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sirenreading · 3 years

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Snowed In (Final) 4/4

pairing : Frankie Morales x f!reader (bodyguard AU)

summary : Your father, a well known Judge, Wants to send you away during a trial that involves the mob. He'd decided to get you a bodyguard, and sent the two of you off on a trip to your family cabin out in the mountains, alone, for at least a few months.

word count : 3.5k+

warning : angst , yearning ,soft!frankie ,happy ending. let me know if i missed anything

A/N : tumblr is being dumb lately with tags and notifications so hopefully the ppl tagged see this. anyways yay part 4 the final <3

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That night you slept through the whole night, Frankie laid in bed next to you, caressing your leg with one hand, his gun, with the silencer attached in the other. If someone were to have followed or tracked them again, He would be ready this time.

His warm hand ran down your naked leg, the blinds to the window peaked in very little light, but he could see the headlights of passing cars. The blizzard was at its calmest, it was safe to drive again, hopefully, the cell service was working again..

Frankie looked over at your sleeping form, Your soft breathing, He took a second to think about what your next moves should be, calling your father, or just running off with you into hiding...He heard his phone ring in his duffle, slowly getting up and looking at the caller id, It was your father.

Frankie cleared his throat, thinking of what he was going to say, before answering.

“Sir-”

“You listen here, Morales. Where is my daughter?” Your father’s voice screamed through the phone. Frankie looked back making sure you were still asleep, Taking the phone call into the hallway.

“Sir she's safe. Last night some guys who work for the mob broke in, I got her out of there alright. I wouldn't let anything happen to her.”

He could hear your father’s deep sigh over the phone, “Where are you two? I'll send a car to pick you up and bring you to the airport safely.”

`We’re at the Star Inn, a couple miles down from the mountains. The first place I saw, I needed to get her cleaned up because- '' His breath caught in his throat and he thought of all your bruises and the scar down your back.

“They’ll be there by the end of the day, just stay on high alert. I saw the camera footage from outside the house, These men are trained to kill.”

“Well...so am I.” Frankie hung up the phone and sat beside you once more, Thinking of what to say when you woke up.

***

You woke up sometime after, feeling Frankie’s part of the bed only to feel the warmth of his body but nothing there. You sat upon your elbows to see him hunched over the edge of the bed. Head in his hands.

“Frankie?” He turned. You scooted to the end of the bed, planting a wet kiss on his shoulder, “Francisco what's going on? Are you okay?”

“Your father called.” You opened your eyes wide, At least the cell phones were working again..

“He’s sending some men up to take you back home.”

“And what about you?”

Frankie was silent, not knowing how to respond. He didn't want to lie, but you were too stubborn for the truth.

“I’ll be right there with you the whole time.”

“Good. Because I'm not leaving without you.” You took his lips into a kiss, he was hesitant but kissed back. Frankie nodded, Pulling your face into his.

“I need you right now.” He said as he climbed over you, both of you still on the edge of the bed.

I just need you one last time.

*****

In the later hours of the day, There was a knock at the door, Frankie hurried to pull on his hands, still wet with small amounts of blood. You still laid in bed, the blankets covered your naked body. Frankie ran over to you shaking you awake. You realized what was happening and rushed to the bathroom, As Frankie opened the door and was greeted by some of the men sent by your dad.

“Uh, she’s finishing up in the bathroom, give her a sec.”

The men looked behind Frankie noticing the state of the sheets and blanket on the bed, Frankie just to brush off the look they gave him as you walked out of the bathroom looking presentable.

They escorted you both to separate cars that sat in the parking lot.

“Why do we have to travel separately?” You asked confused when you saw them pulling Frankie into the other vehicle.

“Safety miss.” You blinked and nodded knowing the reason was bullshit but carried on.

“I’ll see you when we get to the safe house,” Frankie reassured you before getting in after the guards.

The other guards backed into the car, grabbing you in with them as you started what seemed like a 5-hour car ride down the mountains.

The snow still falling against the now still dark night sky, once you've finally made it down from the mountains, The guards drive you to the airport. There in front of the jet stood your older brother, Who’d stayed behind with your father, during the trails.

“Baby sister!” You ran into your brother's arms with a hug. Wincing as his hands touched the still fresh scar on your back.

“You alright?”

“I'll live.”

Frankie had already boarded the jet, his cap over his eyes as he held the duffle bag that was taken from the house.

“We’ve already sent people to retrieve the rest of your things, Mr. Morales. They’ll be sent to your home.”

Frankie nodded, still not speaking, you walked over to sit next to him before your brother stopped you. “Where are you going?”

“To sit next to Frankie…”

“The same Frankie you were whining about just a few weeks ago?” He laughed and you continued sitting next to him, brushing your hand against his.

“Is something wrong?” you said lowly looking down at his hands as he played with his fingers.

His eyes finally met yours. “Nothing at all Princess.”He tried not to choke out, his voice felt sore.

The plane ride from New York was dreadful, By the time you’d landed you’d passed out.

Your brother offered to be the one to carry you out, But Frankie handled it. Using the excuse that you were still his job. You woke up on the ride to your family's estate, Your head on your brother's shoulder, you looked around for Frankie, relaxing when you saw him in the front seat.

Frankie could feel your eyes piercing from behind him, he didn't dare turn to look at you.

The car made a stop in front of the grates of your estate. They opened and the first thing you saw as you drove in was your father standing here in front of the house, multi guards and police officers with him.

As soon as the car came to a complete stop you rushed out, Hugging your father, Your brother and Frankie were not far behind. You opened your eyes to see your mother, Linda, coming towards you. You’d had an idea that she was called but not that she would be here.

“Mommy.”

“Oh my baby, I'm glad you're safe.” She kissed into your hair, bringing you inside, You gave one last look to Frankie as your brother and father pulled him into the house towards your father's office.

****

You sat shirtless in your bathroom, Your mother further cleaned the wound on your back.

“I can't believe your father, I told him not to take this case. You could've been killed.” your mother lectured you as she bandaged you up.

“Mother I'm fine, Frankie and I are fine, he kept me safe.”

“You seem to really care for this fella your dad hired, What's going on between you two?”

You were silent, you really didn't know what to respond with, What was going on? You have feelings for him and you two had sex, twice. That's all, Even if you wanted more you didn't know what Frankie wanted.

*****

Frankie sat in front of your father's desk, Your father and brother having a conversion unknown to Frankie, he tried to think of different ways to tell your father of his feelings for you.

Just to be honest he won't be mad..Sure it was my job to protect her not screw her but she's an adult she can make her own choices. Tell your father he’d fallen in love with you, And that he wanted to be with you.

Your father walked back into the office, a whole new look on his face, it seemed he’d been granted some new information.

“My son tells me, '' You've been sleeping with my daughter.” Well, that cat's out of the bag.

“Sir...I never intended for this to happen, it just did.”

Your dad gave him a smirk. “Funny, I said the same thing when I got their mom pregnant.” He chuckled before slamming his hand down on his desk, papers on top of it falling everywhere.

“You think I'm going to let some low life, Come in and take my daughter? No no Mr. Morales you did your job, now it's time to go home.”

“I won't leave without her...I won't do this to her, I care about her.”

“Fine you won't leave without her, How about I made a couple calls to some of my judge friends, make sure they know of every drug charge you've got. You’ll never see that little girl again.”

He couldn't see it, but Frankie’s eyes turned black with rage, he could feel the heat in his body rising.

“The money for this job will be transferred into your account by the end of the week. Thank you, Mr. Morales.” Your father dismissed him, Frankie’s mouth opened but nothing came out all he felt was complete rage, Who told? Did you say something?

Frankie walked out of the office closing the door behind him, He looked to the dining room to see your brother and a few guards whispering one of them pointing to Frankie and laughing, He stormed over still in his rage.

“What the fuck is so funny?” There was silence before Frankie stepped closer.

“Why so quiet now? I said what was so funny.” He grabbed the guard's shirt, shaking him as he heard small footsteps behind him.

“Frankie stop.” He felt your small hands around his arm. “Please. Let's go outside, you need some air.” You took him to the front of the estate, Dismissing the guards that stood outside for some privacy.

“Hey what's wrong? What happened?”

“I have to leave.”

“Well okay... I'll come with you where are you going?”

“No.” You looked at him confused.

“I have to leave, I have to go home, and you have to stay.”

“You can't come with me.”

“Frankie, what are you talking about? Did my father say something to you? What is this about?”

“No, I just-”

He looked into your glossy eyes.

“I can't be with you.” here comes the lie. “I don’t love you. Now go back inside.” stepped down getting into the car that had pulled around to take him home. Leaving you alone, tears streaming down your face.

******

Your father could hear your footsteps as loud as you tried to make them. They still came out small and innocent-like.

“What the hell did you do?”

“Ah, I take it you've talked with Frankie.”

“What did you say to him? He just left with no explanation at all.”

“I don't know the baby girl. Maybe it's because he doesn't love you.”

“That's bullshit and you know it.” The tears finally streamed down your face, you ran back into your room slamming and locking the door.

Your mother who heard the whole conversion walked into your father's office.

“What have you just done?”

“What needed to be done.”

You shut the door to your bedroom. Collapsing on your bed, you were exhausted you didn't need any more stress as it was, You just watched the man you loved drive off, not knowing where he was going or how to contact him, You’d left your phone at the cabin, you were in a little much of a rush to even be thinking about it till now.

The only other person in the house with any information on Frankie was the one who sent him away, So you’d have to go behind his back to retrieve it.

***

At the dead of the night, you finally decided to put your plan into action. You had locked your door for the remainder of the day, your mother had come knocking a few times, asking to talk, or to tell you dinner was ready. You ignored her on all accounts and waited until you heard silence throughout the house. Your cheeks were raw from your tears. You felt like a teenager crying over a boy.

You checked down the hallways upstairs before making your way towards your father's office.

As you slowly turned to open the door a voice rang out to you, “Glad you finally came down.” You gasped, holding your hands to your chest. Your mother was so short and quiet you could barely hear her just in the other room, But all shirt women come with the attitude.

“You scared the hell out of me.”

Your mother stood from the table making her way over to you.

“This about Mr. Morales?”

“I just wanna know where he went, Maybe just talk to him one last time. And if he really doesn't wanna be with me, so be it.” Your mother brought her hand up to your cheek, rubbing her thumb against your skin. Looking deep into your pleading eyes.

“You go find that man of yours. I'll stay back to occupy your father.”

“Thank mama.” You hugged her, hurried into the room, checking your dad's files for the last name Morales.

You looked for hours, Open finding the file folder with last names listed M, all you had found were some of your dad's employees and old cases from trials that had wrapped. He was really gone, You didn't have an address or a number. Only the memory of him in the back of your head.

****

It had been 3 months since you had seen Frankie, Since your father scared him off, you've given up on trying to find him, You’d also moved back into your old apartment from before the case got picked up, And the trail had ended, Tony Rossi got life in prison and his brother who hired those men to break into the cabin and kidnap you got 20 years for attempted kidnapping, Among other things.

You’d finally found a job and were moving out of state to an attorney's office in Texas in a week. You'd been offered a job in your city as well, but you didn't see the use in staying, nothing was holding you back. All your things have been packed and would be on their way there by the time you arrived. You had just wished you could say goodbye to Frankie, At least one last time before you left, for forever.

Tonight you were attending one last dinner with your parents before leaving. Your mother flew back into town just to see you but she’d be visiting you in Texas later in the year and would see you on holiday.

After dinner you hugged your parents goodbye, offering your mom a ride to your place for the night, she denied, saying there was one last thing she needed you to do before leaving.

***

“Linda…”

“You need to let our daughter see that man.” Your father let out a sigh, He knew your mother would take your side, she always did, mostly because you were right.

“And why would I do that? Do you want some failed pilot with our daughter? She's too good for him; she can and will do better.”

Your mother walked across the room, arms folded as she looked out the window.

“She looks at him the way I used to look at you.” Your father flinched at her comment, trying to shake off the feeling it gave him. Your parents had met in high school dating until they got married when they had got pregnant with your brother. They used to be happy, your father and his work ruined that. They still had a love for each other, always would.

“Are you really gonna take that away from her? Just because of some mistakes he's made in the past? Because last I checked you have some mistakes too.” She stormed off into her guest room, Slamming the door, leaving your father in silence as he thought for a second before grabbing his phone to make a call.

“Scott, Get me anything you have on Frankie Morales, phone number, location anything by the morning.” Before hanging up and dragging himself up to his room into bed.

****

The next morning Frankie woke up to a banging on his apartment door, dragging himself out of bed, he looked through the peephole to see the one person he expected to never see again.

“Sir? What can I do for you--”

“Do you love my daughter?” Your father interrupted his med sentence, not letting him finish.

“Sir I'm confused, you told me to never speak to her again...Why are you here now?”

“She's leaving the state soon for Texas. If you love her the way she seems to love you, You need to go speak to her before she leaves.” He handed Frankie a note with your address written on it, walking back to his black range rover before Frankie could say anything.

****

You stood in your apartment, Putting the last of the kitchen items in boxes, getting ready to put them in a u-haul. As the doorbell rang, You buzzed up the person not bothering to see who it was, assuming it was your mother or brother coming to help you finish up.

You opened the door, To see a tall man, wearing his classic baseball cap, messy hair poking out, And his stubble. It took you everything to not immediately jump into his arms and place kisses all over his face.

“Frankie?”

“Hi princess.” Tears poked at her eyes, “What are you doing here?” You didn't dare to let the tears fall, but the crack in your voice was enough.

“Don't leave.”

“Why not? I shouldn't I?”

“Because I love you.” He forced your face into his hands, you stood on your tie toes as your lips met in a kiss. You moaned into the push before realization hit you, pushing Frankie off, both of you still standing in between the doorframe of your apartment. You told him to come in, Which he quickly complete.

And you let out a deep sigh before speaking.

“You don't just get to walk out of my life...And reappear out of thin air right, when I move on. That's not how this works Frankie.”

You turned away from him, But Frankie had already seen the sparkle from the tears welling up in your eyes. He knew he fucked up. He should have tried to contact you before it was too late but now he probably lost you forever.

“Before I go, I just need to tell you, if your dad had not threatened me, We would've been together.” You turned back, seeing his head lowered into his hands, “What exactly did my father say to you?” You slowly stalked over to him as he sat down on the ride of your cushionless couch.

“That if I tried to pursue you, He would make sure I wouldn't see Daisy again.” You could feel the anger boiling in you, You knew your father had said something to him but of this level? He threatened that man's family. You could finally understand why Frankie had to walk away that day, Not turning back. How could he do something like this to his daughter?

“Listen, Princess, if it's too late, which-” He looked around at all the packed boxes scattered on the floor. “I can take my losses and leave. I'll understand. I just needed you to know how I feel, And that the last thing I wanted to do was hurt you.” Frankie turned, headed towards your door before you stopped him, grabbing his shoulder and turning him, getting on your tippy-toes to attach your lips to his. “I think..”

“I think we can try to make something work.”

*****

That was over 3 months ago, You now sat with Frankie on your couch in your new Texas apartment while on facetime with Daisy, “Okay kiddo is past your bedtime.” Daisy groaned on the other end of the phone, “Don't worry baby girl, I'll be home in a few days.”

Frankie and you eventually did work something out, after that night when he came by your old place you still took the job in Texas, the pay was just too good to turn away. But you and Frankie would have to do long-distance, kind of. He and Daisy would come by and visit every few weeks or vice versa. It's been working for the last few weeks.

“Goodnight Daddy, Night mommy.” Also while getting to know Daisy you two hit it off very well, She became attached quickly, Always calling you mommy or stepmom almost immediately, which you didn't mind. A first you were nervous always thinking you weren’t step-mom material, But Frankie and Daisy welcomed you with open arms and you never felt happier than to be a part of his family.

Frankie hung up the phone, turning his head to see your tired form cuddling into him.

His eyes, looking down on you lovingly, He really never thought he’d get a chance to be happy again but you and Daisy made it possible.

“I love you princess.”

“I love you too Francisco.”

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hinatas-sunshine · 4 years

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Synopsis: The Boys seeing their significant other interacting with the other girls

Genre: Fluff

A/N: I hope you guys enjoy this, sorry I’ve been writing a lot of Haikyuu but I’ll bring back my OG ppl hehe, requests are open! Feel free to send any! Kithes 🥺❤️

Kirishima:

• You were a transfer student and when Aizawa introduced you, you bowed and said a slight hello

• You had stolen his heart from the moment you smiled right at him

• you were smiling at everyone but let the poor boy dream

• Listen you were actually crazy psycho crackhead dumb but no one got to know that because they were busy watching you look normal from afar

• That was until Kirishima witnessed you, laptop on your bed, blanket over your head replaying the google man’s voice saying “y/n Clowns aren’t scary you just think a lot about the clown that chased you in 2016 and how he wouldn’t stop saying fetty was lyrics.”

• Yeah he was gonna pretend he didn’t see it

• But when he walked in to you dancing to your “bad b*tches only” playlist and you noticed him, screamed and then fell on your butt

“Oh so transfer girl has some moves.”

“My names y/n.”

“Y/n what?”

“Whats it to ya”

• He liked your spongebob references so you two became fast friends and next thing you know he’s asking you to “kermit to him” with a kermit the frog stuffed toy

• Once you two were together he was the only one who knew your cracktivities

• That was until the girls wanted to peek into your room to see what it looked like

• they all loved the vibe of your room and you invited them to stay!

• That night was the wildest girls night you had

• And they realized how crazy you actually were

“Mina if you don’t do a dance battle with me right now I swear I’ll cry I have some sick moves!”

• You didnt 🧚🏻‍♀️✨💞 stop trying 🙈✨☺️❤️

• They all loved you! And screamed at Kaminari for hiding you from them

• Now when he often saw you doing crazy things with everyone it made his heart happy you were fitting in

“Denki I’ll race you on a pool floaty down the stairs right now!”

“Y/n DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOURE ASKING FOR!”

“OI! NO DUNCE FACE AND SHITTY HAIR 2!”

• You, Denki and Kirishima were the idiots of 1-A

“Don’t put me in with those two idiots!”

“Y/n? 😔”

“No Kirishima I was just kidding 🥺!”

“Y/n 🥺👉🏽👈🏽”

“No I meant it for you Denki 😃”

Bakugo:

• The power you hold ✨

• Only person Bakugo with scream at and apologize to

• everyone was kind of scared of you and you didn’t know why but either way you stuck to creating cool things for your suit or making a cool gadget in your room

• Bakugo would come visit from time to time and you’d go to his room and just lay with him

“Make me something for my suit.”

“Not until you say please.”

“Tch fine then.”

• *walks in five minutes later*

“Please.”

• You had this boy wrapped around your finger and everyone knew it

“I don’t ever seen y/n, all she does is hang out in her room or hang out with Bakugo.”

“Shut up shittyhair! She doesn’t have time for you extras!”

• You did but you didn’t really bother to say anything because this certain piece of technology needed your attention

• One day there was just... nothing. Nothing for you to fix or build...

• So you went to the common room and saw the girls messing with a piece of technology and you couldn’t help but peek and see them looking into a bunch of wires

“Oh y/n! Do you think you could help us?”

• You looked at Uraraka and shuffled over nervously sitting on your legs studying the wires, bolts, everything before going to your room grabbing a piece of thin tweezers and fixing an unscrewed bolt

• All the girls eyes lit up at applauded, leading to a long talk about anything that came to mind such as how you knew so much about technology

“My mom used to be in the Support department, my dad wanted to be a pro hero before he risked his life, so I picked it up from my mom but wanted to save lives like my dad.”

• They all smiled and awe’d before Bakugo walked in and threw you over his shoulder, you huffed and waved at them letting him take you back

“What was that?”

“They needed help with something.”

“Oh... so... are you friends with them?”

“I don’t know I guess.”

• He nodded, he was happy for you but he’d never admit it to your face

“Are you jealous someone will take your place as my best friend?”

“Shut up dumbass.”

“Aye!”

“I’m sorry, I meant shut up.”

Todoroki:

• You are just as antisocial as him oh my gosh no one knows how you two ended up together

• In all honesty it was the lack of speaking and more of action, you two would just look for each other any time there was a group project, partner training or working together at all

• You two were just each other’s friend and it evolved into something more

• When you watched him and Midoriya at the festival you were extremely proud of him opening up

• You on the other hand had a lot of catching up to do

• The girls had managed to get you in a cheerleading uniform and they became obsessed with you but you were still too shy for your own good

• You remained with a small smile on your face when cheering

• Todoroki thought you looked so cute trying and attempting to make friends his heart went crazy

• After that day you began to notice him around Izuku and Bakugo

• Izuku said it’s okay to call him Deku like everyone else

“Okay Izuku.”

“Deku.”

“Sorry Izuku.”

• Poor boy felt to bad to correct you djwjnfownr

• Todoroki realized you were feeling a little down

“What’s wrong y/n?”

“I’m too shy for you own good..”

• He became determined to help you and although it didn’t work, someone else’s words got you to

“Eh? Y/n doesn’t even speak you half and half bastard how are you even dating her?!”

• You tapped on his shoulder

“I do speak!”

• You furrowed you eyebrows and walked away making it a mission to make one friend

• You ended up with Yaoyorozu, who agreed to have tea with you

“So how did you and Todoroki start dating?”

“We just always looked for each other, and it was nice, I guess I kinda found comfort in him.”

• All the girls aw’s were heard from behind the wall and Momo sighed making them come out, as they all did you giggled at them

• They were so happy you weren’t running away their Baby y/n is growing

• You all sat together and talked about everything, mostly you because they wanted to know more about you

“You’re saying you, y/n l/n, used to get in trouble for being TOO TALKATIVE?”

“Yes and I don’t know why!”

• Once you opened up they noticed you did talk a lot but they loved it

• Todoroki smiled at you from afar, he was really glad you were opening up

“Icy hot are you EVEN LISTENING?”

“No.”

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bobathirstaccount · 3 years

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Threesome Part II

For the 2 ppl that asked for it.. boba x fem!reader x din... smutty smut

Tags: @itsjammin @anthrogothic

TW: unprotected sex

***

Din’s mouth was dry. You had just sat down in his beskar clad lap, wrapping your arms around his neck. Boba was nowhere in sight.

“Something wrong, honey?” You ask, sweetly. Boba had told you to tease Din.

“I just.... where’s Boba?” Din stuttered.

You walked a hand across his cuirass, giving him bedroom eyes. “But I’m right here.” You frowned, “Don’t you like me?”

“Yes, yes of course... but Boba..” Din said uneasily. You took pity on him, “He’s waiting for us.”

Din’s cock jumped at that. He had often thought about the possibility of a second encounter with you and Boba. He scooped you up into his arms and took you towards Boba’s quarters. A surprised Fennec moved out of his way. He regretted that run in, but what was done was done.

Din walked through the door to Boba’s quarters. Boba was sitting there on his bed, legs spread wide, hands on his knees. He was an imposing figure, even in this setting. Din swallowed hard and set you down. You grabbed him by the edge of his helmet and led him forward to the bed. To Boba. Din followed eagerly.

When you got there you turned around and sat in Boba’s lap. He shifted slightly to accommodate you. You grabbed Din by his hips and pulled him forward until his feet were in between Boba’s. Boba started to undo his pants, and you started to undo Din’s. Boba shimmied your pants down and entered you. You moaned as you pulled Din’s cock out of his pants. You immediately put him in your mouth, and he grew hard.

You sucked Din off while Boba fucked up into you. It was a pleasant situation. Din’s hand moved up to your head. He ran his fingers through your hair, then gripped the base of your skull and gagged you.

“Now you are getting the hang of things,” Boba said from behind his helmet.

Din flushed. He decided to be brave, and reached out his other hand to cup Boba’s helmet. Your eyes widened. Boba took it in stride. “I didn’t think you’d be interested in me,” he said casually. Din shrugged awkwardly, dropping his hand from Boba’s helmet.

You were very curious about what was going to happen. Boba pushed you up, then grabbed a surprised Din and threw him into bed. He then got into bed himself, and pulled Din by the hips up on all fours. “This what you what?” Boba asked, lightly running his hand from the base of Din’s skull down his back. Din shuddered, “I.. I don’t know.. I’ve never... with a man before.” You raised both eyebrows and looked at Boba, who was unreadable with his helmet.

“But you want me to fuck you? You sure? I could just let you suck my cock, but only if you’re good.”

Din blushed heavily under his helmet. He couldn’t think, this was too much. Boba pulled him up onto his haunches, and snaked a gloved hand around Din’s torso. He grabbed Din’s cock and started to pump him. Din leaned back into Boba, moaning and twitching. You slipped into bed and watched, facing Din. His breathing was ragged; you could tell he was close. Suddenly Boba stopped and pushed Din forward onto all fours again. “Not yet,” was all he said. Din seemed to be in a daze.

Din suddenly lifted his head. “I want you to fuck me,” he said softly. Boba shrugged and started to undo Din’s leg armor. You massaged Din’s shoulders, cooing softly to him. Boba moved on to Din’s pants, pulling them down to his knees. He lubed himself up, “Relax, Din. I’ll be gentle but you need to relax.”

You smiled at the thought of Boba being gentle. While it was true he could be when the rare mood struck him, it was not his moda operandi. Din grabbed your ankles suddenly, untangling your legs. He pulled you towards him, then stuck two fingers inside of your pussy. You froze. While it felt good, you weren’t sure if that was okay. You looked to Boba, who nodded. You relaxed into it.

Boba gently pushed the head of his cock against Din’s entrance. Din tensed, but remembered what Boba had said. He forced his muscles to relax. He tried to focus on fingering you, his goal to make you cum. Boba pushed gently, and stopped. He began to enter Din. Din groaned at the intrusion, and focused on his breathing and your pussy. He stuck a third finger in, making you buck your hips.

Din felt Boba reach around and grab his cock. He started to play with Din then, wrapping his strong hand around Din’s shaft. He worked Din until he started to moan loudly. He finished pushing the head of his cock into Din, who groaned at the sensation. Boba pushed further inside, taking it slow. He pulled out slowly, letting Din adjust to the sensation. Then he pushed back in, working Din’s cock at the same time.

Boba seemed to tower over both you and Din. He was fucking Din slowly, languidly. Din was going wild, bucking against Boba. “You like this, huh? You want me to fuck you harder?” Boba emphasized this with a deep thrust into Din. Din groaned, his whole body alight with lust at the new sensation. “Yes,” he panted out. Boba picked up the pace slightly, “So tight. You are such a good fuck.” Din flushed deeply at the comment, but was oddly proud at the same time. Boba was praising him now.

Din realized he had totally given up on your pussy. He looked for you and found you stretched out, casually fingering yourself while watching him get railed. You notice him watching you, and turn slightly to give him a better view. You start to play with your tits, licking your lips and giving them both bedroom eyes.

Boba picks up on this, “Give us a show, mesh’la.” You sat up and spread your legs wide for them, and slipped another finger inside yourself. “You look so pretty like that, showing us your pretty pussy and what you like to do to it,” Boba panted. You could tell by his tone he was holding back an orgasm. You looked up at him innocently and started to rub your clit. “Mmm, mesh’la...” Boba fucked into Din a littler harder, making him writhe with pleasure.

“I didn’t forget about you,” Boba said to Din. “How you like taking my cock? Does it feel as good as you thought it would?”

“Better,” a strangled voice said. “What was that?” Boba grabbed the back of Din’s neck and increased intensity slightly.

“It’s better, it’s so much better,” Din bit down on his lip.

“Good,” Boba said, almost soothingly. He ran his hand back down Din’s spine, and gripped his hip, while his other hand still played with Din’s cock. Your eyes became hooded. The scene in front of you was truly sexy. You started to pant as you came closer to your release.

Boba started to coach you on how to touch yourself. You followed his every instruction until you were on the brink of cumming. Finally he let you, praising you, “Good girl, mesh’la, cumming for me like that. Keep your legs spread so I can see you.” He pounded into Din, who had the sheets in a death grip. You considered your next move as your breathing returned to normal. What you really wanted was in use right now; you’d have to wait your turn. You bit your lip, anticipating.

Suddenly Din stiffened and made a strangled noise, cumming on the bedsheets. Boba slowly stopped moving, and then pulled out. Din managed to pull his pants up before collapsing to the right, into the middle of the bed. You looked to Boba, “Is it my turn now?”

“I suppose so. You two will keep me occupied I see.” He reached out to you, lightly touching your ankle. You smiled shyly at the intimate touch. Then he pounced on you. You were still spread eagle so you wrapped your legs around him as your bodies came into contact. He used one hand to hold both of yours overhead. The other rested gently on your hip for the moment. You melted against him, and started to moan.

He watched you from behind his helmet. You had no idea what his expression was, and it was driving you crazy. Din recovered from his orgasm and sat up. He reached out and grabbed Boba’s thigh. Boba swatted him away, “It’s not your turn.”

You wiggled at this, impatient. He turned back to you, and entered you abruptly. “Mmm Boba,” you called out. “How do you want it, mesh’la?”

“Fuck me harder than you fucked Din.”

“That’s my girl,” he said, then started to rail into you. You gasped and moaned at the way his cock pounded into you. Din started to play with your tits. “Oh, fuck baby...” you pant. The two Mandalorians crowd you, fucking and grabbing at you. You look up into their helmets as you cum, screaming, “Boba, oh fuck baby...” Boba fucks you through your orgasm, then pulls out from you and leans back against the wall at the foot of the bed. You recover momentarily, seeing stars. When you sit up, Din is propped up against Boba, who is resting one hand on his thigh. Boba noticed you watching and motioned to you to come to him. You crawled across the bed to his other side, where his arm wraps around you, pulling you in close. You sigh into his chest, feeling the cool armor against your hot skin. You feel Boba’s chest rise and fall under you. He sighed contentedly, “What am I going to do with two of you?”

#boba x din #boba fett x din djarin #boba x reader #boba fett x female reader #boba fett x you #boba fett x y/n #boba fett smut #boba fett x reader #star wars smut #the mandolorian x reader #mando x reader #mando x you #mando x y/n

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golbrocklovely · 2 years

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Can i just say that these assumptions of them or one of them only posting “attractive” fans isnt only a tumblr thing. I just saw it all over twitter from fans saying they feel horrible or insecure because its the same fans. These same fans are now being posted from other male friends of theirs. One girl even questioned if she had to show more skin.

I personally blame it on the algorithm. I dont follow a lot of these people yet i see their tweets pop up so my guess is with two times one of them likes their tweets, they will keep seeing them pop up too. Plus these same fans get noticed once and from then on will tag them in every photo.

i did see one or two tweets a couple days ago that basically said something like "i guess i have to be pretty to get noticed" and that honestly breaks my heart.

a lot of the reason why ppl don't get noticed as often is literally the algorithm. once snc, or any creator, notice a fan, that fan is gonna come back up recommended to them more often than fans they've never engaged with.

also, some fans have more followers than others, which means they have more engagement/more ppl who will @ said creator to notice this fan over and over again. there are some fans that i know of that have 10k followers, and get 100s of comments. there's no way you can really beat that, even if you get a couple friends of yours to spam the comments with snc's handles.

another thing to remember to is sometimes it's just pure luck. literally it could be you missed them by a few seconds, and that's why they didn't see your post.

i think one thing, majorly, to keep in mind is that snc have a LOT of fans now. a lot more than they did back in the day. they literally have almost 7 mil subs on youtube. obviously, not every one of those ppl might be following them on other platforms. but at the very least, on any given day, there are a mil ppl yelling at them to notice them. that's a little less than the size of philadelphia.

snc have a whole ass city screaming at them to pay attention to them specifically. they most likely aren't going to notice you. and it's not bc they don't like you or think you aren't worth noticing. it is literally the fact that they can't hear you over everyone else.

i think fandoms as a whole need to realize that notices aren't important. i'm not saying you shouldn't be proud or happy if you do get noticed, but i do think ppl need to understand that just bc you don't get noticed, doesn't mean you aren't talented or special.

you shouldn't try to create art just for the sake of being noticed, bc let me tell you, you will never be satisfied. getting noticed is gonna feel nice, but only for a fleeting moment. you should create art that you are proud of, regardless of whether or not it will get noticed.

#ask #personal

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morkofday · 3 years

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2020 – a (content creator) year in review

I decided to make this into a mix of these two games I was (kinda?) tagged into so thank you for @leonzhng and @tiesanjiao ♥ I hope you don’t mind me doing it like this ^^ all the questions were just so interesting that I wanted to try!

(bc of the amount of questions, I’m placing them under a cut so that I don’t flood anyone’s dash)

(this is the 2020 year in review that hanyi tagged me to ♥ sorry am so late!)

Top 5 Movies you saw this year

wow tbh I didn’t watch many movies this year as I realized yesterday when I was thinking about this for certain reasons. Or at least I feel like I didn’t watch that many? Nothing really stuck with me it seems.

Because of this, I will only mention two: Parasite and The Old Guard. Those were both wonderful in their own ways and I’m very happy I got to watch them both ^^

Top 5 TV shows you watched this year

this one is difficult bc I watched so many (and forgot even more?) but:

The Lost Tomb Reboot (my introduction to DMBJ. this drama stole my heart and helped me through the tough autumn semester!)

Joy of Life (it’s nuts that this happened during 2020? it feels like it was ages ago)

Kingdom (such a positive surprise and I really hope we get more of this :o I really recommend!)

Detective L (easy, nice aesthetics, amazing costumes. Bai Yu was a delight as Luo Fei)

Sand Sea (I am still baffled by how much I loved this bc I had so many doubts? am happy I did tho)

Bonus: Guardian (bc it has come to stay and the rewatch has been so emotional but so rewarding)

Top 5 songs of 2020

this is a tough one too bc I’ve heard so much new music during 2020 but I will try to put it simply:

Black Swan by BTS (I absolutely adore this song. I listened to it on repeat when it came out at the beginning of the year, I have cried for it a ton, I enjoy every stage I see for it and it’s just a masterpiece. it has also helped a bit with my writing struggles that I’ve felt creeping up on me lately)

Always by By The Coast (an amazing song that always leaves me in my feels. inspires me a lot all the time)

Love me or Leave me by DAY6 (this whole album was a masterpiece and I listened to it on loop for like. two weeks? this was my favorite song on it even if I adored the rest too, especially Zombie)

all of my life by Park Won (listened to this a lot in relation to my xicheng and the wedding I finally got to write for them ;; that’s one good thing that came out of this year tbh)

雨人 by 刘畅 (Liu Chang) (with the Reboot’s ending song, this one is my favorite on that ost. I love Liu Chang’s voice, I loved Liu Sang as a character and as I said, I loved Reboot as a drama. I get super emotional about this ost so I think it defined this year a lot for me)

Top 5 books you read in 2020

All For The Game -trilogy (listened to these as audiobooks but that counts right?)

The Song of Achilles (as an audiobook too and really adored the reader’s voice)

The Smoke Thieves -series (I really just binge read the two first books in this series and am so excited for the next one!)

Call Down The Hawk (love love love)

Guardian novel (am not very into these novels usually but I was positively surprised this time? it was so cool to finally get the original story and compare it with the drama version)

5 positive things that happened in 2020

joined mdzsnet and met all the amazing ppl there and got to become part of this loving community and :’) I’m so thankful, it’s been a joy

learned more about editing? or started doing it regularly. I still can’t do shit but am having fun learning more all the time and I really hope that maybe the upcoming year I can switch to PS and try out giffing?

went to Halsey’s concert! it was in february so a bit before all the hassle with covid happened over here ;; it was super cool and so nice and I just. I love Halsey

fell into the DMBJ hellhole which am very much enjoying. it’s a great universe and the story is so good and the dramas have been so fun to watch and. it feels like a good continuation to The Untamed somehow haha (also brought me a new friend! you’re amazing ashen!! ♥)

started therapy and it’s been... a journey. but towards something better I think? it’s something I would’ve needed ages ago but it’s better late than never I suppose

My Creations

(this is the other part where ali was being super sweet and mentioned me ♥ thank you for being so awesome!)

1. first creation and most recent creation of 2020: wow it’s been a while since I’ve looked at this horrible creation but here ya go jkdhgk [x]. I’ve come a long way from this (and my xicheng has come a long way from this too). most recent one is this xiaoge edit that I absolutely adore [x].

2. one of your favorite creations from 2020: this wwx edit that was part of my agust d2 edit series [x]. I loved to give him blue instead of his typical red.

3. a new style you tried this year and a gifset edit that uses it: this [x] wwx edit which I don’t know if I like or not but I was playing around with the font and all the effects instead of just normal screenshots + coloring. also I just adore the quote.

4. a creation to be proud of: I could mention that xiaoge here but in addition, I will also say this wu xie edit for reboot [x]. I managed to capture my vision so well, I was surprised. for cql, this songxiao edit [x]. I loved how it turned out in the end.

5. a creation that took forever: this wangxian edit [x]. like I’ve said several times, I lost sleep bc of it. I just kept struggling with the third pic and how to place the text there D:

6. your creation from 2020 that received the most notes: this lwj/wangxian edit [x]. I had many ideas for this edit when I first started making it and I never managed to capture my vision in the way I first intended... the pictures I was supposed to use just never fit quite right sigh. I dunno why it was this one that gained all the notes in the end bc I personally think I have better ones too but am still thankful :’D

7. a creation you think deserved more notes: as said, dmbj fandom on tumblr is very small so I really want to say the two already mentioned ones (wu xie and xiaoge) and then my pingxie edits [x] [x]. also these wwx edits which I personally am very happy about [x] [x]. and from my agust d2 series, this yun bros one [x].

8. a new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: really just dmbj this year and I’ve already linked all of my creations for that :’D tho I have plans for another pingxie edit and a liu sang edit! oh and maybe I could mention guardian here with this shen wei [x]. I had so much fun while making it (also the quote just haunted me relentlessly until I gave it a moment).

9. a creation you made that breaks your heart: this must be my easter islanders (lwj and jc) edit [x] that just. awoke many thoughts in me? I’m going to put a link to the version where you can read my ramblings underneath :’D

10. a ‘simple’ creation that you really love: my creation for the creator (gif?) challenge that was going around! [x] it was simple and nice to do and I loved the result. also, it was nice to work with jl for a change :’)

11. a favorite creation created by someone else: oh wow ok so this is going to be rough bc I have so many favorites ;; you can look at this post here [x] to see more!

but to love my two taggers am going to say these [x / x] [x] [x] [x] [x] by hanyi (I always love your edits, the colors you choose, the thoughts you put into them (and your humor too!). there are so many cool things you’ve done that I just stay in awe of! I adore all of it ;; ♥) and these [x] [x] [x] [x] [x] by ali (I love all of your gifsets so much, they have such pretty colors and such good scenes, and I am thankful every day that you make all the amazing dmbj content, pls never stop ;; I should go through all of your creations properly one day! I noticed you have sand sea stuff too and let me scream?) ^^ ♥

12. your favorite content creators and blogs that you appreciate: this is going to be a huge list and I’ve already made my love heard for some but no hurt in doing it again so @i-am-just-a-kiddo @ashenwren @tiesanjiao @kholran @lzswy @englishbunnyrocks @leonzhng @aheartfullofjolllly @yibobibo @inkblue-black @cross-d-a @bloody-bee-tea @fytheuntamed @mdzsnet @lifegoesmon @creeds-eagle @underaswift-sunrise @sarawatsaraleo @lan-xichens @mylastbraincql @wangxianbunnydoodles @manhasetardis @distantsnows @ohsehuns @minmoyu @linglynz @highwarlockkareena @yiqiie @aowyn @alienwlw @wangxiians @kingbadcat @sassyassassy @tytangfei @lanzhannnn @skzmxtp @leoyunxi @yoonqiful @softjeon @rapbabenamjoon @ronan-adam @miyakuli @pavusdorian @arsuf @brolinskeep @gawincaskeyy and so many others! (sorry for all the random ppl on this list that I’ve never even talked to ^^’ just know that you make my dash a wonderful place! ♥)

I won’t tag anyone separately here but everyone who’s already been tagged or sees this is free to do this (or link me posts if you’ve done these already!) ♥ have a nice day everyone!

#tag game #wow this took ages #am sorry am late #thanks for tagging me tho!!#i enjoyed this a lot #about me

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blazinbeautywrites · 3 years

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Fighter

Note: Due to the rampant uprising of plagiarism on this site and others I am stating once and once only that this is my ORIGINAL work. If I find out that you have stolen/taken any part of my work I will handle you and the situation the way I see fit.

None of the pics or gifs I use belong to me so full credit goes to the originators of said gifs and pics.

Summary: Boxer Zabdiel cuz why the fuck not!

A/N: First of all I’m tagging @flamediel cuz this shit wasn’t on my radar until it was brought up. This YOUR fault lmfao. Definitely didn’t intend for it to be this long lmfao. Anyways my laptop was being a bitch so I couldn’t post this but it’s here now.

Length: 1,926 words

Genre: Angst/Smut/Fluff

April was scared. Here she was in the front row watching Zabdiel fight against a man who was at least 100 pounds heavier than him. She told him he was stupid for going up against this guy but he didn’t care. His fearlessness was one of the many things she loved most about him. They’d been best friends for years, though she’d always wanted more. She never pursued him for fear of rejection so she settled for a friendship. She felt someone sit down next to her and she turned to see RIchard snacking on nachos.

“How can you eat right now?” April asked.

“I’m starving! And this shit is entertaining, how can I not eat?” Richard responded.

“I feel like I’m gonna throw up. God I hope he doesn’t get too banged up.” April said. Richard notices that April is breathing heavy and realizes how worried she looks.

“Ay. Zabdiel is a lot tougher than you give him credit for. He’ll be okay. Plus he’s a fucking giant. If he lets this guy beat his ass, imma clown him for life.” Richard laughed. He nudged April’s shoulder, cheering her up a bit as they watched round after round of the fight.

Zabdiel barely had a scratch and was very light on his feet. April took notice of how winded his opponent was when all of a sudden he lunged at Zabdiel, landing a hard blow to his rib cage. Zabdiel’s screams pierced through the tense air of the boxing venue. April, Richard, and Zabdiel’s trainer ran to his side. He was rolling around on the floor clutching his side but then out of nowhere he got up on his feet, walked up to his opponent and punched him dead in the face. He fell to the floor holding his nose and fainted at the sight of his own blood. Zabdiel was quickly declared the winner as his opponent was out cold on the floor. Both April and Richard looked on in bewilderment at what just happened. Zabdiel quickly left the ring and made his way back to the locker rooms.

“Zab? Zab? ZABDIEL! April called after him. She caught up to him as he started to examine his body. He took note of the giant bruise that was forming on his side.

“FUCK! What asshole takes a cheap ass shot like that?” He yelled.

“Zab calm down, it’s over. You won.” April attempted to reassure him.

“I didn’t win shit. I took a cheap shot just like he did. Had his dumb ass not been fucking squeamish, he wouldn’t have passed out. I won on a damn technicality.” Zabdiel spoke.

“Who the fuck cares? A win is a damn win.” April said. She took one of the many portable ice packs that the gym had and put it up against his rib cage. Zabdiel hissed in pain and yanked her hand away from him.

“What’s the matter with you? I’m just trying to help you. Your being a fucking asshole.” April yelled. Hearing the yelling, Richard ran in and saw them facing off.

“Yo what’s goi-” he was cut off by Zabdiel’s chuckling.

“Are you fucking kidding me? I basically got my ass beat out there and you’re yelling at me? I know you’re like, in love with me or some shit, but this is just pathetic. So thanks, but no thanks. I don’t want, nor do I need your help.” He said. April was completely caught off guard by that. In love? How the hell did he know she had feelings for him and WHY did he throw it in her face like that? Grabbing her purse she threw the ice pack at him then made her way towards the door.

“Fuck you Zabdiel!” April spewed.

“You fucking wish.” He replied. Yep that stung. April’s tears came flooding out and she ran out the door.

“Bruh that was so fucked up and you know it. That girl is one of the few ppl who loves and cares for you and THAT’S how you treat her?” Richard scolded.

“She’ll get over it. She always does.” Zabdiel said.

“You just shit on her bro. I doubt she’ll want anything to do with you now.” Richard said. Zabdiel looked at his friend and went to pick up th ice pack to place on his bruise.

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It’d been 2 weeks since April has spoken to or even seen Zabdiel. She ignored all his calls, texts, and facetime requests. Though she missed him, he hurt her and she didn’t know if she really wanted to forgive him. She invited her best friend, Remi over for a girls night but she had to work. So here she was on a Saturday night watching low budget horror movies and eating takeout. A few minutes into the dumbest movie she’d ever seen, she hears her doorbell ring. She got up to open the door and immediately wanted to slam it when she saw who was on the other side.

“TWO FUCKING WEEKS APRIL?! Two weeks I’ve been trying to contact you and you just pretended I didn’t exist!” Zabdiel yelled.

“Ugh I thought you were someone else.” April said as she walked away, leaving room for him to enter her house.

“Someone else? What, a guy?” Zabdiel inquired.

“Maybe. Either way it’s really none of your business Zabdiel.” April was loving this.

“I mean if someone is trying to get with my girl-”he stops as he hears her cracking up.

“Your girl? Are you fucking serious right now? Yeah ummm please get the fuck out.” She said. She took him by his arm and tried to force him out of her door but he was way stronger than her.

“Look I love you. I mean I’m not in love with you but I do love you. I’ve always had feelings for you but I never wanted to acknowledge them. I mean you know I’m a player and I never want to hurt you or let you down in any way. Fuck I feel like this is all coming out so wrong right now.” Zabdiel said as he gauged her react. He sat on her sofa and rested his head in his hands.

“You hurt me. You weaponized my love for you and threw it in my face. Who does that Zab?” April asked. She took a seat next to him. He had no answer to give her. All he knew was what he felt in his heart. So he kissed her. She hesitated at first but quickly responded. She kissed him with so much passion it caught him off guard. Zabdiel tugged on her shirt and she moved to straddle him. She immediately felt his hardness and grinded down on him. She elicited a deep, needy moan from him. He gripped her ass and moved her against himself as they made out. He slipped his hand inside of her underwear and felt how wet she was.

“You’re wet already. I’m going to have so much fun wrecking you.” Zabdiel said. April moaned and began stripping off her shorts. When she went to take off her shirt, Zabdiel stopped her and bit his lip.

“What? Is something wrong?” April asked.

“Nah. I want you to keep it on.” He spoke. He pulled down his basketball shorts enough for his dick to spring free. April stared at him, mesmerized by him. She kneeled down in front of him. And gentle took his tip into her mouth. She teased him with kitten licks as she looked into his eyes, Zabdiel was taken aback as he never expected this from her. He watched in awe as she took all of him down her throat. As good as it felt and as good as she looked blowing him, Zabdiel wanted to be inside her when he came. He helped her position herself above his hardened length and when she finally sank down on him they both let out sighs of relief.

“Jesus fucking christ.” April moaned. She kept her movements slow at first until Zabdiel smacked her ass, signaling for her to move faster. She started riding harder and harder, bringing pleasure to them both. Zabdiel pulled her in for another kiss, meeting her tongue as they made out. He started thrusting into her as he held her in place. April met his thrusts as they fucked each other. She pulled away from his lips and nestled her head in the crook of his neck. She trails kisses and multiple bites up the side of his neck, making him fusk her even harder. He lifted her shirt and began sucking her right nipple then gave the left the same treatment. Then to her surprise Zabdiel stood up, still inside her, and pressed her up against the wall. The new position and the coolness of the wall sent shivers down April’s back. She was in heaven and had no intentions of coming back to earth anytime soon.

“I wanna try something. Do you trust me?” He asked. April nodded and soon she felt Zabdiel’s hand wrapped around her throat. He squeezed a bit and it made her eyes roll back. The way he was fucking her and choking her was sending her to a whole other dimension.

“Yeah, mmmm just like that. Fuck right there right there!” She moaned as he continued to fuck her against the wall. He hit her g spot so effortlessly that she almost passed out as she came. Her orgasm had her spasming in his arms. Zabdiel kept fucking her as he chased his own climax. When he finally came he shot his load deep inside of her, their juices mixing together. He let go of her and April slid down to the floor. She felt their cum dripping down her leg as she tried to steady herself. Zabdiel ran to her bathroom and got a towel to clean her up.

“That was……..something.” He spoke, unsure how to fill the awkward silence.

“Yeah. We should probably uhhhh, shower or something. I mean I’m filled with cum.” She replied. They both laughed, breaking the tension and she led him to her bathroom where they showered, and then got ready for bed.

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The next morning April awoke to Zabdiel’s arms wrapped tight around her. She tried to move but he tightened them and she heard him mumbling in his sleep.

“Zab I have to pee.” She chuckled. He loosened his grip and let her climb out of bed. Once she’d done her business she came back to bed to see him on his phone.

“It’s Richard. Wanted to know where I’d disappeared to last night. Told him I was with you.” Zabdiel said.

“Speaking of last night, we sho-”

“I’m sorry.” Zabdiel cut her off.

“Zab, you don’t have to apologize.” April said, taking a seat next to him.

“Yes I do. I’m an asshole and treated you, my best friend, like shit. You didn’t deserve that. Can we start over?” He asked.

“I don’t know about starting over but, if you want to explore this new side of our relationship then we can.” She said.

“Okay I down.” Zabdiel said as he smiled. He leaned over and gave her a soft kiss. She pulled away and gave him a genuine smile.

“Now get dressed. You’re taking me out for breakfast. I’m starving.” He chuckled as they both got ready to go out. Zabdiel had no idea what this meant for them but he was definitely excited to explore this new side of their relationship.

#zabdiel de jesus #cnco #zabdiel de jesus scenarios #cnco scenarios

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1eos · 3 years

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That kpop blog anon reminded me, a few years back I used to follow this girl who was a kpop stan. I wasn’t but I didn’t mind a bop or two and some nice fashion gifs being on my dash. Plus one of the dudes in the group she liked was cute and chubby (turns out he ain’t shit but oh well). Anyway after a while, i start seeing Korean twink gay porn on my dash. The first couple times I didn’t notice it was her because I followed a nsfw blog or two at the time. But it got so much worse and frequent and then I realized who was putting it on my feed. Cishet kpop stan just chugging gay Korean porn down my dashboard. What the fuck....

screaming............not the uncensored korean twink porn. for the longest i had no idea ppl were that deep into their.....fantasies until i went into a blog that was recced to me nd they were tagging asian gay porn gifs as nct members. nd its like u can enjoy porn all u want but its a lil weird to only be into a genre of porn bc u think the ppl involved can be stand ins for ur faves. it just feels..................u know.............

#as adrian always asks #why cant ppl engage in content from asia without changing their whole identity #i think thats him who always asks that #Anonymous

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tandytoaster · 3 years

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Tw for mentions of animal illness (cat) and abusive parent stuff.

The 2 are not related in the way u would think, my mother would never. I'm putting the warning up here in case if the tw tags don't cover how ppl word their muted phrase or if they don't use the mute option at all

Suzie Q is sick (kidney failure they somehow missed despite my mom taking her back to the vet several times due to her peeing an excessive amount), and it's really tempting for me to mysteriously leave the amount that her vet bill will cost, Or at least even half of it, in my mom's mailbox

I love Suzie Q and I miss her, and I'm afraid that I might not be able to see her again 😔 My mom is being an absolute megabitch, worst she's ever been in my lifetime (thankfully i dont have to deal with it I just have to hear about it). There's a bunch of shit going on, her usual shit with being stressed out about the kids (her own fault since she doesnt kmow how to raise them and shes the reason theyre like that), her health problems, her being mad about Angie (her sister) visiting their brother for one day out of the week that he's here visiting and she's so pissed she doesn't want to see him at all if Angie is gonna be there that One Day (also her own fault, she hates Angie for bullshit reasons and its to the point Nanny is actually afraid of what my mom will do if she sees Angie), she's stressed out about me coz I'm 1. Not talking to her, 2. She Didn't see me on her birthday 3. I dont want to see her on my birthday either 4. She's mad that I deactivated my facebook and 5. She thinks I'm going to kill myself because of some vent art I posted on instagram, in which I have her blocked from so she's like, stalking me. And as above, she's worried about Suzie Q and how much money it will cost.

Money is the thing that gets her the most angry, and she's been calling Nanny and screaming at her, unprompted about Angie visiting my uncle for One Day and whatever else.

Originally I was planning on giving her the list of reasons why I hate her sometime soon, but last night after Nanny told me about Suzie Q I realized that if I did that as soon as I wanted (about a week after my birthday), I think it would kill her. Like seriously actually give her a heart attack or stroke, she's at risk of those things already before all the things I listed, so its very real. So! I'm not going to do that.

(Interestingly enough something she would tell us all the time when she was mad at us was that we're going to give her a heart attack. The dramatic irony of the situation is astounding)

Anyway that's why I'm seriously considering sneaking her money without her noticing. Because I love Suzie Q and I figure if the money thing is taken care of, she'll calm down at the very least a little bit, and maybe not verbally abuse my grandmother as much

#noop nooping #animal illness -#animal sickness -#very very negative post

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sageblogsthings · 3 years

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find the word tag

rules: search your manuscript for the words water, stone, breath. if they exist, post the line/paragraph/scene

thank u for tagging me @pamsdrabbles! ^^

water

from Mikah

Ugh, get it together. You don’t have time to get all sentimental now. You have a job to do. Shaking himself from his thoughts, he lumbered down the boardwalk to a small inn just off the water. The sign hanging out front read “The Crooked Pillar.” He wasn’t sure what that was supposed to mean, but he didn’t particularly care, so with a huff he pushed the door open and stepped inside.

stone - this one might be cheating but idc lol

from Dust, Drams, & Dragonsblades

With a final huff, he stepped onto the lamplit street. Time to go get murdered, he thought with a forced smile, and set off across the cobblestones.

breath

from Silaesan

"Mura ignea abeleth," he muttered under his breath. The flames around him flickered a bit, but then soared to twice what they were before. "Sterca!" he cursed under his breath.

from Silaesan

"There. Don't want you trying to wizard your way out of those, now do we?" with another wave of his hand he turned away, and Silaesan could have sworn he heard him mutter knife-ear under his breath. Silaesan's blood boiled at the slur, making his bindings burn hotter. Trying to resist the urge to scream after Prolixius, he let the guards drag him away to the dungeons.

from Dorian

"You know, if you wanted to take my breath away you could have just asked me out," Dorian grinned as a cutlass was pressed to his throat.

from Tilaraen

As they approached, Tilaraen noticed the inlays slowly moving, seemingly swirling just beneath the surface of the wood, as though the door itself was alive. Holding their breath, they stretched a dahlia-pink hand towards the door, sharp black nails trailing along the snaking lines. The door seemed unaffected by their presence.

from Ari (sorry it’s long i didn’t wanna whack his magical girl sequence in half)

A few breaths later, and the piles of burnt sand erupted into small pillars, twisting and tangling until they formed a spire above the random objects. Ari watched from below, slowly drawing his hands above his head. He inhaled, watching carefully. As he exhaled, he brought his hands back down, palms facing the sand. The spire moved down, down, down, straining against Ari’s magic, and just as it looked as though the spire would win, Ari pushed down with a final thrust, twisting his hands outwards. With a thundering crash, the spire erupted into several pillars of amber, each striking one of the brazen objects. The objects glowed like hot coals, and just as they reached the point of white heat they began to flicker. Satisfied, Ari waved a hand nonchalantly over the objects, cooling them instantly. He bent down, scooping them into his calloused hands, and examined them closely.

from Verena

The Moon’s heart leapt with joy, and now tears of happiness spiraled downwards. She watched as the girl twisted the chains, grabbing one in each hand. She held her breath as the girl tilted her head back, closing her eyes. She awaited eagerly as the girl muttered words she could not hear, hoping that the girl really did understand.

from Lavender & Amethyst

Sheathing my daggers, I looked back up the hill for the guards. Seriously?! I spotted three small dots hurtling down the hill, and I cursed under my breath. Holding my hands over the sigil, I closed my eyes and prepared to cite the teleportation spell.

from Lavender & Amethyst

I stretched my arm out towards it, slowly stepping closer. Fingers reaching, I held my breath, heart hammering raucously in my chest and ears. Well, here goes nothing, and I dipped my fingers into the light.

from Lavender & Amethyst

Looking beneath me, I saw a woman. With skin the color of amethyst, shockingly white hair, and two charcoal horns spiraling from the sides of her head. As my eyes adjusted more, I looked at her face, her eyes still closed and her breath shallow.

from Lavender & Amethyst

Realizing that I was still laying fully on top of her, I sat up, then swung one leg over her hips so that I was crouched next to her, muttering a "sorry" under my breath.

from Dust, Drams, & Dragonsblades

A rusty sign dangled by a single chain above the door, the slightest breath of wind threatening to knock it loose. Squinting, Dorian could just make out the lettering on the sign: The Culterus’ Cup.

from Dust, Drams, & Dragonsblades

“I got kicked out of the Guild, remember? Besides, I don’t want anyone helping me with this. These mercs aren’t likely to forget a face and I’m not putting a target on anyone else’s back.” Dorian’s breath caught and he cast his eyes toward the floor. “I already hate that they know what Tov looks like.”

from Dust, Drams, & Dragonsblades

Dorian continued in a deep, rumbling voice, a rather terrible impersonation of Matthias. “Forged from the last breath and final fart of a dragon, but you don’t get to hear about that now, Dorian,” he scrunched his nose and pushed up an invisible pair of glasses as he finished his speech, giving Matthias the same deflated, exasperated look he often gave Dorian.

i feel like i’m spamming ppl with tags tonight lol so uh do it if ya wanna? also if you’re looking for some new words to use how about blame, horn, and frigid? i just picked the first 3 words i saw in Arnora skskss

#tag game #find the word tag #kit writes

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dojae-huh · 4 years

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Tyong

I’m posting the opinions I received on the topic of Tae’s changed behaviour.

I’m asigning a new tag for this thread “Taeyong is the rose” for easier search. His fans call his scar under the eye a rose, he knows it, likes it and called himself a rose in one of his vlive (”Rose is going to sleep”).

I'm copypasting Asks for easier reading. I will reply later collectively.

nouratan

It's not only u, I've also noticed that taeyong is only clingy to doyoung and now due to doyoung haechan alot, Mark talking abt the love triangle... These three have the same amount of hate in kfandom, they get blamed for everything and everyones bias not getting opportunities so maybe they bond on that or they've become flatmates and have become closer to eachother than the other members. Yuta doesnt comeout of his flat that much, and johnny I have a feeling has loads of down moments than

The up ones he likes to share with the fans. Remember when haechan said hes very hyper as a roommate in America but now he talks abt johnny being quiet and talking deep things with him. I basically am trying to say that taeyongs back to the ppl he was always close to as a trainee. Doyoung, markhyuck and johnjae. Taeil is always the older brother and he keeps them at a distance when he needs his own time and the others arent really that close to taeyong.

Anon number 1

Hi! Here to share my thoughts on Tae. First, discliamer: I do not have a Tumblr account and now am confused about this ask (?)and it's method of operations. Still I have tried my best in sending this in parts. Sorry if I had messed it up. I started stanning nct from boss, so yes 2018. But before stanning them, I had watched videos from mid 2017.

I agree with what you say about Tae shutting himself off, but I just wouldn't word it like that because he has not been successful. As you yourself said he tries to, yes. So I don't think I am gonna say anything that you have not seen yourself already. (Side note! I really enjoy your blog, especially your skills in observing and reading characters

Till 2018 beginning - he was clingy, and from late 2018, regular era, he has been trying to cut it down because members have become comfortable enough to show their discomfort. I believe Tae has realized that not everyone is comfortable with Tae being himself (or Tae being weird, in your words). I have observed this a lot, they immediately have this expression, that screams "here he goes again". Ex: Hyuck recently while interviewing Tae. All except Do. Do smiles. Adoringly too, if I may say so (but not always, lol).And I believe Taeyong's biggest fear is to fail his members. And his biggest wish/aim is to be someone they love and respect. So he modifies himself.

I have observed this with myself. Whenever I felt people couldn't relate to my loud voice/ hyper energy, I vowed to myself that I'd never do it again. I'd succeed for three days. Real personality comes out. Recognise discomfort. Take a vow. Repeat cycle. But now, I have found a balance? I know who relate to me and who does not. Tae is still in that stage.

He will soon as you put it, completely shut his weird self from others. But all this is about being clingy and making weird noises and stuff.Teasing, I believe is yet another issue. I don't think Tae has ever trusted others enough to these them a lot. My bias is Do. I got into nct because of him, his SM station with Sejeong. My first ship was dotae, still is my ult ship

What made me believe in their friendship is this: in 2017, and even now, Tae almost never initiates teasing of others except Do. Even in nct life Seoul and bangkok... He has always been careful to not offend them. But with Do he is himself, he teases, so much so that I worry it might hurt Do, and says the nicest words about him in interviews. That's what got me thinking that 'ah, so they are the ones close enough to tease without fretting' So yes, I think Tae has given the members and their opinion of him, a great importance, so unless he feels they are comfortable he is not gonna do it. And I don't think he thinks they are comfortable. Lol. This is such a long message, that adds almost nothing, but thank you for reading.

Anon number 2 (some parts were lost)

About Taeyong, while i'm not really an avid fan that following his steps all the way, i think he's been trying to shift people's attention to other people than himself. We all know how hard things for him with all the bad issues surrounding his past self keep popping every now and then and how that affect his confidence in leading his group. Put himself as the one to blame on the group 'failure' and pestering his member not to make the same mistake as he did. I think that experience..

(...)

I'll try to remember again. I was saying that Taeyong experienced bad pers with his past that keep coming back to him every now and then. That must be hard, and time needed for him to healed was less than enough. I'm guessing that he latched to Doyoung, share his deepest darkest thoughts, and Doyoung probably anchored him to reality.

Doyoung is a good listener and he speaks wisely. I myself was at one poin in deep depression and having someone who listened and accepted me really helping. I guess that's when Taeyong's bond strengthened beyond others. When i spoke my worries once, i hesitated to relive that anymore. I limit my vulnerability acces to just one door. Maybe that happened to him too. He once said in his vlive that he'll now will only just move forward "What am i gonna do (with my past)? That's just me." I guess he started healing by accepting himself

Anon number 3

Honestly I see why you would think that, I’ve also noticed in some videos tae is very laid back and acts way more “mature” than before. But I don’t think that’s always the case, like I’ve noticed with mark and Johnny he acts weird sometimes but you’re right it used to be way more than now. I think tae has been feeling really pressured the past like year, he seems like he’s trying to be different because of the amount of hate he keeps on facing.

But artistically i would say he got SO much more passionate and even more hard working than before (which is impossible bc he already was such an ace) but I also noticed he’s not that clingy anymore but he still babies the members and takes care of them but he seems like the ultimate leader now. But on Twitter and other social media i saw fans talking about it as well, how tae seems different.

I really do think it’s the pressure of being the leader and one of the hyungs in nct and the fact that k nets and k fans watch his every step to see if they can use anything to hate against him. I think superm was really good for tae, baek is the leader and tae isn’t one of the oldest ones. Baek really babies tae and tae enjoys it, he really adores baek.

I’m adding videos with Baekyong: 1, 2

He gets really clingy around baek and he seems like the actual tae he always used to be. That’s why so many people ship baek and tae but I honestly just think it’s the fact that tae can let his leader rule down and be one of the “maknaes” and the fact that baek really does baby him. That’s exactly what tae needed after being the leader and the hyung in nct. But I hope tae can just ignore the media and be the exact same in nct

I mean have you seen the video going around everywhere of tae acting like the maknae and hae acting like a leader? Tae is just a very soft person and he really is a kid at heart but he’s an amazing leader but sometimes it’s hard to keep that role up the whole time and I think he got lots of backlash for being “too clingy” etc so now he’s just trying to be the leader tae. I really hate k nets sometimes.

Anon number 4

About Taeyong.. Isn't it normal tho? From the beginnig, I've always thought that the members and the dynamic in the group would change in a couple of years and it did. It started to be obvious recently. Old groups always say that the relationship between the members change when they are getting older so the fans shouldn't be surprised about it. This is what happens in 127 now i guess.

Anon number 5

Regarding Taeyong, I feel like he’s been troubled ever since September of last year. There was a vlive in September where he was in the studio with purple hair and the way he was interacting with fans and the things he said was a bit “off” compared to his usual vlives. I don’t know if it’s the worry of rumors spreading nonstop or if he has some unresolved personal issues but ever since then there’s been a drastic mood shift.

He went from constantly updating fans and playing around with members to radio silence. I think maybe he doesn’t want to worry people, so in his mind it’s better to shut himself off from everyone than to be a burden? He’s always been hard on himself and I think the title of “leader” makes him feel like he shouldn’t show his weakness to the other members aside from DY who tends to be quite logical which helps balance out tae’s emotional thinking.

I feel like the members kinda sensed that he’s been a bit off mentally as well. They’ve been making sure to shower him with compliments. Like, they kept on noting how handsome and cool he was in the two episodes of the Late Night Punch Show. Or like how Haechan cooked him a meal recently or how DY’s been cooking for him. I just think whatever is going on, it’s just him trying to make sense of the situation that he’s going through and it just results in him appearing more distant than usual

Taeyong is an interesting subject. His mood shifts interests me greatly. When he’s, what the members like to call, “high tension” he’s all over the place, super loud, super interactive but when that mood passes its like he’s a whole different person. Sluggish, sort of bleak, and generally monotone. Obviously humans go through these highs and lows in mood as well, but the way tae expresses it always makes me raise an eyebrow.

I think his mood could play a big part why we, as fans, feel like he’s shut himself off from the others. In recent group broadcasts he’s just been in a lower mood compared to in the past so it looks like he’s shut off more than usual. but from what I can tell he’s still super interactive with the members in the dorms and other moments when he’s in a good mood. Idk if that answered your question….

This a bit off topic, but he recently said that we (fans) don’t know him that well yet in his vlive after the SuperM concert. That made me think that maybe the super clingy tae of the past was just sort of an image he built up during that time because he wanted to be loved by the public and needed the comfort of other members. Now that he has more of a footing and gained some emotional maturity, he’s just letting his real self shine a bit more (I don’t mean this in a bad way)

There’s a reason why he gets along so well with Doyoung’s sarcastic and blunt nature and also why Doyoung doesn’t view him as a “hyung whom I have to take care of” like Yuta for example. Taeyong isn’t as innocent and “baby” as fans make him out to be. He’s a lot manlier than one thinks and I think he’s just grown from the insecure taeyong of the past hence why he doesn’t feel the need to be as clingy anymore?

#Taeyong is the rose #Taeyong is the boss

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