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isa-belle1367 · 9 days

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My favorite thing in almost all timetravel fix-it desmond fics is when he casually mentions like "Oh, that guy is hot." And (depending on when he got sent back, I'm using ezio for this), ezio is like *gasp* "Did you just admit to... liking MEN?!" and desmond is just like "...we kill people Ezio😐. I think if they arrested me, it would be for the multiple acts of terriosm." It is so funny every time

#i cant get enough of it #its so funny every time #*clutches pearls* “YOU LAY WITH MEN?”#“we murder people like on a regular basis...i think we have bugger problems here”#AND HES SO REAL FOR THAT #assassin's creed #desmond miles #silly desmond #ezio auditore

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shannonsketches · 20 days

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#dbtag #silly hours #god #I feel like that's a really clear and consistent thing throughout the entirety of the manga but OTL leave it to Toei!!!!#lays on the floor I wish people were less afraid of letting “good guys” be flawed and selfish and reckless without having to like.#idk vilify them?#like Goku does and always has had a ton of negative qualities about him but what keeps him a protag and what keeps those negatives charming #is that 1) he never promises to be anything Else. If you're upset by his behavior that's a you problem Goku's just doing Goku #He's only upset when Other People get hurt because 2) almost none of those negative qualities contain any malice whatsoever #even as a kid when he was 'i killed that guy' it was like 'i solved a problem why are you mad (gen)' not 'good fucking riddance lol'#and he kept that as an adult too even when he learned more about compassion he's still 'well if you're not gonna stop i have to kill you'#it's never 'fuck off and die' it's always 'listen buddy either you knock it off or i knock you out there is no option c '#and god i love that Goku. I spent so long thinking I hated Goku growing up but I only hated Toei's Goku. Toriyama's Goku is GREAT.#like look if an antagonist is just a hero with the wrong perspective a hero is just a villain with the right one #and the fact that Goku has all of the qualities of a villain with none of the malice or intention makes him SO POWERFUL as a character #Goku doesn't like bystanders getting hurt. That doesn't make him less chaotic and self-centered and simplistic in his worldview.#A hero sacrifices his loved ones to save the world -- a villain sacrifices the world to save his loved ones --#Goku sacrifices himself because you cannot kill him in any way that matters #idskahds anyway here's another essay in the tags for your wednesday evening scroll #the justification the interviewer gave was that the anime was for kids but my beef with that is that Hero Tropes strip chaotic characters #of their emotions. Goku's conflicts are emotional. Goku's power is emotional. Goku's childlikeness keep him authentically emotional.#MORE kids -- ESPECIALLY little boys -- deserve a male protagonist who leans into his emotions to persevere and win.#Super deciding his “angelic state” would kill him makes me want to tear my hair out lmao Goku's EMOTIONS are too strong to hold it.#you could've just asked toriyama about it why'd you decide on the most basic high-stakes shorthand possible OTL #aNYWAY #media analysis #in the tags at least lol

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micewithknives · 4 months

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"wow i'd LOVE to do some research right now"

*looks at the research i literally get paid to do*

"no not this one"

#archaeology #archaeologist problems #literally why #the stuff im doing for work is fascinating #but its apparently not the research my brain is craving #so doing it feels like trying to coax a cat into a carrier #i believe we can lay the blame of this on the adhd but thats neither here nor there #i just wanna research somethingggggggggggggggg #they let a mouse do archaeology?

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honeypleasejustkillme · 1 year

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i wish i had the energy to end it rn

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd vent #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd problems #bpd mood #i really really really do #but i have no motivation for anything so here i lay..decaying slowly #i want this to end #all of it

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limesquares · 2 years

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hands you some Mikas :D

this is their Colossus Fall AU version, where they are just as unhinged but now slightly to the left. their aether integration went a little fucky wucky there and now their veins are permanently discolored (and may or may not be slowly killing them 😔 )

#lime art #oc: Mikhael Antares #oc: Mikhail: Colossus Fall #my fucking creature....#they literally arent relevant to the actual plot but i just wanted to put them in my other world for fun #what if your eldritch catgirl god turned into a freak assassin with problems #what then huh #lay your gaze on my wretched meowmeow #i forget that some people following me weren’t here for The Mika Phase lol #this is my og blorbo everyone please say hi but dont tap the glass. they bite #Colossus Fall

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andy-clutterbuck · 1 year

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TWD- Making of 4x03

#hmm #many thoughts #Andrew Lincoln #*#andygifs #him jumpin #andy pls #don't flash your midriff at me you tart #me as the camera man #the pacing like a caged animal #yes #it's me hi i'm the problem it's me #if I lay here.....if I just lay here....you could step on me and that'd be fine

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dire-vulture · 2 months

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omg i was just thinking since Yazeena is a fire dragon and craves being in warmth, he probably would go into a state of torpor when it gets too cold. but then i realized. that wouldn't be very noticeably different than how he already acts fdgsd good job yazeena.

#yazeena: yeah when i get too cold i just can't seem to do anything #ulota: sir it's 90 degrees in here and you've been laying under that heat lamp for 12 hours.#tbh that actually could explain a few things about him. wind might be slightly too cold of a climate for him.#but since he believes he's an earth dragon he might not even realize this is a solvable problem. and he's too apathetic anyway dfgd #(also none of my other fire dragons have temperature issues. this is very much a yazeena thing fdgdfg)#pheel talk #text post #yazeena #loreabrisa

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athina-blaine · 4 months

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"yaoi ship wars" this and "don't get into dunmesh for the yaoi do it for the doomed yuri" that when we're all forgetting the true enemy here ... lai/cille ...

#dunmesh spoilers #woke up in a cold sweat after dreaming ryoko kui had retroactively made lai/cille canon #thank god straight people don't exist in dunmesh #ekjfsjdf i actually dont have that much of a problem with lai/cille i think it's sweet #however i just know people are going to get the wrong idea from the succubus chapter #succubus!marcille really said “if i were ACTUALLY a succubus you would have been charmed when i tried to kiss you right??”#and laios is like “oh yeah you're right that makes no sense” like it WORKS LMAO #like we're all wearing shipping goggles here and if things somehow went down the exact same way with kabru i would never shut up about it #but thankfully ill never need to embarrass myself in quite that way because ryoko kui didn't personally slap my dolls out of my hands lolol #sadie and lars being hit by a canon and sinking on their ship ass energy lmaoo

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aeolianblues · 28 days

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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life

#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say #radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science #but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back #background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist #what are you on about #and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist #my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went #'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of #computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead #Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist #even MORE than before. I hate this #anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field #like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life #but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST #2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants #a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol #Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you #Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee #no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi #Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism #anyway; personal

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adxmanial · 1 month

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#having a time again #I fucking hate rsd #I hate just feeling the overwhelming urge to go scorched earth and abandon everyone and everything I’ve ever known #I thought I had it under control and it got triggered again recently #and it leaves me fucking exhausted and regretting all my life decisions in the end #hate fucking relapsing #hate being unable to read people’s minds #being built fucking Wrong #and having people hate me for reasons I’m not even Aware of because I can’t pick up on it and no one just fucking Talks #no one just Says when they’re bothered they let it fester and then it’s My fault #I didn’t Completely burn this bridge yet but god I am staring at it with a lighter and gasoline in hand #all that’s stopping me is that what I’m about to burn meant and still does mean a lot to me but #I can’t keep fucking doing this #it always ends like this #it never fucking changes and I don’t know why I bother I should stay in my little hole Alone where no one can hurt me #and I can’t accidentally hurt anyone else #idk man #having a fucking time #and maybe I shouldn’t even be Talking about it here #becuase who cares it’s social media #but if I don’t spill my guts Somewhere then I’ll fucking explode and cut ties with Everyone in my life at a trigger’s notice #and I need to pour this out somewhere Else #so I Don’t do something I know is Bad #in a moment of fucking rsd anxiety panic attack #lays down under my rock and dies #becomes a mushroom #if I’m a mushroom I’ll have no more problems #the mushroom hive mind will understand me and I will understand the mushroom hive mind

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ahricore · 3 months

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i'm so fucking stressed out

#dude my dog had acl repair surgery in march #she's healed fine with that but developed stomach issues #so she's been back and forth to the vet with that #and now when i was at work she just randomly started walking weird as fuck. she kicks her leg that was operated on backwards as she walks #and sometimes looses balance in both legs #and then when i pick her up she acts like it hurts her spine or something #i'm gonna wake up in 4 hours to call the vet and see if they can see us today and pray that this isn't something that she'll need surgery #for again #i also am supposed to work tomorrow and then friday we have a rehearsal dinner and then saturday the wedding which is two hours away.#vets closed on sunday so if she can't get seen tomorrow it'll be a whole new fiasco trying to get her helped somewhere else #this dog is my lifeline like it #ruins me #seeing her like this #genuinely if i didn't have her i wouldnt be here #it's so hard to watch her not even be able to walk #but it's so fuckinf weird bc my mom said she was just laying in her bedroom and she came back out doing it? there's nothing she could've #gotten into it just makes no fuckinf sense #like it's possible either her kneecap or her acl implant thing popped out of place but #she stiffens her entire body when i pick her up #and she acts like she's losing balance #it's so fucking weird #i'm also terrified that i'm about to get told she has some kind of onset of neurological problems and she'll have to get put down #or something along those lines #it's just too much rn #pls keep my doggy in ur thoughts #we just spent 3k on her surgery in march if she has to get operated on again first of all the recovery process all over again sounds like #a nightmare #but just the cost alone #i'm gonna FUCKING KILL MYSELF

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corpsoir · 2 years

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violino plotting evil fashion things and skagen being prickly as always. don't worry i'm sure he will open up to them soon enough!!!

violino belongs to @sboopie WHEEEE she was so much fun to draw I LOVE THEIR DESIGN!!!!

and sidenote, "klart för gipp" means "ready to gybe" :]

#sorry for muting the colours a little bit i have problems with eyestrainy colours HSDGJKHSJK <////3 #they both think the other dresses horrendously . i think a very funny friendship could bloom between them HAFJKSAHFAJK #skagen just sucks at talking to people he doesnt know yet. good thing solvei is there to beat the shit out of him #jjba oc #skagen gipp #solvei stiltje #violino valtellina #corps.oc #corps.art #i still dont have a good tag for friend stuff here AGH.#ALSO THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM DRAWING SKAGEN WITH AN ACTUAL PROPER FUNCTIONAL LIFEJACKET I THINK.#his stylised one looks like shit but i really like this one with his name tag and all #solvei and lovart have matching ones >:] but with their name tags heehhe #also i edited the way the images were layed out because it felt weird with the reading flow before

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bethiewhimsy · 1 year

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bsd has fucked me up in the way that every time i need to encourage myself. instead of mentally saying “come on you can do this” i always without a doubt think “come on you’re a weretiger. grow some wereballs.”

#bsd #ITS A LITERAL PROBLEM HELP ME #i was laying here thinking damn dude you need to fix ur fix schedule i mean srsly ur a weretiger grow some wereballs #I CANT WITH THIS ANYMORE #*sleep schedule

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opens-up-4-nobody · 8 months

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#the problem with me is that when i feel myself slipping i dont care enough to stop it #i dont even kno how i would stop it #i dont even feel that bad. its just that i feel heavy. i just want to lay down and sleep and not deal with anything #and i kno i should b social or do something outside of routine but id rather just lay here #i dont want to b around ppl. i dont want to study for my exam Tuesday. i dont want to read papers or grade or draw or do anything #i just want to go to sleep #unrelated

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byanyan · 8 months

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byan being a timid kid.

byan being a timid kid because they used to be an outgoing and energetic kid, but they'd get in trouble for being too loud and annoying, too rambunctious and distracting, and struggled to make friends because they were too overwhelming and wanted too much attention. byan being a timid kid because they don't know who to trust because they've been hurt so many times in so many ways by the people who were supposed to protect and look after them. byan being a timid kid because they always manage to disappoint everyone, because they aren't smart enough or talented enough or good enough and they can never seem to do anything right. byan being a timid kid because they're afraid of what they're capable of, because every time their anger has boiled over, they've done serious damage to people, because they've ended up hurting someone far more than that one person ever hurt them.

byan being a timid kid because they don't know what else to do, because every part of them seems wrong, and now being themself just doesn't feel like an option.

#and then of course byan flipping that on its head one day when the final straw snaps #bc being quiet and timid and trying to be well-behaved never actually made things better it never changed anything #byan embracing their anger in a very 'you think I'm a disappointment and a problem? fine I'll BE a disappointment and a problem' sort of wa #hi I've been having a lot of middle of the night thoughts again lately #tonight it's thinking about how if you compared byan at a certain point in their childhood with byan now #you'd never guess they were the same person bc they're such complete opposites #bc they spent so many years trying to be all these things they weren't and none of them were fucking good enough for anyone #if anyone needs me I'll be over here laying on the floor in self inflicted emotions over my own oc ok thank u goodnight #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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orcelito · 7 days

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Whines bc im a few hours into my sleep and I'm not so nauseous now but my limbs...! My limbs, they ache...!!! And it's just all of them, the bone aches in all of them, so I feel like Peter Griffin Death Pose in this bed tonight

#speculation nation #sometimes the chronic pain decides Fuck You especially #i always have some measure of pain but sometimes it decides to flare in Multiple limbs. and it's never fun.#just laying here with pain radiating out of my limbs in a slow steady pulse #*why* dont i have a fibromyalgia disgnosis yet...? bc my fuckin liver readings were off & im waiting for a february GI appointment...?#would my Fucking liver make my limbs all hurt for no goddamn reason in their Bones?????#like i know my doctor is just trying to do her due diligence and if i have a liver problem that can explain the fatigue.#but idk man it's way more than just fatigue. and it's the fact that i have to wait until *february* before the GI appointment #that really gets to me.#if it was sooner id care less. like yeah lets cover our bases yeah. but i have to wait five Fucking months before i even have the Chance #to get a fibromyalgia disgnosis (and hopefully Treatment after)#and in the meantime my limbs will continue to Ache and Ache and Ache...#ive. lived with it up to this point. i can continue to live with it. as yes. this is just the rest of my life.#but god damn itd fucking be nice if i could get some Help for it ykno?#they cant rly change the chronic pain aside from pain relievers. which i dont wanna be too dependent on anyways #but just. idfk theres gotta be Something. some kind of treatment!!! massages?!? i dont know!!!!#i just know my limbs hurt and i have to wait At Least 5 months for a diagnosis (& even then it's not assured)#and it's just. so frustrating. i really hate our healthcare industry.#negative/

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