#and it lays me flat?

[neon-prison]

V(ee) in the gameplay vs V(ee) in the narrative.

[pareris]

You know this scene?

Ofc you do.

Now please look at Val's face:

and at Vox's:

Idk but yall but this is all the proof I need to say that these two were making out before this.

BECAUSE LOOK OKAY, SURE THE LINES ARE KINDA INCONSISTENT IT FLICK IN AND OUT OF VOXS DESIGN BUT WE DONT SEE VALENTINO WITH THAT LINE ANY OTHER TIME

NO LINE.

BUT HERE?????

LINE. LINE. LINE.

[lieu-rey]

idk why recording these shits all over the colors i use but anyway! this is one i was going to post but never did bc for some reason i didn't like it. in hindsight, this is a really good piece. I want to paint like this again

[seven-tastic]

[mokutone]

your art makes me wanna start testosterone

i can't read tone well, so this is either an incredibly touching ask, or an extremely funny one, and in the absence of confirmation: both!

i'm in a chatty mood, so i'll share some thoughts about testosterone and my art.

i liked being on testosterone a lot. i had an IM injection every two weeks (on tuesdays!) and because that's a sizeable dose every 14 days that slowly disperses, it can cause some mood fluctuations (every other friday i would have a crisis about not feeling like the world had a place for me in it) but even those were far more manageable than the ones that would come with my previous and current monthly hormone cycle (every month i spend a solid week thinking the world will never have a place for me in it)

It gave me a patchy little bit of scruff on my chin and a whispy mustache under my nose that still struggles on, despite adversity!

It redistributed my fat a little bit, but that's long since gone back to pre-T shape.

it lowered my voice! that hasn't changed :^)! even if i never go back on t, that won't change. it was the thing i most wanted, and its the one i'm most grateful for. Pre-T, I didn't speak much. I'm getting better and better at talking and getting more and more comfortable communicating with people because of it.

having been off t now for 3 years, i don't pass anymore—not as a cis man, or a cis woman, certainly not as anything approximating straight. if people look at me and see anything, i'd hazard a guess that they see me as A Queer (the noun—for all it's complicated connotations).

i'm not surprised that my art might make somebody want to start testosterone! a lot of my art was made out of the aching grief that came with being kicked off of testosterone, and how neatly that loss of autonomy over my own body knits in with yamato's loss of autonomy over his own.

how my body started doing things i disliked, how i didn't have the support necessary to access the healthcare i needed—how my inability to give myself what i needed made me feel as though i were trapped inside of myself and abandoned (by both myself and the world at large)

when i write comics about yamato as a trans man, i don't take away his testosterone, because that hits a little too close to home for me. for Ninja War Town Reasons, he has plenty of access to all the HRT he could ever need and nobody questions his need for it—instead, i project my own horrors onto the way Danzō defined his identity for him as a child, the way that Kabuto and Obito dehumanize him as an adult in their war efforts, and reduce him to the thing his body holds (the Mokuton). I give him a kneejerk compulsion to dehumanize himself (out of a feeling that he has a duty to his community to do so) and I give him a slow-growing resistance to that impulse (which comes out of a feeling that the people he loves would frown upon seeing him reduce himself like that)

it's dysphoria! it's not gender dysphoria, but it's a loss of self, and a need to reclaim it. it's a war between the hollow shell of a thing he thinks he has to be, and the vibrant and messy person beneath it that he is. it's a desperate need to say "this is who i am—only i can say it"

I enjoyed HRT a lot. it was a really useful tool in helping me feel like my body was my own, that i didn't have to fight it, that we were the same entity. It's not the only tool, but it was a really good one, and one day I hope to use it again.

(as for the being off of it—it's unpleasant, but i'm enduring! being somebody who now doesn't really pass as anything has put me in a weird and interesting position, where I'm constantly having to declare myself to people, because nobody knows what to make of me on any front. they don't know if i'm a man, a woman, nonbinary, nor even what age i am (Augh!!!!) it forces me to be brave and vulnerable more than I'm comfortable with—if I tell somebody I'm a man, there's no way that they will believe I'm cis, but I'm not about to recloset myself—and I don't think I could at this point anyway.)

(there's something fascinating about the position i find myself in, and while i'd leap back on t the moment that an opportunity presented itself to do so, i do feel like i'm experiencing something interesting and important in this weird zone i find myself in)

[quaranmine]

doing the unexpected: washing + drying a pair of wool blend hiking socks HOPING they will shrink because they're a liiiiitle too big

[mafufuu-2-with-cheese]

moots ocgrams (1/??)

left to right, top to bottom: ayame from tsumigram, warden from gemini, s from dollgram, mihane from aruku-gram, shun from mugram, naki form the depths of kufer’s mind

show them some love !!

@74n5n

@sun-god-cometh

@ceo-of-catboys

@archirdarchernar

@amugoffandoms

@kafui-7

the projects (not gonna double @)

@/tsumigram

@/dollgram

@/aruku-gram

@/mugram

[dailykugisaki]

Day 129 | id in alt

Right after Fushiguro tells you what Itadori's final words are? Girl, do you have something you're not sharing with the class.

[dark-elf-writes]

William: The world is ending and my son is mad at me for putting him in the brain melty machine again :/

William: Better punch him in the face and send a passive aggressive email. That will fix it.

[plantanarchy]

Forbidden weird baby carrot (oxalis)

[nostalgicfun]

eBay PLEASE let sellers have promo codes/discount codes/coupons. I want to do a 40% off for Tumblr users SO bad but not extend this to the general public because the general public has been so, so intensely awful for the past year or so. But I'm filled with love for The Tumblr Friends

[personshapedsplder]

If you got 2 guys sharing a body homoerotically is it too much to ask that they get a little freaky w it? Surely that's not outside the realm of possibility

[lots-o-doodles]

Woe sketchbook dump be upon ye:

Under the cut: unedited pics of my sketchbook in all its messy glory. Contains: Trigun, self shitposting, hands, animals, Star Wars, Dungeon Meshi.

Enjoy~☆

Thanks for coming along~💜

[hacksplatter]

do u all see. my vision. the world i live in is bright and joyous come share in it with me :3

[luvrbones]

just took a 40 min shower where i wrote a GOD TIER scarecrow fic in my head but unfortunately it coming to fruition would involve me a) having my shit together and b) overcoming my fear of trying to write again and realizing i’m not good anymore so unfortunately in the ol noggin it will remain :(

[guckies]

Just watching your cubitos build and they don’t use the terrain to their advantage