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artemis-moon101 · 10 months

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my head hurts :/

#the girls were fighting again (the guys in my head)#and it caused a complete breakdown #sigh #why cant we just get along #fuck you its your fault #FUCK YOU!!!#im kidding i dont have guys in my head. im a delusional dramatic hypochondriac <- in denial #NO IM NOT IM LITERALLY JUST DEPRESSED THATS IT I DONT HAVE FUCKING GUYS IN MY HEAD #THEN WHAT AM I? A ROACH?#NO YOUR ME #SO?#that moment when you realize you have two internal dialogues #literally stfu nobody likes you #WERE LITERALLY THE SAME PERSON #THEN WHY U USE “WE”#BECAUSE WERE FUCKING CRAZY AND ONLY DOING THIS FOR ATTENTION #real honestly

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paperglader · 2 months

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they really put alicent in bridgerton blue on the reunion and genuinely expected me to think that she didn’t in fact march all the way to dragonstone to get wifed up? bfr

#I am only a girl living in a society #I make connections #she looks so pretty in blue though I want more #also you’re telling me that rhaenyra saw her walk in all cute looking to not completely crumble at the sight of her?#like my girl got all dolled up for you do something #rhaenyra IS a puppy dog when it comes to those bambi eyes shut up #Alicent was like you think you want her? I’m the love of your life you moron #and rhaenyra is like I KNOW #like she’s been trying to get the other woman to realize that very thing for the last 15+ years #and alicent’s all heartbroken like oh so you’re taking her to wife #and rhaenyra is like nO? WHAT?? all dumb and speechless cause jealous alicent was definitely not on her bingo card this year #whilst also having her own mental breakdown #because how on earth is she meant to explain this to her councel #or jace for that matter #that sure was goint to be a fun future conversation to have with her heir #but also Alicent just strutted into the room and started acting like a scorned wife?#which left rhaenyra feeling like the asshole parent who stopped paying for child support after the divorce #but also she never wanted a divorce in the first place?? and alicent doesn’t seem to get this?#like she’s already figuring out how to most efficiently empty daemon’s chambers for the woman to move in permanently #but alicent’s still yapping off about not having a place in court anymore and fleeing across the sea #and rhaenyra can’t help the bitter taste in her mouth as she states how that ship came in a little too late for them and it is messyyyy #hotd leaks #house of the dragon leaks #hotd spoilers #house of the dragon #house of the dragon spoilers #rhaenicent #alicent hightower #rhaenyra targaryen #bridgerton

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daily-odile · 4 months

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FINALLY FINALLY HAPPY (VERY LATE) BIRTHDAY ODILE!!!!!

#5 days of pain working on this. the things I do for you odile #isat #in stars and time #isat odile #day 98 #I completely wrecked my sleep schedule making this! Woops. but She Is Real #The hubris of thinking I can animate a full body illustration when I barely touch after effects and didnt know how to use puppet pins at al #Apologies for disappearing for 5 days by the way. Yes this is the reason #Reposting cause hold on why didn't this show up on tags?? hey. I'm not letting this go unseen #In all fairness I went through a mental breakdown in those tags so I guess I'll be normal this time #Anyways don't be like me. Odile would want you to sleep well and rested. So sleep well

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granlance · 11 months

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"'Twas long ago he earned the name 'hero'...

"He led his retinue, ten Pokémon, against the almighty unknowable.

"In battle did his valiance proclaim at last the strength of humble humankind.

"The great unknowable approved this feat, and to its domain of no place returned."

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banesberry-anomoly · 29 days

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Rolls up with a new Clef design

#banesberry art #altoclef.exe #Headspace was fucky for like 2 days and now I look completely different for some reason 😭#I may or may not have a bit of a mental breakdown. Oops #I think I fused with a bunch of fragments while I was spiralling tbh #Which would explain the brand new timeline I remember 💀??????#I guess????#Anyways this is the new main Clef design #Cause the main design is always whatever I happen to look like erm #(THE BRAID WILL BE BACK HOPEFULLY AT SOME POINT I JUST NEED TO REGROW OUT MY HAIR)#Dont ask why my eyes are mainly fuckinf grey cause I dont have an answer #Im also more goat-like now rather than deer-like ???????#I need to draw the rest of the subsys later dont I. Cause their appearances also changed 😭#SIGHS LOUDLY Ill do it later #scp fictive #dr clef #dr alto clef #alto clef #scp clef #scp dr clef #scp dr alto clef #scp #scp art #scp fanart #scp foundation #scp doctors

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nychthemeron-rants · 7 months

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I am so close to making a Hazbin AU where Angel is Niffty's dad because making this post and THIS vvvv

Fucking image made the idea go from "huh, funny coincidence" to full on brainrot.

#Angel is Niffty's dad now #im sorry for already going off the deep end #but its happened #I know it has zero canonical backing besides the speculated birth/death dates of these two #but it would be cute #and kinda sad #but cute!#Angel Husk Niffty and fat nuggets forming a little family unit #eventually getting redeemed and getting to meet aunt Molly #for angst you could have Alastor using this to manipulate Angel similarly to how he fucked with Lucifer #except Alastor actually has been more present for Niffty than Angel #and the fucked up extra edge of him owning Niffty's soul #not to mention that Angel 100% has no fucking clue he ever had a kid #like he's gay #and died in the 1940's #sure he's slept with women a few times for various reasons #but that was rare since again he's got no interest in women #so the chance of him having an illegitimate child was never even a thought #besides sex education in the '30's and '40's wasn’t exactly stellar #finding out he's a dad would be a complete shock and probably cause him a whole breakdown #meanwhile Niffty would either not care or just be excited to finally meet her dad #hazbin angel dust #angel dust hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel angel dust #hazbin niffty #niffty hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel niffty

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the-ghost-of-jason-todd · 6 months

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just saw a post claiming ao3 is run by zionists with no links, facts, articles, or anything else to support said claim

i'm having a really bad brain fog year and i feel like search engines are getting worse and worse so does anyone know where the fuck this came from and if there's anything to it

like links to anything substantial are preferable but if you can give me an idea of what the fuck to look up that would also work

#i'm scared to tag this with the proper tags #yes i know my silly fandom website isn't important compared to genocide #lets get that out of the way first #listen....#i just want one (1) website that isn't complete and utter shit #ao3 has no ads and it has my comfort blorbos #it doesn't have to be perfect #but i would like to know #.....i mean also there's something in here like #yeah sure maybe it's run by bad people but they post a breakdown of every cent and where it goes #and i'm p sure none of the money from the donation drives is going to like #bigoted causes #or even directly to the site runners #it's a non profit innit they legit just use the money for servers and shit #idk it's just a very silly thing to be worried about #'maybe the one internet site that brings me comfort is secretly funding israeli weapons'#'despite no evidence whatsoever'#ugh

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pervpebble · 1 year

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my pieces for @drivingafterdark23 week 1!

prompt: Lizzie can’t make it to Double Life, so she has Joel wear a cock cage for the game. Joel/Etho

#trafficnsfw #doublelifensfw #dlnsfw #mcytnsfw #drivingafterdark23 #pebble art #jo.el #eth.o #started drawing，had a breakdown and completely swapped styles，bon appetite /ref #fr tho that second image caused me so much grief and is attempt 2

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p4nishers · 1 year

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no cause it genuinely JUST hit me how eddie literally looked like THIS when buck got hurt.

#im reading over my old(er) posts like a completely normal person and suddenly it hits me FULL FORCE for the actual first time that eddie #was genuinely this wrecked like honestly this means more to me than having him breakdown cause this fits perfectly w eddie's character and #how he copes and i just. idk im so tired but i need to talk abt this cause esp now that its been a few episodes and we saw eds happy again #the contrast to how he was while buck was in coma vs after is HUGE and it perfectly matches up w how buck was after eddie was shot #and that is insane and i dont know how to deal with it #eddie diaz #evan buckley #buddie #911 fox #911 spoilers #911 6b #buddie 911 #buck x eddie

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ameliafuckinjones · 1 month

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Me reading early 2010s articles and blogs about the tumultuous Special Relationship in the post-Bush/Iraq war era and Obama's hilariously funny anti-British tendencies for ukus angst ideas:

#everyone was so hysterical and bitter its so funny #“is THIS the END of the SPECIAL relationship 😰”#hetalia #ukus #also Gordon Brown stalking Obama in 2009 New York 💀💀💀#its like British politicians couldn't decide if they wanted to be closer or more distant with the US and it caused them to act like angsty #lovesick teenagers its hilarious #meanwhile American politicians are just completely unware of this breakdown until finally a British newspaper frantically types out a #“special relationship ending???” piece that lets the Americans know that they're freaking out and need reassurance #i know Arthur was embarrassed he HATES wearing his heart on his sleeve and his people were just airing every single anxiety he had about his #relationship with America

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legaciesgifworld · 2 years

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Happy birthday, Lizzie Forbes!

#legacies #lizzie saltzman #lizziesaltzmanedit #legaciesedit #legacies edit #lizzie saltzman edit #cw legacies #legacies cw #elizabeth jenna saltzman #lizzie forbes #lizzie saltzman forbes #lizzie saltzman gifs #legacies gifs #luca's gifs #happy birthday lizzie!!! i love you sorry im a bit late <333 had a bit of a mental breakdown but you were on my mind and in my heart all #day <333 #lmao i had this 3/4 of the way done at like 4:30 i COULD'VE finished it by six but like. shit kept happening and i completely forgot about #it and then i had to do shit and by the time it was 8pm and i remembered i decided to give up on posting it on her actual bday. bc at that #point it was almost over and i didnt feel like finishing it with everything and all my feelings so i didnt push myself cause who actually #cares when the days almost over anyway? the answer is me. a little. not enough to finish it #anyway sorry for ranting lmao but i figured no one is gonna scroll down to these anyway and i needed to rant a bit love and light if you #are reading this lmao. i hope you had a good lizzies birthday <333 #(not gonna let myself rant about it but she really means SO much to me. mentally ill bestie ily <333)

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monster-noises · 6 months

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I am experiencing... frustration.

#monster noises #why must the ideas you can see the clearest in your head be the hardest to capture?#I'm trying to make a new phone lock screen #(currently I'm using the drawing of laz and heis on the motorcycle and while I looove that image it's been there for a few years now)#and I have a very Precise Idea of what I want it to be #in the same style as I did my FaHI playlist cover #but I can't seem to get the thumbnail looking in anyway Correct #and it's really..... frustrating........... and disheartening #then when I try and like actually figure out what I need to Fix it's like my brain blanks out and I"m stumbling around completely clueless #and then I just start uselessly spiraling and just AUGH #why can't I have the kind of brain that hits a barrier and proceeds to problem-solve?#why do I have to have a brain that hits a barrier and just.. rolls over in defeat #not even a tantrum or a breakdown #just #0 resistance laying down and giving up #it's stupid and I'm mad about it but I still don't know what to do about it at all #I wish I could explain it in a way that would allow someone to maybe be able to help me actually #cause it seems every time I try there's always some fundamental misunderstanding about Which Step In The Process Is Challenging #like that one time I tried asking about it on twitter #asking if anyone had resources for How to be better at learning from and interpreting references/doing studies #or just learning for art purposes in general (in a way that won't cause me to Break Down)#and people linked a bunch of how-to's on how to Draw from Reference #and I know those /Sound/ like the same thing but they arrrrren't #and I know those people's heart's were in a good place but I know How to use a reference #I know How to do a life drawing or a study #I get it on a practical level #but there is something fundamental to the process of interpreting and understanding what exactly I'm doing that I just...#Don't Have #and That's really really Really hard to explain #it's like how I'm actually good at math I just can't do word problems because I can't glean what is required of me from a word problem.

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aq2003 · 2 years

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oh btw i get even more why brennan (like me) clocked sophomore year fabian as fucked up and sad even if some of the other pcs were like "what are you talking about dude" . it's because the basic core theses of fabian and leiland eftbk as characters are actually pretty similar

#AND matt mercer was like 'yes absolutely. my character has so many issues' meanwhile b4 lou could even say anything siobhan/adaine #went 'fabian isnt depressed his life rules.'#which like. 1) deeply incorrect statement. 2) fairly in character for adaine to say. 3) unfortunately this caused #a pretty big shift in tone w regards to how seriously fabian's arc ended up being executed #2.5) i could write a whole other post on how point 2 could be a super interesting thing to explore w adaine #she starts off so aware of there being no love from her parents towards her. so she sees love between a parent and a child #and cant conceptualize their relationship being ultimately harmful. like she learned long ago that there was no point seeking approval from #her parents meanwhile fabian made it his whole entire life's goal to do just that thing. both of them are fucked up in opposite directions.#crunchy concept yet very unexplored. and i'm not expecting this to happen in a potential s3 im just throwing ideas around like basebal #d20 #eftbk #fantasy high #sorry wrote all those tags then forgot to elaborate on how fabian and leiland are similar anyway it's this whole idea of #having this unhealthy dependency on the approval of someone you admire to the ends of the earth despite them being #fully and clearly a toxic influence on you. The whole illusion of inflated self worth howthat all crumbles when you Realize how fragile you #whole entire worldview was. and THEN you have an embarrassing breakdown in front of ur friends #and this is SO terrifying because you have really tried your best to look really cool and put-together in front of them #it's the 'getting knocked down SO hard and having to build yourself up by recognizing the love from your friends #+finding something completely different from the person you hinged your entire being on in order to find your way to the surface' of it all #also galfast/whitclaw are surprisingly similar narrative wise it's so funny to me. th storytelling series of nat 1s against an op enemy </3 #i think it WAS easier to execute leiland's character arc in the way it was bc a) he was played to be so CLEARLY insecure from minute 1 #and b) it is very easy to condemn ripoff sauron and say 'yeah this guy sucked and we're glad that leiland and maggie are free from him'#meanwhile for fabian. a) he has convinced himself that nothing is wrong with him even though there so clearly is #and b) you have to acknowledge that bill loved his son so deeply yet was such a bad influence on him #it's such a bittersweet-bitter complexity and i imagine it would be super hard to pull off esp when bill and fabian's dynamic is #played as fairly comedic most of the time. in this vein of 'this evil guy is so evil but he cares about his son this hard and it's funny'#and also just the fact this kind of bitter complicated parent-child dynamic is very rarely portrayed and pulled off well.#WHY the fuck are these tags so long if you read all this i'm so sorry

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astramachina · 9 months

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author's only ever boast about their successes and their fancy seemingly linear progression well I'll have you know that's not me you will CONTINUE to hear me bitch about the process until something finally fucking sticks. gotta wade through those catastrophic failures first.

#and complete fucking mental breakdowns!#gods suddenly I'm so glad i took this week off writing.#cause the next 24 hours are gonna suck.

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hardygalwrites · 2 years

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Originally posted to FFN on around the 3rd of October, 2016

Simply archiving a writing challenge I did back in 2016 up to 2017 and featuring my favourite writing pieces from each week of the challenge here on Tumblr :]

← Week 7 (KO) – Week 9 (BB) →

Cartoon: Transformers Prime / Robots in Disguise 2015

Characters: Smokescreen, Knock Out, and Bumblebee, with appearances from numerous other characters (even ones not featured in the cartoons)

Synopsis: An Autobot Elite Guard rookie, a Decepticon medic turned Autobot, and an Autobot scout turned warrior turned street cop - three very different bots with a wide range of stories to tell. And we are going to spend the next year exploring said stories through daily-written drabbles, be they angsty, humorous, gut-punching, or just plain odd! Who doesn’t love a challenge? (2016 to 2017)

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Lord

"So, you are a bot of science as well as medicine."

Knock Out nodded respectfully. "Yes indeed, Lord Megatron. Though I will admit I enjoy disassembly more than reassembly."

"I see. And what of your combat skills?"

"I'm a medic, my Lord, not a field bot. I rely largely on Breakdown for the heavy lifting. However, I do know very well how to hold my own in combat."

"Good. Then I believe you have all the skills I deem necessary."

"I am deeply flattered, Lord Megatron."

"Welcome to my inner circle, Doctor. I trust you will not waste this opportunity."

Saw

"Why rotary saws?"

Knock Out looked up from his datapad. "Come again?"

"Well..." First Aid fidgeted nervously. "You're a medic. Why, out of all the tools you could've had built into you, do you have rotary saws?

Knock Out grinned one of those sly grins that always made First Aid's anxiety skyrocket. "Well, they may not be terribly precise," the medic said, extending his saw. "But they cut faster than any blade and work like a charm, especially in terms of disassembly."

"Ah."

Knock Out raised an optic ridge. "Any thoughts you want to share, nurse?"

"What? No, nothing," First Aid lied.

First Meetings

Knock Out had just finished tending to a bot with a missing arm. Stepping back, he said, "It's only a patch job, but I'm sure there's some bot you can contact who can provide you with a replacement arm."

The bot lifted and lowered the remnants of his arm experimentally, and nodded. "Hey, thanks, doc."

Knock Out froze. Staring at the bot with a narrowed gaze, he asked, "What's your name?"

The bot grinned, a very cocky grin for a bot with a missing arm. "Name's Breakdown, doc."

"Well, Breakdown," Knock Out said with a genuine smile. "You are welcome."

#posting from THE ARCHIVES #365 drabbles challenge #you remember that one episode towards the end of season 3 #where ratchet thanked knock out for finding a specific tool #and knock out almost brushed it off before realising he had been thanked #and he responded with a completely genuine 'you're welcome'#cause i think about that moment a lot I freakin love it its such a funny and yet really great character moment #transformers #transformers prime #knock out #tfp knock out #tf first aid #g1 first aid #breakdown #tfp breakdown #fanfiction #transformers fanfiction #HardyGal writes stuff #HardyGal writes fanfiction

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elitehoe · 11 months

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The store canceling my iron flame and fourth wing special editions order and never notifying me about it is my thirteenth reason if you wanted to know

#i will be having a complete breakdown about this so I'm sorry for whatever behavior i bestow upon you #this is the icing on the cake but the cake wasn't properly stabilized so its falling apart in the car because of it #soph is reading #but not actually reading cause my order was canceled #soph talks

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