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ninja-knox-ur-sox-off · 1 year

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Sometimes I feel very sad that I didn’t just focus on one creative skill. I look at my art some days and go I wish I’d spent all my time making only that, because that way it would look better and I’d do more and it wouldn’t matter if I couldn’t write very well because my art would be amazing and I’d be able to make the stuff I really want to and maybe even get a job related to it and I wouldn’t feel like so much time was wasted. And often times it really does feel like you’re wasting time and everything is telling you to just pick something to focus on so it can mean something and you can never seem to pick one of anything.

And then other days I feel like an absolute GOD. Anyone else able to write your own fic and then draw art for it just because you can? Can you make an edit/amv after writing a silly little analysis post on the show/character that is so perfectly on beat and fits the lyrics and with transitions so slapping you get chills while watching? Can you write a short silly ditty on the guitar about how you’re feeling using the eight chords know and belt it out only a little bit off key then do a choppy little animation of your sona singing it?

I may not be the most skilled at all of the above, and it can be a little lonely to be a one man band who doesn’t play half as well as a lot of people out there, but when your power goes out or your wifi dies or you have a day off, everyone else is busy and you’re alone...

you play the best gosh dang music in existence

#knox rambles #feeling some kinda way lately o7 #these kinda vibes come back every once in a while #just gotta remind myself that ten year old me would go insane over the fact I can do what i can do #even if I'm not the best out there I am sure the best me out there #and that's pretty cool #i may only know one strum pattern on guitar and half a dozen chords at best #i may not be very good with punctuation and grammar while writing and I reuse words too much #I may do my art all leaning a little to the left too much and proportioned weirdly #I may export my amv's wrong so they're not on beat or forget good audio that would have made it REALLY great #I may write analysis's that are a little biased and look back on them and cringe a bit #I may only be able to animate the simpliest and shortest things and then go months even years at a time without animating #I may struggle to do animatics for what feels like no reason even if i want to so badly #but I can do all that stuff #I can write i can read and I can draw I can play guitar a bit i can sing I can make animatics animations amv's #and wow that's pretty incredible if you ask me #rambling rambling zero thoughts head empty YEET HGSDFLKJSDF #creative insecurities #they always sneak up on you a bit hglksjdfsdf #pretty safe to say I wouldn't be a creative if I didn't feel inadequate every person to ever create usually feels some kinda way ghsdflk;jsd #lays down #woo #hoping I can get back into the swing of being creative #things been pretty rough at home but I miss making stuff #ANYWAY HOPE Y'ALLS HAVING A FIRE DAY

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ramblesbiab · 7 months

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Mirror

In the midst of a quiet night, she wander slowly through the hallway. A hand against the wall to keep steady. Everything quiet in a strange way. Tossing a basket of clothes on the ground with a clatter, something falling out and onto the carpet. Groan, echoing through the room. And then she turns.

The mirror is dirty. A bit of fogginess stuck here and there. Those eyes stare back, a purple rim beneath them in the soft, dim light of her lamp, lids half-fallen, uncaring. Her clothes a bit tattered. Stained. Especially those fishnets, covered in larger rips and tears. From fingernail clawing, rings catching, those late nights where she's torn them off before collapsing into bed, fluttering asleep without even turning out the overhead light.

Exhales. Lips quake, curving up in a confusing little way, a giggle kicking in by no choice of hers. The kind that takes control just enough to feel helpless, unsure. A hand greets it's image, pressing against, already starting to leave a print, and the laugh continues, weak and strained and strange.

She looks up again. A whisper on her lips.

"God, you are so fucking hot. Holy shit."

the end <3

#me #me always #no matter how bad I look #tired me thinks I look hot as fuck in the mirror #and that's pretty cool #writing #short story #mirror

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puppydeathfarts · 2 years

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I'm alive!

#and that's pretty cool

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june-again · 1 year

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tumblr is unironically a superpower for me atp. ive just realized that i have no other place in my life where i can be this honest and straightforward with my emotions and self-exploration.

#sucks in a way that it ended up being public #but idk #it's like talking to a bestie who i know will just get it #even if i actually don't care whether people see my posts or not #and you fucking know what!!!#one day imma die and people will have heard some of what my heart is in some random ass emotional moments in my life !!#and that's pretty cool #i think it's enough for me #i get into a mode what i go to type out a tumblr post #a specific way of sitting in my chair and just #yeah #hi followers from that one tighnari fic. uh uyeah i do a lot of existential pondering on this blog i dont take unfollows personally tho #JUST FUCKIN being ailve today #june shines

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gemstarstarlight · 1 year

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Do you ever feel like “nature is healing”, but like, about yourself?

#maybe this is to the wrong audience #but I've been listening to k-pop again #and picking up korean by osmosis and learning again #and that used to hurt but it doesn't as much anymore #and I'm growing my hair out so even if I'm still not comfortable being pretty/feminine #my hair's the longest it's been in a while and I don't hate it #I actually put it in a ponytail and it looked very sporty girl which was weird but not bad #and I found some notes I wrote when I was in Korea about what God said I was gonna do when I went back to America #and I'm doing those things #which is pretty cool #anyway I posted something a while ago about things being cracked because of the breakup #and discovering some things had never been healed at all #but I can see things growing through the cracks #I can see myself coming back #and that's pretty cool #mentality love #current status

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piss-stained-jorts · 2 months

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2007-2017: I want to die

2017-2024: I'm okay with being alive, but I don't mind if I do die. that's okay

as of like 10 or 15 minutes ago, I'm calling it official: ...wait...wait wait wait wait I want to live and keep living and I prefer it to dying

#random thoughts #y'know what maybe the antidepressants are good actually #i'm number but the surreal thought that I not only am okay with living but WANT TO LIVE is...huh #i've had the thought before but like. there's a special kind of ODDNESS to like.#fully and truly realizing you hope you're going to be okay and you might actually fight for it #like i realized my plans had fully changed. if i ever got like cancer or something i wouldn't fight #i'd live as long as i could but i wouldn't fight. i'd go gentle into that good night because why not?#and it's the weird and utterly alien concept that...wait hang on. hang on. i think maybe i would fight actually #maybe i'd take on the unrepayable medical debt and be crushed beneath it instead of choosing to die #and the thought of wanting to live is far scarier than the concept of dying #but then. so was the realization i didn't want to die #i lost so much of my power and my armor that day. am i better for it? i mean. yes and no i guess #there's pros and cons to both #but i want to live. i'd prefer to keep living to dying #and that's pretty cool

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catchymemes · 1 year

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#awesome #gothic #dark #tiktok #cool #fashion #pretty

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chloesimaginationthings · 5 months

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Mike and Vanessa learn about FNAF sister location

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ionomycin · 4 days

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Grief

ref photo by @jawsstone

#artists on tumblr #my friend let me use a really gorgeous photo they took #it made my brain go brrr #and i had to draw this #i usually take my own reference pics so it was cool to work from someone else's #enjoyed drawing this a lot #despite the subject matter #i saw a pretty scene of a narrow alley #with white stairs stained black from people walking on them #and somehow it took my brain here #grief visits every house

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ddddd-pixels · 23 days

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For International Asexuality Day, I'm hitting you all with the Ace Beam. ☺️

(This took a lot more effort than I thought it would, lol...)

Edit: 800 notes?! In less than five hours?! Thank you all so much!!

Edit 2: 2000... The most I got on any post before was just over a hundred, lol. You are all so nice!

#pixel art #sprite art #fighting games #neo geo pocket #street fighter #ryu street fighter #hadouken #asexual #asexuality #international asexuality day #i dub this move: museiai hadouken #i know i've not discussed myself on this blog much #but i am asexual!#i'm not really “out” but more in the sense that i don't really need to be #my family's pretty cool about all that stuff lol #and yes i personally headcanon ryu as ace #just hits the vibes ig

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cordspaghetti · 20 days

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happy birthday gerard 🔥❤️🌹🥀🙏❤️

#47 that is PRETTY COOL #<33333333 #gerard way #mcr #x

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spookberry · 4 months

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"danny's ghost side struggles to leave amity park (his haunt) behind when the class goes on a field trip "

Happy Holiday Truce @sillysugargliders !!! I was your assigned gifter. I kept it kinda short, but I still hope you like it 😊

#holiday truce 2023 #danny phantom #my art #fanart #your prompts were all pretty cool but idk i had the swirly eye image pop in my head and had to go with this one

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thecindercrow · 10 months

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Nimona (2012-2014) and Nimona (2023)

#nimona #nimona movie #nimonaedit #filmedit #my gifs #my stuff #long post #yeeee it was so cool to recognize this scene pretty much word for word!#RIP ballister's 'turns out I'm a just and beloved ruler' line tho

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cowboythewizard726 · 1 month

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THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS, THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS!!!!1!!!11!!!!!2!1!!! REJOICE REJOICE EVERYONE GATHER AROUND THE TOUDEN SIBLINGS OH HEAVENLY TOUDEN SIBLINGS!!!!!!1!!!!!!1!!!!11!!