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Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been here, but when I say that the last while has been rough? It's been fuckin' ROUGH.
#long story short#depression has been beating my ass#i was doin' good while tori's mom came up to visit#but man#my family (specifically my uncle) has been a serious pain in the ass#and if you know how black families can get sometimes then you know what i mean#that being said#the more serious part is that tori was t-boned sunday#and while she's okay#her car is fucked#but she was more worried about what would've happened if i were in the passenger side#b/c i've seen the wreck and well...#it's bad#like i'm talking the passenger side was caved in#but uh#i apologize for not being in a super great mental state and it's affecting my writing here#b/c i've only had the muse and energy for my pathfinder kids
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Would yall pat SOTM Jackie on the head?
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#jackie fnaf#arnold fnaf#fnaf sotm#clean o vac#SOTM#secret of the mimic#sotm protagonist#I would give Jackie pats#yes she will rip my arms off but that’s okay#we all have our flaws#THE CLEAN O VAC my beloved lil guys#they were the light of my life while playing SOTM#btw I did finish the game so expect SOOO much sotm art#I gotta yap dawg there’s so much I just need to talk and draw about#Arnold is next I will draw Arnold soon 💜
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bakingformers where they all work at a bakery together and nothing bad ever happens
#transformers one#transformers#elita one#orion pax#d 16#b 127#bumblebee#d 16 just rips sentinel in half for fun#bakingformers#food critic sentinel#“um this cream puff is too sweet”#and d 16 rips him in half#😭😭😭😭#everyone is like 😧 IJOJHK:LDMRJL#this is sucha stupid AU#but its so cute and indulgent i cant help myself#im working on a very canon compliant animation rn too so im allowing myself to have fun#orion banned from kitchen#okay but slightly unrelated but i can NAWT see orion beeing a good cook#like maybe optimus yeah but ORION#orion cooks like the way a college frat boy would#d 16 making a very warming delicious stew while orion is eating the concoction he made from the various leftover ingrediants in his fridge#i like to think elita likes to indulge in making her pastries very pretty#she tries to act all noncholant about it but bee is like “WOW!! these are soo pretty! how did you do that!!!”#and all of a sudden shes all chalant#LOL#i think d 16 would really like making themed desserts LOL#megatronous prime cupcake and hes litterally shaking trying to frost it perfectly and hes trying SO hard LOOL
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reflection
#anyways so i think samus has major survivors guilt and is a super perfectionist. The type of girl who reimagines scenarios in her mind#And thinks about how she could have done better. like ‘if i had woken up sooner maybe i could have saved everyone in prime 3’#so i think she says she doesnt know anything about herself because shes so hypercritical of her actions she doesnt see herself as a person#while also her hyper critical-ness shows how she says she wants to ignore herself but she literally cant because she has so many criticisms#oh i wanted to include the ppl from the prime 2 manga in that one shot but was like ‘i dont think ppl will recognize them’.#also lol the existence of dark samus would fuck her up SOOOO bad like it only exists bc she exists & its responsible for the gang’s deaths#okay im done rambling tldr MENTAL ILLNESS.#metroid#samus aran#loneart#metroid dread#metroid prime#super metroid#metroid series#i dont wanna tag all the games. There just those games is enough#hall of fame#gray voice
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somebody give her a hug goddamit
#kleya marki#andor#cassian andor#andor spoilers#star wars#disclaimer this isnt how i really WANTED the scene to it would just be out of character i know i know#BUT GODDAMN SHE LOOKS SO SAD AND PATHETIC IN THIS SCENE I JUST WANTED HIM TO HUG HERRRRR#kleya marki i will love you forever#*loqdraws#sw#also also im sorry im really bad at drawing cassian#id happened to have done a few kleya studies a little while back so i was semi? familiar with her?#but cass... oh boy :D#sorry buddy#also i completely deleted one of the drawings for this somehow and i nearly crashed out#but instead i just redrew it all at 1 am like a normal person#okay goodnight now
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typical tavern scene
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#kristen applebees#figueroth faeth#gorgug thistlespring#got my version of this in lol. I feel like this is mandatory if u draw fh art#trying to remember whats on the menu at a typical swensen's. its been years since I last was at one#tho I am so absolutely unfamiliar with like elmville level of town scenery. just immediately drew from my own experience lmao#I used to think malls are the same everywhere.... but then I hear from my US friends and. wow they sure are not#mm. good day to reminisce a little bit. but I am now sleepy#not a lot to say abt this I think most of this is pretty straightforward. I did use this to test out some overlays in SAI2#that I never really touched. the talisman on fig's guitar case takes from the house protection talisman you'd put on the front door#and also I think kristen slipping while fully sat down is very funny and special. she means so much to me#okay. alright. I should really go to sleep. and tomorrow I should take my dang walk... see the sun#have a good night lads! enjoy ice cream
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The way they both fumbled makes me giggle
#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy art#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy main character#ominis gaunt#ominis x mc#ominis gaunt x mc#tiars art#she rlly loses all senses when she hears 5000g#tbf is she rlly losing for kissing the cute guy she likes for money like okay girl go get that bag#this also has nothing to do with the (canon) timeline i just wanted to draw something funny#enjoy the fluff while you can tho....... it won't last very long......#comic
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Simon holding Raspberry Girl in place on top of Kyle’s dick as he pumps into her from underneath, even as she gets close and begs him to stop because she knows her orgasms are supposed to be for Daddy only. They both laugh when she clamps down and cries, unable to stave it off, pussy clenching around Kyle’s cock and trying to milk him dry.
#tells him how sorry she is and he says it’s okay#but now she’ll have to take a punishment and pushes her down between the shoulder blades so he can fuck her ass#all while Kyle is getting hard again inside her pussy#raspberry girl fic
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proposition: danny's hair turns white in random patches when he's used too much power, he just dyes it back to all black when he gets home
#🧻 sharts#danny fenton#danny phantom#guess ill die (danphantom)#dash baxter#paulina sanchez#they're small and in the corner... but they're there. anyway. this is all i have to offer as i fight art block#i think im just blocked becus its the beginning of the semester.. i have a couple things ive sketched but i cant seem to push past sketches#the one (1) good bit about phantom planet to me was that danny got white in his human hair#also... bit of a tag ramble: ill expand on this later (probably) or if anyone asks but danielle's hair is similar to this except she doesnt#bother to dye it all black. danny just wants to keep up appearances. danielle has nothing to lose. its why i drew her w the white hair#tho to me danielle's hair is white on the underside and black on top uniformly while danny's is splotchy and random#okay. goodnight
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Kenji and his cow Hanako II were the best duo from wan change my mind
#GUYS ITS OKAY HE’S WITH HIS COW FRIENDS HE’S FINE#I present this after the abomination we all witnessed from ch. 118#sigh yeah I know the chapter released literally a whole ass month ago but I’ve been too busy with school to draw anything#take this as a manifestation for his return in the next ch#Seriously though I’m like 80% sure Kenji and the others are coming back asagiri can’t do this to us#idk maybe I’m being delusional#tbh I’m probably gonna disappear for a bit until my end of year exams are done so if anyone notices me on tumblr please yell at me to study#pls pls pls#btw I was watching moo deng live cams while drawing this she’s such an icon#bsd#bsd art#bsd fanart#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs fanart#bsd kenji#kenji miyazawa#kenji bsd#bsd wan#cows#cow art#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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the lesbian gods whispered dokis in suit in my ear and i had to listen
#ddlc#ddlc monika#ddlc sayori#ddlc natsuki#ddlc yuri#art stuff#okay but would they actually wear suits here’s my for some reason detailed answer#monika would rock a suit in a business girlboss in law school way#yuri is sort of similar but in more formal settings#sayori loves a bit of a androgynous gender funk#and natsuki is honestly the only one that i think wouldn’t really wear suits#i can see her dressing up in em sometimes just for like a fun photoshoot while she’s alone at home type of way
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Lab things
#SHE'S SO CUTE AHH#didn't finish this but it's looks cool so it's okay#technically#forgettable-au#because that's what I was thinking of while making this#but also just regular alphys fanart ig#there's some things here that are foreshadowing for the comic so yea that's why I'm posting it here and not my main#undertale#alphys
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#polinsated#mygifs*#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#polin spoilers#bridgerton 3x08#colin bridgerton#penelope bridgerton#colin x penelope#polin#polin kiss#polinedit#bridgertonedit#black and white#this was impossible for me personally-to colour so i gave up and made it b&w lol#......#okay.. this scene was strangely short. and it was thrown in so randomly! and i don't understand at all. but#they are so fucking hot#look at her!!#she's so powerful. being on top - being dressed while colin isn't - taking control - pulling him up for a kiss.#i'm in love with her too fuck
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i did not think this out much...at all, but drawing it was a lotta fun!
also i almost made lloyd veronica but i changed it to nya before i even started working on the. actual heather trio so yay!!
#ninjago fanart#ninjago#ninjago nya#ninjago lloyd#ninjago ninja#teshfarts#i should draw the nextgen as them actually....they fit way better LOL#can you tell i gave up putting any more detail for everything below their knees. there should be awesome LACES on their big long boots#but i got LAZY!!#first thing i thought while drawing kai was “this makes no sense why is his sister veronica. why would she let zane kill him” then i thought#“zane is so sad. why did i make zane JD this is so sad im sorry zane” and then i stopped thinking#btw in this. drawing theyre just dressing up. hence why cole is miserably failing to hold his laughter#heathers#sorry for the eyestraining background colour i drew this at 3 am in the dark . i did not think it through#okay teshi i think thats enough yapping
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