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solo work...... lonely...... hmm.....
humming??
TEDDY!
didn't recognize??
HES AT THE OIAR???
is he coming back..... pls no.......
alice let the man speak
yk I'm a little scared that teddy keeps coming back
oh he's definitely avoiding her for some reason
lena and sam moment !!! love it when sams all awkward
"why would I need to talk to you" lena I'm obsessed with you pls be MY boss
AUGUSTUS!!!!!!
malnutrition...... like when darrien dimension hopped???
yk I think this is why ppl record their autopsies. in case smth weird happens.
SPIDERS?????? SPIDERS??????
TURNING PASSAGEWAYS?
UH UH UH UH
wasn't there a house in the eyepocalypse that was a lonely domain or smth
FOG
A HOUSE INSIDE OF YOU??? LIKE THE HALLWAYS ARE A PART OF YOU?????
oh my god oh my god oh my god
DISTORTIONNNNNN
ASKING QUESTIONS?????? WHAT THE FUCKKKKK
ON THE STAIRS.... THERE WAS A MAN UPON THE STAIRS.......
also uhhhh speaking after theyre dead? seems like a trend
mayhaps an archivist is asking victims abt their experiences and they spout it out AFTER they're dead
sam you are suuuuuuuch a manipulator I love you
jonathon sims needed an alice.
gwen <3
"not fun" gwen you're so detail oriented
alice you have no right to not believe gwen rn after you just saw a drowning victim speak after death
SAM....... what the hell man
GEORGIE............ GEORGIE BARKER........
um. taking whose what?
I'm sorry until she's already GONE?
oh she sleep walked again rip
GEORGIE WHAT?
god she's such a conspiracy theorist
are they both dimension hoppers and don't realize the other is???
okay this episode was a doozy
most importantly: GEORGIEEEEEE
second most importantly: distortion????
third most importantly: spiders hhhh
so sams theory of someone being able to make you live your worst nightmare is....
shit got crazy at work so I can't fully articulate my thoughts rn but pretty much: jesus christ
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So, on the topic of female muses. Right, I’ve changed my mind, I want to separate these two topics as this one is really on the forefront of my mind. Man, not once have I ever thought that I'd write a post in which I would genuinely ever use 'as a woman' as part of enforcing my argument, but here I am: May 2nd of 2024 marks the day.
So, here's the band-aid that I'm ripping off: if you follow me for the sole purpose of showing support because I write a female character: don't. As a woman, I actively don't want that mindset anywhere remotely near me. I don't want that kind of support from you, I don't want that kind of pity from anyone, I don't want the 'sisterhood' to rally around me, I don't want 'our girls can be besties' on the simple and mere premise that they're both women. Get out of here, I don't want anything to do with it. If you follow me, I want it to be because I've piqued your curiosity with my analyses, and that I've earned your interest (yes, just like you earn everything in life, including someone's attention and respect), and that I've made you want to approach and interact with me because the character that I write appeals to you on the premise of being a good presentation of a character, regardless of whether she's a woman or not. Do not think for even a moment, that you are under any obligation of interacting with me because I write a female character, because you're not. And honestly, on top of that, I don't deserve any sort of special recognition for writing a woman, I don't face any kind of daily struggles in life for writing a woman on Tumblr.com. I do not and have never felt 'lesser' or 'prejudiced against' for writing a woman throughout all of my years of writing them off and on across so many different fandoms, both canonical and original alike; nor have I ever needed to work harder to get them any sort of interaction(s).
I genuinely hate reading so many posts that tell me to 'hang in there', and to 'stay strong, girlfriend' as if I'm fighting some war: I'm not. I don't want to be associated with this kind of mindset and/or behavior, I rebel against it and would shout it from the highest rooftops if my lungs permitted me to do so. I do not write a woman because I want to 'represent women', I do not write a woman because I'm 'fighting against discrimination', I do not write a woman to get respect from other women, I do not write a woman because I love women more than anything else in this world, I do not write a woman to help carry any sort of torch for my sex, and I certainly don't write a woman to say 'fuck you' to men. Honestly, and I say this as a woman: it would be pretty devastating to know that you, a (most likely) fellow woman on this platform, would reduce a female writer to wanting to write a female character for those reasons, and nothing else. My rage then, would be aimed in one direction, and one direction alone. And quite honestly, it's already there; my respect is more than halfway out the door.
I write the female characters that I do, because they're amazing characters that happen to be women, and I've written amazing characters that happened to be men. And guess what, many of those amazing female characters that so many of us love so desperately? Have been written by men, just like women, too, have written incredible male characters. I wish that were a reality that many of you could look at and realize, instead of pointing fingers at 'cishet men', as if they are the huge majority within this RPC.
Any way, I'm getting a little off-topic so let me get back to my point, because I sure as hell want to be sure that it's read, understood and that it's taken at face value: every single follower is appreciated more than they realize. However, be here because you appreciate what I do because I do it well, that I've earned your attention and am deserving of it, and not because I'm a woman or because I write one, because that would be one hell of a disappointment (and quite frankly: an insult) to come to terms with.
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speaking of my last rb fun (or not so) fact about me is that my classmates were so desperate for literally any reason to bully me that they bullied me for my eyes to the point of literally telling one of our teachers to not look me in the eyes otherwise. idk something bad will happen. i literally simply have grayish green eyes.
this man's lore may be tragic or whatever but he would not survive in my christian school
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I got called annoying once today by my favourite person in the whole world and they said it so gently too they were literally just like; "oh hey (name) sometimes this thing you do irritates me can you please try to stop? It's kinda annoying."
And now I hate everything, I hate myself, I hate my life I'm convinced they're gonna leave me because I'm so fucking annoying an ruin everything and I'm crying over my past trauma. And I just really wanna carve myself to shreds to punish myself for being so stupid and horrible and for feeling this way too.
I'm so fucking dramatic oh my god.
I wish I was fucking normal.
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