honeypleasejustkillme

[honeypleasejustkillme]

probably gonna be more active again on here because life has been dragging me thru hell for the past like 6 fucking months and just will not give me a goddamn break.. so if u wanna say something in my asks i might actually look at them again 😭 im sorry ive fallen off guys. i’m back now tho..

[honeypleasejustkillme]

well.. lost both of my favorite people today. how tf do i shut my brain off? how do i get rid of the emptiness.. someone pls give me advice. i’m really going thru it. this years beginning has been so shit already what the actual fuck,

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i fucking hate existing,, FUCK

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Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

[honeypleasejustkillme]

hey whats the test in your header + do you have a link?

ah yes, it’s the idrlabs ‘borderline spectrum test’, answer some questions and it shows how high u are in each of the categories,, i take it every so often to see how my bpd changes over time (cuz it has)

n there’s the linky 🔗 :) hope this helped!

[honeypleasejustkillme]

fucking god fr,,

i cannot wait to financially afford who i really am

[honeypleasejustkillme]

guys. i know i haven’t updated here much but my life is actually falling apart. oh! moving back in with the parents,, (yea was not on my bingo card of this year.. but here we are)

no i’m not okay. thanks for asking.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

All you do is whine

untrue i also suffer, rot, wail, wallow, haunt, mourn and rage

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i mourn the person i never got to be

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ok guys, you can stop making me feel like my existence absolutely has no meaning, the joke is over, i’m not laughing anymore

[honeypleasejustkillme]

guys.. i need ur help.. just tell me “no, don’t” in the comments pls,, i’m becoming attached to someone i met off the internet.. fuckk,, but they’re so easy to talk to and funny and attractive and oh no,, pls guys.. just tell me no. i’m not ready for this bpd headfirst lovebombing shit.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

got “save me an orange” by hayley grace today, tho im ngl i didn’t finish it yet, i got to page 35 and had to put it down cuz i was crying too much to see 😭

(i HIGHLY recommend)

[honeypleasejustkillme]

no matter what i do im still lonely

[honeypleasejustkillme]

People with psychotic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with personality disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with substance abuse disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with tic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with bipolar disorder are neurodivergent too.

People with dissociative disorders are neurodivergent too.

Neurodivergence isn’t just ADHD, autism, anxiety, and depression. (Plus those last two also get left out sometimes!) Neurodivergence is anything that affects your brain.

“Neurodivergent people hate loud noises” is actually just as valid as a statement as “neurodivergent people have delusions,” “neurodivergent people have tics,” or even “neurodivergent people have low empathy.”

[honeypleasejustkillme]

it’s crazy how i have people around me but yet feel so alone and misunderstood.

[honeypleasejustkillme]

I wish people loved me as much as I love them