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fingertipsmp3 · 1 year

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I love knowingly making bad decisions

#cancelled my doctor's appointment for mental health stuff at the last minute #partly bc i have too much work to do today... partly i just don't want to go #i was talking to my friend about it and she kind of got to me i won't lie #i was explaining my symptoms and she was like 'but you seem more mentally well than i've seen you' and the kicker 'everyone gets anxious'#and i was like. shiiiit #like okay. i know i'm not well. but like. there's a voice in my head that's like 'you're taking resources away from people who need them'#like i CAN function. i do all my daily tasks. i'm sleeping and eating well. i have an okay amount of energy #yes i get so anxious that my stomach turns to soup whenever i have to do anything even slightly out of the ordinary #but i'm not even convinced that therapy would help me that much #like there are people out there who genuinely have problems and i'm basically a fully functioning adult human #who just happens to have some snakes in her head. but like who doesn't #i was going to go to therapy anyway but then i was thinking more and more like. what do i even say #like what if i sit right down in that chair and end up saying nothing because i can't even put words to my problems #most of which could probably honestly be solved by 1) moving out and 2) securing a regular supply of weed #because the thing is i do feel like if i just found a coping mechanism for my anxiety.. pretty much any coping mechanism... i'd probably #be fine. and then the only thing that's worrying me other than that is the extreme mood swings...#which vanished as soon as i went on microgynon. so obviously i just need to get my blood pressure down #and then i can be cleared to take it again #like literally if my own hormones are making me crazy i don't know if antidepressants would help? or i mean.. they Could but is anyone goin #to recommend that when it's very clear that birth control fixes the thing #idk. idk. i kind of regret cancelling the appointment but i also don't because i really didn't want to go #and it was going to make my anxiety go crazy and then i would probably have not even been able to put words to my problems so it's like #kind of useless tbh. and like i honestly feel like the recommendations would've just been to find coping mechanisms for my anxiety #which i can do from here. like i might start meditating again and journalling and i'm really really trying to start writing again #i honestly feel like part of the reason i'm so emotionally constipated is i haven't been writing. but i'm going to change that #i'm also starting pilates soon <3 and as soon as i'm no longer walking with a limp i plan to take up running #if this doesn't fix me i swear to god i will go to the doctor and get the magic pills #there's a part of me that's just like. if i USED to manage this anxiety so well how come i'm no longer doing so #i need to reverse engineer myself. go back to a previous version #personal

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loverboybrightsideghost · 4 months

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zolf (to like the entire crew): it's fine guys we'll just mutiny

earhart: zolf my trusted first mate this stays between you and me but i fear some members of our crew may mutiny

zolf: the what nooooooo of course not

#rqg #bluebird.txt #not my best work but who give a shiiiit #i love zolf he's so casual about it #he's pulled aside like three people to be like 'hey its all good we'll just mutiny!'

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bloodanddiscoballs · 16 days

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my aunts new girlfriend is even younger than her last and now many years younger than myself AND they work together AND have been dating for 2 weeks and telling each other they passionately love one another and they're soulmates

girl can you stop actin stupid for five minutes your 14yr old son need you to drive him to school

#her track record is shiiiit btw #always picks people who are legit toxic #i wont be shocked when this turns out the same #they take shroom and go to chanting circles where they shit and puke themselves and call it “emotional healing”#like girl no youre poisoning yourself its not supposed to do that

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tooweirdfortheworld · 9 months

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how is armoired pheasant nation doing after ep 4

#holy shiiiit #armoured pheasant #armored pheasant #shilogor #shilogore #THEY DANCED TOGETHER #AND WE GOT CONFIRMATION SHILO CARES FOR GREFGOR!!#AND GREFGOR FOUND HIM AGAIN #also #i havent finished the ep so #dont tell me if like #grefgor died or smth

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arcanadreams · 5 months

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Royyyy omg, how adorable!!

#shiiiit i always have liked himbos........#do i need to make an alt for the first time in my mcl life #hm #hmmmmm #posts #mcl new gen #my candy love #my candy love new gen #roy

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orphyd · 2 months

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That nap tried to assassinate me-

#i feel like SHIIIIT #overheated and my acid reflux is fucking up #nia.txt

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frankenruth · 1 year

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Fun Fact : I first discovered RTC from a cosplay video and misread the tags on said video for “Rise the Clone” (or something like that, i knew misreading cyclone as clone is definitely what happened) and I thought the show was about a bunch of scientists trying to clone someone and failing miserably resulting in Jane Doe

At the time I’d only seen Jane, Ocean, and Noel(+Monique) ones from the same cosplayer and I thought that Ocean thought she was a wayy better scientist than the others and that Noel was a girl and Monique was her secret identity

#then i eventually clicked on the tag and saw another Jane cosplay vid with the Meet Jane Doe audio and i was like holyyy shiiiit #ride the cyclone #daisy yip yaps

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sualne · 6 months

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ppl are leaving kudos but no comments :(

#lowkey going insane working on wips cause i dont have any feedback and no idea if what im writing is good or even coherent #like ‘why am i being asked about lore ive alreqdy wrote about months ago??’ cause you didnt post shiiiit AAAAH

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boimgfrog · 7 months

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my bf is kind but he's never rly thought abt any social justice stuff before meeting me beyond like the basic average decent person shit, so I always love discussing politics w him because there's smthn so incredibly satisfying about explaining how fucked up something is and having the other person be like "damn, that's fucked up, what can we do about it?" instead of immediately going on the defensive and being like "well I don't think it's that deep. and it's just the way the world works. stop being so sensitive." which is maybe a low bar but. sadly one that not many people I've met can cross.

#jay says a thing #i was explaining how recent laws being passed are expressely trying to ban trans ppl without explicitly banning trans people #and he was like shiiiit...thats insane i never knew that...#or like we were talking abt how our local native tribes arent recognized by the state and how the usa is actively still #engaging in native american erasure #and he was fucking flabbergasted #but again very receptive and righteously angry #love this dude #boytoy tag

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whatswiththesehomiesdissingmygir · 1 year

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#gustavo and brick #pizza tower #gustavo pizza tower #brick pizza tower #holy fuck #pizza tower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#holy shiiiit #i aint even know #he was gangsta like that

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jonny-b-meowborn · 22 days

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Being trans and having daddy issues means I will watch Treasure Planet regularly for the most of my life, and whenever I do I become obsessed with it all over again. It's normal and healthy, actually