#and now we're both free

[dreadfutures]

fortunately, with friends getting married and buying houses, I now have places to crash with beloved people in beloved places. and I have PTO.

[bytebun]

my piece for @thecodywanzine! thanks to the mods who let me go completely ham and cheese on this bad boy. this one's about living longer than you ever expected and not knowing what to do with it

[spartanlocke]

Quick disclaimer: Fuck Biden, I hope he rots in hell.

That said, I know trying to convince tumblrinas to vote is like trying to herd stoned cats, but this is too important not to share here.

I know how you feel, I don't fucking want to vote for Biden either, but I need you all to understand: Every vote abstained is a vote for Trump. AND ZIONISTS ARE COUNTING ON THAT. THEY WANT YOU TO STAY HOME SO TRUMP WINS.

They know he plans to fire and jail his opposition, they know he plans to give himself full military power and "total immunity", that he wants to extend his presidency beyond four years. They know all this because he's literally bragged about it with his shitty "Project 25." (Please please PLEASE for the love of GOD do some research on this before giving your takes.)

They know this and they WANT IT. BECAUSE THEY KNOW HE WILL SUPPORT THEIR ETHNIC CLEANSING OF PALESTINE EVEN MORE AND IF HE GIVES HIMSELF COMPLETE POWER, THERE WILL BE NOTHING WE CAN DO TO STOP THEM.

Zionists don't want you to vote, so get Get the fuck out there and vote.

[taniushka12]

getting a haircut tomorrow lads 💪💪💪

[fitzrove]

Lukas Perman Vater makes me insane. Like, the ppl who made this musical just went "I know the book this musical is ostensibly based on does NOT contain a sequence where the professor has a daddy issues breakdown because the sexy sexy thomas borchert murderous captain was nice to him, and screams high notes about it, and yet somehow he also soundly resolves this inner conflict entirely by the end of the six-minute song"

[boogiewoogieweeb]

being the degenerate commie that i am i pirated the new fallout series last night, because i'd rather have sex with a gutter rat than give jeff bezos and amazon a single red cent, ever. and now that i've finished the first episode, all i can say is...

[eclecticopposition]

Got tagged in the 9 people you want to know better by @grand-magnificent and @podcastingpineapple (and have been named as one of the cool friends at the table people. indistinguishable from the people who have been here for way longer than us. we are actually thrilled)

Last song: Like Real People Do by Hozier. it came on as our first morning alarm yesterday

Currently watching: Nothing. We don't watch a lot of things. Am listening to Counter/Weight again. Looking for a mech anime to start.

Currently reading: Fucking Trans Women the zine, by Mira Bellwether. It's good. If you haven't read it you should read it.

Current obsession: Man good question. Variance (our own OCs), friends at the table (specifically palisade), meditation, and climbing trees? It doesn't feel like a full obsession in the usual sense we define it. There isn't a lot of joy or compulsion that we can act on without reservation. Unless you count the stuff you get with probably undiagnosed OCD-spectrum anxiety, in which case it's trying to be connected with the rest of our system and communicate sincerely and be mature and feeling like it's a live or die situation that defines our moral character when we do literally anything or have mean thoughts. (Working on it. Actually trying not to work on it 24/7 because that's an obsession thing.) Also our skin gets way more bumpy in the summer and our BFRB goes nuts. But once we get over the thought phobia, we'll probably go back to having classic obsessions and special interests. And then we'll probably have so many things to talk about.

tagging (if you want!!): let's get a mix of both social circles in here. fuck it. @aurochsent @beeeeeans @andromedasea @circuitousmoths @psiideaffect @mithridic @gretchenfinch @kira-serialfaggot @mosswolf

[edgarallennope]

Me reading through old post-Season 1 Good Omens fics where they confess their love after armageddon and Aziraphale tells Crowley he doesn't need to be forgiven and they can't keep their hands off of eachother, knowing now that the prospect of acknowledging their feelings was so cosmically terrifying to the both of them that they ignored it for 6000 years in fear of ruining the only friendship they had in the universe:

[verymuchablog42]

i want to wrap my youngest brother in a forever cocoon of dance parties and hugs and reading the books he likes where he and I can live forever and ever because this child doesn't deserve a single bad thing to ever happen in his life

[rapha-reads]

My mother cheating on my father with a guy 30 years younger than her and when we tell her it's disgusting and unacceptable she tries to justify herself like "Oh, this is so Christian moral and catechism puritanism from you" and "This is the patriarchy that's talking".

.... Are... Are you trying to justify your CHEATING on your husband since 1990 on feminism and freedom? ABSOLUTELY THE FUCK NOT, YOU WILL. She thinks she's not in the wrong because, what, fuck her Christian education and she's a woman, she can do anything she wants ? Is she FUCKING KIDDING ME???

YOU CHEATED, YOU ARE CHEATING, YOU'VE BEEN CHEATING FOR MONTHS, YOU FUCKING JERK.

You hurt your husband, you threw him out of the house, you hurt your children, you think you can come back to my father's village? Your youngest daughter is TWELVE, and you're hurting her so much she's bottling everything in so well she could win an Oscar already, AND YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS OKAY AND YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG OR MORALLY REPREHENSIBLE ?

What sort of fucked up imaginary world are you living in that cheating is acceptable. For heaven's sake. She had the galls to tell me "adultery is banal, it's ordinary, everybody is doing it, it's not serious; don't be so dramatic". *screams* Hi, hey, if everybody is jumping off the bridge, are you going to jump too? Have you not PAID ATTENTION? Wars, murders, catastrophes have been done because of CHEATING, it is not a MODEL, it's a warning!!! Wtf, wtf, WTF.

I'm tired, I'm so tired. I have a thesis to write and I can't bring myself to work because my mother is throwing away all her life, acting in a shameful and unacceptable way, and disrespecting her family. My grandfather and my uncle and aunts aren't aware yet, but when they learn, oh boy, they might jump in a plane for Morocco to go yell at her.

Anyway. I'm having a real bad time these days and my only solace, my only salvation, are my sisters and my brother.

[sometimes-stufful]

Hey guys. It's been um *checks watch* like 5 or 6 years since I've used this blog. How's everybody doing? Sorry for the unannounced hiatus all that time ago.

I don't know if this blog will become active again. However there is a good chance that it might! I'm starting to create a plot for the blog's characters (because I still love them dearly), so hopefully I can create that and get this show up and running again. I've also been updating everyone's refs. So even if I don't come back to posting here officially, I think I'm going to at least upload those. I also have some new characters in the works that I may post refs for if I don't go thru with returning/making this blog more plot-centric.

I really do want to return to sometimes-stufful. However I'm an adult now (I'm literally about to turn 25 in 10 days, holy shit), and the past few years have been rough as hell on my mental health. I've lost a lot, and am just starting to heal from everything that's gone down. And I work full time, and have a datemate now, so finding the chance to draw is difficult. But this blog helped me on my art journey before. And I'd love to use it as an excuse to draw more, which is the main thing that pulling me back into the pokemon ask community. Another thing that's been pulling me back is the strong af urge to create content for my characters. Because I still love them so very much. I think about them so often that I want to put them in Situations and share it all with you. Although first I wanna get better at drawing humans lol (its relevant I swear). But I could get back into the swing of drawing some 'mons if I really set myself out to.

Let's see how it all goes. I'll keep you all updated. For those of you who have stuck around waiting so long, thank you. I hope to join you in this community again soon.

In the meantime, here's where you can find me and my artwork:

Main blog Toyhouse Artfight

[axellis-archv-2]

a moment abt overhalliday if you dont mind but its in the tags bc im embarrassed sowwy..

[viana-dascolli]

HI!!!!!

HI EVE!!!! Glad to see you :)

[daiseukiis]

hii how have you been?

i miss my family 🧍‍♀️

[comfytaire]

sent my friend a pic of the guy i'm crushing on and she thought it was hozier for a good 2 minutes just so u guys know the kind of ridiculously pretty man i'm dealing with here