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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 months

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#so for the last like. as long as i can remember. ive had a shit sleep schedule #mostly like sleep all day and stay up all night kinda shit #but i got sick/burnt out recently and slept for almost two days straight #and somehow it reset my sleep schedule to something normal #like i went to bed at 10pm and woke up at 5am for the last few days #and i havent had to nap #and the not needing to nap is really fucking with me #like im used to waking up. feeding my dog. and then napping until i go to work #i should be napping rn. but im not tired #i dont have to get ready for work for another four hours and ive already been awake for three hours #i went to the coffee shop and to walgreens. im in real clothes instead of pajamas. i did a load of laundry #im laying in bed (its so hot i might be dying) and i just. dont know what to do with my time #im probably gonna do some cleaning and packing because im moving in two months #idk im just feeling some strange type of way because for the last few days ive been. alive #instead of sleeping my life away #its so strange. i got sick. slept for a few days. and now my biggest problem is just fixed? and i can have a life now?#its 70 degrees today and the world is my oyster. what should i do?#i have a list of chores im gonna do. i might walk to the coinstar machine so ill have money #yeah i want to do that cuz im in the negatives in my bank account but i want to get a cool drink before work today #my dad texted me this morning 'noticed your bank account is overdrawn for the second time this week. whats going on kid?'#which is such a sad text to get because i know im broke. thanks dad. lets pls ignore my financial hardships #if you want to make my dad less sad hmu for my venmo /hj #anyways ill probs do that today. get some cash so i can get a frozen lemonade from wawa or something #yknow that post thats like 'seasonal depression seems fake until its 50 degrees in march and it feels like you took a party drug'#i think thats partially whats happening here. its 70 degrees and sunny and my systems dont know what to do with that #i hope youre all having a great day that you dont sleep through. i love you!!

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moeblob · 2 months

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We don't talk about how long ago I started this haha (there was supposed to be more parts but let's worry about that later).

You should roast Sampo all the time as a Belobog citizen duty.

#honkai star rail #sampo koski #trailblazer #serval landau #lynx landau #this was truly started ages ago and i only did the lynx part today but #gotta share it despite being INCREDIBLY behind in HSR and oof #being denied my game rights bc laptop refused to load the game and was just a black window no loading #then desktop needed to update and took over 45 minutes so i didnt play after cause i was napping while it finished #but then it didnt finish bc my comp went to sleep on its own #so then i had to CONTINUE to update and havent tried since but i should be able to play a bit today (hopeful)#despite what the trailblazers say here i answered every single option i could with happiness to see sampo cause it was funny

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albatris · 15 hours

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either today was a bizarre fluke or this new medication is going to be a gamechanger

#if this is my life from now on I'm unstoppable #so powerful #started low dose naltrexone for energy purposes #i got up at 7 and stayed awake (voluntarily!!!!) for the whole day until now #11pm #i had time for a nap between shifts and i didn't take it!!!! by my own volition!!!!#i knitted and read a book!! i went to an appointment!!#i felt NORMAL tired!!! which i havent felt for almost a decade!!!#i could FUNCTION!!!#it couldve been a fluke but I'm really hoping it wasn't #this is the first time ive felt hope re: chronic fatigue since high school lol #i did feel tense as hell and had heart palpitations a bit though so better keep an eye on that #yes i overshare on the internet what of it

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crow2222 · 13 hours

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Eepy darry bc i felt sleepy

#the outsiders #darry curtis #the outsiders fanart #yay #darrel curtis #even big muscular men need naps :3 #i havent had a good nights sleep in a while so this is basically projecting

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dare-g · 16 days

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12 hour horror marathon at the theaters starting soon 💀! (7pm to 7 am)

We'll be watching

Nightmare on Elm Street (35mm)

Saw

In the Mouth of Madness (35mm)

An American Werewolf in London

Tucker and Dave Vs Evil (35mm)

The Babadook

Nightbreed (35mm)

Should be a fun night! I may post updates later!

#i did get to nap this time #last marathon i had to preform taiko and didnt get to #most excited for mouth of madness though the only one i havent seen #so i should be good #also i know i was being a spoil sport a couple days ago but i know ill enjoy myself #the last couple when sleep deprived are interesting #also lots in actual film which is cool #talks

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spaceedd · 11 months

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good morning this is all im gonna be thinking about for the next week at least . now have my insane analysis rambling. this is a pictur fr om like 2021 btw

so in the full pic everyones space suit thing matches with their colour yknow like toms is blue matts is purple and you can see edds is green so like its a given that one in the background is/was meant to be tord. and to me whats being conveyed here is that even after the end edd is Still the only one affected by tords absence. hes still concerned about him and wants him back. the thought of tord being dead still terrifies him . you know

#yea i still havent slept yet in my defense i woke up at 8pm bc i had a nap #eddsworld #ew edd #ew tord #eddtord #tordedd #baconcola #odiespeak

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hella1975 · 9 months

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so it turns out it was actually never that serious

#the exam literally went fine what the fuck just happened i feel like i just hallucinated that #like im not one of those people that go 'omg i did soooo badly :(' just to come out with top grades if i say it's going to shit #then it's becuase i genuinely wholeheartedly believe it #and my headspace before this exam was the worst it's been in MONTHS like i havent felt that bad for an exam since first year #and i sat down opened the paper and. remembered everything. like i literally just Knew the answers #im not saying ive passed bc am i fuck about to jinx it and i was still riding mainly blind bc i have NO idea where that knowledge came from #but at the very least there was a 35 marker that i KNOW i aced like i could picture the exact lecture slides it wanted me to discuss #and i had all of them memorised so at the very least ive got like. 30 marks. which is enough for me to pass the module #bc this exam is only weighted 75% and with my marks from the other 25% i only needed like 20 marks to pass this exam #which... makes it even more embarrassing that i failed it the first time but whatever!!!!#oh my god im so glad that's done im so happy IM FREE #just been in the kitchen dancing around to my little tunes and texting my friends <3 #im meeting up with one of them when she gets off work at 5 and we're going for drinks #so ive got until then to nap and chill and then ill go to the shop and get us some food and wine #and she's gonna come here for a bit & then we'll go. like actually look at me. im having people over at MY HOUSE im going out to buy us WIN #im literally a functioning adult living independently who IS she a misty memory #alas i do only have £23 in my account so this is gonna be such a slay seeing how i make that stretch for a night out #i acc could budget for england when it comes to alcohol i think like the way i manage to have a good funky time with MINIMAL funds #is downright impressive. it's a skill idc what you say #hella goes to uni

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love-has-a-way-ofgrowingbackward · 3 months

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everytime i take a tiny triangle out of the cake i made my brother comes in and cuts off a trapezium, making the cut a single clean line. it would be vaguely funny but like i made the thing and like could he not eat it all without leaving some for me

#rant #i guess #it really fucking annoys me how i have to cut off my share in everything that comes in this house ever #like always stay on alert for your food and stash away your share or its gonna be gone by morning #i dont even know why its making me frustrated enough to cry #its just. nice good food has always been a treat and motivator for me and my brother has a habit of always grabbing my share too #it sounds so silly out of context but like. ive had a lifetime of going through a bad tiring day with nothing to look forward to but #a nap and something i like to eat. and always opening the fridge to an empty container #or worse the box is there but then i get in bed with a book and open the damn thing to find half a spoonful inside.#it would be annoying once or twice but its just. all the fucking time.#i hate this survivalistic shit #its not long before i move out thank god but still #he always did it when i was young and my mom hardly ever said anything #like now if i want i can get myself some treats but when i was younger i didnt have much choice.#i havent had the time to bake in two years and prep plus baking the layer cake took two days. i put so much work in it.#and he ate half of it by the time i came back from fucking peeing. i cant even say anything because he gets fucking angry and aggressive #at the drop of a hat so im. crying in my room about it. look my feelings are not as drownable and consuming now. i generally dont #let things like that affect me too much. but i feel so young again and like the entire world is so unfair. i don't know #writing my feelings out on a tumblr blog is so much better than journalling they should recommend this shit in therapy

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skeletalheartattack · 8 months

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you after i free you from the tetrisphere

#ask #anon #im not sure what the thanks is for without assuming it to be like ''thanks. for those tags.''#anyway youre welcome? youre free from the tetrisphere now. find and enjoy life. out from the egg made of tetronimoes youve hatched from.#or whatever.#im still recovering from that nap #its fucked. i nap on my bed sometimes if i havent had enough sleep earlier in the day. and instead of using the bed normally #my ass just sleeps at the end. watching my moavies (youtube streams)#like a dog #ended up having to wake myself up cause i had my legs rested over a nearby table cause the width of the bed is not very wide #and my body feels so good when i wake up. scrunched up and shit. i feel So normal #anyway tetrisphere is a game i got long ago that. i dont know from where.#i either got it from a yard sale. or ebay. but im leaning towards yard sale. since it was around the same time i got hey you pikachu #also did you know the mic quality for hey you pikachus microphone is actually pretty decent #anyway i dont remember a lot about tetrisphere beyond you picking a robot to play as. and you drop tetrominoes onto a fucking ball #i completely forgot you freed a thing from within #as for why this was the first thing i used to reply to the ask. anytime i get an ask im not sure how to respond to. i look through my phone #and. this tetrisphere image made me laugh seeing it back when i first downloaded it #i think i had more i wanted to say but im at a loss for words now that im looking at this image again #its so beautiful and hes so free #that is how baby birds leave the egg. but opposite. they do it from the inside. instead of needing tetrominoes to open the egg.#can you tell im still not fully recovered from my fuckim nap #anyway thanks for the ask anon. i think!

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breadforreal · 1 year

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ive been having a headache all day and the only way to get rid of it is to sleep it off

#cookie run #art #timekeeper cookie #and i havent been able to take a nap because i had to stay after school

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 2 months

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FucksSAKE we're desperate and I'm fucking sick of begging for money so does anyone want some emergency art commissions. Like. Say a fiver for a quick sketch, maybe 10 to 15 for something with flat colour?

#spent several hours this morning doing those paid online surrveys and it fried my brain so much i had to take a nap #and didnt even earn enough to actually withdraw any money from it #like... f u c k theres gotta be something i can do?? we need electricity and bills and. i mean technically we need food but #i basically havent eaten in 3 days anyway and dont feel hungry so thats honestly the lowest priority atm #its. supposed to be getting easier. why is it getting *harder*#alao please please dont take this as me sounding ungrateful to people who help. you all mean the world to me and i would give yall anything #we're just. we're both really struggling. Alfie's in constant pain bc we're out of 'painkillers' till payday next week #mental healths in the toilet lol #but hey at least in 2 days my holidays are up and i get to go back to being beaten up by a child #exhausting myself with masking and hypervigilance to the point where i cant feel as much

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kraviolis · 8 months

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not to get personal and talk about my mental health but im getting personal and talking about my mental health bcus i need to get this off my chest in an indirect way where there is a degree of separation between myself and whoever is listening to my plight. im currently in a strange predicament where i obviously need medical help for my severe anxiety but my anxiety is so severe that i cannot contact any doctors about it

#i am experiencing heart palpitations pretty frequently due to my anxiety #i can often feel my own heart pounding against my ribcage #and feel my heartbeat in my arms & neck so hard that it distracts me #i couldnt sleep last night bcus of how hard & fast my heart was pumping #it was at 100+ bpm while laying down & trying to sleep #and then during the nap i took this morning i had stress dreams of my worst fear rn #and my worst fear is people i am not familiar with entering my home #not even just strangers. the other week my cousin came over but i havent seen my cousin in years #and i avoided her so fucking much that i didnt even SEE her. i didnt apeak to her. i heard her voice ONCE from another room #and hearing her voice was enough to set off my anxiety so fuckin bad i ended up taking a double dose of my meds that i cant get refilled #the last time i had a physical check up in like. 2022. my pulse was at 117bpm while i was sitting down making casual conversation with them #i cant tell if im actually developing a heart problem or if its all stemming from my anxiety #even just typing this all up my hands are shaking and im starting to sweat #krav talks

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soldier-poet-king · 1 year

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Half of bllb read. Sunshine nap acquired. Birds hanging outside w me if I lay still enough. It doesn't fix it, but it's enough

#franposting #this is the first time i have felt real in like. 3 days #we love to dissociate :)#i hate it i hate it i hate it #bc i get the kind where /i/ don't feel real #much more often than the one where the world feels remote #and im constantly afraid im losing my grip on my brain and reality anyway #but it is harder to be afraid youre not really a person when laying in the sun #UNFORTUNATELY. humidty means insane thunderstorm appearing out of nowhere and scaring the shit out of my napping ass #so. i will go eat food bc unfortunately i need it even when i dont feel real #and play totk. and maybe. maybe a cider. as a treat :)#anyway yeah sorry that convo with the librarian was weird not bc hes not allowed his (wrong) anime opinions #but because ive been so detached from existing for 3 days and havent had to carry on any convos #and trying to make eye contact and have a coherent thought outside of myself is. hard. when its like that

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girlwithfish · 27 days

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like we met completely by chance how romantic and cute and sexy and It was an organic meeting No dating app shit. Weird

#Literally never happened to me b4 #Lol #I remember i felt kind of nervous cuz he stayednand kept talking to was confused #and i also had just woken up from a nap which is sooo funny #and i had a whole hour of no students so i wasnt expecting to talk to someone much less a guy aroujd my age he made me nervous cuz #i thought he was just gonna leave after he came by and the teacher i was subbing for wasnt here #But he kept talking to me..#He was like i havent seen u around here b4 LOLL

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