#and watching them perform it live...goosebumps

[jeonsupershy]

*wonu's voice* my grandiose dream😭💎🩷🩵

[fluffylino]

sucking him off

he's tired and he can't seem to sleep. still high on adrenaline so you decide to ease his body...

-contains mature themes (this is very fluffy and hyunjin is so babie)

touring around different countries, across continents and having to perform for 3 hours nearly every two days was exhausting.

watching as hyunjin plops on the bed after reaching the hotel after the macau concert. seungmin and jeongin deciding to go live while hyunjin makes an appearance. staying for some time before he returns back.

sitting on the edge of the bed, quietly watching you cook some instant cup noodles for y'all.

he sniffles, sighing loudly and you can't help but laugh at his almost puppy like behaviour. turning around to see him flat on the bed. laying on his back with his legs spread apart. bathroom slippers hanging off his feet funnily.

"m'tiredddd" he groans, stretching his arms up. rolling his head around in the soft pillow.

bringing his hand down to pat his tummy. making all sorts of disgruntled noises while he lifts his legs up and drops them down. letting out another sigh.

continuing to press his lower abdomen with a firm hand. breathing slowly. he looks so calm, it makes you want to give him the world.

he's exhausted. but he can't fall asleep. adrenaline still rushing in his veins. still hyper from the concert yet too tired to even have energy to get up.

"..jinnie"

you mumble sweetly, deciding to give him something to relax. or maybe you just needed to calm yourself down after seeing him lay down in such a seemingly sexy way.

"mh- MH?!" he hums. going higher in pitch when you sit between his legs.

pressing a kiss to his inner thigh. taking him by surprise. neverthess he stays still, sinking deeper into the mattress. pressing kisses over his covered crotch.

"b-baby" is all he whispers, lifting his hips up for you to tug his tracksuit pants down just enough.

the cardigan he had on, exposing the tank top he was wearing underneath. exhaling as you fiddle with his waistband.

pulling it down to wrap your fingers around his hardening length. never failing to always surprise you with how pretty his dick looked. (i believe hyunjin has the prettiest most beautiful elegant dick and you cannot convince me otherwise)

smiling to yourself at how he pats his stomach in anticipation. cardigan sleeves so long that only the tips of his fingers stick out.

placing a small kiss to the tip, tasting his slick on your lips. so you sweetly circle your tongue over his weeping slit. body tingling with how loved you were feeling.

"m-mh babyyyy"

hyunjin drawls. voice cracking ever so slightly. absolutely strained after singing. you glance up at him. only seeing the underside of his chin and his heaving chest.

sticking your tongue out to lick a long stripe from his base all the way up to his tip. taking him in your mouth with a relieved sigh.

god, you loved thus man so much that you dreamt of doing this just to ease your mind.

"s-shit just like that"

moaning softly. goosebumps rising on his skin when you slide your hand underneath his tank top.

earning a surprised little squeak at your cold fingertips. thoughtlessly you suck on him. eyes closing with the pleasant weight on your tongue. warm and heavy.

breathing out shakily from your nose. his bigger hands sliding on top of yours. interlacing your fingers while you place wet sloppy kisses all over his dick.

looking up to see his chest heave. throwing his head further back and whining.

"cumming! c-cummi..."

hyunjin groans. squeezing your hand. feeling him twitch in your mouth and you take him deeper.

moaning your name sweetly while he cums harder than ever. legs closing around you. arching his back with a long drawn out whine.

you swallow. tasting the thick white slick that fills your mouth. sqeezing his hand reassuringly.

when you do lift your head up. his eyes are struggling to stay open.

making grabby hands at you sleepily.

"hold me, baby"

he whispers, grinning happily when you lay on top of him. kissing him on the cheek.

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i love this liddol dumpling

[msfantasy-comics]

Head [18+]

Batboys x Reader

Request: Giving mind blowing head to the Batboys

Warning: Smut

Bruce Wayne

The birds sing in celebration of the rising sun

as the morning dew glistens off the green grass.

The crisp air is keeping most at bay in their warm welcoming beds. But whilst most were snuggling up in their nests of blankets.

Your husbands hands tangle in your hair, gentling pulling the stands in pure bliss as he groans out at the feeling of your mouth pulling his soul from his cock.

You’ve performed fellatio on your beloved husband hundreds if not thousands of times by now.

And each time, the act is still as mind blowing as the last.

Your bouncing head draws all nerves towards his groin as all of his senses turn off. Only to feel how your tongue seems to dart, lick and massage at all sensitive nerve spots.

Finding new ways to have him involuntarily twisting himself like a pretzel despite your wandering hands grazing up and down his firm body.

Bruce believes without a shadow of a doubt that you give the best head.

Dick Grayson

“Dickie? I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you.” You say, to your fiancé as you round the corner. Into your shared living room.

An unusual scowl pressed onto his face.

He raised his arms and crosses them over his chest with a pouty huff, his head turning back to the TV. You walk up behind him, your palms rubbing his shoulders, his tensed shoulders slowly becoming relaxed under your touch.

“I’m still mad at you.” Dick huffs, turning his eyes back to Season 2 of Charmed.

“You were away for 2 weeks and I was dying to know what happened next!” You defend but Dicks eyes widened with an accusatory stare.

“I don’t care about your excuses— you don’t watch OUR show without me!” He retorts, turning back to the TV. With a little humph.

Whilst it was a little endearing to see your big, hunky fiancé carry on like a teenage girl— you really don’t want to deal with his crankiness for the next few hour’s.

“Dickie~” You call out with that voice. Leaning down to his ear your sultry invitation sends shivers down his spine. “How about I make it up to you with that thing you like me doing?” You add suggestively.

Dick snaps his head up to you- his eyes scrutinising your own, as if to reassure your offer is genuine- gauging if he can get as excited as he’s already starting to feel.

His playful voice is gone, replaced with that deep bravado voice that gives you goosebumps. “Come mere’ baby, make it up to me.” He invites, tapping one hand on his lap, and the other hand being extended out for you to hold as you climb over the back of the couch and into his lap.

Dick was never one for being quiet.

But whenever you give him head — he’s screaming singing your praises.

“Uh- baby- just - just like that!” He praises, his loins quivering in pleasure as you roll around his balls in your mouth, sending dull waves of pleasure lapping down his thighs and up his stomach.

His head luls back in bliss, his arm now thrown over his eyes as he wheezes and strains, in ecstasy.

“Uhh— please baby — s-suck me off already.” He groans out as you smirk up at his sprawled out state, not that he could even see you with his head tilted up to the evens speaking praises upon your skill set.

Your antics have barely begun, and your fiancé was already puddy in your hands.

Jason Todd

Well that escalated quickly.

One moment you’re drunkenly slurring your bragging rights as a woman who’s brought men to tears with her skilful tongue.

The next Jason was scoffing at your proclamation, throwing yet another empty beer can over his shoulders into the pile you two are making in the Outcasts hide-out.

“Listen here lil-lady,” Jason hiccups, “All head feels fucking heavenly— yours aren’t special, ya’know that?”

Well, Jason was eating his words now, nothing surpassing his lips were close to co-herent.

Each drag of your head down his cock made his body shiver. Your tongue slithering up and down the underside of his shaft with each drag. Your hollowed out cheeks hugging his sides. Your throat constricting around his tip.

The alcohol making his reaction slow. So when your pace began to pick up, his delayed brain was slammed with endorphins when the sensation of your god-sent mouth begins to suck his soul right from his cock.

He cradles your head as his knees involuntarily jerks up in the air.

Your hands snake around the underside of his thighs, anchoring them back to the ground.

You look up through your lashes. Jason an absolute writhing mess, his head lulling around, you feel the spasm of muscles twitching under your hands until his eyes screw shut.

“Ah Princess, ah baby, ah doll—“ Jason begins to spill through nicknames until his voice cuts off when he spills his essence onto you tongue. His abs clench harshly, causing Jason to curl forward, still cradling your head as he continuously unloads into your moth.

When air finally filters through Jason’s lungs, tears begin to pour out of the crease of his star filled eyes.

Tim Drake

You are the best damn assistant in the whole universe.

Most secretaries organise their bosses days and bring them meals.

Some secretaries went the extra mile to assist on personal life chores to ensure their bosses days run a little bit more smoothly without letting their mind wonder to dwell on personal life chores.

But you really went above and beyond.

You manage everything in Tim’s life.

Your day usually starts with arriving at 6am to Mr. Tim Drake-Wayne’s home to act as a human alarm. Shaking your boss awake and handing him a croissant and coffee as you walk to the bathroom to place his towel, walking to his wardrobe to unzip his dry cleaning for the week and matching cologne, cuff links, watches, belts, suits and shirts for the day.

As soon as he jumps into the shower you collect his hero suit to send off to the Wayne manor for cleaning.

And that’s only the first 10 minute of the day.

But today you’re growing restless as the clock ticks over to 6:56am.

You didn’t need to wake up your boss since he’s already writhing in bed, masturbating.

On one hand you should just stay put and let him come to completion on his own.

On the other hand he has an essential 8:40am meeting at Wayne enterprises and he’s already behind schedule…

It’s not like you be the first secretary to offer a little more than what is office appropriate but after all these years— it honestly wasn’t that much more of an overstep.

“Mr. Drake-Wayne— I’m sorry to interrupt but we really don’t have time—“

“Wait! I’m not decent!” He yells across… as if you didn’t already know that, you’ve had to listen to him for the past 57minutes.

“I’m aware sir, but you really don’t have time for ‘personal’ activities sir…” You say, hearing the growls of frustration. “Would you like a hand?” You offer, but your met back with silence.

“I can’t ask you—“

“You’re not — I’m offering.” You reassure. “Trust me sir — it’ll be a lot quicker if I—“

“Okay.” He agrees quickly, much to your surprise.

You open the door, your familiar form filling the doorway with your red bottom stiletto heels, pencil skirt, and tight top.

“We really must make this quick.” You say, pacing quickly on the bed where Tim is half leaning against the head board, pink tinging his cheeks. You begin to crawl up the centre of his bed, pulling down the blankets that covered him, where his member sprints to life. The tip is a roaring red colour, and his cock looked awfully swollen.

The air is filled with sweat and musk.

You look down at the slit of his shaft, where a pearl of pre-cum collects. You give a few tested strokes as Tim begins to whimper.

“Sir, if you need help, than you can just ask me. Otherwise I can organise a proper escort service to—“

“No!” Tim quips quickly, “I’m fine with your assistance for as long as you care to provide it…” he says to which you nod. Sliding down onto your stomach to provide some kitten licks to the tip, to test the sensitivity.

With how vocal Tim is being, this really won’t take long. Your mouth captures the tip as Tim throws his head back, your left hand moving to capture Tim’s balls to play with as you move your right hand to press just below Tim’s navel, his Ren 4 pressure point.

“Ugh—god—ah—what’re you doing? F-f-feels good!” Tim praises, huge heavy breathes heaving from his chest as your head bobs along his cock, drinking in his cum as he releases down your throat with a cacophony of moans to follow. Tim looks down at you with his blissed out glassy eyes.

He’s never cum that hard or so quickly before.

A sense of dread pulls at his heart strings knowing he shouldn’t have done that, and that he shouldnt repeat this again. But already, he’ll beat off to this memory for years to come.

“Sir — you really have to begin showering now. And please.” You say, crawling off the bed and fixing your skirt. “If you needed help, it’s faster if you just ask me.”

Damian Wayne

This was just meant to be a quick and easy task.

You wanted to drop off some baked goods to the Wayne manor.

Showing up unannounced was out of your character— but hell, it would’ve been rude to not say a quick hello to your best friend Damian Wayne.

Besides, any excuse to see your crush was a good excuse.

But just as you got ready to excitedly knock and see that handsome face, you were taken aback by the sounds that came through the door.

“Ahh~” Damian hisses.

Your face begins to heat up, hearing the familiar wet skin sounds.

“Uh— fuck.” He groans, almost frustrated. You stand stock still, unable to tear yourself away, listening to your crush touch himself. But before you knew it— you were pushing past the door when you unmistakably heard your name roll through the air— followed by a moan. “Oh—shit!” Damian scrambles at your sudden appearance, his mouth opening and closing. For the first time ever Damian Wayne doesn’t have a single word to say.

You couldn’t help but smirk at Damian’s failed attempts at hiding himself.

“I heard my name— I thought you were inviting me in~” You coo, sliding down to your knees in front of Damian’s chair. “Can I help?” You ask.

Where Damian’s skeptical eyes remain narrowed on you. “Don’t you know how to knock?” He scolds, making you click your tongue in annoyance.

“Fine— I’ll just go—“

“I suppose if you insist— you can make it up to me.” Damian concludes, quickly. Receding his hands back to the arm rests of his chair, his head leaning back in relaxation— waiting for you to take matters into your own hands.

And my word— did you.

Because as soon as Damian relinquished control to you, your tongue makes a sudden and abrupt appearance right at the base of his shaft, licking the underside of his shaft until you reach the top, allowing your tongue to swirl the head until you begin to suckle the tip.

“Ah-hmph!” Damian grunts, your tongue sending an electric shock up his spine where his brain begins to fizz endorphins.

Oh—shit, do that a couple more times and Damian will be spurting down your throat and you’ve only just begun!

Your eyes lock onto Damian as your cheeks hollow out, taking him in.

His fingers clench harshly at the arm rests.

He can’t cum so quickly. You’ll think he’s a two pump chump!

Just as Damian’s resolve to hold out is built up, your head bobs up, and on your decent dawn your tongue begins to slug along the underside causing his nerves to shoot bolts of pleasure along his loins.

Damian’s hand shoots to the base of your skull, grabbing a fist full of your hair, ready to rip you off before he completely unloads his balls down your throat.

But as soon as you feel Damian’s family jewels accent. Your head shoots forward, making sure to swallow every drop he had to offer as he releases the most ungodly moans you’ve ever heard.

Duke Thomas

“No” Duke protest, “Babe let me— oh god” His knees buckle under the weight of your heavenly mouth encapsulating his tip. “Let — me — ahh”

Your boyfriend screws his eyes shut, attempting to tip back the scales of pleasure before it’s too late.

But just when he thinks he’s in control of his pleasure centre, he looks down at you.

Kneeling into a cushion you strategically placed.

Your lingerie clad form looking so pretty with the way your hips are sticking back and the way your chest is looking so full.

Your hair cascading behind your ears, ready for a fistful to be taken.

But the lewdest image made Dukes mind go blank as your eyes collect tears at the corner from taking something so big. You mouth sucking in until your cheeks hollow; as you slide down— not daring to take your eyes off your man as you account for every movement, making sure to repeat actions that make his eyes roll, his face twitch, or the way his mouth slowly opens.

And just like that— he spills into your mouth, unloading everything he has in that moment whether he wanted to or not.

“AH — Baby!” He calls, throwing his head back, his whole body vibrating in ecstasy.

He didn’t even notice you have gotten onto your feet as you press kisses into his neck. “Happy Anniversary, Love.” You greet sweetly, as if you didn’t just suck his essence out three seconds prior.

But if you thought you were getting away with your shenanigans— than you’d be dead wrong.

Duke lifts you up by the bottom of your thighs, throwing you onto your back as he sinks to his knees right were he belongs.

[eternalbuckley]

Just a favour. — mattheo riddle

SUMMARY: You ask your best friend for a favour and end up sitting on his face while he eats you out.

word count: 2,550

genre: smut | fem/afab!reader, queer!reader, bipoc!reader and plus-size!reader friendly

warnings/tropes: 18+ mdni, face sitting/riding, oral (f receiving), lots of teasing, hair pulling (m receiving), slight praise kink?, best friend trope, english is not my first language — if I forgot something, please let me know!

a/n: i'm still trying to get more comfortable and confident in writing smut but i hope you enjoy <3 i wrote this while watching live performances of the arctic monkeys, so perhaps some of their vibes are a part of this fic now — reblogs, feedback and comments are highly appreciated and welcomed! ♡

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It was more than a simple question you asked your best friend – it was a favour you asked him for that would change your friendship forever. It would change how you would see and act with each other. There was the risk that you wouldn’t be able to stop yourselves from doing the same or similar other things with each other. You wanted to try face riding – a very intimate sexual act, in your opinion.

It was something you wanted to try out for the longest time, but you never felt comfortable enough with your previous sexual partners to actually try it out. So, you simply asked Mattheo if he would be open to trying it, and he was. Because that’s what best friends do, right?

Eventually, he gave you some time to think about it and ensure you really wanted to take this step together. A day later, you and Mattheo were on your bed, kissing each other in the dim light of cosy lights and candles. You made sure to make your place even more comfortable than it already was.

You moved your hands under his shirt and traced the skin of his chest with your fingertips before pulling the shirt over his head and exposing his bare torso to your eyes. For a brief moment, you took your time to look at his chest more closely. It wasn’t the first time you’d seen him shirtless, but it was the first time in such a situation, and it excited you. You leaned forward and pressed lingering kisses along his jawline and collarbones, which made him want more of you.

Meanwhile, he moved his hands along your arms before moving them to the straps of your top. His touch as he slowly loosened the straps gave you goosebumps. You then pulled away from kissing his skin and let him take off your top, and were left wearing your lace bra. You could feel the slightly cold air on your exposed skin, which was a strong contrast to the increasing heat of your body and the atmosphere in your room.

Your skin heated up even more when you noticed his lustful gaze and dilated pupils as he took in every detail of you. You bit down on your lower lip as your gaze wandered to his half-grown bulge in his jeans, seeing him like this made you even more confident than you already were. With one last glance at the growing bulge in his pants, you moved your hands to his belt and unbuckled it. He got up from the bed and tossed his pants to the rest of the clothes that were already spread over the floor. Your gaze followed his movements with bated breath as you rubbed your thighs together to release some of the heat that was building up in your core. But it didn’t really help you, it only fuelled Mattheo’s ego and made you more desperate for a release and his touch.

A shit eating grin appeared on Mattheo’s lips as he noticed what you were doing – he was completely enjoying watching you like that. “Patience, princess,” he murmured lowly and leaned down to you to place a kiss on your cheek before he decided to sit down behind you. You playfully rolled your eyes at his remark but let him continue exploring your body.

You could feel his fingertips tracing the curves of your body, which made you sigh slightly. Mattheo moved his fingers from your hands over your arms to your shoulders and over the back of your shoulders. Every now and then, he pressed gentle kisses on your shoulders or neck as well. The feeling of his lips combined with his sensual touch made you shiver and lean against him even more. Your breath hitched slightly when you eventually felt his chest pressed against your back while he gave you a small hickey on your neck. For a moment, you closed your eyes and laid your head on his right shoulder while you enjoyed being so close to him. It was a very intimate moment for both of you, which showed the deep trust you had for each other. It was completely different from what you were used to – it was amazing.

Mattheo moved his hands to your chest and the curves of your breasts. He didn’t quite touch them yet and continued to trace them over your waist and down to your hips. Although you loved that he took his time with you, you became impatient. But then he tapped your hips lightly, a silent signal for you to lift them so he could take off your skirt. You took his signal and lifted your hips just enough for him to pull off your skirt, leaving you completely in your underwear. Meanwhile, he intensified his kisses on your neck, which increased the desire and wetness between your legs to intensify as well. You weren’t sure if you could continue like this any longer, you needed him.

“You’re so beautiful, princess,” he whispered into your ear and pressed a tender kiss behind it.

You turned your head to look up at him and parted your lips. “Matty, please just… Hurry up,” you panted softly and raised your hand to run your fingers through his curls and pull him down to kiss him.

Mattheo chuckled teasingly after slightly pulling away from you and became serious for a brief moment. “Are you sure you want to go further?” He whispered against your lips and then hummed as you nodded quickly. “Yes, I want to. Do you?” You asked him as well, to which he nodded in response as well.

Then, you slowly pulled away from each other, the air growing thicker between you as you shifted your positions. Mattheo has laid down on your bed while you hooked your thumbs into the waistband of your panties, dragging them down just slightly and giving him a tantalising glimpse of your core. With a slow movement, you pushed them down until they fell to the floor and revealed your glistening heat. You could see Mattheo’s eyes roaming over your body, taking in every detail and trying to memorise everything. He needed you as much as you needed him.

With your foot, you kicked your panties onto the pile of clothes on the floor and climbed back onto your bed. The silky bedsheets felt cool and smooth on your skin as you took your time to crawl over to him. The contrast of your heated skin and the coolness of the sheets sent a gentle shiver through you. You paused for a moment and thought about what you two were about to do and if it was really a good idea or not. But you quickly decided to go forward. The nearer you got, the clearer the longing in his eyes became – his desire was written on his face. Mattheo’s eyes locked onto yours as he stuck out his tongue to lick his lips – like he was already savouring you. The way he looked at you made you feel powerful.

“Don’t hold yourself back. Okay, pretty girl? I want everything of you,” he said reassuringly, making sure you’d never wonder if you were too much for him. Because you never could be.

You nodded before you slowly positioned yourself above his face and straddled his head with your thighs. You tightly grabbed the headboard of your bed as you hovered above his face – teasingly close but not giving in yet.

A soft pant escaped your lips as you felt the heat of his breath against your glistening heat. You looked into his eyes when you looked down to him and had to bite down on your lower lip to prevent yourself from moaning already. That sight of him? Under you? His eyes filled with such a lust and hunger, only for you?

You became even wetter.

“Look at that,” Mattheo hummed teasingly and brushed his lips against the skin of your thighs and bit into it. His voice was low and strained as he took in the sight of your glistening core, “Such a pretty pussy. And all for me? I’m the luckiest guy to exist.” He moved his hands to your hips and grabbed them to support you.

With a gentle tug from him on your hips, you let yourself sink onto his face without further hesitation. The final contact made you gasp and tighten your grip on the headboard. He moaned slightly, which also made you moan due to the vibrations coming from his mouth.

“Fuck,” you cursed under your breath and moved one hand to his head to tangle your fingers in his curly hair. He dragged his tongue along your slit, savouring how you tasted – his cock throbbed with a growing need.

You held him tightly against you as he continued to pleasure you with his mouth. When his tongue found your clit, you threw your head back with a gasp. “Oh god,” you moaned softly and started to grind down against his face, coating his chin and lips with your wetness combined with his saliva.

Every time the tip of his nose brushed your clit, you moaned louder and pulled harder on his hair, which made him moan even louder into your core.

You were desperate for more.

“You taste so good, princess. I could spend hours between your legs,” he murmured against your pussy which brought a quiet, surprised whimper from your lips. You didn’t expect him to say something like that, but it was Mattheo after all. Nothing should surprise you anymore.

“Don’t stop.” Your voice was breathless with growing lust as you panted softly. With that, Mattheo swirled his tongue around your clit and tightened his grip on your hips before he explored your naked skin with his hands again.

You felt his hands moving over your thighs to your hips and then to your waist before he reached up to your bra and opened it with a quick movement. You paused grinding yourself against his face for a brief moment to take off your bra and toss it away. He cupped your breasts and squeezed them once they were free, making you moan and grind yourself on his face again. You moved your hands back to where they were before, one hand tangled in his hair and the other steadying yourself against the headboard.

You looked down at Mattheo, your face slightly heated up again as you noticed the lustful look in his eyes. You tangled your fingers tighter in his hair and pulled at it as a breathy moan escaped your lips. Your inner walls fluttered around his tongue as soon as he entered your pussy with it. The vibrations of Mattheo’s approving moans against your pussy only intensified the pleasure you were feeling in that moment. You could feel your climax approaching quickly. Mattheo gripped your hips tightly, his fingers digging into your skin as he guided you to grind against his face.

‘Fuck, the way she’s riding my face... like she was born to do it,’ he thought to himself as he continued to pleasure you with his mouth and watch you above him.

He needed that picture engraved into his mind forever. He could feel your body tense as you desperately moved your hips with desperation. Every gasp and moan that left your lips was music to his ears. And he for sure knew that this evening wouldn’t be the last time he would hear them.

Mattheo eventually redoubled his efforts to make you come on his tongue and flicked it rapidly over your clit – pushing you closer to your orgasm. “Come on, princess,” he moans against your pussy and tightened his grip on your hips, making you gasp again, “Come all over my face.”

After a few more strokes of his tongue, you finally came all over his face and covered it with your release. “Fuck!” You desperately cried out, your back arched as your orgasm hit you. Your chest heaved quickly as your body slightly shook from the intense feeling.

The grip of both of your hands tightened while you rode out your orgasm and slightly increased the movements of your hips. The obscene mixed sounds of your shared moans and his mouth working wonders on your pussy filled the air of the room.

Mattheo’s voice was muffled as he praised you, “Such a good girl for me.” He eagerly lapped up your release and moaned in pleasure – the vibrations jolting through your pussy and made you whimper even more. You would have done this with him much sooner if you’d only known how good it would feel, being with him like this.

Mattheo could feel his painful, hard cock throbbing against his underwear – it already leaked with precum as he was desperate for a release. The sight of you coming undone above him, the way your skin glistened with the sweat of your pleasure and the dishevelled look of you only fuelled his need for it. His need for you. He knew he needed you. He needed to feel your walls clenching around his cock while having sex with you in the way you deserve. He needed to hear more of your sweet sounds as he gives you more pleasure.

All he needed was you.

But in that exact moment, he just wanted to focus on your pleasure instead of his own. He focused on prolonging your orgasm as much as possible while his touch remained gentle as he continued to roam his hands over your body and squeeze different parts here and there. Meanwhile, he lapped up every drop of your wetness to clean your pussy up. Soft whimpers left your lips as you slowly came down from your climax and continued to feel his tongue on your sensitive clit.

When Mattheo felt your body slump from the intense feeling, he carefully moved you to lay down comfortably in his arms. He wrapped them around you as you rested your head on his chest – the steady rhythm of his heartbeat slowly calmed down your breathing. The silence between you mixed with the sound of his heartbeat was comforting in some way. Meanwhile, Mattheo closed his eyes and traced the skin of your exposed back with his fingertips – savouring the peaceful intimacy between you.

“Thank you,” you whispered with a soft smile after a few minutes and placed your chin on his chest to admire his face more. A smirk formed on his lips before he opened his eyes again to meet your gaze. His voice was low as he replied, “Any time again, princess.���

A few seconds passed before Mattheo added, “I wish I had known earlier how incredible you’d look on top of me.” He murmured teasingly and received a playful swat on the chest from you. “What? I’m just telling the truth!”

You rolled your eyes but giggled quietly. He then kissed the top of your head and chuckled happily with you. Mattheo understood you too well – every teasing comment from him was perfectly timed to draw a response you couldn’t hide.

You were both sure that there would definitely be another time you’d be doing this again, if not more than one and many other intimate things.

[velvet-n-lace]

NSFW Alphabet (Lucifer Edition)

Series: Obey Me!

Genre: Smut/Headcanon

Word Count: 1.7k words

Pairing(s): Lucifer x Female MC

A/N: This has probably been done before, but I wanted to throw in my two cents. I made some for the other brothers too ;)

Original Template by @/the-coldest-goodbye 

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Lucifer is both sweet and caring. He would leave you a bit sore, but he knows how to soothe the pain and patch up some wounds. He would clean you up and then hold you in his arms so that the pleasure lingers. He is gentle and possessive when he traces your skin and leaves goosebumps behind.

B = Body Part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partners)

For Lucifer, it’s his arms and hands. Without them, he wouldn’t cuddle with you or perform some sadistic desires on your body. His favorite part of your body is your pretty face, specifically your lips and blushing cheeks. He loves tracing them with his thumb and kissing your lips passionately.

C = Cum (Anything to do with cum, basically)

Lucifer cums huge loads, and he cums multiple times in every position. He especially loves watching you swallow it or when it leaks down your mouth like frosting. Sometimes, it’s a bit much and spills over your face, or it’s leaking out your quivering pussy. His cum is bittersweet; its saltiness reflects his personality~

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Y’know how Lucifer ties up his brothers to the ceiling as a punishment? He does that out of love, if you could believe it. As for you, though, it’s simply for his pleasure; sometimes, he punishes you for the littlest things just to see you bounded with rope, all helpless and vulnerable. He admires his work well with a wicked grin the more he sees you struggling to break free. The tighter the ropes are, the more you will be writhing in frustration; Lucifer lives for that.

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Lucifer is very experienced, as expected, but he won’t tell you how he got these experiences. Obviously, he punishes his brothers and ties them to the ceiling; that explains his sadism, but the sex is a mystery. It’s off the charts, so maybe deep down inside, he’s just a built-in sex god.

F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying)

Any position where he looks down at you with fear and pleasure in your eyes. Kneeling, giving him a blowjob, fucking you from behind, fucking you against the wall, or getting fucked beneath him give him his power. He also loves the positions where he restrains your limbs besides bouncing on his dick. Riding him could be its own form of pussy torture, but that’s only if you're getting punished.

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment? Are they humorous? etc.)

Serious, of course he is, but he can be very teasing. If he’s in the mood to fuck the brattiness out of you, he will push your buttons and then punish you for it. He knows the game, and you almost hate him for it.

H = Hair (How well-groomed are they? Does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He’s very well-groomed. You can tell he keeps himself clean for any occasion, even when he doesn't need to be. The carpet matches the drapes perfectly, and he keeps it well-shaven and trimmed.

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment? The romantic aspect.)

Lucifer is so sweet; the affection he gives you practically seeps through your skin, and he knows that the more love he gives you, the more pleasure you will be drowning in. His touch is firm but laced with pride and passion, especially in the aftercare.

J = Jack off (Masturbation Headcanon)

When Luci started falling in love with you, there were times when he had to relieve himself in unexpected ways. Of course, he locks the door to his room and jacks himself off, but there have been days when jacking off in his office was more exciting, especially when you walked in and did something unintentionally sexy in front of him. Getting a boner in the middle of the day is always so bothersome for him since it’s so obvious. He would just imagine your mouth on his cock as he pumps himself hard. Having you so close yet unaware of his desires was once thrilling until he finally got to feel your body against his.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Bondage and S&M are his prominent kinks. If it wasn’t clear already, having power over you is what he lives for. If you are comfortable being his slave, you will be collared and bound in rope or leather. He won't be able to control himself when you tap into his praise kink, especially when you call him “Master” or “Daddy.”

L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)

His room and your room, but also maybe his office. Fucking you into his bedsheets is fun, and having you fucked over his desk is risky; but damn, he always fantasized about doing it to you. If there is an empty classroom, he might try that, but that’s even more risky.

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Anything you do can give him some type of desire, especially if it’s unintentional, like bending over to pick up something or reaching for something across a desk. Acting like a brat would definitely have you over his knee for a spanking; the sharp sting on your ass is a constant reminder of your place.

N = No (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Seeing you making pacts and flirting with his brothers made him slightly jealous. It wasn’t phasing him at first, but the more he wanted you, the more possessive he became. Sharing you is a massive no-no unless maybe Lord Diavolo was invited to your little twosome. Anything that causes him to lose any sense of power or control over you is not nearly as bad as sharing you, but he prefers being the one on top.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He prefers receiving it from you. It’s probably one of the only times you could take charge as you worship his cock and have him writhing in pleasure before he shoots his load down your throat. His skills with giving are god-like. He would eat you out and finger your pussy, only to stop and leave you begging for him to go harder and faster.

P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

He’s slow and sensual if you prefer vanilla sex; he doesn't mind if that is what you like; his cock would reach your cervix anyway. When you’ve gotten used to his length, it’ll feel like the first time with more flare. When he goes rough and fast, you will be climaxing with a scream.

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He doesn’t prefer them, but there are days when he wants you on his cock in the middle of class. When he grabs you by the wrist and pulls you into an empty classroom, that means he’s desperate and knows he can get away with it. He’ll be fine; he knows what he wants and will leave you wanting more throughout the day.

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment? Do they take risks? etc.)

If you like it a little bit rough, Lucifer can bring in more challenging positions or some more intense BDSM. Fucking in the office or an empty classroom is a risk too, especially if you are loud.

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for? How long do they last?)

Lucifer can go for a long time if there is enough preparation. Usually, he stops if you’ve had enough of it for one night; he wouldn’t want to destroy you completely. Sometimes, he’s a bit exhausted from the student council work and dealing with his brothers, so there are days when you have to be the one taking charge.

T = Toys (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Lucifer owns a whip, for some reason~ He’s got some rope to tie you up with, and at times, he can just use anything around him to spank you with, like a leather binder or a ruler. If he owns anything else, it’s probably something he bought to use on you~

U = Unfair (How much they like to tease)

He would tease you if you were being extra bratty. He’s a serious demon, so he would always maintain a professional demeanor if you two were in public. The teasing is subtle, like when he gives your thighs a light caress or when he sneaks his fingers under your skirt to rub your clit through your panties.

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He knows how to set his volume low; his grunts and moans are like a whisper on your skin, making you shiver. His breathing is also soft and deep; it always puts you in a trance. Some of his moans can be guttural if you tighten around him or deepthroat him. You can always just make him loud ;)

W = Wild Card (A random headcanon for the character)

He can let you take charge at times; he loves you so damn much that he can let you be the one ordering him around or pleasuring you~ It was a bit humiliating at first, but it didn't matter anymore; if anyone had to order him around, it either has to be Lord Diavolo or you. You are his Master, after all~

X = X-ray (Let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Lucifer’s cock is huge. It’s veiny and long with a crimson tip. He can grip his shaft in his hands, and its veins add to its girth. It’s almost overwhelming to look at, and you can't help but wonder if Lucifer is proud to have such a massive tool. He is very much proud~

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

His sex drive is mildly high, but he knows how to control it as if it’s not there. He can never show it around anyone; otherwise, he reveals his weakness to you. If his brothers ever found out, he would be livid.

Z = Zzz (How quickly they fall asleep afterward)

When the aftercare is over, he will make sure you are comfortable in bed with him. He will fall asleep shortly after you fall asleep.

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PART 2. LIKES TO WATCH

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pairing: musician!jay x reader (f) ft. yunjin lsrfm ; suga bts, mingyu svt, yeonjun txt

genre: coming-of-age, new adult, personal growth, sexual tension, fams dynamic, lovehate

wordcount: 17k

warning: nsfw pov, explicit acts, voyeurism . if you are not comfortable please just dni I put div for the cue. no disguised words.

a/n: really confused about how to be intense ㅠㅠ not me check out jay's hot edits to get the mood-

Things hadn’t gotten any better between Jay and you. The house had four bedrooms. Since you’d turned one of them into an exercise room. Jay used the other one as an office during the day. His muffled voice could often be heard from behind the door as he made work calls. Apparently, the company he worked for sold business solutions software.

Yunjin and you were working almost every night at Yeonjun’s as well as the occasional afternoon. One day in particular, you were on break when we overheard the restaurant owner, Suga, complaining that the band who performed most nights had suddenly quit.

Mingyu’s was probably the most popular spot on the entire island for live music. That’s what it was known for even more than the food. So, this didn’t bode well for business. Her voice was low. “I wonder if Jay would be interested in playing here.”

You’d been feeling kind of sick this afternoon, but the mere mention of his name made your stomach feel even more unsettled. “You think he would want to perform in a place like this?”

“Yeah. he’s used to bigger venues, but it’s not like he’s doing anything else. He took the summer off, but I get the feeling he actually regrets it. He’s been in a horrible mood since we got here. I think he’s itching to play again. It might do him some good to get back in the game for a bit on a smaller scale. It’s not like there would be any pressure. No one knows him out here.”

The thought of getting to see Jay perform gave you goosebumps. On one hand, it would be amazing. On the other, you knew it would be painful for you to have to endure him here at night. His actually agreeing to it probably wouldn’t pan out, so you vowed not to obsess over it unless it became a reality.

“I’m gonna talk to Suga,” Yunjin said.

“Do you think you and Jay will get married?” Not sure why asking that question. You’d been curious as to how serious they were, and it just came out.

Yunjin hesitated. “I don’t know. I really love him. I hope so if we can work out our differences.”

“Differences? Like what?”

She took a sip of her water then frowned. “Well, Jay doesn’t want kids.”

“What? He told you that?”

“He says he feels it’s irresponsible to bring children into the world unless he can be 100% sure of capabilities as a parent. He says he doesn’t feel that his own parents should have ever had children, and he just doesn’t think it’s for him.”

“Really?”

“Don’t get me wrong. I don’t want kids anytime soon. My career comes first right now, but someday I would like to have them. So, if he definitely doesn’t want kids, then that could be a problem.”

“He’ll probably change his mind as he gets older. He’s still so young.”

She shook her head. “I don’t know. It’s really bad. He won’t even have sex with me without a condom, even though I’m on the pill. He refuses to take even the slightest chance because he’s so fearful. He’s super paranoid.”

Trying to block out the images of them having sex, you simply said, “Wow.”

It made you really sad that Jay felt that way because of his parents. They were constantly working and never paid enough attention to him when he were kids. His mother was always away on business trips.

That was part of why Ameryn was so important to him. Truthfully, your mother shouldn’t have had a child either. But her poor parenting didn’t stop you from wanting to have a child of your own someday.

Yunjin took a closer look at your face. “Are you feeling alright?”

Thinking about the stress of your reunion with Jay was finally catching up with you. Your nerves were shot, and it was all making you sick.

“Actually, I’ve been feeling ill all day. My stomach is upset, and I have a headache.”

“Why don’t you go home early? I’ll cover your shift and let Sakura know what’s up.”

“Are you sure?”

“Of course.”

“I’ll owe you then.”

“Believe me, there will come a time that I get called back to NYC, and you’ll make due on that.”

“Okay,” you said, getting up and unfastening the black smock tied around your back.

The entire walk home, despite your vowing not to think about it, your thoughts once again turned to Jay and the fact that Yunjin was going to try to get him the gig at Yeonjun’s. It had been years since you’d heard his singing voice. You wondered what it sounded like now that it was deeper and with years of practice.

Jay’s car was parked outside of the house. He was expecting Yunjin and you to both be at work. You had to pass through the kitchen to get upstairs to your room and hoped you didn’t have to run into him without Yunjin here as a buffer.

Relief washed over you as you entered the empty kitchen. You grabbed a water bottle and some Advil for your headache and tiptoed up the stairs so that Jay didn’t notice you home.

The sound of heavy breathing coming from his bedroom stopped you in your tracks at the top of the stairwell. you could hear sheets rustling. Your heart beat faster. He didn’t think anyone would be home. “He must have a girl in there. How could he do that to her?”

You had to pass his room to get to yours anyway. Ameryn had the hallway carpeted. Covering your chest with your hand, you crept slowly toward his door which was cracked open. You closed your eyes briefly to prepare yourself for what you might witness when you peeked inside.

Nothing could have prepared you for the reality behind that door. There was no girl. Jay’s eyes were tightly shut as he lay back on the bed, alone. His jeans were undone, halfway down his legs. His left hand was firmly wrapped around his enormous cock as he pressed down on his balls with his other hand. “Holy mother of…” you speak inwardly.

Swallowing the saliva building in your mouth, you watched the movement of his hand as he stroked himself hard in a twisting motion. He’d gotten himself so aroused that you could hear the slick sound of the wetness as he pumped into his palm.

You knew that watching him was absolutely wrong. In fact, this was probably the lowest thing you’d ever done. But there was absolutely no way you could look away, if this were going to be the reason you went to hell, then so be it. You’d never witnessed something so intense, never imagined that he could be deriving so much pleasure alone.

Jay’s mouth was agape, the tip of his tongue slowly sliding back and forth across his bottom lip as if it were seeking out the taste of something or someone. Your own body was shaking, your clit throbbing. The ache to be with him, to join him was immense.

So enraptured in every move he made, you was no longer thinking about whether you watching him was right or wrong. He was fisting the sheets with one hand now while fcking his palm faster. With every movement, your muscles clenched tighter. You was wet, bewildered at your mind’s complete surrender to your body.

The low and deep groans of pleasure that came out of his mouth were making it that much worse. You knew wholeheartedly that this watching him pleasure himself was the single biggest turn on you had ever experienced.

Getting off was normally such work for you. You needed a vibrator and porn and even then, sometimes it was impossible to relax enough to really make yourself come. Right now, you had to cross your legs to control the need building between them as he licked over his bottom lip again your own tongue tingled as you imagined what his wet mouth would feel like against your own lips, he pumped into his hand imagined that it was you wrapped around his cock.

You had never wanted anyone as badly as you wanted him in that moment. His hair was matted and messy as the back of his head pressed against the headboard. The clank of his belt buckle became more pronounced as he thrust his hips, his fist working harder to keep up. The intensity of his self-pleasure left you in total awe. His breathing became even more ragged as his eyes rolled back.

You swallowed hard and watched, mesmerized as streams of cum shot out from his large crown like a fountain. The grunts of pleasure escaping him as he orgasmed were just about the sexiest sounds you’d ever heard come out of a man’s mouth. Your heart felt like it was pounding out of your chest.

Watching this whole thing unfold had making you totally lose sense of reality. You feel like you’d been experiencing every movement, every feeling right along with him, except you wasn’t allowed to come. It was as if you’d seriously lost your mind in the process.

That was the only thing that could possibly explain why your body decided to betray you, letting out an involuntary sigh, a moan. You wasn’t sure and couldn’t even tell you what it was except to say whatever sound you made caused Jay to jump back.

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His head whipped toward you, and his shocked eyes meet yours for a brief second before you ran back down the stairs. You heart felt like it was in your mouth. Escaping out the front door and down to the water, you continued to run aimlessly on the sand. About a mile down the beach, it became necessary to stop and catch your breath, even though you wanted to keep running.

You’d gotten so wrapped up in Jay that you’d forgotten how sick you was this afternoon. It was all hitting you again as you stumbled over to the shoreline and vomited into the ocean.

You collapsed into the sand and must have sat there for over an hour. The sun was starting to go down, and the tide was coming in. It felt like everything was closing in on you. You knew you couldn’t avoid going home forever.

“What if he told Yunjin what I’d done? That I was watching him.”

What excuse could possibly give him that would explain why hiding behind his door, watching him ejaculate like it was a Fourth of July fireworks performance?

You decided that you needed to get home before Yunjin did. Maybe you could convince him not to say anything. Brushing the sand off your thighs, you made your way back over to the house. Your heart nearly stopped upon finding Jay standing in the kitchen, drinking out of a glass of lychee juice.

You stood silently behind him and watched as he put the container back. Jay turned around and finally noticed you standing there. His hair was wet. He must have taken a shower to wash away the awkwardness of your encounter.

Looking painfully handsome in a brown t-shirt that fit his chest like a glove, he just stared you down. You braced yourself for his humiliating words. Your heart was beating out of your chest as he just continued to look at you blankly without saying anything. He slowly walked toward you, and all of the muscles in your body tightened. He was going to get in your face and do it.

Jay stood inches away from you. He smelled so effing good, like soap and cologne. You can feel the heat of his body, and you knees started to feel weak. He stared deeply into your eyes. It wasn’t necessarily an angry glare, but it wasn’t a happy or amused look either. After several seconds of silence, he took a deep breath in and said, “You smell like vomit.”

Just as you opened your mouth to respond, he turned around and walked away back toward the stairs before disappearing. “Is that all? I smelled like vomit?”

Wondering he was going to let the whole thing go or was he just saving it for later when Yunjin came home.

Business at Yeonjun’s had really suffered since losing The Ruckus their headlining band. Suga had managed to fill the spot each night with mediocre local talent, but people were noticing the difference. The place would empty out much earlier than normal, and you weren’t getting as many customers in general.

You knew that Yunjin had spoken to Jay about taking on a few nights, but last you’d heard, he wasn’t interested. So, you could imagine your surprise when he turned up at Yeonjun’s one early Friday evening with his guitar strap wrapped around him.

At first, you didn’t realize it was him until he looked over at you. Butterflies swarmed in your stomach the moment you noticed him standing near the door, looking like he didn’t know where to go. Since it was unseasonably cool out, he was wearing a navy hoodie and a beanie. It always seemed to bring out his eyes.

Given how he’d treated you, your physical attraction to him never ceased to amaze you. Jay’s exterior, which was so different from what you remembered, helped distract from what you knew was inside. The truth was, as much as you wanted him physically, it still didn’t compare to the longing that remained for your old friend.

He never mentioned the jerk-off encounter to Yunjin, nor did he torture you about it. You didn’t know why he decided to give you a pass on that, but it was eternally grateful. Yunjin had gotten called out of town for an audition this morning. You’d assumed that he was going to go back with her.

You stopped wiping the table you’d been cleaning and walked over to him. “What are you doing here?”

He lifted his guitar from around his neck. “What does it look like I’m doing?”

“I thought you went to NY with Yunjin.”

“She’s not going to be gone very long. And I already committed to this gig.” He’d said it almost scornfully.

“I thought you were against playing here. I overheard you telling her that you’d rather perform at a prison than a lowly beach hut.”

“Yeah. Well, I guess she showed your boss some footage of me, and he made me an offer I couldn’t refuse.”

“How long will you be playing here?”

“I don’t know. A few weeks. Until we leave.”

“You’re not staying the whole summer?”

“No. That was never the plan.”

Disappointment set in. You should have been happy that he was leaving soon, but hearing that news had the opposite effect on you. “Wow. Okay. Well, do you need me to show you around?”

“I’m good,” he said before walking away from you, heading toward the back of the restaurant. Jay disappeared for at least an hour. He was scheduled to perform at 8, so he had about 10 minutes to go before show time.

Your curiosity got the best of you as you went in search of him. The door to one of the back rooms was cracked open, and you could see him downing a bottle of beer and looking stressed. You wondered if he ever got nervous before a show.

Even he considered performing here a joke, he was still going to be putting himself out there.

His eyes darted to the side, and he noticed you standing there. Just stared at each other. It was ironic, but the only times you could ever feel the remnants of your old connection were in fleeting moments of silent eye contact. Sometimes moments of silence spoke the loudest.

You left him alone again, making your way back down the hall and into the restaurant to tend to the customers you’d been ignoring.

Without Yunjin working tonight, you were short-staffed, and you was having a hard time keeping up with the orders. Yeonjun’s had indoor and outdoor seating. Normally, you would only be working one section, but tonight you was going back and forth between the two.

It was nice out, so you knew they would have Jay performing outside. You kept glancing over to the stage to see if he was there. It's 8:05 pm, and he hadn’t made an appearance yet.

You was in the middle of serving a large party of ten when you first heard it the chilling sound of a soulful voice that was not familiar in the least. He gave no introduction, just started to sing out the first few words followed by the strum of his guitar. The song that Jay had chosen to start with was a cover of Drunk Text by Henry Moodie.

The entire room soon quieted down, and all eyes were on the stunning blond male specimen with the spotlight shining down on him. Despite the fact that you was carrying a large round tray of dirty dishes, you couldn’t move. Aside from the lone teardrop that fell the night he lost it on you during steak dinner, you hadn’t shed any more tears until now.

It was all too much. Hearing how different his voice sounded, how he’d trained it over the years, was a wake-up call as to how much you had missed. All of the hours of practice that must have gone into honing that beautiful voice, and you wasn’t there for any of it. The guilt, the emotions, the reality of a decade gone, everything started to pummel you at once.

He had to have true talent to perform solo acoustically. All eyes were on him and nothing else. There were no distractions to take away from a cracked voice or any other screw ups. Jay singing the song flawlessly. The vibration of his voice is like a deep massage to your entire being.

“I’m Jay. I’ll be here for the next few weeks. Thanks for coming out tonight.”

Applause and a few whistles rang out. Your focus on Jay had prevented you from tending to your customers. A few of them were waving you down, antsy for refills, so you took their orders and made your way over to the bar. He took a sip of beer then spoke through the mic again.

“This next song is an original I recently wrote myself. Hope you like it.” He strummed the guitar once and added, “It’s called, She Likes to Watch.”

Your body stilled upon hearing the title and it took a few seconds to register. “This song goes out to all the sneaky little voyeurs out there. You know who you are.”

The retaliation that you’d assumed he’d waived was in fact simply delayed and about to be dished out in all its glory. You refused to look over toward the stage. The bartender placed the drinks in front of you, and you forced your wobbly legs to move long enough to drop them off to their rightful owners before the song started.

When the song eventually ended, the crowd went wild. They apparently loved the idea behind it.

”Did he really just put things that just happened? Or just a coincidence?” When you finally garnered the courage to look over at him, he flashed a mischievous smile before moving right into the next song.

*****

At nine the next morning, you was still in bed when you heard the front door open. You could hear the muffled sounds of Yunjin and Jay’s voices as she joined him in couch. She must have left the city really early in the morning to come back here.

As much as you really liked Yunjin, something was unsettling about her return. There was always an underlying jealousy that you couldn’t help feeling.

Around noon, you threw on a terry cloth sundress before joining them in downstairs. The sun pouring into the kitchen was blinding. Jay smirked and lifted the carafe. “Coffee?”

You flashed an exaggerated smile. “You know what? Yes. I would love some.” Determined to continue your façade about loving Jay’s coffee, instead you becoming addicted to his coffee fusion.

He brushed it off. “It was fine. It’ll give me something to do to pass the time here.”

“What did you play?”

“I tried out a new song.”

You swallowed.

“The one you played for me the other night?” she asked.

“No. A different one.”

It dawned on you that Jay probably chose to perform She Likes To Watch last night in particular only because Yunjin wasn’t there. It still baffled you that he was keeping the whole incident to himself when he could have just told her and embarrassed the sh*t out of you. He smiled at you. “Want a refill?”

You smiled bigger. “Don’t mind if I do. This stuff is really growing on me. Quite a surprise.”

“Well, I know you love surprises.” You rolled your eyes at him. Thankfully, Yunjin had no way of knowing what he was referring to.

At night, Jay practically become a local star in Newport overnight. The crowd at Yeojun’s was nearly double what it had been before he became the nightly entertainment. The newest patrons were primarily young women who had heard about the hot new headlining guitarist. Yunjin and you were just headed out the door to work when her cell phone rang.

“Sh*t. Hold up. It’s my agent,” she said.

You waited in the doorway for her to take the call. After a few seconds, her hands started trembling.

“You’re kidding. You’re kidding!” Jumping up and down, she covered her mouth.

“Oh my God! Yes, of course, I can.” Finally, she just let out a yelp of excitement.

“Thank you for letting me know! So, what’s next? Okay. I’ll call you tonight,” she said before hanging up.

“What’s going on?”

Yunjin let out a scream of joy and pulled you into a hug, her boney frame pressing against your ample chest.

“I got the part of understudy for a pretty big role on Broadway! It was one of the two auditions I had last week. I had thought it was a longshot. My agent wasn’t even going to send me initially!” When she let out another loud squeal, Jay came downstairs.

“What the hell is going on down here?” She ran toward him and threw herself into his arms.

“I got understudy!”

“Are you kidding? That’s awesome!”

Feeling awkward and like a third wheel, you cleared my throat and said, “Congratulations, Yunjin. I’m so happy for you.”

“When does this all go down?”

“They want me in NY in a couple of days.”

He looked frazzled. “Oh, Alright. I wish I hadn’t committed to that gig at Yeonjun’s. I would have just gone back with you.”

“It’s okay. It’s only a couple more weeks that you promised him, right? It’ll go by fast.”

“Yeah.”

Yunjin smiled. “Be nice to Y/n.”

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SONIC 3 MAJOR SPOILERS!!!

PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THE FILM

My Sonic 3 Review:

Opening the film with Shadow waking up to memories of Maria I am SICK

Maria... was playing... Live and Learn... on guitar... omg... my heart...

OZZY'S "You stole my hoomans!" LMAOOOOOO

The fact that when Sonic says to Tom "I don't know what I'd do without you, I'd probably be a completely different hedgehog", they cut to Shadow - that is PEAK cinematography!

SHADOW ON HIS MOTORBIKE!!!

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY AGENT STONE ON A MOTORBIKE HELLO???

Tails wanted to go the chao garden he is so adorable I love him so much 😭 and the look on his face when they start performing he's just a little guy 🥺

THE WAY THE CHAO WERE RUNNING ABOUT WHEN THE CHAO GARDEN WAS ATTACKED WAS SO FUNNY

Eggman watching telenovelas is so accurate actually

Agent Stone is just so in love isn't he? In fact the Stobotnik scenes in this film were some of my favourite scenes - Lee Majdoub you're amazing

Keanu Reeves was AMAZING as Shadow

Shadow looked so scared when he was put in the tank and it was filling with water poor baby 🥺

One thing that was NOT on my Sonic 3 bingo chart was COMMANDER WALTERS FUCKING DYING??? THEY KILLED THE OLIVE GARDEN GUY???

Maria drawing a bunny face over Shadow in the tank she is so precious I love them both so much 😭

The little montage of Shadow and Maria hanging out made me SICK (in a good way) especially that scene when he's running through the halls pulling her behind him on her rollerskates LOL

NOOOOO SHADOW YOU'RE NOT AN ALIEN FREAK DON'T LISTEN TO THAT STUPID MOVIE

"There's still light, even when the star's not there anymore" okay so I'm just gonna cry into my popcorn now thx

Stone calling Tails adorable he is so real for that

Eggman saying that he's "undesirable to all possible genders" 🤨🏳️‍🌈 'whoa he's bisexual I didn't know that!'

Speed reference!

"It's like we're in a movie and we're both being played by the same actor! *Slowly stare into camera*" That fourth wall break was BRILLIANT

I can't decide whether Tom's puppet of himself is absolutely hilarious or absolutely terrifying

The montage of Eggman and Gerald lol! (but poor Stone was left out ☹️)

The entire London break-in scene was great! Especially when Knuckles finally got to break the glass!

REVENGE GUAC

Can we take a minute to appreciate the complete contrast between Gerald saying "a WOMAN in the MILITARY 😒" and Shadow saying that the girl in the telenovela should kill both the guys fighting over her because she's "not a prize to be won"?

Also Shadow watching a telenovela and telling the girl to kill both guys is so accurate LMAO he really said 'YOU LEAVE THAT LATINA ALONE!'

Ngl for a hot second I GENUINELY thought Tom was dead that was SCARY

Are we gonna talk about the fact that Gerald and Shadow were ready to kill themselves if it meant getting revenge?

The way Shadow's face changes and he flashbacks to Maria when he sees Sonic knelt next to Tom begging him to wake up... The parallels between Sonic and Shadow in this film... Oh my goodness...

Sonic getting mad enough to steal the Master Emerald from Knuckles was also NOT on my Sonic 3 bingo chart - I thought we were gonna see them fight each other for a sec which was CRAZY

I'm not the biggest Wade fan but Sonic effortlessly taking the Master Emerald from him and him replying "well I tried" was comedy GOLD - all that training in the Knuckles series for nothing huh 😂

Sonic turning super for vengeance purposes oh my goodness...

Maria's death scene really gave me goosebumps - the way Commander Walters shouts "don't shoot they're children!" - the way Shadow's face changes when he sees Maria dead - the way Gerald was crying...

I think it really says a lot about G.U.N that in this version, they didn't even shoot Maria but they were still actively responsible for her death - that officer DID shoot and he DID try and aim at Maria and that explosion WAS caused by him

Obviously I hate G.U.N but I actually feel kinda bad for Walters now like he really did try to save her didn't he 🫤

Both Gerald and Walters refer to Maria AND Shadow as children which I appreciate cuz it shows how young Shadow really was when everything went to hell for him - he's just a baby your honour he didn't MEAN to blow up earth 🥺

Sonic attacking Shadow in super form was just... WOW! He was REALLY angry wasnt he?

SUPER SONIC VS SUPER SHADOW??? HOLY SHIT!!! THAT BATTLE WAS EPIC!!! 🤯

Sonic almost killing Shadow over him almost killing Tom was a really great way to relate Sonic and Shadow's stories - Sonic coming around when Shadow points to his heart, thinking about what Tom said at the start of the film parallelling Shadow then coming around after remembering what Maria said to him... This is one hell of a film!

Sonic and Shadow watching the sun come up together as Shadow repeats what Maria says about light and stars 😭

"Don't tell me you've got a catchphrase..." "Yep, and everyone loves it!" Another fourth wall break that did NOT disappoint.

LIVE AND LEARRRRRN!!! HANGING ON THE EDGE OF TOMMOROW— 🎶

THEY DID THE SA2 POSE!!! I REPEAT, THEY DID THE SA2 POSE!!! AND IN SUPER FORM TOO!!!

Did they just... fucking... incinerate Gerald... wtf.... RIP I guess...

Shadow attacked those robots with SUPER CHOAS SPEARS in one scene!!! Which is AWESOME!!!

Eggman switching sides cuz even he knows blowing up the world is a bad idea 👍

I could go on and on and on about the Super Sonic and Super Shadow scene IT WAS SO GOOD!!!

Sonic falling to earth gave me a heart attack. Tails then falling to earth whilst trying to save Sonic also gave me a heart attack. Knuckles going to save them both making me think he was also gonna fall to earth gave me a third heart attack.

The way I physically leaned forward in my seat when Shadow took off his inhibitor rings—

They pissed on the moon.

We've seen Shadow smile so much in this film and it is SO refreshing to see! That smile right before he and Sonic team up to attack those robots Gerald sends after them is my favourite smile we've ever seen on him.

Eggman dedicated his last speech before dying to Stone 😭😩🥹 AND STONE SAYING "I CAN'T LOSE YOU AGAIN" THEY BETTER KISS IN THE NEXT FILM I SWEAR—

Team Sonic hug 🥹

Ending on the race was perfect (bonus points for Ozzy barking with subtitles again because that was HILARIOUS)

WE GON RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT TILL WE RUNNING OUTTA ROAD 💃💃💃

OMG AMY! AMY AMY AMY OH MY GOODNESS AMY! HELLO AMY! I'VE MISSED YOU SWEET AMY! AMY AMY AMY AMY AMY AMY!!! I GOT SO EXCITED WHEN I SAW THAT HAMMER! AMY ROSE! HI!!! YOU LOOK SO GOOD!!! AMY AMY AMY!!!

Oh yeah and Metal Sonic.

AMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

So great to see that Shadow's NOT dead (although tbf I did kinda expect that - it would've been unlikely that they genuinely kill him off when he's such a popular character)

Honestly I think the END end credits scene was a perfect set up for a Shadow spinoff, like they HAVE to make one now

I also think the two end credits scenes together show that Eggman isn't really dead either - again it would be unlikely for them to kill him off PLUS if Shadow managed to chaos control himself out of there he could've easily gone back for Eggman too (and I mean who else is gonna be responsible for creating Metal Sonic?)

AMY, PEOPLE, AMY!!!

Overall, I think it's pretty clear that I LOVED this film! It was amazing and I'm already excited for the next one lol! ❤️

[nalyra-dreaming]

So, finally watched Sinners.

Some thoughts, more or less personal, under the cut.

First off - it lives up to the hype and, like, incredibly so. Also, glad I rewatched IWTV so obsessively bc I could understand much more easily than I‘d feared. (Also I‘m glad I didn’t watch it dubbed in Switzerland).

The use of sound effects and music is incredible, and the little hand print on the stone destroyed me. The way some parts of dialogue are laid over while something else happens… I sat so often with goosebumps, with the things said - and unsaid.

I‘m not gonna get in a huge meta here, there’s plenty out there.

It was very, very refreshing how the sex scenes were portrayed. Feelings and lust, yes, but the focus was very much on that, with shame beautifully absent.

“My Momma‘s Daddy was half black“ was (a) really interesting (backstory and discussion), because guess what… so was mine. Interesting how that was threaded in.

The modern music and dancers (and other musicians with the voiceover) mixed in, ingenious. I have mentioned the goosebumps, right? 😅

The (changing) accent work is awesome, especially when our dearrst vampires try to come in first (and kinda try to suck up). Really nice.

My vampire loving ass cackled with them drooling I got to say. Very nice.

“Pale, pale moon“. Just… wow.

And then the shift into the more vampiric story - I know it’s not even remotely comparable but it still reminded me of that shift in “From Dusk Till Dawn“ where the genre shifts? widens? You know? And it’s a seamless transition, fitting sooooo well.

I really liked how realistic the wounds were, and the blood/teeth. And the reflective eyes!!! And the hint of mesmerizing their victims…. nice nice nice.

The prayer at the end!!! And the (mocking) “baptism“!!

And then the silver parts of the guitar.

Also, all the performances????! Holy shit.

The only thing was maybe: why did they (almost) all stay to burn?! But it made for a very cool soul-disappearing-into-purgatory effect, that’s for sure. 😅

But then, the extension of the opening scene… 🙌

So yeah. What a movie. I‘m gonna be rewatching this one obsessively, too, I can tell. 🤓 Soooo much to unpack and analyze. And I cried at the end. And the post credit!! Ugh. The way they made a clean statement wrt choice vs assimilation there, too.

Thanks to everyone writing metas.

And now I have to listen to the OST :))

[cyborgdumptruck]

A review for Sonic Movie 3. Anyone who hasn't watched it yet, please do, I highly recommend it. The following text will contain some spoilers. For the record, I have been a Sonic fan since I was 10, so to me these movie series are a great deal.

I played Sonic Adventure not so long time ago, around 2020, unfortunately I just didn't have a console. So the feelings I had after the walkthrough were fresh (just as recent MGS3 walkthrough). So, this is my personal view on the movie adaptation.

Character design—As many fans have mentioned since the first movie, the redesign of the characters was a great move. They all look organic in a realistic environment. The quills and fur feel soft, and the details of the models are great.

Jim Carry did a great job portraying Robotnik. All of his scenes and his performance as Gerald are perfect, funny and close to the canonic Eggman. He had fun with this role for sure :3 Look at them go!

Agent Stone x Robotnik ship is now canon (Robotnik literally said, 'I love you' to him in his last moments), and I couldn't stop saying 'aaaaw' about their scenes.

OMG they even added CHAO

Maria's sequence is cute and fulfilling, she needed it. In games, she barely has screen time, so it is a big plus.

Also, the Ark was moved to Earth, Gerald is alive, and this plot line was different in Sonic Adventure, too, but I think it still makes sense. I like how the screenwriters made the plot fit the realistic setting and also filled the plot holes that were in the game.

No Biolizard boss fight :(

'I found you faker' scene reimagined was a chef's kiss

Shadow didn't say 'Chaos control' or 'I am the Ultimate Life Form' and that's alright.

No Black Doom, but the 'Black Arms' meteorite that arrived on Earth gives us the needed lore about Shadow's origin.

The final battle scene, the conversation between Sonic and Shadow on the moon, was fantastic. I almost got a tear. It's beautiful, they finally settle things between each other. Sonic just couldn't kill him; he is just not the type of character. The scrip writers dove deep into the lore and adapted it brilliantly.

Sonadow now feels more canon than ever. My inner shipper screams, "I must draw something with them." I also love the parallels of the moon scene. Of course, I also instantly thought of the Cyberpunk 2077 moon scene.

Tails and Knuckles were cute, and the group hug in the end was just aaaaw. Sonic Team & Knuckles made me chuckle 😄

I would like to rewatch it in English dub, obviously for Idris Elba and Keanu Reeves.

When 'Live and Learn' started playing I had goosebumps, and almost jumped out of my sit

Metal Sonic's and Amy's appearance was peak after the credits, holy shit

In conclusion, Sonic 3 is one of the greatest game adaptions I have seen so far. Every detail and every action scene doesn't feel overwhelming, I actually don't mind the plot's slight alteration from the canon. I enjoyed it a lot and I had lots of fun!

[duelinthesun]

what is your favorite Phil fact please I yearn for knowledge

Hi, i'm so so sorry it took me so long to answer! That yesterday's message pushed me to finally finish this post. So here's a bunch of cute or interesting or just phil things I think about a lot

1. My favourite fact is that he's silly as you can see in his War is Over songbook, where he put a picture of himself in a trashcan right next to the excerpts from negative reviews of his music😭

Couple years later he referenced the Esquire critique in his Midnight Special performance (55:35)

This is the performance he watched with those college kids he met right before and here is one of them recalling it:

2. Another amazing thing is that he was R. L. Stine's classmate in Ohio State University and both of them were involved in the humour magazine The Sundial there. Phil once told Stine he should ditch the magazine and start writing novels. Stine did that and moved to New York to pursue career as a writer, which resulted in him writing the Goosebumps series!! Sure, even if Phil hadn't told him to leave, he *probably* still would've written them, BUT! what if not?? So, we can still say we have Phil to thank for the existence of the series

3. Whatever this is (shame he lost)

4. His last meeting with Meegan is something i think about frequently. She was so young when she lost her dad, and since she didn't even live with him she got to spend so little time with him:(

"On the last day that I saw him, we went to the flea market in Sausalito, and he bought me a set of encyclopedias. And I'm pretty confident that he knew he wasn't going to be seeing me again. And he also got me a cat, which he named Rimbaud. When I was 20, and read Arthur Rimbaud, it was like, "Oh, OK. I see." I do feel like they're seeds. He was trying to leave me with little bits and pieces that I would discover over time."

5. I can't find the source right now, but I'm 99.9% positive that i've heard it from @imgonnasayitnow (Hi Tori, I hope you don't mind me tagging you). So, when Phil went on a farm to buy Pigasus for DNC 68, he got attacked and knocked to the ground by a herd of puppies, which is the cutest thing ever

6. When he was arrested in Chicago in 1968 he was behaving like a 15yo boy and bragging about his music? Go off Phil (this is a pic of his FBI file i saw on Tori's account and honestly most of the fun things I know about Phil i know from them, they're the best😅 shout out to her!!)

7. Phil's drawings that look like they really are a 15 yo boy's doodles instead of a 30+ yo man😭 (I hope the Woody Guthrie Center puts them on a exhibition one day... please...)

8. And the last thing is his response to Boradside's critic Ralph Earle who mixed up Roger Taylor and Gregory Peck in his (terrible) review of Pleasures of the Harbor

[brighter-by-the-daly]

Rachel Daly x Reader

Back to the Start

AN: Another follow on fic to my original RD x R series - a look at where the couple is now.

*Part of this story mentions neurodivergence, this is based on my own diagnosis and for the sake of the story, Rachel or Millie have never said that they are*

Laying on the sofa in the house you have recently moved into with Rachel felt like bliss – a full circle moment. Your head rested on her lap while the TV glowed in the background as you both scrolled on your phones after a long day at work. Rach had recently stepped down from international duties which meant she had more time to build a life with you but you didn’t let her make the decision lightly. Watching her last game in the stands when nobody knew it would be the end made you sad but the pictures and shirts hung up around the house reminded you both that it happened. You had chatted over tonights dinner so the silence and unwinding was welcomed as you let go of all the workplace drama.

“I’ve been offered tickets to a show tonight, do you wanna go?” Rachel broke the silence making you drop your phone and look up at her, you had been looking forward to relaxing since the start of your shift this morning. You were finally getting over the stress of moving and was enjoying spending time in your first home with your fiancée so your reply wasn’t encouraging. “Err..what is it?” your tone of voice already telling her that you weren’t keen on moving from the sofa anytime soon. Running her fingers through your hair she knew how tired you were. “Something called Six in London?” she said, moving the phone away from her face and gazing down at you to see your reaction,“Six?!” your demeanor quickly changed, sitting upright suddenly in excitement. “I’ve wanted to see that for ages!” your eyes glowed with enthusiasm that wasn’t there a few moments ago. “They’ve said we can meet them beforehand if we get there early enough too?” Suddenly filled with a whole truck load of energy you started bouncing around the room gathering your make up, mirror and hair brush while ticking over outfits in your mind. “Oh, I do like being your girlfriend, you know that right?” you gushed, leaning over the back of the sofa to kiss her but she pulled away before you could. “Excuse me! You’re my fiancée remember!” she screeched cheekily and waved your own hand in your face to remind you of the ring on your finger. “How could I forget” you blushed, admiring your ring, “I can’t wait to marry you” holding both her cheeks you brought her in for the kiss she’d backed away from a few moments earlier. “I can’t wait to call you my wife” she breathed in between your lips stroking together. “Say that again” your words mumbled seductively into her mouth, leading her to snap her head away from yours and start to dramatically perform to an invisible audience. “What? My wife? Oh yes this is my wife (y/n), Mrs (y/n) Daly, that’s her, the love of my life!” You giggled as the goosebumps trickled up your arms when she grabbed you and pulled you back onto the sofa with her. 

The instructions in the email Rach had received told you to get dropped at the stage door which allowed you to enter the theatre in secret. Since coming back from the World Cup you were lucky if you made it around the local supermarket without being stopped 3 times - your whole life had changed and now you’d become Rachel’s personal photographer when it came to the fans. Sometimes they asked for a picture with you too but that was a rare occasion so you revelled in the days where you could sneak into somewhere without being spotted and try to live a normal life like before. You met the actresses and took photos together that would be used as promo on the show’s socials (this always seemed to be part of the package when you’re invited somewhere for free, you didn’t mind if it saved you money though!) then was shown the way to your box. You’ve been in boxes for shows before but this was like another world, it had a door for a start and the normal seats had been replaced with a sofa, allowing you to snuggle close together away from everyone to enjoy the show. It was amazing and you both really enjoyed it, the songs had you up and clapping at the end wishing you could watch it all over again.

You let most of the crowds leave before you did then took a stroll down to Trafalga Square, you’d never seen it at night before. “Is this bringing back memories?” you asked flicking your eyes around the vast empty space and wrapping your arms around your lady. Remembering the Euros celebration and Rach singing her Rag Doll in front of thousands of fans. You were one of them, smitten with her brave and carefree attitude how she did that without a care in the world. “I was… stood right around here, I think” you said slowly, waiting for her to catch on. Rachel who was watching the traffic looked at you stunned - “this is when my crush started, you singing in front of everyone, being so happy and just not giving a shit about anything, I loved it, made me want to care less about what people think, it was brave.. and sexy” you said fiddling with her hair between your fingertips. “I still can’t believe I did that to be honest, I think I was still drunk and thought fuck it” she laughed. “I couldn’t take my eyes off you.. still can’t” winking at her, “and now you’re marrying me” she gushed.. “and now, I’m marrying you” confirming what she’d said your eyes sparkled looking up at her. Walking over towards the fountain Rach quizzed you on why you hadn’t told her you were at the celebration before, you said that you were waiting for a cute time and this seemed like it.

Perching on the ridge of the fountain wall you positioned yourselves to be looking at each other, London had never seemed so peaceful and calm. “Do you think our lives are planned out for us when we’re born?” Rachel asked, making you take a minute to think; you had studied philosophy and ethics in school and this was something you had written countless essays on, it’s typically a Christian view and being agnostic you allow yourself to believe in anything you want. “Not necessarily, but our story makes me think fate exists. Like my life wasn’t planned for me, I’ve made all of this happen, nothing is taking away my own achievements. But was it fate that lead me to you?” you paused in thought, stroking her leg. “Maybe.. seems to be more and more coincidences as time goes on. But then, can it be called coincidences because I was here celebrating your win? Because so was a lot of people. So who knows” you shrugged, leaving her to put forward her thoughts. “I believe in fate, I believe you were and are my fate and everything that’s happened has lead me to you. If I didn’t sing that, would you have fancied me? Would you have been front row, would you have taken my shirt? Then slept with me, come home with me and never left? Because if I didn’t sing that song you wouldn’t have started fancying me, no?” she projected. “You could be right there, your personality shone that day and that is what I fall for so..” you drifted off. “I’ve always been told by girlfriends that I’m too much, I’m a lot to handle. Then I was diagnosed with ADHD and everything just made sense. Millie has it too, must be why we became best friends” she drifted off. “You’re neurodivergent?” you interrupted with a hint of surprise in your voice. “Yeahhh?” her reply seemed coy, trying to gauge your reaction and whether it was good or bad. “Me too! I’ve read that we gravitate towards each other! Okay. It’s official. I do believe in fate!” you exclaimed excitedly, shaking her lightly with a huge smile on your face. “Woah, I was so worried to tell you in case it scared you off” her voice became more high pitched with every admission, “me too! I can’t believe it!” You hugged happily knowing neither of you have to hide that side of yourselves anymore but stopped suddenly when your excitement nearly landed you in the cold and murky fountain water. “Baby, nothing will scare me off. I’m marrying you for you, you’ll never be too much for me. The more the better!” you reassured her, both smiling with deep knowledge that you were both absolutely meant for each other. Sitting side by side on the fountain wall you talked for what seemed like hours, the cool evening breeze gently tousling your hair, you began reminiscing about the start of your relationship and how far you’d had come.

“We should probably go catch our train” Rach said glancing at her watch. You smiled and kissed her one last time before leaving, basking in the glow of the city lights and the warmth of each other's love, you knew that your story was far from over. But one thing was certain - you were in it together, forever and always.

[writteninthesewalls28]

Family

A story of a girl finally finding happiness

Summary: Milly and Calum are at the Old-Me video shoot and Calum proposes to her (Face claim btw is Olivia Holt)

Dedication: I am dedicating this to @niallermybabe because I know that she would have loved this and I planned about writing this in december 2023 and actually talked to her about it. Bells, you sadly never got to tell me what you think about my concrete plans for this, but at this point, I´m going to imagine all the MILLUM FLUFF messages from you. Thank you for being part of my life even though there was still so much for us to do.

For @bemyvalentinechallenge 2025: prompt 7 "marriage"

Warnings: none

Tagging @surrowndedbylights and @dyingstarsinyoursky28 because I think they would like this

The writing “ANNANDALE HOTEL” on the corner of the street sent goosebumps over my entire body. This is where it all began, where the band began. 

It´s a full life-circle moment, glancing over to Calum, I can see that he is feeling the same way. He and I never went back to this place, it all happened too fast: Going viral, being on tour with my brother Louis and 1D. Even if we wanted, we spent no time thinking about going back here. 

And as much nostalgia as I am feeling right now, the thought of setting a foot into the bar where I watched 5SOS perform in front of a crowd for the first time makes my head spin.

The guys are filming their music video for the single “Old Me” today and all four of them wanted me to be a part of it. When Calum first asked me if I wanted to be a part of this historically important project, I denied. It seemed like the most realistic thing to do, for both my anxiety of being bullied by the media for simply existing, but also to have less attention on me. 

It took Ashton, Luke and Micheal to come to our house and begging me to participate. They wanted to make the video sequence to look as realistic as possible and me not being there would apparently be unbearable. And, I mean? Who could not say yes to 3 friends pleading at you? Right, me neither. 

Fast forward, it was a warm February morning and me and Calum collectively took a moment to prepare ourselves for this nostalgic experience we were about to witness. 

We were the first to arrive besides the camera team. Patiently waiting for the others, I noticed Calum nervousness. We were standing in the middle of the bar, staring right at the stage they played on 10 years ago. I grabbed Calum´s arm and he looked down on me. “Is everything alright?” I whispered, not wanting to have the technical team eavesdropping on us. 

Calum nodded, but seemed absent, like he is lost in the past, in something that keeps his mind busy. 

“Don´t lie to me. I know there´s something on your mind.” I gave him a soft smile. “You know you can talk to me, right?” 

“Thanks, sweetie. But everything´s alright. It´s just a lot to take in, you know?” 

Even though that didn´t seem like the honest answer, I didn´t ask further. If he didn´t want to talk about it, then I should leave it. 

Sooner or later, Ashton, Luke and Micheal arrived and with them the younger actors that would portray them as teenagers, playing their first ever concert. 

What I didn´t knew, the team also casted a younger me. In front of me stood a 17 year old girl living not far from where the Annandale Hotel is, whose name would be Milly for the next hours of shooting this music video. 

To be honest, I couldn´t move. It caught me completely by surprise, but I still had enough control over my own body to go up to her and introduce myself. 

“Hey, I´m Milly. You´re me?” I asked with an amused smile on my face. 

“Hello, so nice meeting you. I´m Nico.” Her straight blonde hair did look exactly like mine and even her smile reminded me of old photos I still have of my time in Australia. 

“Come on, wanna meet the guys?” Nicos face lit up and I immediately knew she was a huge fan when it then turned into a mixture of shyness and excitement. “You like them?” I asked. 

She nodded aggressively. “Been listening to their music since their tour with One Direction.” As soon as she said that, her face was adorned with a form of horror. “Oh my god. I completely forgot you´re Louis Tomlinsons sister.” she breathed out. 

I chuckled. “Milly Tomlinson is my name, correct. So come on, let´s talk to the guys.” 

Nico hesitated, but she was too curious to let the opportunity slide to me her idols. 

“Calum, I found a fan.” I said, gently touching Nico´s back to introduce her to my boyfriend.

Before we could actually start shooting, it was a lot back and forth, we needed styling, the right outfits. There was a lot of work going into these shootings every time and I was in awe a little more every time as well. 

Me and Calum stayed close during the preparation, he knew how much pressure was on me without me saying a word, I guess he could sense my head aches by now. 

“Okay, let´s go guys.” the middle-aged man who was in charge of everything stood up and talked to the team. 

“We are first going to recreate the scene with the young actors, can I please get Harry, Tim, Peter, Lucas and Nico up on the stage?” 

The five of them walked up to the tiny staircase to get onto the stage. The group all in all had a stressed look on their face, already begging for it to be over probably. I saw so much of us in these kids, I wouldn´t even question it, if they told us, they were all secret relatives of us. 

“Aren´t they amazing?” I heard Calums voice next to me. When I glanced over to him, I saw him staring at the stage, just like he´s watching his younger self, like he travelled through time. 

“YOU are amazing.” I responded, making him smile. 

When he looked over to me and our eyes met, the brown of his eyes still made me melt like chocolate, as if there weren´t 10 years between our first meeting and today. I still love this man till death tears us apart. 

He gave me a quick kiss on the lips before he walked up to Micheal to talk something over. Even though it never seemed like it, my man is nearly as nervous as me at video shoots, but it never shows. To calm him down, it helps talking to one of his band mates who are in the same situation as him. 

Sooner or later, I had no idea where my boyfriend was, I was too focused on our younger selves doing an incredible job in front of the camera. Ashton helped his mini version how to play the drums so it look authentic and I talked to Nico a bit about how it really was to be watching the four guys 10 years ago, I guess it helped her to get more into the role and to portray my emotions better. 

“Okay, scene 3, take 5” someone shouted and the cameras rolled again. “She looks so perfect” played over someones phone audio, just so the actor for Luke could mouth the words and everyone else played their instrument to the beat. 

“CUT!” The cameras stopped filming and the actors stopped mid-action. “Okay, that´s it. Good job everyone, enjoy your break.” 

I just decided to go find Calum when Luke walked up to me. “Hey, Milly, could you get my phone from the dressing room? I must´ve left it there but don´t have enough time to go back right now.” 

I did question why he couldn´t just do it himself, since the producer officially called it a break, but I still went to do my friend a favor. 

As I walked through the door to get to the improvised dressing rooms for the band and other actors, the first thing that catched my eyes, were the rose petals on the ground.

Tons and tons of red roses lying on the ground.

I froze. Was this what I was thinking this is?

Slowly, I let my gaze wander through the dressing rooms. And there he was.

Calum, the love of my life, the man I turn to, who knows me like no one else was, kneeled in front of me. 

It all started to blur because I wasn´t able to hold back the tears that already ran down my cheeks. 

I got closer to him and asked. “What are you doing here?” I couldn´t hold back a quiet chuckle. 

“The thing I should´ve done way sooner.” tears were shimmering in his eyes as well, I noticed. “Mildred Tomlinson, do you want to marry me? Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?” He asked the question and I couldn´t help it but think about all the times I thought of him proposing to me or marrying Calum. We never talked about it, I was too afraid to ask him, if he would even want to marry me. 

And even though I secretly hoped to marry him one day, I never in my wildest dreams imagined him on one knee with a small little box in his hand. I thought it wasn´t his thing. That he wouldn´t want to make a big scene, Calum is a silent and introverted guy after all. 

“Yes! Yes, of course!” I shouted and ran up to him to wrap my arms around him and be surrounded by the love of my life. 

He gave me a little kiss on my cheek and even after all these years of being in a relationship with him, the butterflies came alive in my stomach and flew around like they never have before. 

I´m going to get married. 

I let Calum go and he put a small silver ring with a shiny diamond on my finger. His hands were shaking, so were mine, I don´t think I´ve ever been more happy in my entire life. 

“I love you, you idiot.” 

I heard loud clapping behind my back and found myself in front of not only the bandmates of my now-fiancée, but the entire camera crew of the music video who were filming all of this. 

“Did you plan this?” I asked in utter disbelief, my gaze wandering between Calum and the other guys, standing in the door. 

They all nodded at the same time. That´s when I turned back to Calum and gave him another hug. “You are unbelievable.” I whispered in his ear. 

[jrob64]

Her Favorite Moments of the Day

A CS Canon Compliant One-shot for CS Spooky Season/Autumnal Bingo

With this short one-shot, I can now say I have a bingo on my board! While the prompt 'creaky floorboards' was probably meant to have spooky connotations, my muse took this in a fluffy and slightly smutty direction. Thank you to @hollyethecurious for the fantastic idea of the autumn bingo board. Be on the lookout for some winter themed bingo stories in the coming months!

Thank you @hookedmom for being my beta once again!

Summary: Emma Jones's days include many moments with her husband and infant daughter, each one of which is her very favorite.

Rating: soft M (minor smut) and F (major fluff)

Words: 1191

Can also be found on Ao3 and ffn

Story under the cut

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Emma Jones watches her husband Killian lay the book he’s been reading aloud face down on the coffee table, as she rocks their eight-month-old daughter in the corner of their living room. “She’s finally asleep,” he says quietly, walking over to stand in front of his two blonde-haired loves.

When Hope was born, Killian placed the rocking chair in that specific location so his wife could look out at the ocean while she nursed their little girl. Emma knows it gives him endless pleasure seeing the two of them together, Hope gradually calming at the end of the day as Emma softly hums a lullabye.

Emma looks up at him. “Do you want to carry her upstairs?”

“Of course,” he whispers, carefully releasing a lock of his wife’s hair from their daughter’s lax grip. Then he gently lifts Hope into his arms, smiling down at her. Emma can tell he’s reveling in the feel of Hope’s sleep-stilled body against his chest. When she’s awake, she’s constantly on the move, scooting and crawling at a speed that has her parents fearful for her safety at times.

He turns and slowly glides across the floor, brushing kisses to the crown of the baby’s sweet-smelling head.

Emma watches them go with a sleepy smile on her face. Dusk has fallen outside, darkening the room enough to soften the edges. The fire Killian built in the hearth creates dancing shadows on the wall and a crackling soundtrack for their quiet home. After a hectic day of work and caring for a small, energetic child, the time she spends feeding her precious baby and watching her drift to sleep, while her beloved husband reads to them, are some of her favorite moments of the day.

As Killian approaches the stairs, she calls out to him unnecessarily. “Please avoid the creaky floorboards so she doesn’t wake up.”

“Aye, Love. You remind me every night.”

She does, because it’s part of their routine. She rises from the chair and heads to the bottom of the staircase so her eyes can follow him. He moves to the far right on the third step and skips the seventh one altogether. Watching his attractive backside as he performs the necessary movements is another one of her favorite moments of the day.

They’ve been married for years, but their affection and passion for each other hasn’t waned.

She goes into the kitchen to make hot cocoa, humming as she gathers the ingredients. She’s stirring the milk as it warms in the saucepan, when Killian comes up behind her, wrapping her up in his arms. “Something smells delicious,” he murmurs, nuzzling behind her ear, the low timber of his voice raising goosebumps of pleasure on her skin.

“You usually say that about my pancakes,” she says playfully.

“You’re well aware I’m not talking about anything you’re cooking on that stove, Love.”

She smiles. “The hot cocoa will be ready in a few minutes.”

“Ah, but I’m ready now,” he croons, pulling her tighter against himself so she can feel just how ready.

“What has gotten you so…worked up?” she gasps.

“I know you were watching me as I climbed the stairs. I could feel your gaze on me.”

“I love watching you avoid the creaky steps,” she admits. Biting her lip in anticipation, she turns in his arms to face him. “I love watching you do almost anything.”

He reaches around her and turns off the stove. “To hell with the cocoa,” he murmurs against her temple. Then he captures her lips, backing up until he bumps into the table behind him. They kiss hungrily, starved for each other, even though they just shared intimate moments that morning before Hope awakened.

“Upstairs,” she demands breathlessly.

He hoists her up, arms cradling her ass, and she wraps her legs around his hips. He walks them briskly through the kitchen and starts up the stairs. When he steps on the third one, it lets out a loud creak and they both freeze.

Listening intently, they breathe out a sigh of relief when all they hear is silence. “Sorry, Love,” he whispers. “I forgot.”

“Skip the seventh one,” she giggles.

He does, and they make it to their bedroom with no further mishaps. With practiced ease, they strip each other out of their clothes, lips eagerly exploring bared skin. These passionate moments are some of her favorites, too.

She moans as he pays special attention to her breasts, knowing how he loves that they’re still larger than usual. His clever fingers trace the shiny stretch marks that mar the smooth skin of her abdomen. She used to be self-conscious about them, but he assured her with his words and touch that he adores the reminders of her carrying their child.

Her hands aren’t idle. They stroke, caress and tease the places she knows bring him the most pleasure. Soon, husband and wife are panting and writhing, moaning and pleading. Their bodies are heated, slick with sweat and arousal. When he enters her, it’s familiar but completely new. They move in sync with one another, driving each other higher and higher, until they climax together.

As their bodies cool, his head cradled between her breasts, hand skimming her ribcage, she mumbles, “You deprived me of my hot chocolate.”

“Sorry, Love,” he chuckles. “I suppose you prefer that bloody beverage to intimacies with your husband.”

She tilts his face up to look into his eyes, her own conveying her sincerity. “Never,” she guarantees. “I will never have enough of you, my love.”

They’re in no hurry to move as they lay naked under the covers. These moments, when they are skin-to-skin after making love and having hushed conversations with each other, as their hands, fingers and lips roam, are more of her favorite moments of the day.

When they’re finally ready to move, Killian slips on some loose flannel sleep pants and goes downstairs to finish making the cocoa. Meanwhile, Emma cleans up, washes her face, moisturizes and gets into her pajamas.

He brings their beverages upstairs and they sip them contentedly, while each reads a book from a stack on their nightstand. When the mugs are empty, Emma takes them downstairs, completely forgetting to avoid the creaky stairs. She washes the dishes, double checks the lock on the front door, clicks off the lights and goes back upstairs.

Peeking into Hope’s room on the way back to theirs, she’s surprised to see Killian rocking their daughter. Upon seeing her questioning look, he murmurs with a grin, “You didn’t skip the creaky floorboards, Swan.”

Crossing the room with feather-light steps, she stops beside him, one hand carding through his thick hair, while the other softly caresses Hope’s rosy cheek. Bending down, she presses a kiss to the baby’s head, then one to Killian’s lips. She also counts quiet moments like these among her favorites.

Then again, when she thinks about it, every moment she spends with her husband and daughter are her favorite moments of the day.

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Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed this brief glimpse into Emma, Killian and Hope's life together. Be sure to check out all the fantastic offerings for the Autumn Bingo event found on Ao3 here.

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[putschki1969]

YKL vol.#20～Japanese Seal 20th Special～ Kanagawa Performance Broadcast

2024.06.09 Kanagawa・Kenmin Hall The second concert of this year's Yuki Kajiura live tour was broadcast last night on TBS Channel 1. The tour is titled “Special Japanese Seal” referring to the fact that no Japanese songs are performed. This exclusion does not apply to the encore section. User 蓝原延珠_ on Bilibili kindly provided their recording of the broadcast, you can watch it HERE. I was only able to download a 720p version (~1GB) of it but for the time being, it will do. I am eager to watch it and write a little report. Hopefully an HQ version will pop up in a few days. Without further ado, let's get going〈(•ˇ‿ˇ•)-→

overture〜アンチヒーロー〜Main Theme〜: Right off the bat, I'm noticing that the audio is quite dull and maybe even slightly tinny? Might be the specific recording but it's probably more a matter of the TV broadcasts generally having bad audio. That was clearly noticeable when you compared the Kaji Fes TV broadcast to the BD release. Anyway, we are off to a great start. Glad to see rito and Lino on stage from the get-go and not just for a couple of songs here and there. It always feels a bit awkward for them to have the status of "regular" members but only appearing on stage sporadically. I haven't listened to any songs from the Antihero soundtrack so this is all new to me. Classic YK, the type of song I will always gravitate towards. Beautiful harmonies. Enjoying the slight whine in Eri's voice, so emotional. Love when the epic part starts and you can hear an entire chorus in the background (maybe a bit too much studio magic going on here but I don't mind for grand sections like that). Must have been a real goosebumps moment at the live.

the four rings: Wow, this one is so good. Don't think I've heard it before. Not too familiar with the Heaven’s Feel OST tbh. Really getting goosebumps now. Although I will say that here, the post-editing is a bit overbearing, it seems to almost drown out the vocals of our songstresses. Don't get me wrong, it still sounds amazing and I am enjoying the hell out of it but I wonder how it was like at the venue (with presumably less studio magic). With six singers on stage, they can certainly achieve some powerful choral work but of course it would still pale in comparison to a larger choir. Nonetheless, this is an instant favourite. Hope they will perform it during the Asia tour leg. Although I kinda doubt it since they said that the setlist would be very different. But who knows, it's Fate/stay night so it's probably among the more-likely pieces to be performed among Yuki's huge repertoire. My guess is that they will stick to the most popular anime stuff because they know that will get the audience excited.

absolute configuration: Perfect transition. Never getting tired of this song. And I'm glad we are back to a more natural sound with less studio magic. Solid performance as always.

E.G.O: Have they ever performed this live for a home video release? I don't think so. It was included in one of the live complication albums (Fictionjunction 2010-2013) but I don't recall ever watching a live performance. I have to admit that I haven't even listened to the live audio track, must have dismissed it when I first got the album. I can understand why because it's not really my type of song. It's not bad but not my favourite either. Very old-school YK so that's fun. And there are a couple of nice Keiko parts, that's always a treat.

キッチン革命〜Main Theme〜: A completely new track from one of Yuki's most recent works. Definitely a perfect fit for a show called "Kitchen Revolution" XD Especially the percussion at the beginning. The harmony between Yuriko, Lino and rito works really well, they sound good together. Other than that, it probably won't become one of my favourite songs. Generally not a huge fan of Yuriko as main vocalist. No one does those gorgeous operatic higher harmonies like her but when the spotlight is on her, it's typically not my cup of tea.

voyagers: As far as I know, we only have the studio version and live audio from the compilation album as reference. No official live footage. The song has never really stuck out to me, it is okay but it's a bit too derivative of much better tracks from Yuki. Will keep it short so I don't trigger anyone. But it's definitely one of those songs where I prefer the version with Wakana. Joelle's vocals don't do anything for me here. But since I am not super invested in the song anyway, I can't say I care much.

Historia: opening theme: Beautiful rendition. Love that they brought all six vocalists back on stage for this. Naturally, I'm quite fond of Wakana's version once again (not least of all because this song will always have a connection to Kalafina) but Yuriko does a fanstatic job of singing her parts, admittedly, she has much better control so her voice sounds very crisp and lovely. Joelle provides great support here and their voices blend well together.

forest: Never been a fan. I didn’t like it when Wakana sang it and I don’t like it now that Joelle sings it. It’s not a bad song at all and Joelle sounds fine to me but it’s just not my cup of tea. Next.

My long forgotten cloistered sleep: Now THIS on the other hand I have always loved. I still remember everyone hating Wakana's live version during YKL Vol.#9 but I enjoy it quite a lot. It's true that it's probably not the best she has ever sounded but her vocals here certainly don't warrant all the nasty comments she has received throughout the years for that performance. Of course, I am also obsessed with that WaKei combo!! And you know me, I have a weakness for "lalala"s so this has definitely always been among my favourite YKL songs. As for this performance, I think both Wakana and Joelle are trying are little too hard to emulate Emily Bindiger's timbre. I personally don't think Emily Bindiger has a particularly nice voice so if anyone tries to sound like her, it's always a slight downgrade in my opinion. I'll just say this, if you are one of the people who say that Wakana sounds like a chipmunk in her version, you'll have to say the same thing about Joelle(¬_¬) Long story short, I don't mind this version with Joelle and Keiko. Still very enjoyable. Will definitely be listening to it on repeat.

I swear: Probably one of my least favourite Keiko songs but this is a decent performance. I might even like this more than some of the previous live rendition since it's a bit more delicate(?) I think.

fiction: Another song I could live without…The chorus is solid but it's not one of those songs I'd ever actively listen to.

I reach for the sun: Forever sad that they made Joelle the lead of this song. Keiko does a better job in my opinion and I like the song quite a bit more than "I swear". Overall, the English section has probably been the weakest so far, at least for me. I actually ended up fast-forwarding through most of it.

MC: This MC is quite interesting since Yuki asks her singers to share a story of something they are taking a break from right now. To explain the background of this question, it's a reference to the title of this year's tour: Nihongo Fuin = Japanese Seal ("fuin" basically means to seal up something. You are excluding it/taking a break from it/quitting it/etc). Lino says that despite being a huge lover of the sea, she has been taking a break from going to the beach and swimming in the sea during this summer because it might affect her voice negatively. Yuki has a funny response to that because she says that most of her songs have never really had a summer vibe and actually don't work very well in a summer atmosphere but for some reason, they have ended up always holding their annual tour during the summer time. Keiko has stopped drinking her beloved lattes for the past three months to prioritise her water intake. Gladly, she has overcome the worst parts of quitting already and is getting used to water. Yuki admired her stoic nature. Yuriko would typically refrain from certain things in preparation for a live tour but this year she has completely forgotten about that. About two weeks ago, she decided to quit ice-cream but she only did it half-hardheartedly because it was so hot that she ended up eating it anyway. So yeah, this is a big fail and it's really a "story of NOT taking a break from something" XD Joelle has stopped waking up early. Usually, she is the type to rise together with the sun but in order to increase her sleeping hours, she will wake up later when she is on tour. A restful sleep will help her body heal up and improve her voice. rito has quit chewing gum (and stopped eating certain chewy foods such as squid) because it's bad for your jaw and facial muscles. Kaori has taken a break from watching the drama "Anithero" (for which YK is composing music, the main theme having been performed as the intro of this live). Seems like the song is haunting her a bit too much and the story is getting to her. So once the tour is over and she is no longer singing the song, she will have an easier time watching the episodes. Yuki agrees that the main theme is quite haunting. Especially when she hears one of the singers rehearsing in the dressing-room right before a performance. Eri doesn't really have anything to tell the audience but she and Yuki briefly talk about the difficulties of learning so many songs with coined words.

Gaia: Wow, what a lovely song. Instant like. Really adore Eri here!! Such gorgeous high notes.

Credens justitiam: What a great team-up with Keiko, Eri, Yuriko and Joelle. Eri sounds great together here with Keiko. Does Yuriko sound a bit off here? I don't know. Not 100% into some of her parts.

hepatica: First time actively listening to this song. Very beautiful and tender. I feel like some of Yuki's KnK work might have been inspired by this song. Some parts immediately made me think of "Seventh Heaven".

godsibb: Waaah! Yes!! Always a joy to listen to this song. Glad everyone is on stage for a powerful finale.

Alone: I knew I would love this Pandora Hearts medley. I always do and this one is no exception. Flawless start.

Bloody rabbit: Some squeaky parts at the beginning but overall, solid.

Contractor: OBSESSED. One word. Perfection. There's a reason this is the performance I'm using for this post. I'm forever a slave to Keiko's solo part XD. Also, Eri is such a queen here! So cool!

zodiacal sign: This is the song where you can really tell that they are taking great care of Kaori's condition. No strenuous movements at all. How funny is it to see Rie joining the girls in their little dance?! Cute!! Super fun performance as always.

open your heart: Ughh, I do not like this song at all. They did "Sweet Song"/"paradise regained" for most of the other performances. Would have killed to get either of those two instead of "open your heart". Obviously, "Sweet Song" would have been perfect. From what I heard, the final concert with Kaori in July had an amazing and heart-warming performance of "Sweet Song".

En.Prologue〜このとほかやわらかい: Wish I could grow to love this song. It deserves my love, I know it. But I just can't get into it. But hey, it's a cool performance, I can't deny that. During her solos, Kaori sounds a bit nasal in my opinion. Nothing that takes away from the performance but it's certainly noticeable (throughout the live to be honest - at least during the few songs where she has a substantial solo part. I think you can also hear it during the main MC. Either she had a minor cold that day or it's just a symptom of her pregnancy. Lowered nasal resonance is actually a very common thing for pregnant women.)

En.Parade: Beautiful. No notes.

En.蒼穹のファンファーレ: Solid. Not a huge fan of the song though.

[keroinnie]

250610 thoughts

chan is literally the most charming person in the entire world it actually makes me want to fucking kill myself like wdym he just smiles like that all the time and talks so easily to people and is so fun and playful and silly i thought bf chan hours were long over for me but apparently not :)

felix is the most endearing annoying person ever like lmao shut up ??? i love you ???? he is so electric to watch i couldnt take my eyes off him during truman im soooo sorry jisung

JISUNG IS SOOO CUTE LIKE YEAH I KNEW HE WAS BUT IRL EVEN MORE SO like his reactions to things bc he’s always watching someone else is sooo incredible like i wish i could watch the show with him having a react cam in the corner of the screen lmfao

the length of hyunjin’s hair rn is SO GOOD like he looks so cute with it im glad i got to see it at this length irl ! he’s so sweet and talks so quietly but he’s so loud when performing he really is a sight to behold

which quickly: hyunchan giggles irl is crazy they really sound like that what the fuck

i feel like i barely saw minho but he sounded soooo good live and seeing his sclass kick live…… showstopping holy shit also whenever i feel like i saw him he always had the funniest expression whatever he be seeing is killing me personally

CHANGBIN IS SO CUTE AND PRETTY IRL he’s such a natural personality and so easy to get pulled into watching crazy how you can be hot and cute and funny all at once he also sounds insane live like god’s menu and thunderous were fucking insane

seungmin is the ultimate menace that is perfect and charming obsessed with his straight face while messing with stays lmfao he’s also just so sweet like after 2min had us sing the chorus to cinema he said into the mic in korean that we did well 🥺 like no we didnt actually but thank you for the support lmfao but wow truly a singer cover me gave me goosebumps like i was holding my breath during his parts lmao ?????? absolutely insane vocalist i feel so grateful i got to hear him live

jeongin…….. jeongin is perfect. i need jeongin to know and understand he is amazing. every single time he sang it was insanely perfect he is so stable live like ???? like i know he doesnt get a lot of lines in songs but to sound so good every time…… like this show really solidified he is my favorite 4th gen vocalist. he is so easy to watch and get drawn into he is such a natural performer. i thought he was so cute during lonely st. where he was just standing politely and looking pretty during other members parts i wish i had taken pics :( i love you so much jeongin :(

burnin tires is so much fun live….. that’s all im saying LOL

i would die for the band especially jamal im actually a jamal ult sorry skz

basically everyone sounds amazing sorry that i cant go into specifics on this bc the show is a blur and still not real to me like i feel bad that i cannot talk in length about everyone but i was also fighting for my life with two teenage girls filming themselves directly in front of me and blocking my line of sight lmfao but also fuck the camera crew i basically saw innie once during haven :) WHICH THEY DID HAVEN AT MY SHOW AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

also while watching walkin on water live i had the thought: this will be the closest i get to seeing h.o.t live…… like idk if i can explain this but that song to me is so important to skz as a whole when you think about how their cover of warrior’s descent helped get them to debut and then nearly 7 years later they drop a song that is so reminiscent of that era of h.o.t (also bounce back is v h.o.t so like two tracks) and i just think about how in general with h.o.t starting kpop idol culture as we know it and skz genuinely loving kpop and not being afraid to release music that is so referential to other kpop songs like i listen to skz and literally hear the music that inspires them and it makes me feel so happy hearing that they love and arent ashamed of kpop and love being idols like as someone that LOVES kpop and listens to so much kpop from all generations and non-idol korean music i often just feel like i /get/ skz??? like im still just in awe and i love walkin on water and it sums up so much of what i love about skz and kpop and like when i got into kpop 14 years ago kangta was so significant for my kpop journey and then when i got into skz it revitalized my love for kpop idk this is rambly and i cannot explain this well but i just love kpop as a genre and i love h.o.t and i love walkin on water and i love skz thank you

also to the girl who gave me the dirty look bc i cheered for 2pm during the silly jype ads: kill yourself

[likeawildflower]

Hope on the Stage - Los Angeles, Day 2 - My ramblings about the concert

This may not be coherent or in order, it’s just my general impressions and random details.

Note: I became ARMY in September 2022 so I haven’t seen BTS live yet. I did go to Yoongi’s concert in LA in May 2023. (Maybe I’ll post a delayed reaction to Yoongi’s concert at a later date.)

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ARMY did the wave! Someone next to me said, “Wait for it!” as the wave headed to our section and then when it hit, we rose from our seats to join the wave. Woohoo!

About a minute before Hobi took the stage, ARMY chanted “JHope! JHope! JHope!” and I imagined how Hobi felt hearing that chant. I liked to think he felt pumped and was smiling widely. Or maybe that was just me. 😁

When Hobi hit the stage, I watched the video screens in the background and then realized I didn’t have to watch the video screens, I could watch him live. On the stage. Because he was there! Right in front of me! Well, not right in front of me because I was up in the cheap seats lol. But I was seeing him in person! My heart did a flip as the realization sank in. This was real and it was happening. Hobi live!

Well, not Hobi but Hoseok at the start. He had that persona that commanded attention. He really was meant for the stage. I knew his stage presence was strong but it was amazing to see it live. He hit it so hard.

When he introduced himself as JHope of BTS, my heart melted. 🥹💜 (It’s heartwarming to hear any member say “… of BTS” because they could focus on being solo, especially when they’re doing a solo performance or solo tour, but they include the group because it’s an important part of who they are. And it feels like they’re bringing the members along with them for support.)

My god, that man can DANCE. Yes, obviously but wow! He had this ease of movement, like his body flowed so smoothly and naturally, and also a coiled precision when he brought out the energy and intensity. And the sexiness. (There was a lot of screaming when he busted out some sexy moves. Well, to be honest, there was a lot of screaming period. But more so during his sexy moves.) I could tell how much he enjoyed being on stage when he danced.

There was one point in the concert where he said he felt safe with ARMY. That resonated with me because as I mentioned in a prior post, I felt so safe and comfortable at his concert, like I was HOME. And it was good to know we gave him that feeling because I’m sure there were times in his life when he felt unsure or unsafe.

Hobi when it started: “Am I in heaven? Because I’m surrounded by angels!” Lol, what a charmer.

Hobi when it ended: “ARMY! You guys are fucking fire!” Swearing Hobi was fun! And yes, he was stating facts. 🔥

Miguel was there. When Miguel sang his part of Sweet Dreams, I thought his mic cut out at first but maybe he decided to let ARMY sing his part. That song was even more beautiful when I heard it live.

After singing Mona Lisa, Hobi ran his fingers in front of his Mona Lisa belt buckle, like he was showing it off. It was very shiny and sparkly. And so were his pants. 😁

The raised platform in the middle of the stadium was so cool but smaller than I thought so I got a little worried, like ‘okay, be careful, Hobi’. Lol, I felt like his mom. Hobi in the spotlight in the middle of ARMY with all the ARMY bombs lighting up as he sang and danced on that platform was a sight to see. Goosebumps, absolute goosebumps. And the stage designs were a visual feast too. I thought I’d pay more attention to them but Hobi held my attention, as he should.

Oh, the Bapsae hip thrusts! And then the drop split and moving back up again. Damn, Hobi! (How? How does he do it so well?)

There were “JHope! JHope! JHope!” chants throughout the concert, especially during lulls when the stage went dark after a few numbers. That kept the energy going. And of course, there was barking at intervals.

And then came the intro to MIC Drop. The screams, OMG the screams! The energy was already high and it went stratospheric when that intro came on. Aaaaaaah, the BTS fan chant! I almost cried and missed screaming Namjoon’s name. Oops. It was a good thing ARMY did the fan chant twice. Kim Namjoon! Kim Seokjin! Min Yoongi! Jung Hoseok! Park Jimin! Kim Taehyung! Jeon Jungkook! BTS!

My world narrowed down to that song and I was alternately watching Hobi and singing and dancing along. And holding my breath as I waited for that one moment to scream “Mianhae eomma!” along with ARMY. What a rush!

During the break, they showed the fan posters as usual. Lol, the Wow meme, where a pic Hobi doing the 😮 face as the O in the middle of the two W’s. One poster said: JHope saved my life. Awww. I was very happy to see the BTS posters and banners: a BTS is 7 poster, a banner of their pic together after Jin’s discharge (where Hobi was so red), a banner with their pastel pic with the pink and purple colors, etc.

“I really don’t want to go home.” Hobi said it towards the end of the concert and I understood that feeling so well. Stay, please stay, don’t go yet.

The duality of Hoseok and Hobi really came through in his concert. His fire, intensity and stage presence (and sexy moves) mixed in with his ease, lightheartedness and happiness at being on stage. Also, he chose his stage outfits well to reflect those aspects of himself. His dancing was so smooth yet precise and it was a joy to watch him do what he loves. And to see him smile.

I didn’t take a lot of pics and vids because I wanted to savor some moments without interruption. And I got lost in a few moments where I felt like I was in a bubble of joy.

And I will end this long ramble with what I posted after getting back from Hobi’s concert: I have never felt more comfortable at a concert in my life. What I mean is, he made me feel like I was HOME, safe and comfortable and also energized and enjoying every moment. I watched him own the stage and I felt so light inside and it was just so GOOD. He really is sunshine.