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was about to text my boss “sorry for the inconvenience” about being ILL then realised wtf am I doing ????? it’s not my fault I’m sick and he should care more about my well-being than potential inconveniences 😤😤😤😤😤
#i am rly anxious tho he hasn’t replied to it yet#i did try call him but he didn’t pick up and texted me instead#so 🤷🏻♀️#but I replied immediately where did he disappear off to#pls acknowledge it so I can go back to sleep#my head is about to explode#and my eyes rly hurt#so no matter what he says I’m not doing shit today#rahma’s rambles
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maggie scenes for fun 🤣
#akia art#olba#baxter ward#olba mc#these are my best attempts at a baxter pov so i'll tag him even tho i was too lazy to lasso his sprites in 🤣#i have non-ol art i've been trying to finish for months but i keep getting sidetracked LOL#i was wondering what maggie might look like ingame and then remembered that i have the ability to subject everyone else to my brainrot too#the ol style is hard to imitate tho 👴 i rly tried with the hair but idr how to shade like this#(went through these again while cleaning my files and had to fix the Verbosity LOL)#(it was hurting my soul too much not to 🤣 my eyes..)
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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page
#delete later#deleting soon bc eyes on me#for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL#sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out#im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever#but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened#i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc#idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it#and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting#and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better#its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3#this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love#cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble#and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim
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got jizz in my eye. Send paramedics pls
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i had a great day at work today <3 everyone was quite nice to me and the workload is manageable. i was made to be an office assistant !
#however this morning i had a visual migraine(?) for the first time in my life and i literally thought i was dying LOL#not even bc my head hurted! my eyes looked like i was looking through a kaleidoscope 😵💫🫨#rly funny bc i Think its from having like a week straight of sleeping on a terrible pillow LOL#guess ill buy a new one w my check in two weeks 👍🏽#txt
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Despite how much I suffered making my last isat au Aris sprite redraw, I decided to do it again and once again went through hell doing it. There’s like a billion mistakes in this (such as her having the wrong arm rip) but at the end of the day I’m still happy with how it turned out :]
#keese draws#oc#oc art#eternal gales#isat#in stars and time#sorry for main tagging feel free to excecute me if you want or whatever#grips sink cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead#anyways this is a very fuzzy and vague au as I don’t rly feel comfortable going off too hard with this one#this is pretty much entirely because I know I’d have to fuck around with the worldbuilding a decent amount and I don’t rly wanna do that#Isat’s worldbuilding is one of my favorite parts of isat so I don’t wanna fuck it up yknow?#I might do some other sprite redraws once I stop thinking too hard abt aris and tali#for context tali is the king aka complicated design that makes me wanna cry especially since I made it worse by changing her imagery#instead of having tears as a thing she has like. fracturing if that makes sense?#it’s supposed to be a nod to her ‘cracked’ eye in canon#she also has threads coming from her limbs instead of long hair for similar reasons#also she doesn’t have straight hair so yknow#but yeah for additional context aris and tali are half sisters and they make me go insane#in this au the idea would be that when their grandparents divorced when the two were little tali and their grandma left the island#aris wouldn’t leave until five or so years later when she was around 12#at which point the island disappeared and all that#the two have mostly completely forgotten about eachother but there still is familiarity between them#tali isn’t any less of a piece of shit than the king in this au tho#aris for a brief moment almost remembers who tali is during act 3 but she dies before she can fully grasp it#which almost hurts more to her despite not even knowing what she was trying to recall#during act 5 her inner sadness fight is against the hazy image of a very young tali 👍#just tiny 5 year old tali using the voices of the others to scream at aris that she’s been nothing but a burden to them all#and that she’s done nothing but hurt them in her selfish attempts to fix a problem that she refuses to admit she caused#and that time and time again she’s lied that she’s doing her best to protect them and that she’s failed all of them#it’s a mix of current guilt and her hazy but longstanding guilt towards tali
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#i feel like im lowkey self sabotaging the last week bc i keep saying#i will go to bed early and let myself sleep longer#but everyday ive been going asleep past midnight and wake up at 6:30am#and ive been so exhausted and my eyes have been burning#and even during the weekend my eyes are hurting like crazy bc of the lack of sleep#it sucks bc falling asleep takes me forever its the hardest thing ever#and then staying asleep is another pain 🥲#i had a mini nap earlier but yh not rly helped#doesnt help that ive had multiple crying sessions today either ✌🏼 my eyes gonna be horrible to#*tomorrow
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all the doctor who gifsets on my dash are fucking me up because i see them and i’m like oh damn how did they get colin firth from the 1990s on here, and then my little high school spring awakening heart kicks in and im like *beyonce meme voice* jonathan groff?????????
#also my head still hurts sosoososo so bad so my eyes are like. Not Good rn#which is rly contributing to the continuance of the colin firth misunderstanding#personal#doctor who
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scrambled this out congrats sexyman
#fennorian#eso sexyman poll#my hand hurts my eyes hurt a real labour of love#fennorian ravenwatch#house ravenwatch#gwendis#elder scrolls online#art#tes#tesblr#eso#the elder scrolls#elder scrolls#i thought... who would enter him? gwendis?#all those hearts r his votes HAHAHA#i rly was not expecting him to pull through
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Well, yeah, it's husband, but I find it a little funny to say man wife. Anyhow. You're very pretty. I love your eyes. Mine sadly aren't green like yours. Mine are more of a Mossy kind. Sorry, I'm rambling. How was your day, Mason? Also, can you do me a massive favor and let Lawrence know that he's okay and that we all care about him? <33
Law already knows you lot care. I let him read! Not allowed tpost, afraid he might spill too much bout my private life, but I let him talk with his friends every now and again and let him read the sweet things yall leave for him. Makes him happy!
#//again i am really really sorry#//i hate doing this and ik im such a buzzkill and i complain abt it a lot#//i dont MEAN to be a stick in the mud i rly love the attention and care you guys put into interacting with me !!!#//but my eyes are super weak and hurt real bad when it comes to sharp/bold/staticy fonts#//AND IM NOT TRYING TO POLICE ANYONE OR TELL YOU WHAT TO DO FEEL FREE TO CONTINUE USING IT ITS YOUR BLOG ITS YOUR ASK#//but it makes it really hard to get through these asks for me#//AGAIN I DONT WANNA BE A WHINER OR SOUND LIKE IM MAKING YOU DO ANYTHING#//it would just be a big help
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ough why did my iv drip hurt so much 😭 i had preseptal cellulitis as a kid and they gave me iv antibiotics so it'd be a quicker recovery and the cannula was in my hand and apparently its not supposed to hurt but every 4? 6? hours when they switched the drip on i just remember it hurting so much i cried. makes me squeamish even now
#chaos.txt#that hospital trip was so crazy i remember it in such vivid detail and i was like. 8#my eye hurt thursday evening my dad said there was no point going to a&e we'd rather wait till morning#in the morning it was all puffed up and crunchy and we went to the hospital :-) and my dad took me to eye casualty#and we sat for a few hours i remember the waiting room and everything. eventually got seen sent up to this empty ward#literally 10 beds and just me. my mum bought grapes. they put in the cannula#they tried to distract me but i rly didn't want it lol so i was squirming so i always think maybe i just made them do it wrong?#my mum had to leave the room because she's squeamish 😭 hurt like hell#then i fainted a while after. definitely related my body doesn't like needles#got moved to this other ward much busier and then honestly i don't remember#i know that i went to the kids play area on saturday and got disappointed because they only did workshops on weekdays#and my mum met a woman whose older kid had been there for a while and i was jealous of his walking IV#and in the night this girl was brought in next to me with a bunch of red angry spots#and my hand burned when they switched the IV on so my dad held my hand :-)#and there was a boy with a broken leg the next ward over and i was so fascinated by the sling#and when they took the cannula out it didn't hurt at All but i was like oh there's blood there ! so i started cleaning it up#and the nurse said oh you'd make a great nurse one day :) and i think one of my parents said or a doctor!#and . well. here we are. god 10 years later. what a wild ride
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#honk#been dissociating so hard today my eyes hurt#like when u don't blink for too long#which is probably what's been happening#sorry for being sad & crazy do u still want to fuck me 🤪#i didn't rly intend for this acct to be a vent space but#here we are lmao#it's fine
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everytime i see a new building in my area it's the ugliest thing in the world. THAT'S what you cut down all the trees for??
#smells of gentrification too and my god middle class people have no sense of beauty#all those buildings look SO ugly it rly hurts my eyes#worst colors picked that do NOT go well together. ugly shapes#gives graphic design is my passion everytime
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sol/solkara…
#tldr something something sols difficult relationship with sex and emotional intimacy#this song is so them… cries#“oh you kissed me just to kiss me” starts bawling#sex here is both literal and metaphorical bc for one Sol is ace . not sex repulsed and they’re fine with doing it as an expression of-#-love and intimacy if their partner wants to have sex. but it’s still smth that’s a little scary in their eyes or more so just nervewrackin#they don’t want to be seen for nothing more than their body even if the way they act sometimes is like .. a little forward? idk the word sr#English isn’t my first language ahaa..#like sometimes they think it’s the only way they’ll get attention but deep down they wanna be seen for who they truly are#tho they feel like they don’t rly have much else to offer..wahh solll#and then this song is also kind of about their fear of getting close to somebody in fear of getting hurt or fear of their expectations n ye#“it was simple it was sweetness”#IDK HOW to explain i hope this makes sense hi guys#sol ososan#Spotify
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sorry for being that guy but absolving a character of any and all flaws or accountability and ignoring the parts of canon that are proof that this character is (thankfully) complex and human aka capable of making mistakes and doing good and being smart in some ways and dumb in others and so on and so forth is just like. sorry but i always imagined that to be the most boring way to enjoy a character and yet.........................
#personally i love when characters are intelligent and idiotic and mean and kind and i like when something isn't their fault and when#sometimes it is very much their fault and so on and so forth blah blah. just like how ppl are in real life.#live and let live i don't care what anyone does unless it's hurting people and this isn't but in my eyes ......#it's like i've just watched someone be handed a beautiful delicious chili cheese dog and they go ''thank you'' but then proceed to#scrape off all of the chili cheese and wipe the wiener down with a napkin to get all the remaining seasoning off and then switch out#the bun to a dry one. like girl what's the point of getting a chili cheese dog if you're jus gonna do all tht..... jus get a hot dog.. 🤨#i think my fandom life would be so much easier if i enjoyed characters like dustin. or enjoyed media tht was 100% lighthearted all#the time with no fucked up characters in it. but alas.... i am forever fascinated by the cunty freakazoids.... 😔#the dichotomy tht exists within certain characters is The Point. you'd think tht ppl would be happy tht characters aren't one dimensional#but apparently that's what many someones actually prefer lol#i stay scrolling through the tags just scratching my head looking like my icon like girl............. whatter u talkin about....#i swear it rly makes me wanna jus go through whatever show it is this time and reblog their post with screenshots of all the scenes tht#contradict their bold statement#but im not THAT annoying so i jus sit and stew in silence.......... well. semi silence bc here i am talking abt it but—
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Been having an Evening, gamers
#my shit#drew zaiah AGAIN but my eyes hurt and i forgot to add the blood so i wont post him til tomorrow#also finding it rly hard to comprehend that pretty hate machine came out in the 80s#that sounds fake
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