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technitango · 10 months

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#i was planning to use the extra days off from work i have this week to get even more ahead on schoolwork #and then i got sick 🙃🙃🙃🙃#the universe is against me #i slept basically the whole day away #devastating #on top of this my philosophy teacher marked one of my assignments as incomplete and i need to correct it #but i don't even know where to start on that because i don't know how i could have been clearer #anyway i just needed to vent 🥲#techi personal

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vani11adeath · 5 months

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#flat color and black lines because i fucked up the lineart the first time and got sick of working on it🙃#my art <3 #sonic the hedgehog #surge the tenrec #sonic redesign #digital art #ibispaintx

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napping-sapphic · 8 months

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hello beloveds i am smooching you

#sorry been gone i got sick again lol🙃#making up for my years and years of being illness free rn apparently #but i miss u (almost as much as i miss breathing)

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nobodybetterlookatme · 26 days

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Have a fever of 101.1 right now and I have work tomorrow 😭😭

#not snz #i do feel sick tho lmao #and before anyone comes for me for not calling off #I'm not contagious or anything #i got my flu and covid vax today and i react every time to the covid vax #so I'm obviously not gonna be spreading diseases #if i thought for a moment it wasn't side effect related i wouldn't go in but it definitely is #i get to suffer at work that's so fun 🙃#and I'm gonna be paired with the medic i love vibing with who apparently hates me to some extent #so i might cry lmao #we'll see #I'll post updates tho #like i never feel like shit in this way so i have to document it lmaooo #also if anyone is into fevers please hit me up so i can at least know that someone is enjoying my misery ahsjaksk

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ambersky0319 · 2 months

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New Employee aquired today

My manager: Hey Grace maybe you can show NE some things, but don't overwhelm her

Me:

Me: so like. make sure it's not a repeat of my first day???

#like maam ive worked here for barely a month you know this #and my first ever shift was 8 hours and CLOSING #i did a lil bit of everything my first day why do you think im so adaptable to what you need now???#anyways i had NE help shred chicken cause we needed more and then i couldnt even use it bc we were out of the salad kit 🙃#today twas a long day #i was supposed to do subs but literally worked on salads all day cause we were so short staffed #a coworker who YESTERDAY asked for a shift today never showed up. our manager had to open and was barely through salads when i got there #(3 hours after open)#me and manager tackled customer service and did as many tasks as we could (specifically distress and make salads)#(i learned how to do temps)#morning cook stayed late WITHOUT TAKING A BREAK to bring back some stuff we needed #closing cook got sick and left when me and NE did leaving i assume 2 store managers (maybe just 1) and one coworker to close #we so short staffed they had a job fair JUST FOR OUR DEPARTMENT.#anywho #ive also been up technically since 1-2am. i got extra 1 hour between then and 5:30am before i had to get up. i went to bed at 9pm #so. ive been tired all day but since i dont have work tomorrow im gonna stay up late and chill #amber's shit you can ignore

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imwritesometimes · 1 month

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me: this is too much exposition. you should not directly tell all the time. let dialogue and tone/body language descriptions do some of the work

also me: this isn't exposition it's literally the second paragraph of chapter one you're setting up the plot you gotta drop a little exposition

also also me:

#I go back and forth back and forth back and forth and then I do zero actual writing and it's bed time 🙃#I need to STOP fucking myself up but I can't. I used to trust myself. at least a little. when I'd write.#like I never approached it with a big ego. I was always sick to my stomach when I'd hit 'post' on ao3.#I was always like IS this good though?#but now I can't even get a rough draft out without sabotaging myself which is 🙃🙃🙃🙃#I don't know where this extreme self doubt came from. It's been plaguing me for over a year.#I abandoned 2 massive major wips in the last year that I had poured WEEKS into. FILLED notebooks.#and my self doubt consumed me and I was like I cannot do this. scratched out the notebooks.#deleted the word docs entirely #now I KNOW I have one that's good. I KNOW it is. I KNOW this cause I've thought up the WHOLE fic. all the way to the end #and I wanna read it so bad #and that's how I know like. I got a live one on the line baby #I just. freak out. and quit. and that's not me. I don't know why this is happening.#but it's really discouraging and tough #and I just wish I could drag myself outta this weird self doubt spiral #and write this damn fic cause I KNOW I CAN. or at least I COULD. a year ago? this would already be written #all like 9-10 chapter of it. it'd be done and up and I'd be like ha I did it!#now I'm fucked.#I'm now done venting for the night I give up sleep meds time 🤷‍♀️

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tvrningout · 9 months

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my job sure is testing me this weekend but it’s fine i’m fine

#will i be here like i wanted to be? we’ll see bc i’m fully expecting tomorrow to suck #my manager is super sick and called out today and maybe tomorrow and nobody told me or my coworker 🙃#and tomorrow we got a bath bomb party that i’ll probably have to run by myself 🙃🙃🙃#i’m just very irritated bc there’s other stuff going on too and it’s just a big mess #give me strength bc i’m gonna need it… but for now i’m gonna present some nari fc options 💜#i hope y’all are having good and safe days!!#get ready to ramble | ooc #tw vent

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raeathnos · 8 months

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#apparently I’m not done being mad about this I’m sorry guys I gotta vent #my dad is like an ox and never sick and like not very understanding with health issues/general illness #which you’d think he would have been after having me the super sickly child with a ton of health issues but no #we have a positive Covid case in the house and I have the same fucking symptoms I just started later #I have taken two tests- one yesterday and one today #and he yelled at me saying I’m wasting tests and also that I’m apparently fine which like #even if I somehow don’t catch covid I’m still sick but okay dad 🫠#if it helps put things into a better perspective… did yall know that back in November after I had my 3rd fucking endometriosis surgery #he asked why I was off work for two weeks and why I didn’t go back the day after surgery?#like I had had this surgery twice before and at home recovery was also two weeks both those times #but moreover like sir I have 3 incisions in my abdomen and my job requires me to left 50lbs???#at which point he still insisted I was fine and was just being ‘dramatic’ 🙃#I wanna fucking scream #I’m lissed the fuck off #did yall know he nearly got me killed once because I had neurovirus and he refused to take me to the er?#I eventually lost consciousness from severe dehydration- he thought I was sleeping and continued to argue with my mom that I was fine 🫠#they eventually took me but I was unconscious for several hours and it took five bags of iv fluid for me to regain consciousness #and the doctor estimated I was about two hours away from death so like #yeah #if that gives yall a better idea of the shit I’m putting up with #I have like zero tolerance for dealing with his bullshit when I’m sick #it’s the trauma from not fucking being believed for years of my life about any of my illnesses #and like also the fucking almost dying part #fun times 🫠#I’m sorry I’m ranting so much today I’m just really fucking done and have no other outlet 🙃

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evildeerboy · 11 months

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Welp went outside and my tire is flat. Not even the leaky one i was gonna have fixed when i got my oil changed. Like a completely different one straight out flat. I dunno if i’m going to have enough money to fix this since my rent & heath insurance going up has basically been having me at net 0 every month. Like i straight up do not have enough to cover car repairs + furpoc 🙃

#And i got ZERO bites on preorders for the con 🙃#i’m so sick of this lol #ever.txt

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rosicheeks · 3 months

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#I’m burnt out #I’m exhausted #and completely hopeless #how do other people with severe mental health problems live their lives?#was really hoping these programs would kinda get me on the right track #but idk anymore #i desperately need a job #have $3 to my name 🙃#been seeing the ‘insufficient funds’ way too much lately #and don’t get me wrong I’d LOVE to get a job #but how the fuck am I supposed to have time to go to my class and a job #when I don’t even have the motivation/energy to get out of bed most days #also the thought of going somewhere new and interviewing and meeting new people makes me physically sick to my stomach #trying to get back into Instacart but when I worked through them last (no joke 6+ years ago) my account got suspended #and it’s super hard to get it back (I just feel like after so many years you should be deleted off of the data base but whatever)#anyway #it’s 4pm and I’m just getting out of bed 🙃#no clue what to eat and I wouldn’t eat anything but I’m getting a migraine 👌#ok rant over #lmao I’m sure you guys have missed my sad/ pessimistic shut up rosie posts 🤦🏽‍♀️#shut up rosie

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tittyinfinity · 3 months

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I'm so broke and desperate I'm about to start taking those sugar daddy bots seriously

#i got paid yesterday and i have $1.61 in my account today🙃#spent over $300 on buying parts for my car groceries gas a fuck ton of cleaning supplies and stuff for my sick cat #and then there were bills and paying people back for stuff #$782.39 gone in one day #ON THE BRIGHT SIDE my mom is paying for me to do improv classes to make up for the bullshit she pulled in march/april lol #i start next saturday :)#.bdo

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starlooove · 1 year

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Fuck WFA and all but those panels with Lucius would’ve been a GREAT moment to mention Orpheus 💔

#in case y’all didn’t know he became a vigilante in order to inspire black children #like he literally says that it’s important for ppl to see others that look like them doing the work too #then he got killed by black mask to cause Steph and Bruce trauma 🙃#and was never mentioned again #I already said it would’ve been fun if Duke at least heard of him #but with this thing about Lucius being scared for Luke #I think mentioning Orpheus specifically not just because he died but because he was basically forgotten by the bats #i think that could be great #but too many of y’all would get so sensitive about what that implies for ur faves sooooo #anyways 🙃#would be nice if someone took up Orpheus as a mantle #that’s not genuine for story purposes I just wanna see it #what IS genuine for story purposes is at least a shoutout like damn #further proof WFA writers don’t read SHIT tho #especially after that steph reading list yuck #if WFA had black writers #well first of all every black character wouldn’t have the same hairstyle #yknow what let’s leave it there #bc if WFA had black writers Duke wouldn’t be like that anyways sad #so sick of stripping black characters of their personalities to further white characters #tbh actually WFA don’t touch Orpheus it’s fine y’all wouldn’t like him anyways

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helianthus-hellion · 3 months

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had to call out sick from work all three days i work this week and i'm a little terrified that HR or my boss is gonna require a doctor's note or something bc i do not want to find an urgent care clinic open on A Fucking Sunday for this. and the anxiety is not helping the Feeling Like Shit aspect of being sick.

#started feeling sick the day after i got back from seattle (tuesday) and i am still like. congested and dizzy and fatigued as hell #i took three rapid antigen covid tests and they were all negative and i'm way less sick than the one time i definitely had covid #so i *think* (hope) that it's just a cold sorta thing. but.#anyway! i feel like shit and i'm worried about my job! exciting times 🙃#tiny.txt #also for clarification. if you *know* you're sick the night before ur shift my boss prefers you let her know then #so she can sort out shift coverage ahead of time instead of In The Moment

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mightgetsomewhere · 3 months

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I genuinely can’t fathom how people who have never had a problem with food (restricting AND overeating because both are serious issues) view it. Like tf do you mean you get hungry after two hours? One of my siblings is onto me because I went like 6 hours without eating but like…that was because I wasn’t hungry???? On the flip side, I’ve noticed that I just keep fucking eating when everyone else has stopped. Free breadsticks at Olive Garden? I’ll eat them until they’re gone. Need something to do at a party? I’ll get seconds even though I’m not really hungry. I was never really an emotional eater aside from a few hatred-induced binges last semester at college, but I’m definitely a bored eater. Combine that with the fact that my parents don’t cook, so the occasional meals I had with my family all together were fast food/restaurant food, AND that all other nights, I was left to rummage with no supervision through the pantry to eat processed food in front of the TV/my phone for dinner, it’s a miracle I didn’t get fatter sooner.

#Every damn day I envy 12 year old me at 5’4 (not done growing yet) and 104 pounds when my weight wasn’t a thought in my mind #Like girl I know your biggest concern rn is when the Steven Universe hiatus will end but you wasted so much potential 😭#I wish I had been like a dancer or an athlete or something in my K-12 years so that I enjoyed some form of exercise #But I was so uncoordinated and athletic from being both a premature baby and just never getting into the habit #That I felt (and still feel) rlly insecure exercising with/around people #Plus now if my sibling hears that I’m working out or want to they go into panic mode thinking I’ll get a diagnosable ed and die 🙃#Yeah I love them and all but they’re that person that had ana for like a year (giving me diagnosed PTSD in the process)#And now thinks that my disordered experience must be exactly like theirs—like if I maintain the loss of weight I genuinely needed to lose #Or god forbid ever develop an interest/willingness to work out more #It means that I have severe fucking ana that I need to be hospitalized for like they were #And I have had full blown breakdowns wishing I was as sick as they got so they had better shut their damn mouth #Sorry to spam the tags y’all #4n4rex1a #tw ana diary #4n4t1ps #4n4 thoughts #🕯️ as a 🪶

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emcant · 4 months

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One of those "if you know me, you know this story" stories

>be me

>~4, only child, parents have recently divorced

>live in mom's hometown

>mom is one of the youngest siblings in a huge Catholic family

>huge by both definitions

>my older aunts are largely divorced with grown children and learning self care for the first time

>by sheer coincidence, the ones with the most children are also the thinnest

>my younger aunts are single and bigger

>conclude that women reproduce asexually and whenever they choose

>that's not fat; that's one or more fetuses ready to go

>wonder why everyone bothers dieting when they could just go ahead and have the kids???

>bug my mom constantly to have the 2 little siblings she's clearly holding onto 🙃

#got sick at my dad's house and cried because i thought id hurt my babies #and that's how i got set straight 🙃#i probably owe all of these women several apologies 🙃🙃🙃

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subdueddoll · 4 months

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#my mom just got like super upset....#and she started talking about how sick she is of all of this #and that she wont care anymore #so when she gets an apartment she'll move and she doesnt care what we do.....#so like ummmmm #now im super fkn anxious bc i've never though she'd actually let me end up homeless #but ig she's being pushed further and further to the breaking point so now she would #idk im even considering to contact my dad and grandma like just in case #i havent talked to my dad in years... and he's a selfish prick i doubt he'd let me live with him. but maybe if i guilt him plus tell him i #miss him and stuff. maybe my grandma would?#idk they arent exactly kind helping ppl. they'd def let me be homeless #idk im just so stressed now bc i have NO ONE #my mom is all i have #i dont have any friends or anything that would help me #so idk what to do #im so stressed now i have to like??#i just have to finish high school and apply to university and then i can get a student apartment #fuckkkk i didnt think it could get this bad?#what am i gonna do bruvvvv #🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

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