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fadetoblackhq · 7 months
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the following are on day 5 or above of inactivity, and have 24 hours to post or message the main before removal.
tiffany.
also, for the event, all existing threads (verbal and para) may continue throughout the week to help further them. just no posting new ones after midnight est please. don’t wanna make things all too confusing. new event will be here friday, per usual this month. 🖤
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marypickfords · 7 months
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Night of the Demons (Kevin Tenney, 1988)
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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rainymoodlet · 7 months
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cuckoo the goose does not know how she feels about this new lil’ animal on the farm… 🌾
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da-proti-toku-grem · 3 days
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sorry everyone who's been texting me since yesterday, i'm just super sick rn and don't have strength to reply atm but i'll get to them soon (probably tomorrow tbh)
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I absolutely love the fact I have received two separate anon messages requesting a corruption kink Adam Warlock x reader, and I WILL be writing it. So GET HYPED
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jaxtaposition · 7 months
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Drawtober day 26
Another doodle of Danny 👻
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ieropilled · 1 year
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i love you my chemical romamce. i love you my chemical romance tumblr community. good night every one
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awek-s · 3 months
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hi
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abernant · 4 months
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ohhhhh my circadian rhythms
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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months
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#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water#my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort#bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle#the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum#isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year#program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to#get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying#as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol#hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of#sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess#but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it#hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not#causing it. ugh symptom management i guess#unrelated
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becauseplot · 3 months
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Me vs The desire to write another installment of Cellmates/Roommates vs The fact I still want to work on Prime Meridian vs That one crack fic sitting in my drafts and the Spiderbit fluff that it’s holding hostage vs The 3784948 things I need to do today.
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mosstrades · 7 months
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Most out of touch Thursday ive had in a long time /pos
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naomiknight-17 · 9 months
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Between the stress of the last few days and us ordering pizza for dinner yesterday because we were too sad to cook, my tummy is... so so bad
Tonight's dinner I think will be a light salad
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drugstoreperfumed · 1 year
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good morning team.
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bootlegfrank · 6 months
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Did some science experimenting yesterday and the conclusions are: Year old weed? Still works babey. Coughed up a fucking lung and had some weird-ass dreams but by god was I high.
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