. SO I DIDNT RECORD A SINGLE SECOND OF IT……and I’m so mad bc I love that song now. ALSO they did boy division and I only recorded 20 seconds because I either didn’t know it or didn’t know it well…kicking myself seriously…you know I don’t think I’ve actually heard skylines in full… I deserve to be dragged omfg I’ll listen to it in full and tell you what I think in my next response ALSO PLEASE WE SAID SO MUCH ABOUT MCR IN OUR MESSAGES our autism linked up and went off about mcr that’s adorable

I loved face off as a kid!!!!!!!! NO WAY YOU LIKE ITTTT AHHHHHH HELL YEAHHHHHH I haven’t seen it since I was like way younger but yeah, I loved that one:) omg who do you like from RuPaul‘s drag race? I need to know the queens you like. I love that you’ve seen ink master I didn’t expect that heh NO BC some of the tattoos are straight ugly as fuckkkkk AND DONE LIKE SHITTTTTT I absolutely adore that you said that you love to dunk on people you should’ve seen the excitement that flickered across my face when I read that. Beyond delighted to learn this about you. I love doing the same thing>:))))) I didn’t want to say that because I didn’t want you to think I’m mean but oh my God I love roasting people it’s so fun we would have literally the most firEEEEE roast sessions. I just fucking know itttttt. Let me tell you about the bane of my ink master existence. There was one guy on the show who was SUCH a fucking dickhead. But he was really good so every time I would talk shit about him I couldn’t even fully hate bc I knew he was good like SO TALENTED but god he was insufferable. You’re very Hannibal coded and I’m kind of shocked you haven’t seen it already hahaha you definitely should watch it (never seen it myself but knowing the very little of what I do about the show I feel like you’d get really into it)

I would love to hear one of your responses in Dutch. God even just imagining that makes me weak. I’d try so hard to seem normal while losing it inside. You would say it to me and I would be so flustered. I would not be able to meet your gaze. I would keep looking away and I’d cover my mouth and under my breath I’d be muttering some shit like “oh my god” while nervously biting my lip and doing that nervous laugh thing. You took that many languages???????? You know damn welllllll what this information is doing to my brain omg ancient Greek!!?!?!! That is so fucking cool. I can’t even begin to tell you how cool that is. I want to hear some ancient Greek being spoken to me that would be fucking awesome I wanna hear all the languages spoke to me. The way my brain would short circuit HAHAHA Oh my god and the comment about the being yours thing in multiple languages….that comment is now imprinted on my brain I hope you’re happy omgggg I don’t think I’ll ever forget that holy fuck ALWOQOQKWISJDDJJDJD that killed me. Had me squeezing my frog and grabbing him and kicking my feet. I wish that was an exaggeration. It’s quite literally not. Stop being so perfect jk don’t<33333

Did you ever have Bella Sara trading cards? You must have. If you didn’t you fucking missed outttttt. I actually forgot about those until you talked about horses but yeah, I actually had some!!!!! I’m gonna throw hands with some fucking children for making fun of you for riding horses like that’s cool wtf why are they being haters://// Did you ever own one????? You know, I always wanted to ride a horse but I never did. I would ride horses with you!! You’re gonna have to show me how the fuck it works though I’m kind of scared to ride one if I’m being honest I feel like it would throw me off or some shit but I think it would be really cool!!!! Tell me about your favorite horse breeds:) OOOOO my favorite animals are birds and cats^.^ I haven’t been to the zoo in so long:((((( OMG THE BANDANA THATS ADORABLE PLEASE AWE POST A PIC IF YOU DO THAT THATS SO CUTEEEEEEE

Yes you should do the whole kiss me while talking thing I’ve always wanted that heh. I love the idea of it like I can picture that in my head where you do it and I gasp into the kiss and my heart would be beating so fast and then afterwords I would literally be all shy hehehe I’ve imagined you taking my face into your hands an embarrassing amount of times

It’s funny you say what you said in your tags because while you were drunk, I was imagining you being drunk around me and being all over me and shit (I would love to be drunk with you by the way). Really hope you made use of that room baby;) tell me all the details. I really like thinking about you frustrated like that over me my fucking God like it actually has me so worked up just reading the shit you said in your tags. Fucking teasing me the things you make me feel are incredible. You know, every time I read what you say to me it’s like your words linger in my head for hours and hours and they replay over and over. I cannot get you out of my head

They hadn't originally announced dates for my country and I was debating flying to another country on a schoolday just to see them haha, I'm so glad they came here for me x3 Hehehe I have sooooo much to say abt why Bullets is my favourite album, but I won't bore you with it heh, do you have a favourite album?? I wore my Black Parade shirt, red-and-black striped arm socks, my bleached and over-decorated patch jeans with a red-and-black checkered studded belt and a chain, a hardware store chain bracelet, a Monster tab necklace, and black eyeshadow (I had to buy eyeshadow for that show haha), I had a red mullet with shaved sides back then :] What did you wear to your show?? They didn't have the mystery shirts during the Europe tour, but oh man how bad I want one of them. They had merch outside and inside the venue and I bought a hoodie and the pornstar shirt hehe, even brought cash with me in case the card readers were overwhelmed, I wasn't gonna miss the opportunity to get merch at all! I bet that Mikey Fucking Way shirt looks so good on you cutie. I can't imagine going to a concert and not being in the pit hah, I don't see the point of going if I can't jump and scream and mosh ahahaha but that's just me Cx THat's so mean of them to play your favourite the show after yours!! So unfair!!! There's a lot of songs I wish they'd played at my show that they only played at the American shows, stupid Americans and their stupid superior concerts >:( Oh boy oh man Summertime was so beautiful live, I had goosebumps and drained my entire lighter waving it (almost burned my thumb too whoops). The anticipation for them to come out was hoooorrible oh my god, that static droning and droning and droning, I remember getting lightheaded waiting for them to come out hah. YOU GOT PRISON????!!!!! Oh the jealousy I'm feeling right now!!! I fucking loved Na Na Na live too, don't care that much for it as a song to casually listen to but it was unbelievable live, the energy of the entire crowd jumping in sync and singing.... Fuck I wanna be back there! I didn't film anything at my show, I was singing along non-stop and only took a vid of them coming on stage and like. ten seconds of Teenagers hahaha. You should listen to Skylines in full yessss it's a fucking amazing song and even tho I'm not American I can feel the meaning of it in my bones just through Gee's delivery of the words. Sfhsdkjfhsd hahaha I can't believe how much I've written abt MCR in my responses to you I just love those fuckers so so so much and can never shut up about them xD

Oo I'm not really up-to-date with Drag Race but I fucking love Trixie and Katya, they're the only ones I watch content of outside of the show haha. Oh oh! Have you seen those type of videos where people get their Ink Master tattoos covered up??? I fucking love those I don't know what it is about them but ough it's so fun to hear them absolutely roast the show. I just think it's so fun to dunk on people hehehe People on reality TV do some stupid shit to get attention and I'd love to roast contestants with you <33 Okay you saying I'm Hannibal coded is actually kinda uncanny cuz I just looked it up and I have the same personality type as him... You know me so well <3 I've been living under a rock regarding shows and pop culture all my life haha, I think I can count the number of shows I've watched in full on one hand xD

Aw baby you'd look so cute all flustered from my voice <3 You already know I'd abuse the hell out that information ;) You doing that nervous laugh thing... oh that'd drive me crazy, god you'd sound so cute, and look so pretty, I wonder how many words I'd be able to say before I can't hold back anymore. I'd chuckle at you, not in a mean way, just because you're so cute and I love your reactions so much. Mmm so many things I could say to you in so many languages... Just to listen to your breath catch and your heart rate pick up.... Oh darling <3 Oh man oh man I wish I could watch you grabbing your frog all cute like that, I love knowing I have that kind of effect on you <3

I don't think I've ever heard of Bella Sara trading cards! Not that I had anyone to trade them with hahaha. I used to have a pretty big collection of Schleich horses, I made saddles and bridles for them and everything hehe. I would've looooved to own a horse, maybe one day I will when I've got enough money, they're such beautiful creatures, such kind souls. I think it would be so fun to go on a horseback ride with you, side by side and I'd lean over and press a kiss to your cheek <3 Horseback riding isn't actually all that scary! It's mostly getting used to sitting in the saddle, because if you've got the right positioning you'll feel much more secure. Horses can feel it when you're scared, and if you have a stubborn horse they might refuse to do what you want, but it's all about learning the horse's body language and knowing what cues they need, and not losing confidence in yourself! I've had some pretty nasty falls and accidents while horseback riding (getting a kick to the crotch as an example...) and though I eventually stopped riding because my anxiety took over I'm dreaming of getting back into it one day. My favourite horse breed is the Fjord, with their gorgeous midtstol, halefjær and dorsal stripe, and compact build. They're strong horses and one of the most stubborn breeds too, so they won't be bossed around easily, but they're confident and hardworking and I just love love loooove the way they look. Ooo birds and cats! I've got a birdwatching book with all the types of birds found in my country, what's your favourite bird?? I love cats too, I can spend hours just petting them, if one walks up to me on the street I consider all my errands for the day paused until the cat leaves again haha. Do you have any cats??

I imagine me taking your face in my hands so often too, how your jaw would feel in the cup of my hands, how easily you'd move your head in whatever direction I'd want you to, how soft your lips would be to kiss. Did you know that I have snakebites? ;) You'd look so cute being too shy to look at me afterwards and I'd just take your face in my hands and turn you to face me before kissing you again <3 I'm not a natural touchy person but I get soooo clingy when I'm drunk, I'd be all over you for sure. I spent Monday night thinking about what would make you the most flustered, how I could make you blush so pretty. Would it be my words? My mouth on your skin? My hands wandering everywhere? If I were to tease you in public would you try to get us to go back as soon as possible or would you wait in torturous anticipation? I was thinking about whether there's any 'weird' things you like, you already know that some of my interests can be a little out there, but what about you darling? Is there anything unusual that gets you all flustered? Oh man you saying that you can't get me out of your head... It's like I'm leaving an imprint on you, aren't I, god that's making me a little flustered. Your words linger in my mind too, I go to sleep at night hoping I'll wake up to a message from you because you've wormed your way into my brain and you aren't going anywhere, I love your words my cutie<3

[viderose]

what would b ur dream date? 🐾

there isn’t really anything specific. just going to a beach for a day or for a pretty walk/hike would probably be nice. blackberry picking. bike ride up the valley along the river, it’s nice in the summertime. also if it hasn’t rained for a few days the river obviously runs slower, and it’s just fun to walk out onto the rocks to sit there for a bit and put your feet in the river lol. going to the cinema, i miss going to the cinema with someone then talking about the movie afterwards. going to a bookstore and each picking out a book for the other person to read - that’s fun! i do that with one friend every so often. going to a charity shop and picking out an old record for each other could probably be fun too, i always like looking through the records at charity shops, there are always some weird ones - and always under £10! going to a new place for the day and just walking around with them, idk. pub crawl? all my mates have done a pub crawl date. i could only ever do that with someone if i was already comfortable with them though, i don’t want a borderline stranger having to deal with me being sarky and dramatic, and possibly emotional. alcohol just makes me cry lately. idk if it’s weird to not list anything involving food but i’m not a big foodie. i like going out to new places and trying new food, i just have to be with people who really like food in order to actually indulge in that idk. anyway, it really annoys me that i can’t answer things with a simple sentence or two ffs <3

[lazyspeedy]

just finished watching all the kagepro songs 🥲

[lovecanyon]

HARRY AND BEAU

dad!harry x reader

summary: harry goes shopping with beau and gets bombarded by paparazzi

MASTERLIST

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"Darling we're leaving now."

Y/N looks up from her laptop to see Harry holding Beau on his waist. She gives him a nod as he makes his way to her. He leaves a kiss on her forehead making her smile in content. The four year old leans in also, kissing her cheek with his dad making sure he doesn't fall on his pregnant mom's stomach.

When Harry found out Y/N was pregnant again he remembers jumping for joy. He always dreamed of having a large family and it was finally happening.

Meaning Y/N was pregnant, she couldn't be out in public for long periods of time. Her previous pregnancy was so easy to hide because of the pandemic and being in quarantine. Now that was all over Harry had to create a even bigger shield for Y/N.

"Be safe please." Y/N hums shutting her laptop. Harry gives her a nod and smile before walking out of the front door.

Hampstead was where their children were going to be raised. Harry and Y/N made the decision when she was pregnant with Beau. It was a relatively safe place, children were playing in parks safely, many gated communities, a lot of bakeries and book stores Y/N loved.

It was a win win for them.

"Daddy when is mommy going to have the new baby?"

"Around the summertime bubs." Harry tells Beau making sure he's secured to his booster seat. Once he's all bucked in Harry shuts the backdoor and rounds his way to the drivers seat.

Before turning on the engine Harry turns his head to check on Beau. When he sees his son busy playing with his plushie he begins to pull out of the driveway. The security by the gate gives him a nod which Harry returns before driving off.

Music from one of Y/N's Apple Music playlists was playing on the speakers. Harry was softly humming to the song taking glances at his rear view mirror, checking on Beau.

These moments were the type Harry loved. It may not be much but spending time with his son made him want to cry tears of joy. If you would've told him a few years ago that he was going to have children with the Y/N L/N he would've laughed in your face.

But now he could finally shout to the world he was a father.

Harry truly was at his happiest. He was way more than pleased with his life.

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"I don't like."

"You and Mum ate a whole bag last night?" Harry furrows his brows at his son pointing at the strawberries he just put in the cart. Beau gives his father a shrug which he laughs at.

"Red." The four year old tells him. Harry widens his eyes realizing he was taking about another fruit.

"You mean tomatoes bubba?" Harry asks Beau who shrugs once again. "You see these are....tomatoes." He pushes the cart to the red fruit as his son makes an O with his mouth.

A camera flash makes Harry's smile drop. Turning his head to the isle behind him he sees a two girls smiling at him with their phone camera's pointing directly at him and Beau. Swiftly he pushes the cart to a isle closest to the back of the store.

But no matter where Harry goes the two girls keep on following him, thinking he doesn't see them.

It made Harry mad at the fact that he had only been in the grocery store for about ten minutes and already fans were following him. This wasn't one of his shows where you just can record him without his permission, this was his private life, he needed moments to himself.

In a hurry Harry darts to the register to begin paying for what was in the cart. Beau who was sat in the cart stares at his dad who hurriedly pulled out his wallet.

"Um I wanted to tell you for your guys safety there are men with cameras outside." The cashier gives Harry a look of pity when she sees his face completely drop.

"Thanks for telling me." Harry softly smiles before slowly making his way out of the grocery store.

Of course paparazzi were surrounded around his Range Rover. They all started to shout when they saw Harry with his son. Quickly Harry picks up Beau from the cart as he blindly reaches for his car keys in the back of his trousers.

The four year old digs his head into his fathers shoulder trying to hide from the flashes and screams. Harry mutters out a few apologies to Beau when he pulls away and puts him in his booster seat. Right when he was strapped in Harry immediately rushes to the divers seat.

Once Harry turns on his car he races down the street fleeing the scene of cameras.

Glancing at his rear view mirror he sees Beau darting his eyes back and forth at the windows looking skittish. Harry frowns as he stretches out his arm in the backseat.

Instantly he felt a little hand grab onto his.

"I was scared daddy." Beau whispers making Harry grab onto his hand tighter.

"You shouldn't be. I will always protect you, no matter what." Harry turns his head and glances at his son who's smile begins to grow.

"You promise?"

"I promise you bubs."

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