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I love Beauyasha so much. I miss them so much.
The reunion gave me so much joy and now I'm in this weird happy but melancholy state. I love the Nein so much and I want more of them. And I especially want more of Beau and Yasha. If we get a Fjorester wedding one shot, I will be stoked. But then also give me the Beauyasha wedding too!
I'm really just hoping they keep doing these little reunions cause I love the Mighty Nein so much and seeing them makes me so happy.
#critical role#cr spoilers#beauyasha#the mighty nein#echoes of the solstice#and the rest of the tags are a rant#got a bit carried away lol#my depression has been real bad for the past like 9 months and i dont have the money or resources to go to therapy#so i am in a real interesting head space lately#this one shot gave me so much joy#i haven't felt that engaged and excited and happy in a long time#but now that its over that feeling is being joined by (like i said) this weird melancholy that i've never felt in this way before#tm9 mean so much to me#beauyasha means so much to me#especially in these times with the strikes and all the cancelations of wlw inclusive media#i've been trying to get back into c3 but getting through those first arcs is proving difficult#bh just doesn't feel the same as the m9 to me which is fine but sad in a way#cause I feel like there's still so much the nein could do and participate in#i definitely understood what ashley meant when she said she didn't feel like she was done with yasha#i feel the same#so i hope they keep doing these one shots and i hope they release some news on the animated show soon#and here's hoping that as I catch up on bh i can come to love them even half as much as tm9#cause that'd be enough to keep me coming back and then some
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Oh so when Nie Huaisang tricks a guy into stabbing his best friend to death it's ""justified revenge"" and ""very girlboss of him"" but when I, Xue Yang--
#mdzs spoilers#mo dao zu shi#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#the untamed#nie huaisang#lan xichen#xue yang#xiao xingchen#a joke post but also a post that's legitimately making a point tbh#like if we can understand how incredibly cruel it was of Xue Yang to do that to XXC#(and it was! I was literally covering my mouth in horror while reading it!)#we need to understand that it was equally cruel for Nie Huaisang to do it to Lan Xichen#and even if you think JGY just got what was coming to him (debatable!)#Lan Xichen had done literally NOTHING to deserve NHS making him live with that kind of guilt for the rest of his life#ranting in my tags but anyway
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of āfeatherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her tooā but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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Novice sewing pattern: Cut out shapes. Line up the little triangles on the edges. Stitch edges together. We've also included step-by-step assembly instructions with illustrations.
Novice knitting pattern: yOU MUSt uNDerstANd thE SECret cOdE CO67 (73, 87, 93) BO44 (63, 76, 90) 28 (32, 34) slip first pw repeat 7x K to end *kl (pl) 42 * until 13" (13, 13, 15) join new at 30 pl for 17 rows ssk 27 k2tog mattress lengthwise BO and sacrifice a goat to the knitting gods. WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WANT "INSTRUCTIONS," I JUST GAVE THEM TO YOU
#knitting#no it's not a real pattern but I can't write one that makes sense because I have no freaking clue what any of that means#How do you make things that aren't basic rectangles#Why has every knitter I've asked for help just said 'patterns are easy; you just have to know how to read them' & then refused to teach me#Where do I even find a goat to sacrifice#How do I join the pattern cult#I am so confused#I've been knitting for almost a decade but I can only make scarves and potholders#I learned one (1) stitch by watching a YouTube video and none of my friends or family knit so I have no IRL resources#And nobody I meet seems to want to take the time to explain the rest to me#I taught myself to sew through trial and error but that doesn't really work with knitting because error is pretty much just... Unraveling?#Anyway sorry for the tag rant I'm just frustrated that I see pretty things I want to make but the instructions are in an alien language#And the gap between 'absolute novice' and 'intermediate' seems to be about 20 years of experience and formal instruction
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"Chaos' Hades 2 design is better because it's hot and having the genderqueer character be less eldritch is better representation"
Well maybe some of us genderqueers like interesting and thematic designs and identify more with eldritch monstrosities over conventional attractiveness? What about the unsettling weirdo representation for freaks like me š
Although holding the detached head and spine of your previous form does absolutely slap
#ramblings of a bystander#this was a longer rant before but i started getting analytical with it and i don't have energy for articulating that#I'm happy a bunch of people seem to really like the new design. alas i am disappointed and chomping at my bars about it#hades#hades 2#hades 2 spoilers#chaos hades 2#the longer rant also included analysis of chaos' old face kind of having similar facial features to [redacted]#which might have prompted or cemented supergiant doing such a redesign of chaos to avoid unintentional association? idk#i shall soon be off to block the hades 2 tag. I've seen enough of this game and want to save the rest for when i play it on full release āļø#hades game#chaos hades
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When Cat said to Jean, āYou already know youāre right, why couldnāt you trust your work?ā
And Jean responded āI could have been wrongā
Maybe Iām latching on to this scene too emotionally as it is, but it really does speak to the lack of control Jean has with his own decisions. He needs everything to be green lighted, nothing he decides personally can ever be right. Before he had Riko, Tetsuji, Kevin, and everyone telling him what to do. So even now when heās separating himself from the Ravens, thereās still a voice in his head telling himself he needs to double check his decisions with someone who has more authority than him.
āYou know what youāre doing. Trust yourself, okay?ā
Lately Iāve had to keep thinking about this scene and repeating what Cat said when I make my own decisions. Thereās something about the way that Cat reassures him that is so comforting even if it barely feels enough to suppress the urge to check again. Sheās a really good friend for phrasing it this way, and I feel like no matter how many times Jean needs to hear this, sheād repeat it.
#aftg#all for the game#tgr spoilers#the golden raven#cat alvarez#jean moreau#I love cat so much#also Iām aware of the context of the scene but I also feel like it broadly works with his decisions in general#I really think tgr solidified the fact sheās one of my favorites#anyways the rest of the tags are more like a personal rant so donāt read if you donāt want to#I had to make a decision about my course#I know I made the right decision#Iāve done the calculation like twenty times at this point#I have to keep repeating to myself Catās words to trust my work#but itās kind of hard ngl
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If I had a nickel for every time I write a yuri with its main plot involving a giant tree, Iād have 4 nickels, which is a lot actually considering thatās all of them I have a giant tree in every story
#letās see#Witch story and the tree they married at#which ended up the place where Hesterās soul resides#Then itās Orange Knife#I havent talked a lot about this yet but#Ok is very very emotionally attached to a dead tree in her workshop#it serves as a main focus of her entire arc actually#then thereās Deer and Fly#Deer lives in a treehouse weirdly enough#and thatās where her soul rest#At last we have Afterland Postal#Life the big any lady and Death the owl#theyāre the two end of the world tree#Life lives in the tree crown#and Death and the entire afterland at in the roots#man thereāre so many big trees#and I add them in unconsciously#like itās my solution to every problem jdjdhdjdhjd#this is more of a rant to myself#bearz rambling tag
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Height headcanons.
Honestly as far as significant height differences go im on the tamer side significant height differences are crazy man.
#homestuck#hom3stuck#borzoi talks#borzoi meta#i guess?#if you think abt it you dont really see many people with taller height differences#i saw this crazy height difference betwene the harlenglishes and the rest of their friends on twitter today and went wow. thats craaazy.#they had them at like 6ā11 bro i think thats too tall man#but hey what do i know#like how are you going to draw art when one of these fellas only comes up to the waist man#idk im ranting jn tags
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binge read all 153 eps of my S class hunters in a day... no one tell hyunjae he's not in a romance webtoon
#i started reading around 4pm... it's 2am now#i need to rest my eyes rn but not before i mass rb some content#that was AMAZING. man. i couldn't stop reading.#i just want to take yoojin and yoohyun out of there and keep them safe in my pocket forever THEY DESEVRE THE WORLD#the amount of times i felt like my heart was being carved out with a pitchfork#also the dynamic between the characters are so fun. i love them so much. my dysfunctional family.#and yes hyunjae and yoojin you will never shut me up. theyre sooo made for each other.#i can actually go on a rant in the tags for HOURS but i need to go to sleep#gonna mass rb now gbye all#my s class hunters#the s classes that i raised#also where do i read the novel
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ingellvar must have so many strange off-putting little personal habits in their day to day life that they don't even realize come across as weird, especially if they haven't ever dated outside of the watchers much. in rye's specific case I think lucanis has a capacity for such immaculate 'sure my life is already so fucking weird this might as well happen' energy that I believe he'd be able to roll with the punches admirably given the time, but it really would be a situation like

(what was going on there was that rook was placing down some experimental wards, by the way, it's what he does to calm down before bed and if he wakes during the night. what with the necropolis itself being a liminal space of lf sorts on a cosmic scale, watchers take the additional liminal space between wakefulness and dreaming extremely seriously b/c they know there are things drifting through that would just love to get their foot/tentacle/conceptual spores in that particular half-ajar door that should not be allowed inside. or outside, I suppose, depending on your point of view. rook and lucanis are also experimenting with whether solid wards can help any with lucanis' weird post-spite dreams even if they can't do anything for the more mundane ptsd ones. third reason because in my worldstate they still live in the lighthouse after the game: unless gently dissuaded wisps will sometimes drift by while you're asleep and hover over your face curiously as they sense your mind doing stuff in the fade, and no one likes waking up on an eldritch sneeze with a well-meaning yet terrified wisp zooming about the room. important watcher novice 101 lessons.
blessed mental image of rye cross-legged on the floor, barefoot in his PJs with his hair down and no makeup, peaceably tracing out elaborate geometric shapes that somehow make your eyes scared when you look at them* while lucanis sits on the bed and reads out loud to both him and spite and occasionally sneaks some carnal looks at rook's fully unleashed curly hair and bare wrists & throat...... okay I think I've found the thing that will help me through the day thank you for coming on this journey with me)
*what is the paint he's using made out of and why is it such a deeply unsettling colour? don't worry about it! :) patented mostly well-meaning yet also borderline condescending mortalitasi hand wave of 'don't worry your sweet little non-nevarran head about it we both know you don't actually want to know. do not ask questions lest you learn the answers, especially if you're going to be annoying at me and freak out about it. let the things man was not meant to know stay unknown. unknown by you I mean I'm built different'
#*at myself through gritted teeth* good things or feelings are very much not happening right now but they DO exist and they are possible#I need you to take this on faith rn because I sure as fuck don't have any proof but source: just trust me i guess#think about spite wide-eyed listening to lucanis read while lucanis absently strokes rye's hair. I'm not sure if then you'll feel better#but it's worth a shot right. better track record than with anything else#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#lucanis dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#rye has only had one relationship with a non-watcher before and he didn't sleep over much in that one case#and also that was shitty anaxas ex-bf who liked having a pet mortalitasi but not to be reminded that said mortalitasi#was actually pretty threateningly powerful and not just an accessory for him. I don't think rye would have done much real#necromancy around him because he was in the 'pls love me love me love me I can be anything you want just don't go' mode#so he has never had to consider what his normal bedtime routine looks like to an outsider before haha#I wrote out a whole extra rookanis thing in the tags here but I'm forcing myself to make it a proper post at some point#because while I do not have the energy to examine it right now I keep writing novels in the tags because proper posts make me nervous#my brain going 'okay you can write the sincere thing. but only if you kind of hide it somewhere so it doesn't count#if I tuck it away sufficiently that means I'm not being annoying#and people won't be mad at me' (*sigh* okay what the fuck is that about. add that to the mountain of things that need unpacking#at some point you're not so tired the very thought of starting makes you nauseous)#what if everyone will think I'm stupid and cringe and pathetically earnest. on the cringe and pathetically earnest site#the only thing more unbearable than saying blorbo things in public is not getting to say blorbo things as they boil up within my skull#and I cannot seem to write fiction right now for neither love nor money so my normal outlet is clogged up#then... the power of the tag rant to make you forget yourself in the glorious rush of getting to say blorbo shit 'unperceived'.#anyway. what do you think spite would pick for them to read. that's a much happier place to rest the mind and I'd like to go there pls lol
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I will forever be so upset that the Ice Chapter didn't give us a Kai VS Ice Emperor fight like come OOOON!
And I'm not even coming at this from an oppo angle. Like yeah, I love oppo, everyone knows that, but it just feels like such a missed opportunity to have Kai have to fight Zane and have him be the one to get him to snap out of it. But no, it has to be Lloyd because he's Lloyd.
And another thing that makes me so upset regarding the missed potential here is the fact that in the Fire Chapter, the big bad villain is Aspheera. And at the end of the Fire Chapter, Zane is the one who defeats her, you know, the master of ice. So then in the Ice Chapter, it would make sense that the one to defeat the big bad would be Kai since he's the master of fire and it would make for good parallels or whatever. But no we don't get that.
At the very least we get that awesome, badass scene where Kai defeats Boreal and saves the others. That scene was amazing, I just with we got a little more from Kai, you know?
#ninjago#lego ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#zane julien#should i tag this as oppo? i'm gonna tag this as oppo#oppositeshipping#sorry for ranting out of nowhere i just started thinking about this and wanted to post about my thoughts#the ice chapter just makes me go crazy thinking about what could have been#also wanna mention the other problem i have that would have been fixed if kai was the one who had to fight the ice emperor:#but the fact that the rest of the ninja never get to see the ice emperor has always annoyed me so much#like yeah they figure out on their own that zane is the ice emperor#but by the time they get to his castle it's already over because zane got his memories back#but they never get to see the ice emperor! and that makes me so upset!#i mean unless you wanna count that one short but that wasn't the real ice emperor so i don't count it
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I need to rant about the leaks of the mha epilogue so don't read if you don't want to witness a bitter katsuki fan
Dude
Why are shounen male mangakas trying to write romance? Why did i go through naruto for years only to go through mha with the exact same thing??? Look at dandadan - m/f CAN BE WRITTEN WELL. But if you focus on your 'friendships' to SUCH degree and throw aside your romantic pair, are people supposed to be happy? You give Ochako good character arc that is completely detached from Izuku, focus on her with Toga while still focusing on Izuku and Katsuki, then decide to randomly pull back to your het bland romance?
But fine, okay, it annoyed me a lot but it's NOTHING next to my annoyance when it comes to katsuki's character. Look, i never expected horikoshi to make anything gay canon. It's fine. But when you tease the 'wonder duo', side by side, 'for the rest of our lives', win by saving and save by winning, then make Izuku REFUSE to join Katsuki's agency? The guy who spent 8 years working on getting your ass back on track and keeping your dream alive? The guy you always admired and considered the closest friend? Unlocked quirks with him in mind? Like what the fuck do you MEAN that Izuku brushed him aside and went to his not even half baked romance. What the hell was that. Why did he tease it all just to throw their hero duo away? This is literally not how Izuku would behave and I'm beyond annoyed with Katsuki's ending.
8 years of naruto, then 8 years of mha with a ship i grew with and really loved because of their developing and well written relationship, just happy at the prospect of them being this hero duo in the future and being best friends because I didn't expect more from shounen jump.
Well. My bad for hoping for something just decent. I hope this genre of shounen will really die and drop the romance entirely or learn to write it if they want to do m/f. Look at dandadan or fma. It can be done.
Rant over
#personal#thats just my rant ive been in the fandom since s1#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#mha epilogue#i would tag it like the rest of my m h a posts but maybe later
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A downside to my Miss Havisham era: I have to acknowledge that the weird maybe-metallic bang heard without the house 1-3 times almost daily isn't the roommates bumping about, the cats getting up to trouble, the dishwasher/washing/drying machines, or even the radiators or A/C.
1-3 times a day something in this huge old dilapidated house decides to go CLANK, and I have no idea what it is
#it has never happened when i'm in a part of the house where i can easily discern what might make that sound#it's just. SOME pipe? maybe? expressing a complaint??#god this house is SO old. i don't know which part to stress about any of it more than the rest#i think now that i'm living alone and 90% responsible for this beast of a house i should probably have a tag for it#i'm absolutely gonna rant about it further#hmm.#house hell#it's absolutely gonna be hell down the line#the rotting ceiling in my bedroom is ample proof of that#but i keep making the joke even though i haven't read great expectations in like. decades#havisham era
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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I'm so sick of finding pornographic content in the trans tags. I understand that most of them are porn bots, but I wish the ones that aren't would just tag their stuff properly.
I just want to be able to comfortably scroll through memes and comfort content in these tags without getting immediately flashbanged :/
#kaiidos rambles#trans#transgender#lgbtq#lgbtq community#short rant#like seriously though#i made the mistake of looking through the tag AT WORK#I JUST WANTED TO SEE WHAT PEOPLE WERE SAYING ABOUT THE INAUGURATION#thank god i was tucked away into a back corner because i would have been so fired#absolutely cooked and roasted over an open flame#at least i know now#never again#AND LIKE I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT KIND OF CONTENT??#like you do you boo#get that bag and all that#but people looking for content already know what other tags to sift through#so at least tag one of those so the rest of us can filter it out#instead of just posting it unfiltered to the main tag#where everybody else can get absolutely annihilated out of nowhere#tumblr is one of the more comfortable sites for us nowadays#so it would be really nice if we could exist on here and at least have the option not to see it
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Bless the person who pitched this idea!
(Itās the way I went feral at 3am when I saw this trailer)

May their pillow be cool on both sides, may they get a bonus, may they find money on the street, may they win the lottery.
Itās a bad day to be a f2p player rn š! I CANāT get extra diamonds and I used up the ones I had saved in the current banner. (Screaming in frustration rn)
Currently grinding in Ambysal Chaos to farm diamonds cause you donāt understand ⦠I NEED Xavier in a mullet.
Honestly I only want Xavier, Sylus looks pretty fine too tho.
#love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#lads xavier#lads#talk tag#mini rant#iām losing it#he look so good#like why are you so pretty! Xavier plz let my poor heart rest!#xavier lads
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