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Paused working to draw this
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Self-hate is a trap. Thinking you're a bad person and beating yourself over the head with it, is a trap.
It doesn't do anyone any good. It doesn't help you be better, it doesn't help other people, it doesn't benefit anyone. No one's life is better because you hate yourself or think you're a bad person; your life isn't better because you hate yourself. In fact in the worst cases, it paralyzes you and keeps you from doing anything at all. It can trick us into thinking we've done something good by flagellating ourselves, sabotaging ourselves, picking out all the ways we're bad. Emotionally we can feel like we've paid some kind of penance.
But no one is actually helped in any kind of tangible way. Not you, and not anyone else. It doesn't act, and it doesn't do anything. The world is not benefited and is not helped and is not made a better place by your hate of yourself.
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While I won't post anything without permission, I would love to share some of the rendering I've done on some line works I found.
Their honestly some of my favorite works and one I did helped me figure out my art style
I need to talk to the artists that I've done personal renderings of, maybe I'll get their blessing 🙏
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My therapist told me how based on the way I describe my mom it sounds like she could have schizoid personality disorder and then on my neuropsychological assessment my scores for disorders on the schizophrenic spectrum were significant enough to be noted
#and I feel like I am always trying to avoid real life because I mentally can’t handle it like it’s too taxing#I think that’s why I’ve been so disengaged and time is passing and it feels strange because I’m just not registering it#sometimes I have to genuinely think about what month or what season it is#to remind myself
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I have decided that I will no longer be posting art on Instagram or Twitter due to uh. Ai and my general dislike of both of the companies and their owners. Not that I’m a big fan of tumblr in general but I’m not getting out of this fucking chair
I’ll be posting art here and on bluesky- finished pieces will be here and on my bluesky will be finished pieces and anything else I wanna post me thinks
If you find my bluesky congrats cuz I ain’t linking it
#fifitolks#same username so it shouldn’t be hard#but like idk the linking stuff#I don’t care if you follow me or not there#type vibe#idk#I just made this post for myself I think#to remind myself#and maybe if I have cross followers on twt and insta#that I shall no longer post there#idk I’m bored
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I am being fully genuine if we get a timeskip and Ochako and Izuku have a child that they call Himiko I will print the pages and hang them in my room
#honestly if we get a naruto ending I'm printing it and putting it in my room with all the mha merch#to remind myself#mha#mad mha ramblings//
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WHY YOU SHOULD CODE HORRIBLY:
you'll never code anything if you don't
WHY YOU SHOULD WRITE HORRIBLY:
1. You’ll never write anything if you don’t
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We need more walkable cities. I am so tired of my transportation turning to aquatic life. It’s so inconvenient.
Prints
#posting together since they’re my most popular works hi#and also as a reminder to myself to continue fish vehicle series#my art#postings#digital art#artists on tumblr#digital painting#fish#trout#oarfish#surrealist art
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i had a thought of "do people not know what AUs are anymore?" and then i remembered nobody explains fandom stuff to new people anymore so it is entirely plausible people genuinely don't know what AUs are and nobody has explained it to them, so for today's lucky 10,000:
"AU" stands for "Alternate Universe" or "Alternative Universe" (same difference) and is basically any thought scenario for a fandom that isn't canon and can't fit within the canon universe. If it takes place in the canon universe but something is notably different, that is typically what's known as a "Canon divergent AU," because it diverges from canon.
an AU can be absolutely anything. There's a couple of widespread pan-fandom au scenarios that often get thrown around, like coffee shop aus, genderbend aus, hanahaki aus (hanahaki is a whole thing in itself i'd recommend researching on your own), etc. One you might hear sometimes is "crossover AU" which is when you have characters from one fandom interacting with characters from another.
You can have as many aus as you want. They can be whatever you want and you can do whatever you want in them. It's a sandbox for you to play around in and explore how things would be different or how the characters would act in those circumstances or environments. Maybe they have different relationships with each other. Maybe they behave slightly differently. Or you can just say "Okay, [x] is true. How did they get here? How would things have to be different for this to occur?" which can also be fun.
If you are ever confused about why people ship something that seems completely out of the blue or doesn't make sense to you in the canon setting, there's a good chance they like it in an AU setting! Not everything everybody is interacting with is necessarily the canon! Not everybody wants things to exist in canon and just want to explore playing dolls in a different sandbox and that's okay. And their sandbox might look a lot different than yours, and that's also okay. You have the freedom to make your sandbox whatever you please. Do whatever you want forever. Get funky with it. AUs are fun.
Okay that's my schpeal. everybody go have fun and play nice now.
#fandom#fandom infrastructure#fandom history#was working on the ship polls blog and the comments i get there often reminded me of this#every once in a while i've gotta reacquaint myself with the xkcd expert familiarity comic principle#and the general knowledge that people dont explain the basics of fandom anymore so people have to learn it on their own#while everybody just expects them to know it and that's not fair to them!#i will also put my usual thing: folks are always welcome to ask me anything about fandom stuff#it can be specific pjo fandom stuff or general pan-fandom stuff#i have been in fandom for a long time and i am happy to explain things#legitimately if anyone ever has questions about even the most basic of fandom stuff. go for it. i love talking about it
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#sza#twitter#tweets#hopecore#hope#🤍#affirmations#tumblr#motivation#self love#personal#mantras#solana rowe#music#reminders <3#thank you all sm hello#love you all sm please take care!!#dailyprompt#mantra#learning to love myself#reminder#reminders#life#thoughts
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the curse of adhd:
i will remember with absolute clarity, when the thought strikes me that i have a text to send someone, that this is the fourth time in three days i've attempted to send this specific text
i will forget, in the time it takes me to pick up my phone, that i picked it up intending to send a text
#every time#managed to actually send it today!#but also i have been reminded to post this by the fact that i just had a task to do in two different rooms just now#so i turned the light on in the room i was getting to second because my brain would go 'oh why is the light on that's weird'#and check the room and it would remind me to do the second task#in the less than five seconds between turning the light on and exiting the room#my brain went 'oh the light's on better turn that off before i leave'#and i had to manually catch myself#PLS.#adhd
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Gonna make a post on when they took angband in War of Wrath whenever i am coherent I have no brain rn
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It's such a joy for me to go to church. Every Sunday I'm looking forward to going back to visit my good friend, Jesus Christ. I hope many, many years from now I'll still feel the same about it.
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[Post-Shadow Generations]
He's fiiiine...
#my art#shadow generations#sonic x shadow generations#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#maria robotnik#I like drawing rouge‚‚#I constantly have to remind myself not to forget her wings#anyway Shadow is having a great day as you can see#sxsh generations#shadow generations spoilers#kinda#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#comics#comic
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It doesn't matter if that fic has been in your drafts for years and is now self-indulgent to the point of parody. If Steven Moffatt is allowed to do it professionally, you are allowed to do it for fun.
#every time I write I take a peek at my brain and it's just Steven Moffatt in there yes-anding himself#and I have to remind myself that that's okay#I don't know how he got in there but if I am responsible for keeping him captive so be it
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chronically need more drawings of OoT zelda with broad shoulders and a muscular build…the dress cant fool me ik shes got that sheik build!!! Give me 2-3 business days and i will be making my own food.
also her in her royal headwear as a kid. Ik many people who find it ugly but i love it to death—genuinely my fav zelda fit next to blue ALTTP dress. I take no slander on it.
#delete later#rambles#loz#just making this as a reminder to myself as i lay contemplating my life in silence
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