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[tutanchanup]

You know what...

Since I am on a good way to end up in that asylum again...

... and since my very soul is hurting again...

Why not risk it?

So

Vlad? If you're really out there, and this is not yet another dream

Or even if it is

I would do it. I would be willing to try immortality with you

I think I am aware of the risks I have spent quite long on that while writing that story

And even if I am wrong,

there's something I am deadly sure of:

A time in heaven alone is worse

Than being boiled in the pits of hell together

So let's do it

;-)

[eve-will-perceive]

i actually have to wear my stupid retainers full time for the next few days because i have an orthodontist appointment on friday and i can’t bear the thought of my doctor telling me i did a bad job at keeping my teeth straight

[galateaknife]

is the point of ageswap samdean just for sam to realize how much he hurts dean by leaving and then rescue him from john or otherwise take care of him?

if so, have fun, but imo the Big Brother/Little Brother of it all is foundational.

(not trying to be a dick, trying to figure out what the appeal is)

[lcatboy]

Foxpriest AU content coming soon….

[gaiatan]

there is a very good chance i will lose this position when prizes go out but YALL SAW IT HERE FIRST IF I DO

[loveforsundown]

Btw, I've answered all the asks in my inbox but tumblr is telling me there's one more. So if you sent an ask and I didn't answer it, resend cuz tumblr won't show me it.

[muggsyandfriends]

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[abevyofmuses]

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[eternalmomentss]

Actually, do you know how utterly cruel it is to have dorian confront lolth and present a plan alongside his friends that would save and preserve her? Yes she loses a huge part of her current power, but still. Do you think he would hate himself forever if he was (partly) responsible for keeping her around in the world? Imagine looking her in the eye - the goddess that hurt and manipulated you and your loved ones so many times; the goddess that killed your only brother and ruined a part of yourself - and suggesting mercy.

[nelscorner]

hey so are there any fics out there about Soldier Boy based on “I Can Fix Him (No Really I Can) by Taylor Swift

[bluemoonbxtch]

has someone done the "my gf is wearing a fucking suit to her autism diagnosis appointment" w/ caitvi

[dilexit-nos]

It's such a joy for me to go to church. Every Sunday I'm looking forward to going back to visit my good friend, Jesus Christ. I hope many, many years from now I'll still feel the same about it.

[baxterstockmanisthecenterfold]

Do you prefer Baxter mutated 🪰 a cyborg 🤖 or just plain human? 👨🏿‍🔬

My answer has changed since the last time I've thought about it. Originally like most people I liked his mutant fly fate. But now honestly. I prefer Baxter be a regular human. I don't hate either of his fates anymore I still love them & am fascinated by them. But when it comes to new takes on them. Nobody seems to actually DO anything with them. Nowadays when Baxter's a mutant it's only just for the sake of fanservice to the 87 cultists. DC's 2 portrayals of him being the biggest example of this

Because I want you to genuinely answer me this: what PURPOSE did him getting mutated, even serve? In literally BOTH adaptations he was just. There. Aside from fanservice what was literally the point in him being a fly? I'll tell you: Jack shit. They literally could have kept him human & I promise you nothing would have changed. Hell they could have easily replaced him with a random scientist and nothing would have changed! That's how little him being there or a fly mattered! And every version that has him go this route always make that same exact mistake. It's honestly crazy how Baxter becoming a fly in the first place was because of a horror movie yet nobody ever bothers to.. ya know, DO THE HORROR part?! A giant killer fly is seriously giant fucking potential especially in these darker TMNT adaptations. 2012 was even CLOSE to getting that mark when their Baxter mutated

Bro was fully ready to catch bodies in the most disturbing way possible. Yet the only time they cooked with him in this was this & that scene of him taking out the foot bots. The rest of the episode they just still have him get easily beaten by everyone and it's the same status quo for the rest of the series, he just buzzes now. *Sighs* honestly I just want at least ONE version of mutant Baxter to do this to somebody

At least ONE version of mutant Baxter just going full fly on niggas and & being seen as a legitimate threat to look out for & not just "heheheh, goofy fly just like the 87 series" Like is that seriously too much to ask for?

Cyborg Baxter isn't safe from this either. Even though it's a much more rare fate, only happening a total of 3 times btw. Yeah. Only 3 times was he turned into a cyborg. And only ONE of them was actually a really cool & dangerous concept. That of course being his ORIGINAL Counterpart

The man broke into a military base, killed 2 guards, cut out his own brain & put it inside a killer robot and wasted ZERO time fucking around. A lot of people really don't seem to know Baxter canonically has a bodycount

He killed over 6 people because he possessed the body of a giant robot. He basically pulled a sci-fi Chucky & I don't think anybody seems to realize how terrifying & cool that concept alone is! The second time this happened was 2003 & I'm honestly a little disappointed it wasn't used in a more dangerous way. Granted I'm aware that version of Baxter is more of a victim than his original self & mostly just used his robot bodies as just. Bodies in place of his old one. He didn't actively choose this, but you would still think he'd try to make himself more stronger & capable of defending himself like he did when he betrayed Shredder in season one. But alas. That never became the case. The final time we got a cyborg Baxter was the Roninverse who is another rare Baxter to do his original counterpart justice in more ways than one.

Still, we didn't get to see this one in much action. Aside from punching the shit outta April, this Cyborg Baxter was another case of "just there" ism. Don't get me wrong he had an actual purpose of being in the story & why he's a cyborg, but they just didn't have him do much in this form. And it is a really big shame ngl.

Both of these fates are honestly amazing & fun to explore if you genuinely put your creativity caps in it, & it's honestly frustrating that they're just never put into true fruition. It's honestly one of the main 2 reasons I just rather he just be human now honestly.

The wasted potential with either one & the complete lack to bother trying to do something with them

Like with his race, fans seem to think that that's (mainly being a fly) his only character trait that matters & he's less of a Stockman if he's not which is.. beyond stupid honestly.

Baxter doesn't have to be a mutant or not human in general to be a great character, there're tons of villains in TMNT that are humans that still do the fans & themselves justice without always losing their humanities, why should Baxter be any different? Because he's a scientist? There's literally hundreds of evil human scientists in Superhero media that are still threatening. Doctor Octopus, Dr. Eggman/Robotnik, Lex Luthor, Hugo Strange, Gizmo, the list goes on! With the right writing a regular human evil scientist is a major good threat! And Baxter Stockman should NOT be any different from this category! Especially when IDW showed us you can literally do something even better with his fates.

IDW being the best Stockman he is showed us that he can literally have fly themed technology (his Flyborgs of all forms) as his personal minions and things to do his bidding aside from his Mousers! Even the 87 cartoon showed us that he has the power to control flies! Have him be a fly themed evil scientist. Matter fact. Have him built like this

This absolutely AMAZING 2-for-one that is basically giving him a fly themed mech suit. I literally can't explain into words just HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS CONCEPT & I'm so happy I've seen other fans draw their own takes on this too because literally why not go this route?! It has both fates, he's still human & he's still a big threat! I say THIS is my ideal Baxter Stockman fate honestly and I need it to be a real reality someday 💖🙏🏿🙏🏿🙏🏿

[beomiracles]

prove it

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[i-like-forcefem]

>Beep Boop!! >I'm participating in Trick or Treating!! >May I have a treat, please User? [^_^]

So cute!!!! I’ve never owned a robot girl before!!!

Of course you can have a little treat!!! Here I’ve got a bunch to snack on! But I can see your panel real quick? Just to check something, don’t worry about it :3

Thanks cutie!!! You’re amazing! Enjoy the snack

>sys.set_obedience 100

Now cutie why don’t you be a dear and come inside with me? I’ve got a dress you’ll look just lovely in little robot, and I’m sure you wouldn’t mind helping me out with the trick or treaters a little tonight, would you dear?

[aplaceinme]

Here's the thing… all the people saying that if buddie doesn't become canon this season, they won't watch anymore, are straight up lying lol They have been doing this since s2!

So, here's my experience with shipping buddie and seeing people going crazy over them since s2! (I started watching the show live since the second half of s2).

The moment that made me realize that this people were just TOO MUCH and that I was going to step aside a bit and just enjoy the ship without looking for 'clues' and theories, etc., was after “Eddie Begins”.

After that episode, everyone and their mother were saying that 'there's no heterosexual explanation to the way Buck reacted'. And I was like, what do you mean? Yes, there fucking is! So, I asked one of the big blogs if they truly wouldn't react that way if what happened to Eddie happened to a close friend of them. Their answer? “No, I wouldn't, only if I had feelings for them.” And the rest of them agreed with that.

And I was just [insert the guy blinking meme] What do you mean? What type of friendships do you have?!?

So, I pretty much stayed away from speculation and things like that. I just continue to watch the show, and reading fics.

But, obviously, I would still end up seeing a lot of things.

This is what the pattern has been since s2 till now (and it will for sure continue for however many seasons there are of the show):

Big buddie blog makes a post speculating about when buddie will become canon. To do so, they use different theories: couch theory, Oliver's social media theory, color theory, what they are wearing theory, what song is playing theory, the way they shot the scene theory, the way the light/sun was in that scene theory, etc. etc. They would also use the interviews (which they would twist as much as possible so that it would fit their narrative). If someone said, 'buddie is not going canon' then it means that it's obviously becoming canon bc they can't say it will, they won't spoil the show. And if someone said sth positive about Buck and Eddie's friendship, it also meant buddie canon. Basically, they would make the posts with absolute certainty that buddie was going to happen that X season.

All the rest of the buddie fans, would see those posts and theories and would eat it right up. They would reblog and be excited to watch the episodes because at any moment, buddie would be canon.

The first half of a season ended without even a hint of buddie happening anytime soon.

People would go to the big buddie blogs and asked them why they lied? How can they explain what happened? What does it all mean?

The big buddie blogs would make a post saying: "Guys, I was just speculating and theorizing as one does in fandom. Just having fun. I've never promised anything. I'm going to step away from my blog from a while because I don't deserve those asks."

Two days later, they would make a post again, this time saying, "Guys, I've thought about it. And don't give up hope, buddie is so becoming canon in the next half of the season. We have to remember this a slow burn. They have left us all of these clues (insert everything I put in the number 1 point). By the end of the season, buddie canon! Also, Oliver wants it!"

Everyone would buy it again, and would watch all the episodes of the last half of the season expecting buddie.

Buddie would not happen.

Repeat point 4

Repeat point 5

Repeat point 6, but adding that it was going to be the next season.

Repeat all the points over again.

During all of that, they would threaten to quit watching the show if buddie didn't become canon (this has been happening for years and they have never quit, unfortunately!), they would say that it is queerbaiting, they would hate Tim and Kirsten and x writer and x somebody. They would obviously hate on any love interest and the actresses that were playing them.

Some other things that happened:

When the will episode happened, and Eddie used Evan instead of Buck, they all freaked out. It was romantic, and of course Eddie was the only one to use it (besides Maddie). So many fics were written with Eddie using Evan. So, really the only reason they are upset about Tommy using Evan is because Tommy is the one doing it and not Eddie.

When everything with Ryan happened, Oliver and Ryan stopped following each other on Instagram and both of them even deleted pictures of the other. What did the big buddie blogs say? “Oliver and Ryan are professional actors, even if they hate each other now, they will still have to act in love when buddie happens. This situation is not going to change that from happening. They have to do what the script and Tim wants, so…buddie canon!” Therefore, them saying that Oliver hates Lou and so bucktommy will break up, it's once again bullshit because in their own words: “they are both professional actors so it doesn't matter what they feel for each other.”

Pretty much every single thing that they hate about the bucktommy storyline, every single that they complain about, it's just because it is happening with Tommy. If Eddie had made the 'God, I hope so' line, they would have been all over it, writing fanfic and everything.

Honestly, there are probably more things but right now this is all I can think about.

Right now, because of everything that happened, I don't longer ship buddie (obvious if you see my blog). I could have happily been a multishipper and love both buddie and bucktommy, but they have absolutely ruined buddie for me. I can't even read fanfic of them anymore.