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rubenesque-as-fuck · 1 year
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Worried that eventually I'm gonna get so stupid lonely and touchstarved that I'm gonna end up posting a sad personals ad on Fetlife or something ughhh 😫
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apeirophobia · 5 months
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jack-the-fool · 10 months
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Baby Ambrosius meeting Ballister in class for the first time and IMMEDENTALY having a crush on him but he of course has no idea what to do with these feelings so he pulls the "get out of my school" note move but then Bal gets genuinely upset when he finds it and Ambrosius overcorrects hard when he tells him and is like "What? No. How dare they >:( If you find out who it let me know I'll beat them up >:((("
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martyrbat · 6 months
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detective comics #509
[ID: Bruce Wayne sleeping in his penthouse, his eyes squeezed shut as the narration reads, ‘Gordon's strained laugh sounds hollow, but it echos in the Batman's mind... and haunts his dreams...” Bruce awakens to a hand on his shoulder and before he can think, he's twisting it and holding it down. The panel expands, revealing the hand belongs to Alfred as he's almost toppling over! He cries out, “M-master Bruce—my arm!” as Bruce groggily realizes who it is. He lets go at once as Alfred moves to the end of the bed and holds his arm while stammering an apology, “S-sorry, s-sir... Sorry if I startled you.” Bruce looks at him with aghast as he cries out, “My god, Alfred—I almost broke your arm!” Alfred reasons, “You must have been having a nightmare, sir.” as Bruce sits up and puts his face in his hands. He weepily dismisses, “A nightmare—what kind of an excuse is that? Old friend... forgive me...” Alfred reassures, “Nothing to forgive, sir. Just bad nerves, sir.” END ID]
#THIS ONE !!!!#bruce and his neverending guilt complex#just immediately regretful and so apologetic as alfred is quick to reassure and dismiss it#holding his arm because of fucking course it still hurts but when bruce lifts his head he stops ....#always thinking of how he was a caretaker for bruce since he was a small child/infant and how many little things bruce does now will remind#alfred of those days#he likes his grilled cheese q certain way. he cries if he thinks he hurt someone. he blames himself for a lot. he gets bad nightmares#like so much has stayed the same as so much continues to change but the love and care thry have for each other is always there#(<- guy who is always number one in bruce is disabled and needs a caretaker but also in how the people around him know bruce loves and cares#about them. its not about not being loved its about how heavy his love is and how bruce will subconsciously use his love to harm himself#(from blaming himself to his parents murders and jason's future death to something as simple as this and how he'll beat himself up#for hurting alfred and not able to protect him as well from himself)#(like his mental illness is forever using his stupid bleeding heart against himself as a reason for why hes awful)#this is all fully sidetracked im just fucking wired today sorry lol#but while im talking and something more related to the panel itself::#after this line bruce looks up and says ‘the batman suffering from bad nerves? lets hope not. gordon can worry about the election but i#cannot afford to. still its not just the campaign. lately so many other things are pressuring me—mostly as bruce wayne’#and like !!!!#it wasn't about batman! it wasnt about his burdens and responsibilities!! alfred was telling HIM. BRUCE. that its okay#and bruce automatically ‘its not because batman cant behave like this’ like !!!!#batman is the priority in the sense of he thinks he needs it to protect people. even his family even alfred and every single stranger#he won't ever allow himself any grace even while sleeping because batman cannot afford those ‘slips’#just GOD 70s/80s batman makes me insane for forever and ever amen#c: detective comics | i: 509#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#alfred & bruce#‘awake or asleep—it scarcely matters anymore. the nightmare never seems to end.’#<- nightmare bruce tag <333
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supersecretnerd · 2 years
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A tragedy told in four shots
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vaguely-concerned · 11 months
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that last scene in fatal journey where nie huaisang has to support nie mingjue for him to keep upright, harrowhark's arc in harrow the ninth*, and the 'O, let me not be mad, not mad, sweet heaven/Keep me in temper: I would not be mad' line from king lear all break my heart in exactly the same way. that precise thread of the ultimate, hopeless vulnerability and confusion that's at the heart of madness -- of realizing in glimpses that you won't even realize how far you've drifted from yourself and that you don't know how to stop it, you can't stop it. that's such a core part of nie mingjue to me, and I don't feel like I've seen a lot of real discussion around it considering how central I think it is to his character.
*also like harrow, nie mingjue is both 'mad' (im mentally ill. I'm reclaiming it. sometimes that does feel like exactly the right word for it) and also like. severely haunted. by a sword even lmao. they've even got the 'crushing weight of shouldering the responsibility of their entire house given to them at way too early an age under horrifically traumatizing circumstances' same hat/same hat! thing going on here. omg. nie mingjue is like if harrow was a big sensitive jock who cries at the drop of a hat and harrow is like if nie mingjue was a small wet ratwoman who does bones and catholic guilt. but the core is basically the same. I can't believe I'm right about this.
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keungking · 5 months
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oh my god the outro ost to shadow goes crazy i didn't know lazyloxy was chill like that
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moonscape · 6 months
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v13.5 has given me the biggest love/hate relationship with rejuv that wasn't there when i first it played with v13 sorry
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hooved · 2 years
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hate hate hate hate hate how easily irritated i am right after i wake up. i need to take like at least an hour to just sit there and exist before talking to anyone or reading anything or i WILL be a bitch or i’ll at least be trying really really hard to hold it back at best. the whole rest of the day i’m nice tho :) i’m fine
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hella1975 · 2 years
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dude congratulations on telling ur mom about fanfic!! it was super brave of u and i'm glad she reacted well :) ur so cool xx
i HATE myself i was immediately like 'this is sarcastic' no bitch you have trust issues anywayyyyyyy thank you bestie!!! she however immediately dobbed me in it by bringing it up in front of my very judgemental sister yesterday like 'what was that thing you said [my name]? fan fiction?' and my sister went 'oh yeah?' but held eye contact with me the WHOLE TIME
#im actually really annoyed about it? like i SAID to my mum 'dont tell [sister's name]' bc she'll assume fanfic is something i Partake in#and she's of the generation that judges that shit#like i SAID to my mum 'you genuinely just dont get it like of course YOU think it sounds cool bc you only know it as a concept'#like she couldn't get her head around it when i said people are really really mean about this kind of thing#but still she agreed not to bring it up and then?? immediately did???#and she does this ALL THE TIME like i tell her not to tell my sister shit and she says she wont#and then she does???#bc her attitude is 'i hate when we have secrets' okay but also sometimes it's just not your place to say shit??#like when i came out to her i made it VERY clear that it was MY choice to tell me sister if and when i wanted to#and i was and still am not in a place where im willing to do that#and like a WEEK after i came out to my mum she - IN FRONT OF MY SISTER - looked me in the eye upon a convo#we were having about gay people and went 'are you bisexual then?' and i had to LIE and say no which is obviously such an awful feeling#and she just played dumb??????????#AND AND AND this whole thing ive got atm with the therapist and my ~exam anxiety~ i hadn't told my sister about#bc i just didnt want to talk about it bc i know it's a toxic mindset to have but im still in a place#where im really embarrassed about it all#AND MY MUM TOLD MY SISTER?!?!?! it's all just so fucking annoying but if i stopped telling her shit she would hit the ROOF#anyway sorry to derail your positive ask anon i dont regret telling my mum about fic she just keeps ignoring my requests for privacy lol#ask
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astrxealis · 1 year
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fuuta is so interesting tbh
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚#i voted innocent already but i'll see the drama audio as soon as there's a translation that i can watch/listen to after i do homework asap#i can really understand fuuta. he reminds me of me if i go too far#and so i think that in all honesty yeah guilty -> innocent -> innocent#unless he still might benefit most from a guilty vote this time around#he's really interesting bcs he's actually really similar to us. the viewers#'hoisting up morality and feeling good' he's calling the milgram project out and US. but he's now also being a hypocrite#which is interesting. he said in 'bring it on' smth smth about evil hypocrites are shit! he's like them now ngl#and so guilty vote i think was best. for the first. but ultimately he deserves innocent i believe#the 2nd trial i am unsure about bcs it will of course affect the last trial. and also the rest of the prisoners one way or another#and there is real danger of someone dying... but also idk they might have said that to scare us but this is deco*27. i believe that#the site is so slow oh my god bless i was able to vote almost immediately LMAO#i think fuuta obviously shows regret. also i don't think he was the one who started the flame but the one who added more fire to the flame#and he's. like. 'follows the flow' and 'coward' but 'good at heart'. and ultimately he should be forgiven i believe but yeah yeah?#he's at fault but not the most at fault but he deflects all taking of responsibility and i think that's wrong#i REALLY understand him with that. i was the same. and that's why now i'm still not fully honest with saying my true thoughts#because it's really just hard but ultimately you NEED to. and idk whether an innocent or guilty vote would be best ngl#hmmm tbh nothing is truly certain yet though. lots of theories still but for me thats the gist ^^ ?#he needs to be open about his feelings and thoughts. man up. take responsibility even if it likely is true he isn't the most at fault#because he still is. but at the same time the whole 'spectators' and 'pressure' makes me think it may be some sort of#yk. following the flow. peer pressure thing. and he was the one that was either the loudest in the end or the one who lagged behind#i think he was looking for some sort of validation of sorts maybe. seeking the applause. because he's 'last in line' ???#'blame-shifting'. i think he's a victim but he's still at fault one way or another but i think he isn't the main/first perpetrator fr#'one mistake and now i'm out of chances' he's defending himself and making excuses but also he's also right#maybe i'm projecting because i really relate to him (not to the extent of causing someone's death ofc but kid me was stupid)#'not my fault not even slightly' now THAT'S wrong. but it's more that he's in denial rather than now knowing that he's wrong#last tag! but yea tldr he's regretful but he still needs to get more out of denial. from experience innocent might actually help w that ngl#fuuta kajiyama
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fluffypotatey · 2 years
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people don't owe you their sexuality
people don't owe you their sexuality
people don't owe you their sexuality
people don't owe you their sexuality
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morfanerina · 2 years
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Lost and Found (and Lost again) - 3/3
With Stone Monkey grown, Macaque thought things would get better, his little family safe for as long as they lived. But we all know how Sun Wukong's history goes, don't we?
CW: Events from pre-journey to the west are followed, actually less violence described than previous chapters.
Chapter 3 of 3
Chapter 1/Chapter 2
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The elder lasted more years than Macaque had given them, but death comes to all mortals, and they weren’t an exception. Their death meant there was going to be infighting within the group a few days after, in order to decide on a new leader, but the mourning period should be enough for him to do his job in getting the few messages outside the mountain about the elder’s passing and return to take Stone Monkey and whoever wants away from there. 
So when he arrived after delivering the messages to an amused Grey and his gibbon friend, he had his suspicions that something he wasn’t going to like happened. He was suddenly regretting stopping keeping an ear out, Stone Monkey's privacy be damned.
“Oh, you missed so much, Macaque,” Grey said, and gestured for him to follow. The other gibbon smirked. They walked to the main stream, where several monkeys had gathered, some playing, others observing the nearby waterfall. And then they went to the waterfall and stopped on the elevated rocks right in front of it. Macaque’s ears twitched, the noise annoying him.
“Well?” he asked the gibbons, who gestured for him to wait ‘Easy for them to do, they don’t have six ears.’
He didn’t wait long, Two monkeys jumped from inside the waterfall, laughing, and Macaque stared at Stone Monkey, now the equivalent of a yaoguai teen, a crown of leaves on his head . The crown typically given to the leader.
“ What. ”
“Oh, this is better than I thought,” Grey grinned “So, there have been developments, Macaque.”
Macaque stared at the now silent, but grinning sheepishly Stone Monkey “I can see that,” he deadpanned. 
The monkey that had come with Stone Monkey, a friend of the golden monkey, coughed awkwardly.
Stone Monkey decided to use his favorite strategy in cutting tense situations. Bluntness “I’m the Monkey King now,” he said airily
“What.” Macaque repeated, his face blank “How- ”
“I jumped into the waterfall,”
“Why?” the golden monkey hesitated for a bit in answering him, his smile turning nervous. 
“Liu dared me.”
“Who- Who is Liu?” Macaque asked, feeling a headache growing.
His friend coughed awkwardly again and Macaque decided this conversation was better done somewhere quieter. Both gibbons laughed.
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The inside of the waterfall cave was wonderful and spacious and somehow had many of the basic amenities he has seen in yaoguai households. There were several beds even, which he took full advantage once the explanations were done, to lay down and curl up to rest and think.
His cub managed to be ‘king’ because he had found the location of their new palace. His cub, who was barely considered a teen. And the faction, in the type of fanaticism the elder had tried to establish for himself the last couple of years, had accepted the discovery as a sign Stone Monkey should be their ruler. And in the two weeks he was gone, several other factions had agreed with that statement, to the point Stone Monkey appointed helpers, from which was Ma, Grey, his gibbon friend and Stone Monkey’s friend - or as they were all now called, Ma, Beng, Ba and Liu - because he needed the support for dealing with the ever growing amount of monkeys that were joining.
Macaque didn’t understand the logic of adding Ba until he realized she was the only one of the group with actual political experience, having discretely advised the elder during the last couple of years of their life. Apparently Stone Monkey (he refused to call him Monkey King in his mind) had known her and known about her duties for a year now, as he accidentally overheard several of their discussions. And didn’t tell him.
To be fair, he had assumed Macaque had heard about it, which was a fair assumption, everything considered, but he had been busier this year… probably by the suggestion of Ba, if her slightly guilty look was anything to go by.
The monkey didn’t move as he heard familiar steps sneaking inside the room, and didn’t react outwardly when the bed space at his back dipped as a weight settled in.
“Are you mad?...” Stone Monkey asked in a small voice. The older monkey sighed and turned, tail twisting with the younger one’s and squeezing it in comfort.
“No. I��m annoyed and trying to understand everything that has happened. But I’m not mad at you,” ‘Beng and Liu on the other hand…’ “I don’t like that you became king,” ‘I can’t drag you away from this ’ “It’s dangerous.”
Many that are born like us become mortal as they grow.
You will lose them.
“I wish I had taken you away with me,” he said. Stone Monkey laid down then, golden eyes looking pensively at him.
“I like it here,” the golden monkey declared “I would like to travel, yes. But I like it here.”
Observing the cub he had watched grow into a mischievous, teen, now king, he sighed, a part of him already grieving the time passing, “Would you like me to tell you a story?” he asked.
“I’m not a cub anymore,” the other replied and let a beat of silence pass and then almost whispered, a bit shy “Can we cuddle as you do?” Macaque chuckled and adjusted them and told a story about a mortal and immortal who were friends.
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Not willing to be an official part of the court made Macaque a confusing presence for those that did not know of him. It also gave him a certain degree of freedom that he took full advantage of, recognizing that somehow, Stone Monkey did not make a bad king even without his presence. His chosen companions also took their duties seriously, Ma never leaving the other’s side when in official business and Ba helping him navigate the political landscape, the other two taking their position as needed. He traveled instead, far and wide, for places he had missed and others he had never been, taking months on the road.
He always returned, with a story and gifts, to the delight of the court.
Unknowingly to many of the new recruits and members of the kingdom, Macaque’s absence did not mean he wasn’t aware of what happened there. He knew of the questioning Stone Monkey went through with his new allies and advisors, of the macaque’s presence and motive and what advantage would he ever give to the kingdom. Stone Monkey did not tell them of their relationship and did not tell them Macaque was probably the best spy one could have and one of the most deadly monkeys he knew. Instead, he shifted the conversations with surprising dexterity. Or fought hand to hand if the others grew aggressive and started to question his rule, always winning.
Ma had done well training him.
Those that tried to do a coup or assassinate the king? If they were not caught while Macaque was out of the kingdom by one of the loyal four, they would be found blabbering about nonsense, asking for forgiveness and mercy to the king, the six-eared macaque next to the throne smiling, knowingly. The Monkey King never outwardly acknowledges his presence in these times though in private he tried to chide the older one that he hadn’t needed to get so far, they didn’t need to lose their mind when they were already going to lose their life after all.
It was a peaceful ruling despite everything, so of course the status quo had to change when he least expected.
Macaque finished the last story he had, enjoying the awed face of the cubs in the room, when Liu caught his attention and gestured for him to follow him.
“It’s your fault our king is having a crisis,” the monkey said blithely.
 Macaque blinked as he walked beside him “What do you mean?”
“Our king is having a mortality crisis,” Liu replied, seeming unsurprised by it “Suspicious timing for him to focus on it considering how peaceful it has all been,”
Macaque decided not to comment on the disguised accusation. He was fairly certain the first loyal four (as they were now called) had long noticed the increasing immortality stories he pushed onto Stone Monkey and his court. He was also pretty certain Stone Monkey himself was aware of the manipulation, considering how perceptive he was. 
Memories of a long time ago had been haunting Macaque lately, the warnings of mortality among his kind making him feel desperate. He could not teach his own immortality secrets to Stone Monkey, with them not being compatible and fearing the other losing his life to the shadows. He might have, however, given suggestions . It’s not as if the kingdom needed the king always present after all, not when everything was peaceful.
Besides, Ma and Liu themselves had always requested those types of stories too, Ma adding a few she had known from when she had been young on occasion.
When arriving at the throne room, a roar of approval showed that the kingdom’s subjects certainly weren’t complaining about the impromptu choice of going on a journey of immortality if the sudden chants were to be believed.
The preparations were swift, Macaque advising on the minimum he should take and of the dangers he could find. He considered warning the other that the Chinese in FlowerFruit mountain was so antiquated that humans outside wouldn’t really understand him.
Nah, Stone Monkey needed some challenges or else it wouldn’t be fun.
In three days, the king was on his own journey, the kingdom celebrating his braveness and praying for good luck. Beng leaned on Macaque and asked “How long will your vacation take? I know you aren’t sticking around without our king for long.”
Macaque replied, after drinking a hearty gulp of his cup of wine “I’m not putting my feet here again unless Sto- Monkey King returns.”
“Yeah, we figured,” Ma said, sitting down next to them with her own cup filled to the brim “We got you a travel bag, it’s in your room. Got you a nice gift there too,” she added, casually.
Macaque… wasn’t sure what to say with the gesture. In none of the other times the others had helped organize for his journeys, he had even thought they were resentful of him going away. Neither seemed bothered by the ensuing silence, Beng filling it with inane conversation, Liu and even Ba eventually joining them as the party went on.
He went away in the night, with his new cloak and bag.
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Two decades were a decent amount of time to get immortality. Macaque was going to ignore that it usually took far longer over the fact that the ones in the stories were not Spiritual Monkeys.
He had gotten distracted with a few personal quests the last decade, so he only realized Stone Monkey had returned to FlowerFruit Mountain by the honestly intimidating roar he had heard in that direction. Swiftly, with his newly gained, hopefully not cursed, shadow lantern helping with his control on the shadows, he used shadow portals to shorten the way to the mountain, antsy to know the details of the journey. Despite being half a world over, the trip took only a couple of months, and in that time he could hear the mountain inhabitants cheering their king’s victory and plans for a festivity and allyship.
When he returned, several monkeys hadn’t recognised him and it took him a bit to remember his ears were still glamored. He liked the anonymity however, so he kept the glamor on. He went through the crowd and slipped into a shadow until he was next to Liu, who was now his height and proudly using armor and a lance as a weapon. 
“So,” he said, ignoring the startle and fumbling with the weapon the younger monkey did “What has been happening?”
Annoyed by being startled by the shadow magician, the other monkey told everything. Including the Demon King of Confusion taking over for a while.
“When did that happen?!”
“A few years ago,” Liu replied dryly and then continued, awe in his voice as he explained how the Monkey King beat the other easily… and then started an allyship with the other nine demon kings. The party was a celebration of that.
Macaque didn’t like the other kings, having dealt with them on occasion, but couldn’t deny being allies with them would be a great political advantage. Even if FlowerFruit Mountain was mostly isolated from the rest of the kingdoms.
Liu hid from the other that their Monkey King had decided to be blood brothers with them. He was angry that the other hadn’t returned to help them with the Demon King of Confusion. 
“Oh yeah,” Liu added offhandedly “He has another name now, given by his Master,” Macaque perked at that and looked at him curiously “Sun Wukong.”
The older Macaque mouthed it a few times “It fits him,” he admitted, a bit annoyed another person gave such a well fitting name to his cub.
“Yeah, he is also now Grandpa Sun to all his subjects,” Liu laughed at Macaque’s expression. 
The damn monkey was on the younger end of the population still, not even middle aged by their standards. Young adult at best, and he wanted to be Grandpa Sun?
Macaque shook his head and sighed. Saying goodbye to Liu, he went looking for his now immortal cub, excitement building up as the fact that Stone monkey was now immortal, like him, really hit him.
‘ With immortality, powers and allies, even Stone Monkey shouldn’t get in that much trouble for the next couple of centuries.’
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Macaque started to fear going on long journeys, as it seemed the other did manage to get into troublesome situation.
“What do you mean you threatened a Dragon King for a weapon . And clothes ?” he asked.
“They weren’t doing anything with it,” Wukong defended himself “And the outfit was needed. I mean, with this weapon, I needed something to match,” 
“I… literally have no words to say to that.”
A moment of silence, both deciding to return to their star watching, laying down on the sand, a few ways away from the waterfall.
“By the way I think I died a few days ago,”
“YOU DID WHAT-”
“I GOT BETTER!”
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Macaque didn’t trust the Celestial Realm. Neither did Ma or Ba but Wukong had always been stubborn in his convictions, and for all that he loved his kingdom, there was a part of him that was curious of other places, especially ones that are supposed to be wondrous.
When he returned, huffing about being given such a lowly job, Macaque was present. The older monkey admitted to himself to feeling some relief and he knew Ba felt the same from their conversations. And then the visiting Demon Kings, the blood brothers (much to Macaque’s ongoing chagrin) riled Wukong up again, and talked about titles and suddenly the king was fighting deities and winning and Macaque honestly wasn’t sure what to do. He certainly couldn’t go hand to hand with Prince Nezha himself . The realization on how different their power levels were from one another hit him then and he was unsure whether what he felt was relief or not.
He ignored the bit of jealousy that he felt as Prince Nezha retreated.
The Star of Venus returned and affirmed Wukong had the title and then Wukong went to the celestial realm again, ignoring Ba’s and Macaque’s reservations.
The Six-eared Macaque had a bad feeling, growing as each year passed. He felt a bit of comfort that the time difference meant he probably wasn’t getting into that much trouble. It wasn’t even a year there.
If only he knew, Macaque would have cuffed him in the ear and dragged him away from the peach trees himself.
He was nearby when Wukong returned to the kingdom, sharing immortality wine and smiling too tightly, gathering the troops as quickly as he could without provoking panic. He returned to an angry army, the loyal four and Wukong finishing the war preparations.
When they spoke to one another, Wukong raged with wounded pride and admitted to his rash actions, not feeling any regret but that he might lose some of his subjects. Their fight was heard only by Liu and Beng, who made sure no other member got close enough to hear.
Then the celestial army came down, but they were winning but then they were captured, hostages.
Wukong went down.
“Macaque you can’t!” Ma stopped him, grabbing one of his arms, ignoring her injured leg and the cut on her face, pointedly not looking at her king.
“THEY ARE HURTING HIM,” Erlang then stabbed Wukong on the back and Macaque struggled in their grip, desperate, hearing the pained grunt from his Stone Monkey.
You will lose them.
“YOU CAN’T HELP HIM,” Beng yelled before getting elbowed in the throat, choking and coughing, releasing him. Liu lunged at the celestial monkey before he could enter a portal, ignoring that he could be dragging Ma with him, and got him on a chokehold, wincing as he heard Macaque’s sob.
They all knew not even him could fight against deities.
Heaven took Wukong from them, hurt and trussed up, a lamb to the slaughter.
You will lose them.
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Erlang returned and burnt FlowerFruit Mountain to the ground a few days after.
For the first time since he entered FlowerFruit Mountain to save Stone Monkey, Macaque left, never planning to come back.
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There was an earthquake and mutterings about a monkey trapped beneath a mountain, traveling in the yaoguai grapevine. 
If we have no attachment to this world, we cease to live.
Macaque didn’t pay attention, still grieving.
We are the only ones around Six-Ears.
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themightyrancho · 1 year
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You know it's bad when you're nostalgic for the connections and relationships you had in 2020 :•)
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bibiana112 · 2 years
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My toxic trait is that if I don't set my sights on something to be done with at least a week notice and unless it's a sudden emergency I'll get to the point when I need to do it with a 90% chance of my inner monologue turning into but I didn't choose this course of action why should I have to do it and I list to myself all the logical reasons and benefits and it still breaks it down further and goes yeah but I don't need it to survive and I don't have anyone there to disappoint or affect and I didn't choose to commit to it myself so no go
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ipsomaniac · 2 years
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bought myself a new bin. as a birthday treat
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