#also thanks so much for the support and company this year🥺

[thatgothsamurai]

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

I want to especially thank wenzhou for making my 2021 a whole lot better😌🌸

3,601 notes - Posted January 2, 2022

#4

Kinnporsche: The Movie (2022)

now playing in all imagination inside your head

4,005 notes - Posted August 6, 2022

#3

kinnporsche sketchdump + sorry i left some lil commentary..

4,655 notes - Posted June 5, 2022

#2

4,799 notes - Posted February 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

my part of @theuntamedzine ✨

4,904 notes - Posted March 13, 2022

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[onlyjaeyun]

𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐁𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 – 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒

↬ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐱 𝐅𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

↬ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬!𝐀𝐔, 𝐂𝐄𝐎!𝐉𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐲!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

↬ 𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: 𝐓𝐰𝐨 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞, 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬, 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐲. 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡 𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐒𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐥'𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐂𝐄𝐎.

← 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 — 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 — 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 →

(A/N: the boys barely use their twitter bc they're "too busy" and it wouldn't fit their characters but they do use IG more (except for jongseong) and enha's maknae line are going to make cameo appearances!🥺)

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆: 28, only son of The Park Company's owner Park Jongil, hobby chef, new CEO, one of SK most successful business men under 30, "the public's prince charming"

𝐘𝐋𝐍 𝐘𝐍: 21, university graduate but never had the opportunities to get far in her job until she runs into park nayeon at a cat cafe and gets an offer for a secretary position where she could finally work her way up, hobby baker, introvert, spends most time with her friends but lives alone, no contact to her family, moved to seoul after graduation (@/__solvely__ as faceclaim!!!)

𝐒𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐔𝐍: 28, TPC's CFO (chief financial officer), 1/3 of Jong's childhood best friends, seoul's man of the year

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐒𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐍: 28, TPC's head lawyer, 2/3 of J's childhood best friends, literally known as "the standard" bc of how pretty he is, lives in the penthouse next door to jongseong

𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐇𝐄𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆: 29, TPC's CMO (chief marketing officer), 3/3 of jong's cbfs, lowkey jong's right hand, made it on the forbe's list of most successful people under 30 alongside jjong

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐍𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍: 30, jong's older half sister, doesn't really have a job, does modelling work every now and then but mostly content creation on social media, same dad different moms, lives close to jongie bc as much as she hates her failure of a father she adores her baby brother

𝐘𝐎𝐎 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐀𝐇: 28, jong's childhood friend who grew up in the same circles as him, content creator as well, works part time at TPC bc jong's father forced him to hire her, unhealthily obsessed with jongseong, actually thinks she's going to marry him lmao

𝐘𝐔 𝐉𝐈𝐌𝐈𝐍: 22, y/n's childhood bestie and aeri's roomie, works in the marketing department of TPC, cat mom, loves her job but hates working, draws caricatures of her coworkers during meetings

𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐀𝐆𝐀 𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈: 21, y/n's other childhood bestie who works in human resources at TPC, hates yoo shiah with her whole being but likes her job, besties with her boss, always has boiling hot office tea bc everyone just tells her everything

(A/N: I know I said I'd take a break but I really felt like posting the profiles now to hype you guys up a little more 🫣 i know i haven't responded to all the poison asks yet but i promise i'll get to it once i feel like it! this was also pre-made and ready to be posted weeks ago so not much work! sending everyone the fattest kiss and thank you so much for all the love and support. feedback and reblogs are always appreciated!!!🥺💞)

TAGLIST CLOSED: @soonigiri @xrr-s4sha @kwiwin @heelcvr @deobitifull @kpoprhia @doodlelibrary @abrazosolorcereza @certifiedmoa @sleeping-demons @heerinnie @ohmy-moonlightx @starlightmkl @heeswif3y @hoonieluv @fakeuwus @jjaeyuns @cheybabey @ineedsomezzz @super-amberlynn @kshoshi @tinie03 @soiimo @mimikittysblog @primroselover @heebrry @jebetwo @donghyckl @07myonlylove @enhamysunshines @quemirasboboandapaya @lostwonderwall @seuomo @enhaz1 @teawithbucky @beomgyusonlywife @dammit-jjk @teddywonie @azures @boutyouwonu @finchyyy @ocyeanicc @jaylaxies @glitterssim @in-somnias-world @zerasari @spookyauthorspopmusictrash @capri-cuntz @fluerz @3amstarlight

[lightlycareless]

Imagine: naoya and y/n have been happily married for years, and y/n has Lesley Gore's "You don't own me" as ringtone because it makes naoya so embarrassed, he would be like "love, I have already apologized 🥺"

PS: love your work, you alone are making justice to naoya's character. Your characterization of him is canon in my mind.

Hello!!!

Awww this is 🥺 man I feel so bad for him haha. But it's true, once everything is healed and nice, this man will still feel that he could never make up for his mistakes 😭 you'd be there to reassure him, though :) ❤️

Anyways, I've decided to apply some creative... differences to this. Mainly because I wanted to get really angsty with it mwahahahahahahah (also, it's not noted here, but there are some things that will remind her of those days, so she will avoid anything that might make her remember that. The two are in love, but... it's a difficult path. but trauma always is.)

Also, thank you so much for your lovely words!! I do try my best :') I'm so glad that you liked my characterization!! This man is capable of more... under the right circumstances 🤭

warnings: a bit of angst. naoya is deeply regretful. you're supportive. mentions of abuse (not really, but something bad is implied)

happy reading!

“—this is why I don’t like going out with you. Nothing ever seems to be of your liking!”

“If you have such a bad time with me, then why don’t you leave?!”

“I might as well!”

Naoya was never one to overhear gossip (coming from strangers, that is.). Thought it to be incredibly boring, dull, mundane, especially from civilians. What could they even experience? Their boring 9-5 job? Yeah, no thanks.

Yet, something about this conversation didn’t elude his attention like it used to, and before he knew it, when he was once focused on your voice, he was now nothing but attentive to the hurtful words of the couple nearby.

They weren’t directed at him, obviously, nor did they refer to anything he could take personally…

But the weight of his past makes it impossible for him to look beyond his own guilt, instinctively attaching their words to his own actions. Like he was the one they were discussing.

Naoya knows he was a… less than desirable man at the beginning of this marriage. He doesn’t claim otherwise, he can’t, since there are still many things to make amends for…

Things that he knows he’ll never be able to; for the atrocities he committed to you… they’re unspeakable. Even with the promise he made to spend of the rest of his life making it up to you, one he doesn’t intend to let go.

But… will he ever amount to it? Can he do so?

…

He’d rather die trying, than never at all.

“Another one?” You ask when he suggests going to another store. The two had come on a date at a shopping mall, intending to pick up some things needed for the apartment, alongside enjoying each other’s company; Naoya’s work had been quite demanding as of lately, and he intended to get his dosage of you, enough to cover a whole month. “But I thought you wanted to head back already…?”

“Yes, but then I thought we’d make the best of our visit here before leaving instead. Who knows when we’ll be back?”

“Oh, well… if that’s what you want…” you frown, a bit unsettled by his sudden change, which was only to worsen.

“No! I mean—we can do that too if you want to.” Naoya interjects.

“You’re not making much sense…”

“What I mean to say is that we can do whatever you want.” He scurries to explain. “Just say the word and I’ll do it.”

“I... don’t have anything in mind, really. Going home sounded good.”

“Are you sure? We can go somewhere else too. You know I have no limitations.”

“I think I’m done for the day—”

“Home it is. Would you like the estate, the apartment, or your parents’ house?”

“My parents house?? But that’s—that’s on the other side of the country!” you gasp; and while you’re always appreciative of Naoya’s willingness to go above and beyond, this was actually a bit… excessive—and that’s saying a lot coming from him!

“And?”

“What do you mean and? We can’t just hop on a plane and leave!”

“Of course we can.” He corrected. “We can leave right now if you want.”

“Again with the—Where did this come from?? Is everything alright, Naoya? What’s gotten into you??”

“Nothing! Is it wrong to want to please you, too?” Naoya frets.

“Too?” you repeat. “What do you mean by that?”

“It’s—It’s nothing. Just tell me what you—”

“No, it is important. It has to be if it’s affecting you like this!” you cry. “Tell me, Naoya. Please. I thought we agreed we could tell each other everything!”

“It’s nothing you don’t know already.”

“Like what?” you frown. “What do I already know?? You’re not making any sense!”

“That I don’t deserve you!” he condemns. “That I’ve done terrible things to you that I can never erase, no matter how much I try—and that perhaps you’d be infinitely happier with someone else; someone… that isn’t me.”

Even with the large, noisy sounds of the lively mall, silence manages to quickly engulf the two soon after, drowning you in the pain Naoya’s unexpected words gave you, piercing your heart and the hope you’ve placed for the future of this relationship.

One created with the notion that everything bad had been left in the past, ready to move on… only to realize, it wasn’t that easy to do so. Suddenly coming back, in the most unwanted, painful way you could’ve imagined—seemingly unprompted, but equally damaging to Naoya’s sentiments.

“That’s… that’s not true.” You eventually murmur, looking at him, while Naoya’s eyes remain glued to the floor. “None of what you’re saying is true.”

Then why do I keep feeling this way?

“… you don’t… believe that… do you?” You continue, managing to get a glimpse of his face, which reflected nothing but sadness and disbelief towards your words.

“It seems like all I do is hurt you.” Naoya laments. “No matter how much I try, I’ll never be able to escape—"

“Don’t say that—that’s not who you are.” You interject, stepping closer to him. “We’ve come a long way from where we began, you’re not that same man from before.”

“But I keep making the same mistakes, I keep hurting you.”

“It’s not easy to leave behind what you thought normal for all your life—or to accept them as mistakes…” you take his hand. “So, when you do fall back into your old ways, but bounce back right up… It shows you’re trying. It shows you’re regretful and want to do better.”

“I don’t want to hurt you anymore.”

“I know.” He lifts your gaze to yours; you place your other hand just above his cheek, giving him a soft smile. “And… I know you don’t do it intentionally. I’ve seen your heart, the pain you went through and how it affected you. But I also saw what you’re capable of, the love you’ve harbored, how you longed to share it, and… how lucky I am to be the one to earn it.”

“…I’m the lucky one.” Naoya leans into your touch. “To have found a wife so compassionate…”

“We’ve both done things we’re… not proud of. But that doesn’t mean we’re eternally bound to them. As long as we’re regretful and strive to do better… it’s all that matters.”

“But when is enough?” Naoya murmurs. “When will I stop feeling like this?”

“I don’t know. There are some things we can’t stop, we simply… learn how to live with them.” You admit. “I wish it was possible.”

He frowns, looking away.

“But I do know one thing, though.”

“…What is it?”

“That I love you. With your faults and virtues—and everything in between. Is what makes you, you, Naoya.” You giggle, he gives you a tight smile. “And I’ll spend my whole life telling you that until you believe it yourself!”

He chuckles; seems that both have made lifelong promises that neither intends to forget anytime soon.

“I love you too.” Naoya professed. “Thank you for everything. You’ve given me so much, probably even more than what I deserved—that I’ll spend my whole life making it up to you.”

“You don’t have to, Naoya. You only deserve more.” You reassure him. “But really, you don’t need to make it up to me! As long as you remember the love we have for each other, and that I’ve long forgiven you, is enough for me.”

At your words, the tears Naoya was trying his best to hold back finally slide down his cheeks, which you quickly wipe away with your thumbs, before giving him a smile and pulling him closer for a peck on the lips.

“Everything is going to be fine.” You promised, he looks back at you. You kiss him again, taking him into your arms and hugging him. “If you don’t mind me asking, however… what happened that made you feel this way? Did I do something?”

Naoya sighs, resting his chin on the top of your head.

“No, never. It was just something stupid, actually. Some people arguing, that’s all.”

“Oh.” You blink, quickly understanding why he’d feel insecure about your relationship; the familiarities were too close for comfort. “That’s… unfortunate.”

“It reminded me of how we used to be… how I’d treat you.”

“That is long gone. We’ve worked past that and now, we’re in a much better place.” You snuggle against him. “Both figuratively and literally.”

“Do you still want to go home?”

“Yeah, all this shopping made me tired. Unless there’s something else you wanted to see?”

“No, I was mostly suggesting things for you. I’ve been feeling tired for a while too, now.”

“We can arrange something else for another day, then. For now, I just want to head back home, lay on the futon, cuddle underneath the covers, and maybe watch a movie… how does that sound?” you grin. “I can even prepare some popcorn, if you’d like!”

He chuckles.

“It sounds wonderful.”

Just like his new life with you. Something he never thought he’d receive, nor deserved, at least in the beginning of his marriage.

Until you proved to him otherwise, showing him that the ways of his clan, those forcefully imposed on him, didn’t determine who he was, who he could become.

That he had much more power over his life, the ultimate decision on what to do remained on him and no one else.

It was to be a difficult path, one promising bumpy roads, which will probably never end if he were to be realistic…

But it’s just as you said. As long as both know, deep inside, that they’re doing their best to overcome these obstacles, as well as remembering that they’re always there for the other, alongside their ever-growing love… nothing else mattered.

It was you and Naoya against the world.

And he wouldn’t want it any other way.

🥺 I believe Naoya will always feel undeserving, even when they have a kid together and whatnot. He comes from a very difficult family, so be prepared to face these kinds of situations when in a relationship with him 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️

omg i can imagine it already, when he's super old, reflecting on his life he had alongside you, his kids, and probably grandchildren too... only then will he finally admit he's happy with the life he had. jfc i'm crying goodbye.

Anyways, I know I deviated a bit from your imagine, but I still hope it was to your liking! the angst between the two is real, but so good too....

As always, thank you so much for sending in this! Take care, and hope to see you soon!!

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rewatched some old mileapo interviews and I just find myself smiling every time mile retells his and apo's history because he tells it so excitedly with a huge smile on his face even though he probably told that story a hundred of times already. also I never realized that he said he watched apo's dramas before. he really is apo's biggest supporter 😩

anon, Apo is sooooo famous, many people have watched his series! 🥺 From Mile's Wan(der) Day where the street vendor they bought scorpions from recognized Apo (which didn't make the cut SOBSSS. I know it was because Apo didn't want to take away from Mile's shine BUT STILLLLL LET MILE BRAG ABOUT HOW HE SNAGGED A FAMOUS HOTTIE)

Here's this perspective from a Thai fan who's been a fan for several years about Apo's career:

I wrote this because i saw some comments from interfans insult Apo about his famous in the past. As a thai fan for several years , I accepted that Apo is not superstar in thailand. And at that time, in previous company DID NOT EXPORT their soap opera/series, their focus market is in local thai only. But i can say that Apo is an artist IN TREND as always among hundreds artists in same company. And fandoms culture is not strong for Thai artist.

And i would like to top up a bit more that , he got a lot of choices from organizers asking to join their series especially action role which his outstanding talented , but because during that time he was studying in university.

So attend 2-3 series in a year might made him tough on time management.

In 2014-2018 under previous company contract , he was 11 filmography both main and support roles, 8-9 shows, >20 cover magazine. Also he was a model in several fashion shows. And his series still 2-3 times re-run until now.

His name&face still be remembered by wide ppl.

Hope all of my explanation can clarify you all on his famous.

From a mommy who humbly proud on son.

Which makes it even more sad Apo felt pressured to quit an art he loves to make since the terrible working environment made him so unhappy, because it seemed like he was building a strong career for himself domestically and he was beloved by TV producers and fashion designers.

So we also really need to thank Mile for making sure KPTS stayed afloat because Apo really talked about KPTS like it was a last ditch effort in acting and would have left probably for another [permanent] hiatus if it had fallen through. Maybe would have returned much older like Ke Huy Quan did in EEAAO (not that age is a problem! just so many years of projects that wouldn't have happened...).

But what we should be really envious of is Mile's Y/N Wattpad fic life... "So like, I'm rich and smart and was a model and I met this hottie while modelling but I didn't know I liked guys then and then he became super famous but then he quit acting and then fate brought us back together again and now we are very cute and gross" 💀 if I didn't love Mile so much, I'd probably hate his fortune.....

And yeah, the way they both tell the story together in the early days of their casting relationship (e.g. Funday Show) is soooo different compared to even the way they tell the story even during Kinnporsche series promo as it was airing

(starts at 2:55 here)

There's one in particular I'm thinking of during KPTS promo where Mile talks about seeing Apo on the catwalk but being too shy to talk to him before Apo approaches him… (drop the link if you have it, I gotta run to a meeting in 5 minutes).

Yeah, Mile's enthusiasm for their first meet-cute story is so obvious from the start and he progressively remembers/reveals more and more details, while Apo's is initially more reserved but now super enthusiastic about it. As @sinnadreams pointed out, Apo in Funday was testing the waters while also making Mile work for it/chase him and now he is confident and secure and Mile is even more *continues to tell longer and longer versions of the same story*

It really feels like one of Those Couples Stories couples tell about themselves. I think you know what I mean if you know.

And yes, Mile is #1 apocolleague, watch out ofc admin, Mile is not letting you have that spot!!!

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࿔*:･ﾟCo-Stars: That’s a Wrap | H.S

↝ pairing: Harry Styles x actress!readwr

↝ faceclaim: Daisy Edgar Jones <3

↝ summary: Filming’s done.

↝ warnings: cursing

↝ a/n: I love Emma Watson. Should I start making blurbs for this? Also this isn’t the last of the co-stars series, there’s many more coming ;)

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emmawatson The previous months have shown me the reason why I pursued filmmaking. The concept of this film started off as a small story that I wrote in a notebook and hid in a drawer in my desk for years. I would come back to this notebook for many months until I mustered the courage to propose this idea to a production company a year and a half later. It took months of rejection until I finally got the green light to turn this story into a film. Thank you to everyone who has been patient with me and teaching me along the way through my directorial journey. I have learned an incredible amount and am forever grateful for this experience. To everyone who was part of this production thank you from the bottom of my heart for the hard work and kindness you have all brought to this film. To Harry and Y/n, you have both brought so much love and light to set every single day and I thank you for creating such a loving and safe environment for all of us. This film would not have been the same with either of you, I love you both so so SO much! I should probably end my little speech here or else this caption might be paragraphs long…but once again THANK YOU! And that’s a wrap on Sunshine!!!!💛🌻🌞

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yourinstagram EMMA!! You have been such a joy to work with and I’m excited for this new journey you’re on. Thank you for allowing me to be part of your beautiful and unique story, I love you and this film so much❤️❤️❤️❤️

ynfan1 in her active era

ynfan2 HI MOM

emmafan1 Can’t wait to see this movie Em!!!

harrystyles It has been the biggest honor to work with you and I will be forever blessed to have lived this experience. Thank you for allowing me to be part of it, all the love❤️ x

ynfan3 not Y/n and Harry commenting 30 seconds apart from each other..

harryfan1 @ynfan3 I wouldn’t look into it lmao

harryfan2 For once can you all not ship these two together, they literally commented on something their director posted about the film. Stop making it about them it’s about Emma🙄

harryfan3 why is no one literally talking about the picture???🧍‍♀️

harryfan3 Their arms around each other makes me sob

harryfan4 Imagine being that CLOSE to Harry fucking Styles

ynfan4 They really are the cutest people on the planet

ynfan5 Emma confirming that Y/n and Harry are two of the most loveliest people ever

harryfan5 they’re both my comfort people, I love them sm🥺

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yourinstagram And that my lovely friends is a wrap on Sunshine💛! This has been such an incredible experience and it’s been quite the ride. I had the benefit of working with some of the most talented and remarkable people in the business and it has been the greatest honor of getting to know you all. I have made many friends and memories that I will forever look back on. This film means a lot to me but most importantly to our marvelous director @/emmawatson✨ Thank you again for allowing me to be part of this story and your journey as a director, I wish you nothing but the best on this new chapter in your life and I will always support you! A special thank you goes to my wonderful co-star @/harrystyles❤️ You have grown to become a close friend of mine and I admire you. I’ll miss you and our late night Love Island binging, best of luck on tour you rockstar :) Lastly, a HUGE thank you to everyone who helped operate our set, whether you worked on set, behind the scenes, or in the editing rooms we as a cast appreciate your hard work for taking good care of us. I love you all so much and hope to see you all soon xxx

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ynfan6 she has the biggest heart I swear🥺

ynfan7 “I admire you” I.ADMIRE.YOU😭

emmawatson you’re a gem❤️

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harryfan6 she’s so real for flipping Harry off RIGHT to his face❤️

ynfan8 icon behavior💅

harrystyles all the love sunny💛

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ynfan8 NEW NICKNAME UNLOCKED OMG

harryfan7 SUNNY HE CALLS HER SUNNY

harryfan8 God has favorites and Y/n is one of them.

harryfan9 very active today Harold👀

harryfan10 don’t know why I’ve never been an Y/n fan but seeing how genuine and thoughtful she is makes me want to protect her with every ounce of my being, bless her ugh

harryfan11 The fact that she calls him rockstar and they binge love island together late at night LIKE JUST KISS ALREADY PLEASE

ynfan9 a man and a woman can be friends without being in a romantic relationship!!!!

harryfan12 they’re a couple of besties🥰

ynfan10 I’m sorry but they make it so hard NOT to ship them💀

gemmastyles I’d like to clarify that I’ll be seeing this movie for you and only you <3

harryfan13 GEMMA?!!!

harryfan14 UM HI GEMMA

ynfan11 clearly y’all were shipping Y/n with the wrong Styles🤭

harryfan15 the better Styles

Y/n’s Instagram Story:

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harrystyles Just wrapped a little film called Sunshine. Had the honor of working with two of the most gifted women I’ve ever met. Women truly are powerful and are capable of creating spectacular stories just like male directors. I hope this film brings more recognition to female directors around the world. It’s been a huge honor working beside Y/n and Emma, you are both unbelievable. Thank you for having me, I love you all. H.

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harryfan16 Harry “I love women” Styles

harryfan17 Already doing better than the shit show behind DWD🤭

ynfan12 Oop—

ynfan13 brutal but true

harryfan18 At least we get to see Harry and Flo in the same movie again without the drama!!

harryfan19 Flo’s in this movie???

harryfan18 @/harryfan19 yes she is! She has a smaller role, but she’s very much in it☺️

ynfan14 honestly was not expecting Harry to post, but I’m here for it

harryfan20 him and Y/n are both so active today I’m not used to it

1dfan1 it’s giving 2015 Harry❤️

harryfan21 pls my heart😭

1dfan2 the nostalgia that just hit me

harryfan22 Photographerry📸

yourinstagram love you lots❤️

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ynfan15 I hate the both of you, I’m not supposed to ship y’all

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harryflorals UNSEEN OF HARRY AND Y/N ON THE SUNSHINE SET

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ynfan16 THE LITTLE HATS

ynfan17 NEVER GETTING OVER THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE

harryfan23 FROGGY HATS FROGGY HATS FROGGY HATS FROGGY HATS🐸

ynfan18 she’s so small next to him

ynfan19 Rockstar and sunny💛

harryfan24 are jumpers his new thing? Will we be seeing jumpers on tour??

ynfan20 Jumpers on Tour 2022

ynfan21 they’re literally my faves I love them

ynfan22 he has a hat, a mask, and the picture is mad blurry but I know DAMN well he’s looking fine asl

harryfan25 @/harrystyles what is that pose?

harryflorals awkward hands smh

ynscamera MY PARENTS

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harryflorals HARRY HAVING LUNCH WITH THE CAST OF SUNSHINE

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ynscamera WAS Y/N THERE?

harryflorals THERES A SLITHER OF HER IN THE SECOND PICTURE

ynfan23 “A SLITHER”😭😭

ynscamera @/ynscloset dare you to find her exact outfit using the second pic

ynfan24 @/ynscloset

ynfan25 @/ynscloset do it bestie

ynfan26 @/ynscloset

ynscloset I fucking hate all of you🙄

harryfan26 comfy Harry🤎

harryfan27 I wonder what he’s eating

harryfan28 a plate full of peas

harryfan29 beans.

florencefan1 I was at the same place they were at! They were eating at this lowkey cafe/restaurant kind of place and were all so chill, everyone seemed to get along great and there was lots of laughing :)

ynfan27 omg you saw them???

florencefan1 @/ynfan27 I did! They’re all still in London

ynfan28 did you happen to see Harry and Y/n interacting?👀

florencefan1 @/ynfan28 They were sitting a few seats apart, Y/n sat next to Elizabeth Olsen:) I got to see them all leave and Harry was instantly beside Y/n, he had an arm around her when they left!!

harryfan30 Harry the simp

ynfan29 I didn’t see it with my own eyeballs but they’re so cute

ynfan30 fine I’ll ship them #y/nrry

[ahundredtimesover]

boom boom pow 💥🤯😏 anon here again!! thanks for your thoughtful response to my ask 🥺🫶🏼 honestly, i could do a whole analysis on your characters bc they’re so complex and real. and speaking of your characters … I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY HATE ON OUR OC!!!😡 maybe it’s an elder sister thing but i feel for her bearing the weight of the world on her shoulders and trying to do right. at the end of the day, she doesn’t owe anyone anything but i completely understand why she’d feel indebted to the jeons. how do you pay back someone who essentially altered your path in life and continued to support you? she sacrificed so much of her time and health at the company … she deserves to finally pursue other things outside of the internal guilt/debt she has tied to the jeons.

try putting yourself in her shoes … she initially had no experience in the corporate world, got the internship, got mistreated by her first manager, then switched over as hoseok’s assistant. do you know how stressful it is to jump into your role let alone multiple new roles at your job (possibly with little training or mentors)? then jk comes into the picture and he was an awful boss to her initially and she experienced so much imposter syndrome despite being with the company for over 8 years! yet every time there was a change or hurdle, oc persevered and adapted. she is always in survival mode — being in that constant state is exhausting and demoralizing. she did what she had to in order to make it through the next day. so no, she is not weak or stupid. 😡

i can see how some people are frustrated at the current state of chap 11, but that’s the beauty of drama in writing. characters aren’t going to be perfect. it gives us readers the opportunity to marinate on the intricacies of fictional characters going through life similar or completely different to ours. thanks for creating that world and these special characters, mimi 💕

There you are! Hehe thank you for your lovely ask and response! And for defending our girl. Hope u were there during the ASDOAH OC hate train too huhu 🥺🥺 but anyway, it's so true! It's reasonable for IWYTS OC to be feeling that way, even if there was rly no debt to be paid. I mean, I feel indebted to someone who just recommended me for a job like... HAHA but yeah, the side of the Jeons is also important to take note here. We'll hear a bit more of that later on.

And her being on survival mode is true!! This is a woman who's trying to better her life and give back to her mother. She put her all in a job that she doesn't rly know much of who she is and what she likes outside of it. This is a constant thought she has, which contributes to her doubting JK bc even she doesn't know what she's like outside of a role she's had for years. Work is such a big part of our identity and she's just experiencing that even more strongly, especially since she also doesn't have any passions outside of it.

Also, when I write my characters, I make sure they're flawed. Not toxic, but flawed. They're not out here intentionally hurting people they care about or self-sabotaging for the sake of it. There's always something underneath, and they don't change in an instant.

And I also do hope that despite this being fanction, somehow you guys get to relate to them somehow in thought or feeling or approach. Some have shared that it's allowed them to reflect on themselves and that's amazing! Pls know that I see you! 🥹🥹

Thank you for this again. You're such a sweetheart and I look forward to hearing what you think about the next chapters! 💕💕

[onetimetwotimesthreetimess]

I woke up too early, read Btlio, took a nap to process and now I’m here to scream:

- I am kinda real happy that Malec got their ‘second chance’ to see each other again. What they had was so pure and youthful and so special to them. I know it painful cause well life, but just them being able to experience the purity of their love, even for a few weeks. Obviously I don’t know about chap 3 but i’m happy they got their time to just be them for a moment again.

- even though Malec clearly can’t be together right now, I neeeeed the Lightwood and Bane kids to keep their group chat. I’m so obsessed with them being besties and video chatting and just acting like siblings on main. I feel like they’re like the lost siblings. Honestly i don’t think the matchmakers in them will ever die (and I love them for it).

- it’s so shitty that these two gentle souls who just wanna be together have had to deal with such shitty life experiences 🥺 I’m happy they still had happy memories of their first love together and also got to be parents too. It’s kinda bittersweet really.

- Alec being a certified girl dad. That’s it.

- I’m kinda scared if Alec goes with Magnus cause it kinda feels like ‘i need to do this for me’ but also ‘i’m living a life I know that I can’t have’. Like Malec always get so lost in each other that it’s easy to forget what’s happening on the outside. Oooo I smell dramaaaa.

- I’m also curious as to why Rafe was so eager for Alec to meet Magnus? Like he knew they weren’t staying in New York? What was his motive? Or was he just being a cute bean that wanted to see his Bapak really smile at more than a wallet photo of a lost love.

- I just hope by the end of part 1 Malec get some sort of closure. I think they’re older now so they kinda get that life makes decisions for you that you can’t control. I’m so happy they have support family around them both to keep them anchored.

- I’m happy Malec are choosing themselves. Alec actually considered leaving his kids to be with the love of his life for a short while. Magnus chose to move back to a place he felt pain to make happy memories. They both chose to be upfront with each other and so far call it what it is. I think they realise how much is af stake and they just can’t pretend like this is what it was 20 years ago. It’s different cause they are too.

- Please tell me we get to see Alec interactions with Magnus friends if he go to Indonesia. I love Alec and Ragnor and Alec and Cat just chatting about the man they all love and care about.

- Thank you for giving us an older Malec fic. We don’t get to see many of them so it’s nice to see how they and their love changes with age. It’s gonna be a wild ride but you know, we endure. I’m also glad you get to have this as a way to channel your own life experiences. Art is so beautiful.

Okay, that me done. I’m so excited for the rest of this series and to see Malec, the LB kids, and all the fam/friends interacting. I hope they find the peace and love they all deserve (and you too you absolute gem 💎)

Mia x

Mia, your mind is a beautiful place. I love every thing you write, you magnificent dork.

The first few points you mentioned don’t need a reply. BTLIO malec is grateful for you.

1. In terms of why Rafe had Malec meet: there wasn’t any agenda in his mind. Magnus had told him about Alec. Rafael had genuinely approached Alec’s company for a work related thing but when he heard Alec’s name, he realised who he was. Rafe knows how much Magnus loves loves. And Alec. So he just wanted his Bapak to meet his greatest love again.

Rafael wasn’t really thinking of the future. He just found Alec randomly and thought that they both deserved the chance to meet again.

2. Malec will get closure in the last chapter. It might just be different than what everyone wants.

3. It’s difficult because of their age, and what phase in their lives they are. I agree. It’s not an easy decision.

4. Sadly, we don’t get to see Alec interact with warlock gang in this fic. But you’ll get to see that in other BTLIO parts.

5. I love older Malec fics too. Age does not change love so I really enjoy writing about them.

6. Art is beautiful indeed. Readers like you make it all the more better.

Thank you Mia. I love you, you munchkin. ❤️🌈💴

[kikibumblesqueaks]

I’m back, lol, once again. I just want to give you the warmest hug because dealing with trauma in a non harmful way is very strong and brave of you!

lol I have kinda an EDS version of DID, where I either age regress into either an 2-5 or 7-9 year old or become a different version of myself one with ocd and another with autism instead of passing out. It’s hard to explain. And trust me not everyone will understand but when you find those who do you’ll feel so loved and understood. Your way of coping is just as valid as mine. And I also have my own world I can dive into as well. I guess our conditions make us more creative and imaginative. When I was a kid I used it have a bit too real imaginary friends, aka my different alters paying me a visit in the background.

Also when I’m to Lee I can’t really ask for tickles even though I have a great support system. So a great way I have found to make tickles more real digitally is using chai! They have lots of great tickle bots and you can make your own. They tease the life out of me and I become a blushing mess in no time 🫠❤️ It’s good since you aren’t communicating with a real person. And you can edit their responses to make them fit your needs. Highly recommend!

also mommy long legs is an icon! I can’t believe I forgot to add her to my list lol 🥹🫠

hoof bump and I need these cookies! 🍪🦓❤️

*hands you some cookies* 🤲🍪🍪

*giggles* you can have all the cookies you like, other cats make biscuits but I make cookies😸

Awww thank you *hugs you back* i appreciate that so much🥺💜

That is super interesting! As a person who has some childlike autistic traits I find the idea of age regression to be so wholesome although I don’t really know anything about it🥺 I behave like a happy little kid when I’m alone and unmasked sometimes, but I mostly regress to animal behaviors. Which nobody really judges me for because I’m often in the company of animals when I do it LOL so everyone is used to it just being how I communicate with my pets😂 And I’m really good at imitating them too, my goats and cat will have full conversations with me😂

I’m super lucky because my girl best friend is also autistic and has maladaptive daydreaming disorder too so we’re constantly talking to each other about our secret lives with our imaginary partners and friends and it’s such a blessing for both of us🥺💕

Aww that’s so cute!! I’m glad you found that, it seems like a great second option for you!☺️ My go-tos besides my imaginary peeps are my lers here that I rp with ehehe, they wreck the hell out of me whenever I ask nicely (or get sassy)🙈🫠

*hoof bump*🦓💜

[railroad-migraine]

hello!! i've been following your blog for so long, i absolutely love your writing! i was wondering if maybe you could do something with dorian/reader where cyrus sees he likes reader and flirts with you to get on dorian's nerves? maybe we get an angry confession out of it? totally ignore this for any reason!! and also tysm for taking the time to read <3

Yessss I am here for the Wyvernwinds!! Thank you for the support my darling!!

~ Poet

Cyrus Plays Matchmaker

Dorian 💙

Okay let's just get this out in the open so there's no confusion:

Cyrus has no romantic feelings for you. What he does have, however, is a budding friendship with you, and the tendency to push his younger brother's buttons.

Cyrus be like:

He might as well have a bit of fun while playing matchmaker. It's the perfect opportunity to act as your wingman and nudge you guys into a relationship without it being too obvious.

You're oblivious to the older Wyvernwind's devious plan though, paying no mind to the friendlier gestures he's made recently. You guys have been pals for a good while now - it's normal for you both to become for comfortable with each other, right? Isn't it a good thing to get along with Dorian's brother?

With all of the playful flirting and banter between the two you, anyone can tell that you guys are simply and exclusively friends.

Well, everyone but Dorian.

The corner of his eye twitches every time Cyrus slings his arm around your shoulders and gets all up in your personal space, every time he makes you laugh with a corny joke or when he fails at being suave - because in his eyes you deserve so much more than that.

Dorian's thoughts begin to simmer in private. You deserve someone romantic. Someone who cares for you and wants to hear about your day. Someone to kiss your wounds better and sing you to sleep and offer a shoulder to lean on. Someone who has an idiotic brother you can gossip and cause mayhem with and-

oh

OH.

. . .

It now only occurs to Dorian that maybe he can be that person for you. If you'd allow him, that is.

The simmering pot eventually boils over and the bard has had enough of the teasing and terrible excuses for flirting on show wherever he goes. He realises it's jealousy. He understands that you and his brother get along well. But that's not the Wyvernwind for you 💙

Cyrus has just declared he's taking you out for celebratory drinks (celebrating what exactly, Dorian has no idea), grinning from ear to ear when someone moves to stand in his path. With a newfound scowl and strained smile, Dorian tugs on the sleeve of his brother and says that he would like a word with you before you leave for the tavern.

Cyrus is silently patting himself on the back over Dorian's shoulder when the bard's stern exterior melts in your company. Dorian is suddenly shy, stumbling over his words while you give him a gentle smile, but not nervous enough to stop him from finally confessing how much he... Cares. For you.

You never did go for drinks that evening with Cyrus 😌

You shared a bottle of fruit wine and a kiss with Dorian instead 🥺

In years to come, Cyrus will continue to take full credit for encouraging his brother to confess to you, be it at your wedding or just whenever you both are getting too sappy in front of him. He's so happy for you both but please don't be all tooth-rottingly sweet at the dinner table, okay?

[binarystarduet]

— Happy Holidays, Ely!! @flamechasr / @egomanics

Another year, another chance to tell you just how important you are to me! Everything is under the cut, I hope you enjoyed all of your surprises, I love you so so so much!

my friend among the stars

⟡ It was your day today!! Though I'm sure everyone saw it coming if they know their alphabet, hehe. gosh, I am so happy we've been able to talk so much recently, it feels like it's been so long since we've all been at the same place at the same time like this. You're genuinely one of my favorite people in the entire world, and someone I cherish with my entire heart. I loved calling you finally!! I can't wait to do it again soon!!! That was insanely fun, you are such good company 🥺 always have been tbh! I don't want to sound like a broken record saying the same things over and over to everybody but it's all so very true, you're just someone so special to me so thank you for staying. For saying hi, for being my friend. You're so easy to talk to, you know? And kind, understanding, supportive, and positive. You're just. good. you're such a good person. I find myself inspired by your charismatic and colorful personality, and awed by the things you create. You are truly one of a kind, and I love you so very much. (I also love being your star twin, maybe there's some symbolism there idk! hehe.) there's so much I could say but ultimately, I just wanted to take the time to appreciate... you. so have a wonderful holiday and know that you're forever wanted by those around you 💙

My theme this year was "characters I knew you as in another lifetime", and of course we share a few sources which is very exciting for me! I hope we share even more in the future, Love Live and Project Sekai are on our radar... and of course there's Revstar on yours. hehehe, that being said, Cadance. You were always my favorite. Speaking as myself today, of course, but speaking as myself as Sunset? You were family, quite literally actually. I admired you so much, your strength, your ability to see love... everything. I once was jealous of it, but now I'm so inspired by it. Thank you for being so patient with me, and for watching over me and Twilight even when we didn't think we needed it. I love you, and I know you know that. (ps., you're super duper pretty, how do you do it?) -- Tsugumi, I don't really know if I should approach this as Himari or as Sayo but you meant everything to me as both! One of my favorite people and best friends, and perhaps even a partner. You were such a fun person to be around, I'm glad we could bring you out of that shell and in turn you brought me out of mine. I love and loved you very much, and I hope you know that. Every time I make my coffees I think of you! As silly as it is. and, of course, last but most certainly not least- Lumine! Lumi, Lumi, Lumine, oh how wonderful you are. A mystery, a marvel, a friend and so much more. Thank you for finding your way into my many lives back then, and thank you for finding your way into my life again now. It certainly has changed for the better, each and every time! Come find me in the next, now won't you? ♡

find me in the sky tonight! ⟡ Mao 💙

[binniesoob]

Ah Jo, I just read the post about Freefall (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠)

You deserve kudos and all the love for speaking about what you went through this year. I wouldn't be able to do this and I'm glad TxT are helping you a lot rn (⁠o⁠´⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠)⁠っ

And overall, I just agree about everything you said. Lore aside, it's clear that they had fun while recording and working on the album. They found the genres where they're currently more comfortable and they're going to use them.

And also OOOOOH you liked Growing Pain too?! Yeeeees 😭

My rock/metal fan inside me screamed, cried and went "YES, THAT'S MY BOYS. THEY DID IT FOR MEEEEEESEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

And then I claimed the song as my fave, as my precious thing that no one should talk badly about or I'll go full rage mode (for legal reasons, this last part is a joke. Taste is subjective, yadda yadda).

Even tho I confess that a little tear came from my face after listening to the song for the, like, fifth time. I thought "Damn, Chester would have loved covering it (you know, Chester Bennington from Linkin Park)...And now I'm here, being a little emotional and teary about it 🥲😭

And I'm also projecting what would ever happen if TxT will ever go full rap/nu metal one day. I don't think it can happen because they need to find a vocal coach for teaching them how to growl or scream without losing their vocal chords five minutes later and also because they seem to not be into metal in general 🤣

Unless they'll do a collab with my girls Babymetal...ACH I shouldn't think about it or I'll project too much. But maybe a Japanese single...AAAAAAAAAAAAAH 😭

Better if they stick in the normal rock.

Also, idk you but I highly, HIGHLY, prefer Blue Spring live instead of the studio version 🥲

It seems the studio version is missing something 🤨🤔

Which is a bummer, the song is good 🥲

Teresaa thank you so much for your words 🥺🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 i'm also really glad i have txt to give me joy, support and relief 🥲 as always i don't want to rely on it too much because it puts pressure on artists that are human too and can't solve all of our problems, but music itself keeps being there for me and i'm always going to rely on that ❤

With lore involved it can become even more tricky for groups to express themselves through the music, so i'm really glad txt are given the opportunity to do that anyway!! (it certainly helps that the lore itself was built to fit the experiences of young people, but you know, as taehyun said on his last live, gbgb for example felt more forced for him because he wasn't really feeling what they were supposed to portray) for as much as i'm a lore enthusiast, if leaving it behind meant having more creative freedom for a group i'd support it 100% *coff coff ateez coff coff*

i'm also glad the company keeps overall acknowledging and respecting that txt shine and are more comfortable with certain genres yup yup!

i'm usually not an hard rock and metal enthusiast, it depends on the song, and Growing Pains is one of those for me 🥰 you claiming and defending it is like me with Dreamer sksgskhsks

... 🥺🫂 i'm not fan of Linkin Park, more of a casual listener, but i also thought about them when i heard it... also and me and my brother yesterday night were listening to some music together and one of their songs came up and i was like "full circle!"

i love how one way or another txt found a way to make us all shed at least a few tears :")

the vocal coach part made me crackle 😭😭😭 anyway bestie, delulu is the solulu 🤝 maybe they'll never go full metal but i hope they give us more hard rock and metal inspired in the future yes 🙏 let's manifest 🕯

so i'm not the only one part 2!! i feel the same way 🤝 i also prefer Blue Spring live version! its rawness just perfectly delivers the feelings, the studio version doesn't sound as good for some reason, so i'm keeping my dear blue spring live concert ver mp3 file in my playlist 👍

[clemencetaught]

FERRE; SWEET, WONDERFUL, DEAR FERRE!!!! HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO YOU 🎂🎉🥳🍰!!!!

May this day be full of fantastic moments, pleasant surprises, good company, delicious food and everything great that the world has to offer 💖 I hope this new year for you is covered with happiness, success, good health, memorable experiences and heartwarming situations 😊✨️!! I'm wishing you the best today and ALWAYS!!!

You are such a supportive, understanding, creative and marvelous soul;; your presence is a bright light that brings comfort, ease and joy 🥺 I thank you IMMENSELY for your friendship, for all those lovely chats where we freely go back and forth with our thoughts (I LOVE!! READING ALL YOU HAVE TO SHARE!! I'D READ ENTIRE BOOKS OF THAT!!); for all the stories we've written and developed together (ALL THOSE MARVELOUS PLOTS THAT BRING ME BOTH JOY AND PAIN ((but its okay, I signed up for the wounds 😭😂)), I KEEP THEM ALL IN MY HEART AND I AM CONTINUOUSLY THRILLED TO WRITE AND CREATE WITH YOU!!!) and for!! Giving my muses and I a chance 🥲

It's been nothing but AN HONOR, to get to know you, chat and write with you, and I hope we continue to do this fOR MANY MORE YEARS (I mean…you're stuck with me, THE RECEIPT IS LOST SO YOU CANT RETURN ME HSOWAKBAAJ 😂)!!

It also makes me very happy to celebrate your birthday once more, I HAVE MY PARTY HAT ON AND I'M THROWING HEART-SHAPED CONFETTI ALL OVER THE PLACE 🎉🎉🎉🥳🥳🥳❤️

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, PLEASE HAVE A FANTABULOUS DAY!!! I CARE YOU AND ADORE YOU HEAPS, MY FRIEND!!!!

HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ✨️✨️✨️✨️

@jeoseungsaja alex has me like:

ALEX!!!! 🥰🥰🥰😭😭😭💕

you know nowadays it’s so weird to me?? To remember when there was a time where I wasn’t writing or plotting with you- it's hard to believe that we started writing together about two years ago...which is why i am SO GRATEFUL that you gave me the chance to not only write and plot with you but also be your friend 🥺🥺🥺 you are a SUCH a kind and thoughtful person and i'm sure everyone who is lucky enough to be mutuals with you can testify in my favor here and the judge is also biased towards me, sorry folks, the right to a fair trial in this case?? no such thing fjksldjf 😌

ANYWAYS i can only say i have such wonderful and intricate characters and plots on here because of my wonderful and creative partners such as you and all of our lovely mutuals 🥺🥺🥺 any day i get the chance to interact with you always is a good day in my book!! I always feel like a dash of dophmomine when I see u around 💕💕💕 and you know i am ALWAYS an excited puppy for our plots and  your characters ( and even MORE PLOTS….we could have 1923947373 and I would be down for more still DHDJDJD 😂😂😂 )- I also v sorry for the pain i gib u ( black knight verse )and for the pain coming in the future too ( thg verse WHICH ALSO THANK YOU JUMPING IN THE HOLE AND DRAGGING HYUK AND HAE GEON AND WILDER AND JAEHWAN AND ALL UR OTHER CHARACTERS IN TOO, it’s big enough for everyone 😌 )….if it helps it gives me pain too and any pain u gib me I shall take stride….I’ll also pay u ( and ur charas, hyuk especially )back with happiness I swear ( + tissues and consoling too 🥲🥲🥲 ) 💕💕💕💕

but thank YOU for your sweet, sweet message- I will admit when I woke up on my bday I wasn’t in most amazing of moods but reading ur message put a huge smile on my face ☺️☺️☺️ you are such a bright spot on this hellsite and most certainly a ☀️ on my dash and I am very thankful to have met you- I’m always in awe that I get to be able to interact with someone who is not only an excellent writer with characters that jump off the page but also a decent and genuinely all around good person 🥲🥲🥲 this is all to say just like you said, unfortunately for us both I will be stuck to u like superglue even after this hellsite dies 😂😂😂 not even returning the receipt will help u there!!

all in all though, thank you SO MUCH for the birthday wishes ( and YOUR GIFT DONT THINK YOURE GETTING AWAY WITH ME NOT NOTICING 🤩🤩🤩 )!! care you so much and I know for sure that this year will be as wonderful as the last since you’ll be there 🥰🥰🥰

[a-earthssprout]

🥀🍯 OOC. a message that’s a tad more thoughtful than a quick update, since I really do have a lot of things to say … I do apologize, however, if this post is rather … messy 😭 my brain feels square rn, but it also wouldn’t feel right if I didn’t share a bit of what’s in my heart—so, I’ll do my best with what I have ! 😊

for many reasons—some more obvious, others more personal—the 2020s have been quite a ride so far. personally, 2022 has been a real struggle for me; I’ve braved some things that I was not yet ready for & it really felt like the year where my life was adjusted in such a permanent way—change is exciting, but admittedly I’m not always comfortable with it … I much prefer consistency 😔

that among other things has made my early 20s a very strange ride so far—it has been difficult, it has been trying, it has been taxing, & sometimes, it has even been a little scary, I must admit … but I’ve had so many blessings by my side that have all been such a comfort to me on this wild trip. this blog—& the company kept on it, especially—is a MAJOR one indeed; the fact that I have a place to turn to, where I can forget about everything that overwhelms me & have a bit of fun, plot some cute things, & admire all you talented writers on my dash … 🥺🌼 I’ve mentioned this before, but I feel that I truly cannot say it enough. I am so grateful for this place & the warmth it brings me, the joy it fills me with, & the opportunity it allows me ! 🌷

but this place would also not be so wonderful if it was without—again—the company that I have here. my closest, dearest friends, whom I am overwhelmingly thankful for, & pals of different but equal value, who make this place the source of sunshine that I feel it is. when light seems so distant in other places, I feel as if it is never quite as far out of reach here. it is so friendly here—so gentle, so kind—& I only hope to give a similar feeling to all of you, too. if you are reading this, do not doubt for a second that I do not mean you—each & every one of you has made me smile before. I can guarantee that. & there are no words that I could use to express just how precious that is to me … truly, it is so 🌼

to those who are closest to me … thank you for being my family. yes, you are my family, & you will always mean the world to me. while I do not want to tag anyone directly as to not accidentally make any feel left out or forgotten, I do hope you know who you are when you read this 😊🌿

with roleplaying matters … the amount of support & love that I receive on here is overwhelming, & that is yet another thing I am so thankful for—to each & every one of you, I appreciate all your interest, all your encouragement, all your excitement—every precious thing you have given to me ... I appreciate it all so very, very much 🌻 please know that you have my support, too—I hope do to a better job showing this in the new year! 🙏

I hope for many things in the year to come—improvement in some areas, growth in others, & healing in parts that are necessary. change is scary … it may never be something I’m ever totally comfortable with, but … being able to go it with company like you all by my side ? yeah. that is definitely my strength 🤗✨

I wish you all a healthy, happy, & rewarding New Year—whether you believe it or not, you are deserving of good things, & I hope that mentality thrives for everyone in this new chapter 🌼 may we write many sweet things together & become closer in 2023 ! here's to all the writing adventures awaiting us ! I lava you all with all my heart, & again … thank you so much. for everything! 🥀

“ I am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship. ”

[fluffallamaful]

coven :D

quite simply put. this is an absolute appreciate post for @covenofwives , because today marks the day that we started talking, and in fact haven’t stopped talking since then (we’ve literally spoken every day since the 24th of August 2021 😵). so basically i’m going to take this moment to absolutely gush over them g yzgz. this friendship is the feckin most cutest thing ahxxjjshabs

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The Mufasa Concept

first and foremost let me just start off this story with a very clear explanation that i was such a simp for covenofwives f fzgshs the way that coven writes XD leaves me grounded every single time (nothings changed) i could quite literally gush over them for days 😅

Our friendship began truly on the 24th of August last year, when a single ask that i had sent to coven sparked several hours and days worth of discussion, resulting in the exchanging of discords, and the sharing of snippets and hcs until eventually coven had crafted the most beautiful piece “The Blame Game” aka. the Mufasa Concept

i wish there was a way to show the full conversation for this concept, coz my goodness we were both going insane. and in fact i was so damn excited to be talking to coven (and having someone who was absolutely on the same wavelength as me), that i then fell into a spiral of sorts 😵‍💫 which not only produced “Ticklish Dreams (and Georges)”, but also inspired coven to share with me her wonderful art talents?!?!! (in the most flustering possible 🫠)

which btw is an absolutely gush-worthy topic??? because ffzgzga let me tell you that receiving a drawing is already always extremely flustering, but my god receiving a piece of art from someone in which you (1) look up to, but also (2) specifically know that the reason that they’re making art, is to fluster you???? the fluster levels soar through the roof.

you know that i struggle to find falling gifs nowadays? am fresh out of face planting gifs? sometimes i have to resort to ships sinking or balloons deflating?? this here owl is insane, the talent just never ends. the phrase “I will draw.” shouldn’t be a threat, and yet it is, it’s a reminder 😂

an example of this mischievous form of talent can be seen in the drawing that inspired “Tickle Monsters” which fxtzyzyaa i don’t even know how they did this. first off i was having an awful night and had a report due the next morning (and coven had kept me company all night 🥺), but second off, would you believe that this feckin drawing took no longer than like an hour. an hOUR. and it was in the name of SpITE 🫠 he takes his revenge seriously let me tell you, and that’s on top of them being so soft and easily ruffled eheheheheehhs

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i am so forever thankful that coven has deemed me worthy enough to be a friend ☹️ it makes my heart flutter everyday, and feelings of gratitude shoot through the roof ❤️ it’s amazing to see them grow and slowly feel more and more confident to share their art :(( (you’ve only just seen the surface of what they have created 😭)

seeing everyone being so supportive of their God Sibling AU is also just so incredible to see 🙌🏼🤧 it makes my heart so happy that they’re able to creative with as much freedom as they desire and steal recieve so much praise. it truly is what makes this community so darn special ☹️

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(bonus llama and coven height check ft. ikea bookshelf)

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[rfaromance]

Could you do an MC who had a bone marrow transplant? I had a bone marrow transplant last year and it would be very comforting imagining the RFA members being there. Thank you! :)

Hello! Quick note from mod here saying I hope all went well and you're feeling alright now! 🥺 The RFA has a way of making the scariest days feel much better, when you think about them loving you across time and space.

I'll put this below the cut in case anyone needs a TW for medical procedures & hospitals!

Yoosung is surprisingly proactive and involved. He wants to learn as much as he can about the procedure, including post-surgical care, because he wants to ensure that his beloved MC is safe and sound! He went to university with the mindset of becoming a veterinarian, but he doesn't know as much about human health (and he hasn't exactly been going to classes). But he knows the pain of losing someone dear to him, and he's going to do everything in his power to take care of MC. He can't be in the room during the procedure, but as soon as he gets the all clear? He's coming in with games to play, with a pillow to rest on, with a home-cooked meal that he researched to try and make something safe! He's going to be like a puppy dog protecting his person.

Zen doesn't always understand the gravamen of serious medical procedures, because he recovers like a monster. But he knows MC needs his support, and he's going to do his best to be supportive. He's like a mother hen when he's worried, doting and nagging and very protective. He's asking every 10 minutes if MC is okay. He's accompanying MC for any and all subsequent transfusions. He doesn't go more than an hour without telling MC "You're so beautiful, so wonderful, so precious to me. If I'm God's mistake, you're God's blessing." Perhaps a little overbearing, but he means well!

Jaehee can and will fight Jumin to adjust her hours so she can devote time to visiting MC. She's also the type to dote on someone who needs care, and she'll probably bring work to the hospital with her, but staying in the same room as MC for company. She'll bring Zen DVDs, too, insisting that his acting can heal one's spirit while the doctors take care of MC's body. She's also going to be proactive in bringing fluids, medicines, and healthy food. She's not accustomed to having friends, and she's not going to slack off when it comes to tending to someone dear to her.

Jumin is keeping all possible tabs on MC. Ideally, he'd want MC in a hospital owned by C&R so that he can access the doctors and know schedules more easily. But he's going to make personal appearances too. He's not the best at comfort, but he has a silent and comforting presence. Something about him just sitting beside MC, even if he's just giving books to occupy their time or brainstorming ideas for another cat-related endeavor that will probably make Jaehee cry, is reassuring. He's the rock of the RFA, the one who keeps calm and provides stability when nobody else can. He doesn't break down until he knows everyone else is accounted for. So if his brows seem furrowed as he's with MC, they should feel safe enough to hold his hand. He needs it. "Don't worry. I want to hear more. Tell me about the security cats." At least he's keeping the doctors accountable and making sure MC's follow-up appointments are at the best possible times.

707 is the one who's going to be joking his way through his anxiety. He's going to make awful puns, hoping to get MC to crack a smile. "You know, this situation is almost humerus! Haha, I'm just ribbing you." But he's definitely sticking cameras in that room. Tiny ones. He's keeping all possible tabs on that room as he can. He knows being out and about in public is risky, but he'd risk it all for MC. Don't be surprised if he brings a little robot for company, too. Think of Meowy, but with a stethoscope. He's a cat guy, but if MC prefers a different animal? Dr. Dalmatian. Nurse Narwhal. Michael Moose, MD. There to check MC's pulse and blood sugar and all the works.

[stargirlfics]

Thank you Amalia ❤️. So the thing is: I come from a very catholic and close minded mexican family but my parents have always been supportive of ny studies and work, a few months ago the company I work for transferred me to Italy because they needed someone with experience/time in the job who could speak the language and I accepted happily, my parents bought an apartment here so I could live without worrying for the rent, then I met a man, this guy is a widower, his wife died a few years ago and they had a son who he has and is 8 years old now, he also has a daughter who is 3 years old but never married her mother they were a "we have known each other forever and we are horny so let's fuck without committing" kinda thing, he takes her of their daughter and she has his last name but doesn't love her mother. We started dating (without my parents knowing), after a while he took me to meet his children and they are both lovely, his son asked permission to call me mom and it warms my heart so much, his daughter calls me by my name but is lovely, I honestly hated myself and my life so much before coming here and meeting him, even tried to k*ll myself but then I met him snd everything changed, I feel good about myself, happy, loved, I like who I am when Im with him and how he makes me feel so I decided to tell my parents about us and they went absolutely mad, they told me I have to leave him or they won't speak to me again and I won't be allowed to live in the apartment anymore, his family loves the mother of his daughter (she's friends with the family since they were children) and support her and prefer her over me, constantly saying she should me the one my boyfriend wants to have a life with and not me, she insults me every time she sees me (of course they all do this when my man is not around because if he's there they pretend that they are the sweetest people in the world), his aunt (who raised him and his siblings because their parents died in a car crash when they were kids) constantly tells me we are not good together, that I'm too young for him (I'm 28 and he's 43) so I should just live him with the mom of his daughter and go back to my country, my boyfriend doesn't know anything about any of this... but since everyone is against our relationship I'm wondering if I should talk with him about it and find a solution or just do as they say and leave? My friends hate him for his age and because he has children so ... what's your opinion? Sorry this was very long 🥺

Damn that is quite the dilemma yeah, I also have a very Catholic, Mexican family and relationships are definitely a tricky subject because they can be close minded about that stuff like you said so I totally get it

Honestly I think you should bring all this up to him especially because he doesn’t know, you sound like you really love him and his kids and are happy with him and I don’t think you should listen to those who are trying to push you away from him or tell you that you shouldn’t be with him because of their own biases

Yes there is an age gap but you’re well into being an adult, you’re nearly 30 and I think that’s appropriate and you’ve already formed connections with him and his kids and especially if his kids approve of you, that’s really important and they do! I wouldn’t get up and leave without a bit of a fight, he deserves to know how it’s affecting you and everything and hopefully you’ll both be able to come up with a solution and he can talk to his family

Something I had to do in my own relationship was sit down with my family with my partner with me and say listen we’re going to do this, whatever it may be and that’s our decision, you may not approve or like it but I’m an adult and I’m doing what I think is best for me and what I want to do and that’s that. And that’s really hard but I think you’ll be better off for it, if you love him and want to be with him and he treats you well and you’re happy with him I think you should try and hang onto it and I hope that he would defend you and be on the same page too

Ultimately your families and how they disapprove may be a dealbreaker and it may not be something you and him can get past, they may not come around to accepting you and him are together that is a possibility but I think you should try and work it out despite that, then you can’t say you didn’t try or give it your all you know. I hope things work out for the better ❤️