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padfootastic · 2 years
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I follow some wolfstar people, but I am real selective about them, they love Sirius as much as I do. Other than that, I’m mostly just hanging out in my own little corner
no but same. i follow a few r/s authors that i can wholeheartedly trust with my boys and that’s it. i’m so, so happy w this little community and everyday, i sit there, fingers crossed & touching wood, that it doesn’t become…more than this.
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dovesick · 2 months
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that’s a wrap on artfight! thank you so much to everyone who attacked me, i had a blast :D hope you guys all had fun too
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ladymacbeths · 1 year
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Macbethposting Friday anyway I am thinking about the come you spirits etc etc and just… the implications of it all. Lady Macbeth’s motivations to do the Thing aka kill Duncan aka have Macbeth be king aka be queen herself are never cleared up and only there to be built with clues. But in any case— whether self-serving or altruistic (wanting it for Macbeth not herself)— it’s something extreme.
Extreme enough to make her want to rid herself of her very nature to achieve it. She’s insane 2 me bc she’s self-aware but not self-aware enough to know that going against who she really is will end terribly. But thing is that she Knows that she, as she is, with the qualities she has Now, won’t be able to do it. She’s desperate enough to say “okay, make me able to do it then. Rid me of my nature. Make it impossible for me to prevent myself.”
Like, the Thing that makes her do it, whatever it is, has to be big enough to get her to That Level and I fear there’s too little talk of… what it could be that also makes sense.
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pepprs · 2 years
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it’s that time of year where i want to remake my blog so so so bad it’s unreal and then i don’t. lol
#i have way too many followers to be doing the shit i do on here and im kinda getting tired of it. i wish the crab post hadn’t blown up#purrs#i just don’t want to lose the years of posts or like my sideblogs being attached to this blog or anything. and i would want to still be#pepprs but i wouldn’t want ppl to find me easily. idk. ughhh. head in hands#delete later#i wish there was a function to like remove followers en masse. that would fix me#all of u who like regularly like my personal posts would stay of.c it’s just like the literal resacteds of ppl who idont even know and i#feel claustrophobic on here sometimes and all i do is just close the app when i feel like that. but idk#it���s not sustainable. and i miss the freedom that comes w like having fewer ppl perceiving you iykwim. maybe i’ll remake for 2023 idk#i think tumblr has started recommending me to new users too like it’s that bad. and idont ahve any ill will towards ppl who follow me or#anything like i appreciate it. i just want privacy and i get so many asks and stuff all the time ajdni don’t want to sound ungrateful bc i#rly do appreciate it but also i have abt 2% social battery most days and i feel guilty and stressed bc the amount of ppl who want to talk to#me just keeps growing and growing and most of the time i want to hide and just reblog posts and not think abt it. that sounds so mean and is#very very evidential of my lockdown induced mental illness and again i do not want to sound ungrateful bc i really am. im just tired and#overwhelmed and overstimulated every day and i need… whatever you call this. even though i already isolate myself too much irl anyway
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plastic-flowerx · 8 months
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would be so awesome pussy slay if my extended family made any attempt at all to include me in the family
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saturnsuv · 1 year
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i need opinions on smth rly quick
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beating back all these trigun fic ideas with a comically large stick
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wifegideonnav · 2 years
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im :) having :) a :) bad :) time :)
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snickerdoodlles · 1 year
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nothing spikes my anxiety like the discord phone app does 😭
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sammygender · 1 year
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the older i get the more i realise how young 12/13 actually is. it’s fucking crazy and i was so crazy at that age? like what happened? and now i’m like - well i’m crazy, YEAH, just on a this-is-who-i-am level, but when i was that age i was like insane. and a lot of people say this about being 13 but i was REALLY insane. my early adolescence was like… batshit. not my life just how i felt what i did. i suppose honestly it makes sense when you look at the years PRIOR to that but like. jesus. 13 is so little
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sanchoyo · 1 year
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🧍🏻 girl help the blood tests came back and I do possibly have pre-hypothyroidism. They want me to come back in 3 months to do another panel just in case bc smth was apparently way way too high 😭 wtf !!
#I don’t know what they’ll do if it’s confirmed I mean. I mean they confirmed my levels are high but maybe it’s a fluke 😭 PLSS if that’s#actually fr a reason or contributing factor to my mental stuff I will lose it I don’t want another diagnosis I have enough shit wrong!!!#enoughhhhh like stoppp ittttt 😂 please. ☹️#I am also going to …book an appointment w a disability lawyer#I once again quit a job after 2 days 😔#but I’m alive! I survived a level 10 brain crisis . I can’t keep getting jobs and then having huge horrible week long meltdowns over them#it’s disability or bust!!!! if the lawyer tells me it’s not realistic and she doesn’t think I’ll get it idk 😭#but like. I’m not able to work rn. I can’t keep lying and downplaying it and then spending weeks recovering after meltdowns#it’s not sustainable!!!! it cannot continue!!!!#literally nervously admitted to my sister how bad it actually is and saying it out loud was so hard and embarrassing but…#I promised the crisis hotline lady I’d get help and tell my support system that I need help. I will not let her down 🫡 I will get help#if I have to drag myself. which I will .#lol…(pained) I rly hope the lawyer takes me seriously 😐#medical talk#sanchoyorambles#actually thyroid issues run in the family my grandma has thyroid issues!!! I’ve gone w her to a specialist that’s like 3 hours away!!!#maybe I shouldn’t be surprised but I genuinely am I am like wtf!! bro !!#I mean tbf I’ve had anxiety forever like even as a very small child so I don’t think that’s the ONLY reason but if it’s contributing…🔫#I don’t even kno how they’d treat that I will look it up I guess 🧍🏻
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eversncenewyork · 2 years
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WOO WEE
#unexpectedly had The Convo w T last night bc he was telling me abt another friend that said she is in love w him#and it was so spot on that i was like ‘hey i can’t pretend to be any different than hee’#anyway we had a long long talk where i admitted i love him#he said he’s been falling for me for months and isn’t ready to lose me#but when asked he said he doesn’t love me romantically but he wants what’s best for me cares for me and wants to be in my life#i don’t rly see the difference tbh#he said he does think about dating me and wonders if we’d even be a good couple#he said hes imagined me meeting his mom and she’d cook for me and i wouldn’t be able to eat it#he said when he was in canada he imagined teaching me to ride a bike and going around w me#i cannot express how happy those two anecdotes made me bc they are parallel to my own fantasies#but he can’t do monogamy right now and he is having an awful time w his bipolar#so we decided to continue as we have but i’m going to put honest effort into dating again#and if in 2 months i decide it’s not working and i can’t date while i’m seeing him we’ll end it then#if not then we’ll continue until i meet someone that makes me not want to#and we’ll remain friends#and in the meantime i can work on figuring out how to be friends w him outside of sex and flirting#bc if we ended things now i’m not sure we’d be able to be friends#so thems the haps and right now i feel calm and clear and happy#we will see where i go l
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saetoru · 2 years
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tee if u lost ur 50/50 to diluc on shenhe's banner what would u do (i am knocking on wood that it doesn't happen but what if it does smirks)
i would celebrate and then just buy crystals and get her too and level my babygirls and add them to my party immediately and marvel on the fact that i didn’t bring home just one lover but two 😻
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cozybi · 2 years
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ihavebeesinmybrain · 2 months
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when i was a kid and adults told me someday i wouldn’t like sweets and sweetness as much, i was like? what? no way. you just don’t get it bro. you don’t get me. i’ll never lose this joy.
devastated to report that they were right
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enigma-the-anomaly · 1 year
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