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vaguely druidic drawing for / of myself - the 8th of june was the 1 year anniversary of my top surgery. im more alive now 𓇗 𓇗 𓇗
[Image ID: a small, square, stylized portrait framed by a photo of rocks with carvings, with 'Aon Bhliadhna' written in dark grey text above it and the date 8/6 bellow. The portrait is from the bottom of the nose down to the waist of a thin, pale skinned person with shoulder-length brown hair, a blue featureless face, except a nose, light facial hair and red ears. The chest has bruising and scars from recent top surgery on the right, and a large gauze bandage covering the left of the chest. There is a pattern in red, reminiscent of medieval plant drawings, from the sternum to just above the collar bone, the pattern has four spiralling sections splitting off it. Two red spirals are placed on the shoulder joint. End ID.]
#illustration#digital art#trans art#queer art#queer artist#artists on tumblr#lgbtq#queer#gàidhlig#coniferouskiddo#2023#thankyou sm cassie for ID help#(dont worry btw#my chest beneath the gauze was fine and not for long either. just had a small pocket of fluid drained on one side and i#i liked the asymmetry of it in the drawing)#described#need to remember to collage and things more with my photos. i rly like how it looks :'- ) plus its a significant photo to surgery too#from just before i had it
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hey y'all happy pride! i have about 4 months to raise $7k for top surgery in october, please help me out if u can!
paypal.me/amberhaeri
or leave me a tip!
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how y/n (and sun) reacts to pantsless moon in Twin Animatronics
VS
if y/n were a little more like me lol
(@twinanimatronics ironically i was thinking of this when i was in the shower the other night lmao)
#after top surgery ur gonna need to pry shirtless bedtime from my cold dead hands lol#i freakin' love this fic keep up the good work :>#i'm not super happy with the composition with the second image but WHATEVER lol#twin animatronics with too much time on their hands#thegrindragon#thegrindragonart#fnaf sb#fnaf sun#fnaf moon
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it's really funny to me that this is in my notes.




i've been doing research so this is my evidence for a summer release of bridgerton season 3. because SOME people are mean and act like i have no idea how filming works. even with reshoots and delays i cannot see the show releasing past august.
but who am i to tell, i am just a college student with a stubborn hyperfixation that won't go away so i torture myself instead.
#netflix bridgerton#bridgerton season 3 spoilers#bridgerton season 3#bridgerton s3#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#bridgerton season 3 speculation#bridgerton season 3 release date#i have way too much time on my hands and i really shouldnt#to be fair#i wrote most of this when i was healing from a major surgery so#i am so impatient for this season#also if anyone needs alt text for the screenshots please PLEASE let me know#let me spread my knowledge
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small update on lilith vatore
#i used to have this bug that made it hard 2 give my vamps a dark form but it seems thats gone now!!!#so im working on thier dark forms i think new vamps would have those milky pale eyes and as they get older it changes to blood red#simblr#my sims#Lilith Vatore#gave her plastic surgery too new nose n lips bc the way i make sims has changed :P also changed caleb a lot im happy w it still working on#him tho he needs a whole new wardrobe
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Eddie keeps rolling out cheesy pick-up lines on Steve. Steve loves it; smiles, grins, pushes Eddie away playfully. Eddie loves his responses, loves Steve's pink cheeks, loves his bashful expressions, so he doubles down and continues playing.
Until one day, Steve finally plays back and Eddie just. shuts. down. This was just supposed to be something playful to tease his straight friend with. But with Steve teasing back it suddenly makes this feel too real, too good. The pleasure turning to the harsh side of painful. So Eddie shuts down and backs away.
And Steve? Well, he's pissed. Eddie can shower him with attention and cute pick-up lines but when Steve flirts back it's what? Repulsive? Not interesting anymore? Well, fuck you, Eddie, Steve thinks.
#I'm incapable of thinking this end with anything but hea#cue angst and robin tearing her hair put or rolling her eyes so hard she needs eye surgery to rival max's#too soon?#steddie
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I need a body!
#thunderbirds are go#thunderbirds#thunderbirds fanart#gordon tracy#crochet#nuttybeads#needs a body#and possibly some eye surgery#though not too bad fir a first attempt#i think?#fishtank week 2023
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On the topic of Izzy’s queerness and headcanons, and since they mentioned the trans Izzy headcanon specifically (I’m not touching any of their points, it just reminded me that not everyone thinks Izzy is trans and it got me thinking about differing opinions on the nature of his. . . trans. . . ness?):
I do love to see some nice top surgery scars in fanart/fic and of course I’m always down for a ‘he did his own top surgery’ joke (or a later ‘Roach does his top surgery’ situation) but I don’t actually see Izzy as someone who has had or planned on top surgery? This is all personal preference of course but I, personally, don’t think he’d think it was worth the risk of all the downtime he’d need to recover?
As buttoned up as his whole outfit is he, could definitely be hiding stays under all those layers (which are generally more comfortable/practical than modern binders if I’m not mistaken). Or he could just be going full tits out (again, under all the layers) since Con’s got such a nice rack barrel chest anyway.
I do go back and forth on how dysphoric it makes him though, and to be honest I think it maybe would actually fluctuate for him? Like sometimes its worse than other times and all?
But he’s definitely on Ye Olde Testosterone, though I do like to think he was just. Super Hairy before he started transitioning, as a treat.
He does fully encourage and support Jim going for their top surgery though, talks to Roach about it, helps out as much as he can during, bitches at them when they try to escape bedrest, helps them with PT after the fact. He and Olu develop a ‘caring too much about the menace that is Jim Jimenez’ bond in the process and become drinking buddies about it.
#the dork is being a dork#izzy hands#trans izzy hands#trans izzy headcanons#jim jimenez#is this preference just me projecting my financial and mental inability to get top surgery onto izzy?#maybe. mind your business#but also i just think he's too practical (to a fault) to bother with it#even if it does make him incredibly dysphoric#he can compartmentalize#and later project onto jim lmao#kidding#sort of#its only partially projection#he does actually care for their sake#tho you'd need to give him at least half a beer for him to admit to that (lightweight izzy my beloved)
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inconsolably emotional over this comment on a stuffed animal cleaning video
#also look at this little cat 🥺 he was so dirty at the start and they cleaned him so well#it reminded me of when i last cleaned my old stuffed cat#i can never get her back to her original color. she was orange and it just faded over time a lot so she's a dull brown now#but i cleaned her up a little and brushed and fluffed her#even got risky and did surgery to give her some more stuffing so she could sit upright again#and she looked so beautiful!!!!#her eyes and nose are chipped and her whiskers have been gone for a long time too but i cant fix that#i dont need to tho i think it adds character :^)#srry im rambling now i just love my stuffed cat dearly. ive had her since i was 2#tldr i love stuffed animals#i think caring for them is such a beautiful and pure form of love#to know they aren't real but still treat them gently. just because it feels good to. ❤️#my posts
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if yuuya and anghel went to a pride parade as a date, what would they do there
!!!!!!!! well of course they'd march!! I think Yuuya would be into it right away and Anghel would take a bit more time to warm up to it, but eventually have a great time! They'd show up early (Yuuya because he's a gentleman, Anghel because he's just an early riser), and march along with the parade. They'd spend the day holding hands and chanting and hollering and kissing, and would forget to reapply sunscreen so they'd be a little burnt at the end of the day ☀️🌈
Also, I think Anghel would LOVE leather queer fashions, given his wardrobe. Anghel would especially love harnesses - they're the next logical step to all his belts, no?
#burritofish#thank you so much for asking???#what a welcomed surprise in my inbox 🥺😭😭😭💘🌈#i'm really mixing in a lot of my own pride experiences in here haha!#yuuyanghel#hatoful boyfriend#kitedraws#also i'm going to put my queer headcanons for yuuyanghel in the tags because...... i want to!#yuuya is trans bi ace and demiromantic!#in human form yuuya would have taken blockers before puberty and doesnt need to bind or need top surgery#in my mind yuuya doesn't really know that he's ace and demiro#since it's a lot harder to quantify a lack of a certain type of attraction and he does find people and birds attractive#just not in certain ways most of the time#plus work keeps him busy so its not like he ever felt like he had the time to experience romance#like most of the fandom i see anghel as trans too!#and he does bind properly the bandages are just for the Aesthetic#i also see him as pan and possibly polyamorous?#i think he has a lot of crushes on a bunch of birds for different reasons#he's got a lot of love to give! a small bird with a big heart who constantly gives 100%!#bare chest //#ask to tag
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considering lucas and atle are so in sync and doing everything together all the time, I’m greatly relieved that atle’s appendix apparently seems all right
#alpine skiing#lucas braathen#atle lie mcgrath#i swear if those two idiots needed that surgery at the same time#TOO MUCH#IT WOULD BE TOO MUCH
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me after introducing 3 new names last year: im sorry for being annoying and bothering y’all with all these dumb things no one cares about but I really love all these names and they feel like a part of me
me taking to my girl tonight: 🙈🙈🙈 what do you think about this other new name
#bex talks#I told myself I wasn’t gonna do this anymore#and yet#suddenly maybe I like this too but it’s kinda like the name oliver#it’s a more masculine name that I wouldn’t use as much as bex#but I also really like it#even though I still identify as she/her#and god im just so annoying and the amount of people that care after the 4th time of me adding names is probably like two people#I need help. because I clearly can’t just pick one thing#is it a good thing or a bad thing to feel this fluid?#I just like having these different names. like capturing different parts of who I am#the girly princess. the tomboy who gets dirty with blood and surgery. the British part of me. the giggly happy part of me.
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i think next month's gonna be an 'every time i want takeout i put that money in my savings' challenge
#maybe#considering it#cause i get takeout way too much#not fic#this also means my meal planning is going to need to be way more comprehensive#and i need to swap in stuff that i'll need pre surgery anyway and start prepping for that#blegh
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For my Diamond Girls au : The Medic Nins.
( picrew link here )
Tsunade Senju : Director of Konoha's Hospital, the medical program and the Diamond Girls. However, she delegates all the time in order to better manage her responsibilities. Can come and go whenever she wants. The slug sannin.
Shizune Kato : Tsunade's second and the one who runs Konoha's Hospital most of the time. Often exchanges places with Rin. She must stay in the village, unless there's an emergency.
Rin Nohara : Tsunade's third (yet the 2nd apprentice) and supervisor of the medical program. She must stay in Konoha at any time, given her condition. Often helping with the Hospital and the Diamond Girls.
#Some details:#Shizune has a photograph of Dan on her desk and she asks him for strength before every surgery#Tsunade found Rin in time to save her life but Rin developed a chronic condition due the damage her body suffered#She still can fight but Tsunade thinks it's too risky and they need her more in Konoha anyway#Whenever she's not using hospital clothing Shizune dresses formal because she has to go to a lot of administrative activities and meetings#Rin is always dressed comfortably and has a routine to take care of her body to keep her condition at bay#Tsunade is insanely good managing her time#And she trusts Shizune and Rin completely#And with Sakura back after completing her Suna internship they can breath a little easier#Shizune Rin and Sakura are like sisters#Tsunade considers them Senju in all but name since she's the last Senju and they are her apprentices#naruto#Naruto au#Diamond Girls au#Tsunade Senju#Shizune kato#Rin Nohara#Naruto Shippuden#Naruto Shippuden au#Shanarutoaus#Shanarutofanfics
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Friendly reminder that if it seems like nothing matters, it's time to take a break and take care of yourself <3
#this is 95% a reminder for myself and 5% a 'well if *i* needed to be told this then someone else probably needs it too'#surgery is on thursday#and i just finished all of today's prep tasks#and i simultaneously feel like ive Not Done Enough and Why Does This Matter Anyway#so 😅#im putting on MASH and resting#and ill probably feel better after an episode or two#have a lovely day y'all
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You: Haha my little dog has a crush on my big dog. It's funny because she's bigger than him.
Anon: OH SO YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY? YOU THINK IT'S HOT AND SEXY? YOU THINK HE WANTS TO FUCK HER? STOP BEING A NASTY FREAK PERVERT
I mean he's also a newly minted neutered teenage male and she's an intact female so he probably does want to fuck her on some level, she's just oblivious and he can't reach 🤷♂️ Because she's infinitely larger than him. That's just nature baybee!!!
I'm allowed to think it's kind of silly that my little dog is infinitely more interested in the largest eligible bachlorette of the house than either of the appropriately-sized ones since they're all intact females and one was just in heat.
#dw they're supervised and I separated her when she was actually receptive#don't need any oopsies and YES neutered males can still impregnant for a little while after surgery#not taking any chances sorry#he never like... actively tried#but he did do a lot of things males do to see if the female will accept him#jokes on him Sushi does not seem to understand courtship behavior in the slightest#as I said to a friend the thing about Sushi is she's too stupid to be a bad dog#she just kind of watches courtship displays with a 24/7 ?????? face#conversely Fae and Tater were obsessed with Boone and would flag for him#and he similarly went '??????? ok I guess'#himbo energy I swear
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