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#and she was like oh you cant find the big dipper? and i was like yeah pretty much.
southislandwren · 1 year
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writing my scholarship thank you notes as if im not already planning on skipping the awards banquet to go see a total solar eclipse in texas lol
#'by accepting this scholarship you are agreeing to come to the scholarship banquet' or somethin i forgot the exact phrase.#but like. everyone ive talked to (minus 1 person) has been like uhhhhmmmm obviously you should go see a total solar eclipse???#so like. i know my advisor and dept secretary and lact prof will have my back during the banquet#'oh yeah hopes sick or something today. yeah couldnt come. shes definitely not in texas with her family or anything'#anyway. i gotta like learn about solar photography before april so i can at least come back from texas with something#this morning i got to see some stars which was nice. i was staring at the sky forlornly and my coworker was like you okay?#and i was like yeah.. the stars are taunting me though#they know i havent been able to go out and really see them since april. and its too light out for me to orient myself#so i dont even know who im looking at right now.#and she was like oh you cant find the big dipper? and i was like yeah pretty much.#man i love stargazing and i love space and i just wanna be nocturnal again :(#my coworker's been waking up at 3:30 this week since one of our bosses is out of town and we were talking about that#and i looked at my boss and said if you asked me to wake up at 3:30am for two weeks straight i'd probably just quit.#and i think that scared him a lil but i followed it up with i will gladly stay up until 2am watching for calves. so maybe hes not 2 scared#okay anyway. im gonna fuck around with my pride and joy. my tunes spreadsheet#diary post
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stonyponyofficial · 1 year
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hi!!!! :3 here are "some songs" ive been "listening to" that "i" think "you" should too!
spotify || youtube
notes on each below ^w^
Big Dipper - Death Grips: this song has such a good bounce to it, it makes me move no matter what, i cant help it. especially the chorus cuz ill start singing along and, well, then theres no stopping me. ill wiggle in my seat or like put some bounce in my step. which is all fun when im listening to music at home, but at work, where i mostly listen to music, i cant i have to skip the song. plus i love u songs that end with a good few minutes of noise just because, i never skip u i swear 🥺
classic j dies and goes to hell - glass beach: im fiiiinally getting around to glass beach and why didn't ANYONE say it was good? don't think ive heard the opinion that the first glass beach album is good yet. i wanted to listen to more bc of the hazel "Twinkle Park" version of the self titled song which is also very good but i put this one on this list bc it builds energy and emotion soooo well. it starts so somber but builds and builds till we're screaming about supporting each other and making a home for yourself despite despite despite.
DOGTOOTH - Tyler, The Creator: he creates once more! i always forget i had a kinda big tyler thing in high school until he releases new music. out of all his recent releases post-Flower Boy, Call Me didnt connect with me as much, but this single from the Call Me If You Get Lost "estate sale" of stuff that didnt make the album surprisingly did! it feels a little flowerboy-ish in the production but has the call me vibes of like "i can afford all these cars, buy my neighbors house, and ill still take my private plane to Switzerland for the day just cuz i was craving some nice chocolate" very braggadocio, very tyler, very good :)
Dumbass!! - Machine Girl: this song both sounds like and has similar effects as brainworms. it fuckin. got in there and made me quantifiably more insane than i was before. said brainworms make me wanna scream the lyrics and scuffle my feet and just like run into traffic and dance around the cars bc this song makes me believe i could and id be fine. i hope to fucking god they play this at the mg/100 gecs show. this song is also one of the few times ive looked up the lyrics for a machine girl song, usually content to just let the beats jar my head, and as soon as i did i couldnt get them out :) like some sort of... thought... eating... something or other idk theres probably a word for it (<-the worms are finally getting to her)
Fantastic Cat - Takako Minekawa: this song is sooooo cute, there is so much synth and whimsy to be had! unfortunately i don't know much about the artist bc this was one of the first songs i found after using Radiooooo (which u should be basically required to use if u like music and finding new music) set to Japan in the 90s, but she's part of the 'shibuya-kei' genre/subculture that was popular during that time, which sounds like an interesting topic to dive into :3 the whimsy contained in this song is almost too much tho. the melody is so sweet, that wind instrument is so silly, and the moog breakdown in the middle too is. well, its all quite fantastic.
HI 5 - Frost Children: i took too long making this post that this entry went from originally a cheeky indirect plug for their upcoming album bc i just really liked this single to just,, oh the album came out... but either way i wanted to talk about the song bc 2 me its just more proof of how exciting of a voice in hyperpop the frost children are. the bass on it is as crazy and slick as the one on the cover. this whole song just explodes with eccentricity i think ull really like it :) also check out the epic music video! its ai generated for those who'd like to know beforehand, but they use it to like. rotoscope real footage its preddy neat!
Introduce me to your family - Otoboke Beaver: i made a little post recently about Otoboke Beaver's influence on six impala's WFLYTD, and after revisiting their album, Itekoma Hits, after making that post i got this one stuck in my head for a while. the hook hooks (the main reason i had it in my head for so long), the bass is groovy, the guitars are sharp, the rage is channeled, its all here! they keep all the energy going and growing the whole time until you cant help but scream along.
こんがらがった! (Kongaragatta!/Tangled up!)- Necry Talkie: started reading the bocchi manga recently (im just past where the show ends as of now :3) and they have art at the beginning of each chapter with the kessoku band members that references visuals from like irl japanese bands and music videos which i thought was really cool! of course i had to find a collection of all the referenced songs, and what do ya know... this cute little number was in there! (if ur wondering it's the art for chapter 18 that references this song's music video :3) its such a dinky beat at first (said so so lovingly) but it evolves into a precise, energetic little jam.
One Million Dollars - 100 gecs: this fucking sonnng.. not everyones fav off 10k i know but it is for me :3 it just rattles me in such a specific way. it originated and is the only way to sate the need in my brain to hear what it was like for nic cage in that "not the bees!!!!" scene. i love it sm, but im absolutely biased from my hearing this at a gec show and falling for it right then and there. the live version and the album version are a bit different and i think the changes they made for the album make it a fuller song i just. loved the feeling of hearing this live so much. i would just search up the epic live version at terminal 5 where Laura fucking SHREDS on the guitar at the end over and over while i was waiting for the album. again, makes me very excitied to see them and machine girl soon :3
o (__*) - Hakushi Hasegawa: i dont know much about this artist but goddamn the few songs i have heard from them have made such an impression. u know a song is good when its not even dnb but uses the "yeah.. woo!" sample to keep everything going. and yeah with how crazy fucking banana bonkers jazzy and technical the drums and piano get at times it needs that tiny bit of stability at least. this song feels like the epitome of controlled chaos in the absolute best way possible.
PARTY GIRL - Angel Electronics: after rook's latest solo album came out i decided to go back and visit this collab project of hers with ash nerve i had missed at first and.... weeeeeeh ;w; this song makes me wanna cry every time. rook can obviously write some bangers but i love her more tender songs too. so many parts come together to make it just the sweetest thing. the part that stuck with me the most was the chorus, like it's sooo cute id just sing it to myself on loop bc it leads into itself so well. i wanna just keep talking about how fucking cute this song is but like George Costanza voice the love story between the party girl and the weird shy girl got to me okay?
Prime - Marnie Stern: kinda the reason im making this list hehe :3 this song was on char 'igottawin' mp3's most recent WILT (what im listening to) poast (hi char :3) and it was What Im was Listening To... too... (both of us bc of this epic animation) so here it is on MY knockoff WILT post too mwahaha hahaha! haha but seriously guys this song is quite good. it does so much with all the variations on just that one verse and i get sucked into the lyrics and the guitars. and by the fourth time im chanting this same unending verse the song is surprisingly over and i just wanna listen to it again. this one deserves a 10 hr extended version frfr
Wait and Bleed - Slipknot & 青春コンプレックス(Seishun Complex) - Kessoku Band: whats this? a double entry? ahaha yes! 😈 i would've put these songs here separately bc ive been getting into both slipknot (thank u char :3) and the actual kessoku band album, both of which are quite good on their own. but i only combine their entries here bc of this epic mashup of these two songs by the aforementioned rook blackdresses which makes me unable to sing either without thinking of the other song. like the first three chords of the bocchi theme start playing and my brain wants to scream the GOODBYEEEEEE from Wait and Bleed. the slipknot chorus melds with the kessoku band guitars soooo well. to me they are pieces from different puzzles entirely but they still fit together <3
wants mom to know she looks cool and doesn't plan on changing - leroy: i finally listened to the dariacore and accompanying berdlycore serieseses and ive loved diving into this little subculture of silly hyperpop meme mashups that fuck immensely. takes the silly to earnest and very good pipeline to a new level. plus having been a fan of dltzk and jane's other stuff its the one thing i never really got into but there are. so many dariacore related things i need to listen to now. i feel like theres lore i have to catch up on but im excitied :3 this is one of my faves off dariacore 2: electaria corebaloo (not what its called)
This has been... Post! thanks for your time. if u read this far i love u so much please never forget that. 'til summer music-heads! *curtsies and shows myself off-stage*
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euclydya · 5 years
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Just do all the daemon asks. Infodump ur soul out
AKKLDKLSKJDF ALLI I LOVE YOU 
Anfang: What gender is your daemon? (Daemons can be the opposite gender, the same gender, or outside the binary altogether) -- as far as we know, she’s female or nb but female leaning!!
Belisaria: How talkative is your daemon?  What does their voice sound like? -- She’s very talkative!!!! though we both forget to project so oftentimes she just sounds like me fsjlkdjfl tho when we do remember she has a slight british accent? her voice is also higher pitched and sounds a bit squeaky
Cerebaton: Do you think your daemon is smarter than you? -- she... is not at all JSADLKFJFDF but!! she certainly has more common sense than i do!
Golden Monkey: Are there any unscrupulous traits that you find your daemon possesses?  Would you say they are your dark side? -- weeeellllll for the most part yeah i suppose. she’s my common sense and all but she’s also that voice in my head that’s like “this person being sad over something reasonable to be sad about is stupid and annoying and wow cant they chill” but thats. usually only if we remember to project and separate her thoughts from mine lmao
Hester: How would adventures with your daemon be like? -- THEYD BE A MESS SNDLSKJDFLJ. she’s a big ol boa constrictor usually so itd all involve people being like “excuse me hello WHY HTE FUCK IS THERE A BIG SNAKE FOLLOWING YOU” and im like oh its fine thats my daemon :) NDSLKFDFJG
Kaisa: Does your daemon notice things before you do?  Are they more aware than you? -- kinda!!!! but its a very vague noticing so its like “!!!!!!!!! danger!!!!” “whats wrong dude” “idk but somethings up!!!!!!!!!!!!! we’re going 2 DIE” “no its fi-oh shit nvm yeah thats a problem. aw fuck. we’re fucked.” “YEAH NO SHIT”
Karossa: What mood is your daemon usually in?  Do you even feel their emotions? -- id say shes either in a mood i cannot describe or i cant feel/recognize her emotions at all. alexithymia is a fuck but sndskjdfl honestly i have nooooo idea what mood shes in when i do remember to project her tbh
Kirjava: What form do you think your daemon will settle as?  What do you want them to settle as?  If you are settled, do you particularly like their form? -- wdk!!!! she seems to quite like her boa constrictor form so i think she’s settled on that one but rn she’s decided to become a phoenix but didnt really Want To Commit To That so now im laying on my bed with an overgrown boa constrictor with firey wings laying on me
Kulang: Do you know your daemon’s personality types?  Would you say their personality is the opposite of yours? -- uh kinda!! she’s a bit more curious than i am and shes also very cautious!! i suppose we’re still working on personality tbh ^^;; she jumps from caution to wanting tof ight very quickly though NFLKDJF
Kyrillion: How do you think your daemon would interact with the daemons of others?  What about with other humans? -- she’d be weary but quickly jump into asking tons n tons of questions!!!! shes a very curious bab
Matapan: Does your daemon comfort you/cheer you up when you are down? -- she does so matter-of-factly ! she uses facts and whatnot to cheer me up, such as “hey man at least u didnt somehow fuck up even worse tbh everythings gonna be ok its fine you’ll live” shes... not the best at comfort but i appreciate what she does LMAO
Musca: What do you think your parents’ daemons would have named your daemon?  Do you think it would have been a fitting name? -- OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY i have no idea lmao. it probs woulda been something more otherworldly and not DIPPER thats fr sure lmao
Pantalaimon: Does your daemon argue with you a lot?  About what?  Who’s right? -- we do!!!!!!! we argue constantly!!!!! its mainly about paranoia-based things!!!! she keeps me from having major anxiety attacks tbh. shes almost always right
Ragi: Is your daemon more mature than you? -- i dont think so! 
Ratter: What forms did your daemon take before you were settled? -- a tarantula was her first ever form! soon after that she shifted into the boa form she has now. i think she’s just lazy tbh cuz ik a boa isnt totally fitting for her and she knows it too but she Likes The It its a comfort form i suppose
Salcilia: Would you give up your daemon for anything?  What would life be like without them? -- id trade her for one corn chip and honestly she’d do the same to me ASDFLKJGLJFG
Sandling: What is your daemon’s outlook on life?  What are their opinions on various philosophical topics (the afterlife, the nature of morality, etc.) -- she is extremely pessimistic when it comes to life and such, and she assumes she wont reeally exist in the form she has rn when i die. its... ueah. dark. ndlksjdlsd
Sayan Kötör: What would your daemon be like if they existed in corporeal form?  Do you wish corporeal daemons existed? -- a very very long boa with teeny lil wings made of fire tbh. yes i do
Sergi: Would you have liked to undergo separation (a la the witches) from your daemon? -- nO!! nslksjljksfd i need dipper to function tbh jfc
Stelmaria: Has your daemon ever fallen in love?  What do they think of your past datemates/crushes? -- she has not!! she’s most likely aro/ace like myself. she has no issues with my past signifs except for He Who Shall Not Be Named, but when i was dating him, she got along alright with him.
Sophonax: How well would your daemon’s form have matched your physical appearance? -- this one’s worded weirdly SKLDJKLF uhhh her form currently doesnt match my phyisical appearence all that well but whatever tbh
Zohariel: What is your daemon’s name, and what does it mean? -- According to a user from United Arab Emirates, the name Dipper is of English origin and means "Adventurous boy". She’s also trying out the name Paracosm, which means “detailed imaginary world“.
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no-no-no-ahhhh · 5 years
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I'm having bad anxiety so I'm just going to answer these questions rn
Okay so when having anxiety I over think and I barely have any friends so I thought if using these questions to keep my mind off things and it kinda works it's also why some are long because I'm trying my best to think about other things then my stress. Maybe some of yall can try this if you want. Could help idk
Questions belong to @tr33-g1rl
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
Soda cans
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
I LOVE chocolate bro
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
Cotton candy because let's all be honest bubble gum doesn't even tast good so that just leaves texture and cotton candy dissolves abs you could always have normal gum
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
Some would say nice hard working smart and dyslexic but that's what they say not actually think
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
I've never really had the soda bottles but for now Ig soda cans because I feel like it keeps it fresher then the plastic and plastic is bad
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
Umm out of all these ig tomboy my style that I try to go for more rn is kinda like bille eyelash baddie style
7. earbuds or headphones?
Def earbuds cuz headphones if left on too long start hurting and squeezing my head
8. movies or tv shows?
TV shows 100% I cant consum media for long (my anxiety)so cartoons are the best for me because they're usually 11 minutes and light hearted
9. favorite smell in the summer?
Hmm this is good question in my head summer looks so good ahh but I've never really had a sent for it cuz the past few years I've been in my room but I love the sun oh and you know when your about to go in the pool and you can smell the Clorox mixed with the sun block and that smell just smells like a soft nice energy and there is this one tropical sent havent really smelt it in years I remember the one time I got to smell it was in middle school in the girls locker room so ig it was a perfume idk if it was really associated with summer or it was just tropical perfume my mom could spray on anytime of the year
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
Lol none I hated p.e I was also pretty tall at the time so people expected me to play but I just wanted to hide in the corner
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
Well I don't really like breakfast that much I think food in the morning makes me nauseous but I have to eat it cuz I can't eat school lunch food cuz that shit is nasty but breakfast school food is 😉 so I usually get banana bread and good ass duch chocolate milk
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Por Vida is one of my favorite albums if that counts
13. lanyard or key ring?
I hate things being around my neck so key ring
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
Mexican candy
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
The outsiders
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
Your butt relaxing ig and not hunched over idk how some people do their work not hunched over like how do you see what your working on
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
These white Adidas with 3 halo strips and tan boots
18. ideal weather?
To wear you can soak in the sun but not have it burn you right when you go outside and kinda breezy not a fan of the cold and whatever weather that isn't effected by global warming is the best
19. sleeping position?
I always try not to sleep on my back cuz then they say that the demons come for you
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
I have a lot of journals and books to write
21. obsession from childhood?
My little pet shops, barbies, fnaf, teen titans, monster high dolls, beanie babes, never brats or the ever after high dolls cuz I had a fear of big heads as a kid
22. role model?
Em their are not many people to look up to these days but Quenlin Blackwell is even though she struggles with depression and seasonal depression she still is a qween love her
23. strange habits?
24. favorite crystal?
Hmm maybe amethyst one of the only ones I have
25. first song you remember hearing?
No idea
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
Be in the sun
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
Not have the seasonal depression come for me
38. lemonade or tea?
Lemonade bro tea is kinda weak and for BrItish blocks , but today I did have a bunch of lemons and they got me sick cuz I dont have a healthy balanced diet if anybody knows simple healthy recipes that have little to no cooking pls share
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
I've never actually have had lemon pie but I have been thinking about making pie. I've had peacon pie and water burger apple pie and McDonald's apple pie and I think another fast food pie but I can't remember the flavor. I know the other flavor exist because my mom order a different pie flavor from me once and she said we can both try each others. Maybe it was lemon. I think lemon tast is quit forgettable thow idk I always put other things on my lemon and lemonade has all that sugar and speaking of Britain I think they carbonate their lemons . But I think I've only had lemon cake 2 times , so if the cake
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
School is lame and that's on period pooh
41. last person you texted?
Umm this girl I barely know and I'm going to leave it at that cuz this story makes me kinda sad and worried and I'm answering these questions to avoid that
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
Hmm good question , I think jacket because they are bigger and girl Jean's have the pockets different to make the booty look better and sometimes that leads to uncomfortable pockets and front pockets barely exit for girls and jackets sometimes have those secret pockets only you have assess too like the ones on the inside and jacket pockets are bigger
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
1. hoodies are good for when you dont have a bra on and they come with one BIG pocket and you dont need to worry about a shirt
2. Leather jackets are for cool kidz and carry a nice vibe and still thick enough to keep you warm , but you can't really get them wet I think so you can't wash em , but they can come with cool designs on the back but their better fitted on perfectly on a person and if you grow they just look odd on you then you have to buy another and that's not fun
3.Bomber jacket , it's a whole style but one I try to pull of but just cant do it well
4.Cardigans kinda umm not a fan but good if your wearing a dress that's shows your shoulders and you are insecure about that being shown. Remember when somewhere in the 2000s they told us that cardigans where so easy to put on and throw more into your outfit so people bought quit a few. I do
5.I feel like jeans jackets aren't warm enough maybe their more for the summer?
44. favorite scent for soap?
Hmm maybe something tropical or just those cool lavender ones that have oats that's cool I like oats in my soap
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
I hate sci-fi uhhhg and super hero kinda ties in with that so fantasy and when reading fan fic just sweet simple domestic fluff
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
Hmm not sure but the shirt has to be soft. I only experience soft shirts like that few times in my life
47. favorite type of cheese?
Mexican cheese and blue cheese uhg and mozzarella with that crust, yum🤤
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? Errrum maybe a watermelon cuz they are very hydrated. Oh and watermelon with the big black seeds is better then that soul less watermelon
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
None dawg I really need to find one but I do have a lot written down In a book
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
Omg my aunt had some funny looking ass dogs I couldn't stop laughing. One of her dogs hate me tho now
51. current stresses? I dont want to talk about it cuz I dont want to worry but I was crying for more then 6 hours probably 8 when I think about it and then today as well and it's so bad I'm not even going to school
52. favorite font? I like the one kali uchis uses in one of her albums I think it's called fairy tell or something
53. what is the current state of your hands?pretty dry cuz I wash them alot and kinda long nails cuz of genetics
54. what did you learn from your first job?
I havent had a first job
55. favorite fairy tale?
Hmmm something with the tooth fairy
56. favorite tradition?
Idk holidays cuz I get school off
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
Depression and I would say anxiety but no
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
I dont have any talents
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
Uuuuyg idk too stressed to really think that I dont even know what type of video game I would be in
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
nothing stressful maybe something calm like a farm anime, some light magic, pokemon things like that
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
I was never ment to live life like a sim - megan the stallion
62. seven characters you relate to?
Anybody with anxiety, kinda pearl from Steven universe, the nerdy part of dipper from gravity falls , Roman from sander sides if virgil too sense he has anxiety okay and that's all I can think of I think early I said I dont really watch media or stuff so yeah
63. five songs that would play in your club?
Gosolina kali uchis songs and bank account that's all I can think about rn
64. favorite website from your childhood?64. favorite website from your childhood?
Y8 brooo oh and there was Disney or Nickelodeon websites you know that show with the hands and they had the googly eyes they had a g as new for that loved it and for Disney they had zack and cody games on their website and it's not a website but the one thing on windows that would work without wifi you know and you could make cakes and give them faces and try matching the cards
65. any permanent scars?
One time a cat scratched me more the like 8 years ago and I can still faintly see the mark
66. favorite flower(s)?
The one that grows on the cactus
67. good luck charms?
I know a rabbits foot is one and 4 leaf clovers,and markipliers flannel. I sadly dont have any personal good luck charms
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
I don't want to talk about bad foods rn cut the cameras
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
idk I think I can vaguely remember every facts orgin that I know
70. left or right handed?
Basic right handed but my dad used to be left but then the school forced him to be right
71. least favorite pattern?
Anything 80s uhg that shit is disgusting and terrifying
72. worst subject?
Chemistry but I just got out of that so that's fun
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
People day hot cheetos and sour cream is odd but I like it . I would wat some rn but I think I got sick cuz of my poor diet so I'm not. Someone pls suggested simple easy foods for your girl who can cook
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
1 I am big baby
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
I dont know
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
Tater tots are good and fries
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
Idk no green thumb
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
Idk ig coffee
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
Jewel tones
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
Theirs a difference?
82. pc or console?
Console it's just simpler
83. writing or drawing?
Uhhheg ig drawing I'm bad at grammar
84. podcasts or talk radio?
Podcast, podcast are just more plans out then talk radio and talk radio is a morning thing and I'm not the biggest fan of mornings
85. fairy tales or mythology?
Fairy tales mythology kinda ruff ya know
86. cookies or cupcakes?
Cookies their just more sturdy and their is always normal cake
87. your greatest fear?
Tooo many things and I'm having an anxiety attack right now so like no
88. your greatest wish?
Well it's cute and all idk to live peacefully is one part the other parts a secret for now
X.o.x.o gossip girl ya know ya love me
89. who would you put before everyone else?
Umm maybe myself Idk
90. luckiest mistake?
One time my mom ordered a foam sord for my brother and a real one came. It was some anime sword
91. boxes or bags?
Bags cuz they look cute and you can take em every where with you. Disposable I would have to say boxes tho because its less damaging to the environment
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
Sunlight is so warm and it fills something inside of me makes me feel cozy
Lamps are great for when sleeping and your scared of the dark
Fairy lights are cute but are they neccessary
Overhead lights are good for when you just need light in your life
Am I the only one who gets sad and sometimes cant clean if it's dark in the house?
94. favorite season?
Summer I think. I know it's harder for me to function in the winter cuz depression but then summer is anxiety sometimes ya know
95. favorite app on your phone?
Littetly no idea I don't really love/like the things on my phone if their more distractions or time wasters but I do love how I can search up useful things on YouTube to try to calm down my anxiety and I was definitely not a fan of tumblr at all but I kind have made it my safe place a bit
96. desktop background?
Well the computers my dad's so it has deadpool on i
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
Barely 2 ,I am kinda a dummy sorry unggv
98. favorite historical era?
Well idk heehaww cowboys?
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artmageddonunicorn · 6 years
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LONG POST/LOST LEGEND SPOILERS AHEAD
hey, i usually don’t join the deciphering part of the fandom either because i think i’m not clever enough or i’m just late, but i started spotting these through the book and i got really excited! so here are the codes i could i find and the translation
Copyright page: "d id qgrp'v zrun lv qhyhu grqh / vr khuh'v vrph wdohv mxvw iru ixq / brx zdqwhg pruh? / brx jrw zlvk! / grq'w vwuhvv-lw'v rqob fdqrq-lvk" (caesar: a fandom's work is never done / so here's some tales just for fun / you wanted more? / you got wish!/don't stress-it's only canon-ish)
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Shmebulock's evidence board: "djh / sdudgra? / wlph / wudyho / frqqhflwrq?" (caesar: age / paradox? / time / travel / connection?)
(in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "wendy's mom: in another dimension?"
(in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "dip clones plot revenge?"
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Table of contents page: "LVRMO-BOM-JVOSTCID" (i couldn’t figure what this one is about rip. help)
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When Pacifica enters the attic: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "to find"
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Mr. What's-His-Face journal page: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "he always has an ace up his sleeve and a face up his sleeve", "li kh / jhwv pb / idfh, vwdqohb / kdv d vsduh" (caesar: if he gets my face stanley has a spare)
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At the paranormal black market first view: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) on the bridge: "trembley wuz here"; on the barrel in front of dipper: "where's your axolotl now?", on the SOTBE cart's roof: "join our remembers club"
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The Crawlspace journal page: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "puts the bizarre in the bazaar", "freak's delivery service"
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When Dipper and Pacifica are found: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) “while u read this i picked ur pocket"
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Pacifica joking with the cyclops: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "do not sell to blendin"
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Dipper and Pacifica being chased: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "for a good time call shmebulock"
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Spy Vs. Spy reference page: .- ... .--. .. -.. . .-. (binary: ASPIDER)
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"Everyone dies" comic page: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "bill lives"
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"Weirdmageddon: The Afterweirdness" page: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "extra secrets big and little / if you want to crack the riddle"
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Space bus plates: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "i didn't(?) vote for bill", "the axolotl is my copilot"
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Inside space bus: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher)  "these quarks don't run"
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On the boxes in the bus: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "search"
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Jersey Devil magazine page: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "it came from a strange rip and landed in the pine barrens"
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Entering the Freak Show tent: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "the web"
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Secret cave: (in bill's symbol substitution cipher) "h. g. wells sucks eggs - blendin"
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but again i’m not a clever men.
i couldn’t figure out what is the code on the table, and i see the bigger message contained here is “to find extra secrets big and little if you want to crack the riddle search the web” but i don’t know what to do from here. there’s the message in binary “a spider” too, i thought “the web” could be the internet but maybe it’s some cobweb (or maybe it’s just a joke i don’t get, like a SPY-der)? yeah, feel free to add to this post
but oh shit:
- the Society of the Blind Eye still exists
- something happened to Wendy’s mom. there’s a mystery tub named Mrs. Corduroy, i remember it was confirmed somewhere “wendy’s mom isn’t between us” but that could mean she’s in another dimension? somehow. what happened to her, what did she do/saw?
- blendin got in trouble at the black market
- “BILL LIVES” o h  s h i t  I INVOKE THE ANCIENT POWER THAT I MAY RETURN bill is a bad bitch you cant kill him i like the theories that bill lives inside stan’s mind
- blendin still has beef with h. g. wells (”not h.g. wells approved”) the message “for a good time call shmebulock” could be important too or shmebulock is offering an interesting kind of service (eyes emoji). it reminded me of when people had to call a number during the cipher hunt, but i don’t know what to do with this too. and regarding the end of the whole comic, “shmebulock” gotta be a key to a vigenère cipher
SO. MANY. QUESTIONS
gravity falls is real and it will never die
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haberdashing · 6 years
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The Spider and The Bee
Gwen Stacy gets a car that turns out to be more than meets the eye.
(Yes, this is a Spider-Verse/Bumblebee crossover fic. Yes, this is solely because Hailee Steinfeld plays both roles. So sue me.)
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Gwen Stacy gets a car for her sixteenth birthday, and she knows that she really should be grateful.
Her parents meant well, she’s sure. And a lot of kids her age would kill to have a car of their own. But to Gwen, the car seems like more trouble than it’s worth. Finding parking for it is generally more of a hassle than just dealing with the idiosyncrasies of the New York City subway system.
(Plus half the time she’s navigating the city, she’s doing it via web-slinging, but her parents don’t know about that part, and if she has any say in it, they never will.)
The car in question isn’t exactly endearing itself to her, either. It’s an old-fashioned Volkswagen Beetle, the kind that she thought had died off decades ago. It looks well-maintained enough, but even Gwen, who is far from an expert on cars, notices that the radio never works and that it sometimes takes multiple tries to start. Her father lets slip at one point that it was obtained in a bust on a chop shop upstate, and honestly, it doesn’t surprise her. An ignoble origin for an ignoble vehicle.
Oh, and the Volkswagen Beetle is yellow. Not a nice, subtle, pastel yellow, either. It’s a bright yellow, a nauseatingly in-your-face yellow, a shade of yellow that reminds her of bumblebees and kindergarten crayons.
Gwen Stacy likes stealth, when she can get it, and this car is anything but stealth.
But she still uses the car from time to time, when where she wants to go is either hard to get to via public transit or off the map entirely. She lies through her teeth about how much she loves the car and appreciates having it.
She even gives it a name, as is their family tradition. She dubs it Bee.
Gwen tells her parents that the name Bee is because the car is the same shade of yellow as some species of bees, and that it’s also short for Beetle, and she’s not lying when she says it, not exactly.
But Bee (or B) can be short for a lot of other things, too. Like Beware. Or Beneath me. Or Below average.
And there’s also how the car always smells like honey, to the point where Gwen honestly wouldn’t be surprised to find out that there was a beehive hidden away somewhere inside the car.
There’s also that, while spiders can kill bees, sometimes the reverse is possible as well. It fits how Gwen always feels herself tensing up when she enters the car, how she’s not entirely sure if she’s joking when she tells friends that that car will be the death of her.
But much as Gwen dislikes the car, she has to admit that it’s handy to have around sometimes.
There’s one night in particular where she just wants to get away from it all, and she drives and drives until asphalt turns to dirt, until New York City is just a twinkle in the distance. Once she’s sure that she’s well and truly in the middle of nowhere, Gwen gets out of the car, sits on the ground, and gazes up at the stars.
(She feels a pang of loss when she remembers how Peter always had the constellations memorized, how he would have pointed out stars in the sky and named them all until the sun had risen over them. But Peter wasn’t here now, never would be again because of her, and without his help she couldn’t so much as find the Big Dipper.)
It’s nice to have a moment to just sit there and relax. She doesn’t have to think about her life back in New York, about all the pressures placed upon her both as Gwen Stacy and as Spider-Woman. She can just take in the beauty of the stars and the soft, cool breeze that makes the trees gently sway in the wind and forget the rest of the world entirely.
That is, until she glances over at her car and finds that it’s not there, and that some sort of robot had taken its place.
...or rather, as she looks closer and notices the robot’s bright yellow color under the pale light of the moon and stars, that her car had somehow turned itself into some sort of robot.
Gwen stands up immediately and blurts out the first words that come to mind.
“Are you my car?”
She sees the transformation this time, sees the metal twist and turn and shift into place as what had been a robot turned itself back into the Volkswagen Beetle that she had grown to know, if not love.
“You- you can change back, it’s alright.”
It-
No, that doesn’t feel right. Gwen had already half thought of Bee as a “he” even before her personification of the car became so, well, literal.
He changes back into his robotic shape. His form is generally humanoid, with what looked like a face holding big blue eyes that were shining right at her.
Gwen hopes that she was right in thinking that this spot was in the middle of nowhere, hopes that it’s obscure enough that nobody else would see what her car had become.
“Can you understand me?”
Bee makes a strange noise, one that she could swear sounded a bit like a bumblebee’s buzz, and one that she definitely didn’t know how to interpret.
“Nod your head if you can understand me.” Gwen demonstrates, and Bee replies in kind.
Okay, so they have a language in common. That’s good. Just thinking about trying to invent a language that humans and robots could share is enough to give Gwen a bit of a headache.
“Can you talk?”
Bee buzzes at her again. She thinks she knows what that means, but she wants to be sure.
“Shake your head like this if you can’t talk.” Gwen shakes her head, and so does Bee.
That was... less good. It would be a lot easier if they could talk to one another about what was going on rather than just Gwen asking questions and Bee having to gesture out his responses. But then, nothing in Gwen’s life ever seemed to come easy.
“Are there others like you?” she asks.
Bee stays silent and still for a long moment.
“Or do you not know?”
Bee shakes his head without prompting and lets out a soft whirring noise that sounds a bit like a sigh.
Okay. So not only does she not know the big picture here, he doesn’t either. They are both utterly clueless.
They’re so screwed.
“That’s fine, that’s fine!” Gwen’s voice turns oddly high-pitched as she tries to reassure Bee, the palms of her hands raised and facing towards him. “We can work this out. I’ll help you. We can do this.”
Bee stands up, and Gwen realizes for the first time just how tall he is. He definitely couldn’t fit in her family’s tiny garage like that. And she feels small in comparison, tiny compared to this massive robot facing her, and she has a suspicion that Bee feels the same way.
Gwen’s heart races as she gets an idea of how she can prove to him that she’s not as incapable as she appears. It’s a risk, sure. But he had just revealed what had to be his biggest secret to her, and it felt right to reciprocate the gesture.
She doesn’t have her full Spider-Woman suit with her, hadn’t thought it necessary to bring it all the way out to the middle of nowhere.
(That was probably for the best, really; she probably would have left it in the car, and she suspects that anything in the car has been crushed and mutilated beyond recognition by now, though if all she lost because of her giant robot car was the handful of emergency supplies she left in the trunk and the spare outfit and papers she kept in the glove compartment, that would count as a win in her book.)
But she does have her web-shooters, tucked under her sleeves, just in case.
Gwen shoots one web out onto Bee’s left arm, then another onto his right arm. The webs send her soaring upwards, and she leaps with all her power until she and Bee are face-to-face. She does a flip in the air as she descends, balancing on the tips of her toes for a moment before letting her entire feet hit the ground.
She takes a bow at the end of her little performance, though she highly doubts that Bee would understand the meaning of it.
“Bee, meet spider.”
Gwen isn’t sure of the exact meaning behind Bee’s excited whirring and buzzing, but she assumes it was some kind of positive feedback directed her way.
“We should probably head back in a bit, before my dad starts asking too many questions.” Gwen says. “But first, can I take a picture of you? I have some-”
Gwen laughs quietly to herself, partly because this whole situation is completely and utterly absurd, but partly because she knows just a few short months ago she never would have envisioned herself saying what she was about to say next.
“-some friends who might be able to help us. And I think the first step is letting them get a look at you.”
Bee nods, and Gwen dutifully pulls out her cell phone and snaps a photo of her robot car.
Gwen has a thousand more questions that she feels like asking, but she has a feeling that Bee doesn’t know the answers to most of them either. So instead of trying to get more information out of Bee, she just sighs and says, “Bee, let’s head home.”
Bee turns back into a Volkswagen Beetle, and Gwen steps inside, and she doesn’t feel quite as tense upon entering Bee as she usually did, probably because she knows now why the car had always left her feeling vaguely on edge, and it had nothing to do with it being old-fashioned or bright yellow.
They pass the time on the drive back to New York City in silence, because Gwen doesn’t want to risk people seeing her talk to her car and the radio still isn’t working. And Gwen begins to get a pit in her stomach as it dawns on her that she now has two huge secrets to keep instead of just one.
Because her life wasn’t complicated enough before, apparently.
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minijenn · 7 years
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98, Adult!Dipper saying it please!
98. Notsure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person.
“Hm,” Lapis noted, her wings dissipating as she landed totake a seat beside the author. “You know, now that ya mention it, I don’t thinkI’m a people person either. Or, I guess a people Gem. Or would it be a Gem person? Oh great, now I’m all confused…”
Dipper couldn’t help but laugh at this as the blue Gemplayfully stuck her tongue out before breaking into a wry smirk herself inresponse to his amusement. “You? Not a people person—or, Gem, rather? For some reason I find that hard to believe.”
“Well believe it!” Lapis crossed her arms. “People are the worst. They’re so annoying and they got make,like, all these dumb things that they think makes ‘em travel faster like carsor those big flying metal birds. They’d get places so much faster if they justhad wings of their own, like I do! So yeah, people are lame, no doubt about it.”
“Well, you do know I just so happen to be a person, right?”Dipper asked, raising an eyebrow though he was still grinning all the while.
“Oh yeah, but you’re different, Mr. Dipper,” Lapis remarkedwith a wave of her hand as she hopped onto his lap.
“Oh really? And how am I ‘different’?”
The blue Gem paused, taking a moment to consider this beforeshrugging simply. “I dunno, you just are. You’re like, really cool and stuff.Plus, you’re just about the only grown up person who doesn’t treat me like akid all the time. Just some of thetime.”
“Well, you are technicallya kid, Lapis,” Dipper reminded. “Or at least I think you are. The whole case with all of you Gems de-aging isstill a bit of a mystery to me, but all the same, I think its safe to say thateven if I’m not exactly a people person ora Gem person, as you put it, then you’d be the one Gem or person I’d alwaysmake an exception for.”
“Right back at ya, Mr. Dipper!” Lapis grinned with a heartythumbs up, even if she was admittedly a little lost. “Whatever all that means.”
(I”M FUCKIN DYIN HOLY SHIT CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT SOMEHOW THE BOND BETWEEN DIPPER AND LAPIS GETS EVEN CUTER IN RELATIVITY/GEM KIDS CAUSE DAMN I FUCKIN CANT?!?!?!?!? LIKE S E R I O U S L Y Kid Lapis is fucking PRECIOUS (she doesn’t know a lot about the world cause she spent so long trapped in that damn mirror, poor kid) and Adult Dipper is a fucking DORK and these two bond perfectly together cause they’re both out of touch as fuck but whatever they don’t need to be in touch cause they got each other and its a lovely father/daughter type bond that I adore and appreciate very much and YES) 
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calliope-hesiod · 7 years
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☾: Favorite moment from your Muse's canon, and why. (If your Muse is an OC, then favorite aspect of their story.)☄: What you think of your Muse.♪: Favorite song.
Favorite moment from your Muse's canon, and why:
I’m interpreting this as from their movie and then also gonna add a fav moment of them since being in play.
Jane: oh gosh the I WAS SAVED BY A FLYING MAN IN A LOIN CLOTH speech also when tarzan gives her flowers and she just like drops her suitcase and it all spills out--two very very big scenes that shaped jane ahah. In play--the cave adventure
Howl: THE FIRST SCENE WHERE HE RESCUES SOPHIE AND THEYRE FLYING UGH. on also when he makes them breakfast. once again two big scenes that defined howl. In play--what else, dragon demon sex (oh also when KIKI CROSSES THE SEA TO FIND HIM SOBS)
Eva: tbh i do not remember much of snow white, probably when she first tells the huntsman to bring her snow’s heart. In play--the para right before snow died when they were HAPPY
Roger: lmao that first scene when the dogs wrapped them up--oh also where he’s singing cruella de vil and anita is like roger pls and he’s making weird faces ugh my son. In play--when he fucking confessed his love for anita and kissed her and then RAN AWAY
Callie: when thalia interupts her and is like YOU MEAN HUNKULEs idk she does not have much. In play: ASKING KIARA TO PROM, also the first kleos was #epic
Daisy: idk---well actually i like that one mickeys twice upon a christmas where she and minnie have an ice skating battle. In play: uh the closet blowjob scene sorry daisy, but also the one para where she’s helping lou pick up a girl im a fan of that one
Jake: there was one storyline with orcale twins and thats all i can remember imma be honest in play: getting a boner while dragon training
Ly: i have no idea she had like 4 lines In play: being dared to be an airplane
Al: when he falls asleep with the cheese puffs and woody has to navigate around them In play: mctriton and spring geek, like both those things
Alana: im not sure In play: those texts have been hella fun lemme just say alana is so snarky
Dipper: DISCO GIRL also dipper the sock puppet In play: THE FERRIS WHEEL ALSO THE SINK DEMO AH
☄: What you think of your Muse
Jane:  i love her she is my child i feel so bad for what is coming,
Howl:  my absolutely ridiculous son, my diva, he is so so extra i love him
Eva:  she gives me the most trouble because she does not want to tell her story. 
Roger:  my awkward music son, i’d date him
Callie: so positive! she’s so loud! oh my god callie! i’m sorry !
Daisy:  needs to make decisions, needs to take control of herself, but at the same time i cant yell at her bc that is me too oops. i just wanna give her a hug.
Jake:  my DRAGON SON he’s so cool he’s the coolest of the boys
Ly: she’s difficult, i love her sadness it’s fun i project on it sometimes. i think she needs to open up more but i understand why she doesnt
Al: my aim with him was to make a totally unlikable character likable and wow, well, here we are. i lowkey find tj miller hot idk how to feel about that okay
Alana: she’s bratty and she needs to grow up but at the same time she needs A HUG
Dipper: im in love with him, my awkward nerd son ughh
♪: Favorite song:
ah man this changes all the time but imma say my top consistent four over the past few years: My Body’s Made of Crush Little Stars (Mitski), Riptide (Vance Joy), Hotel California (The Eagles), Sara (Bob Dylan) 
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yumenosakiacademy · 7 years
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Me.trocon 2017 Saturday
diary for future me, read if you want but it’s rly only 4 myself tbh. Cosplayed: mik.an Tsumiki
OKAY so the morning was rly bad and hectic and i dont like remembering it but i woke up and got ready bc the lol.ita fashion show was at 10 am and dad n i left and dad stopped by burger king to get himself some food but my cramps flared up BADLY and i had a midol in my bag so i took it out but im afraid of pills and cant swallow them so i was shaking and then i started crying and the drive-thru girl was like “oh gosh are you okay?” and i explained what was going on but rushed and sloppily and she was like “oh this happens to my lil sis too.. it’s okay sweetie just relax” or soething and i had dad park the car in the parking lot of burger king and for me to put my midol in a BK crospy crown and take a huge bite and swallow but that backfred and i chewed some of the pill and it was Blegh but the midol didnt kick in right away and the cramps were still v bad so i had dad rive me home so i could lie down for a while and i asked mom to use the heater bc she accidentally woke up so i asked her while she was awake and she kept saying no bc she liked it but when i begged she let me use her bed and used mine and it barely helped but overtime i gradually geew okay and hadd to calm myself so the stress wouldnt make my cramps return and i left at like 11 am and i missed the BB panel too but it’s Okay and i walked in and met up w haji near the ticket place and thankfully her mom let us wander around the con
so we went to the GF panel but i was mainly distracted by a small octopus plushie on some guy’s head and haji n i kept joking abt us knocking it off his head and abt the guy playing space jam and bassboosted music outside the panel room and it being audible whenever someone opened the door to leave or come in pff... but the dipper did the lamby dance and it was cute aa and the dipper offered ppl in the audience scooby snacks to any of the audience so haji n i had one n it was rly good aa i hadnt had one of those in years theyre Yummy...
Anyway, after that, i tried to go to the DR meetup, but it was rly rly tiny?? like we held it inside w like 2 handfuls of ppl and we tried to get the junkos to step on the tsumikis (there were 3 of us, including me) w 2 junkos bc i requested it but the junkos didnt wanna accidentally pantyshot the camera so we got up from our kneeling positions haha and haji went to the dealers room for a while while this was going on and i tried to help the mikan when she said she got a cut on her face but she said it was alright and eventualy haji came back and i left w her and we decided not to go to the m.lp panel that i kind of wanted to go to and instead went to the dealers room and looked around and i showed her the idol merch table and haji said she’d buy me anything bc she didnt get to give me a birthday present earlier on in the year so i looked around for a Big hamster plushie or something but those seemed expensive so we came back to the idol table and got me the tori keychain i’d been wanting since yesterday or thirsday and haji got a tsukasa and then we ran into the ppl running the fine panel and we all joked abt “ALL WOMEN ARE QUEENS, EICHI!!” 
and we walked around for a bit more before going to the rw.by panel but we could barely hear and we had to sit at the back of the room due to lack of seats so haji and i just whispered to eachother the whole time and i had haji read part of an en.stars smut fic w impregnation kink (just kink not actual mpreg) and a lil stupid thing i wrote abt rei and koga and then we watched the service dog near us near the other corner and watched it lick the carpet and Rest and enjoyed watchin it then we tried to walk around and someone asked for a pic of me but i was like “UHH WHERES MY SYRINGE PROP” so haji thought i elft it on the floor of the other panel and she left to go find it while i waited near these ppl bc they were just hanging out anyway and i kept worrying like “shes been gone for a while.. is she okay this shouldve been quick oh god” and my cramps started returning a lil but i tried to keep myself calm and the uraraka was like “are you okay i can go try n retkrkieve her if she got lost” and i was like “it’s okay” and eventually i checked deep in my bag and found it and i tried to call haji but she arrived just as i called her and i was like “i found it im sorry aa” and then we Ran to the en.stars panel
AND THE EN.STARS PANEL WAS SO SO MUCH FUN!! I have the first half recorded on video and since it’s rly late rn, i wont type too much abt that, but i asked eichi if he was anyone’s sugar daddy and, if not, would he be mine and he said he was kind of one to hajime and bought him lots of things and haji asked who was the most into minions and it was apparently Tori and i showed them the scooby doo au i made w some of haji’s assistance and showed wtaru (and the others) the Scoobkai Doonata that i drew and they all were laughing and i wa glad aa and the topic of vore came up again and i showed them shino’s ku.rochia vore post and the kiryu was like “OH MY GOD CAN I GIV U MY TWITTER SO I CAN BE SENT THAT” and the panelists were laughing and tori read the tweet aloud while laughing and i told them the ensemble vore account and eichi was like “well, theyve prob gained more followers today” and i asked if anyone in the audience wanted to see it and omeone rasied their hand so i showed them and they were laughing too and it was Wild.wataru apparently named his doves after fine members and tomoya, and i asked kiryu if he could lift rabits + fine and they nodded and i later asked if he knew that he’s a thicc bara and the fandom thirsts for him and he laughed and nodded. Haji asked them if they’d heard rainbow circus nightcore bassboosted and the eichi said they played it at practice ssometimes (i thick this was ooc not in-character answer) and someone in the audience actually KNEW the person who made that and messaged them and they messaged them that tori said they liked them and the rainbow cisurcus stuff and the person replied w “ Why” and honestly this whole panel was FUN but so someone told us where the en.stars buttons were so the fine group, their friend the kiryu, haji, and i all went to the booth and got buttons and i said goodbye to eeryone and walked around for a minute then haji n i went into the vol.tron talk panel and haji had to leave aww and after that the vol.tron panel was mostly shitty fanfic reading, swearing, and roasts and i wanted to go to vol.tronival but for reason i thought thatd be rude bc the panelists were like “we have to compete w... THAT” and so i stayed and went on my ipad most of the time.
I went to the per.sona 5 q and a and it was so full that i had to stand in the back but they sometimes kept bringing up per.sona 4 and perso.na 3 so i was confused and they said they were abt to start trivia and it might have spoilers so i took that opportunity to leave bc i dont want spoilers and it was kind of boring so i walked around the dealers room and i found a Rock and Uno and i talked to them and turns out the Rock was actually the mondo from the day before bc they said “hey, sweetie!” in a nice tone and i was confused and they were like “ah im the mondo btw!” so we talked and i talked abt how i watched both seasons of nan.baka in like.. 2 days and i was like “uno’s best boy-” and rock (as a joke) went deadpan and walked away and i was like “ROCK IS ALSO A GOOD BOY JUST.. UNO...” and rock came back and i said that uno and nico stole my heart and uno fistbumped me and rock was like “you should cosplay w us sometime~!” and i said i was considering doing uno but couldnt and i cant do most of the characters bc long sleeves and rock said i’d be cute as the chinese qi kid and i was like “i cant paint myself either but thank you!” and they had to leave but i got rock’s tumblr and they called me cute or sweet and i looked around the dealers room for a second more before scurrying to the LL panel and apparently the thing was 2 hours??
but anyway it was p funny and we all just messed around and did q and a and games like handshake  killer and karaoke! i sang half of Sentimental Liars but my voice wasnt as loud as i wouldve liked it and kind of shaky bc i was cold and Nervous and the nico from the panel and another random guy clapped for me and the 2 en.stars fans in front of me said my voice sounded nice and at some point i overheard those 2 talking abt making a screamo cover of melody in the dark and i was like “omfg are yall gonna actually make a cover. go fully hardcore” and Dead girl walking and candy store got sung and it was a Fun panel. the kiryu from earlierwalked in too so when everyone was talkign to eachother near the end of the panel, i asked shino if they wanted to say anything to the kuro and shino asked them how ranking went and the kiryu said they couldnt rank and shino was just so happy and keysmashing and asked f i could say “pls lift me mr.bara” and the kiryu chuckled and the kiryu was like “do they want me to like.. do anyfin?” so i asked shino and all he said was “DAB” so i took a pic of the kiryu dabbing and shino said they hadnt been feeling well so it cheered them up so i told the kiryu that and they said to tell shino that that made them happy and when the kiryu and i swapped tumblr apparently they already follow me and im like “FGNEGN DUDE.. I KNO U IVE SEEN U IN MY FOLLOWERS LIST IM YUMENOSAKIACADEMY ROX...” n they were like “oH” and they showed me a funny post abt shu and i proposed a tri.ch shu hc and then they ahd to leave but i stayed for the vol.tron panel but i was messaging shino thru most of it but i saw lynds (as lance) get hugged by the panel’s lance and i read some en.stars doujins and messaged another friend too so i wasnt paying much attention, then istill stayed in the room for the rw.by panel, but same i was just on my ipad but i saw some of the dares and the jaune sang and stuff and evemtually it was over and i walked around taking pics before going outside to wait for dad to pick me up 
and i took a pic of a pidge, lance, and keith and gav em lollipops and the pidge was like “omg ur nails.. wait, did u go to a hai.kyuu panel last year?” and i was like “ah, no i was casu.al d v a” and they were like “yea, but u went TO  a hai.kyuu panel, yea?” and i said yea and they were like “aa i was the hinata u talked to. i recognized u bc the nails” and i laughed bc thats my only noticable feature, huh. pff
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