#and suhyeon has to agree

[stormyoceans]

im not saying fucking nasty and becoming obsessed with each other would have solved everything....it would have probably only made them worse actually....but i think they should have tried it anyway. for science

[mintwithchoco]

Coming Down

tripleS Jiyeon x Male Reader

Word Count: 5142 words

Categories: smut, fluff-ish, tsundere!jiyeon aka way too many pabos

Inspired from:

“You’re pathetic, you know that?”

Her first few words take you by surprise, but you're unfazed. She's not wrong, you are pathetic. 

You chuckle slightly. “Wow, straight to the point, huh.”

“Shut up. It's that time again, isn't it?”

“What time?”

You heard her loud sigh. “You’re drunk, aren’t you?” 

“I…” You stop for a while, reorganizing your words. “I just need to hear your voice.”

“Get to the point. What do you want?”

You can hear the faint music playing in the background. She could’ve ignored your call, and yet she still picks up. Maybe amidst her cold words, there’s still some space left inside of her heart for you.

“Can I come over?”

A few seconds of silence, but it’s deafening to your ears. Regret slowly creeps into your soul, before the voice comes back, softer this time.

“Door’s unlocked. You got five minutes.”

Though as pathetic as you may seem—drunkenly stumbling to get inside of Jiyeon's apartment—a sense of relief washes over you in an instant, and you ask for nothing more.

Decision-making is not your strongest ability. Numerous times you have found yourself not being able to grasp the concept of reality in your actions, and you yourself don't know the exact cause. It's been this way since you first deluged yourself in that devilish liquid, tantalizing at best for its flavor, yet drives you to your worst, with each experience making you fall deeper and deeper into madness.

Luckily, unlike others, you have a lifeline. 

Jiyeon sighs as she looks at your lifeless movements in the doorway, trying your best to enter the living room. “You look like shit.”

“I know,” you simply reply before crashing into the couch. “My head fucking hurts.”

 Jiyeon throws you a shade before leaving to the kitchen, “Isn’t that a normal thing for you?” 

Silence filled the air as the last few words left from Jiyeon’s mouth. You’re dumbfounded, though you couldn't agree more with the points she made. It's not like it’s the first time she has flamed you like this—it’s the opposite actually. Somehow this time, it finally breaks through your intoxicated self, instead of you just brushing it off as an oopsie.

“Yeah, you’re right. Can’t even get my own shit together.”

She lets out a soft laugh. “Your eyes are finally open now?” 

“It’s been open for a while. It’s just—fuuuuck.” That sharp stinging pain in your head strikes again. “Ugh. I tried Jiyeon, I really tried.”

She comes back to you with a glass of water in her hand. “You’re not trying hard enough. Whatever you’re doing, it’s not working. Drink.”

You witness her going back to the kitchen after placing the glass in front of you. “I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t wanna quit.”

Your nonchalant remark earns a faint blush on the girl’s cheeks, but she immediately throws it away. “Pabo! It's not like I’m your mom or anything.” She's lucky you didn't notice it. Not that you can anyway. 

As you lay your head on one of the pillows on the sofa, Jiyeon begins to prepare the soup to cure your hangover. She’s not the best cook, but she knows that you’ll eat anything in this state, as long as it's warm. It didn’t take very long for the house to smell heavenly all around, even though she’s just throwing anything in the pot that will fill you up. 

“You really don’t have to,” you say as you realize what she’s doing.

“I know,” she simply answers. “I just wanna get this shit done with.”

You softly smile. “Thanks.”

She continues on with her cooking, tasting and adjusting the broth multiple times so it’s suited to your taste. You eye her every action from time to time, and it hints at her willingness to treat you, even if the words that left her lips say the opposite. That's how your relationship has been with Ji Suhyeon over the past few years. She's one hell of a character to bear with, but she's always there for you whenever you're at your lowest.

Vice versa? Nope, it's always her that takes care of you.

After a few more minutes of tinkering, Jiyeon brings the finished dish—an aromatic soup filled with leftover meat and veggies—over to the living room’s table. “Hey, get up. Your food’s ready.” No response—your head’s still a big mess. She then proceeds to shake you by the arm. “Yah! Wake up!”

You got up almost immediately. “Fuck, sorry.”

“Damn, what got you so fucked up?” Jiyeon asks as she settles herself to the couch beside you.

You pick up the spoon and start eating. “Like usual.” 

“Oh, really? Then why’d you show up? If it’s just another one of your normal nights, you can just sleep outside.” Jiyeon scoffs.

“Fuck, this is so good.” You take a spoonful of the soup and point it to her. “Here.” 

Slightly taken aback, she snaps. “It’s your food, just eat it.” 

“But I insist.”

“And I don’t wanna.”

“Oh, come on. Just one bite.”

She clicks her tongue, feeling rather annoyed at this side of you. “Fucking—” At this point, she’s pretty much done with your bullshit. “You better tell me what happened.”

As soon as you nod your head, she leans forward and takes the food into her mouth. “I thought you would just grab the spoon off my hands.”

It’s a second hit on what’s inside her heart—her ears are now red from the embarrassment. By remembering that this is not the real you, she’s still able to keep her true feelings under control, kicking your feet as a way to let it go. “Pabo! Hurry up and tell me what happened!”

“Ugh, fine.” You rub your temple, trying your best to remember the events that happened beforehand. “I was stressed out. Felt like shit. Then my workmates just brought me to the club again.”

“Ironically, you still feel like shit,” she chuckles.

“That’s what I said to them before.” You continue, “But they were my seniors, so I can’t really dip out. Can’t even remember some of their names. But then suddenly, everything felt like a doozy. Like—someone just injected me with dopamine. I-” You pause for a while, hesitant to say the next few lines. “I got high. So high, until I can’t feel myself anymore.”

Jiyeon immediately connects the lines. “So once it wears off, you can't control yourself, feel lonely, and you proceed to disturb me in the middle of the night.”

“You could just not pick up the call,” you point out. “I don’t mind.”

“Yeah, and expect you to be just fine? No thanks.” Jiyeon shakes her head, and inhales a sharp breath. “Aren’t you sick of this already?”

“Of what? Your cooking? Hell no, this is delicious!”

She slaps you on the shoulder. “Pabo-ya! I’m serious! You always do this, pushing yourself to the edge for your own pleasure. And then when it gets too dark, you find me, like I’m some sort of angel that heals you.”

She’s not wrong. You always want her when you’re coming down.

You look down upon the bowl, half of its content has already been consumed. “I just… I don't know what else to do. You’re the only one that’s on my mind.”

“You—” Strike three. This is not good for Jiyeon’s heart. It’s racing so much, her body is heating up amidst the slight cold air of the room. In a pinch, she brushes her hair back, acting nonchalant while you continue to eat. “O-Of course, I’m your only true friend after all.”

“A true friend who’s so good at cooking. Have I ever told you that?” Another slap on your arm, and you hiss in pain. “Jeez, chill out.”

Jiyeon rolls her eyes in annoyance. “Alright then, what if I don't pick up? What are you going to do?” 

“I’ll probably just… die in a ditch somewhere, I don’t know,” you shrug. “Or probably get robbed by some gang.”

Jiyeon looks at you sternly. “Do you even hear yourself right now?”

“I do.” You gulp nervously. “I really don’t know how to stop.”

Her heart rate finally calms down, but now she’s frustrated. It’s been swelling up inside her, ever since you came through that front door. She cannot stand to be stuck in this loop anymore. To see how much of a mess you are, suffering in your unwanted addiction, every month, every week, every day. It's getting out of hand at this point, so Jiyeon knows that she needs to do more than this.

The only thing that's getting in her way is her true feelings.

For the longest time, she hated that she still had feelings for you genuinely, despite your reckless behaviors. You were once her favorite comfort zone—every time you both hung out, there’s not a single second where the air around you is awkward. There will always be a topic of interest or an activity that the both of you enjoy doing. Overtime, her heart bloomed, but she kept it to herself—it wasn’t the right time yet.

Everything changed however once you got a new job, a company with a totally different vibe as you’re used to. Meanwhile, Jiyeon continued on with her life, studying in college while keeping up with her ballet routines. You both eventually grew apart, with you unbeknowingly falling into insanity, while she’s keeping the flame of passion alive. The lack of free time is also to be blamed after all, and she does hold some regret for it. 

Before her facade begins to fade away, she gets up from her seat. Sighing to herself, she says, “Just put the bowl in the sink once you’re done. You can sleep here, but when morning comes, you leave.” Just before she leaves for her room, she looks back at you with a soft yet saddened gaze. “Figure this shit out on your own. I can’t always be there for you.”

“Wait, Jiyeon—” The door then slams itself shut, leaving you in the living room all alone. “I’m a fucking idiot.”

With the ambient silence being your partner of the night, you quickly finish the meal and place everything she brought into the sink. The drowsiness now takes its place as soon as you’re back on the couch—it suddenly feels way more comfier and warmer than before. You stare blankly at the ceiling, thoughts running in your head as much as before. But one thing’s for certain—she still cares for you, and that’s enough for you to feel alive.

“Thank you, Jiyeon.”

— 

Jiyeon presses her back against the door, with her hand close to her chest. She hears the faint words that he uttered a few seconds ago, and that is what breaks her apart. Her knees are the first to give out, forcing her to sit down abruptly. Her heart is still pounding fast, and her breathing is growing rapidly.

God, she hates him so much for this.

She had promised herself not to care about him anymore.

Promised herself not to let him back into her life.

Promised herself to forget about him.

And yet, she’s breaking into tears for him again. It’s a mix of emotions for her, and honestly, it’s getting exhausting. Just because she wants to act all tough around him, she hurts her true feelings at the same time, shoving it so far down so that he’ll never see that side of her.

That side of her that truly loves him, and still has a hope for him to change.

— 

Around an hour later, Jiyeon enters the living room once again. Her mind was too loud to be ignored, until she couldn't fall asleep. As expected, you’re sound asleep due to the hearty meal from earlier. Her footsteps gradually become softer the closer she gets to inspect you snoring away while hugging one of her prized possessions in the house—a body-sized swan pillow. 

If you were awake, she’d definitely be smacking your head multiple times while complaining about how it’ll get all dirty with your drool.

Instead, it’s a gentle smile on her lips.

Seeing you in a much calmer state brings comfort to her eyes. She suddenly recalls a time where you accidentally slept in the car while waiting for her to get ready late at night. It's a sweet memory for her—you going out of your way just to spend some time with her, no matter how exhausted you were.

But those were all memories from the past. There's close to no chance that it would ever happen again, given your current state.

She comes by the kitchen and checks the sink. Oh, he actually listened. Thought he would wash them himself, she thought in her mind. 

Soon after, Jiyeon decides to just wash the dishes right away. Maybe it can help her to feel a little tired, distract her from overthinking about you, and hopefully fall asleep. She starts off by cleaning some utensils and small items first, before moving on to the bigger ones such as the bowls and pots she used.

Unaware to her however, is that you’re already awake.

Even when she’s not making any noise, the sounds of the tap water splashing against the sink and the bowls that clang whenever it’s placed anywhere is enough to disturb your slumber. With heavy eyes, you look behind towards the kitchen, and her figure is seen by the counter. Instinctively, you get up and walk over to her, who still wasn’t aware of your presence as she continues her chore, humming away a song of her favorite.

Another thought suddenly crosses her mind. 

Would it be funny if he actually wakes up and hugs me from behind?

“Jiyeon-ah.”

Jiyeon jumps in surprise. “Wha—” Before she realized it, you wrap your arms around her from behind, and press your head against her back. “H-Hey, what the fuck are you d-doing?!”

“Thank you for being here with me.”

Your words resonate in her ear. Her spine tingles in response. She starts to resist your embrace by moving her body violently. “Aish, stop it!”

“Why? Do you hate me?”

Fuckfuckfuckfuck! “No! Y-You’re just drunk, go back—” 

You hug her tighter, and she reacts with a gasp. The warmth of her body is so soothing. “I just wanna say my thanks.”

Her legs begin to tremble out of nervousness. Her heart goes into overdrive. Her jaw clenches. “T-There's no need to, just get off—”

All of the sudden, you turn her around by the waist and close the distance in between the both of you. Your lips then finally touch one another, and it sends Jiyeon’s mind into a blank. Her body tenses up under you, while you enjoy the softness of her lips, and the enticing smell of her fragrance even at the latest of night. Eventually, you snap back into reality.

You quickly move away, your cheeks blushing madly. “Fuck,” Your hands then left her waist. Your eyes blink multiple times, trying to make up words in your head. “I’m sorry. I... I should just leave—”

Jiyeon stops you by holding your arm before you step away. “Don’t,” Her eyes are now filled with fervor, staring at you intensely. “Stay here with me.”

There’s no turning back now. She’s letting it all out.

She takes the first step, reaching out to your neck and pulling you closer to initiate another kiss. You obviously ease into it—half of your consciousness is a blurry mess, so your body just follows along with whatever she wants. You can’t deny it either when Jiyeon deepens the kiss, fading away all of your resistance and exciting you inside.

Her body grows warmer with each small peck given, and thankfully, she’s near the counter whilst all of this is happening, so it’s easy for her to keep standing. Luckily, you notice a better solution, by lifting her up to sit on the counter. 

She yelps in surprise for a second, before getting back into another makeout session, this time with your tongue dancing together in each other’s mouth. It’s a weird addiction, even though she hated the remnants of whatever you drank hours before in your mouth. She can’t keep her hands to herself as well, as it roams around your back and your arms, feeling each muscle that you’ve worked hard to maintain.

There are no words exchanged over the couple of minutes you both make out, only breathless moans and clothes rustling are the sounds that fills the small space. But then, you escalate the intensity by trailing your kisses down her neck and collarbones. Jiyeon throws her head back as you start to suck on the smooth skin, leaving gentle hickeys that hopefully no one can notice.

“Fuck, please.” Jiyeon moans.

You stop for a while to catch some breath and look upon the view right in front of you. Even through your intoxicated vision and your impulsive behaviors, you’re still falling in love with her, and it has always been this way. Especially when she’s in this red sundress that highlights some of her best features, most notably her slim figure that she got from her ballet career. Your eyes are having a feast, full of wonder and appreciation for how gorgeous Jiyeon is. 

“You’re so pretty, Jiyeon.” 

“T-Thanks.” She blushes and looks down, failing to keep an eye contact on you. It makes you swoon for her even more, as this side of her has never been revealed to you before. Suddenly, she whines, “Hurry up, before I go back to my room!”

“Right, s-sorry.”

You decided to start with the closest part that you can reach, which is her ample breasts that conforms too well with the outfit she’s in. You're hesitant at first, but when you meet with her begging eyes once again, it shows that she wants this just as much as you do, maybe even more. 

“Mmmh, fuck,” she moans as your hands cups the irresistible pair, kneading them gently while teasing the hard nipples, visibly poking through the fabric.

Jiyeon has sought for a better ending every night that you came over. Maybe a promise to make up for everything you've done, or a sudden confession, crying out for her help. She never expected that this would be it—being in heat under him as he treats her body like an art piece, worshipping every single part of it. The heat between her thighs is unbearable, and it elevates when you pull down on the top of her dress and wrap your lips around her right nipple, licking and sucking it subtly.

“O-Oh my god, yes.” Her eyelids flutter as the massive amount of dopamine goes through her brain.

After spending a few minutes on her tits, you move down to her lower half, and her thighs rub themselves together in response to your proximity. She bites her lower lip when you begin to spread her legs and lift up her dress, uncovering her pink panties with a wet spot right in the middle of it.

You can only utter praises at how pretty and cute Jiyeon is, especially now with her whole figure being laid out for you to see. The closer you get in between her legs, the more you feel breathless. Your hot breath grazes over her thighs and her clothed heat, sending shivers down her spine. 

“Jiyeon-ah, I’m gonna take it off, okay?”

Even a simple nod of consent from her is so fucking adorable at this point. You waste no time pulling down the thin panties and throwing it away somewhere, finally revealing her pussy to your eyes, glistening with slickness. Your mouth waters once it’s in your sight, prompting you to gulp down some saliva and lick your lips, the thought of taking Jiyeon’s body for the night is making you grow hard down below. But for now, you have to finish what you have started.

“T-Touch me more, please.” she pleads.

Jiyeon twitches as soon as your fingers trails over the wet slit, drawing circles to let her leak more. You bring the finger that is stained with her nectar into your mouth, tasting the sweetest part of her. Eventually, your thirst overpowers your patience, and your lips latch upon her pussy right before you can tease her any further. 

“Oh, fuck—” She frantically looks for something to hold, and her hands grip upon your hair in an instant. “Keep going!”

Your tongue comes into the play next, lapping up all of her juices, its pace being motivated by her lustful moans. Even with a steady grip on her thighs, Jiyeon’s legs still uncontrollably shake around you, yet it didn’t stop you from stimulating her further. You kept a constant rhythm of both sucking and flicking at her sensitive spots, before finally adding your fingers to the work. 

Amidst the difficulties you’re facing—your knees pressing against the cold hard floor, trying to be on the same level as her, her strong pull on your scalp that pains you so much, especially with your headache, and the slight tightness inside your pants that is caused by your prominent erection—you’re still able to persevere through, now thrusting two digits inside of Jiyeon’s cunt. She closes her eyes, her head falls back and her moaning gets louder and clearer, the pleasure slowly but surely is going to reach its limit. You can feel how her walls convulse each time your fingers go in deep, until at one point, it grazes against her g-spot. At the same time, your thumb is able to tease her clit by pressing and circling around it, resulting in an eventual climax. 

Jiyeon cries out, “Fuck, fuck, fuck, I’m cumming!”

She cums hard. Her body shivers violently as it happens, holding your head to make you drink up everything that she’s letting out. You try your best to take it all in, but you lose some breath and choke as you’re swallowing her juices. Her grasp on you finally weakens overtime, letting you stand back up and witness her look post-orgasm. Safe to say that you’re not disappointed at all, the way her chest heaves desperately for air and her hair that is now in a much messier state is hypnotizing at best.

You plant both of your hands beside her on the table. “You okay, Jiyeon?” 

“Y-Yeah,” Her arms are around your neck once again. “I-I want more.” She then hugs you, her eye contact filled with desperation. “I want you.”

A fire burns up inside you. You immediately carry her into your arms and bring her over to the couch, your bed just a few minutes ago. She spontaneously straddles your lap, and dives into your lips for another kiss, while her hips start to grind on your bulge. 

“Fuck, Jiyeon-ah…” you moan.

“You—mmmh, feel so big,” Jiyeon gets closer to your ear, and with a breathy voice, she asks, “Can you show it to me, please?”

There’s no need for you to nod or say yes. She moves away from you, and you swiftly take off both of your pants and underwear. Your erection stands tall at last, released from its confines. Jiyeon blushes upon seeing it for the very first time, even more so when she’s back on your lap, with it being so close to her pussy. 

“Wow, you’re—” She giggles cutely as she strokes it gently, “You’re big.”

“And you’re so fucking gorgeous.”

“Fuck, I can’t wait anymore. I need it.” Jiyeon lifts herself and lines up her folds with your shaft, its tip leaking out with precum. You tease her slit with your tip by grabbing the base of your cock, rubbing it in circles to make her yelp.

“You’re so wet, Jiyeon-ah.”

“Shut up—ahh! Now, just lay there, and le—mmh—let me fuck you.” 

Now, it’s her turn. Thanks to her wetness, she descends easily on your shaft, the tip being the first part to enter her insides. Her mouth gapes wider the lower she gets, until she stops in her tracks halfway through. This feeling of being so full is obviously her first, so it's fair that she's overwhelmed. 

“Holy shit,” you groan when she sinks fully on your cock, forcing your head to snap back. Meanwhile, Jiyeon’s body tenses up once again, screaming silently as she cums for the second time, drenching your cock with slickness. “Did you just—”

She collapses onto you, “S-Sorry… I came again.”

You calm her down by stroking her back and planting a kiss on her lips. “It’s okay. Slowly, baby.”

With her hands on your chest to stabilize herself, she begins to move her hips, her face contorting with each inch of you exploring her insides. You grit your teeth over the mix of pain and pleasure from the tightness of her walls around you, and her nails digging into your skin, desperately holding on for the ride of her life. Visible sweat is plastered on your forehead, as it becomes a challenge for you to not reach your peak this early.

Eventually, her thrusts pick up in speed, right when her moans start to increase in volume. Jiyeon has truly lost control over her body, but it is what she craves for, and she doesn’t intend to stop. If this is what will spark that change inside of you, then it was worth breaking her tough persona for. But truth be told, she doesn’t need to worry, because the feeling is mutual.

“It feels so good Jiyeon-ah, keep going…” 

Your hands snake towards her waist, guiding her into you while constantly giving her praises. You know that it’s working by how drenched your crotch feels from her juices, so you carry on while peppering kisses over the parts that you can reach. You can also imagine how good the view would look from the front, how hypnotizing her ass looks bouncing up and down your cock, rippling with each of her thrusts. 

“Almost there,” you warn Jiyeon. “Where—”

Jiyeon suddenly lunges forward and rests her head on your shoulder. “Inside, please, I need it.”

You wish that you could stop time at this point, because you expect that you can never get this feeling again. Nevertheless, the pressure inside you needs to be released soon, so you began fucking up into her as well, playing off of her fast rhythm. Her body quakes through your powerful thrusts, crying out incoherent words that describe her frantic euphoria. You suddenly feel a rough spot grazing over your shaft constantly, and it drives you even closer to your climax.

“Jiyeon-ah!”

A loud guttural groan left your throat. Your hips stop in its tracks, and you force the same onto Jiyeon by a strong grip on her ass, filling her up to the brim with ropes of your semen, deep inside her womb. As Jiyeon whines away in pleasure, falls onto your torso and hugs you tightly, the orgasm continues for a few more seconds, before it ends with the last spurt, adding to the extreme amount inside of her. All of your muscles relax as you lean back on the couch, sweaty and panting heavily.

“Thank you, Jiyeon, thank you for taking care of me...” you uttered weakly. In between breaths, your melting brain implies you to say, “I promise, I’ll change, for you.” 

Jiyeon comes alive upon hearing your words. “R-Really?”

You nod, but your eyelids start to feel heavy. Without pulling out of her or moving to a better position, you immediately black out, the exhaustion from everything finally comes to an effect. Jiyeon realizes that you’ve fallen asleep, though she doesn't proceed to pull herself away as expected, and instead snuggles along into the crook of your neck.

“Good night, honey.”

— 

It's a new day.

The bright sunlight beaming at your face wakes you up from the deep slumber. Your eyes still feel heavy, and your head is still a huge mess. As you get up slowly and scan your surroundings, you realize that something is off.

You’re not in your house.

The gravity of the situation finally fills your mind. You look around the familiar living room and notice that the balcony is open.

She’s there.

Regret fills your heart instantly. But you’re ready to take the responsibility. It’s your fault after all.

With a heavy sigh, you walk over to the balcony. 

Jiyeon is enjoying the scenery with a cup of coffee in her hand. You can't really tell what she's thinking from afar, but she seems calm and rather happy. Like nothing ever happened last night.

Before you can enter the balcony, she notices you first, “Good morning.”

“M-Morning, Jiyeon.”

Still looking out to the view, she says, “There's some coffee in the kitchen. Treat yourself.”

You scratch your nape, feeling a little awkward and confused at her behavior. This wasn't the Jiyeon that you know. “You're not gonna lash out on me or anything?”

“I’ve done enough.”

“What?”

Her face expresses disappointment, as she sighs and finally looks at you. “Pabo-ya, don't you remember what happened last night?”

“Uhh,” you hesitate. “We fucked.”

Her cheeks flushed red in an instant. “That’s not what I was pointing to! Pabo.”

“S-Sorry, I can't remember much details. My head is still in a blur.”

“Goddamnit.”

After placing her cup on the table, she gets closer to you and leans her head on your chest. Your eyes widen in shock as she buries her face into you more. “J-Jiyeon?”

“You promised me that you’ll stop hurting yourself, to change.” she says as she looks up to you. 

The view of Jiyeon in your embrace sends butterflies in your stomach. Her visuals have always been a heart stealer for anyone. Not to mention, you feel a sense of warmth when looking upon her eyes. It floods you with even more regret, realizing how much she has done for you, just to keep your heart afloat. 

“Sorry. I’ll try my best. As long as—” 

Jiyeon smiles, “I’ll always be there for you.”

Your arms instinctively wraps itself around her figure, and she melts into you, hugging you back tighter. In that moment, you place a hope inside your heart, tying the promise that you swear in front of Jiyeon. That is, to throw away your bad behaviors and strive to become a better person for yourself, and for her.

“By the way, do you know what day it is?” 

You check your watch, and your heart sinks. “13 February…”

Jiyeon pouts her lips. “Mhm.”

“Shit, I didn't get you anything for your birthday.”

“It's alright,” She kisses you on the lips. “I’ll take last night as my gift.” 

“Well, we can do it again if you want,” you whisper in her ear.

“S-Stop that!” You giggle away at her flustered reaction.

“Happy birthday, Jiyeon.”

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note; shut up, i know i'm a little late to the party, but happy birthday to our swan princess jiyeon! i had this draft sitting in the basement for a while, and figured now is the perfect time to kind of kill force myself to write it out. didn't think that i could cram over 5k, but it is completely unedited because i wanted to finish it quick lmao

btw there will be another story coming out pretty soon, which is the one that i have been working on for a fuckton of time. it's my longest one yet, so i hope you guys will look forward to it!

as always, thanks for reading, and hope yall have a beautiful day! <3 i'm gonna go to sleep now it's 2 am help-

[miss0atae]

It's time to talk about episode 6 of Secret Relationships!

I found this episode quite interesting because all the cards have been put on the table and Daon isn't left in the dark anymore about what happened and how it shapes his relationship with his "suitors". I've always talked more about the "suitors" than about him, even if he is the main character and a catalyst for Jaemin, SuHyeon and Seong Hyeon. Now, that he knows everything (or at least most of it) how will he act? Daon isn't a spineless character. He has been show to reject actions he didn't want to submit to and even if his "suitors" seem stronger than him, he can reject their advances if they are unsolicited.

At the beginning of the episode he agrees and lets SuHyeon come to his apartment to save Seong Hyeon because he has already seen what SuHyeon is capable, the violence he can use against someone else. The kissing scene was something I had trouble understanding, but in the end I feel like Daon was still in charge. He accepted the kiss, but it was for a meaning that has nothing to do with "feelings" for SuHyeon. Was it because he knew it was the only way to "tame" SuHyeon? I don't know. I felt like it was, but this is really my own interpretation of this scene. Once Daon remembered the sad face of Seong Hyeon, he wanted to stop the kiss and SuHyeon knew why.

In the end, SuHyeon has always expected things to start back from where he left their relationship, but he never understood that him leaving overseas was always going to be the obstacle. He left behind Daon and I believe this is one of Daon's boundaries that you can't cross if you want to remain close to him. The fact that he left when he needed him, that's what doomed their possible love relationship. SuHeyon never realized it. He always thought Jaemin was the obstacle (and he was in a way), but it's also his own actions that made impossible to start over. However, he finally revealed the truth to Daon and thankfully Daon trusted him (because he also had starting to mistrust Jaemin).

Seong Hyeon was crushed by Daon suddenly cold attitude towards him. The more I'm watching the series, the more I see that this character is characterized by his undying loyalty. Even when he was pushed away by Daon (for his own protection, but also because Daon believe himself not good enough) he wanted to remain close to him. He was feeling dejected and sad, but he kept going back to Daon. His "love" is very deep, even if they never truly were together. In a way, his actions mirror what Daon probably felt when SuHeyon left him. Daon is experiencing the choice of staying with the one who needs him. It's probably how he realized he doesn't want to push him away anymore, by the end of the episode. As much as Seong Hyeon appears to be the one with the healthiest mindset among Daon's suitors, I still feel like he is in a grey area where love is consuming him and he can't stop it. Only Daon can give him what he desires and if he doesn't? We'll probably never see it, but it would be interesting to see if it would change him.

Finally, we saw the mask Jaemin was wearing around Daon fell off. He was shocked for a minute when Daon accused him, but he quickly admitted the truth and that's where you could see how crazy he is. He is always been scheming and manipulating people to control Daon. He previously said he didn't love him, but in this episode he told him he did everything because he loves him. Most of Daon's suitors has something that makes them a bit "unhinged", SuHeyon can be violent, Seong Hyeon lets his affection consumes him and Jaemin is greedy for control and feel that the ends justify the means. I believe he is the craziest among all of them. Especially with his last move in the episode. He acted without any hesitations. However, it was fascinating to see him accept that he couldn't lie anymore and to use another way to keep Daon to him. What a frightening character.

How will Daon navigates the turbulent sea of this toxic relationships? I'm so curious to see how things will turn out. The story is setting Seong Heyon as the best suitor, but a tiny part of me would love to see him choose to keep all of them to him, by being the one who manipulates all of them to agree to whatever he wants, as they are all obsessed by him anyway. Let him be the true mastermind that can have it all.

In addition, before ending this review I would like to say that Daon's sister was truly the most perceptive character and she was amazing. I hope she will be able to study and leave the toxic house where she is living. She deserves the best.

[scarefox]

I am pretty sure Suhyeon knows that Daon just goes with him to protect Sunghyeon. He knows he's putting pressure on him to make him agree. He himself even reminded Daon of that incident back then (him beating up the guy who assaulted Daon) and lowkey threatened to do the same with Sunghyeon.

Anyways he's just provoking Sunghyeon, pretending as if Daon said it freely. He's not that dumb. But he's like a rabid jealous dog going crazy over everyone who keeps Daon away from him, what Jaemin does to them, Jaemin manipulating both of them, framing him, but he's chained in their contract and can't tell Daon about the lies or Jaemin would do whatever he has against him. Meanwhile Daon trusts Jaemin blindly, which massively frustrates him.

I think he wants to be alone with Daon to finally clarify some things. And gets pissed at everyone who's hindering him, even if it's Daon himself.

edit: well ok nevermind for the last part

[moonbyulsstuff]

Hi, can I have a Hajun Gu who has a crush on female! Reader who is Suhyeon's sister and who is a teenage mother (she has twins), preferably I would like a scenario please

Doesn't Matter, I'll Love You, No Matter What.

Female Reader.

Requested.

Request Rules.

Masterlist.

He was staring once more.

Suhyeon sighed as he saw the lovesick face that Hajun had while staring at his sister, playing with her kids. [Name] was one year older than all of them but she already had kids, twin to be exact.

[Name] became pregnant last year and ever since she had dropped out of school to take care of her children while also helping with payment, since she felt bad for her mother who regardless, still took care of her.

Even if [Name] faced ridicule from her classmates, she didn't bothered as she knew that the results were the consequences of her and her ex boyfriend who promptly left her once she told him.

And ever since [Name] agreed to take care of the tteokbokki store they had, Hajun fell in love with her at first sight.

It didn't matter to him if she was a teenage mom with twins, he'll gladly take care of her and her kids no matter what.

And Suhyeon wasn't excited to say the least when he found out Hajun was in love with her sister, though he was glad he had good intentions. Suhyeon doesn't know if Hajun is the right guy for his sister, or hell if his sister was even interested.

He knew how much distrust she had whenever a guy shows interest in her once her boyfriend left when she told him he was pregnant.

"Hajun.." "Huh?" Hajun said as he looked at Suhyeon who was looking at him with squinted eyes, he tilted his head. "What is it?" He asked as Suhyeon sighed. "You're staring at her once more.." Suhyeon commented as Hajun went quiet before looking back at [Name], happily chatting up the customers with a sweet smile across her face which made the customers blush.

He felt a tiny bit of jealousy seeing the smile being directed at a random person.

The dark blue haired sighed seeing the jealous look on Hajun face, at this point. He didn't know what to do with Hajun's tiny or I should say, massive crush on his older sister.

'God tell me... give me a sign..'

-

[Name] was cleaning up the place late at night, she had let Chaerin and Soha go home early as they still had school. Her twins were fast asleep on the couch as they had come to visit during dinner hours, she looked at her children and smiled.

The twin boys were all cuddled up while sleeping beside each other, [Name] giggled as she wiped the table.

After she finished wiping the tables, she put the cloth away and when she started to put away the chairs the door opened.

"I'm sorry but the sign says we're clos- Oh Hajun.." [Name] said, seeing Hajun stand there. She smiled at him. "What are you doing here?" She asked as Hajun began to help her put the chairs away. "... Help... I just wanted to help... you can relax.. you have been working all day with no break.." Hajun said as he softly pushed [Name] to the couch where her twins were sleeping, she blinked profusely before looking back at Hajun. "I-I can put the chairs away Hajun, it-" "Rest." Hajun said as [Name] stared at him. "You deserve it.." Hajun said, [Name] just stood there watching Hajun put all the chairs away, she sat down on the couch and watched him.

She honestly wonders on why Hajun showed much interest in her, she was a young mom with twins. When guys hears that she already has a kid, they would call her a slut and promptly leave.

That's why she doesn't showed keen interest in guys anymore, only focusing on her two children.

But it baffled on why Hajun keeps showing up wherever she went, helping her and taking care of her children too. [Name] thought he would be immediately uninterested on when he heard that she has children, but no.

In fact it only made him show up more and started to show extra care.

When Hajun mostly finished putting the heavy objects away, that was when [Name] spoke.

"Hajun.." She called out as the male looked at her. "Why... why do you keep coming..? I know... you.. have a tiny crush on me but... I already have children... why do you keep showing interest even after learning that?" [Name] asked as Hajun stared at her and tilted his head. "Is there a reason I shouldn't be?" Her eyes widened at his words, it shocked and surprised her. But she can't ignore the small butterfly in her stomach when she heard those words come out of his mouth.

"I-Its just that I'm a young mom with children.. and..." "Why should I care if you already have children?" Hajun said as he slowly approached her, [Name] felt even more flustered at his words as she took a glance at her twins.

"It doesn't matter to me if you have children or not.." Hajun now stood in front of her, towering over her as she stared up at him. He slowly leaned down and looked at her with a genuine feeling of care and love in his eyes.

"What matter is that my heart yearns for you and only you... and it doesn't change if you have children or not.." Hajun said as [Name] grew flustered over Hajun's word.

"Hajun..." [Name] said before Hajun leaned even closer to her before they were interrupted when one of her twins woke up. "Mom..." One of the twins said as he rubbed his eyes. [Name] looked away from Hajun and went to her son, Hajun leaned away and stared at the scene in front of him.

"What is it, Luke?" [Name] asked as she pulled the twins in her arms, the other twin, Lucas snuggled close to her chest while Luke looked up at her. "I'm hungry..." Luke said making [Name] chuckled and nodded, ruffling his hair. "Okay okay... we'll get food. What do you want?" [Name] asked as Luke yelled out. "Mcdonalds!" "Mcdonal.. mcdonalds..?" Lucas woke up, after hearing his twin yell. [Name] chuckled as Hajun smiled at the scene in front of him, no matter what. He'll always love and protect her and her children.

Because that was the moment he decided that he wants her to be happy as well as her twins.

[musicloverdani]

Toxic is the incorrect term to describe Jaemin and Suhyeon. Because both of them are irredeemably insane.

First, I would like to say I don't feel bad for Suhyeon at all and nothing will make me feel bad for him. He agreed to that dumbass fake dating plan with Jaemin for no good reason. Cause even if Da-On didn't reciprocate his feelings, most likely he still would've wanted to be friends. So Suhyeon would've been in the same position regardless. Though maybe less insane since he would've had to get over Da-On instead of obsessing over him.

But you can't convince me he would've been a way better person if only he had been able to confess seven years ago. First of all, would his family really have accepted him being with a man? Second, he is very violent towards Da-On and the people around Da-On, so the terror that Da-On feels towards Suhyeon was his own making. And just because he was manipulated by Jaemin, doesn't make Jaemin worse than him. They are equally bad, the only difference is Jaemin just has other people hurt Da-On rather than do it himself, because he doesn't want to ruin the idol image Da-On has of him. While Suhyeon will directly hurt Da-On or someone else and then cry when Da-On is scared of him, and wants nothing to do with him.

Listen, I've seen too many people trying to defend Suhyeon, as if nothing is his fault. It's the people around him that made him that way. And I can't get down with that. Suhyeon does so many terrible things on his own, with no one telling him to do stuff that it feels irresponsible to even have that view of him.

Though with Jaemin, I don't believe he actually loves Da-On or even likes him as a person. But he just liked how much Da-On clearly liked, admired, and wanted him. And this is why whenever Da-On seems to care about anyone else too much, Jaemin tries to sabotage Da-On. But I can at least respect that Jaemin doesn't act like every bad thing he does is his not fault (so far, we'll see how next week goes after that last scene, cause yikes). Da-On asked if he was behind the stuff that happened to him, and he said yeah. And I can't hate Jaemin because he may be manipulative but he owns it. When exposed he doesn't hide or lie, he ups the ante, and I respect that.

But I love Seong Hyeon, I know there are some people who think he pushes Da-On's boundaries too much, but to me he needs to be assertive with Da-On. Cause the way Da-On reacts to him, it reads to me that its his first time feeling wanted, and he doesn't know what to do with it. But he's not uncomfortable because he likes Seong Hyeon.

[silence-like-a-dead-man]

Have to agree. Skill-wise, for the most part the members CAN cover for Moon Sua and Suhyeon's absence (though it bothers me SO much that the OT5 girls aren't getting more vocally challenging songs, Siyoon has a VERY powerful belt, Haruna has a huge range for someone her age, Tsuki was literally Main Vocalist in her JP group and Mystic already treats Sheon like the Lead Vocalist anyway), and they still try their best to bring that Billlie energy to performances, but Sua and Suhyeon were such... rays of sunshine. They are the MORALE of the group. They smile when the other members don't, they joke around, they don't take themselves too seriously like the younger less experienced members do (no offense, love our maknaes). They're like the parents of the group. Not to mention they have the longest training time of all the members and (though ik fans never talk about vocal analysis), Sua and Suhyeon easily have the best vocal technique in the group. If you're someone who has known Billlie for a while you can tell that some of the heart of the group is missing. Billlie will always be 7. No matter what happens.

i feel guilty that i really don't care for this billlie comeback but i can't help it. billlie incomplete feels wrong and you can tell they scrambled to come up with these songs just to have something to release cause they're so beneath their discography </3

[lifeofstar]

NIGHTMARE [the devil judge] x oc

Part 01

Kim Yuna hated men. 

She despised the way they controlled society and belittled the women within it. The way they expected women to do whatever they want and whenever they want. How they stare and indulge themselves, creating wicked fantasies in their minds. 

Of course, she didn't hate all men. There were a few exceptions in her life, such as Kim Gaon, her junior in high school. She was two years older than him and they coincidentally shared the same family name - Kim. He was a decent man (boy in her eyes) and was like a younger brother to her. They took care of each other, like a mother bear and baby cub.

Some would say that she was doing a man's job. But not Gaon. He respected her and always pushed her to follow her dreams. The same went for their mutual friend Suhyeon, who was also a junior and just like Yuna's younger sister. They both were doing a man's job according to society. Both were police officers. Yuna and Suhyeon worked in the same unit with Yuna being a senior detective whilst Suhyeon was an inspector. Whilst Yuna ranked higher than Suhyeon, they both worked as partners and were stuck to the hip constantly. 

Yuna adored Gaon and Suhyeon. She adored them like siblings and she was thankful every day that she had met them. 

So, on a surprisingly sunny day, Yuna and Suhyeon were meeting with Gaon for some morning coffee before his first day of work as a new judge. The three of them stood outside Yuna's car and leaned on it, comfortably sipping on their coffee. 

"Noona, do you think I'll do well?" Gaon asked Yuna, biting his lip. 

Suhyeon nudged his shoulder whilst Yuna patted his back. 

"Of course you will, Gaon," She said, smiling, "everyone will love you." 

"Unni is right, Gaon," Suhyeon agreed, "everyone will love you." 

"Yeah, you'd know wouldn't you?" Yuna muttered under her breath, a smirk tugging at her lips. 

"Shut up!" Suhyeon whispered, slapping Yuna's arm. 

Gaon laughed and shook his head, sipping his coffee again. "I hope so." 

"You'll be working with Kang Yohan," Suhyeon said. "He's a king to the public."

Gaon hummed. "I suppose. I'm interested to see what he's like at work."

Yuna watched Gaon and Suhyeon interact with each other like two birds in a tree. She smiled. It was times like these when she missed her mother the most. Losing her mother in that fire was the worst thing that happened to her. Much worse than what happened at the church that day. Nothing was worse than losing your own mother. She had woken up in the hospital, walked out of her bed, with strength she didn’t know she had, to find her mother. In the hallway of the hospital, a nurse found her and told her the news that her mother had passed away. Yuna had fainted from the shock. 

Shaking her head, she tried to rid her mind of these thoughts.

“Time to go,” Yuna announced, glancing down at her watch, “it’s almost 8 am.”

Gaon nodded, looking down at his watch and agreeing with her. 

Suhyeon smiled at Gaon. “Good luck.” 

“Yeah, kid, good luck,” Yuna told him, ruffling his hair and grinning. 

“Thanks,” Gaon said, rolling his eyes. 

*******

Soon enough, they all made their way to their work lives. Suhyeon and Yuna got a call on the way for additional backup at a robbery. As they arrived, they noticed the culprits running across the street. There were two of them and they decided to go separate ways as soon as Yuna and Suhyeon stepped out of their car. 

“You take right, I’ll take left,” Yuna told Suhyeon, running in the direction of the second robber. 

“Got it,” Suhyeon confirmed. 

Yuna’s legs burned as she raced after the criminal. Like lightning, she kept a close distance and pulled out her baton as she ran. The robber hit a dead end and Yuna smirked as she reached him. He put his fists up, his eyes burning with determination. She didn’t move though, simply stared at him with venom in her eyes. 

The first move was his. He moved to punch her. 

Wrong move, buddy. She dodged his fist easily.

“Finally,” Yuna muttered, lifting her baton up. “Everything I do from this point onwards is considered self-defence.” 

He came at her again, this time with a kick. With one swift movement, she used her baton to hit his legs out of her way. The robber fell onto the floor, visibly in pain. 

Yuna smiled. “Good day, criminal. I’m Detective Kim. You’re under arrest for robbery and assault.” 

She informed the rest of the officers on her radio that she had caught him. Taking out her handcuffs, she cuffed the robber roughly before reading him his rights and then proceeding to take off his ski mask. 

“You’re just a kid.” Yuna stated, looking down at a maybe sixteen-year-old child. 

“Yeah and? You’re like 40.” He retorted. 

“I’ll have you know, I’m in my 30s.” Yuna snapped. “And shut up. You have the right to remain silent, remember?” 

The kid grumbled something under his breath. 

“What was that?” Yuna asked. 

“I hope I have Kang Yohan as my judge on my trial.” He said louder, signalling behind Yuna with his eyes. 

She looked behind her and saw the big screen on the building replaying the press conference that she had missed yesterday. Of course, Chief Judge Kang Yohan. Yuna dragged the kid up roughly so that they were standing. She eyed the judge closely, watching the way his lips moved as he spoke and the way he stood with such a calmness that Yuna had never seen before. Or perhaps she had. Her inner subconscious has felt that calmness somewhere before. And those eyes. Those eyes felt familiar…

Blinking, she snapped out of her thoughts, realising she had a criminal to escort and process back at the station. 

"Whatever," she muttered, tearing her eyes away from the screen.

*****

Back at the station, after having processed the young kid, Yuna sat at her desk. She was putting together the pieces from the robbery today and writing up her report. They still had some investigating to do as both of the young robbers had been ordered by someone else to commit the crimes - the boys wouldn't say anything further. Sighing, Yuna thought carefully about which crime bosses across Korea specialised in using young kids for their criminal activities. She made a list, getting out of her seat to go to Suhyeon with her theories. 

"Hey Suhyeon-"

But she didn't get a chance to finish before Suhyeon cut her off. 

"It's starting!" 

"What's starting?" 

"The live court - Gaon is there, remember?" 

Oh yes, Yuna remembered, Gaon would be appearing on the live court show. She facepalmed. How could she forget? 

She turned on her phone and went into the app, sitting back down in her seat. As she watched, she realised she was staring at Kang Yohan again. She was hanging onto every word he was saying, watching him like a hawk, admiring him and the way his voice drew everyone in. Throughout the session, she kept avoiding his eyes. Something about him felt so familiar, so calm. Yet she could not think why. 

As it ended, Yuna sat staring at the blank screen for several seconds in deep thought. The trial itself had drawn her in yes, but the way Kang Yohan illustrated the whole thing was flawless. 

The corner of her lips lifted up in disbelief, unable to believe that she was impressed by him. 

Well played, Kang Yohan, she thought, well played. 

prologue (previous)

part 02 (next)

[velvetspins]

━━ECHOES OF FOOTSTEPS LEADING INTO A NEW DANCE ! ❝ @chxngho ❞

he’s running his fingers over the silk that had been placed over his eyes, now in the careful grasp of his hands, the dull murmur of chatter an echo outside of his ears. there is his heart beating in his chest, carefully thudding against his ribcage like it’s threatening to break through, like he can barely contain himself in the suit he had pulled on at the beginning of the evening. it had been ironed with a hum under his breath, a slow exhale, smoothing over the collar, the tie, the buttons up his chest, neatly trimmed fingernails and hands without blemishes.

the dinner had been lovely. the blindfold was unexpected, but suhyeon still followed with careful footsteps. saying yes was easy, signing his name away even easier. yes, that is his name that has his parents carefully tucked away in the corner, that is his own name he has grown with and the one he has learned with and the one that has become stained, and it is the one that covers over everything that he keeps inside. maybe that is why it was easy-- to sign away in the hopes that maybe this time, maybe now is when suhyeon will be able to have an opportunity to pick himself back up.

suhyeon places the back of his wrist against his slacks and ties it into a bow with his other hand. it fits just right at the end of his pressed white shirt-- he leaves it there, finally raising his eyes to the rest of the room. sleek shadows and the echoes of heels and dress shoes, opulence and marble and everything that he has become accustomed to. long ago he cast away the fact that he never felt like he fit in these places-- he was supposed to, he had to, and so he stands from his seat and makes his way towards the drinks. he can’t see himself handling the rest of the evening without something smoothing down his throat a gentle, familiar burn.

there is the footsteps echoing against the floors, ones that make suhyeon aware of his presence, that he focuses on as he approaches the table and slips a flute of champagne waiting there in between his fingers, takes a sip to feel the burst of bubbles against his tongue, maybe just the same like his thoughts right now, a swirl of disbelief and barely there nerves, that rolling feeling in his stomach when he keeps spotting han insoo halfway across the room and he quickly looks away, nausea climbing up his throat.

there’s someone standing there already, and his eyes sweep to take him in. he believes that it’s the second temperance pledge, the one that had been nominated alongside him.

he supposes he should start somewhere.

swallows, his fingers tapping against the cool condensation of the glass. is he the only one that feels like all of this is too good to be true-- an opportunity to lift himself from the ashes and rubble he had been laying in ever since his freshman year, a turnaround to the way that he had started, equally feeling he was still left motionless and beaten down while han insoo had paraded forward, uncaring and seemingly unaware. he takes another drink from the glass in his hands.

“when i received the invitation, i did not know i was agreeing to being swept away,” he starts, a carefully constructed laugh pushing past his lips. “you’re.. the other temperance pledge, correct?” suhyeon continues, and he stops tapping his finger against his glass, straightens his posture and reminds himself where he is. one, two, three, inhale-- exhale, remember your steps, suhyeon, remember the way that you must spin, remember the way you must pretend.

“i don’t believe we’ve been able to properly meet before. i’m cha suhyeon,”

he settles into this like a warm bath. his eyes extending the greeting just as the smile quirking the edges of his lips do-- he knows his mother would be proud.

[ujuro]

is it just me or does suyeon have a diff vibe to billlie? like, everyone says they want her in the group but i feel like for some reason she doesnt seem to fit? maybe it's just because ive been following them for so long but...

To me billlie lost their vibe when miyu and sumin left so it’s all the same to me lol (I know miyu claims she was never meant to debut in the group but that doesn’t add up with the “rookie” business so my theory is that mystic story actually didn’t really know what to do with her at all). like the current lineups great and all and I’m happy for sua and haram but how the groups being marketed is kind of going against how things were shaking up a year or two back and it’s enough to just sllliiightly lessen my excitement for their debut overall but that’s my old ass complaining lol the teasers are pretty much what I expected

It’s not necessarily that I want suyeon in the group though cause I do sort of agree that she has a different vibe to someone like tsuki or suhyeon I just want her to debut without having to go through the hunt for another company and the wait for a debut there since she’s one of the k girls without a debut-aiming company if the plans for billlie fall through. Like compared to the other finalists there’s no way top media isn’t planning a gg and bora does have chebul assuming fnc gives them another shot. Hell even lee yunji got picked up by fc enm assuming they ever get a debut plan that pans out. But if she gets added to billlie after debut it still may be a long time anyway and possibly awkward for her so eh who knows

[scarefox]

Actors speaking for their characters

since I saw this a few times in comments (and someone on yt was srsly mad at Junseo for saying this as well).

When the guys say that Suhyeon (and Jaemin) had real love for Daon, they don't mean the obsessive fuck up escalation was valid and romantic. But they mean the level of the feelings, devotion. The deepness, intensity of the feelings? In the sense that it's not just out of a whim or boredom.

Jungwoo literally said in this interview that he doesn't condone the violence etc but the feelings are real. (@ 0:30)

Notice how the other laugh or grin? because they know Jungwoo is exaggerating and in Suhyeon POV. Same for Hoyoung with Jaemin. (also always consider that these are mediocre (sometimes machine) translations from korean to english)

Like if we would remove Suhyeons temper for a second, then there is actual love underneath, that's how it started. Suyheon just doesn't know how to deal with that (and his family situation) properly + Jaemin messing with him, which makes him bottle it all up which poisons his love into something bad. Jaemin on the other hand idk apparently in the comic he has massive religious guilt / trauma that made him emotionally constipated, channeling it in some wrong direction as well.

But what I want to say with this example: Actors, in general, need to have a connection and understanding of their characters feelings. Even if they are messed up feelings they themselves don't agree with. They need to understand where it comes from and why the character is the way that they are if they want to portray them perfectly in a more-dimensional way. That might sound sometimes... like they are apologising their characters bad behavior. But it's not. they just speak sometimes from the POV of their characters even in interviews since they are the representative of the character (sometimes they use "I" which is bit confusing if you don't get the nuance but they still mean it as in "the character that I portray").

idk for me it's obvious when they speak from / for their character POV? There is s a little vibe shift when they do that. Bit of jest or irony, bit overexaggeration. Especially when they say stuff their character would 100% say in canon.

The Secret Relationship cast often play along when someone starts it. They also like to play-pretend a lighthearted version of their characters mixed with themselves when they are together. Which is fun imo. (does that make sense? lol I don't know how to describe it ... it's like when children play?? Like when cosplayer act a bit in character for the bit??)

This doesn't just go for the SR cast, many actors do that sometimes. Not all of course. But I see it here and there.

[moonbyulsstuff]

G'day! Can i ask for haru and dahyeon x male reader who's a executives in worker's dating hcs?

Haru and Dahyeon dating Male Reader who's an executives in the Workers.

Male Reader

Requested.

Masterlist.

Request Rules.

Idk if you meant it that they are separate or not but I did separate.

Haru Seong

You two met when you were sent out to struck a business deal in somewhere around North Gangbuk under the orders of Eugene.

And under that deal, you were out to deal some scores under North Gangbuk territory which caught the attention of the top dogs of North.

You ambiently defeated the every single one of them with ease, making the deal in full effect.

But while out fighting in the North, your interest was caught by Haru Seong.

Not only was he related to Johan Seong but also has his copy abilities too, it greatly piped your interest.

But you were disappointed on how he was so easily defeated, you saw great potential in him and offered to train him.

Haru was shocked to say the least on your offer but agreed nonetheless.

So, you trained him while giving him in points. Though you were still disappointed on how weak he was still, but you knew eventually he would grew stronger than ever.

But eventually it was Haru who grew feelings for you, even though you were cold, ruthless and harsh. He could see the soft and vulnerable side of you.

He kept his feeling inside of him as he didn't want to make things uncomfortable between you but you two eventually ended up dating.

You grew to care for him and wanted to protect him at all cost.

You were only soft and caring whenever Haru was around, you never showed that side to anyone else.

Though you weren't always at North Gangbuk considering you were busy in Gangnam especially being an executive and all.

But you made sure whenever you had free time you would spend time with him, giving him gifts and also training him.

Though when you heard that he got defeated and joined West Gangbuk, you immediately went to him.

You were scared for his wellbeing and seeing him he was safe in the West, your worriedness easen.

But you did threaten Suhyeon if something happened to Haru, he would be killed by your hand.

You sometimes visit their meetings, you don't help as you knew it wasn't your business but would help if Haru asked.

And sometimes give them a sum of money that would make their eyes bulge out of how much money you would give them.

Since taking care of a gang and having their loyalty wouldn't be easy and money was the easy answer, even after they have their own shop to take care of the needs.

You bought the store and all the things they need for the tteokbbokki shop that they opened.

Haru would ask how you have so much money but you never revealed how you managed to make money.

The relationship between you and Haru is normal and healthy.

Considering this was you two's first relationship ever, it was awkward.

Haru was the more awkward one and you were more straightforward.

You would always keep a straight face while Haru face was red as tomato.

And argument doesn't happen all the time and when it does, it's usually regarding Haru's safety. You know he has the potential like Johan, the ability to copy a technique from a single scene is powerful but he was nowhere near Johan or Daniel Park level yet.

Whenever it was two you alone, you would be the one to cling unto him. Cuddling him and placing kisses all over his face.

Haru would just sit there in your arms with a flushed face.

You both loved each other and you don't know what you would do if you ever find him badly beaten.

Dahyeon Kim

You two met way before Suhyeon got the system.

She was rising star and you were sent to recruit her for MCN.

When you went to her school and recruited her to be a streamer under MCN, there was obvious stars in her eyes when you told her of this.

You were the first one to fell in love, in fact. It was love at first sight when you first met her.

When you had fallen in love with her, you always came to her school and offer to walk her home.

Dahyeon was confused but you told her it was to protect her from any danger which she bought of course since she had heard horror stories from other streamers of having a fan stalked them.

Suhyeon was confused of course, seeing his sister being offered to walk home by you.

At first, he didn't say anything because of how intimidating you looked and fear you would beat him up if he did.

But ever since he got the system and started receiving those quests, he did confront you about it.

He was surprised to learn that you actually did care for his sister, out of love.

Of course, being the big brother he was. He was a little overprotective about it but eventually learn to accept it.

Before you two dated, you always gifted her with stuff she always wanted even when it was expensive. She was super shocked when you gifted her for the first time ever but accepted it.

But she always wondered on how managed to get the money to buy for the expensive gift you had bought for her, but she didn't question it.

She did eventually fell in love with you, you were just so sweet and caring. You always made sure she was okay and if she ever needed something, you would be there.

You two have argument sometimes but with Dahyeon being a hot head like her brother, she would didn't back down. If she was angry, she was angry.

Though, she did found it hot when you would just sit there and stare at her while she shouts at you but would never admit it out loud.

Since you were an executive and knew what was going on behind MCN, when you were told that you have to bring Dahyeon to sign a false contract in order to be used for the illegal streams. You obviously refused.

With the pretense that Dahyeon lives with her family and goes to school, so if she was brought her. MCN would be the first target of her family suspicions which they bought.

And you were always busy, you always weren't there for her sometimes but she ever calls for you. You would drop everything to come to her aid.

You always make up for the lack time because of the schedule you have with gifts and dates.

But it mostly involved with Dahyeon spending so much money on your card which you didn't mind, you like seeing her happy.

When you found out from Suhyeon that she was basically be planned to be addicted to fentanyl by the South Gangbuk, you were in rage.

You stormed into that warehouse and beat everyone up with ease, you only saw red and weren't planning on stopping,

If Dahyeon hadn't stopped you, you would have probably beat up Seok Kang.