He's elated, he looked doped up on gender euphoria, looking at himself and pinching himself to see if it's real, if this body is his (it's not) and unable to contain his joy
and the devastation on his face when they get switched back
the way he touches his chest only to discover it's flat, his hands big and gloved, he's a boy again and he's upset about it
the earnestness in the way he says, "Man, I kinda liked being a girl." without a hint of humor or fun to an April who couldn't possibly understand the emotional turmoil bubbling inside of him
wait what even counts as a demon phannie anymore? Bc it used to be the tinhatters who truly believed they were together but now that they've made it...you know...pretty obvious they are, I'm not sure what's considered "demon" behavior anymore
idk, people who ask dnp personal questions about their relationship directly? maybe that's a line i'd draw today, mostly because it's just annoying. like, it's not a crime, but just... why.
since dnp are together, the whole old definition doesn't make sense. but i guess, what people do with the fact that dnp are together still can divide us into groups?
fyi, i don't consider pointing out "they are touching" a demon behaviour. i saw someone trying to claim that it was (during gamingmas or spooky week). and whoever it was, fuck you. dnp know what they are doing. we're all collectively just having fun. phannies should be studied. if you think about what we post and how we phrase things for too long, you're gonna go mental. there's so much sarcasm and jokes in it. and some people are trying to weaponise it against us. sad, but honestly? i don't really care.
thinking of sunil nighttime cuddling w his "adopted" cobra child before sleep (my oc Milks Nevla).
sunil just has the TV on playing some show he doesn't even know about but he can't change the channel or turn it off bc the remote is out of his reach and he can't move cuz then he'll wake milks up. sunils usually more strict but it was a Friday night in the middle of the month, and milks wanted to watch TV w him despite near bedtime. eventually, sunil sleeps through the background noise
every time I break a pencil lead, I think of that scene from 2012 tmnt season 3 episode 14 where casey jones breaks his pencil and slams his diary closed, and says "CASEY JONES SHOULDA BEEN IN THAT FIGHT!"
Who would win in a fight, sleep-deprived ROTTMNT Raphael or 2012 Raphael with a bad chest cold?
This is a hard question cus these two are my favorite turtles and I have bias for both of them-
If I were just going off of who I think would win if they weren't physically impaired, I would say ROTTMNT Raph would win. While 2012 Raphael trained for a lot longer, I think his anger would get in the way, especially considering how calm the other Raph would remain. And because ROTTMNT Raph is more level-headed and DOES get more training and has mystic weapons, I believe he would win. The man could just sit on 2012!Raph and call it a day, he's like 6'0 or something and the other is 5'2.
Aaaaaand now that I think about it more, I still think Rise!Raphael would win even if he's sleep deprived. I think Raph gets a somewhat normal sleep schedule, until after the events of the movie. Then he stays awake a lot. Plus, taking care of his brothers means he's probably often sleep deprived. He would be more accustomed to fighting in such conditions.
for whatever reason the loudest Will Wood songs shut up my intrusive thoughts I absolutely appreciate it because my brain seems to be so strongly focused on loudness screams lyrics notes and instrumental at one time that it can't think of anything else lmaoooo I learned the lyrics of almost all songs from SELF-ish album and I didn't even try to?? I'm so happy I can live without my intrusive thoughts for a few hours while obsessing over his songs while also being super stimulated
i NEED to write a fic of the urtles hating the comparisons they can see between themselves and splinter to cope with the feelings i have about my own father. .Right Now
i remember maybe what inspired me for stories is like. playstation all stars has a little origins section for each character which explains their backstory. Hey i just found out plastation all stars came out when i was 6 WELL anyway that was one of the first things that inspired me to flesh out things i guess. i love knowing why people are here and doing these things. i feel like i wrote some stuff in like a notebook somewhere about chug + lollipop (but maybe that was later?) i dont know where or if it survived. maybe it was about hat instead i also really liked smash bros + ratchet and clank + pokemon. and some other things i dont remember