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worstloki · 6 months

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AU where Loki doesn’t interfere with Thor’s banishment at all and it takes Thor years to prove himself worthy and when he returns to Asgard everything is just. The same. Nothing seems to have changed at all and everyone greets him like his absence was a minor obstacle that didn’t fundamentally change Thor and the worst part is Loki stepped down from the place as regent without any delay and Thor can’t help but feel there’s something underlaying the way his brother looks at him now and won’t let him touch him and Thor doesn’t know what he could have missed because he doesn’t think he would have found anything wrong with the things around him and how everyone behaves if he hadn’t spent time on Earth reflecting.

#the warriors 4 not being interested in anything Thor ‘learnt’ at all #and making it clear that Thor was punished unfairly and the AllFather’s decision had been harsh #Loki saying he’s happy for Thor and Thor sees the way the smiles are forced and he sees the way Loki avoids any touch #Thor hating the way Frigga talks about Loki’s short regency and Thor’s absence like it wasn’t two whole decades or something #like she’s so grateful to have her other son back without ever addressing why he was gone #Thor just. growing during his time on earth and being much more aware of the behaviour around him #he learns to be critical and assess why people around him may act a certain way #once he realises that it’s possible for him or anyone else to be fallible and make mistakes it’s over for Asgard for him I think #Thor returns and Loki gives him the throne and everyone expects him to obviously have the throne #and Odin is sleeping and Thor isn’t comfortable with the way everyone accepts him as king regent after the banishment #Loki who either never lashed out against Jotunheim or did and it was brushed away and no one thinks about it as anything #but Loki is still deeply affected and acts the way he always would have but Thor can feel it’s not the same #he knows something is wrong and Loki won’t say anything about it and Thor doesn’t know how to bring it up #Thor sees Loki metaphorically receding into the shadows to become a nonpresence so loud Thor hears it even after returning from decades away #Thor goes to Earth and gets his priorities in order gets a new worldview learns not to take what he has for granted #and finds out he actually despised Asgard #he’s been back a week and he can’t stand it

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archersartcorner · 11 months

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The eepys… tryin to exercise my sketching hand again, been outta it for a hot second 😭

#my art #dimension 20 #a starstruck odyssey #norman takamori #skip takamori #I just like the idea of em snoozin together… esp skip trusting Norman enough to be out of body around him. knowing Norman will keep him safe #ouuuugghhhhh it gets to meeeeeeee they need to cuddle NAOW.#old pilot says he can’t go to sleep without his cerebroslug. therapist and cerebroslug expert weighs in: ‘what the fu’#smth I also Wanna draw: that tumblr ask that’s like ‘I hate your hair it reminds me of toxic slutch’#that with norm and Skip. someone says to norm ‘ugh I hate your slug he reminds me of toxic slutch’ and Norman is about to say somethin but-#-just bursts out laughing. ah yes his lil toxic slutch cerebroslug. excellent.#skipperskip

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kangals · 10 months

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i miss my dog.

#when can i expect to go a full day without crying because we’re coming up on 6 weeks and it’s not looking good #I just want my fucking dog!#I love Stellina but she’s not him and we don’t have the same kind of relationship and it’s strained now by the sudden change #she’s insecure and im overbearing and I just. want my dog.#god sorry there’s constant fireworks and i can’t sleep and it’s not doing good things tonight

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fishofthewoods · 2 months

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Yknow it does irritate me a little that after the Emperor reveal in act 3 your only mean dialogue options are about him being a mind flayer. Let me bully this guy for being a piece of shit not for being illithid. I don’t distrust him because he’s not human i distrust him because he’s a lying manipulative motherfucker. LET ME BE MEAN TO HIM WITHOUT BEING FANTASY RACIST LARIAN

#My hatred for the emperor genuinely knows no bounds #I fuckingg hate him so much. He’s my archenemy. He’s such a motherfucker.#That one scene where you go into the prism and you have a dialog option to say you only want a dreamless sleep #And WITHOUT FUCKINH CONSULTING YOU at ALL. That bastard FUCKS WITH YOUR BRAIN #AND KNOCKS YOU OUT FOR 8 HOURS.#WHO SAID HE COULD DO THAT????? CAUSE I SURE FUCKING DIDNT #I haven’t finished the game yet but I swear to god if you can’t kill that bastard once you don’t need him to live.#If you don’t get to kick him in his slimy fucking tentacles. I will die in real life.#Larian let me kill the emperor . Please. Come on man.#bg3 #lich says shit #Bg3 spoilers

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8rujaa · 7 months

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to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

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intriga-hounds · 1 year

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Why did Bazzy stop being your sisters dog?

bc when i went to boofest he made it very clear that he’s still my dog. when i got back i asked him to come sleep with us for a few nights to see what he’d do and he very much wants to be with me.

#baz #3 years #ask #my sister and renly have a very tight bond but baz is still more bonded to me and sivi #he’s still being coparented lmao but he sleeps in my room now #he’s just a very sensitive boy and i don’t think he trusts anyone as much as he trusts me #having ponzu has actually made me love him more and more #i have a dog that runs and shows and will probably be bred #so there’s a lot of room in my heart for my Broken Dog who two years ago i was feeling very resentful toward #I’ve realized over the past year that i can’t live without him

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tzufcallsmeshomps · 6 months

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